honestly i kinda like the fact that a song about a person killing herself is now (mostly) being used as a song to keep going and fighting whatever obstacle is in front of you, makes a good contrast as something that was the downfall of someone is now the rise of the new generation (or maybe i'm just too high lmao)
Well it’s more like singing about her depression but the producer is implied to have killed himself so still, it’s a symbolic thing, ironic isn’t it, a vent song that couldn’t save it’s creator life is now being used as a song about continuing living on and helping one’s comrade
@@JustIngradients I also agree with you. Every time I hear the song now (I listened to it since February) I have a bit of a sour taste to it all because of the cringe shorts such as blade ball and etc.
For those who don't know the creator of this song, siinamota, died on July 23 2015. His cause of death was never officially revealed but it's widely believed to have been s**cide, given that the last song he ever wrote ("Healthy End") was about s**cide. The last song he ever released ("Please Give Me a Red Pen") was also quite dark, and he uploaded it only 30 minutes before he died. It is believed to be about why he commited s**cide.
The song is called Young Girl A by Siinamota. He was a Vocaloid producer who died in 2015, largely believed to be due to suicide. The girl singing is a Virtual Singer by the name of Kagamine Rin. She is not a real person/girl
@@HarimauYap I am a vocaloid fan. I imagine you are referencing that Rin has a voice provider. This is obvious. But the voice provider did not sing Young Girl A. And Rin is indeed not a real person.
@@AstroTotallyNot wait i done some quick googles and it says they r the same? idk if im not looking properly but they went by both siinamota and powapowa, do correct me if im wrong!!
heres the lyrics: My life, and someone else's life Why are they sometimes judged as if they're equal? I'm met with dark skies, bringing along my depression I can't totally rely on the occasional rain anymore; what do I do? Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate How can you swallow it so easily and still smile? Writing down vague words, writing down vague words I can't express myself well, so you're the only one I trust I gather together my abandoned dreams Wait, hold on, I've made a mistake Ah, "I stumble again and again," It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, don't lead me on Ah, your voice is so Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away Far away, far away, far away, far away, please don't hurt me How many times, how many more times Will it take until I can just be myself? I've come with all my promises, I've come with all my promises It was so hard to swallow down my mistakes from back then Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate How can you swallow it so easily and still smile?
sad fact: the person who made this song is named Ryo Mizoguchi (溝口遼 Mizoguchi Ryou) he is the one who made this female like voice known as vocaloid and i think the age when he made this song is 10 above i think and yes to those true fans of siinamota he died due to depression and cyber bullying there are many people complaining that Ryo's music is emo or fake emo depressed mf. But thw reason why he made this songs is to express his feelings through the internet since he is suffering in real life causing him to die or should i say suicide because amount of people cyber bullying him and yes i was one of the people that saw the hate comments and we bravely fought back against them and sadly he passed away July 23, 2015 R.I.P Ryo Mizoguchi 💔 March 9, 1995 - July 23, 2015 he was the best music creator back then, and since he has been taken by God, i bet our Lord God will take care of him may he rest in peace
Ephesians 6:10-18 says, Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints. The bible is no old book. You have to really let Christ open your eyes; to see the world in shambles. Many people say it's a religion to lock up people in chains, and say it's a rule book.. why? Because people hate hearing the truth, it hurts their flesh, it's hurts their pride, it's exposes on what things have they done..people love this world so much, s*x, money, power, women, supercars.. things of this world. Still trying to find something that can fill that emptiness in your heart. You can't find that in this world.. only in Christ, the bible is no chains, it's a chainbreaker. Breaking your sins into pieces... Repent now, and turn back to the true Lord only.. God bless.😊😊😊❤❤❤❤
The creator of the song committed suicide. Most of his songs were about his feelings. The last song he made was “Healthy End.” He didnt finish it but his friend finished it for him.
@@lakshmighosh7525I like the song vibe but not the lyrics 😢(I wish he added something positive like after “Ah,what a surprise zero points, he could have continued something like “but with very minute I try and the next day when it was time,what a relief 100 points.
English lyrics for those who are wondering what he’s saying: My life, and someone else's life Why are they sometimes judged as if they're equal? I'm met with dark skies, bringing along my depression I can't totally rely on the occasional rain anymore; what do I do? Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate How can you swallow it so easily and still smile? Writing down vague words, writing down vague words I can't express myself well, so you're the only one I trust I gather together my abandoned dreams Wait, hold on, I've made a mistake Ah, "I stumble again and again," It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, don't lead me on Ah, your voice is so Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away Far away, far away, far away, far away, please don't hurt me How many times, how many more times Will it take until I can just be myself? I've come with all my promises, I've come with all my promises It was so hard to swallow down my mistakes from back then Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate How can you swallow it so easily and still smile? "Here are two flowers to trick a child," I'm sure, so sure, it's because I gave up, isn't it? Ah, I'm chasing after a far-off dream Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, I can't keep up The feelings left behind that I couldn't throw away are Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate Hate, hate, hate, hate, can't you forgive me? Ah, I thought I was going after my dreams, and yet I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, don't come near me Doing nothing but repeating my motto over again It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, I'm begging you, please How many times, how many more times Will it take until I can just be myself? Edit: Damn bruh, I didn’t realize how many people saw this comment- Edit2: I started a war and it’s very entertaining. Edit3: can y’all stop fighting?- all I did was Js translate so y’all don’t got a reason to fight😭
@@KurgerBinggprove it?💀 Siinamota the creator of "Young Girl A" died on 2015 July 23 Japan Born March 9 1995 died when he was 20 years old was a vocaloid producer So tell me is this enough proof?
@@Vesteric-zg1me yeah the person that made the song sadly committed suicide but I'm pretty sure since he lived in Japan nobody could really know details why or how
This songs is like permanent chocolate, when you eat it, it tastes good but when you eat too much it tastes nasty and it will never be the same cause both this song and the chocolate are overused.
Story: The creator of this song is named Siinamota/Powapowa-P a.k.a Mizoguchi Ryo, and if you read the lyrics in english its actually about his depression, all of his other songs are vents as well (if you dont know what a vent is its basically when your sharing someone your feelings), later in July 23rd, 2015 he died and they didnt know how but they believed he commited suicide, his last song was "Please Give Me a Red Pen" i think? Im also pretty sure he made "Please Give Me a Red Pen" minutes ago before he died. Rest in peace, Siinamota 🕊️
Ryo Mizoguchi, the creator of this Vocaloid song, passed away in 2015. The song "Young Girl A" is a powerful representation of fighting back against depression.
This IS the meaning of the song: @zytuls 1 month ago For those who don't know the creator of this song, siinamota, died on July 23 2015. His cause of death was never officially revealed but it's widely believed to have been s**cide, given that the last song he ever wrote ("Healthy End") was about s**cide. The last song he ever released ("Please Give Me a Red Pen") was also quite dark, and he uploaded it only 30 minutes before he died. It is believed to be about why he commited s**cide.
Correction: The singer is Kagamine Rin (Western order: Rin Kagamine), a Japanese virtual voicebank known as VOCALOID. The person who actually made the song was Siinamota/Powapowa-P, who's the one who's actually venting. Sadly, he died. It is suspected he commited suicide after years of struggling with mental health. It's understandable that those who don't know the meaning of the song may use it for edits, comedy, gameplays, etc (especially children); but please, to everyone, keep in mind the origins once you find them and be respectful about them and the creator. The song name is Girl A btw.
@@李清淺 its actually a girl singing it, i mean not really but a female vocaloid (kagamine rin) but the producer powpowa was a male/man who did allegedly commit suicide so the comment isnt wrong here
I think your like the one and only person with a unique comment like this not actually talking about the creator, lyrics or the meaning of the song.. R.I.P Siinamota😢🕊🕊🕊
What do you mean it’s always blade ball you acting like blade ball people ruined your life or smth and this is the one song they enjoy and y’all tryna make it seem like their villains cringe kids or annoying people just for liking a song without knowing anything about it
@@MymomsaidImspecialI agree with you but at the same time Blade ball Players don't know the creator committed suicide and how Bad her life IS IS the meaning of the Song but ITS only used for sad stuff now ITS Blade ball content IT shouldve been paranoia
The comment section is a whole adoption center 💀 For those who dont know why I commented this: so basically, before this comment was made, there was so many kids that type " this is [name], every likes makes [name] older" and there were like 4 people did this, could be more, so that's why.
@@itisola this is why de roblox community is trash they say behind the screen that people r kids like did you ever question yourself that you r also the problem?
@@itisola this is why roblox is not fun anymore saying too a stranegr kid even tho you dont know the age or she/he looks most roblox community is ruined bc of the same people bc if you . Have you ever thinked about that ? That yiu might be the problem too!
The singer of this song was actually a guy called Siinamota. He died around 5 years ago as this song was made 10 years ago. His death is not confirmed of what it is and no one really knows what caused his death. Many people suspect that he did $uicide, since his last song he wrote was about $uicide (I forgot what this song is called). He made another song (about depression and $uicide i think) and 30 minutes after he uploaded it he died. Rest in peace. the song in this video is young girl A
This song was made by Siinamota and he had clinical depression (major depression) and he wrote songs to make him feel better. Even though it wasn’t known for the reason of his death it is known he committed suicide
I hate how a lot of kids in this comment section thinks they are cool like "Girl:sings about depression Roblox players:😎😎😎" It just feels so disrespectfull
Bro this song HITS different Edit: thx for the likes Edit 2: when it reaches 400 likes and 20 replies I will edit this comment... come on one more reply Edit 3: this is tom 👽 his life span is 1000 years old every like is a year... every reply is a child Edit 4: Tom has 23 children .... Edit 5: COME ON 2 AWAY FROM 500! Edit 6: thx new goal 600 edit... at 576 likes I delete all my edits
Biography Born 9 March 1995 Born In Ishikawa, Japan Died 23 July 2015 (aged 20) siinamota (椎名もた Shiina Mota), also known as Powapowa-P (ぽわぽわP) and whose real name was Ryo Mizoguchi (溝口遼 Mizoguchi Ryou), was a composer at the Japanese music label GINGA. He was born March 9, 1995 in the Ishikawa Prefecture. He passed away on July 23rd, 2015. Though the exact cause of his death has not been disclosed, due to the timing of the release of a song and various tweets, it is very much believed to have been a suicide. In his lifetime, he was known for being a very influential vocaloid producer, gaining notoriety for his very distinct use of rhythm and arrangements. He worked with music label U/M/A/A (Universal Music and Arts) to produce some albums, as well. Recently, the song "Young Girl A" from his 2013 album, Alive (生きる) received global acclaim on TikTok for its unique handling of strong themes of depression, suicide and melancholic behavior. On Apple Music , "Young Girl A" and Alive (生きる) ranked Number 1 in over 30 different countries. His final posthumous album, "Therefor.", was produced, funded and arranged through a Kickstarter and published by his record label in 2019. A lo-fi remix of "Young Girl A" by sasanomaly was later released in 2023.
@@irma-ch4iuOk, Can you tell me about how the person who created this song did not have much motivation to then take his life and go to another world, although I dont know much about the details, it still ruins that these shorts are used this song only for the beat.
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This girl is straight up depressed, and singing about her tragic life, meanwhile Roblox players (specifically Blade Ball players) just see this song as an intense blade ball fight (or clash, I'm not sure what its called).
The singer isn't a real person, she's a vocal synthesizer. The creator is a guy and he's the one who struggled with mental health. His untimely death is speculated to be suicide.
sad fact: the creator (powapowap or siinamota) created the song titled ‘goodbye everyone’ and some various posts later, he died. after that, ppl thinking the song and the posts on twitter was a suicide note
A C T U A L L Y The 'singer' is a robot- the producer was a suicidal person, his name was Ryo Mizoguchi or siinamota and Powapowa-P. his last song was actually healthy end.
I’m gonna write a longer comment than most compiling what I know bc this topic is rlly special to me as someone who got into the producer(his music I didn’t know him personally) like right before he died. Basically the song playing in this video is called girl A. It’s by siinamoto, aka Powapowa-P which is imo the more recognizable name. In this song, and most of them, he used a tool called Kagamine Rin. She’s a voice bank. A voice bank is a program where you can make a voice sing a song youve written, or use the voice to cover other songs. Powapowa-p’s cause of death was never clarified, but it is theorized and highly likely the cause of his death in 2015 was suicide. 30 minutes before he died he uploaded one last song, “please give me a red pen” also sung by Kagamine rin. Besides powapowa-p’s obviously depressing songs, there was a lot to this song that made many theorize his cause of death was suicide. For example, the upload time only 30 minutes before he died. Or, the title being “please give me a red pen”. In Japan, writing a name in red pen , is associated with death. The reason there’s so much confusion about what his last song before death was, is because in all technicality, it is healthy end. Because it was a song written and produced by him, uploaded to RUclips by a friend two months after his death. (Later some other unfinished/unreleased songs were also uploaded) healthy end. In the song he talks about going somewhere far away, and also has a lyric “who would have thought of performing this way” which I can imagine he means, in a way, performing after he’s dead. He was only 20 years old. RIP powapowa-p
I wrote this comment in hopes to have the story make sense to both vocaloid and non vocaloid fans. So for ppl with less knowledge and for those who know vocaloid already
Its sad this man passed away, Siinamota was a great artist, however people looked at his songs without seeing a call for help, atleast it's speculated to be. "Someone give me a red pen" was his last song, in Japanese culture writing your name in red means you're dead.
Its crazy how a song about a person killing himself is now a song to keep fighting on
honestly i kinda like the fact that a song about a person killing herself is now (mostly) being used as a song to keep going and fighting whatever obstacle is in front of you, makes a good contrast as something that was the downfall of someone is now the rise of the new generation (or maybe i'm just too high lmao)
yeah
I dunno. I feel like it’s good in a way, like it’s saying to keep fighting on in your life, not give up and die.
@@ur.fav.sophia13 exactly
Well it’s more like singing about her depression but the producer is implied to have killed himself so still, it’s a symbolic thing, ironic isn’t it, a vent song that couldn’t save it’s creator life is now being used as a song about continuing living on and helping one’s comrade
True, dude. Literally every short uses this!
im ok with it as long as its not a dumb blade ball clash🗿
@@JustIngradients I also agree with you. Every time I hear the song now (I listened to it since February) I have a bit of a sour taste to it all because of the cringe shorts such as blade ball and etc.
@@LennLeafblade ball is kinda good but the weird edits and p2w style ruined it kinda
@@LennLeafand same I didn’t like it that much because the stuff
Exactly I liked but now I HATE IT
For those who don't know the
creator of this song, siinamota, died
on July 23 2015. His cause of death
was never officially revealed but it's
widely believed to have been
s**cide, given that the last song he
ever wrote ("Healthy End") was
about s**cide.
The last song he ever released
("Please Give Me a Red Pen") was
also quite dark, and he uploaded it
only 30 minutes before he died. It is
believed to be about why he
commited s**cide.
ouch
and in japan writing someones/your name in red pen means they are dead or something which is even more sad
OK NOTED GOT IT
How sad I barley Knew the guy I wished I would have listened to his son's while I was young
😢
The song is called Young Girl A by Siinamota. He was a Vocaloid producer who died in 2015, largely believed to be due to suicide.
The girl singing is a Virtual Singer by the name of Kagamine Rin. She is not a real person/girl
I thought this was miku at first
@@ChaoticKris964 I see what your going for, not the case tho
Rin?
"Not a real person/girl"
bro the vocaloid fans are gonna chase after u
@@HarimauYap I am a vocaloid fan. I imagine you are referencing that Rin has a voice provider. This is obvious. But the voice provider did not sing Young Girl A. And Rin is indeed not a real person.
Singer:😭
Average group of people:🕺🕺🕺
Roblox players:🗡️☄️🗡️
Dragon ball fans: Future gohan last stand
Bro quit reading my mind
compositor* the singer is a vocaloid, she doesnt exist
Gohan means rice tho-
@@ValTheStrawBerry gohan from dragon ball in English 😅
@@xtrom1271 they likely know but want to be different
For whoever is wondering, the song name is Young Girl A
Thank you I was scrolling for hours 😭
tysmmmmmmmmm
But i tought the name was paranoia or smth
Thanks :D
@@kksamocaraXDparanoia was an edited version of Young girl A
Its sad to see that this beautiful song will now be forever known by little kids as, "Blade Ball Clash song.
Yh and they autoclick
how tf does that matter here@@BITTENDONUT73
@@walterwhite-z6iBecause they think this is music for power when really it was made by an musician who went suicide
@@walterwhite-z6ino skill? Plus I dont play blade ball cuz too p2w
i know that, but how does it matter that they autoclick, theres clearly something else here that we are looking at@@susanmays8524
rip siinamota, may you rest in peace
It was PowaPowaP that committed suicide back in 2015. Sinnamota is just his song uploader.
@@AstroTotallyNot SORRY I NEVER KNEW!! ty for educating me !!!
@@AstroTotallyNot wait i done some quick googles and it says they r the same? idk if im not looking properly but they went by both siinamota and powapowa, do correct me if im wrong!!
@@j3llyfish_enjoyer Nope PowaPowaP was the song maker.
@@AstroTotallyNotR.I.P Powa
Goated vocaloid producer
Yes
Alot of vocaloid producers have songs that has alot of sad and disturbing meanings of it
@@GiovanniSINT yea like kikuo and MASA WORKS DESIGN(🤮) and some underrated people
I rlly love maretu but the sad meaningss !! :( and yeah MWD is 🤮 @@yuki-45-67
@@JadeBanks-pi4qp MARETU DID WHAYT 😨😨😨
the fact that this is actually true
and the fact that he also did that is insane
Fact 1 : you talking to much.
Fact 2 : he was using infinity
Fact 3: they both had infinity
fact 4: i dont have infinity but i have dash maxed out
fact 5 : its a she not he
WE'RE BLADING OUR BALLS WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥🔥
BALLS🔥🔥🔥
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@@OtocolobusPManulvit nam vit kadın
BALL!?
What about death ball?
heres the lyrics:
My life, and someone else's life
Why are they sometimes judged as if they're equal?
I'm met with dark skies, bringing along my depression
I can't totally rely on the occasional rain anymore; what do I do?
Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate
How can you swallow it so easily and still smile?
Writing down vague words, writing down vague words
I can't express myself well, so you're the only one I trust
I gather together my abandoned dreams
Wait, hold on, I've made a mistake
Ah, "I stumble again and again,"
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, don't lead me on
Ah, your voice is so
Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away
Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away
Far away, far away, far away, far away, please don't hurt me
How many times, how many more times
Will it take until I can just be myself?
I've come with all my promises, I've come with all my promises
It was so hard to swallow down my mistakes from back then
Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate
How can you swallow it so easily and still smile?
what song?
@@caruspoon5289 its called siinamota-young girl a
@@caruspoon5289 Young girl A
Vocaloid
sad fact: the person who made this song is named Ryo Mizoguchi (溝口遼 Mizoguchi Ryou) he is the one who made this female like voice known as vocaloid and i think the age when he made this song is 10 above i think and yes to those true fans of siinamota he died due to depression and cyber bullying
there are many people complaining that Ryo's music is emo or fake emo depressed mf. But thw reason why he made this songs is to express his feelings through the internet since he is suffering in real life causing him to die or should i say suicide because amount of people cyber bullying him and yes i was one of the people that saw the hate comments and we bravely fought back against them and sadly he passed away July 23, 2015
R.I.P Ryo Mizoguchi 💔
March 9, 1995 - July 23, 2015
he was the best music creator back then, and since he has been taken by God, i bet our Lord God will take care of him may he rest in peace
he didnt make vocaloid or kagamine rin, i think he just liked to use her voice
Like 2 or 3 months after I was born????
Nahh
I’m a blessing ig I was born 6 more days
@channellesharmen1551 dude your 9 or are you 23
This song was a sign for help. Not depression.
Song:Young girl a
It was because the creator k1lled himself on July 23 2013
@Yogirlfaithit was 2015, I'm pretty sure this song was made in October 2013
Ok this is making me almost cry now 😭
@@Yogirlfaith it's not confirmed he khs, it's just highly speculated. It was also in 2015.
Siinamota: "😭😭😭😭😭"
Blade ball players: *Insane fast clicking*
Blade ball players: clicks once *activates auto clicker*
Ephesians 6:10-18 says,
Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints. The bible is no old book. You have to really let Christ open your eyes; to see the world in shambles. Many people say it's a religion to lock up people in chains, and say it's a rule book.. why? Because people hate hearing the truth, it hurts their flesh, it's hurts their pride, it's exposes on what things have they done..people love this world so much, s*x, money, power, women, supercars.. things of this world. Still trying to find something that can fill that emptiness in your heart. You can't find that in this world.. only in Christ, the bible is no chains, it's a chainbreaker. Breaking your sins into pieces... Repent now, and turn back to the true Lord only.. God bless.😊😊😊❤❤❤❤
Blade ball players at the end of the song:
I HAVE 20000 PARALELL EARTHS SPAMMING, BUT ITS STILL NOT ENOUGH!!!
Siinamota: *commits suicide*
Roblox player:
@@Elix111siinamota: commits suicide
Roblox player: makes a comment thinking hes cool because he uses the sad song on a stupid roblox game
the song makes me feel like my innards are attempting to escape because the horrors that I’ve been keeping have been revealed and everything hates me
The creator of the song committed suicide. Most of his songs were about his feelings. The last song he made was “Healthy End.” He didnt finish it but his friend finished it for him.
The last song he's released was "Please give me a red pen"
@@lakshmighosh7525I like the song vibe but not the lyrics 😢(I wish he added something positive like after “Ah,what a surprise zero points, he could have continued something like “but with very minute I try and the next day when it was time,what a relief 100 points.
their death is unconfirmed
@@lakshmighosh7525 when are u coming back to edit "she" to "he"?
@@calamity9451 now
English lyrics for those who are wondering what he’s saying:
My life, and someone else's life
Why are they sometimes judged as if they're equal?
I'm met with dark skies, bringing along my depression
I can't totally rely on the occasional rain anymore; what do I do?
Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate
How can you swallow it so easily and still smile?
Writing down vague words, writing down vague words
I can't express myself well, so you're the only one I trust
I gather together my abandoned dreams
Wait, hold on, I've made a mistake Ah, "I stumble again and again,"
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, don't lead me on
Ah, your voice is so
Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away
Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away
Far away, far away, far away, far away, please don't hurt me
How many times, how many more times
Will it take until I can just be myself?
I've come with all my promises, I've come with all my promises
It was so hard to swallow down my mistakes from back then
Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate
How can you swallow it so easily and still smile?
"Here are two flowers to trick a child,"
I'm sure, so sure, it's because I gave up, isn't it?
Ah, I'm chasing after a far-off dream
Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast
Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast
Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, I can't keep up
The feelings left behind that I couldn't throw away are
Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Hate, hate, hate, hate, can't you forgive me? Ah, I thought I was going after my dreams, and yet
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, don't come near me
Doing nothing but repeating my motto over again
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, I'm begging you, please
How many times, how many more times
Will it take until I can just be myself?
Edit: Damn bruh, I didn’t realize how many people saw this comment-
Edit2: I started a war and it’s very entertaining.
Edit3: can y’all stop fighting?- all I did was Js translate so y’all don’t got a reason to fight😭
Great job showing us the lyrics
that's messed up..
Fr
Prove it
@@KurgerBinggprove it?💀 Siinamota the creator of "Young Girl A" died on 2015 July 23 Japan
Born March 9 1995 died when he was 20 years old was a vocaloid producer
So tell me is this enough proof?
From what I see, this song is normally used for horror short animations like “I heard it too” or sad stuff/videos, etc
Man I watched that at night about a year ago I was TERRIFIED FOR SOME REASON
probably because the song is based on someones mental health apparently or smth like that@@Din0Blossom
@@Vesteric-zg1mehes talking about I heard it too
@@Vesteric-zg1me yeah the person that made the song sadly committed suicide but I'm pretty sure since he lived in Japan nobody could really know details why or how
@@RandomTiktoks4.uit's could be a mystery for us
its like depression taking over your mind but you’re fighting back
Literally depression when clashing with someone💀
Depression and happiness clashing till one of them loses
Deppresion cus you losed the clashing and you said ez 💀
can you beat depression???
thats right nobody can
=)
@@2lazy4name29 depression can beat depression because in math if you multiply negative numbers you get positive number
@@Pokeshek1 fair enough
The songs still hits hard though😭
What is the song name
@@KitsunePheonixyoung girl A
@@potrblxandothers7736 thx bro I’m happy that I didn’t have to wait 2 years for an respons
This songs is like permanent chocolate, when you eat it, it tastes good but when you eat too much it tastes nasty and it will never be the same cause both this song and the chocolate are overused.
@@Destrodent-lol But who's fault is that? People like the one the video makes fun of. Cause the song itself is amazing
Story: The creator of this song is named Siinamota/Powapowa-P a.k.a Mizoguchi Ryo, and if you read the lyrics in english its actually about his depression, all of his other songs are vents as well (if you dont know what a vent is its basically when your sharing someone your feelings), later in July 23rd, 2015 he died and they didnt know how but they believed he commited suicide, his last song was "Please Give Me a Red Pen" i think? Im also pretty sure he made "Please Give Me a Red Pen" minutes ago before he died.
Rest in peace, Siinamota 🕊️
Its "Healthy End". Since the song talks about Suicide, people thinks he committed suicide but yeah thanks for the info
@@bushguy6339rlly cause ppl said the last song he made before his death was “GoodBye World”
@@ThatOneTinPotGuy idk which song is his last. it might be healthy end or Give me a red pen or Goodbye world
What are you yapping about 😭😭🙏
@@thearchyexpunged4030huh what you are talking about
I know the lyrics meanings, yet I still continue to vibe.
"i will make a song about my depression"
Roblox blade ball players: this song is good, it represents me when im spamming
“When you’re happy you enjoy the song
When you’re sad you understand the lyrics”
When you want to be sad remember the creator
“When you’re sad you don’t understand cuz it’s a different language”
yeah "shimmy shimmy yay shimmy yay shimmy yay"
I'm always sad......
And if your lucky, you’ll get a roblox player mixed with someone who understands the song
like me i do
That’s me
me too
me too
Me since I get cyberbullied and bullied ever since I was born 😅
That’s meeeee
Ryo Mizoguchi, the creator of this Vocaloid song, passed away in 2015. The song "Young Girl A" is a powerful representation of fighting back against depression.
@@可 where did bot go
Blade ball momen
They be making Roblox look hardcore
So sad respawning plastic figures that can hop universes just to be barraged by advertisments
Its not hardcor its p2w
The hardcore part is dying
It never was they just use a autoclicker
Person who sung this:😢
Other People: 🕺🕺🕺🕺
Roblox players:🤺🔴🤺
wait there’s a fencing emoji
This song was not sang by a person..
@@Baquinnayeah I used it before 🤺🤺🤺
@@cutimeioThen who a alien?
Someone wrote the song and used the voice of vocaloid called kagamine rin:)@@Melon_Guy1
Omg I'm so depressed
Roblox players: time to slice some balls
Gen Alpha : time to strike >:)))))
Dirty minded : ( neuron activated )
@@nuramirah8472 imma gen alpha but I don’t edit anymore so not really but it could be the younger gen z
@Mainlymaniacal I dare you to take that out of context. I dare you.
Every scary baboon player right now:😅 did you forget about us
This IS the meaning of the song:
@zytuls
1 month ago
For those who don't know the creator of this song, siinamota, died on July 23 2015. His cause of death was never officially revealed but it's widely believed to have been s**cide, given that the last song he ever wrote ("Healthy End") was about s**cide.
The last song he ever released ("Please Give Me a Red Pen") was also quite dark, and he uploaded it only 30 minutes before he died. It is believed to be about why he commited s**cide.
Girl: Depression 😔
Blade ball players: CLASH
its a guy using vocaloid to sound like a female
Das a MAN
@@Eggo2021No it’s a guy producing the song using a vocaloid he’s not trying to sound like a female he’s just making a vocaloid sing it
69 Likes.. should i ruin it or not?..
@@MTZAnimatesit’s still at 69 lol
fr when i see someone make a blade ball video they like make it 10x more dramatic with that song 😭✋
Let me fix for you "10x more traumatic" cause I can imagine you got traumatized by how the Roblox fuckers ruined it
@@ameladaptivedaydreamer949It's barely traumatizing
@@nicho105nicho So you don't know the original lyrics right? Ok then. Bye
@@nicho105nichoit’s about a girl with depression and losing happiness
@@ameladaptivedaydreamer949 Oh, no, i very much know the lyrics.
If you see this, I hope you have a wonderful life and don’t let anyone bring you down! You’re amazing and unique
Correction: The singer is Kagamine Rin (Western order: Rin Kagamine), a Japanese virtual voicebank known as VOCALOID. The person who actually made the song was Siinamota/Powapowa-P, who's the one who's actually venting. Sadly, he died. It is suspected he commited suicide after years of struggling with mental health. It's understandable that those who don't know the meaning of the song may use it for edits, comedy, gameplays, etc (especially children); but please, to everyone, keep in mind the origins once you find them and be respectful about them and the creator. The song name is Girl A btw.
Yep it’s so sad to hear that..
I still would use the song for edits if I knew how to do one
@@partypooper2659 Why?
Bro my phone said 30 seconds left on beat drop (I'm gone now) 💀
I still think it fits to many edits. And no not blade ball lol
Bro really got that idle animation 💀
Japanese Girl : Sings About Depression And The Creator Of The Song Committed Suicide After Making It
Roblox : blade ball time
10 years ago: ☺
10 years now: ▬▬ι═══════ﺤ 🔴
Literally man
vocaloid
*Man/boy
@@李清淺 its actually a girl singing it, i mean not really but a female vocaloid (kagamine rin) but the producer powpowa was a male/man who did allegedly commit suicide so the comment isnt wrong here
This song always had a place in my soul 💜💜💜
a lot of people use this song because it brings them hope even tho the singers is talking about giving up
This is basically *me and the boys vibing to Japanese music about death and suicide not understanding a fucking thing*
Racing into the night: 👀👄👀
@@Greg-w2u no running away from women because we have no social life apart from with each other
Me:ok let's play blade ball but don't tryhard
My fucking friend:
bro-
I think your like the one and only person with a unique comment like this not actually talking about the creator, lyrics or the meaning of the song..
R.I.P Siinamota😢🕊🕊🕊
✨I HEAR THIS SONG EVERDAY, LEAVE ME ALONEEE 😭😭✨
You will never escape join the group 😈
It’s a sign join vocaloid community whe have banger B)
It’s always blade ball when it’s not connected to blade ball
FRR
As If Blade Ball players owns this music😂
@@ItzGenXD-7777they dont act like they do they just like using it
What do you mean it’s always blade ball you acting like blade ball people ruined your life or smth and this is the one song they enjoy and y’all tryna make it seem like their villains cringe kids or annoying people just for liking a song without knowing anything about it
@@MymomsaidImspecialI agree with you but at the same time Blade ball Players don't know the creator committed suicide and how Bad her life IS IS the meaning of the Song but
ITS only used for sad stuff now ITS Blade ball content IT shouldve been paranoia
The comment section is a whole adoption center 💀
For those who dont know why I commented this: so basically, before this comment was made, there was so many kids that type " this is [name], every likes makes [name] older" and there were like 4 people did this, could be more, so that's why.
Lmao
Fr bro💀💀💀💀
No it’s an Orphanage. Cuz none of these guys are getting adopted
@@Shonin23 real
@@Shonin23wild but real
Love your videos I'm a fan
Other ppl: man i have depression again
Roblox ppl: whats depression?
Erm I play Roblox and I have depression. 🗿
I play Roblox and used to have depression 🗿
I LOVE SIINAMOTA SO MUCH. This song helps me sleep at night and I love it so damn much. Fly high dude.
Japanease people: 😔😢
Roblox players: 🤺 🔴 🤺
👌 true
'Japanease people'
and then proceeds to use a Japanese sport emoji for blade ball 💀💀
yes@@Rouxbun
Your comments makes it seem like there aren't Japanese ROBLOX players.
@@Rouxbunfencing has swords. So does blade ball. Your point?
I hate the fact that this is actually so sad and some roblox players think :
ItS jUsT a SoNg
Literally no one said that, its just some roblox players that didnt know the meaning of the song, kid.
@@itisola i forgot too add "some"
@@itisola this is why de roblox community is trash they say behind the screen that people r kids like did you ever question yourself that you r also the problem?
@@itisola this is why roblox is not fun anymore saying too a stranegr kid even tho you dont know the age or she/he looks most roblox community is ruined bc of the same people bc if you . Have you ever thinked about that ? That yiu might be the problem too!
You know it's serious when u hear this song☠️🥶🚔
Fr
OH NO BRO
Me trying to find the song all day
Girl a by Siinamota
The song name is Girl A
@@Doppy_019 young girl a actually🤓☝️
Young Girl A by siinamota
The singer of this song was actually a guy called Siinamota. He died around 5 years ago as this song was made 10 years ago. His death is not confirmed of what it is and no one really knows what caused his death. Many people suspect that he did $uicide, since his last song he wrote was about $uicide (I forgot what this song is called). He made another song (about depression and $uicide i think) and 30 minutes after he uploaded it he died. Rest in peace.
the song in this video is young girl A
The singer was Kagamine rin, but the actual song creator was Siinamota
It was called “give me a red pen” it’s about $uicide
The last one he wrote was ''Healthy end'' (i think), and the other was ''Give me a red pen''
@@RandomDuck- with healthy end, he didn’t actually finish it. He died (suspected from suicide like they said) so his friend finished the rest for him
@@FortyFiveUltimate45 Oh
This song was made by Siinamota and he had clinical depression (major depression) and he wrote songs to make him feel better. Even though it wasn’t known for the reason of his death it is known he committed suicide
For people who dont know that the one who made this song died due to suicide the name is powapowa this song is called young girl a
What's the song name?
What's the song name?
Bro look at the end of the comment-_-
Its not powa powa its siinomata
@@thelastpartypooper1718 They're the same person
And they always add the "Lets see how fast u can really go"😭
Fr it's just disgusting
normal ppl who understand the song: dang this song is sad 😔
roblox mfs: 1v1 blade ball kid
*dies*
*ez*
i remember this was a gacha trend in 2022 when they just say your voice so far so far and not this song fully
It’s either this or “Lovely Bastards” bro like istg
The depression of bouncing a ball back and forth for eternity
the person is a man they just programmed a female vocaloid to sing it
I hate how a lot of kids in this comment section thinks they are cool like
"Girl:sings about depression
Roblox players:😎😎😎"
It just feels so disrespectfull
As a Roblox player never have mercy
Rest in peace powapowa 😢❤
There's also the fifa players making edits off of their last minute goal 😂
The fact that i searched something sus on google and before that I was playing blade ball then came here💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
um
Bro this song HITS different
Edit: thx for the likes
Edit 2: when it reaches 400 likes and 20 replies I will edit this comment... come on one more reply
Edit 3: this is tom 👽 his life span is 1000 years old every like is a year... every reply is a child
Edit 4: Tom has 23 children ....
Edit 5: COME ON 2 AWAY FROM 500!
Edit 6: thx new goal 600
edit... at 576 likes I delete all my edits
fax
I dont really like it
FAX
@@Artificial_intelligence_accAtleast give respect she unalived herself after too many problems.
It’s called “a young girl”
Biography
Born
9 March 1995
Born In
Ishikawa, Japan
Died
23 July 2015 (aged 20)
siinamota (椎名もた Shiina Mota), also known as Powapowa-P (ぽわぽわP) and whose real name was Ryo Mizoguchi (溝口遼 Mizoguchi Ryou), was a composer at the Japanese music label GINGA. He was born March 9, 1995 in the Ishikawa Prefecture. He passed away on July 23rd, 2015. Though the exact cause of his death has not been disclosed, due to the timing of the release of a song and various tweets, it is very much believed to have been a suicide.
In his lifetime, he was known for being a very influential vocaloid producer, gaining notoriety for his very distinct use of rhythm and arrangements. He worked with music label U/M/A/A (Universal Music and Arts) to produce some albums, as well.
Recently, the song "Young Girl A" from his 2013 album, Alive (生きる) received global acclaim on TikTok for its unique handling of strong themes of depression, suicide and melancholic behavior. On Apple Music , "Young Girl A" and Alive (生きる) ranked Number 1 in over 30 different countries.
His final posthumous album, "Therefor.", was produced, funded and arranged through a Kickstarter and published by his record label in 2019.
A lo-fi remix of "Young Girl A" by sasanomaly was later released in 2023.
The fact people dance and sing to this song 😭😭😭
"wow depression depression wow waaah"
"sword? ball? LETS SEE HOW FAST U CAN GO."
The creator of the song sadly passed away of suic*de in 2015. Her last song was "Please give me a red pen" wich relates to her death.
just write he/she
It was a man. He just showed his emotions through a vocaloid that was after all probably the easiest way for him to get traction and help.
Actually let me correct you. The creator of Young Girl A passed away in 2015. He is a he. The voice is a Vocaloid of Rin Kagamine.
me : And I still sing this song 😩😩
The song makes you feel like the main character fr 🗿
Guys i honestly dont care it just sounds like a good song. Now yall quit your yappin
No cap
Cap you don’t even know what happened or the backstory to the song
so what about the backstory? he said it makes him feel like the main character@@Vinrinz
@@irma-ch4iuOk, Can you tell me about how the person who created this song did not have much motivation to then take his life and go to another world, although I dont know much about the details, it still ruins that these shorts are used this song only for the beat.
bro i dont care@@ArthurVlad
Don't forget about The Strongest Battlegrounds too. Especially the transitions.
Everyone in the the comments section keep on begging for likes about some children age every time they like💀💀
Omg Ikr I was looking for this
Frrr those kids need to stop
They must like little kids too
I don't like little kids
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wtf???
Wrong video but ok nice tips
i aint readin allat
@@widestep this thing is a recipe 😭
The fact that the song is kinda sad
And when we hear it we think of blade ball clashes 😂
this song gives me goosebumbs
This girl is straight up depressed, and singing about her tragic life, meanwhile Roblox players (specifically Blade Ball players) just see this song as an intense blade ball fight (or clash, I'm not sure what its called).
The singer isn't a real person, she's a vocal synthesizer. The creator is a guy and he's the one who struggled with mental health. His untimely death is speculated to be suicide.
@@alejandromonteroborbon5696so many people actually use synthesizers in music
Chill they just trying to have fun
@@MymomsaidImspecial have fun by not knowing the meaning of the song?
It's called "Young Girl A"
A girl singing about depression:
Roblox players: POV ME WAITING FOR MY FRIEND TO JOIN ME
sad fact: the creator (powapowap or siinamota) created the song titled ‘goodbye everyone’
and some various posts
later, he died.
after that, ppl thinking the song and the posts on twitter was a suicide note
A C T U A L L Y
The 'singer' is a robot- the producer was a suicidal person, his name was Ryo Mizoguchi or siinamota and Powapowa-P. his last song was actually healthy end.
The name of the song: Young girl A
if i see one more person talk about the "singer" ITS A VOCALOID, YOU'RE THINKING OF THE PRODUCER
The music: 😢
The gameplay: 🕺🕺🗡️🗡️⚔️⚔️🧶🧶
If I hear it in Roblox I’m going god mode
I love this song though glad ur bringing it awareness
"LETS SEE HOW FAST YOU CAN REALLY GO." a quote from every Roblox shorts creator
Cockroach goin crazy fr
the person died who made it tho
@@Trainfan10266powapowa shinamotta He died TO suicide
@@WOMPWOMPBUDDY8789suspected to be. But not confirmed
@@Trainfan10266bro
Roblox players use this for blade ball edits
Not always plus that ain’t even that bad
I hear girl a remake
(For those who dont know its a geometry dash level which used the same song)
People who eat dishwashers
👇
Fr
Delicious
this is cringe
@@KananR-ns9jv how you don’t like dishwashers
#stopbeggingforlikes🗿
Girl: singing about her depression
Roblox players: edits themselves of playing with balls
ngl bro, i am annoyed by these lil kids just posting a short of themselves just doing a crappy clash that nobody would even care about
I'm sure your very fun at parties
Facts
I’m gonna write a longer comment than most compiling what I know bc this topic is rlly special to me as someone who got into the producer(his music I didn’t know him personally) like right before he died. Basically the song playing in this video is called girl A. It’s by siinamoto, aka Powapowa-P which is imo the more recognizable name. In this song, and most of them, he used a tool called Kagamine Rin. She’s a voice bank. A voice bank is a program where you can make a voice sing a song youve written, or use the voice to cover other songs. Powapowa-p’s cause of death was never clarified, but it is theorized and highly likely the cause of his death in 2015 was suicide. 30 minutes before he died he uploaded one last song, “please give me a red pen” also sung by Kagamine rin. Besides powapowa-p’s obviously depressing songs, there was a lot to this song that made many theorize his cause of death was suicide. For example, the upload time only 30 minutes before he died. Or, the title being “please give me a red pen”. In Japan, writing a name in red pen , is associated with death. The reason there’s so much confusion about what his last song before death was, is because in all technicality, it is healthy end. Because it was a song written and produced by him, uploaded to RUclips by a friend two months after his death. (Later some other unfinished/unreleased songs were also uploaded) healthy end. In the song he talks about going somewhere far away, and also has a lyric “who would have thought of performing this way” which I can imagine he means, in a way, performing after he’s dead. He was only 20 years old. RIP powapowa-p
I wrote this comment in hopes to have the story make sense to both vocaloid and non vocaloid fans. So for ppl with less knowledge and for those who know vocaloid already
People who thought they were in a edit please tell me I’m not the only one😭😭😭
👇
Tsbg players: 💀KILLER MOVE💀
Item asylum be like:
Its sad this man passed away, Siinamota was a great artist, however people looked at his songs without seeing a call for help, atleast it's speculated to be. "Someone give me a red pen" was his last song, in Japanese culture writing your name in red means you're dead.
Siinamota's music is truly powerful and haunting. The impact he made will never be forgotten.