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blood on the razor
rei ayanami in that eva
i could be your savior
i could be your raver
4k in a paycheck
switchblade on my waist
can’t wait to get wasted
i’m so impatient
i just want to die in the basement
couple pills on me cuz i hate this
constant engagement
i’m disassociating again
and i just want to end it
i just want to know
if you really feel at home
i’ve been thinking i’d be better off alone
to save you from the pain
anxiety and hate
you deserve everything everything
i don’t really know
if you really want to stay
if i really want to go
cleanse the world of my name
i hope that you’re home
i hope that you’re safe
cuz i’ve been chasing death
strung out in la
do you think you’re better off alone?
cuz i just want to go, i just want to go
i just want to go, i don’t have a home
i already know that ima die alone
time and time again
i’m pulling at my skin
blood on the white gold on my wrist
i’m opening the scars that you left me with
i’m still opening my heart just to let you in
drowning in oxygen
i’m still irrelevant
i took a clip again
feeling immaculate
blue 30 percocet
blue hundreds pocketed
but wrists all red, wrists all red
i just want to know
if you really feel at home
i’ve been thinking i’d be better off alone
to save you from the pain
anxiety and hate
you deserve everything everything
i don’t really know
if you really want to stay
if i really want to go
cleanse the world of my name
i hope that you’re home
i hope that you’re safe
cuz i’ve been chasing death
strung out in la