some days the world feels only half real, and I haven't had a day without dissociation for years. But I fight to ground myself, and I'd rather live in a half-real world for the rest of my life than in no world at all
This is almost exactly a representation of how I feel struggling with dissociation and derealization. I do not feel like a human. But what is a human? What is anything? My hands feel unfamiliar. Thank you for sharing this beautiful film!!
This is how I feel whenever I'm not doing anything. I feel like I'm stuck in a place, in a second, in a minute, in a year, and if nothing happens, I'm not going anywhere, and never going to be anything. Like I'm wasting my whole life, by just existing every day.
This is how dissociating feels for me. I’ve been dissociating every day since 2020 now. I don’t really know how to get out of it to be honest. This video portrays it well even if that wasn’t what it was intended to portray, but that’s what I get out of it :)
Hey, i'm truly sorry to hear that. It does sound like a tough experience, especially considering how long it lingers. Yet, I'm sure that there are small pathways lurking around for you to take. You're strong! Sending you much warmth and brightness
The problem is how do I make time feel long again?Ever since 2020 passed, life has moved in a blur I’m only 14 but I feel like I’m wasting my childhood,my youth I’m scared when I blink again I’ll be old,lonely and scared.I want life to be long again but I need SOMONE or something guiding me on how to make time truly time where a year is truly a year where a week is a week I need time to start timing instead of flying.I feel so incomplete I’m alive and uncomfortable .
I wanted to leave this as a 22 year old. I have ALWAYS felt this way but what I’ve come to realize is that I enjoy life more when I have something to remember. Take pictures, videos, and journal. Whatever you find embarrassing you will absolutely treasure as you grow up. Give yourself substance to look back on in your day to day life and remember to do something slightly different every day. That could even just be a single doodle. Who you are today, regardless of how you view yourself, will be a person the older version of you will absolutely love.
I usually never comment on videos. But I just wanted to express my appreciation for this video. I don’t know who you are. But I can relate to this feeling very much. Thank you for sharing your experience. This is a beautifully shot movie. Great work!
And I wanted to express my appreciation for you sharing that it resonates with you. Vulnerability is of a great value to me :) Thank you for your words.
I dont’t sing A bird in the park is greeting the fair weather A song delicate and light, angelic I listen, still, and dare not speak In silence I cry, in awe, in agony I know words Important words, serious words Smart and strong and full of gravity and self But my words do not know me Stillborn, afraid of the flight An instant of silence lasts forever Deafening In an eternity of emptiness But an instant born of a single fleeting thought On breath suspended Ferries timeless dreams I went to the park and I heard a voice I said hello She smiled Tells me I have a beautiful voice I look up to the sky A flock of birds flying by
A lot of people wonder why they’re sad. Or why everyone else is sad, and why they can’t just be happy. But the truth is, we aren’t made to be happy, nor sad. We were created to live just as any other animal does. A lot of people rely on god, ask for god’s approval or blessing of joy, or to just live a normal life. But a normal life isn’t a happy life, really just a completely neutral and boring thing. Being sad or disappointed isn’t fun, but it’s a blessing itself we get to feel anything at all. Most animals just eat, sleep, give birth and die. What we have is uncomfortable but we’re lucky.
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some days the world feels only half real, and I haven't had a day without dissociation for years. But I fight to ground myself, and I'd rather live in a half-real world for the rest of my life than in no world at all
hey, I'll pin this one, as I believe it's important to reach more people :)
Thank you and I'm sending you strength and courage
This is almost exactly a representation of how I feel struggling with dissociation and derealization. I do not feel like a human. But what is a human? What is anything? My hands feel unfamiliar. Thank you for sharing this beautiful film!!
I had this too when I was in Highschool due to the stress
LITERALLY SAME
@deinodinosuchus yes, great question...what is a human? What is anything? Is there even "anything" or it's all a mere fantasy of our hopings?
same
This is how I feel whenever I'm not doing anything. I feel like I'm stuck in a place, in a second, in a minute, in a year, and if nothing happens, I'm not going anywhere, and never going to be anything. Like I'm wasting my whole life, by just existing every day.
SAME
yeah ..
This is how dissociating feels for me. I’ve been dissociating every day since 2020 now. I don’t really know how to get out of it to be honest. This video portrays it well even if that wasn’t what it was intended to portray, but that’s what I get out of it :)
Hey, i'm truly sorry to hear that. It does sound like a tough experience, especially considering how long it lingers. Yet, I'm sure that there are small pathways lurking around for you to take. You're strong! Sending you much warmth and brightness
@ thank you!!!! I love this video tho!
The problem is how do I make time feel long again?Ever since 2020 passed, life has moved in a blur I’m only 14 but I feel like I’m wasting my childhood,my youth I’m scared when I blink again I’ll be old,lonely and scared.I want life to be long again but I need SOMONE or something guiding me on how to make time truly time where a year is truly a year where a week is a week I need time to start timing instead of flying.I feel so incomplete I’m alive and uncomfortable .
bro same
Hi! I'm 15 and I also feel this way. Unfortunately I don't know what to do with that either, but just so you know, you're not alone ❤️
I wanted to leave this as a 22 year old. I have ALWAYS felt this way but what I’ve come to realize is that I enjoy life more when I have something to remember. Take pictures, videos, and journal. Whatever you find embarrassing you will absolutely treasure as you grow up. Give yourself substance to look back on in your day to day life and remember to do something slightly different every day. That could even just be a single doodle. Who you are today, regardless of how you view yourself, will be a person the older version of you will absolutely love.
This is beautiful, your cinematography is amazing. It feels so stressful in a, sort of, understanding, relatable way.
Hey, I deeply cherish what you said...I couldn't be more appreciative knowing it touched someone. Here's a heart for you - ♡︎ :)
the days are blending together for me
This is so high quality... this is amazing. I love how it's phrased so nicely. Truly well done. :)
infinitely grateful for your words!
I usually never comment on videos. But I just wanted to express my appreciation for this video. I don’t know who you are. But I can relate to this feeling very much. Thank you for sharing your experience. This is a beautifully shot movie. Great work!
And I wanted to express my appreciation for you sharing that it resonates with you. Vulnerability is of a great value to me :) Thank you for your words.
I dont’t sing
A bird in the park is greeting the fair weather
A song delicate and light, angelic
I listen, still, and dare not speak
In silence I cry, in awe, in agony
I know words
Important words, serious words
Smart and strong and full of gravity and self
But my words do not know me
Stillborn, afraid of the flight
An instant of silence lasts forever
Deafening
In an eternity of emptiness
But an instant born of a single fleeting thought
On breath suspended
Ferries timeless dreams
I went to the park and I heard a voice
I said hello
She smiled
Tells me I have a beautiful voice
I look up to the sky
A flock of birds flying by
Words cannot describe how much I love this. This is really relatable. Thank you.
A lot of people wonder why they’re sad. Or why everyone else is sad, and why they can’t just be happy. But the truth is, we aren’t made to be happy, nor sad. We were created to live just as any other animal does. A lot of people rely on god, ask for god’s approval or blessing of joy, or to just live a normal life. But a normal life isn’t a happy life, really just a completely neutral and boring thing. Being sad or disappointed isn’t fun, but it’s a blessing itself we get to feel anything at all. Most animals just eat, sleep, give birth and die. What we have is uncomfortable but we’re lucky.
"I think, therefore I am"
How does this only have 70 views bru
Right? Amazing content
not anymoreeee :)))
Beacause it usually takes more than 3 days before something becomes popular
No one knows how to talk about what's happening right now.
cinematic masterpiece. 🤌
This video deserves more
Welcome to life. Another 70 years of that ;)
gods shall send consolation for the looming damnation
A concept wonderfully represented
Really great video!! I loved it, kinda relatable at some parts
This is so poetic
I have only recently found out about you but have come to love your channel!!! You're just like me fr :D Keep it up!
i'm greatly honored to hear that! much love
I aspire to make videos/ short movies like this that truly captures the raw emotion of it all. 🍁
this is exactly how i feel
incredible. you inspire me
you have no idea how much this means to me...
*sending virtual hugs your way ♡
@ you as well ♥️ we have about the same-sized audience and it’s so nice to see another small creator making films like this :) sending hugs!
Beautifully created
I love this, great work
damnnn! this is so gooood, and btw you're really pretty
omg, thank you so much!!
Ayo im proud of you
yeah, that was amazing
this is actually so cool omg
Wow❤
Great video
Deep
Отличное видео ❤
great editing. still, enhance the voice recording and it'd be perfect.
oh, I'd absulately havta stop relying on my cheap 250€ old phone for the voice recordings! great point you made
❤
Just breath