Sorry for your loss, I lost my mom and one of my best friends just before covid hit and I’m still hurting from it. Wish you the best and glad to see you posting again.
@@jenneawelch the pain never leaves, you just learn to live with it, one day at a time. My heart goes out to you, wish I could give you a big hug. Your a beautiful person inside and out.
Jennea I am so sorry for the loss of your mother... I did not know that it was so recent.. you're right there is no words to describe the pain...(surreal and numbing) you are so right to keep talking about her and keeping Her Memories and Spirit alive within you... And yes your mother is definitely proud of you.❤️🙏 You are beautiful inside and out never forget that💖🌹 and never stop talking ... It is the only way that we truly Heal May God's Peace Beyond Understanding Be With You! 🙏❤️ Sending you a huge hug
I haven’t forgotten about you Jennea, just hang in there, I’ve been feeling the way you described since 2018 and I’m just now starting to get out of it so I wish I could give you some words of wisdom but my problems are different , i can only thank you for staying transparent so far, it feels like i have a friend i’ve never met
Thank you for your personal insights and transparency. This has helped even someone like myself at my age even. YOU ROCK !! SOUPS ROCK !! YOU ROCK !! PUPPIES ROCK !! YOU ROCK !! YOUR DAD ROCKS !! YOU ROCK !! YOU have obviously out numbered all that ROCKS.....
"I wish I could get my mind off my mind." Wow. Same. I'm sorry for your loss of your mom. Watching you play with your dog makes me miss mine. I just lost him on the 10th and he was my best buddy.
Relatable content- the grief, the processing , the distracting, the smoothie. I lost my father in 2016 and feel connected to the journey you are going through and the place you are at. Positive side note: I think you are really good at editing your videos. Keep going girl, one day at a time.
Grief of a loved one is one of the hardest things to endure mentally because no matter how many times you go through it, it never ceases to hurt, I lost my grandma 2019 and my grandpa in 2020 as well as my oldest fur baby last year on top of other things,I appreciate you say we're not alone, and neither are you 🖤
the beginning text is exactly what happened to me when my gpa passed away. he wasn't my biological one, but i loved him like a father none the less. he died in 2019 from brain cancer, the year that your dads band KoRn Released "The Nothing" as "Gravity Of Discomfort" is my favorite song off that album. i am better now bc of music though, as i did go through a phase were i wasn't myself & was the opposite of myself for awhile. those who loved us would want us to continue on loving life within posterity & to let them live on within memory, like folklore to tell down the family name. life is short, but its the hearts that's been touched is what makes it worthwhile.
I can't relate to the loss of someone but I can relate immensely to feeling down, blah and low drive almost daily. It really sucks and it's hard to explain to those who don't suffer from depression or some kind of mental illness. You can't just shake it off. And I'm ALWAYS tired.
Jennea, I love your videos so much. They are so motivating even through the darkest of times. I’m so sorry you have to go through this but we will all be here for you! Thank you so much for everything. You truly mean a lot to me (:
Hi Jennea I found your channel earlier this week and am so thankful. I am a recovering addict who has been on methadone for 13 years!!! It saved my life and got me off the streets, I went to college, moved to the beach, etc.. Now it's time to cut ties with that last clutch that saved me as the methadone is no better. It's been so hard each day I struggle with thinking I'm not strong enough to do this. I am happy to say I'll be seeing Korn in Greensboro next Friday. I have never gotten to see them and hopes it gets my mind off of this detoxing and self doubt. I'm so sorry for all you're going through. Drugs are awful. You broke my heart when you were crying. You are a strong young woman who is helping more people than you realize and I thank you for that! 💜💜
I'm the same age as you, born in Jan. of '98. I definitely feel...I've been struggling with self-isolation and just socializing in general for months. It really takes a toll on my mind. I do things to feel better but right when I get home I'm back to where I started. I try to reach out to my friends and family, but they never listen or help. I have a shit support system and I'm not even sure what to do anymore...its very frustrating and overwhelming.
Lost my dad, covid took it from me in 2020. Still hurts. Everyperson has their own time of healing for some takes time for other not. I see you are still in the path. Hope you find what you are looking for for your life and find that peace you need. Last time I saw my dad was in 2006 never saw him again the reasons where out of my control. Could not go to the funeral because of Covid. So life is a bitch sometimes. But my healing is going well, still working on it but grateful that at least I called my dad always to tell him I love him. Much love from LA.
@@Aishiterueienh no need to thank me. Hope you are doing okay. I know it must be difficult I can only imagine I dread the day when I have to go through that with my mom.
Also I lost my Mom too and the pain doesn't go away but it does get easier. I try to remember the fun times and good times I had with her. I found over time it's easier to laugh at a memory than cry for one. Hugs and love.
I’ve been struggling with my anxiety a lot these last couple of months. Times like these are tough but I know you’ll get through it! Sending positive vibes your way.
I totally relate. I lost my little brother to alcohol August 14, 2021. 😓 He was only 30 years old. Valentine’s Day was his birthday…he would’ve been 31. It’s soooooooo hard to get past him being gone. Missing him more everyday! 💔 Sending you hugs and positivity your way! Hang in there…❤️
Thank you for sharing this, Jennea. I lost my grandma in 2021, she was unique, tough and cool, and covid never touched her (unfortunately, liver cancer did). She raised me in a way (half of my childhood years), she was always writing some poetry, and we've been sharing our poems to each other. She teached me how to write, how to cook, etc., and now I need a new lesson: how to cope with that loss. Maybe I will never learn, and maybe that is the whole point. All the best.
I pray that you’re doing better, day by day. When you cry it breaks my heart…I have three children and I hate seeing them cry. Makes me sad, but you have to get it out. Remember to love yourself bc you are beautiful, you are worth it, you are loved and you are NOT ALONE ok? ❤❤❤
I'm so sorry for the sudden loss of your Mom. Losing a parent or a sibling is one of the toughest things in life. My Dad passed suddenly when I was ~28 in 1986. I was close with my Dad. The grief lasted for at ~ 2 years. You will always have your Mom in your heart. The grief will pass. Prayer and reading my Bible helped me a lot. May God ease your grief through the love of friends and family. God bless you Janea.
Hi Nea, I'm so sorry for your loss. I was thinking about you guys ever since, hoping you were halfway able to deal with everything....in my mind I was with you every step of the way, for sure. It is very brave of you to let us all in to feeling so vulnerable and I am really glad that you are posting again. I have lost my mum in 2018 and I can clearly relate to how you feel. I know how much she means to both of you, you and your dad. Please hang in there. It WILL get better with time, even if it is hard to imagine right now, I promise. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Sending you lots of love, light and big hugs.❤️💞💕☀️💫☀️ Reni.
Welcome back. Your content is uplifting, you're the best! Late 20 and mid 21 not even a year apart I lost my life givers. 34yrs old and I don't know how to process but, when I saw what you said about it taking strength that doesn't get recognition to keep moving forward; I felt something that resonated with me. The world was not sympathetic to my loss even family was cold. Same as when I lost my Dad in 20. I don't know what I was expecting people to do or say. Any way thanks for helping me.
Thanks for sharing how you've been feeling lately, Jennea. Grief is an ongoing battle; and I am sorry for your loss. I lost my grandmother two years ago and it's been a tough journey since as she was one of my closest friends and helped me become who I am today. You're not alone and I hope you can overcome these feelings soon. Also, your hair is absolutely lovely! Grá mór!
I watched this and cried because i have days where I feel this way. Today is one of those days. Sometimes I don't know how to make that feeling go away.
So Sorry you are going through this. So sorry for your loss!! You being so transparent takes courage and helps others know they are not alone. I have CPTSD from being abandoned by my mother and having to work through so much past trauma that kind of is always there. Feeling robbed of not having what I saw all my other friends have and to lose her would be so difficult and so many mixed emotions. YOU are not alone! These have been some dark times. I hope you know you are loved and I pray for all the healing in the world, that HE comforts you during such horrible grief. I know what’s it’s like to not be able to get in the shower or do anything, but cry. It’s ok to cry! It’s ok to do whatever you need to do. ♥️♥️♥️
So sorry for your loss! Being a Human is just damn hard sometimes! I soo understand the not being able to move! Paralyzed! Walking around the house saying ‘Help me God help me’! Blessings to you Love! Loving your videos! Thank you for showing your humanity!
Thanks for sharing. I was going through a hard time recently for different reasons and I hate Feeling that way so much. But it Always helps knowing it will leave again. Be blessed ✌🏻
I'm rooting for you. And praying. I definitely have found myself in some dark times before so if I can offer any encouragement to you I would say that no matter what you are not alone, you don't have to face this all alone. Much love ❤️
4:30 I'm in that same boat. I honestly have no desire or drive to go on with life anymore. I've been recklessly spending my money on food and not caring how it affects me; there's just so much that's expected of me and what I should do that it just weighs me down. I've actually felt "self-deletable"; I can't actually say the word because you know how sensitive RUclips is. 🙄 It's actually why I'm going into counseling. I have a lot of crap to get off my chest and figure myself out. It's gonna be a tough and even scary journey. Please keep me in prayers, Jennea. Can you also tell your dad to keep me in prayer? I'm gonna need a LOT of prayer warriors for this.
Hey Jennea. Idk if you're reading this or not, but I just started following you. I really enjoy watching your videos. They're raw/emotional. I love these kinds of videos. A lot of influencers/content creators will usually post light-hearted videos and (TO ME) it doesn't feel real. It's kind of difficult to explain, but it's like it's not authentic. You're different. You're not afraid to talk about sensitive subjects, and I'm here for it. It takes a lot of courage to be this vulnerable on camera, and I think you're an incredible young woman. I'm so glad I stumbled upon your channel........now it's time to catch myself up on everything ^-^
Stay strong, Jennea! We are with you. I think that to a certain extent we've all been dealing with some sort of dark feelings and stuff like that, especially during the past couple of years. Thank you for having the courage to open up and say it out loud. Thank you for reminding us that it's ok to not feel so good mentally from time to time. Thank you for reminding us we're not alone.
Totally can relate it seems like there has been some sort of shift in the universe over the last 5 or 6 yrs esp is when I noticed it first but like you said especially the last 3/4 yrs. Sending you light and love from afar.
I've been following you and watching your videos. And i think you might have the case of seasonal depression! The covid outbreak have left emotional marks on lots of people around the world (including myself). We've lived like "Resident Evil"! Isolated, paranoic, developed fears. Tuff times for everybody! Myself included! I've unleashed a 14 years old masked depression and i had to fight 14 years in only 2 years, 7 times less comparing with the time that it was obscured inside me. I know your feelings! Hope you get through it taking your time to do, so! Don't walk away from your terapist! He is there to help you the best that he/she can. God bless you and keep capacitanting you sending messages for people about this serious subject that is mental health.
Thank you for your honesty and letting your guard down to share with all of us. It's refreshing knowing we all are not alone in how we are feeling. Sometimes it just feels like the light has been taken out of me for a little while and it brings you back to reality hearing others share they feel similar. I also live in the Midwest and the cold always gets me down along with covid. The world is sort of in a shift lately and it has alot of people in a funk. Sending you love and light. Keep being totally awesome. Give blue hugs. Feel better soon I seen in your other video you aren't feeling well. Also your hair always looks gorgeous but I get more then anyone we are our worst critics.
I'm sorry to see you sad and down Jennea. I to, go through these emotions alot in my life. I've been dealing with alot of sadness and depression for quite sometime throughout my life. Mental health and awareness is so very important. God bless sweetheart!.❤
Id be too embarrassed and anxious to film myself cooking 🤣 so good on ya. I have found that when I'm feeling low its really good to go volunteer somewhere (soup kitchen etc) i recommend a film called 'same kind of different as me'. Not sure if you can get it for free or rent it but it changed my outlook. I don't have any pets to keep me company, my fur baby died 2 years ago. All I've known is rejection, loss and pain but here i am. So good to know I'm not alone in this and neither are you 🌹 sending love across the atlantic from the UK 🤘🏻
Just found this channel and binging your videos. I'm so sorry for your loss. My mom passed away June 30th, 2021. Cancer. It had spread already. Went to be with her in Spain. Lived with her until the end. I took care of her as much as I could until her literal final breath. I was told so many times that I could step out, leave, let the professionals take care of her. I could never do that..... All I wanted in life was to be able to repay her for everything and I couldn't even do that.... I miss her. She was my friend. The best I trusted the most with everything. I told her so much. I would keep her up to date. Tell her how I was going with my internal struggles. And she helped so much. All my life she tried her best to understand me. And we didn't see eye to eye sometimes but she tried. Being diagnosed with depression. Dealing with anxiety. Learning how anxiety had and does still rule my life. It makes me make irrational decisions. Stops me from doing so much. But she started understanding and was helping me lately.... All I wanted was to repay her. Get her a house. All our lives we moved and she would do any job, cleaning, whatever to get me and my brother by. With her limited knowledge she went out there like a soldier and did whatever she needed to make sure we had food on the table and a bed to sleep. Even if we had to stay with other people sometimes. She always used to say. There's no time to be sick. Life continues and you gotta go to work.... I wish I was more like her. I wish I could've given her everything she deserved. Seeing her in the end, give up a lot. Question life. It was tough.... I really miss you
I'm sort of going through it myself. Polar opposites of emotions. Dealing with my mother's stage 3 cancer (she's still smoking) so I know it's coming. While Dealing with what's to come, I'm about to have a daughter (20 weeks until her arrival). Just a lot to process. I can't imagine what it will be like when each comes to fruition, but I just try telling myself I can handle it. I'm glad you are in a better place, it gives me hope. Take care and thank you.
I am 30 now, but back when I was 13 around 2004 I was a little goth girl. I was shy and silly and weird. I loved my ferrets and Korn. I was also depressed and had a eating disorder and would cut myself. I remember being so torn because I wanted to be a good person. And I was raised Catholic. But all my friends were doing drugs & having sex (even at that young age) and they all were so anti religion and spirituality. I used to think can I still wear these clothes, listen to this music, be silly and weird and myself, but also not do drugs and have sex and still be Catholic? Then next thing I know I was watching TV and it popped up with breaking news on MTV that your Dad was changing his life and becoming a Christian. And he still rocked too. He totally influenced me that I wasn't a square or a dork, and kept me from trying things I didn't need to to be "cool" or fit in with my friends. So, I've spent my life trying to be good and silly and weird. Because of that I made new friends, who were also good and silly and weird. And to this day I have never tried any drugs. Some of my old friends didn't get to graduate high school, have been in and out of prison, and ended up in a bad way. I am now 30 with a husband who I met in middle school, he was also good and silly and weird, started dating when I we were 19, then we have our 3 kids, and our 2 ferrets. I always think of you as this good, silly, and weird girl. The world is a better place because of you and because of your father. You guys have touched so many lives without even realizing the ripple effect. Those ripples don't stop, they're endless. You are a ripple in your Mother's ocean, she is endless, you are endless. Those ripples go on forever in what your family has done for my life, who I am, my children, it's all connected. It is divine. Anywhere there is God and love, there is endless divinity. You are a good, silly, weird girl who rocks and loves ferrets. God bless 💗
Hey Jennae, I hope everything gets better soon for you, it's okay to feel & cry if you need to. I struggle with depression too, just remember that you are stronger than you know, you matter & are loved!! I send deepest condolences sorry for your loss I will keep you & your family in prayers. Peace & love be with you all. 🙏💖
In September my uncle who was the only father figure I've ever known passed away and on Valentines day my grandma who raised me passed away so I can relate to how you are feeling.
We all have those days where everything sucks and nothing seems to make it better. You just keep making yourself move and do stuff and it will help you. One day at a Time
I had a similar situation with my mom and I still (a decade later) am trying to work through my “mommy-issues.” Honestly, I’ve always heard the term “daddy-issues” and like you, I had a dad that supported me and continues to do so. But, I’ve never heard the term “mommy issues” and honestly it was nice to hear you acknowledge that feeling. It helps people like me feel less lonely without a mom. Thanks for being so open and transparent. You’re not alone and your feelings are valid.
Hi Jennea....it is the hardest thing ever to lose a parent. You will have good days and bad for years. I lost my dad when I was living in Newport, around the time I knew your mom. My mom died in 2013. I've survived it with less angst because I lost my dad so young. Keep up with, and try new, hobbies!! Take classes...keep learning and remember to be thankful. Someone is having it worse than you. Take care love.
Thank you Jennea. I've been doing the same thing pretty much. Watching the same things LOL. Making yourself and your mental health as a first priority is the best thing you could do for yourself. I understand that it's hard...and you are tired...and it's so hard to even get up somedays... (thx persistent depression and other things lol) but you choosing to clean and organize was a great idea, love doing that it always feels so nice to have a clean space after it's done and it's kind of a work out lol
Aaawww sweet girl! I hope that you are doing better now. Loss is very tough and you’ll find as time goes on you’ll have those tough days. My prayer for you is that the good days outshine the bad. Keep living, keep shining, you are a beautiful light! Smile sweetheart ❤
I found you through your ferret videos and have been following for a little while now, just want to say that you’re being really strong through everything and doing all the right things to take care of yourself. I understand you’ve dealt with a very serious loss recently in addition to your own mental health stuff throughout your life, and while it is an extremely difficult thing to go through, you are being profoundly resilient. As someone who deals with chronic mental illness due to life being rough I really appreciate you sharing your story. I hope the pain of this loss eases with time and you are able to take solace in the company your animals, your family and your friends. Be kind to yourself and take things one day at a time, there is a light at the end of this tunnel. Take care.
You will see her again on the cosmic highway in the next life babe❤️✨no one’s ever really gone🙏🏻love and light to you honey, stay strong no one knows how much we have left in this first life we’re given, live for each moment and love the people close to you even harder with each passing day✨you’ll get through this
Hello sweetie! Depression is No joke & taking meds for it Only makes it worse! I used to have the worst depression after I got clean. Ur vidz & ur dads vidz & music really help me get thru the tuff days! Just want to let u know it can get better. Ur a beautiful & smart girl! Ty for sharing ur vidz! 💗🥰
The feelings you describe remind me so much of myself in 2017. Worst year in my 34 years Life. You will get through it. Stay strong. Greetings from Germany.
I can relate to the pain, One of the hardest things is realizing someone you love and was your best friend is no longer with you and wishing you could just have a few minutes to hang out with them and go do something fun with them
Lord, I lift up Jennea to you and the grieving she is going through right now. I may not know her, but You formed her in her mother’s womb and know all the hurt she is going through. I pray You would draw near to her and that she would look to You when she is feeling down. I pray she would come to know you personally and in a very real way; not through her father’s experience or anybody else’s experience, but through hers alone. Just you and her. Bless you Jennea. I just learned of the documentary you did with your dad and thought I’d look you up, too. :-) Be encouraged.
Beautifully honest video of day to day with depression. Extremely relatable and you're right, we don't see much depiction of it :/ It's not dramatic (unless you're in the worst of it..), it just shit and feeling like shit... I think you mentioned looking forward to this feeling passing and that's what helps me weather it too, knowing it passes. Personally I'm in a good place right now, and I don't take that for granted. I hope you get through it soon
Lots of love to you! I know how hard it is cause I lost my daddy 4 months ago. I’m also trying to do my best and it’s not easy, but we can do it step by step!
I have also been living in the season of loss. I hate that for us both. I love your outlook...I can't wait to stop feeling this way. Love and warmth to you.
thank you for showing vulnerability. the part where you said "i need to get my mind off of my mind" is some real shit. i know i may not know you personally but i think you're awesome either way just letting yourself feel the way that you feel and being open about it. It's commendable.
hey jennea. i’ve been following you for a few years and i gotta say you and your videos truly helped me through a lot of things, i owe you a huge thank you. so it makes me so sad to see you like this but you know these hard times will be passed and feelings will be gone ! i’m so sorry for your loss :( i would never ever imagine how it would feel to lost a loved one, even thinking gives me a headache. but i know you can get through this. you are a strong woman with a beautiful heart. love you sooooooo much girl. just hang in there !!
Hang in there, Jennea. Mental health and depression aren’t always our friends but God is always with us and He loves you so deeply. Keep your head up, pray hard, read your Bible, and “AKF” which means Always Keep Fighting. We love you Jennea, and through this video you’ve inspired me a whole lot. God bless you. ❤️
"Someday, everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, be strong and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason."- John Mayer Currently going through it too. By the way.. where's Zoey? She's missing!
Wow. I feel like you just said exactly how I feel 80% of the time.. I think your an amazing woman. And I'm very sorry for your loss. Your strong as fuck. Just keep push forward.. 🤘🏼🖤🤍🖤
Hugs for you hunny....I'm currently battling triple negative breast cancer and it's spread a little to my lung, everyone's trying to manage life right? So just know that our struggles may be different, but I love you and am praying for you just the same. It will get better, I promise.😊
My mum died in September. It's horrific. Unbelievably painful to the point of feeling numb. I'm happy u are using outlets of creativity to carry on. U also have an opportunity to honor her memory with your voice and talents. Keep it up. Much love from a korn fan since 99 and friend
I was a.korn fan...watched you to see your perspective of life..loved to hear your dad became a Christian...and watched my dad die....I wish I could be close to my father as you are..never take it for granted
Sorry to hear about your loss, I know the sorrow and vacuum left behind is never easy to deal with. Great to see you create again tho, thought and prayers going out to you and the family.
It’s always great to see you upload! I’m sorry you’ve been going through so much dealing with grief. Take one day at a time and take care of yourself 🙏
I've also been feeling the same way, like you wanna change, and be happy and motivated but it doesn't work out. Hang in there, things won't exactly get better. But you'll get stronger from it. Lately some music that helps me when I feel hopeless is Type O Negative, and Lacuna Coil.
Love u and I love this. There are days where it feels like this and I even do nothing at all. Only eat and sleep. Thanks u for sharing. It’s just reassuring to know we go through it together. ♥️♥️
Hi Jennea, I've been following you for a few years, you have helped me so much by sharing your mental struggles, I am so sorry for the loss of your mother, I lost my adoptive father last year too, (cancer) then 1month later I lost the father of my son, (suicide) I have battled severe mental illnesses due to my own E.E.C.T. & you are NOT alone! I have really been feeling the "funk" lately to, this morning was esp. a struggle! Something that helped me today🙏 John 14:26-27 & the song "God only knows" Prayers for you & God Bless you Abundantly! Head up! Stay strong!💪
@@jenneawelch I very rarely ever comment on any social media, I am an empathic & very reclusive & just felt your grief... You are a intelligent, strong, beautiful, young woman & God is building this as a force for your testimony! Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, L💗VE leaves a memory no one can steal! For those who understand, no explanation is necessary, for those who don't, no explanation is possible! Your 💔 will heal, your mind will renew, & your soul will restore...this storm will pass... Prayers for the Lord to fill you with his comfort & peace!🙏 May God bless you with a beautiful new day!♾🙏♾
"Your going to be ok" Brian & Jenn Johnson "Hold on" Lauren Daigle (I find deep expression & relate so much through music! After all it is the language of the Angels)🤗💞
You’re back! I got into KoRn at the beginning of this year, and discovered your channel and love your content. Very sorry for your loss but so happy to see you back now Jennea!!!
Thank you for sharing. I know the feeling 100%. I’ve dealt with some of my darkest days these last few months. You are amazing and remember God is always with you ❤️
Losing someone is ever easy. I lost my grandma who raised me since I was a kid last May. I live on the other side of the country and my last interactions with her were seeing her in a coma on FaceTime knowing I’d never get to see her face to face. It sucks, but God continued to give me a peace that overcame all.
I do not know your full situation and wont ask, I will say I truly hope the steps your taking continue to little by little eliminate the pain and loss you feel. Very sorry for whatever has happened.
I love all your posts. Please keep it up. Also I have a daughter who's name is pronounced like yours but spelled as Jenaya. She started crying when she seen there were other people out in the world with the same name. It's a very unique and special name.
I lost my dad Easter Sunday 2019! The missing him has been the hardest part. The string of his loss gets a little less as time goes by. Hold onto to good memories
Sorry for your loss, I lost my mom and one of my best friends just before covid hit and I’m still hurting from it. Wish you the best and glad to see you posting again.
literally no words to describe it. thank you so much this means a lot
@@jenneawelch the pain never leaves, you just learn to live with it, one day at a time. My heart goes out to you, wish I could give you a big hug. Your a beautiful person inside and out.
Jennea I am so sorry for the loss of your mother... I did not know that it was so recent.. you're right there is no words to describe the pain...(surreal and numbing) you are so right to keep talking about her and keeping Her Memories and Spirit alive within you... And yes your mother is definitely proud of you.❤️🙏 You are beautiful inside and out never forget that💖🌹 and never stop talking ... It is the only way that we truly Heal May God's Peace Beyond Understanding Be With You! 🙏❤️ Sending you a huge hug
I haven’t forgotten about you Jennea, just hang in there, I’ve been feeling the way you described since 2018 and I’m just now starting to get out of it so I wish I could give you some words of wisdom but my problems are different , i can only thank you for staying transparent so far, it feels like i have a friend i’ve never met
🙏🙏 appreciate it so much !!
@@jenneawelch hey Jennea hope you are doing well. I just lost my mamaw down the hill so I feel you. I will keep you in my prayers
Thank you for your personal insights and transparency. This has helped even someone like myself at my age even.
YOU ROCK !!
SOUPS ROCK !!
YOU ROCK !!
PUPPIES ROCK !!
YOU ROCK !!
YOUR DAD ROCKS !!
YOU ROCK !!
YOU have obviously out numbered all that ROCKS.....
😂🙏 thank you so much.
"I wish I could get my mind off my mind." Wow. Same. I'm sorry for your loss of your mom. Watching you play with your dog makes me miss mine. I just lost him on the 10th and he was my best buddy.
Relatable content- the grief, the processing , the distracting, the smoothie. I lost my father in 2016 and feel connected to the journey you are going through and the place you are at. Positive side note: I think you are really good at editing your videos. Keep going girl, one day at a time.
Thank you so much 😭❤️ means everything.
I’ve been really going through it lately. Thank you so much for sharing. It really helps.
I’m with you !!!! this means a lot, thank you.
Grief of a loved one is one of the hardest things to endure mentally because no matter how many times you go through it, it never ceases to hurt, I lost my grandma 2019 and my grandpa in 2020 as well as my oldest fur baby last year on top of other things,I appreciate you say we're not alone, and neither are you 🖤
the beginning text is exactly what happened to me when my gpa passed away. he wasn't my biological one, but i loved him like a father none the less. he died in 2019 from brain cancer, the year that your dads band KoRn Released "The Nothing" as "Gravity Of Discomfort" is my favorite song off that album. i am better now bc of music though, as i did go through a phase were i wasn't myself & was the opposite of myself for awhile. those who loved us would want us to continue on loving life within posterity & to let them live on within memory, like folklore to tell down the family name. life is short, but its the hearts that's been touched is what makes it worthwhile.
I can't relate to the loss of someone but I can relate immensely to feeling down, blah and low drive almost daily. It really sucks and it's hard to explain to those who don't suffer from depression or some kind of mental illness. You can't just shake it off. And I'm ALWAYS tired.
Jennea, I love your videos so much. They are so motivating even through the darkest of times. I’m so sorry you have to go through this but we will all be here for you! Thank you so much for everything. You truly mean a lot to me (:
Hi Jennea I found your channel earlier this week and am so thankful. I am a recovering addict who has been on methadone for 13 years!!! It saved my life and got me off the streets, I went to college, moved to the beach, etc.. Now it's time to cut ties with that last clutch that saved me as the methadone is no better. It's been so hard each day I struggle with thinking I'm not strong enough to do this. I am happy to say I'll be seeing Korn in Greensboro next Friday. I have never gotten to see them and hopes it gets my mind off of this detoxing and self doubt. I'm so sorry for all you're going through. Drugs are awful. You broke my heart when you were crying. You are a strong young woman who is helping more people than you realize and I thank you for that! 💜💜
I'm the same age as you, born in Jan. of '98. I definitely feel...I've been struggling with self-isolation and just socializing in general for months. It really takes a toll on my mind. I do things to feel better but right when I get home I'm back to where I started. I try to reach out to my friends and family, but they never listen or help. I have a shit support system and I'm not even sure what to do anymore...its very frustrating and overwhelming.
Lost my dad, covid took it from me in 2020. Still hurts. Everyperson has their own time of healing for some takes time for other not. I see you are still in the path. Hope you find what you are looking for for your life and find that peace you need. Last time I saw my dad was in 2006 never saw him again the reasons where out of my control. Could not go to the funeral because of Covid. So life is a bitch sometimes. But my healing is going well, still working on it but grateful that at least I called my dad always to tell him I love him. Much love from LA.
So sorry for your loss. Sending you hugs, light, and love from afar.
@@starlynne1395 Thank you, you are so kind!
@@Aishiterueienh no need to thank me. Hope you are doing okay. I know it must be difficult I can only imagine I dread the day when I have to go through that with my mom.
Also I lost my Mom too and the pain doesn't go away but it does get easier. I try to remember the fun times and good times I had with her. I found over time it's easier to laugh at a memory than cry for one. Hugs and love.
I’ve been struggling with my anxiety a lot these last couple of months. Times like these are tough but I know you’ll get through it! Sending positive vibes your way.
I totally relate. I lost my little brother to alcohol August 14, 2021. 😓 He was only 30 years old. Valentine’s Day was his birthday…he would’ve been 31. It’s soooooooo hard to get past him being gone. Missing him more everyday! 💔 Sending you hugs and positivity your way! Hang in there…❤️
Thank you for sharing this, Jennea.
I lost my grandma in 2021, she was unique, tough and cool, and covid never touched her (unfortunately, liver cancer did).
She raised me in a way (half of my childhood years), she was always writing some poetry, and we've been sharing our poems to each other.
She teached me how to write, how to cook, etc., and now I need a new lesson: how to cope with that loss.
Maybe I will never learn, and maybe that is the whole point.
All the best.
So sorry for your loss sending you lots of love n ❤️light friend.
@@starlynne1395 thank you so much.
it really means a lot to me right now.
I pray that you’re doing better, day by day. When you cry it breaks my heart…I have three children and I hate seeing them cry. Makes me sad, but you have to get it out. Remember to love yourself bc you are beautiful, you are worth it, you are loved and you are NOT ALONE ok? ❤❤❤
I'm so sorry for the sudden loss of your Mom. Losing a parent or a sibling is one of the toughest things in life. My Dad passed suddenly when I was ~28 in 1986. I was close with my Dad. The grief lasted for at ~ 2 years. You will always have your Mom in your heart. The grief will pass. Prayer and reading my Bible helped me a lot. May God ease your grief through the love of friends and family. God bless you Janea.
Hi Nea, I'm so sorry for your loss. I was thinking about you guys ever since, hoping you were halfway able to deal with everything....in my mind I was with you every step of the way, for sure. It is very brave of you to let us all in to feeling so vulnerable and I am really glad that you are posting again.
I have lost my mum in 2018 and I can clearly relate to how you feel. I know how much she means to both of you, you and your dad.
Please hang in there. It WILL get better with time, even if it is hard to imagine right now, I promise. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Sending you lots of love, light and big hugs.❤️💞💕☀️💫☀️ Reni.
Welcome back. Your content is uplifting, you're the best! Late 20 and mid 21 not even a year apart I lost my life givers. 34yrs old and I don't know how to process but, when I saw what you said about it taking strength that doesn't get recognition to keep moving forward; I felt something that resonated with me. The world was not sympathetic to my loss even family was cold. Same as when I lost my Dad in 20. I don't know what I was expecting people to do or say. Any way thanks for helping me.
Thanks for sharing how you've been feeling lately, Jennea. Grief is an ongoing battle; and I am sorry for your loss. I lost my grandmother two years ago and it's been a tough journey since as she was one of my closest friends and helped me become who I am today. You're not alone and I hope you can overcome these feelings soon.
Also, your hair is absolutely lovely!
Grá mór!
I watched this and cried because i have days where I feel this way. Today is one of those days. Sometimes I don't know how to make that feeling go away.
So Sorry you are going through this. So sorry for your loss!! You being so transparent takes courage and helps others know they are not alone. I have CPTSD from being abandoned by my mother and having to work through so much past trauma that kind of is always there. Feeling robbed of not having what I saw all my other friends have and to lose her would be so difficult and so many mixed emotions. YOU are not alone! These have been some dark times. I hope you know you are loved and I pray for all the healing in the world, that HE comforts you during such horrible grief. I know what’s it’s like to not be able to get in the shower or do anything, but cry. It’s ok to cry! It’s ok to do whatever you need to do. ♥️♥️♥️
So sorry for your loss! Being a Human is just damn hard sometimes! I soo understand the not being able to move! Paralyzed! Walking around the house saying ‘Help me God help me’! Blessings to you Love! Loving your videos! Thank you for showing your humanity!
Thanks for sharing. I was going through a hard time recently for different reasons and I hate Feeling that way so much. But it Always helps knowing it will leave again. Be blessed ✌🏻
I'm rooting for you. And praying. I definitely have found myself in some dark times before so if I can offer any encouragement to you I would say that no matter what you are not alone, you don't have to face this all alone. Much love ❤️
you have the sweetest soul. i’m praying over your family, i know it’s so hard. take it one day at a time 🤍
4:30 I'm in that same boat. I honestly have no desire or drive to go on with life anymore. I've been recklessly spending my money on food and not caring how it affects me; there's just so much that's expected of me and what I should do that it just weighs me down. I've actually felt "self-deletable"; I can't actually say the word because you know how sensitive RUclips is. 🙄
It's actually why I'm going into counseling. I have a lot of crap to get off my chest and figure myself out. It's gonna be a tough and even scary journey. Please keep me in prayers, Jennea. Can you also tell your dad to keep me in prayer? I'm gonna need a LOT of prayer warriors for this.
Hey Jennea. Idk if you're reading this or not, but I just started following you. I really enjoy watching your videos. They're raw/emotional. I love these kinds of videos. A lot of influencers/content creators will usually post light-hearted videos and (TO ME) it doesn't feel real. It's kind of difficult to explain, but it's like it's not authentic. You're different. You're not afraid to talk about sensitive subjects, and I'm here for it. It takes a lot of courage to be this vulnerable on camera, and I think you're an incredible young woman. I'm so glad I stumbled upon your channel........now it's time to catch myself up on everything ^-^
Stay strong, Jennea! We are with you. I think that to a certain extent we've all been dealing with some sort of dark feelings and stuff like that, especially during the past couple of years. Thank you for having the courage to open up and say it out loud. Thank you for reminding us that it's ok to not feel so good mentally from time to time. Thank you for reminding us we're not alone.
Totally can relate it seems like there has been some sort of shift in the universe over the last 5 or 6 yrs esp is when I noticed it first but like you said especially the last 3/4 yrs. Sending you light and love from afar.
I've been following you and watching your videos. And i think you might have the case of seasonal depression! The covid outbreak have left emotional marks on lots of people around the world (including myself). We've lived like "Resident Evil"! Isolated, paranoic, developed fears. Tuff times for everybody! Myself included! I've unleashed a 14 years old masked depression and i had to fight 14 years in only 2 years, 7 times less comparing with the time that it was obscured inside me. I know your feelings! Hope you get through it taking your time to do, so! Don't walk away from your terapist! He is there to help you the best that he/she can. God bless you and keep capacitanting you sending messages for people about this serious subject that is mental health.
Thank you for your honesty and letting your guard down to share with all of us. It's refreshing knowing we all are not alone in how we are feeling. Sometimes it just feels like the light has been taken out of me for a little while and it brings you back to reality hearing others share they feel similar. I also live in the Midwest and the cold always gets me down along with covid. The world is sort of in a shift lately and it has alot of people in a funk. Sending you love and light. Keep being totally awesome. Give blue hugs. Feel better soon I seen in your other video you aren't feeling well. Also your hair always looks gorgeous but I get more then anyone we are our worst critics.
I'm sorry to see you sad and down Jennea. I to, go through these emotions alot in my life. I've been dealing with alot of sadness and depression for quite sometime throughout my life. Mental health and awareness is so very important. God bless sweetheart!.❤
Id be too embarrassed and anxious to film myself cooking 🤣 so good on ya. I have found that when I'm feeling low its really good to go volunteer somewhere (soup kitchen etc) i recommend a film called 'same kind of different as me'. Not sure if you can get it for free or rent it but it changed my outlook. I don't have any pets to keep me company, my fur baby died 2 years ago. All I've known is rejection, loss and pain but here i am. So good to know I'm not alone in this and neither are you 🌹 sending love across the atlantic from the UK 🤘🏻
Just found this channel and binging your videos. I'm so sorry for your loss. My mom passed away June 30th, 2021. Cancer. It had spread already. Went to be with her in Spain. Lived with her until the end. I took care of her as much as I could until her literal final breath. I was told so many times that I could step out, leave, let the professionals take care of her. I could never do that..... All I wanted in life was to be able to repay her for everything and I couldn't even do that.... I miss her. She was my friend. The best I trusted the most with everything. I told her so much. I would keep her up to date. Tell her how I was going with my internal struggles. And she helped so much.
All my life she tried her best to understand me. And we didn't see eye to eye sometimes but she tried. Being diagnosed with depression. Dealing with anxiety. Learning how anxiety had and does still rule my life. It makes me make irrational decisions. Stops me from doing so much. But she started understanding and was helping me lately....
All I wanted was to repay her. Get her a house. All our lives we moved and she would do any job, cleaning, whatever to get me and my brother by. With her limited knowledge she went out there like a soldier and did whatever she needed to make sure we had food on the table and a bed to sleep. Even if we had to stay with other people sometimes. She always used to say. There's no time to be sick. Life continues and you gotta go to work.... I wish I was more like her. I wish I could've given her everything she deserved.
Seeing her in the end, give up a lot. Question life. It was tough.... I really miss you
Your cute lil pupper reminds me of my first ever pup; his name was “Pepper” 😂😮😊❤
I'm sort of going through it myself. Polar opposites of emotions. Dealing with my mother's stage 3 cancer (she's still smoking) so I know it's coming. While Dealing with what's to come, I'm about to have a daughter (20 weeks until her arrival). Just a lot to process. I can't imagine what it will be like when each comes to fruition, but I just try telling myself I can handle it. I'm glad you are in a better place, it gives me hope. Take care and thank you.
I am 30 now, but back when I was 13 around 2004 I was a little goth girl. I was shy and silly and weird. I loved my ferrets and Korn. I was also depressed and had a eating disorder and would cut myself. I remember being so torn because I wanted to be a good person. And I was raised Catholic. But all my friends were doing drugs & having sex (even at that young age) and they all were so anti religion and spirituality. I used to think can I still wear these clothes, listen to this music, be silly and weird and myself, but also not do drugs and have sex and still be Catholic? Then next thing I know I was watching TV and it popped up with breaking news on MTV that your Dad was changing his life and becoming a Christian. And he still rocked too. He totally influenced me that I wasn't a square or a dork, and kept me from trying things I didn't need to to be "cool" or fit in with my friends. So, I've spent my life trying to be good and silly and weird. Because of that I made new friends, who were also good and silly and weird. And to this day I have never tried any drugs. Some of my old friends didn't get to graduate high school, have been in and out of prison, and ended up in a bad way. I am now 30 with a husband who I met in middle school, he was also good and silly and weird, started dating when I we were 19, then we have our 3 kids, and our 2 ferrets. I always think of you as this good, silly, and weird girl. The world is a better place because of you and because of your father. You guys have touched so many lives without even realizing the ripple effect. Those ripples don't stop, they're endless. You are a ripple in your Mother's ocean, she is endless, you are endless. Those ripples go on forever in what your family has done for my life, who I am, my children, it's all connected. It is divine. Anywhere there is God and love, there is endless divinity. You are a good, silly, weird girl who rocks and loves ferrets. God bless 💗
Glad to see you posting again - I hope creating videos is cathartic for you because we all really enjoy them! I appreciate your transparency.
Hey Jennae, I hope everything gets better soon for you, it's okay to feel & cry if you need to. I struggle with depression too, just remember that you are stronger than you know, you matter & are loved!! I send deepest condolences sorry for your loss I will keep you & your family in prayers. Peace & love be with you all. 🙏💖
You’re so beautiful. I love your energy. I wish I could just give you a big hug. ❤
I will be praying for healing and peace for you Jennea. It's good that you take time for yourself and enjoy things like your dog and soup.
In September my uncle who was the only father figure I've ever known passed away and on Valentines day my grandma who raised me passed away so I can relate to how you are feeling.
We all have those days where everything sucks and nothing seems to make it better. You just keep making yourself move and do stuff and it will help you. One day at a Time
I had a similar situation with my mom and I still (a decade later) am trying to work through my “mommy-issues.” Honestly, I’ve always heard the term “daddy-issues” and like you, I had a dad that supported me and continues to do so. But, I’ve never heard the term “mommy issues” and honestly it was nice to hear you acknowledge that feeling. It helps people like me feel less lonely without a mom. Thanks for being so open and transparent. You’re not alone and your feelings are valid.
Hi Jennea....it is the hardest thing ever to lose a parent. You will have good days and bad for years.
I lost my dad when I was living in Newport, around the time I knew your mom.
My mom died in 2013. I've survived it with less angst because I lost my dad so young.
Keep up with, and try new, hobbies!! Take classes...keep learning and remember to be thankful. Someone is having it worse than you. Take care love.
Thank you Jennea. I've been doing the same thing pretty much. Watching the same things LOL. Making yourself and your mental health as a first priority is the best thing you could do for yourself. I understand that it's hard...and you are tired...and it's so hard to even get up somedays... (thx persistent depression and other things lol) but you choosing to clean and organize was a great idea, love doing that it always feels so nice to have a clean space after it's done and it's kind of a work out lol
Aaawww sweet girl! I hope that you are doing better now. Loss is very tough and you’ll find as time goes on you’ll have those tough days. My prayer for you is that the good days outshine the bad. Keep living, keep shining, you are a beautiful light! Smile sweetheart ❤
I found you through your ferret videos and have been following for a little while now, just want to say that you’re being really strong through everything and doing all the right things to take care of yourself. I understand you’ve dealt with a very serious loss recently in addition to your own mental health stuff throughout your life, and while it is an extremely difficult thing to go through, you are being profoundly resilient. As someone who deals with chronic mental illness due to life being rough I really appreciate you sharing your story. I hope the pain of this loss eases with time and you are able to take solace in the company your animals, your family and your friends. Be kind to yourself and take things one day at a time, there is a light at the end of this tunnel. Take care.
your videos are calming for my life
You will see her again on the cosmic highway in the next life babe❤️✨no one’s ever really gone🙏🏻love and light to you honey, stay strong no one knows how much we have left in this first life we’re given, live for each moment and love the people close to you even harder with each passing day✨you’ll get through this
Losing a loved one takes time to heal I understand, take your time
Hello sweetie! Depression is No joke & taking meds for it Only makes it worse! I used to have the worst depression after I got clean. Ur vidz & ur dads vidz & music really help me get thru the tuff days! Just want to let u know it can get better. Ur a beautiful & smart girl! Ty for sharing ur vidz! 💗🥰
The feelings you describe remind me so much of myself in 2017. Worst year in my 34 years Life. You will get through it. Stay strong.
Greetings from Germany.
I can relate to the pain, One of the hardest things is realizing someone you love and was your best friend is no longer with you and wishing you could just have a few minutes to hang out with them and go do something fun with them
Yes bestie we love the George Washington look.
Lord, I lift up Jennea to you and the grieving she is going through right now. I may not know her, but You formed her in her mother’s womb and know all the hurt she is going through. I pray You would draw near to her and that she would look to You when she is feeling down. I pray she would come to know you personally and in a very real way; not through her father’s experience or anybody else’s experience, but through hers alone. Just you and her.
Bless you Jennea. I just learned of the documentary you did with your dad and thought I’d look you up, too. :-) Be encouraged.
I’m so sorry Jenna I lost my grandpa and I lost so much weight, it literally is hard for me to get up and eat. I hope your pain passes fast.
Beautifully honest video of day to day with depression. Extremely relatable and you're right, we don't see much depiction of it :/ It's not dramatic (unless you're in the worst of it..), it just shit and feeling like shit... I think you mentioned looking forward to this feeling passing and that's what helps me weather it too, knowing it passes. Personally I'm in a good place right now, and I don't take that for granted. I hope you get through it soon
Lots of love to you! I know how hard it is cause I lost my daddy 4 months ago. I’m also trying to do my best and it’s not easy, but we can do it step by step!
I have also been living in the season of loss. I hate that for us both. I love your outlook...I can't wait to stop feeling this way. Love and warmth to you.
thank you so much, it means a lot. and I’m so sorry for your loss.
Man Jennea I hope you are starting to heal inside of your soul I wish you to be free from any suffering. Addiction is no ONE LOVE
Your last video made me cry.
I'm wishing you an abundance of love & light in your life. Especially in this phase. 💗🕯️☁️🌸
thank you for showing vulnerability. the part where you said "i need to get my mind off of my mind" is some real shit. i know i may not know you personally but i think you're awesome either way just letting yourself feel the way that you feel and being open about it. It's commendable.
hey jennea. i’ve been following you for a few years and i gotta say you and your videos truly helped me through a lot of things, i owe you a huge thank you. so it makes me so sad to see you like this but you know these hard times will be passed and feelings will be gone ! i’m so sorry for your loss :( i would never ever imagine how it would feel to lost a loved one, even thinking gives me a headache. but i know you can get through this. you are a strong woman with a beautiful heart. love you sooooooo much girl. just hang in there !!
i never felt something harder than when you said “i cant wait for this feeling to be over”…
Hang in there, Jennea. Mental health and depression aren’t always our friends but God is always with us and He loves you so deeply. Keep your head up, pray hard, read your Bible, and “AKF” which means Always Keep Fighting. We love you Jennea, and through this video you’ve inspired me a whole lot. God bless you. ❤️
"Someday, everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, be strong and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason."- John Mayer
Currently going through it too. By the way.. where's Zoey? She's missing!
So truly sorry for your loss beautiful lady 😢praying for you and your loved ones always❤
Sorry for your loss we are all here to support you.your amazing and your videos are so cool xx
we all going thru the same boat... some of us.. I lost a cuzin recently... so I know your pain ...
Wow. I feel like you just said exactly how I feel 80% of the time.. I think your an amazing woman. And I'm very sorry for your loss. Your strong as fuck. Just keep push forward.. 🤘🏼🖤🤍🖤
Hugs for you hunny....I'm currently battling triple negative breast cancer and it's spread a little to my lung, everyone's trying to manage life right? So just know that our struggles may be different, but I love you and am praying for you just the same. It will get better, I promise.😊
My mum died in September. It's horrific. Unbelievably painful to the point of feeling numb. I'm happy u are using outlets of creativity to carry on. U also have an opportunity to honor her memory with your voice and talents. Keep it up. Much love from a korn fan since 99 and friend
Thank you I hope that all the hard times go away sending lots of love and best wishes from the UK ❤️❤️
I was a.korn fan...watched you to see your perspective of life..loved to hear your dad became a Christian...and watched my dad die....I wish I could be close to my father as you are..never take it for granted
I am still a korn fan
Sorry to hear about your loss, I know the sorrow and vacuum left behind is never easy to deal with.
Great to see you create again tho, thought and prayers going out to you and the family.
Hi there janna I really enjoyed watching your video on coping with anxiety and depression it has really helped me in my ongoing battle ❤️❤️❤️🇺🇸✝️
This video may be a few months old, but I just want you to know I needed this video
It’s always great to see you upload! I’m sorry you’ve been going through so much dealing with grief. Take one day at a time and take care of yourself 🙏
Dearest Jennea,
You are a joy & delight. Your precious heart is beyond value. Blanketing you in prayer and sending you so much love 💕
I've also been feeling the same way, like you wanna change, and be happy and motivated but it doesn't work out. Hang in there, things won't exactly get better. But you'll get stronger from it. Lately some music that helps me when I feel hopeless is Type O Negative, and Lacuna Coil.
lacuna coil is so empowering fr i love that band
So happy to see you're releasing material again! That soup dude! I'm jealous.
I’m going through the same, I hope you find the energy each day to take care of you and absorb all the brain power to heal
thank you so much you as well
Love u and I love this. There are days where it feels like this and I even do nothing at all. Only eat and sleep. Thanks u for sharing. It’s just reassuring to know we go through it together. ♥️♥️
Hi Jennea, I've been following you for a few years, you have helped me so much by sharing your mental struggles, I am so sorry for the loss of your mother, I lost my adoptive father last year too, (cancer) then 1month later I lost the father of my son, (suicide) I have battled severe mental illnesses due to my own E.E.C.T. & you are NOT alone! I have really been feeling the "funk" lately to, this morning was esp. a struggle!
Something that helped me today🙏 John 14:26-27 & the song "God only knows" Prayers for you & God Bless you Abundantly! Head up! Stay strong!💪
Thank you so much this means a lot ❤️ I am SO sorry for your losses. Thank you this is so encouraging!
@@jenneawelch I very rarely ever comment on any social media, I am an empathic & very reclusive & just felt your grief...
You are a intelligent, strong, beautiful, young woman & God is building this as a force for your testimony!
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, L💗VE leaves a memory no one can steal! For those who understand, no explanation is necessary, for those who don't, no explanation is possible!
Your 💔 will heal, your mind will renew, & your soul will restore...this storm will pass...
Prayers for the Lord to fill you with his comfort & peace!🙏
May God bless you with a beautiful new day!♾🙏♾
"Your going to be ok" Brian & Jenn Johnson
"Hold on" Lauren Daigle
(I find deep expression & relate so much through music! After all it is the language of the Angels)🤗💞
You’re back! I got into KoRn at the beginning of this year, and discovered your channel and love your content. Very sorry for your loss but so happy to see you back now Jennea!!!
Lost my mother in April of 2021 , its been a tough road, thank you for sharing your journey ❤
so sorry for your loss. Thank you 🙏
Thank you for sharing. I know the feeling 100%. I’ve dealt with some of my darkest days these last few months. You are amazing and remember God is always with you ❤️
I was thinking about your RUclips channel the other day and I'm thankful you shared this video.
Losing someone is ever easy. I lost my grandma who raised me since I was a kid last May. I live on the other side of the country and my last interactions with her were seeing her in a coma on FaceTime knowing I’d never get to see her face to face. It sucks, but God continued to give me a peace that overcame all.
so so sorry for your loss. thank you for sharing 🙏
@@jenneawelch Prayers going up for you as well. 🙏🏻
Tbh, I'm a simp for your content. I don't feel so alone with my problems when I watch your stuff. From one creator to another, I look up to your work.
I love that quote near the end where you said "Get my mind off of my mind" something I've been learning to do everyday.
Lmao u really watched til the end 🤣 thank you 🙏
You got thee great hair genes
So great to hear from you again sending blessings and prayers for the best !!
I love lil simsie and Trixie and Katya as well!
I do not know your full situation and wont ask, I will say I truly hope the steps your taking continue to little by little eliminate the pain and loss you feel. Very sorry for whatever has happened.
thank you I appreciate it so much 🙏
I love all your posts. Please keep it up. Also I have a daughter who's name is pronounced like yours but spelled as Jenaya. She started crying when she seen there were other people out in the world with the same name. It's a very unique and special name.
I lost my dad Easter Sunday 2019! The missing him has been the hardest part. The string of his loss gets a little less as time goes by. Hold onto to good memories