Friendleader - A Karkat Vantas Fansong By PhemieC
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- Опубликовано: 28 сен 2024
- ~I am not PhemieC! I just made the lyric video as a fan of their music!!!~
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Video: Gabu (Beep-Boop That's Me)
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I'm back! I blame school, me getting sick (I've been sick for over a month and I just have a stuffy nose and cough but I never got a cough in so long anymore and I feel like I'm gonna die), and Pokemon X and AC:NL as the reason as to why I haven't posted in awhile. I know some of you might have been expecting Double Time, but uhhh this came out and I just had to, so uhhhh sorry! Don't worry though it'll be the next video that I upload! Also I really want to thank all the lovely people who have subscribed to me and/or left such nice comments! (; ^ ;) You are all too nice! Make sure to follow the singer PhemieC at their tumblr!
people who should be happy
karkat
people who think karkat shouldnt be happy
karkat
true m8
damnit
people who think karkat should be happy
everyone.
trolls*
Ouch
"And maybe I deserved that hurt
Destruction of my universe
So if you've gotta beat somebody up,
Don't make it her"
That part hits me so hard.
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Anyone else find it sad that most trolls have a terrible thing against them?
terezi wants to be part of the law but she can't because she's blinded.
Gamzee has to be HIGH to be happy, when he isn't he kills his closest friends and doesn't even realize it...
Karkat, has the potential to be great and wants to be, but he doubts everything he ever does will succeed.
ect...
it's sad if you think about it...
tav has 0 confidence
aradia is dead
sollux is dead
idk anyone else
Vriska was minul8d by her lusus or smth
@@greenkoala.noquestions.316 manipul8ed!
Nep: Ships so many people, but cant get a matesprit because shes autistic.
Equius: Wanted to be an archer but his STRENGTH didnt let him.
Eridan: Wanted to fill quadrants for his safe future, but the aggression of his blood caste didnt let him.
Feferi: Wanted to be a caring leader, but she seemed so soft that nobody took her seriously.
Sollux: nobody listened to him.
Tavros: Wanted to be confident, but Vriska kept it low.
Vriska: Wanted to be the hero AND the villain in almost all situations, and that caused her eventual downfall.
Kanaya: So busy being a mediator she didnt realize her feelings for Vriska until it was too late. I dont know Kanayas character all that well so sorry abt that
That's the point I think... they're all sort of.. mutated in their own way.. in a way that makes Karkat maybe feel he could belong
Karkat didn't think he would succeed because of his caste
I'm starting to think a Knight of Blood would be doomed to fail in a troll session. Due to the segregation of blood colours a Knight would be challenged with getting everyone to work together. Karkat did a better job than most would because I'm guessing his mutation. His mutation makes him the most compassionate and least violent of the session. If he and Aradia had worked together from the start he may have succeeded. I believe that a Maid of Time and a Knight of Blood can make the best leadership team
Wasn’t he a seer
@@russhu4265 No Kankri was
Well,,, I guess Vriska really took all the spotlight right from the start,,,,
@@Sioneink dont---
@@Sioneinkyeah, she really did
pros and cons of being a cancer:
-Karkat
-Karkat
-Karkat
Oh yeah!
How could I forget Karkat?!
Pros of being a libra:
Redglare
Terezi
Latula
Did I say redglare?
lol I'm terezi
+Adam Thompson (chivalricSeraph) you would think the pros of being a cancer would be -karkat-karkat-karkat-karkatthen the cons would be -kankri-kankri-kankri-kankri
+Adam Thompson (chivalricSeraph)
XD KARKAT IS THE REASON I WISH I WAS CANCER
but sollux is awesome too i guess
Can I just point out that this song isn't about Jade, but about Terezi and Gamzee?
Take lines "goats and gods" and "Bright red and high with death and pies" for Gamzee, because he is a Capricorn and would get high off of slime pies before he went sober.
For Terezi, the lines, "Her big wicked grin" and "A blinding blur" because ya know, Terezi is blind and that's a pun, and have you seen Terezi's smile?
there is also the line "a girl who would play with a noose"
That is so so wright but this is hes life and he has killed the goat and lost way to many hearts if her life is worth money then god will not give her a heart he knows that he was not the best person in the world but he had a spirit and a heart amd has found it again she has taught him how to be cold but he is not a cold person he understands that she is sad hes prays to got everyday to help her but her brain he think is limited he think like that to feel better about himself but he doesn't care about this life he thinkit is is very short the next life is forever and that scares him
Who didn't get that?
Trevor Scott You'd be surprised.
And the line 'a girl who plays with nooses` those poor scalemates. ..
I haven't seen anything of homestuck except some of these fan songs (because geez these are good), but I remember the line from Little Clown Troubling Clown "should I talk to karkat? You're annoying him anyway". From what I've gleaned, Gamzee was super chill and nice, then completely lost it due to a couple different problems and killed lots of people. Then over here I see that karkat is super regretful and, according to the comments, references Gamzee.
So Gamzee got screwed up and was under the impression that he bothered Karkat. And now Karkat is left with his self-hate and lots of dead friends and hindsight.
Wow. That's... miserable.
:33 < yeah, it is pretty sad but this song is talking about Gamzee Karkat AND Terezi. He does still have all those regrets with Gamzee, but he also feels that he failed Terezi. It's a pretty complicated story in all and if you actually got into it you would understand why. You can see the first 5 acts on the colabhq RUclips channel and a little bit of act 6 (there are 6 acts in total, act 6 currently in progress on MSPA) if you want to see it please at least get further than act 1, it gets better later.
If you just want to loiter in the fan songs that's ok too but if you actually read/watched Homestuck it would all make more sense.
it impresses me that you caught on really fast seeing as you haven't read yet. nice job! and yeah...it's depressing :o(
Careful Planning You should read it- around about act 4-5 it starts the downfall that made me, I shit you not, get a therapist because I started getting depressed and realizing how empty most things and people are. Some of those deaths can fuck you up, if you like sad stuff DEFINITELY read it 8)
That's really sad
You got it right
Wait wait wait, imagine the backing vocals as dead trolls.
Oh. My. Gosh. //mind blown to pieces//
NOPENOPENOPENOPE NOT OKAY
thanks satan
Damn my heart
3^'8 noooooooo
I know it's about Terezi and Gamzee. but I think at the last part it was about Sollux. Because they were both leaders of the teams and best friends (not counting Gamzee because they're morails). And Sollux and Karkat always got into fights until Sollux got blinded and eventually 'Died'. Karkat blames himself for everything including Sollux's 'death'
hits us all in the feels does it not,
Is it bad I started crying after I read this :'C THe official name for Homestuck should be Sadstuck not Homestuck .-.
true though. very true
:'D I think the same thing, that's most likely the case.
The feels are real
sollux wasnt the leader, infact he was distinctly the last to enter. the leader was equius who was guided by aradia
Sollux was the leader of one of the original teams.
while listening to this I heard some geese outside and I thought it was part of the song for a second
hAHAHAHAHHA
"I'm sorry I messed up, I'm not a *geese noises* anymore"
Zoosmell Egbert nice XD
"Should've expected this, I guess, no 'shh` can sooth your beast and it was my problem once, that *geese noises* inside your eyes"
Omfg , this is perfect
I feel so bad for Karkat.
Every time he thinks he's succeeded, it's all taken away and he feels like he isn't good enough. He blames himself for all the bad things that happen, and all his friends either died, or killed one another.
Karky is my precious baby and I love him with all my heart, so Game Over crushed me, but I'm pretty sure he's OK now. :)
Ugh Karkat is such a babe i don't know who could hate him.
Game Over was the worst - especially since it was posted on my birthday. I was upset the entire day. ;_;
tea fetus
Your birthday?! Oh my gosh that's horrible ;-;
Yeah it was ;_; but its all better now thanks to the updates. Like you said, everything should be fine now!
(;B
KARKATFUCKINGVANTAS
C;
Guys,trying not to be rude,but this song is obviously not of Jade or Nepeta.It's about Gamzee and Terezi.
+Rainbow Kitten too bad, the song is originally about Terezi. BUT,,, by taking the essence of a song and hearing it how you want to, it can be about Nepeta. Hell, it could be about Dave. Nicholas Cage. Idk, I'm getting weird.
+Detroy Livington lol nick cage
YES
@@-insuffi-1298 true but it's only speaking of gamzee and terezi, you can hear many lyrics relating to the both of them.
“And I used to blame myself, then I blamed everybody else, but never you”
THIS BLOODY LINE OMFG 💕💕💕
THIS SONG REALLY HURTS WHEN YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER IS KARKAT AND YOU JUST WANT HIM TO HAVE THE HAPPIEST FUCKING ENDING IN THE WHOLE WORLD AND-- i _ i I just. /crying so hard
SHHHHHHHHHH *paps*
I'M SORRY...
***** /paps/ shoooosh it's okay ;m;
*shoosh paps* shoosh shoosh it's ok
***** It'll be ok. :) I promise.
this really hits me, every comment is old, that makes me so fucking sad oml
"you don't need him"
*Most devastating sadness erupts*
X,(
*screams*
omg no why would you remiind me
This song genuinely makes me sob. "When we were kids, when we were friends." Its soothing but terrifyingly close to home.
Anyways onto the topic I was gonna explain; Karkat seriously needs a hug. He watched almost all of his friends die and in the end he 'messed up.'
CG: WHY DO PEOPLE THINK I WROTE THIS FOR JADE?
CG: IT'S GAMZEE AND TEREZI!
CG: "BRIGHT RED AND HIGH WITH DEATH AND PIES" GOES TO THE SOBER GAMZEE.
CG: "HER BIG WICKED GRIN" GOES TO THE CACKLING BLIND GIRL.
CG: GOG, CAN IT BE ANY MORE FUCKING CLEAR??
I know karkat.....
Just ignore the idiots...
And be friends who know what the fuck they are doing
why would people think its for me? ive listened to this song thousands of times and i dont see a single thing that would make people think its about me
people are iidiiot2
Karkat Vantas FUCK THEM! A2 AN ALPHA TROLL II CAN 2TIILL 2EE THII2 VERY CLEARLY
THEY ARE STUPID FUCK THAT
I love Karkat, Gamzee, and Terezi so much. My three favorite trolls in one perfectly sad song. I just want them all to be happy.
Its weird how everybody is like " This song is totally about Jade!!" But when I hear it I think " Is Karkat singing about Gamzee?"
It's about Gamzee and Terezi, first and second verse both
i haven’t actively consumed homestuck content since probably 2015 but i honestly still think about this & the other phemiec fan songs all the time and they still slap to this day
I have literally never read Homestuck in my life and never plan to, but I absolutely love these songs, I swear
you should, it's so good! it's very confusing but once you get into more (around act 3-4 maybe-?) it's more understandable when things you've seen happen before happen again
That's fine. PhemieC songs are great regardless of the context behind them. They have a TAZ song that I absolutely love, but I know nothing about TAZ.
It must be so interesting trying to decipher these lyrics as a non homestuck fan
I need to point this out to anybody.
4/13 - 4 thirteen year olds, Dave, rose, jade and John.
6/12 - 12 trolls of 6 sweeps - Karkat, Sollux, Aradia, Nepeta, Kanaya, Terezi, Equius, Vriska, Gamzee, Eridan, Feferi.
Hussie you smart bastard.
I really don't get why people don't focus on the Equius/Nepeta part of Karkat's guilt. Like really, he sent Equius directly to his death (or at least that's how Karkat perceives it) and basically allowed Gamzee to kill Nepeta, who, despite shipping or lack there of, he in canon, cares about enough to make sure she's happy, so really, I think that's where the real sadness lies.
+Jack Kerger Thank you... Who even cares about Terezi? Karkat isn't even flushed for her anymore. He just wants to be friends.
+Maria Sines except this song is about terezi and gamzee. And it doesn't matter if he's flushed for her. He can still care about his friend. Tbh I dot ship terezi and karkat or nepeta and karkat. I honestly ship karkat with three people. Two of the flushed. John and Dave. Although with John it would vacillate on karkat's end and John would be confused. And I ship him with eridan so black it makes night look bright.
Samantha Odermatt Can you PLEASE just stop?! I can't think whatever I want to, and its pissing me off that you're trying to implant your opinions in my head
+Maria Sines it's not an opinion. It's fact. This song is about terezi and games.
Samantha Odermatt I don't mean to be immature here, but I don't care what the fact is, I'm going to hear it how I want
This song should be canon.
I'm not crying, you're crying.
We all are ;_;
Frantic Corndog
DAMN RIGHT I AM!😭
Vngjdiuvavw MOB READ HOMESTUCK????
as im watching it 5 years later
i can say that its still one of the most amazing fan songs ever created
i hope youre doing great with whatever youre great in
and good luck with it!
that goes both to you and orginal creator of this song btw >
i agree
I third this!!
I am going to cry
this reminds me of my friend. He pushed away the other kids at my school, so they thought he was a bully. I was his only friend. my class mates would be mean to him for being a "bully." He told his mom, and she took him out of our school. I really miss him. I tried to make him stay, because he already told me he considered leaving. I failed, and I know it's not my fault, but I feel guilty anyways. I can't be there for him anymore. He just stopped coming one day. I can't contact him in any way. I didn't even get to say goodbye. I'm glad you read my comment. I really needed to get this off my chest.
I NEED A MORE DETAILED STORY- CMON MAN EVEN IF IT BEEN 4 YEARS TELL ME
@@binglething By chance we met again in high school last year. He's doing much better now. we were only in school together again for one year, and I still don't really have a proper way to contact him, as we never really found a way to reconnect. But, we were able to talk and he's doing much better now and is a lot kinder to those around him. So, the story does have a happy ending! :)
@@cosmiccove1272 Wow i never thought for you to respond to this
I wanna make an anime out of this
My friend (who does not know a single thing about Homestuck) sent me this with the message "Wow this song made me tear up". I immediately knew what it was and asked her what she liked about it. Turns out she thought it was a song about a teenager who's friend shot up a school and girlfriend committed suicide. Still not sure how she found it tbh
I mean, that's an accurate description tbh
i love him i love him i love him
Something I've noticed recently is that the backgrounds of these songs represent their blood color, Karkat's is grey yet the words are red, which might represent that he might hide his blood color by appearance, but his words reveal everything about his sorrow and differences he feels bad about. :(
I hear your karkat, and I raise you this: Catra
looking back on this song is weird because i used to listen to it over and over because i used to have a hardcore crush on karkat when i was really young so now whenever i listen to it i get vague memories of younger me. Still good tho!
Dawg same though, was feeling nostalgic so I am listening to all the songs I used to listen to in middle school. Wild since I graduated 3 years ago.
just a friendly reminder: karkat throughout the main plot of homestuck is only 13-16!
:)
Karkat looks like doomer boy wojak if you think about it.
my beliefs on who the song is to.
At first, as we can all agree, he starts with singing to gamzee . then, he starts to sing to terezi. now is when it gets confusing. most people believe the bridge is either at Terezi or Gamzee, but i believe something different.
perhaps, he’s singing to sollux?
especially the line “i took the helm”,,, for obvious reasons.
he and sollux used to be best friends, and it would make sense with “i knew you first, i knew you best”
it does fit, does it not?
just my little theory uwu
Thank you for the theory komaeda man
no problem, bakugou katsuki
wow
late comment but i think it goes back to gamzee because karkat first pesters gamzee and therefore ""knew"" him first. he had been his friend before and even a while after he went batshit but gamzee canonically had been a neglectful moirail on the meteor
I used to love this song so much when was younger. I hope the creators are well ❤
Terezis song lyric: A confession
Kanaya: I've nothing to confess
Karkat: its my turn to confess
I can't help but come back to these songs. They are just so memorable ❤❤
I should've brought milk for these Honey Nut Feelios.
That's a new one. I absolutely love that.
anybody else think the singer has a hard time singing the song, like crying in the middle since listening to it makes you cry, imagining making the song and having to sing it, probaly imagining being in the place of the character to get the feel of it
PheieC work in these helped , i'm going back for some nostalgia blast.
I'm crying so hard cause he's talking to Gamz
Crying so hard
Everyone is saying that it's about Terezi because of the 'big wicked grin' and 'Blinding blur' lines but no one mentioned the 'who'd play with a noose of excuses until' line
Me and a friend where talking about our own headcanon based on this song where Karkat had anxiety, massive depression, and schizophrenia. He had real bad anger issues as well
What do you mean headcanon?
I think it's like a theory??
+Mel the Drama Llama I know what it means. I just think that's pretty much canon.
Hello Feels my old friend
I see you brought your kismesis, Monsieur Pain.
ohmygod the phrase "if you Gotta beat somebody up don't make it her" hit me hard. he blaMES HIMSELF FOR GAMZEE BEING ABUSIVE TO TEREZI IM NOT OKAYW ITH THOS
To be honest, Karkat is very very embodiment of most Cancers. We want to be good role models or leaders, but something _always_ has to go wrong or make everything worse. We're so emotional, and we can't even control our own anger / sadness. It's so tiring and frustrating having things not go your way, but its even worse for a Cancer. We also want to try to help others, but because we're so broken we can't do it right.
...*Kankri gently pushes the computer before him a few inches back, a frown settling upon his features.Silence reigns the room, drowning out all other noises.All except the faint noise of sobbing..*
Kankri are you triggered?
Karkat Vantas *The sweater clad troll nods in reply to the question, refusing to remove his head from his hands.* "..Ap9l9gizes" *Kankri states flatly, taking a quick peek through his fingers to see the red liquid pooling upon the desk.He mumbles something that relates to a curse and hides his face once more.*
*frowns* It's okay Kankri....
"So if you've gotta beat somebody up don't make it her"
*cries*
"If you've gotta beat somebody up dont make it her" ARGHEGEFAVAG IM CRYING SHUT UP DON'T DO THIS TO MEEEEEAAA
I'm not crying, your crying. lEAVE ME ALONE. *Curls up in a ball and cries in the emo corner*
*follows creepsy and crys with you*
+jeff barbera *gets depression chocolate and sits with you* W-want some?
wantırfıl potato y-yes please... *sits in corner with you*
*gives 2 kinds of chocolate* i feel weird now...
+wantırfıl potato why? *scoots over a bit* did that help?
Lines on the first verse make it clear this is directed at Gamzee and Terezi on Game Over.
That means this is the last thing Lariat says before dying.
No, I didn't think it was sad enough already.
This made me so sad ):
Just comes to show how powerful the story is, and how connected we are with the characters... u_u
As a night of blood myself, i cant fucking explain how much i relate to this song; To karkat, in general. Its something i keep to myself because of how misunderstood karkat is, and im afraid to be judged fur it.
Happy 8th birthday to this great song ^-^
PhemieC - Friendleader
There will be no soft sounds this time
No arms, not mine, at least
Should've expected this, I guess,
No 'shh' can sooth your beast
And it was my problem once,
That violence inside your eyes
Bright red and high with death and pie,
And rage that never dies
And I used to blame myself,
Then I blamed everybody else
But never you
Cause you were a messed up kid,
Who'd step in it, get scared and sit,
And pray for goats and gods
Who would know what to forbid
And when you would reach out,
Well I'd run my big mean mouth
And make it worse
And maybe I deserve that hurt,
Destruction of my universe,
So if you gotta beat somebody up
Don't make it her
I'm sorry, I messed up,
I'm not a leader anymore
I'm sorry, I messed up,
I'm not a leader
Not a leader
Not a leader, friend
No more attempts to make you see,
I tried, he succeeded, oh well
But what can I say to a girl
Who'd play with a noose of excuses until
Her big wicked grin disappears in the smoke,
And crack goes the rope pulled true
I know enough about doubt, and hating myself,
To tell that you now know it too
And I used to blame myself,
Then I blamed everybody else
Including you
But you were perfect as you were
All angled out, a blinding blur,
So bright and beautiful, and clever,
Yeah for sure
But when you would reach out,
Well I'd run my big mean mouth
And make a mess
And now it's my turn to confess
I wasn't there, I didn't guess
That you were slipping,
'Till you tripped right off the edge
I'm sorry, I messed up,
I'm not a leader anymore,
I'm sorry, I messed up,
I'm not a leader
Not a leader,
Not a leader
I'm not a leader anymore
No more
Said a thousand words
But they never helped
I hid my scars from you
Out of shame
Took up the cause,
Yeah I picked up the helm
But I'm not the only one who's changed
I knew you first,
I knew you best
I wish I'd stopped it
Way back then
When things were bad,
But they still made sense,
When we were kids,
When we were friends
Friendleaders
Friendleaders
Friendleaders
Friendleaders...
..anyone still here in 2021?
ive been attacked online for liking homestuck, but somehow im still here
It's nice to see that in the end he sort of in a way "grew out" of this song.
Hes talking about Terezi and Gamzee 🥺🥺🥺
I can relate to this so much...Ironic considering Karkat is my Zodiac Troll...
that's not ironic, that's consistent to what should be expected :|
FutureKarkat Riiight...It's ironic for me because I act like him and yet we are super different...me being a girl and human for one...also I found that there are a lot of people who act nothing like their Zodiac or Patron Troll(s)...so there is some irony...
All da irony~
Jade Rock
Uh but what you're saying is he is your patron, which is someone you should relate to, and you are relating to him. it would make more sense to say "fitting, since he is my patron" plus you're saying you act like him, and physical differences like species and gender dont effect your ability to relate to something.
Yah im a Gemini and I can kinda relate woth Sollux
(Looks at song and grabs tissues) okay I'm ready to watch it now.
I’m sure if they were real they’d love all their songs
OMG, THERE'S A GUITAR IN THIS SONG?! this is my first time listening to it in headphones, omg it toads sounds better
mood but 5 years later
canon gamkar makes me so sad they deserve to be happy
^every homestuck ship in a nutshell
I'm graduating from Highschool tomorrow and watching this as a nostalgia trip because my friends and I used to listen to Phemiec all the time.
Ah fuck
I started going through an old playlist and found a bunch of old homestuck things and now I'm genuinely depressed? Like, homestuck actually helped me through a lot and it's sad to see that it has basically died out by now. I know it's been like 3 years but jfc I miss it. I miss seeing the cosplays, the art, (debatably) the fanfiction, all of it.
Nostalgia hit hard when listening to this.
I find it’s still pretty alive on tiktok
I'm aware this was posted 7 years ago but damn the amount of times that this song has made me cry is insane
I love how these songs actually go through the plot. Makes more feels, too.
Like even after all these years and then rewatching this I really love all there homestuck fan songs they feel so real and it makes me tear up tbh even though I should like except the story (reeeaaally sorry for being dramatic I just really love all the characters) I’ve made like my on fan canon in my mind and notes lol so whenever I draw them I don’t get discouraged thinking there dead so yeah in my mind I believe all the amazing characters are still alive and found a way back to the ORIGINAL EARTH!! Lol maybe they all could live on earth like the trolls too(sorry if I got anything wrong I haven’t read homestuck in years and some parts are blurry to me but I’m currently rereading it and getting back into the fandom for like the 7th time lol)
There's only one thing... He doesn't believe he has friends. Otherwise, it's PERFECT!
im gonna be 30 years old with my kids crying out the lyrics to this
This one has to be my favorite out of all of the PhemieC fansongs.
2:31 Isn't this kind of a reference to the pre-scratch trolls? "Her big wicked grin disappears in the smoke, and crack goes the rope pulled true." In court with Marquise and Redglare, Marquise used her mind control ability to make the audience hang Redglare.
i've listened to three songs already, and I am honestly too scared to listen to another. I CAN'T HANDLE MORE FEELS THAN NOW! -crying-
DontCryDontCryDontCry...... *starts to cry* ...... Fuuuuuuuuuck...... The feels......... T_T *hugs her pikachu*
*Proceeds to shooshpap you* It's gonna be alright bro. The feels will be over soon.
(ಥ_ಥ)
Kyia Harvey
Shoooooshshooshshoosh *pap pap*
TT^TT
jhazlee velez HOOOOOOOOONK.
I really like this song, gives me a lot of feels when it comes to Karkat. I really like his character, and it makes me sad to know that he hurts a lot.
I saw the thumbnail and sensed feels and didn't click on it. Was told to watch it and didn't watch it for same reason. Watched it out of curiosity, crying from feels
wow, that was beautiful... and now i feel like bursting into tears ;-;
4:17 who else loves this part
:з
@@КотейкаКотейка-б5ш :3
Every song has the characters talking about 2 different characters. So I caught Gamzee, then watched for who the second one was. Glad I caught this little tidbit about these songs. :)
- Claps -
CONGRATULATIONS,
YOU SUMMONED THE FEELS
GREAT JOB
Everyone is upset, But when I heard " Bright red andhigh with death and pie." ALL I THINK OF IS SUPERNATURAL OK. But i do love the song. I cried.
_Atleast your not the only one. When I heard that all I seen was this: "PUT THE VIRGIN DOWN CASTIEL >:l"_
i forgot i posted this holy
Bringing this back
"and i used to blame myself, then i blamed everybody else"
Waouw. I felt that. ∑(O_O;)
"And when you would reach out, I'd run my big mean mouth and make it worse" 💀 God dammit
K, this whole song defines me.
I always listen to this song when I’m sad, it’s just like my sadness song :)
OMG THE SCARS PART DOES HE MEAN WHAT I THINK....NOOOOO KARKLES I LOVE YOU ;-;
THIS FUCKING PLAAYLIST GOT ME INTO SIN NOW I SOLD MY SOUL TO HUSSIE AND I HAVENT EVEN FINISHED ACT 5 ACT 2 GOD
welcome
+Maxx Egbert update: i got to act 6 act 1
+Maxx Egbert WOOOO O how's it like down here for you so ffar
GOOD LUCK SHIT GETS REAL IN ACT 6
+Julia VanPelt lmao tru
My best friend (who lives in California) and I got in a fight when I said how i'd be alone forever since I have low self esteem and he said to 'grow up' (which my pot head family always used to say when I was at my aunt's house and cried) so I unknowingly guilt tripped him. Now, he hates me, his gf hates me, she doesn't care I died and I don't think he does either, and I can never contact him again. And this song makes me weep because it reminds me of him so much. I put him thru so much pain over the time i've known him....but this was the last straw, I miss him and can never get him back...and this song is how I feel about everything
Aj Tosoff I hope your doing better. :0(
*LOUD INCOHERENT FEELINGS*
IVE LISTEN TO SO MANY OF THEESE AND THIS ONE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT ACTUALLY MADE ME CRY
yes this is probably the most depressing of the PhemieC songs but probably my favorite
im kinda new to homestuck but this song hurts and i love it
update, hurts even more when you listen to little clown right before it
I'm here in 2021
"I know enough about doubt and hating myself to tell that you now know it too."
GOD. DAMN.
I've heard this song dozens of times already but that line fucks me up every time.
I remember always wanting a Karkat fansong from Phemiec but then when it came I was like "nO NOT LIKE THA T"
*gos in corner* the feels, ... I just can't. I love this song way to much.😭♥️
ITS 2018. ITS 3 AM . AND I AM WIDE FUCKING AWAKE LISTENING TO THIS SONG CRYING ABOUT THE BIG SLOPPY MESS THAT HOMESTUCK WAS. RIP
It's 6am here. I need to go the f- to sleep but I can't. I have two appointments to drive myself to tomorrow.
I completely understand
*_Laughs in 2021_*
i am in love with this song
This song is so good to fall asleep to 😴
Ew I hate this comment. You know what it’s about right??
seeing people say stuff like "the end bit is sollux" is pretty nice tbh. I think it's supported by "friendleaders" as they were both leaders plus he 'took up the helm'
idk I think it's a play on "the helmsmen"
I love this song so much. ❤❤❤