More recently now, I’ve been having breakdowns almost every night. I self isolate in my room. I’ve shut out my friends and partner, they haven’t checked on me in weeks. I’m so done and I just look of animations if the only song that I relate so much to it lets me finally let my suppressed emotions of hopelessness and loneliness finally have a route to leave for a while. The sucky thing about pushing everybody away is that you have nobody to go to when your on the verge of doing something horrible to yourself. Thank you for this animation, good night. ☺️
dude, i hope u feel better soon. I know its hard and we tend to not see things because we are so clouded by our thoughts, but please vent to anyone who is there for you, find the help you need. im also here. dm on instagram if you need anything: @ xkingforadayx
every day I get the "beautiful" reminder that I'm a "women" plus my mom drinks but huzza she's got a three day streak of getting drunk and call me and my brother slurs
i’m genderfluid i can relate to this so much.. today i couldn’t figure out my pronouns and i just feel like a body without a soul.. like i wasn’t happy or sad i was just..yes??.. i hate days like these
I get thay crunchy, i feel like its always a struggle to run with the curveballs that gender can pose, and some days i can take them in stride and just feel on top of it all, and confident in my gender fludity/ambiguity, but last night i just wanted to listen to some relaxing asmr, and the narrative gendered the listener as male, and it just felt so inconvient to not find something to relax to before bed, nd also just really icky that i cant control how certain things can affect me and my comfort levels in my gender and how it corraletes with the world around me
as a closeted genderfluid person, i so get you. Another thing that I hate about being closeted is how people only refer to you as one gender. Like, I don't mind that much but like, I'm not really a ( the gender ppl refer to me as ) , so like, you could refer to me with other pronouns aswell. ( But tbh, I could never say that to my parents' face cuz they're super unsupportive and would probably kick me out so yh )
i relate to this a lot. i absolutely hate my body. part of that is because of dysphoria and the other part is because i just feel fat, gross, and ugly. thank god my friend is there to stop me from doing any harm to myself.
There was a window in an apartment I lived in, it was 5 floors up, and I used to sit on the ledge and just watch people go by.. that was when I had kinda had my first experiences with depression.. I enjoyed the peaceful view, the cool breeze (mild wind in summer, the sun was on the other side of the building so it wasn't very hot), the quiet sounds on other people going about their day. And realising that every single person there had a life, they had their own experiences. One of them could've been having their happiest day ever, and walked by someone who had lost everything without knowing it.. I don't have a point to saying that... just something I think about
I'm sorry for people who go thru this stuff. it hard but I want you all to know that you are loved, you are cared about, you may not know who but they might be not who you would expect.
hey I’m sorry your feeling down, as a ftm person I kinda understand since I was literally crying over this like 10 minutes ago💀 the animatic is really good!! and I hope you feel better :’)
Sometimes things may seem hopeless, and it seems like nobody will ever understand but pls know that you’re not alone and WE are here for you and there will be someone who does understand and also pls pls pls don’t hurt yourself it may seem like the only way out of all your confusion and stress but it rlly is not a healthy or good way to let it all out I’m also very sorry that you have been having dysphoria it must be so confusing overwhelming and just a negative feeling in general I hope you heal ❤️
Hey there. I saw your vid and just wanted to say, in case someone hasn’t already said ; you are more than good enough. Whoever you choose to be, as long as it makes you happy or even simply content, then that’s who you are. People change and come into their own in different ways. Sometimes we it can feel like nobody understands, and it’s okay to feel that. I hope that you find others to help support you and that these feelings may pass or give way to something better. Beautiful drawings by the way, you are really good at conveying emotion.
"I've been big and small" Explains perfectly how I feel. One minute that God complex makes me feel untouchable, the next that self hatred is putting me back in my place
i can relate to this so much i... eugh all my life, looking in the mirror has been such a weird experience, because i have never seen myself in the mirror. i know that reflection is me but... it's like im living in denial. i was born in the wrong body in the sense that it's not mine. i have never quite been able to sinc up my body and the things i do irl to me. its always felt like an out of body experience, like im watching a movie. discovering im trans and also not the only one in my body just made so much sense when i realized... but all that being said, even though this isnt MY body, i still have to live with it and it hurts. it hurts like shit.
Hey, I know exactly how you feel and I'm glad you used art as an outlet. If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here to listen. If you need them, some things I've found help me cope (other than self h*rm) are practicing writing and saying my real name, making picrews of the way I want to look ( if you don't know, it's a website where you can make tons of different avatars), beating the absolute crap out of pillows and stuffed animals (you can also put a bunch of stuff you hate in a pillowcase and stuff it into a jacket and hit that. For me, I did bras and feminine clothes. You can put whatever you want in it), throwing rocks at the sidewalk and cracking them, and screaming really loudly in a quiet place (if you're in a place where you can't scream because it's too loud, scream into a pillow or a blanket or clothes to muffle the noise. Same end result but it's much less disruptive to everyone else.) I just want you to know that you are so, so valid and you matter and you're amazing just the way you are. ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much💚 it makes me feel better that there are people who understand me because they go through the same thing. Rn im trying to leave self h*rm and this comment really helps
This song reminds me a lot about what I’m feeling right now except the kiss but hey if you need someone to vent to reply and I will help you I’m going through a similar thing
I’m here for you, make sure to drink water, sleep, and eat food, you’re doing great if you need someone to vent to you can always ask me for an unlisted :]
I know this is a vent, but the ending honestly made me chuckle a bit, apologies. I have a few trans friends, and I myself am non-binary. I can relate to this, especially when I haven't come out yet. I don't know how anyone would react. However, this is about you. Keep in mind that I fully support you! If you'd like somebody to vent your words onto, I'm here to listen. I doubt I'm good when it comes to giving advice, but it's nice sharing it at least, especially when you're at your worst. It would take a massive weight off your shoulders. I'm all for that, so if you need to talk, my ears are always open. Just remember that you aren't alone, you'll find people who help you through this. For example, this comment section. :) But also, people in reality. It may seem lonely, like you'll always be alone. Like you'll never have anybody. But that isn't the case. It may be hard to remind yourself but there are plenty of people who will love you for the person you are and fully support your decision. You will find them. Remember that.
the vid makes me think of this poem i wrote. it was basically about me coming to except the fact i was born and raised female and how i couldnt change that. i also wrote that even tho i want to accept that truth, i cant help but feel that boy i should have been born as missed out. i love this vid because i can relate that hatred for ur younger self because they arent who ur supposed to be
i understand how you feel lad, i am also transmasc, if you need someone to talk to, im right here mate :] i am here for you man (also the last bit is amazing and a mood and i also love yer art style :])
I'm really sorry, from what I've heard from friends, dysphoria is incredibly hard to go through and experience. I genuinly promise whichever gender, if any, you identify as is who you are no matter what your birth gender is!
Felt this in my core, ive been there and i can't really say it gets better. but you'll find a point in your life where nothing matters anymore and you just got to get through to see the next day, and the cycle repeats until it becomes a new normal. Gender dysphoria fucken sucks only people who deal with it will truly understand but its few in-between who will, i dont understand why people want it when every day is a struggle to feel just a little comfortable.
I don't really understand Dysphoria that much,i only know that its like a hard time finding you're gender/sexuality i think?- But whatevers going on we are here for you! I really wish the best for you :) Plz don't ever hurt yourself :(( Also here are tips or advices to cope i suggest u to do: Try taking a deep breathe if ur ever nervous Take a nap Get some fresh air Try writting ur feelings in a piece of paper or book Its ok to cry ^^ crying is a stress reliever :) Remember that problems aren't forever and they will always be temporary,don't ever self-diagnose and don't ever let go of hope because is takes time and patience ok?
Actually, Dysphoria or Gender Dysphoria is the feeling of dissatisfaction with your biological sex, it can come with depression, anxiety, etc, a lot of trans people, binary or non binary, can have this feeling through their lifes. I hope I explained well ^^
From a trans male perspective, I know what your going through, man.. I just always try to lie to myself in my brain that its all okay, no one thinks you're weird, no one thinks you're a lesbian (I'm not lol, I'm pan), and the future will be better. But yes, the future will be better, because you'll be able to be yourself as much as you want. But rn.. You just have to power through it; do as much as you can to make yourself appear more masculine. And if people don't like you for that, than theyre just ignorant poopy doody heads (lmao what am I saying rn) All I'm saying, is things will get better, even if you think they won't, they will.
In the black screens I saw my face and remembered that to get comfy I don't usually wear a shirt to sleep and wanted to cry because It made me feel like a girl but I don't want to be one and I don't fully want to be a guy but people try to say I might be gender fluid or gender flux but like Idk. I don't want gender in general and I'm not okay mentally already. So here I go to another day of school where I just hold it in cuz there's only two bathrooms but I don't fit in either
I saw this right next to a song that hits me with dysphoria (But I love the song its self just want to be the person who made it) And WOOO that hit harder than I thought (Im trans ftm) So I really enjoyed this, I hope you feel better ok! Stay handsome!
istg every day feels just like a loop. I don't even know if I'll pursue my dreams anymore. I feel like I can't talk to any of my friends, like I can't talk to anyone. I can't even talk to myself anymore, because I know I have these feelings but I don't express them, in fear of what may happen. I have these goals, but will I ever reach them? I want to just stop and get to the good part. It's like waiting for a character to understand something or become a better person, like you wish you could just go there and tell them. But you can't. I feel like that will happen with my future self. I'll look back to my old self and say " What were you waiting for? " and honestly, I don't know. I wish an amazing opportunity would just pop up so I could take it, maybe even a huge wave of motivation just to wash over me. But no. That will never happen. I'm just a selfish idiot who talks too much and should just shut up. I'll just go through life, wondering if I have a purpose, until my death. ( sorry about the rant, just had a bit to talk about, hope you have an amazing day and don't give up on your dreams
Hey now ik days can be hard but that okay really its okay to need someone or even feel alone you need someone to help you to listen or even stay with you you know there is a lot of people who had these bad days but they got a happy ending not end its a start. So ty for talking about it and remember if you feel like your not the gender your were born with you can always be your self and dont let others people tell you what your b0dy is .. your always the one to tell your self what you are. im still a kid but i still believe in you ! Remember your never alone !! and pls vent all you want and scream and cry but always always remember there is people who believe in you and im one of them Ik this doesn't change anything but trying isn't something bad thats why i want you to try you still have time you are amazing you can go through this and we all well be there .we all are gonna be Proud you dont know me but im still proud of you! You can make it i believe in you :) Heres a little hug! ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ
I do to. also I'm sure I have anxiety because whenever my mom calls me in a certain time my heart just starts racing plus my mom drinks and has been my entire life and I get out of my room later but if I do she will get pissed and yell at me for it so I just act fine and happy just for her and she threatened to send me to a military camp multiple times and the reason she drinks is to numb her pain yet she is so blind that she won't realize I'm not ok well guess I'm just a good actor and when I tried to tell her my pronouns where he/him and they/them she said "its just because of people on the internet" and she tells me to be who I want to be yet I see that she has just been manipulating me.
If you need someone to vent to I’m here :] I constantly find myself feeling sad cuz I just don’t know what gender I feel like and it’s so annoying and confusing. Also I rlly like your style :)
I’m sorry your body is a cage for you. I don’t have much to offer and I regret that but if you could I would give you everything I could. I wish you everything.
Late but who da heck cares right. I’m still trying to figure out if I wanna be a girl / boy or just non-binary so yeah hope your doing well and amazing art work.
Hey, I’m a trans man too! I am really heavy so my chest is super big which makes me so dysphoric. For a long time I wanted to cut them off with a kitchen knife or do something to force them to be removed. I hate being heavy because no matter what, if you are born in a female body, your curves just show. I have huge hips, huge chest, thinner but still big sides. Plus my face is so feminine. It sucks. I just wanted to tell you that I would be there. I get it, I want top surgery so bad. It really makes you hate your body, then yourself. And hey, I always tell myself, men my size have man boobs! So I just consider them man boobs despite them being the actual thing. Your chest may seem like your enemy, but it’s not. And for the part where someone choked you? I think it means you were betrayed or abused or bullied. There are hundreds of thousands of toxic people in the world, including kids and teenagers. But just remember, you are bigger, you are stronger, and you know who you are. They probably haven’t figured out where they’re gonna work or go to school, what subject should they major in, what job makes me happy to work with? They have to think about those. But people like us, we know who we are. We know our bodies are wrong. We know the world is struggling with us. But we know our identity, we know our personalities, maybe we’re still in the dark about the future, but we know a lot more than they do. Don’t let idiots who are so bored they hurt other people for fun win. All they want is attention. I used to numb myself at school from all the bullies jump scaring me or tricking me in the halls. I would not flinch or blink, I would just keep watching or stop, stare with a numb face, slightly shrug, then walk around them silently. It always made them feel awkward! That’s my strategy. Embarrass, make things awkward, make them give up, and never show them that they hurt me. If it’s physical that’s another thing but all I can say with that is report them to the police, NOT THE SCHOOL!! The school just suspends them for like 3 days only for them to come back pissed. Police hear about assault, they take it more seriously. Call or text a helpline, message friends(which now you have a lot ;), and take deep breaths. You are perfect no matter your body. Who says guys can’t have boobs? Who says guys can’t have feminine faces, who says guys can’t wear leggings??(I wear leggings all the time sooo) you can wear a dress and still be a man. You can have long hair, wear makeup, it doesn’t matter!! You know who you are so do what’s best for you!!
Hey im a trans guy and im lucky to have some trans friends but i was the only gay trans guy in an old friend group for a while so i understand the loneliness. I don’t wanna sound cheesy but it really will get better. This is a really late comment bc i just found this amazing animatic but seriously i hope you are doing better man!
More recently now, I’ve been having breakdowns almost every night. I self isolate in my room. I’ve shut out my friends and partner, they haven’t checked on me in weeks. I’m so done and I just look of animations if the only song that I relate so much to it lets me finally let my suppressed emotions of hopelessness and loneliness finally have a route to leave for a while. The sucky thing about pushing everybody away is that you have nobody to go to when your on the verge of doing something horrible to yourself. Thank you for this animation, good night. ☺️
Hunny , are you okay ?! Do you need some one to talk to ? If so , I’m here for you !
dude, i hope u feel better soon. I know its hard and we tend to not see things because we are so clouded by our thoughts, but please vent to anyone who is there for you, find the help you need. im also here. dm on instagram if you need anything: @ xkingforadayx
every day I get the "beautiful" reminder that I'm a "women" plus my mom drinks but huzza she's got a three day streak of getting drunk and call me and my brother slurs
Hey love
blessed are those who mourn for they will be comforted matthew 5:4
that ending was very funny, i have to admit. just barely stopped me from crying. really good animatic.
i’m genderfluid i can relate to this so much.. today i couldn’t figure out my pronouns and i just feel like a body without a soul.. like i wasn’t happy or sad i was just..yes??.. i hate days like these
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I get thay crunchy, i feel like its always a struggle to run with the curveballs that gender can pose, and some days i can take them in stride and just feel on top of it all, and confident in my gender fludity/ambiguity, but last night i just wanted to listen to some relaxing asmr, and the narrative gendered the listener as male, and it just felt so inconvient to not find something to relax to before bed, nd also just really icky that i cant control how certain things can affect me and my comfort levels in my gender and how it corraletes with the world around me
as a closeted genderfluid person, i so get you. Another thing that I hate about being closeted is how people only refer to you as one gender. Like, I don't mind that much but like, I'm not really a ( the gender ppl refer to me as ) , so like, you could refer to me with other pronouns aswell. ( But tbh, I could never say that to my parents' face cuz they're super unsupportive and would probably kick me out so yh )
@@citroenc5aircrossclubgreec94 literally
@@citroenc5aircrossclubgreec94 im very confused
woah i love this
i relate to this a lot.
i absolutely hate my body. part of that is because of dysphoria and the other part is because i just feel fat, gross, and ugly.
thank god my friend is there to stop me from doing any harm to myself.
There was a window in an apartment I lived in, it was 5 floors up, and I used to sit on the ledge and just watch people go by.. that was when I had kinda had my first experiences with depression.. I enjoyed the peaceful view, the cool breeze (mild wind in summer, the sun was on the other side of the building so it wasn't very hot), the quiet sounds on other people going about their day. And realising that every single person there had a life, they had their own experiences. One of them could've been having their happiest day ever, and walked by someone who had lost everything without knowing it..
I don't have a point to saying that... just something I think about
i hope the algorithm gods pick up this animatic cause its really good and you deserve more subs haha
I'm sorry for people who go thru this stuff. it hard but I want you all to know that you are loved, you are cared about, you may not know who but they might be not who you would expect.
hey I’m sorry your feeling down, as a ftm person I kinda understand since I was literally crying over this like 10 minutes ago💀 the animatic is really good!! and I hope you feel better :’)
I suck at comforting people so I’m sorry if that didn’t help :’’)
as an ftm, this hit hard omg,, it’s makes me feel less alone in this mess :,) ALSO THE HANDS AT 1:19 ARE SO GOOD WTF
and the algorithm gods brought me here hehe
Sometimes things may seem hopeless, and it seems like nobody will ever understand but pls know that you’re not alone and WE are here for you and there will be someone who does understand and also pls pls pls don’t hurt yourself it may seem like the only way out of all your confusion and stress but it rlly is not a healthy or good way to let it all out
I’m also very sorry that you have been having dysphoria it must be so confusing overwhelming and just a negative feeling in general I hope you heal ❤️
do you need someone to vent to? :> I'm always down to listen- ajfaensfiks i hope you're going okay- new subscriber B'P
Tysm💕 dont worry, i do have people to vent to. But we still can be friends! You are so nice
@@juul1742 you are so lucky you have people 😔
Ur all so nice
I'm also here, just in case :)
Available for vents
This is AMAZING!!! I realllyyyy love the style of drawing that you used. May I ask a question? What do you use to make these?
hii srry for late reply. i used SAI 2 and exported all the frames(different layers and stuff) as pngs and then used after effects for editing :)
@@juul1742 It’s finneee, but thanks- this was actually helpful :D
Hey there. I saw your vid and just wanted to say, in case someone hasn’t already said ; you are more than good enough. Whoever you choose to be, as long as it makes you happy or even simply content, then that’s who you are. People change and
come into their own in different ways. Sometimes we it can feel like nobody understands, and it’s okay to feel that. I hope that you find others to help support you and that these feelings may pass or give way to something better.
Beautiful drawings by the way, you are really good at conveying emotion.
0:25
*It's so fucking beautiful*
It's all super nice and stuff but the color combo mixed with the lines and all of it is so 👌❤👌
Your vent animatics are like poetry
"I've been big and small"
Explains perfectly how I feel. One minute that God complex makes me feel untouchable, the next that self hatred is putting me back in my place
I really love that you shoot at the sky lmao like- what a mood
this animatic is beautiful, thank you
i can relate to this so much i... eugh
all my life, looking in the mirror has been such a weird experience, because i have never seen myself in the mirror. i know that reflection is me but... it's like im living in denial. i was born in the wrong body in the sense that it's not mine. i have never quite been able to sinc up my body and the things i do irl to me. its always felt like an out of body experience, like im watching a movie. discovering im trans and also not the only one in my body just made so much sense when i realized... but all that being said, even though this isnt MY body, i still have to live with it and it hurts. it hurts like shit.
the fact in the description it says "dysphoria, ftm, self harm" i cant tell you how relatable this is ):)
I’m really sorry that you’re going through this,but I hope you will stay strong
why is this so relatable :(
can we talk about how nice the hand drawings
I love this soooo muchhh-
Almost scary how relatable this is
I hope ur doin better
Hey, I know exactly how you feel and I'm glad you used art as an outlet. If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here to listen. If you need them, some things I've found help me cope (other than self h*rm) are practicing writing and saying my real name, making picrews of the way I want to look ( if you don't know, it's a website where you can make tons of different avatars), beating the absolute crap out of pillows and stuffed animals (you can also put a bunch of stuff you hate in a pillowcase and stuff it into a jacket and hit that. For me, I did bras and feminine clothes. You can put whatever you want in it), throwing rocks at the sidewalk and cracking them, and screaming really loudly in a quiet place (if you're in a place where you can't scream because it's too loud, scream into a pillow or a blanket or clothes to muffle the noise. Same end result but it's much less disruptive to everyone else.) I just want you to know that you are so, so valid and you matter and you're amazing just the way you are. ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much💚 it makes me feel better that there are people who understand me because they go through the same thing. Rn im trying to leave self h*rm and this comment really helps
Juul Hey, it's been a few weeks but I just wanted to come back and say I hope you're still getting a little better every day, even if it's hard 💚
This song reminds me a lot about what I’m feeling right now except the kiss but hey if you need someone to vent to reply and I will help you I’m going through a similar thing
Wow that looks amazing! Hope you are doing better
1 I hope your doing ok and 2 your so underated
I’m here for you, make sure to drink water, sleep, and eat food, you’re doing great if you need someone to vent to you can always ask me for an unlisted :]
I know this is a vent, but the ending honestly made me chuckle a bit, apologies. I have a few trans friends, and I myself am non-binary. I can relate to this, especially when I haven't come out yet. I don't know how anyone would react. However, this is about you. Keep in mind that I fully support you! If you'd like somebody to vent your words onto, I'm here to listen. I doubt I'm good when it comes to giving advice, but it's nice sharing it at least, especially when you're at your worst. It would take a massive weight off your shoulders. I'm all for that, so if you need to talk, my ears are always open. Just remember that you aren't alone, you'll find people who help you through this. For example, this comment section. :)
But also, people in reality. It may seem lonely, like you'll always be alone. Like you'll never have anybody. But that isn't the case. It may be hard to remind yourself but there are plenty of people who will love you for the person you are and fully support your decision. You will find them. Remember that.
Oh dear, this video really describes my situation, I hope u are alright.
the vid makes me think of this poem i wrote. it was basically about me coming to except the fact i was born and raised female and how i couldnt change that. i also wrote that even tho i want to accept that truth, i cant help but feel that boy i should have been born as missed out. i love this vid because i can relate that hatred for ur younger self because they arent who ur supposed to be
i understand how you feel lad, i am also transmasc, if you need someone to talk to, im right here mate :] i am here for you man (also the last bit is amazing and a mood and i also love yer art style :])
thanks! :') im also here if you need to talk
Holy heck the further I got in the video the more I related
i feel u ngl
The song is making me cry and my spasms (tics?) Are crazy again i might be stress again they are more intense when i'm stressed
sorry :(
@@juul1742 it's not you're fault i think it's because i can relate to the song or something
This is so gorgeous, i really relate to it a lot (I’m closeted nb) i hope you’re doing better now my friend, best of luck to you
Im not trans, but the way you captured pure rage and isolation and that overwhelming feeling of just existing, just, amazing work genuinly
you're valid dude
I'm really sorry, from what I've heard from friends, dysphoria is incredibly hard to go through and experience. I genuinly promise whichever gender, if any, you identify as is who you are no matter what your birth gender is!
question what do you use to make your animations? like what app and i really love the animation i hope things get better for you
Felt this in my core, ive been there and i can't really say it gets better. but you'll find a point in your life where nothing matters anymore and you just got to get through to see the next day, and the cycle repeats until it becomes a new normal. Gender dysphoria fucken sucks only people who deal with it will truly understand but its few in-between who will, i dont understand why people want it when every day is a struggle to feel just a little comfortable.
I relate to this so much as a ftm but it's such a good animatic
I hope you feel better soon.
thanks :')
I don't really understand Dysphoria that much,i only know that its like a hard time finding you're gender/sexuality i think?-
But whatevers going on we are here for you! I really wish the best for you :)
Plz don't ever hurt yourself :((
Also here are tips or advices to cope i suggest u to do:
Try taking a deep breathe if ur ever nervous
Take a nap
Get some fresh air
Try writting ur feelings in a piece of paper or book
Its ok to cry ^^ crying is a stress reliever :)
Remember that problems aren't forever and they will always be temporary,don't ever self-diagnose and don't ever let go of hope because is takes time and patience ok?
Actually, Dysphoria or Gender Dysphoria is the feeling of dissatisfaction with your biological sex, it can come with depression, anxiety, etc, a lot of trans people, binary or non binary, can have this feeling through their lifes. I hope I explained well ^^
From a trans male perspective, I know what your going through, man.. I just always try to lie to myself in my brain that its all okay, no one thinks you're weird, no one thinks you're a lesbian (I'm not lol, I'm pan), and the future will be better. But yes, the future will be better, because you'll be able to be yourself as much as you want. But rn.. You just have to power through it; do as much as you can to make yourself appear more masculine. And if people don't like you for that, than theyre just ignorant poopy doody heads (lmao what am I saying rn)
All I'm saying, is things will get better, even if you think they won't, they will.
peace i leave with you my peace i give you john 14:27
In the black screens I saw my face and remembered that to get comfy I don't usually wear a shirt to sleep and wanted to cry because It made me feel like a girl but I don't want to be one and I don't fully want to be a guy but people try to say I might be gender fluid or gender flux but like Idk. I don't want gender in general and I'm not okay mentally already. So here I go to another day of school where I just hold it in cuz there's only two bathrooms but I don't fit in either
This is really good! hope ur ok!!
I saw this right next to a song that hits me with dysphoria (But I love the song its self just want to be the person who made it) And WOOO that hit harder than I thought (Im trans ftm) So I really enjoyed this, I hope you feel better ok! Stay handsome!
Hey dude, I really like the way you draw hands
ty!!!
I-same
istg every day feels just like a loop. I don't even know if I'll pursue my dreams anymore. I feel like I can't talk to any of my friends, like I can't talk to anyone. I can't even talk to myself anymore, because I know I have these feelings but I don't express them, in fear of what may happen. I have these goals, but will I ever reach them? I want to just stop and get to the good part. It's like waiting for a character to understand something or become a better person, like you wish you could just go there and tell them. But you can't. I feel like that will happen with my future self. I'll look back to my old self and say " What were you waiting for? " and honestly, I don't know. I wish an amazing opportunity would just pop up so I could take it, maybe even a huge wave of motivation just to wash over me. But no. That will never happen. I'm just a selfish idiot who talks too much and should just shut up. I'll just go through life, wondering if I have a purpose, until my death. ( sorry about the rant, just had a bit to talk about, hope you have an amazing day and don't give up on your dreams
Hey now ik days can be hard but that okay really its okay to need someone or even feel alone you need someone to help you to listen or even stay with you you know there is a lot of people who had these bad days but they got a happy ending not end its a start.
So ty for talking about it and remember if you feel like your not the gender your were born with you can always be your self and dont let others people tell you what your b0dy is .. your always the one to tell your self what you are.
im still a kid but i still believe in you ! Remember your never alone !! and pls vent all you want and scream and cry but always always remember there is people who believe in you and im one of them
Ik this doesn't change anything but trying isn't something bad thats why i want you to try you still have time you are amazing you can go through this and we all well be there .we all are gonna be
Proud
you dont know me but im still proud of you! You can make it i believe in you :)
Heres a little hug! ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ
tysm you are so sweet :") !
@@juul1742 yww :D!!!
I hope that you're doing alright!
tysm its hard sometimes but im ok!
yeah this feels like it
i think im depressed but i wont tell anyone because then ill be a narcissist for not thinking about people before myself enough
I do to. also I'm sure I have anxiety because whenever my mom calls me in a certain time my heart just starts racing plus my mom drinks and has been my entire life and I get out of my room later but if I do she will get pissed and yell at me for it so I just act fine and happy just for her and she threatened to send me to a military camp multiple times and the reason she drinks is to numb her pain yet she is so blind that she won't realize I'm not ok well guess I'm just a good actor and when I tried to tell her my pronouns where he/him and they/them she said "its just because of people on the internet" and she tells me to be who I want to be yet I see that she has just been manipulating me.
ведьмаку заплатите чеканой монетой
Damn it, called out again.
I feel this way
I um why do I related to all of this
I resonate with this
NOBODYYY NOBODY 😔😔😔
As a trans person that cant even cut my hair, i relate with that
True
I’m so sorry you had to go thru this, I hope you felt some sort of relief learning you are a man now matter what, you are valid 🏳️⚧️
Wow 💚
If you need someone to vent to I’m here :] I constantly find myself feeling sad cuz I just don’t know what gender I feel like and it’s so annoying and confusing. Also I rlly like your style :)
Hope your doing better bro.
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Satisfação
same king
U remind me i still have to finish ks-
1:41
Is that something
I’m sorry your body is a cage for you. I don’t have much to offer and I regret that but if you could I would give you everything I could. I wish you everything.
Hello! I know this vid came out almost a year ago, but r u okay now? I hope so! Take care :)
Real talk you outta not be ashamed of yourself real talk
I hope you’re doing alright, you can vent to me if you’d like!!
Nobody...
Same
U okay? 💕
Not really but it'll be ok! Someday💕
@@juul1742 ily and stay strong! Jesus loves u 💕
Hey man it’s ok
how did i find you here
@@BASTARDCRRUSH sorry wait what
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Thanks :)💕💕💕
peace i leave with you my peace i give to you (john 14:27
Late but who da heck cares right.
I’m still trying to figure out if I wanna be a girl / boy or just non-binary so yeah hope your doing well and amazing art work.
Im mexican, so i dont understand "vent animatic" what means?:((
It's an animation that is made to help someone feel better / let out their emotions :]
@@gerardisms Thanks ❤️
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Hey, I’m a trans man too! I am really heavy so my chest is super big which makes me so dysphoric. For a long time I wanted to cut them off with a kitchen knife or do something to force them to be removed. I hate being heavy because no matter what, if you are born in a female body, your curves just show. I have huge hips, huge chest, thinner but still big sides. Plus my face is so feminine. It sucks. I just wanted to tell you that I would be there. I get it, I want top surgery so bad. It really makes you hate your body, then yourself. And hey, I always tell myself, men my size have man boobs! So I just consider them man boobs despite them being the actual thing. Your chest may seem like your enemy, but it’s not. And for the part where someone choked you? I think it means you were betrayed or abused or bullied. There are hundreds of thousands of toxic people in the world, including kids and teenagers. But just remember, you are bigger, you are stronger, and you know who you are. They probably haven’t figured out where they’re gonna work or go to school, what subject should they major in, what job makes me happy to work with? They have to think about those. But people like us, we know who we are. We know our bodies are wrong. We know the world is struggling with us. But we know our identity, we know our personalities, maybe we’re still in the dark about the future, but we know a lot more than they do. Don’t let idiots who are so bored they hurt other people for fun win. All they want is attention. I used to numb myself at school from all the bullies jump scaring me or tricking me in the halls. I would not flinch or blink, I would just keep watching or stop, stare with a numb face, slightly shrug, then walk around them silently. It always made them feel awkward! That’s my strategy. Embarrass, make things awkward, make them give up, and never show them that they hurt me. If it’s physical that’s another thing but all I can say with that is report them to the police, NOT THE SCHOOL!! The school just suspends them for like 3 days only for them to come back pissed. Police hear about assault, they take it more seriously. Call or text a helpline, message friends(which now you have a lot ;), and take deep breaths. You are perfect no matter your body. Who says guys can’t have boobs? Who says guys can’t have feminine faces, who says guys can’t wear leggings??(I wear leggings all the time sooo) you can wear a dress and still be a man. You can have long hair, wear makeup, it doesn’t matter!! You know who you are so do what’s best for you!!
somebody.
here
@@juul1742 :D
i got replaced
Aww you ok? You wanna talk about it?
Hey im a trans guy and im lucky to have some trans friends but i was the only gay trans guy in an old friend group for a while so i understand the loneliness. I don’t wanna sound cheesy but it really will get better. This is a really late comment bc i just found this amazing animatic but seriously i hope you are doing better man!
I'm non-binary and this hits home, i'm always alone :(
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as a demiboy who experiences gender dysphoria, this was just incredible and heartbreaking and so relatable. i'm so sorry that ur going thru this :((((
This doesn't deserve views honestly
I feel you honestly, I feel like RUclips knows me well, if you need a friend you can add me on discord, I'll try to make time for you
same