your lover reads you poetry as you fall asleep [ dark academia playlist ]
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There's literally nothing more I want right now and it's driving me insane how impossible we make it sometimes but the music definitely helps the yearning ❤
I'm waiting for someone to read my poems that I wrote about them while they hold me in their arms , maybe one day or maybe in another universe I will wait patiently 🖤
You will find someone
Don't wait or nothing will ever happen to bring that dream to you while you are yet awake to relish the eternal joy of it ❤ u must move onward and it will move onward towards u, but that can't happen if u wait 🫂 never ever wait... Go dance and laugh and chase and SEIZE the things your heart and soul desire and need like the very breath in your lungs!!! I promise, everything u wish to be yours shall come unto you gleefully and more quickly than u imagined possible xo
This is such a beautiful comment ❤ I've tried writing poems for a future loved one but I feel so far away from that feeling that I can't even feel it in order to write poetry about it.. all I have are poems by unrequited love and broken hearts 😢
"She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that’s best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes" -lord byron
*damn..I was just reading this poem, and a notification popped up : " Helder uploaded a new video" *
that first picture hits me hard bro. i hope one day i can find a girl who loves books and me
Hey, man. I feel where you're at. I really do, but you can't allow yourself to stay there. The only people there are you and your hurt...I'm a nothing. A failed launch of self-loathing but I'm trying. I reconnected with someone while currently at my lowest and am being pressured into a writer's digest contest. I even wrote a poem today for the first time in 10 years...I don't know what will happen but this feeling enough is worth fighting for. I decided beforehand to move forward again and put myself out there for ME. Allow yourself to grow for you and live the earth. She's out there and you will find eachother. Turn off the clock and just live.
I believe that you will
I like your reply sir
@@franklinbaubas6210
its the kind of picture that expresses a very basic requirement in this life. connection and feel, time and communication
@@franklinbaubas6210 Thank you for your beautiful words, I wish you well!
The sound of rain muffled my ears, pitter patter pitter patter. It went on and on. I wrapped my palm around my coffee mug,it's sweet smell spreading across the room. The fire kept crackling,providing warmth in the cold,rainy night.
It felt like a dream. This moment right here. My head rested against his shoulders, as the sound of my love reciting love poems enter my ears, his voice,a caress,a comfort, a reminder that my life was worth living.
I drew little circles with my fingers across his arm. I looked up to see him clearly,a small smile lingered on his lips as he read promises of love written by poets years ago. His dimples decorating his soft cheeks, those dreamy brown eyes scanning each word carefully. His dark hair fell onto his forehead. I couldn't help but smile, as I could not get myself to believe that this was happening. It was everything I ever wanted.
I shivered as the cold wind flew past me,he noticed that as he stopped reading, the room disturbed by the sudden silence. He looked over me,his face filled with concern. He asked, "Do you want to sleep? Should I stop?"
I gave him a smile,one I knew would make his heart race. "No. Dont. Don't stop. I'm just a bit cold."
He drew me in closer,smiled and said, "Are you sure, it's late. I can read you tomorrow."
"No. I don't want you to stop. Ever. As impossible as it sounds, I wish you would never stop reading, I wish this moment never stops."
He smiles, "Me too darling. I would happily dedicate my life to you. If it meant I could be close to you,I would read and read untill the very last drop of sound left me. Although I am worried about something."
I looked up to meet his eyes, "What's that?" I ask.
"If I use up my mouth to read to you, how am I supposed to kiss your lovely lips everyday?"
I laugh seeing how his face turned as he remarked his concern. His hands goes up to my cheek, softly caressing it. His deep brown eyes bore into mine, I felt lost in those eyes Everytime I looked into them. He then says,his voice low "I love you,I doubt any amount of poetry is going to do justice to that. And yet, I read to you, I read love poetry again and again,hoping that you know how much my existence longs for your presence."
"I know,my love." I say,my voice almost a whisper. "And I love you. I'm afraid I always will."
He smiles and brings his sweet lips to mine. And some how,time had seemed to stop as I took in his embrace. As I felt his lips against mine. Our heart beating out of our bodies,beating for each other.
This my friends, is why books exist. I’ve written so many poems and painted so many things for past lovers. None of it was appreciated. I await the day.
Reminds me of those rainy days spent at the library reading books about love.
I dreamt of this, us together, she reading me poems while leaning on my lap, and I'm running my fingers through her hair. It's a sweet thought, but, I don't know if I'll ever get to experience that. You see, I've chased the wrong type of people all my life. Wrong friends, wrong lovers, wrong everyone. I only have like a handful of friends. I tend to make wrong decisions in life and suffer because of them. I've always dreamt of the ideal woman, but as I aged and observed the world around me, I slowly found out that no one is perfect. I am looking for the perfect person while not being perfect myself. I held extremely high standards, not thinking about how people can change, not knowing that those who look 10/10 outside can also be a 1/10 inside. No one is perfect. I may have lost the ability to connect with someone, but I have again fallen in love. She is not the ideal woman, she made mistakes as well. But I believe, if it works out, she can improve herself, and so can I. We will go through all of our problems together, as a team. Even if she doesn't want me, like me, or love me back, I'll always pray for the best of her. Love doesn't necessarily mean that you have to make them yours. It also means letting them go for their betterment. It'll be painful for me, but if it helps her, I'm ready to sacrifice my love, my feelings, my desires for her, as I do love her from the depth of my heart.
My dear, wherever you are, hope you are well, hope you are healing. I cannot state my love right now as it'll be hurtful to you, but I do wish that you get through this. Even if you don't want my help, I'll always pray for you. I wish things weren't this complicated for you, and also not so complicated for the both of us. Remember that I'm always here for you whenever you need me. No matter how many times other people say that you are not a good person or you are not the ideal woman, I believe that you will improve yourself, for your own wellbeing. And no matter what, I will always love you.
Wish I could say this to you face to face, but you don't want anyone to contact you now. It's fine, I understand. I believe in you. Please get well soon and if possible, if you are reading this and know who this is from, just let me know that you are okay. That's all I want to hear.
Take care...
can feel you brother....
It's beautiful, I hope you find someone who will love you the way you love, I wish someone would write me something like this in my life, we don't know each other but I feel you are a very kind hearted person 🫶
Love this part: "Even if she doesn't want me, like me, or love me back, I'll always pray for the best of her. Love doesn't necessarily mean that you have to make them yours. "
My girlfriend just sent me this to help me fall asleep c:
It sounds really beautiful ^^
Thank you so much! Glad you liked it
The chaos in my head is already calming down
Beautifully said i wish poetry being read to me and then falling asleep in there arms how sweet but thats only a dream when u mix it with reality 😕😊❤️
Thank you!
I’ve spent a lot of time listening to channels like this while I study and for some reason I like this channels playlists best. They’re great to sit down and drown out background sounds with while I focus my adhd trained brain for some hours
Thank you so much that’s so kind!
@@helderboutens No problem, great job putting these together.
Music like this makes me feel like the fading epiphany of a former self, as though the true extent of the present moment was simultaneously a life that's fully come out of itself and the death-bloom of existence that's gently submerging itself into the past. Like an aspiration that's immediately followed by, and indistinguishable from, an expiration that inwardly divides itself into the past and future from the middle. The present moment, by the time it comes to the forefront of consciousness, is already its own nostalgia.
I love your playlists so much, thank you, please continue, they mean the world to me when i need to clear my head and just feel~
Thank you so much for the kind words!!
This has become my favorite playlist, beautiful music. Thank you.
Glad you enjoy it!
His voice was pure silk that touched her soul in ways she never knew someone could..was that poem about flowers? No, she was certain it was Rumi..or maybe Gibran...yes, he liked that..he..her eyes were so heavy all of a sudden...it was a hard day and yet here he was reading poetry to her and for once she felt safe, guarded from the enormous world...his voice was like an invitation..yet she no longer understood it..fighting with herself, she fell asleep on his shoulder as he continued:
,,Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.
But you are eternity and you are the mirror."
another cute and wonderful playlist💌
ps I'm sorry that I haven't supported your videos for a long time.
lately I stopped watching any content on RUclips, but today I listened to your old playlists))
No worries at all, still glad you're here anyways! Definitely considering you're one of the people that has been here the longest!
@@helderboutens >3💕
11:52 is such gorgeous artwork
i love it!
so lovely. yet another great collection!
Thank you so much!!
I can’t wait until the day I can do this with the love of my life (long distance ): )
You are the only account that really helps me to work with these magnificent melodies.
Thank you so much!!
this channel is literally my friend in my long studying nights
Thanks a lot!!
Amazing ❤
I used to write him a daily poems, and now that he's gone.. I read them by myself and i don't know if he's still have them.
To the lapidary tears,
pertain my fears.
What my mind rears?
Perhaps a pattern of gears?
"What they are, what he feels?"
Avail the concealed...
Echoes! in the sun's first gleams,
Contemplative site of the dawn's thirst, glimpse!
Shines and henceforth aligns... the mind's piece.
Across the sea of time, I found you.
Can I use this? What credit do you want?
Kneel down beside me
Listen to my heartbeat
O' tis beating calmly
A trace of actual me
In the silence remain we
Yet moments of utmost joy
Just promise a one
On the last day of this soul
Will you there be
knelt as same, beside me?
In the silence
Yet smiling we!
- by me
Fue así que recorrí su cuerpo. Como aquel hambriento me lance por aquel pedazo de carne, dejándola en huesos. De tanta fricción creamos fuego, ahora éramos infierno. Mi fuego alimentaba el suyo y viceversa. Así hasta consumirnos en suspiros y rebotes de caderas. Aprendí a emborracharme porque aprendí a beber. Usted que sintió lo mismo alguna vez me entenderá que quien se alimenta de lo que hay ahí abajo ya no vuelve más a ser el mismo.
GRACIAS HELDER..B✨✍️🎶
Thanks!!
nueva lista yuhuu
Hello to everyone chilling or trying to sleep here!
we may not be lovers , but from one person to another, I have a few poems you might wanna read to pass time or fall asleep!
get yourself a nice warm cup of water/tea/whatever you like , maybe a nice pillow or a blanket or sleep however you want!
lets start~
It's okay
We're sitting in our haven
cozy environment to
heal every crack
with you,
no lack
I caress you differently
from other times
so you pull me in
but guilt fills your eyes
"It's okay" all I say
half cry
you embrace me
doubts, shatter away.
~ Written by Anam on Hello poetry
Well that was quite the sweet poem right? oh do you want to read another one? sure Ill give you another one! read on dear reader!
Dusky Reflections
Candle lights and a day long sigh
Gray evening tea resting by
the journal
which's last page I thought I'd pen today;
But I can't seem to narrate,
today's unfolding
about how the world I knew
Put off it’s last enchanting shred;
But this thought suddenly gone faraway
As if blown by the witches wind,
Yes, witches wind I would say
Though this reality was a thunderous cloud, it brought promise of rain;
And I didn't know my heart did witchcraft, so intense,
It hypnotised me to immerse myself in the indulgence
of cherishing an unlived memory again
~ Written by tiana on hello poetry
Oh wow...i am getting sleepy slowly haha , this was one poem...i almost always think of the stars and the moon before sleeping...its extremely relaxing isn't it? the pretty white glow of the moon?
Oh another poem? sure here:
writing
the scratch of a pen as it glides across the paper,
ink pooling in the words.
a stain on fingers here and there,
rustling pages full of thoughts.
sunlight filters in through curtains,
settling on the pages like snow on the ground.
ink bleeds through to the blank side of the paper but the pen keeps writing, regardless.
~ Written by Juno on hello poetry
Well dear reader , I wont lie , my eyelids are drooping now haha , I better sleep , good night! or have a nice and peaceful nap!
Hopefully we will stumble across each other again , in this huge digital world
see ya!
Thank you!!
Je taime amy.
The girl to whom i give my heart,
Longingly i wish in the dark.
Soon again, to dine and dance.
Until that day my love, my heart is yours along with our memories and dreams of romance in the beautiful city,
Paris France
🖤
I think everyone should comment what city and state/country they're in and we can form groups of those of us that live within range of each other and make this idea a very easily accomplished reality for us all ❤🫂🙏🏻✝️😁🌅🧭📖📜📚🤓🌞🌛✨🤍🩷💜💙🩵❤️🔥💌👩🏻🏫🌄🌈🌠🌍🌎🌏🎠🗿🕍⛩️🏛️🕌💒⛪🏩🏰🎡🛤️🎎🪄🎩🖼️🎹🎺🪇🎻🎭💻🖥️🕯️🪟🪞🎓👑💎👠👞🔭✒️📝💌🕛⌛⏳🔮🗡️🛡️🗝️🆘▶️⏩🔰🆒🔛🔜🆙🔝🆓🚹🚺♿🚼🛄💟☯️✝️♾️🧑🧑🧒🧒🧑🧑🧒🎼🎶🎵➕👁️🗨️🧸🧹💎🎬🪘📻🎙️📸🎁🧳🚦⛽🍾☕🫖🍵🥃🍷🥂🍻🍸🫗🍶🍹🥛🧃🧋🥠🕊️🪽🦄🐲
We can do this fellow humans!!! I believe in our powerful magic that lives within our wills and determination and faith in one another and the sweet Savior who gave us the love for this beautiful art form we long to share and the means in which to achieve it!!
(Copyrighted song)
There's a lady by the sea,
like every other woman, she wears no face.
The wind brushes through her hair,
as I reluctantly stare.
She floats into the pretty white moon,
on a raft,
made from my heart.
So she sails my heart away.
And the night, silently whispers.
(Copyrighted song)
aw
Alguém pode me dizer qual é a música do minuto 26:37 ??? Por favor
~Timestamps~
Please let me know if I got something wrong!
0:01 - Equanimity - Philipp Hasse
2:01 - Ballerino - Yehezekel Raz
4:10 - Wonder - Jackson Love
9:15 - Waltz - Sergio Diaz De Rojas
11:03 - Sorrow Serenade - Moein Zand
13:06 - Second Time Around - Ben Crosland
15:48 - Moonlight Sonata(Reimagined) - Eduardo Gutiérrez
18:28 - She's Love Personified - Helder Boutens
20:41 - Penny-Farthing - Luke Faulkner
22:57 - Onward - Ben Crosland
26:35 - Montmarte - Theodore
31:08 - Finding Serenity - Jackson Love
36:21 - Circles - Javi Lobe
38:34 - Amanecer - NelGlez
40:25 - Aillse - praam
44:53 - Leaves - Garreth Broke
47:03 - Aba & Ima - Olec Mün
Hi Helder, How can I contact you?
Hey! Feel free to contact me through email or Instagram (both should be in the description)