@@jesstathem9457 Ah yes I've heard that's a good camera! I was thinking about making some videos of my own but not sure whether to invest that much money in a camera straight away in case I don't enjoy it haha. Do you think it's helped with your recovery to share videos? xx
TW/ 9/16/20 I trying to gain weight. that might sound crazy to you knowing why I'm in this comment section but I just wanted to see what others deal with simmular to mine. I'm skinny. on a usual day, I wake up and weigh myself. I try not to because the numbers get to my head. i usaly weigh 110 in the morning so its like my set goal. after Im determined to get the number to go even higher. by the end of the day if my weight doesn't go up i get depressed/dissapornted and ii restrict myself from eating for the next day. i know this is wrong and trying to change my mindset for the better. so in my mind is the opposite of anorexia. who ever is reading this i love you, ur beautiful, and amazing, ur weight doesn't define you. ❤❤
You can fight those thoughts. You are so strong and as you said, WEIGHT DOESN'T define you! I know it may seem impossible but learning that fact by recovering is truly life changing. Sending you lots of love and support xx
To be honest, not really. I was more relieved to have something that could assist me. It was scary to be at a place where I needed the medication, but I've never felt ashamed or anything for having them. They have truly made such a difference.
The thought of your grandma making that special cake for you 😭 I can't even. Keep going strong Jess 💜
Thank you hehe 😘😘
So glad to see you updating! Gosh I understand the exhaustion!
So good to be back! Yes it’s been so tiring at the moment xx
You've got this! Xx
Thank you xx
I'm lovin your vlogs, you're such a delight :)
Thank you so much! 😘😘
Hey Jess I've been loving watching all your past videos and seeing your recovery journey
Hey lovely! Thank you so much. I use a Canon G7x Mark 3! It’s such a good camera. And my glasses are Quay xx
@@jesstathem9457 Ah yes I've heard that's a good camera! I was thinking about making some videos of my own but not sure whether to invest that much money in a camera straight away in case I don't enjoy it haha. Do you think it's helped with your recovery to share videos? xx
Keep going! You motivate me a lot💜
Thank you so much xx
Love you so much !!! 🤗hugs sista
Thank you so much for all you love and support! Means so much to me xx
TW/ 9/16/20
I trying to gain weight. that might sound crazy to you knowing why I'm in this comment section but I just wanted to see what others deal with simmular to mine. I'm skinny. on a usual day, I wake up and weigh myself. I try not to because the numbers get to my head. i usaly weigh 110 in the morning so its like my set goal. after Im determined to get the number to go even higher. by the end of the day if my weight doesn't go up i get depressed/dissapornted and ii restrict myself from eating for the next day. i know this is wrong and trying to change my mindset for the better. so in my mind is the opposite of anorexia. who ever is reading this i love you, ur beautiful, and amazing, ur weight doesn't define you. ❤❤
You can fight those thoughts. You are so strong and as you said, WEIGHT DOESN'T define you! I know it may seem impossible but learning that fact by recovering is truly life changing. Sending you lots of love and support xx
I've missed your vids S2
Aww thank you! Plenty of content to come xx
I'm just curious...was it scary for you to start taking medication for depression? I'm having a hard time deciding to take it.
To be honest, not really. I was more relieved to have something that could assist me. It was scary to be at a place where I needed the medication, but I've never felt ashamed or anything for having them. They have truly made such a difference.
OMG Cats is so terrible haha. I would fall asleep too
Haha yes! So bad, I don’t think I can finish it