2023 listening to HOPE and remembering when listening to this album the first time. Man I’m so lucky I’m here since moments watching his insane development…
It's amazing how much different he is now. I mean TOTALLY different. In a good way tho. NF is my favorite rapper by far right now. His concerts are 🔥 🔥🔥
Yeah, we all make mistakes Yeah, here's some of mine Yeah, it's my life(yeah) Lord forgive me (c'mon) For the way I'm livin' (I'm a sinner man, all of us are) Lord forgive me For the way I'm livin' (yeah) Lord forgive me, I know I've made a lot of mistakes When you look at my face you can tell I'm ready to break Ready to snap, lost, where am I at I keep looking for light but why am I in the black It's invisible I've been mixing and twisting the principles There I go talking 'bout my life, how it's miserable It's pitiful I live in this prison I been in through Tryin' to minister when I'm the one that needs to be ministered to Lord forgive me I don't know why I do this I betray You stab You in the back like Judas Like Peter I deny You, like I don't know Tears running down my face as the rooster crows I'm a liar living in a world of 'em I'm dyin' sins starting to fill my lungs Oh no, I can hear the devil of my head Great, Nate it looks like you're doin' circles again It's like my life is one big circle I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still It's like my life wants me to fail Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell It's like my life is one big circle I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still It's like my life wants me to fail Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell I wake up in the morning' My minds on me Never said a prayer, Lord, never even noticed Why am I so open to blaming when I'm broke The moment I feel fine, I let the door close Dealing with insecurity but not about myself I'm having a hard time trusting anyone else I treat you like a toy So I put you on the shelf Like I'll come play later if I need any help And yeah I think you're calling but I don't really hear you Seems I should be concerned with what I see in the mirror What I see in the mirror's more than my appearance I see anger eating away at my spirit And maybe I should change, but I don't really want to Unless I feel pain it's like I don't really want you I know, by now it seems like I'd be smarter The worst part is, now I'm right back where I started It's like my life is one big circle I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still It's like my life wants me to fail Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm heading' for hell Its like my life is one big circle I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still It's like my life wants me to fail Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell Father please, I know I don't deserve your grace None of us do, yet, your mercy remains You were perfect, there I go running away with nothing to say Lord, I'm ready to change Take me, and mold me into something that's right Sick of living my life Like I'm out of your light, I'm out of your sight I need you to charge in Take me out the darkness And wrap me in your arms cause Without you I'm just another phony And without you it's like I don't even know me, show me Pull me in the right direction Need your life protection Need the mic directed I'm sick of living life like I ain't gotta have you When in the end we both know that I have to It's sad too 'Cause every time I'm falling away I can hear the little voice inside my head say It's my life is one big circle I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still It's like my life wants me to fail Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell It's like my life is one big circle I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still It's like my life wants me to fail Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell
This has been his best album since 2010. The others are awesome, but this one I think is the only one where every single lyric hits so hard at the same time. It’s amazing.
@@TheEyes4truth I dont think he dropping any new album this year.. I'm pretty sure .. nf is working on the new album. And oh.. I made a music video cover.. on NF" - Reality.. it's on my page. I just recently uploaded yesterday..you might like it
Yeah circumstances and situations are sometimes more complex and confusing and but sometimes the information you once guaranteed for you not to be aware call it a slit bit of denial I can feal more than I should exspress but believeing my worse nightmares came to pass and I m still waiting to be informed fealing dumb inadequate failure cuz though my kids mean everything to me things got complicated it seemed safer not to be in consistent contact cuz I thought life might be a bit easier I could sense the pain in you all everytime we faced time and i have no excuses but prayed regularly you three would be cared for and taken care of and I would go threw do and take on. Anything as long as you three were okay can't nothing break me hurt me or knock me down now cuz have yet to be told or informed of the information that I fear and you would believe you can look it up on your but not really and as complex and mutifasted intricately delegated and massively mentally and emotionally sycologically trying it's all been nothing is ever what it appears I don't care how much you believe think or. Believe you comprehend with out the facts and each side of the situation and. Being able to analytically Break it all down to understand the logistics just assume to know nothing and mind your business is probably ideal unless you were phisically present at the beginning than involving your self off of hear say is a liability if you aren't going to try to gain a logical relevant individual acknowledgement for your own perspective cause these impulsive unsure and unrealized spur of a moment choices and decisions can change the trajectory of your entire life and expectations is a real easy way to set your self up for failure save your self the tumoil. Sadness and grief while your trying to exsept appreciate and be grateful for things cuz of loss it makes no since to deserve or want or desire when the only reason you ever tried to do any of it were for three that were everything and I can't even get anyone to verbally inform me but I have these intense dealings tells me enough still don't make me feal any less stuck so take it easy I never have and I never will probably can't at this point give up ommit
This album is still a true hidden treasure. The true beginning of all of us supporting REAL. 2020 ❤️ for the OUTCAST.
and now someone's gone and deleted the official ones.....I'm really bummed about that, I like these!!!
2023 listening to HOPE and remembering when listening to this album the first time. Man I’m so lucky I’m here since moments watching his insane development…
True.. I like this album better.. on this album. Nate went off..
Dog this has been a crazy ride with him
@@drewdowney4409 true.. very true
I remember listening to this track for the first time
Same
yeah and every time i listen to it it gets better
It's amazing how much different he is now. I mean TOTALLY different. In a good way tho. NF is my favorite rapper by far right now. His concerts are 🔥 🔥🔥
I agree, but this song is still not bad. Sounds like Em for sure, but...🤷♂️
2022 and this song can still hit right where it need to.
Yes .. I'm still here since 2010..
@@Johnsaechao1 thank you for the good quality upload, they took the album off of spotify :(
@@DailySnuggles thanks.. and i know.. they took all his old stuff of spotify and all platforms.. i think because hes with capital . But i can be wrong
my favorite NF song
This album is my fav of all time, no matter what people say, this is just beyond phenomenal.
Yes.. mine too.. I love his old music
This album is a treasure
Love this album as well
Yeah, we all make mistakes
Yeah, here's some of mine
Yeah, it's my life(yeah)
Lord forgive me (c'mon)
For the way I'm livin'
(I'm a sinner man, all of us are)
Lord forgive me
For the way I'm livin' (yeah)
Lord forgive me, I know I've made a lot of mistakes
When you look at my face you can tell I'm ready to break
Ready to snap, lost, where am I at
I keep looking for light but why am I in the black
It's invisible I've been mixing and twisting the principles
There I go talking 'bout my life, how it's miserable
It's pitiful I live in this prison I been in through
Tryin' to minister when I'm the one that needs to be ministered to
Lord forgive me
I don't know why I do this
I betray You stab You in the back like Judas
Like Peter I deny You, like I don't know
Tears running down my face as the rooster crows
I'm a liar living in a world of 'em
I'm dyin' sins starting to fill my lungs
Oh no, I can hear the devil of my head
Great, Nate it looks like you're doin' circles again
It's like my life is one big circle
I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still
It's like my life wants me to fail
Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell
It's like my life is one big circle
I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still
It's like my life wants me to fail
Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell
I wake up in the morning'
My minds on me
Never said a prayer, Lord, never even noticed
Why am I so open to blaming when I'm broke
The moment I feel fine, I let the door close
Dealing with insecurity but not about myself
I'm having a hard time trusting anyone else
I treat you like a toy
So I put you on the shelf
Like I'll come play later if I need any help
And yeah I think you're calling but I don't really hear you
Seems I should be concerned with what I see in the mirror
What I see in the mirror's more than my appearance
I see anger eating away at my spirit
And maybe I should change, but I don't really want to
Unless I feel pain it's like I don't really want you
I know, by now it seems like I'd be smarter
The worst part is, now I'm right back where I started
It's like my life is one big circle
I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still
It's like my life wants me to fail
Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm heading' for hell
Its like my life is one big circle
I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still
It's like my life wants me to fail
Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell
Father please, I know I don't deserve your grace
None of us do, yet, your mercy remains
You were perfect, there I go running away with nothing to say
Lord, I'm ready to change
Take me, and mold me into something that's right
Sick of living my life
Like I'm out of your light, I'm out of your sight
I need you to charge in
Take me out the darkness
And wrap me in your arms cause
Without you I'm just another phony
And without you it's like I don't even know me, show me
Pull me in the right direction
Need your life protection
Need the mic directed
I'm sick of living life like I ain't gotta have you
When in the end we both know that I have to
It's sad too
'Cause every time I'm falling away
I can hear the little voice inside my head say
It's my life is one big circle
I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still
It's like my life wants me to fail
Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell
It's like my life is one big circle
I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still
It's like my life wants me to fail
Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell
This has been his best album since 2010. The others are awesome, but this one I think is the only one where every single lyric hits so hard at the same time. It’s amazing.
Yes ..this my favorite album for NF. All the other one is okay.. this is raw..
Ok... the line
"I dont know why i do this
I betray you, stab you in the back like Judas"
Hits sooo hard
tbh this hits hard
Yes.. nf always goes hard
@@Johnsaechao1 😳😳
He was even fire back in his first album
This song is my life exactly. Lord forgive me! 😢
Prayers for you Mary! God bless
You too Matt, thank you!
+Mary Absolutely no problem ik the feeling.. If you haven't you should listen to the album's mansion and therapy session they are amazing
Ya I literally just started listening to them a few nights ago and can't get enough. NF is definitely one of my new favorite artists. 😊
+Mary YUSSS! I Love to hear that I've been a fan for like a year now and will be 4 life lol The single I got Jesus is awesome too :)
dam he is epic why is he not on the charts
he is ;)
Lol it’s funny seeing this comment
He is, with Let You Down and Lie from the Perception album
Who here listening in 2021? Shout out to real NF fans
I'm still here.. 2021
@@Johnsaechao1 any news on when NF next album is? End of this year or 2022 🤔
@@Johnsaechao1 waiting to hear a track with him from viewpoint of becoming a father
@@TheEyes4truth I dont think he dropping any new album this year.. I'm pretty sure .. nf is working on the new album. And oh.. I made a music video cover.. on NF" - Reality.. it's on my page. I just recently uploaded yesterday..you might like it
@@TheEyes4truth yes me too
how does this song not have millions of view?
it does just not in the full album format I think in the custom building 4 channel it does
nates been one for a decade now, facts dont care if u dont agree
Facts by NF
huh damm
This shit is good
he came out in 2010 ways he not have views
I think it's because most people are on his nfvevo channel.
Yeah circumstances and situations are sometimes more complex and confusing and but sometimes the information you once guaranteed for you not to be aware call it a slit bit of denial I can feal more than I should exspress but believeing my worse nightmares came to pass and I m still waiting to be informed fealing dumb inadequate failure cuz though my kids mean everything to me things got complicated it seemed safer not to be in consistent contact cuz I thought life might be a bit easier I could sense the pain in you all everytime we faced time and i have no excuses but prayed regularly you three would be cared for and taken care of and I would go threw do and take on. Anything as long as you three were okay can't nothing break me hurt me or knock me down now cuz have yet to be told or informed of the information that I fear and you would believe you can look it up on your but not really and as complex and mutifasted intricately delegated and massively mentally and emotionally sycologically trying it's all been nothing is ever what it appears I don't care how much you believe think or. Believe you comprehend with out the facts and each side of the situation and. Being able to analytically Break it all down to understand the logistics just assume to know nothing and mind your business is probably ideal unless you were phisically present at the beginning than involving your self off of hear say is a liability if you aren't going to try to gain a logical relevant individual acknowledgement for your own perspective cause these impulsive unsure and unrealized spur of a moment choices and decisions can change the trajectory of your entire life and expectations is a real easy way to set your self up for failure save your self the tumoil. Sadness and grief while your trying to exsept appreciate and be grateful for things cuz of loss it makes no since to deserve or want or desire when the only reason you ever tried to do any of it were for three that were everything and I can't even get anyone to verbally inform me but I have these intense dealings tells me enough still don't make me feal any less stuck so take it easy I never have and I never will probably can't at this point give up ommit
can u put the song called beautiful up? x
hi
@johnSaechao u support a Christian rapper not a gum rapper
True..
lol prof has more -like's- then this and more view's
good for him, no one cares
+Brandon Schenderling lol prof get's more money then NF
Von Conler like i said no one cares
+Brandon Schenderling obviously someone does lol
BKM for NF &_)