Pile 2. It was validation of what I've done. I cut out my family in 2016 after spending my entire life trying to earn love and not be the scapegoat. All of my accomplishments were used as ammunition against me. Placed in a gifted program at age 6? Oh, i think I'm just sooooo smart. Accepted into a performing arts high school? The only thing I'm good at is music and reading books, but I'm not that special. Started my own business? I think I'm better than everyone else. The list goes on and on and on. I finally had enough. They're all cut out. This reading felt like what my guides would have said the moment I was being ganged up on for the last time. I'm the oldest daughter..i protected my younger two siblings. They joined in with making me a scapegoat, becoming alcoholics like our parents, being happy struggling and living a dark and unfulfilling life while acting like my desire to get out of that was something shameful. So this reading was an affirmation for me that i did the right thing to stop trying to earn love from them and focusing on my own life. I'm just sad i was 40 before I had enough strength to not give any more chances. I wish i had cut ties a long time before.
Pile 2: Gave me closure. Really needed this 🙏
Watched this when I was feeling worried over practicing distance with family. Pile 2 reading really came to me when I needed it. Thank you.
Pile 2. It was validation of what I've done. I cut out my family in 2016 after spending my entire life trying to earn love and not be the scapegoat. All of my accomplishments were used as ammunition against me. Placed in a gifted program at age 6? Oh, i think I'm just sooooo smart. Accepted into a performing arts high school? The only thing I'm good at is music and reading books, but I'm not that special. Started my own business? I think I'm better than everyone else. The list goes on and on and on.
I finally had enough. They're all cut out. This reading felt like what my guides would have said the moment I was being ganged up on for the last time.
I'm the oldest daughter..i protected my younger two siblings. They joined in with making me a scapegoat, becoming alcoholics like our parents, being happy struggling and living a dark and unfulfilling life while acting like my desire to get out of that was something shameful.
So this reading was an affirmation for me that i did the right thing to stop trying to earn love from them and focusing on my own life. I'm just sad i was 40 before I had enough strength to not give any more chances. I wish i had cut ties a long time before.
sorry to hear it’s been so hard ♥️
I left a profession I was "good at" because doing it weighed me down...uncanny