I feel like there's something missing from my childhood. I went to public school from Pre-k through 2nd grade, and after that I was homeschooled basically until late middle school. Within that window I lost all my friends and was secluded for a significant time. My only friend was the next-door neighbor's which was 3-4 years younger than me. That time was when I was supposed to develop my social skills, but I didn't. My siblings were autistic to a significant extent. I say all that to say that to say that I didn't know what it was like to be around normal people, and today I struggle with talking to people, it gives me great anxiety to as much as relay information. I'm very quiet and with the few friends I have now are not normal, they're like me, loners struggling with porn addiction and are chronically online. Watching this video made me remember of simpler times for those few years when nothing seemed wrong even if they were. My parents at that time were coming out of poverty and we ate on food stamps. Hell, I didn't even know that until a year ago when my mom brings it up in a casual conversation. Simpler times, when I would play with my dog and my sister. I remember coming home from kindergarten and grabbing a plastic cup to snack on marshmallows deciding to play Mario Kart DS or watch PBS Kids. Now I spend most of my time on RUclips watching content I don't really like. There's no second chance to have a childhood. I'm now 18 ready to head to college. I want to write stories through television and film. That's probably a horrible idea financially but it is something worth living for. I'm realizing now that I will never be able to capture that magic of being a child, seeing the world in rose-tinted glasses. There's nothing much I can do but experience a life, for better or for worse. God, I wish I could be able to communicate with other people more effectively and to not be so callous. I want to care for people, but I am just not wired correctly. I want to understand and feel empathy towards people. But I just don't. This video makes me feel sad that I couldn't have a childhood in a way most people do in which it benefits them.
Mate, you will be succesful. Just remeber the fact that half of population of the Earth, at your age wasnt even at school and they will never experience a free live. You can do it, and you will reach ehat you want, just dont give up
Dont consider this like something you missed, consider it like you are different and special in a positive way , and remember sometimes it's nice when you take risks
guys, I will be very glad if you subscribe and like. I will post many different videos with and without music. Thanks everyone for your support! This is just the beginning!
Weirdcore Nostalgia vibes. I love it
I feel like there's something missing from my childhood. I went to public school from Pre-k through 2nd grade, and after that I was homeschooled basically until late middle school. Within that window I lost all my friends and was secluded for a significant time. My only friend was the next-door neighbor's which was 3-4 years younger than me. That time was when I was supposed to develop my social skills, but I didn't. My siblings were autistic to a significant extent. I say all that to say that to say that I didn't know what it was like to be around normal people, and today I struggle with talking to people, it gives me great anxiety to as much as relay information. I'm very quiet and with the few friends I have now are not normal, they're like me, loners struggling with porn addiction and are chronically online.
Watching this video made me remember of simpler times for those few years when nothing seemed wrong even if they were. My parents at that time were coming out of poverty and we ate on food stamps. Hell, I didn't even know that until a year ago when my mom brings it up in a casual conversation. Simpler times, when I would play with my dog and my sister. I remember coming home from kindergarten and grabbing a plastic cup to snack on marshmallows deciding to play Mario Kart DS or watch PBS Kids. Now I spend most of my time on RUclips watching content I don't really like.
There's no second chance to have a childhood. I'm now 18 ready to head to college. I want to write stories through television and film. That's probably a horrible idea financially but it is something worth living for. I'm realizing now that I will never be able to capture that magic of being a child, seeing the world in rose-tinted glasses. There's nothing much I can do but experience a life, for better or for worse.
God, I wish I could be able to communicate with other people more effectively and to not be so callous. I want to care for people, but I am just not wired correctly. I want to understand and feel empathy towards people. But I just don't.
This video makes me feel sad that I couldn't have a childhood in a way most people do in which it benefits them.
Hey, good luck man. Don’t ever lose sight of what you want. I also want to write for tv and film. I wish you all the best! 💐
Good luck to you man, it's gonna work out eventually. Just don't give up hope.
I really hope u'll have a bright future front you 🤍
Mate, you will be succesful. Just remeber the fact that half of population of the Earth, at your age wasnt even at school and they will never experience a free live. You can do it, and you will reach ehat you want, just dont give up
Dont consider this like something you missed, consider it like you are different and special in a positive way , and remember sometimes it's nice when you take risks
This song is so majestic.
It fit when I was a kid :(
When the song doesn’t need lyrics to be relatable>>>>>>>
guys, I will be very glad if you subscribe and like. I will post many different videos with and without music. Thanks everyone for your support! This is just the beginning!
I'll sub to help:)
Real
Subbed. I like ur content very cool
Bet
U should credit the artists that are able to be credited if possible
Nostalgia ❤
Idk y but the song sounds comforting
Someone else commented this on the other video but the first and last part really sounds like a clock ringing.
almost like that was the sample used 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱
@@ryderr4702no need to be a jerk smartass
@@ryderr4702don’t be negative they were only pointing it out to those who didn’t notice
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Wassup fellow ahsoka profile user
Feels like childhood trauma
это повседнев мысли, просто не замечаешь
@@vladimiredinov60I do notice if I didn’t notice I wouldn’t be able to make that comment or that observation..
i need ur explanation..
I JUST REALIZED THAT THE SONG IS ABOUT THAT! LOOK AT THE TITLE
@@Site13.OMG YEAH
This is a nice song to play while walking at night ✨
HERMOSO
Estoy de acuerdo
Dreamcore vibes
This song plays with my brain
it fits when its a kid
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What the Diddy
Aint no potty like a shitty potty - Pee Shitty
Real.
feels like that one part in the new backrooms video
it fit when i was a kid. why would you do that too me. i was only 7..
Relatable. I was 2 when it started. I really hope you're okay now and if you need anyone to talk to, I'm here
Christ is Lord, now and ever and unto ages of ages. God bless you all.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh
where can i find wallpaper like this i didnt found any
I miss my old shirt it fit when I was a kid 😢
Audi❤
Is it the backrooms?
yes it is !
@@Starlightkaiiit's f'ng beautiful
я хз как, но мне больше всего нравится эта: нунунунунумууу. объясните пж
Кайф песня
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porque vcs colocam coisas assustadoras em musicas crystal castles como se eles fizessem musicas amedrontadoras?
I'm soo hungry
real bro me to
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@@Cody_Rogers fry burger
where can i find this song but not slowed or speed up or remix with liars bro i need this in normal speed T.T
Put the video speed to 1.25 It will sound like original
m.ruclips.net/video/W8_fhhcHvj4/видео.html
It used to fit when I was a kid. Why did my own father do that to me? I was only 2..
i'm so sorry :C
@ it's okay
@@VeraMurphy-yx6elthe song is not related to that what? It’s about growing up.
@@JudasGregory I grew up faster because of my sa trauma so that's what I mean
@@JudasGregory everyone has there own meaning to the song
I love this song but why make slow and sad???
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