Finding Hope in What He Has Done | Vlog #4

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  • @13gkristina
    @13gkristina Год назад +15

    I Love you so much Brother. You are an encouragement to me and soooo many like myself... I wish I had your boldness , I know I will one day but I also know it is not free, it is costly. The enemy had a loud voice but my prayer is that God's whisper speaks loudly to your heart and every pain and doubt and sadness that you are experiencing. You encourage me everytime I see your face. I Love you Pastor /Brother Samuel!!! Your future is beautiful because God is in it and you will experience earthly happiness in financial stability, increased growth in your ministry, an abundance of male and female brothers and sisters in Christ that understand you and vice versa, the family God has prepared just for you, and a beautiful home ...all to be accompanied by the presence of God ... nothing matters if He isn't in the midst of it ❣️❣️🙏🙏

  • @prissyandbomber
    @prissyandbomber Год назад +8

    You are absolutely precious, thank you for being so raw and real I know it's excruciating at times, you are not alone and have an army praying for you.

  • @lesliesmilez
    @lesliesmilez Год назад +4

    Thank you for sharing what’s been on your heart Sam; will be praying 🙏🏻 been feeling the attacks of the enemy as well.. but God is good and uses all things for Good for those that love him (:

  • @Ellievenn
    @Ellievenn Год назад +8

    Will be keeping you lifted in prayer, Sam. Appreciate everything that you do, and I love you so much. 😭🤍🫂

  • @mariviento
    @mariviento Год назад +4

    You are a Mighty man of God! The Lord is preparing you...just trust Him! This is a time for you to be with yourself and prepare for your wonderful future.

  • @amanda-sue6793
    @amanda-sue6793 Год назад +6

    I understand how you feel and yes will be praying for you!

  • @zzzaaayyynnn
    @zzzaaayyynnn Год назад +4

    You are a wonderful Christian, brother. I will pray that God supports you emotionally each day. You are suffering for his sake, and the reward will be great.

  • @MrDapianomon
    @MrDapianomon Год назад +6

    A WORD JUST FOR YOU….
    My dear brother, you are so precious to God, more than what your understanding can even fathom! I know exactly how you feel, I am a Christian, who has struggled with homosexuality all my life and it’s a daily battle and cross that I have to bear and Carry. I know the loneliness I know depression and feelings of hopelessness all too well. I am much older than you and I can tell you undoubtingly that God’s Grace will be sufficient for you, and will be there in your time of need as he always has been. God has got spectacular plans for you and the enemy knows that, and when he senses that you’re going to be promoted to a new level of blessing and annointing that is when he will fight you the hardest to do his best to destroy it from ever happening. Still take courage in knowing that all these negative feelings come from the enemy, and he hones in on any emotional, sexual or mental weakness that you may struggle with, most, especially when he senses, as I just said any promotion spiritually, or in any other way that is coming your way soon. Know that all Storms, trials and tests will pass. Lastly, as a guy who may be sensitive and Tender inside, we must realise that it is a gift that enables us to be sensitive to God’s presence, to his voice into the needs of others have, but with this gift comes a cross we must bear unless we become too lifted up in our gifting. The cross we may bear, for one, is easily becoming depressed and getting offended or overthinking things that the enemy may speak to us, not realising it’s the enemy. God’s Grace will be sufficient and will be poured out on you along with his love and his closeness to you on a daily basis ….sotake courage my special brother!

    • @sunsets1209
      @sunsets1209 Год назад

      This was for Brother Samuel but encouraged me as well. Thank you so much. God bless you 🌸

  • @msb12345678910
    @msb12345678910 Год назад +5

    Wow! Your sermon was the same I heard on line at restoration church in Alpharetta GA. You are a light and have encouraged me so so much❤ You are unique! You are a treasure and you are a blessing.

  • @ivettecintron6955
    @ivettecintron6955 Год назад +3

    I admire you sooo much. You are a inspirational, I learn so much from you. You are fighting the good fight, I pray for you all the time. Thank you for sharing ❤

  • @giovannilaboy5187
    @giovannilaboy5187 Год назад +4

    praying for you brother Samuel. God loves you and so do i. God Got you.

  • @davidm.4175
    @davidm.4175 Год назад +12

    I just want to say... you have no idea of how much of a blessing and how greatly have you help me on my journey with the Lord and actually in life in general, im so gratefull for you Samuel, may God keep blessing you

    • @jessyleabon8258
      @jessyleabon8258 Год назад

      Hi Samuel you are a true man of God. You have the courage of a lion. You are bold brave, spiritual warfare I believe, you are inmeans you are walking the path Jesus did. I love your raw honesty. I pray in Jesus name you find God's purpose, position for your life. Blessings hugs prayers 🙏

    • @jessyleabon8258
      @jessyleabon8258 Год назад

      I know what you mean with depression, down feeling. The devil just comes on the back of that, tries to pull us down. Your amazing Samuel ❤️🙏

    • @jessyleabon8258
      @jessyleabon8258 Год назад

      I pray for your protection. You are able to reach many that others can't. The people that feel like outcasts you will reach. Amen 🙏

  • @jessicalvac
    @jessicalvac Год назад +3

    Your so encouraging and I’m thankful for you to be an example. Praying for you and your ministry. Don’t give up friend, God is faithful and Will Never Leave You. 🤍

  • @yuhitsawree
    @yuhitsawree Год назад +3

    I totally understand how u feel I've been going through a very similar situation. I wish you the best on your journey & will keep you in my prayers.

  • @corneliam9154
    @corneliam9154 Год назад +5

    Thank you so much for your honesty Samuel. You have no idea how much I needed to hear I’m not the only one going through exactly the same struggles at the moment. I thank the Lord Jesus for you and your ministry and what you stand for and believe in. You are in the Light!! I pray Psalm 17 over you and ask Jesus to surround you with His favour in ALL areas of your life and future !! He is faithful to uphold and strengthen you in His great love for you and mercy!! Sending you love and encouragement from the UK.

  • @corona0489k
    @corona0489k Год назад +3

    Samuel, have you ever considered finding a good, biblical church, and joining a small group. There are several that even offer a men's bible study group. I know that it can be intimidating but God didnt call us to stay in our comfort zones alone but instead to gather with other Christians (Heb. 10:24-25) and no amount of online ministry, IMO, will ever be able to serve as a substitute for a solid church community that fellowships. Remember that Righteousness>happiness but unhappiness is always mitigated through Christian fellowships that encourage us to stay on the narrow path (Matt. 7), deny ourselves, and to pick up our cross and follow Jesus (Matt. 16). I'm not saying that Jesus could not have accomplished his ministry on his own, however I am saying that Jesus gave us the model for ministry and it was through intimate, personal (in-person), relationships with his disciples. I find your online ministry to be very admirable but personally, I think you could use a dose of men's bible study with a biblical church.

  • @rachelsbj1373
    @rachelsbj1373 Год назад +3

    It’s like every worry and thought you had was pulled directly from my heart and mind. So many of my fears and dreams were soothed by this video. Thank you so much for listening to God and letting Him speak through you!
    His healing begins with honesty, and I feel so much better now.

  • @annaweir2602
    @annaweir2602 Год назад +3

    I just discovered you on the heaven and healing podcast and you are such an inspiration to me 💓 breaks my heart that you are having these feelings. I can relate a bit bc I'm also in a season of no christian community :/ AND i have a family but even that doesnt make me "happy", only Jesus can make us fulfilled. This video made me think of Romans 8:18: "For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us." Appreciate you bro!

  • @smallbeginning2
    @smallbeginning2 Год назад +4

    I love you. You're so strong even if you don't think you are. ❤️

    • @smallbeginning2
      @smallbeginning2 Год назад +1

      I've joined lots of Christian discords and yours is the only one that has genuine Christ-likeness in it.
      Boy, the others are a mess. Thank you for creating it. 💗

  • @kristasharestruth
    @kristasharestruth Год назад +2

    Blessings brother! I understand you! Joy vs happiness is a real thing. I also felt that in 2022. It was a very very very hard year for me. I’ve been off social media since the start of this year and it has helped me so much. (I know that’s hard for you cause it’s you’re job) & I’m eating better. (Actually doing the Daniel Fast) when Daniel ate vegetables and such and he got tested for it the Word says “At the end of ten days their appearance seemed better and they were fatter than all the youths who had been eating the king’s choice food.”
    ‭‭Daniel‬ ‭1‬:‭15‬ ‭NASB1995‬‬
    The life of a Christian is not an easy one. I also feel alone in my love and passion for Christ. When the world around us is full of wicked people being “blessed” it’s very hard to see. I had a horrible victim mentality in 2022.
    Yet let’s press on and continue to fight the good fight for our Lord and Savior setting our eyes on our eternal.
    Praying for you! 🙏🏻
    You’re an encouragement. ❤
    Keep sharing God’s Word to the lost!

  • @sunsets1209
    @sunsets1209 Год назад +2

    Thank you for sharing and being honest. I'll be praying for you 💗

  • @mieshadejesus6681
    @mieshadejesus6681 Год назад +2

    Samuel you don’t know me but I pray for you and your ministry all the time. I think of you often and pray the Lord continues to strengthen you and give knowledge, wisdom, and understanding of his word, his ways, and his will for your life. I wanted to message you some time ago to say you should consider leaving Miami but now I see God has revealed it to you. Wherever he leads you he has already prepared the way. If it is God’s will you will make a great husband and Dad someday and the Lord will hand pick someone just for you. Be encouraged and Continue to fight the good fight. This walk is not easy but it is oh so worthy. Gif speed my brother in Christ.

  • @edelawitbefkadu1100
    @edelawitbefkadu1100 Год назад +3

    Shalom brother , the devil is a liar!!!!! Be couraged and go a head to serve the Lord, God is with you !!!

  • @markhuhnke295
    @markhuhnke295 Год назад +2

    5:51 will be praying for you in deciding next steps. be patient. God is faithful and wants to carry us, do not worry. You’re such a blessing and you give so much.

  • @butdoyouknowjesus4121
    @butdoyouknowjesus4121 Год назад +2

    People like you pave the way, you are changing religious Christianity and shifting it back to what it was always suppose to be, a union of us and God through the blood of Jesus ❤ will be praying for you Sam 🫂 love you so much brother.
    Btw I’ve also been reading Colossians ever since you read it to us on Fortnite lol

  • @JINSTERPEACE
    @JINSTERPEACE Год назад +2

    Yeah I understand. I pray that God continues to show his purpose for you. Despite circumstances God be praised. Love you brother! Keep up the faith.

  • @c9b319
    @c9b319 Год назад +2

    I will pray for you Samuel , thank you for your honesty and may God bless you.

  • @equiptheangels7093
    @equiptheangels7093 Год назад +3

    Thanks for sharing...Good Day All!

  • @idelle6380
    @idelle6380 Год назад +3

    We love you Samuel!!

  • @rickricky7066
    @rickricky7066 Год назад +2

    hey samuel. i relate to you and your walk. although im sure its different in many ways too. but im an ex gay walking with the Lord. i relate to the feeling, of feeling alone, and mental health struggles. i think perhaps maybe your walk is stronger with God so you feel less alone then me in a way. but i just got to trust God he has a plan and a purpose for me too. God bless you as you keep walking the good walk.

  • @RoseC1209
    @RoseC1209 Год назад +2

    Bless you amazing man prays for you.

  • @autumnphoenixgypsy
    @autumnphoenixgypsy Год назад +3

    Sending you tons of #support & #love
    💜🕊🙏🕊💜
    A bad day, is not a bad life

  • @emmzzz5380
    @emmzzz5380 Год назад +1

    Hi,
    I just lost my baby girl at 21 weeks of pregnancy. I understand how you feel.

  • @AnthonyStoic
    @AnthonyStoic Год назад +1

    I know this is an older video, but after finding your channel recently, I've been listening constantly and I absolutely love what you are doing. "I can't go back to Egypt." this rings true to my life, and the struggled I've endured. Stay strong! Much love and God bless you.

  • @holasoydiana5017
    @holasoydiana5017 Год назад +1

    I have been in this place where you wish the things of this world could fill you up cuz you are tired. But the truth as you said is that only Jesus makes us feel whole. He’s the only one that is there at the end of the day. Following Jesus was never made easy mostly since we are in a world so corrupt. I’m glad I can relate and I know we can get through this because we have God that strengthens us. Keep you eyes set on God and his will and I know everything will be better. (Remember God will never let you go through something you can’t handle) :))) Dios Te Bendiga ! God Bless You!

  • @TheThunderDragoon
    @TheThunderDragoon Год назад +1

    I've been feeling exactly the same way. Praying for you!

  • @buffywoodring6581
    @buffywoodring6581 Год назад +1

    It’s okay to share it’s what God calls us to do. We will encourage you and will keep praying for this ministry. There are so many battling their sexual identity and having someone there who understands that. That’s huge! God is using you to help those dealing with this. His will be done not our own. Honestly what I hear is hope that God is helping you navigate through. Jesus give Your strength and peace to our brother! In Jesus Name Amen!

  • @brandonburrell8517
    @brandonburrell8517 Год назад +2

    I am praying for you.

  • @HODAIYAH_S-HACIENDA1771
    @HODAIYAH_S-HACIENDA1771 Год назад +2

    YHVH IMMEKU SAMUEL
    GOD IS WITH YOU SAMUEL
    EVERYDAY IS A GIFT. AND EVERY GOOD GIFT COMES FROM THE FATHER OF LIGHTS
    GOD BLESS YOU EVERYDAY AND HELP YOU IN YOUR WALK WITH CHRIST JESUS YESHUA.
    IMMANUEL GOD IS WITH US.
    LOVE YOU SAMUEL
    SHALOM SHALEM PEACE PEACE

    • @HODAIYAH_S-HACIENDA1771
      @HODAIYAH_S-HACIENDA1771 Год назад +1

      IN JESUS CHRIST'S NAME YAHOSHUA HA MASHIYACH OUR YESHUA YHVH BLESS YOU AND GUIDE YOU WITH HIS CHOKMAH WISDOM AND HOLY SPIRIT AND HELP YOU IN MOVING FROM FLORIDA TO YOUR NEXT GOD BLESSED POSITION.
      I used to live in ft. Lauderdale right by Wilton manors and that was one of the most intense battles ever. I THANK GOD I WAS BLESSED TO LEAVE FLORIDA. AND I HOPE THAT YOU WILL BE BLESSED TO LEAVE MIAMI too. GOD KNOWS HOW IT IS THERE.
      AND YOU ARE A LIGHT IN THIS DARK WORLD. KEEP SHINING MY BLESSED FRIEND 🌞.

  • @Alexeymos80
    @Alexeymos80 Год назад +1

    My brother, I pray for you. If you need help we can talk.

  • @elizabethcordova6712
    @elizabethcordova6712 Год назад +1

    God has a good plan for you. keep on fighting 💪 you are so much strong 💪. We love you. I'm feeling same way most of my days but I'm just keep looking to Jesus. I'm prying for you.

  • @holasoydiana5017
    @holasoydiana5017 Год назад +1

    Stay strong sending prayers 🤍

  • @patrickrahoens1463
    @patrickrahoens1463 Год назад +1

    🤗 from Belgium

  • @ksenarae9872
    @ksenarae9872 Год назад

    Johnathan Shuttlesworh
    Revival Today!!
    Check out!! Move there!!
    You would thrive and grow and be encouraged!! They would love you too! What a great fit!!
    Powerful!
    Love you! Your heart! Your life! Your testimony! Your honesty! Your transparency! Your faith! Your example! Your smile! Your future! Your faithfulness! Your impact!
    Love & prayers!!

  • @richardben8513
    @richardben8513 Год назад

    Sammmy u won't die...
    We are making first flight together...

  • @henrytcardenas
    @henrytcardenas Год назад

    Stay strong keep the course you got it in you.... I identify with you don't give up...

  • @richardben8513
    @richardben8513 Год назад

    The HolySpirit keeps prompting me to pray for uuu...
    The message was" the attack is for the Head"...
    U hv led so many lives to God
    Satan wld keep failing
    Sammy Ill make it a priority to pray for u everyday..

  • @Laurent78
    @Laurent78 Год назад

    I’m in your shoes. I’ve left my gay lifestyle and have found god/Jesus and my life has been so much better. However, I wonder what’s next for me.

  • @alaynawhipple7161
    @alaynawhipple7161 Год назад

    I am praying for you, Samuel! I can relate to many different things you shared in this video. Stay strong brother…Or might I say, stay weak, so that Christ’s power may rest upon you! You are dearly loved by love Himself!! 🙌🏼💓✝️🙏🏼

  • @recyclefiiish7753
    @recyclefiiish7753 Год назад

    Love you Sam! you can’t see a lot of us lol but we see you and always pray for you😌 Thank you for sharing with us and continuing to serve God. He knows exactly where you’re at♥️ He loves you incredibly it’s too obvious🙌🏼
    Praying for some more encouragement and good friends to support you at this time.
    You’re not alone. Keep going but try not to overwork yourself and maybe schedule a break🤍 You’re doing amazing💛💘 thanks for all you do.

  • @eileenborton7953
    @eileenborton7953 Год назад

    Hi Samuel.
    I can relate to how your feeling. Its been a tough beginning to 2023 yet so many blessings. Thanks for sharing many forerunners are feeling the same way. Sending my love and will pray for you continually. Things WILL get better, Jesus said He came to give us life and more abundantly.
    The violet take things by force…Jesus wake up the church and unite Samuel with an in person community. Bring him his tribe that You be glorified. Strengthen him and though he has joy let him also be happy to laugh and have fellowship with new and true friends who understand Your calling for him and will be loyal and uphold him always lifting him to you and pressing him up and forward.
    You shall live and prosper Samuel to glorify the Lord‼️☝️👏❤️
    Love you in Christ brother.
    Shalom shalom. Eileen

  • @Wa3sup
    @Wa3sup Год назад

    Hey Sam! This is Sean! So sorry I haven’t been in contact with anyone for so long. I locked myself out of my Instagram account. I will be praying for you, thanks for being so honest on this video.
    I just want to let you know that I was in such a dark place when we met and at our departure I was 1000x better. I would not be alive or saved if it wasn’t for your content and discipleship.
    I can’t say I know what you’re going through, because I don’t. But I want to encourage you to always look at each small blessing, each small moment of happiness that you might have. If you are trustworthy with little, you will be given more. Thank God for each individual thing you see. Surrender to him what you can’t control. And keep the testimony’s coming!
    PS: tell Maddie I have been thinking and praying for her a lot. I always feel bad for not being able to contact her

  • @JesusizmyLordandSavior
    @JesusizmyLordandSavior Год назад

    Lifting you up, brother! Take every thought captive and make it obedient to Christ. I've been delivered of depressive tendencies. Vit D³ and a Vit B complex has been instrumental to help me, too! I totally get what you're saying! We choose joy bc it is dependent upon His goodness and not our emotions. God bless you! The Lord has recently led me to listen to Colossians and Ephesians everyday morning and evening. Soak it in!

  • @user-qh8rf6vz5y
    @user-qh8rf6vz5y Год назад

    Oh our dear, Samuel. You are our tribe with a pure love. So happy to have found you on this crazy thing we call social media. We know and understand how hard it is to live in today’s world. Praying for you immensely. You inspire so many and don’t let the enemy get to you in their attacking your direction. Depression is real and understandable on this path. Jesus said we would be persecuted literally and figuratively in His name. But His name is mighty and will get us through. I feel much like you and feel alone on this path. They say it’s so important yo join a church community because we can’t do it alone but when you are treated like an outcast, it’s not easy to continue going to that place. It’s hRd to find a place where you don’t fit in and are secretly not accepted. But these places are not true Christian’s and you should not force yourself to be there. I understand you wanting to move someplace and not knowing where to go. Or knowing where the Lord wants you go. I identify with you on that and I’m in the same place. Have you considered moving to Tampa, Dallas, Houston, Chicago, Buffalo, San Jose, Savannah, North Carolina or Virginia? Have you considered getting involved with a Christian film production company? Have you been in communication with or reached out to Beckett Cook who may have gone through much the same as you? This world is so hard to live in today because it’s so polarizing and filled with hypocrisy. Hang on and stay true faithful servant. God’s got you and He’s all that matters. You’re a strong beautiful child if God and He loves you when this world in their chaos doesn’t. Take whatever time you need to get strong again. But know we love you and appreciate your ministry. Keep educating yourself and others with Scripture and you won’t go wrong. ❤️🙏Praying for you.

  • @BrandonAOrtiz
    @BrandonAOrtiz Год назад

    Samuel, thank you for your honesty and your words. Listening to you inspires me that God will bring us out of the wilderness. You are not alone! I, myself, am going through a transformational moment, and geesh I feel like this transformation has lasted almost half of a decade. I just lost my job and having trouble getting my work permit right now, so my trust is in God that He will deliver us. I have been asking God for His guidance, and although I feel like He's not there, I know my prayers are not in vain. The devil is a liar, he wants us back in Egypt, sinning and degrading ourselves. But I pray to God that will not happen :)) )

  • @carolvrieland6812
    @carolvrieland6812 Год назад

    Samuel I will be praying for you this week. That God would give you wisdom direction and peace. God pulled me out of the muck and mire 33 years ago. I was in a homosexual relationship. God brought me a wonderful husband and kids!! Please keep strong, let God know your wants and desires.

  • @sean_miller126
    @sean_miller126 Год назад

    Brother!!! I echo the sentiment of a lot of these folks, you are a light and an encouragement always!
    I discovered you early on in my journey out of homosexuality 3 years ago now and you were such a beacon of hope. I've commented a few times and you've even emailed me encouragement when I needed it too!
    I will definitely be praying for you and I would encourage you brother to find a ministry where they operate in the gifts of healing/deliverance! My church has helped me immensely because I didn't realize how much pain and demonic influence I carried with me in my past and I wouldn't be where I am today without my church! Plus it's a great source of community! It's hard out there today, let alone being people like us - and we need a community of believers surrounding us and encouraging and loving on us! Love is the greatest gift we can give to one another. I know God led me to where I am and it's the only reason I haven't moved lol, cuz Maryland is not my heart, but I know it's where God has me planted right now!
    But I do pray that God leads you because you have so much love and hope to offer other people - and you need it too! I admonish you for your boldness and constant willingness to be vulnerable and raw! It's more appreciated than you know.
    Keep the faith brother! I would love to chat more if you ever needed to or if you ever find yourself in Maryland look a brother up! 🙏🫶🏻👊🏼 stay strong!

  • @missbchapman1193
    @missbchapman1193 Год назад

    I cannot tell you what a relief it is to hear that somebody is going through the exact same identical thing that I've been going through the last month! I felt like it was scary as a Christian who truly loved the Lord and worked on their relationship every single day to start questioning things and feeling empty. You sharing this does more-than-you-know for me!❤️ THANK YOU

  • @user-qh8rf6vz5y
    @user-qh8rf6vz5y Год назад

    Been reading Colossians and Thessalonians and it is uplifting when we hear of the struggles of the Apostles spread the Word of God.❤

  • @yanakatarina
    @yanakatarina Год назад

    The more you learn and grow in Christ, the more afflicted you become. You’re a thorn in the enemy’s side, which makes for many difficulties in life but none of them are greater than our Lord. He is faithful and just, amen. Sam, your content has helped me in more ways than I can explain. You’re in my prayers for sure. ❤️

  • @kendrathiessen999
    @kendrathiessen999 Год назад

    Praying for you! Thank you for sharing so openly - you have really encouraged me and I’m praying God will speak into your heart in exactly the way you need it.

  • @richardben8513
    @richardben8513 Год назад

    Sammy I missed uuu...
    Hv not watched ur vlogs for a while

  • @leestar871
    @leestar871 Год назад

    Man same I was trying to make a friend shared what God placed on my heart to the guy he rejected hearing me. I been struggling with depression and anxiety. Nothing fills me then Jesus spiritual. I been struggling looking on grindr but not meeting up and at times porn. I tried dating people always got rejected. I'm 35 wanting a wife marriage kids a house. I have none of that but I rent a bedroom in a house and have roommates. I'm I happy no but I got joy. I got a few awesome guy friends but no friends that are girls. I look at guys actively In homosexual relationships wearing the cross necklace. I'm like how can you say your fully a Christian wear the cross necklace. Like it would be so early to give back into my old lifestyle but the conviction there. I learn we are not of this world but God's choosen a lamb of God sheep his followers.

  • @carolineb2157
    @carolineb2157 Год назад

    This spoke to me so much. I can relate to so much of what you said. Thank you for being brave.

  • @hollyklasko5686
    @hollyklasko5686 Год назад

    Oh Samuel, watching this video I felt a supernatural love of Christ for you come over me and it felt like I was seeing you through His eyes. Jesus loves you so so much. He is with you in this hard season, He knows your pain and He will pull you through. Praying for a peace and joy that transcends all understanding to wash over your life.

  • @cloverkitkat6917
    @cloverkitkat6917 Год назад

    The Christian walk can be a lonely one at times…after the rush of salvation I find it difficult to not fall back into old patterns of thinking and depression. I have to double down and ask what am I not willing to lose? Depression can cloud my vision of so many gifts God has given me and I get ungrateful. Gratitude is key for me during periods of emotional and mental struggle. Praying for you!!

  • @evagutierrez3934
    @evagutierrez3934 Год назад

    Brother Samuel, you are so loved, valued, and appreciated. I am so grateful for your testimony, faith, and ministry. You are such a blessing to so many! Even though God is so good, we still have seasons like this sometimes, and I will be praying for you. May God lift you up, give you the desires of your heart, and bring more people into your life to pour into you as you pour in to so many. Hope today is a good one and may you continue to stay strong in Him 🙏

  • @29stmarksrd
    @29stmarksrd Год назад

    I appreciate you pouring out your heart to us all.
    You’re right that it’s not about having it all together.
    I will be praying that God comfort you abundantly as you go through your trials. And that He gives you a reprieve and rest.
    You are such an encouragement to us all. More than you’ll ever know.
    I love you my brother.

  • @alexk3377
    @alexk3377 Год назад

    Dear brother, I feel your pain. I know it is easy to give tips, but try to find a group of men, you could have good fellowship with and mutual support. It is good that you have two female friends, but from what I hear, you are mostly trying to be by yourself and it is hard to fight Satan and temptations without a healthy support of other men. Maybe talk to a pastor of the church you go to first. That's what I would do.

  • @rut4teadttupitpppp
    @rut4teadttupitpppp Год назад

    Be strong brother, I will be praying for you. You are shinning a light on a issue that many are unwilling to talk about. You are not alone. Pray for the lord to bring you male friends who will sharpen and encourage you. Many blessings to you, keep going things will get better. I declare it Jesus name 🙌

  • @kathrindoll6903
    @kathrindoll6903 Год назад

    Samuel u r very handsome, don't feel bad sweetie, we all have those days. It's not always easy serving God but remember joy cometh in the morning. U be strong in the Lord n in the power of his might. If u would hear of where God brought me from, I am a living witness to his faithfulness. If he did it for me, he will do it for u. God bless u n l love u in Jesus

  • @Northstarministry
    @Northstarministry Год назад

    This is the 3rd video of yours I've watched this morning. Listening to you has brought me to tears. I hope and pray that good godly friends are put in your path and that you have fellowship with others that goes deep. ❤

  • @ghettomelody
    @ghettomelody Год назад

    Thank you for this post. A lot of people think that Christian’s should always be smiley and happy but we don’t always feel that way. And yes sometimes it is hard to get up in the morning.

  • @angeliquerossel5082
    @angeliquerossel5082 Год назад

    God bless you and give you direction! May he open doors for you in Jesus name!

  • @isaialeuila9327
    @isaialeuila9327 Год назад

    🥲 Thank you Lord for this brother im going through the same season

  • @NG-fb1ul
    @NG-fb1ul Год назад

    The people who are getting their coffee are not facing the enemy head on. We are soldiers of the lord and we who are true to the lord, live a very different life. Praying for you❤

  • @dianagrisales5352
    @dianagrisales5352 Год назад

    I admire you so much. Keep on holding on to God

  • @isabelcasson9581
    @isabelcasson9581 Год назад

    Please come to Orlando there are so many ministries here!

  • @otisbay12
    @otisbay12 Год назад

    Welcome to real life and the real world.

  • @phillipakanda5746
    @phillipakanda5746 Год назад

    We love you and here for you ❤️ ♥️

  • @mariviento
    @mariviento Год назад

    Enjoy your workout!

  • @louielikely
    @louielikely Год назад

    ❤🎉 why move city 🌃?

  • @adrianalexander3262
    @adrianalexander3262 Год назад

    🙌🏼🙌🏼

  • @davidm.4175
    @davidm.4175 Год назад

    0:06 yeah, I really enjoy this kind of videos, keep it up :)

  • @ryr1974
    @ryr1974 Год назад

    It is not good that the man should be alone. There is no marriage in heaven god does not mind same sex relationships. What you may need is to find those of the city of Nineveh who have heard and repented. I do not see you finding love to be a failure. Either way I pray for you and a lighter more hopeful heart in the days to come.

  • @barryjones6937
    @barryjones6937 Год назад

    You are doing good but it does concern me that you have yourself in a place that has so much temptation everywhere from the gym and the streets. Stay strong and be honest with yourself. MIami is one of the top cities gay lifestyle runs rapid. Bless you. 🙏🙏

  • @illinoisgospelfan650
    @illinoisgospelfan650 Год назад

    I hope you feel better. I'm struggling too; with masturbation. I know it's a sin, but I cannot stop! I watch porn and masturbate all the time. Advice?

  • @jenben5alive458
    @jenben5alive458 Год назад

    The road can be very lonely. Just know you aren’t actually alone. We (your community) have been truly helped in so many ways! Thank you for being YOU! We love you . 🤍 I am curious where the Lord will take you. Thank you for your message today. I often don’t look to see how far I’ve come. I just see where I am not going lol I often feel like I am not going anywhere yet looking back I am blown away. I have truly learned that happiness is not a destination. We all struggle with the same emotions you are dealing with. This world isn’t easy. I need to keep setting my eyes on Christ like you said. Thank you for your messages. I will keep you in my prayers. 🙏