Yes Jimin is so pure and warm, he is a great listener and best hug to his members. I forgot it was BV or which trip when RM was very stressful the whole time Jimin talked to him alone and helped RM easing a bit. They are all family💜
They open up to all of each other easily lol jimin and tae talk about everything to jungkook… yoongi actually talks to jin about most things … it’s actually an age thing in their culture… but there’s a reason yoongi says Jin is like his soulmate … they just don’t record everything for shows lol
Yes ! He’s said many times recently that in this album he’s let out his poison in D-DAY so he can live a positive present. You can find it in his new itunes interview with el cxpitan.
I knew he wrote it awhile back but dang I didn't put it together with this episode. I adore our Min Yoongi so incredibly talented. This was a really cool moment between him and Jimini 💜💜
Of course they all worked on their solo songs that early. Until the law changed bts were going in the military starting in 2020. If not for covid, they might still have done so.
My background and training are in literature and music (piano and voice). I have just turned 82 and began to follow BTS a year ago because one of my granddaughters (13 years old) is an avid fan and a fan of Korean Drama. I wanted to join her on something she loved instead of trying to get her to do something I recommended. What is also true is that I was her age and living in Memphis, Tenn. as Elvis began his rise to fame when he was one of the performers in an Overton Park Concert in 1954. It was after this concert that he was then invited to perform on the Ed Sullivan Show. But the truth also is that while I am of Scotch/Irish descent, my birth country (Maymio, Burma) and the two countries in which my family spent the most time from my birth through the better part of my first 11 years (India and China) were all Asian nations. About 15 years ago my younger son who had been working under a three star Vietnamese chef observed that I actually navigated the world much more as an Asian than I did as a person of Scotch/Irish descent or even USA descent. A lot of my former high school students would agree. We lived in China right through Mao's first revolution. It was my younger son's observation that I remembered in Dec.of 2020. So I soon began to watch CDrama and then also began to watch KDrama after I discovered my granddaughter's love for BTS.. She also proudly told me that she was part of ARMY. My first K Drama happened to be "The Red Sleeve." And ultimately, my daughter and granddaughter joined me to watch the series. Now for the real reason for writing this post. I happened to see part of an interview with Suga shortly before he began his tour. I was thrilled to hear him talk about a subject that I had only become recently aware and that his concert tour would incorporate songs about the subject of the amygdala an the issue of trauma. About 2 years ago I came across a clip about the amygdala and the hippocampus. It was incredibly enlightening. The most profound insight for me was this. The more stress we are under and the more hurt and pain we experience, the amygdala warns us constantly to watch out for the danger. And it keeps on warning us. The amygdala keeps telling us that all the connecting wires in our brains are like snakes seeking to harm us when in reality they are the connecting wires in our brains that we use to tell our stories and sing our songs. The longer that we remain under stress because we are not telling our stories; not singing our songs; not dancing our stories; not playing our instruments; writing our poetry, or painting our pictures that tell our stories, etc., etc; the hippocampus begins to shrink and shrink. The amygdala sees the wires for communication as snakes out to get us and therefore instills more and more fear because of all the unsubstantiated bad news coming through the brain. . These constant and fearful warnings can paralyze us. BUT here is the incredible good news: When we begin again to tell our stories (via the spoken word, or dance ; by painting, by building furniture, or by planting a garden , etc.) or when we sing in small or large groups, the hippocampus begins to recuperate and expand again. Then miracle of miracles, the AMYGDALA BEGINS TO DANCE AGAIN. The wires are the connectors in our brain; connectors we need for telling our stories in whatever form we choose. I have not watched any of the August D performances, but I am guessing that the function of the hippocampus as well as of the amygdala may be a part of the story telling. Kudos to Suga who as composer, poet and performer chose to tackle the subject of trauma and the healing power of making music, of telling his story and of singing his songs."
the way yoongi explains it to jimin is so different to how he explains it to the meeting board, idk the intimacy and closeness between those two cant be comprehended
He has finished the process and started a new chapter and i’m proud of him for that, he is a wise and intelligent man and he managed to transform his trauma to a beautiful form for him and for us I love him and all of them 💜
I love how his reaction to trauma isn't "I want to get as far away from this as possible" but "I want to talk about this as widely as possible to help other people who might be going through it." He's a beautiful human.
Oh my heart hurts when I think of him reliving these horrible times in his life, like both of his parents having life threatening illnesses and being hit by a car. 'What doesn't kill you makes you stronger' a perfect quote for Yoongi. I love Yoonmin content. It's my favourite relationship out of BTS members. Yoongi is so soft around Jimin. It's so sweet 💜
Love how they, he shares mind and heart, to explains his process, but also let Jimin know about things that maybe he down not look up for himself. And with us of course.
It's really strong of Suga to bring back those memories💜 I can't even imagine how hard it must feel for him💔 But it's an important part of the healing process❤️💜 Really admireable💜
2 beautiful souls who always work to be better versions of themselves while asking the hard why questions. Facing their fears. How lucky are we to be able to have such openness shared with us.
This was such a special moment between these two! Yoongi understands Jimin and Jimin has so much respect for Yoongi. He’s a role model to him! Beautiful brotherhood!
I really think these two trust each other. Like all seven of them do but there is always understandably an element of fear in trust. but I think with these two it doesn’t come with fear especially in moments like this. Like there’s such a beautiful spiritual trust between them. I dunno how to explain it, it’s open and intimate at the same time.
This song is full of emotional feelings behinds his past life somehow leads him to be a better person at present, he fulfilled his dreams with such determination and loves whatever he do,we admires you so much YoongSuga being humbly kind person you are,take care and God bless 💖💖💖💜🌟🌟
I know that he will never see this comment; and it will be too long for most to read, ... but it will help me to type the words. I watch this particular clip with Jimin daily and have since it was released online. Daily. I have known about this song & its meaning for him awhile now. I have watched the “behind the scenes” interviews and other videos like this one and have caught glimpses. What I have not yet been able to do yet, is watch the video. I always skip past it in his concert footage. To understand why, I must go the long way around to explain it and to help myself understand. I feel, (like so many of us that listen to BTS as a group or their solo work), one of the reasons they are so popular, is BECAUSE they are so relatable. I have given each member full attention during times of rewatching past & present work. It is BECAUSE they are so raw and real in their lyrics. Their facial expressions. The purse emotion in their vocals. Their efforts in both the concerts, lives they do and videos. This IS what each of them wants to do and each year that has passed, we have all seen the growth towards becoming who they are meant to be. It has been a blessing for extra reasons for me personally. Music is life to me. My playlists are so all over the place in genre. I may need that song because of the lyrics or just the dope beats or hook. Although I am not musically inclined or talented, it is what I HEAR that makes it life to me. There is not a song...NOT ONE SINGLE SONG that I hear that I can't remember exactly what I was doing the first time I heard it, and I NEVER lose the memory that ends up tying itself to that song. Some are good, some are bad. I don't know how to express the rest very well...music was the one constant thing in my life always, but it started in my early childhood. It was the one place as a kid I could be safe. I could be free from physical and mental stuff you know? I could get lost in whatever was on the radio at the time, then as I got older, I started collecting Vinyl. Until I started photography, my records were my prized possessions. Once I started to urban explore, I could put what I snapped into the music I love or use the lyrics to say what I cannot. It speaks for me when I cannot. It can explain my emotions to others when I cannot. That was extremely helpful when things with depression and anxiety started....and other scary stuff. I used music to help guard me FROM my memories and to also keep me strong WITH those memories. Keep me guarded and isolated to avoid myself being hurt. Things I have gone through, things like a million others have gone through, makes me no more special or worse off than others and the music 100% kept me from 'victim mentality' over what I'd been put through as a kid....into young adulthood, my 'marriage'. Seeing and then also being put through things that no kid should EVER experience ... what do you do with all that garbage as you grow up? But during dark times, I never stop fighting to save myself. I always MOVED through stuff you know? "Doing what you have to do" you know? Yet, highly disconnected at it all. Desensitized. Due to a huge loss in my family, EVERYTHING crashed down around me just as covid locked us down. Being alone, (which I usually prefer), was the most dangerous time for me. I hit the provable rock bottom and everything I had fought off, buried and ran from, was ALL right there. Work laid us off, so I didn't even have that escape. Alone and stuck in our heads is never a good place to be...I don't think it is for anyone that does not have the proper tools in their mental toolbox to handle that. A month after I crashed, I was more terrified than I’d ever been in my life. I called a national help line because I thought was having an actual panic attack that was going to end me. After talking with them about what had started this, they made a perfect suggestion. I picked up the phone and called the hospital’s grief counselor and that was day one of doing what I DO BEST. Fight. I have a daughter and OUT is never and will never be an option. Neither is the word quit in my wheelhouse. As my time with the grief counselor neared it's end, she recommended I keep going & find an actual therapist. I told her I was fine and she said for this moment in time, yes. But this time, the darkness may not give way, back to light for you. I'd been lucky all my life but this time, the luck has run out and I need to fix my head all the way. I ended up with an amazing Childhood Trauma / PTSD therapist. It took over a year to admit what I'd been though, but I had to be honest to get past myself and to a better healthier me. To save myself. I am getting ready to hit the hardest part of my therapy. It's something called EMDR. My family feels it's a good step towards 'retraining' my brain with the memories, triggers. Anger. Ok so all that, to this song that I am a bit terrified of lol. Amygdala. When he explains it, he puts it so simply and it just resonates with me. So pure and so very VERY honest. As are most of his lyrics so no surprise there, right? It is harder I think, for people who have been sort of more ‘ok’ than most, to understand why that is all so scary. To have scars in your mind is one thing, but when they are in your face when you see your body in the mirror and your medical records ready like a sad K-Drama....it is hard to see the beauty in all that. In the survival of it all. He gets that. Many people do ... but the way he words his explanation of the song, it clicked with me. It turned on light bulbs. Important ones. Helped me get to this next step in my therapy. I think we can get as addicted to trauma as we can to anything else in life. We get addicted to survival mode. We get addicted to ‘fight or flight’. All that STOPS us from LIVING. We just go through the motions...always ready for the next attack mentally or out our bodies. Do you know my daughter is one of the ONLY other humans I allow to touch me since she was born. It is safer that way. I spent her life giving her what I never had. Emotionally, financially, mentally. Making sure her life was NOTHING like mine and to ensure she would not turn out like me. She saved my life by coming into it. My biggest fan and strongest advocate. She saw me in dark times but always sees me claw my way back to the light. I'm almost there. This song this man wrote, the way this man talks about pain and scars & putting memories into perspective...I swear to God it is literally pulling at my soul. Not in a bad way .... I think I will listen to the song soon. Not speaking Korean hinders my enjoyment of all the things I love to listen to and watch in the K world; because I know things at times get massively lost in the translation. But I know in my heart his words will be understood, even if I do not use captions. See? It is stuff like this that draws the world to them. I am grateful for these 7 humans and for them allowing people to have watched their journey. Together and as individuals. More than a few of their group AND solo works are in my 'right now' playlist. That is part of my happy place. That and my pictures. There is not a building in Detroit I have not been able to break into so I can explore the sad state that is in. I see beauty in all that carnage. I see beauty in all that decay, and I remember what that building was like before the structure got left behind. The people it served with pride and the functionality it held for its community. A few of the more historical places, I have done time progression sessions. As the rubble gets worse and worse every year and they fall further and further away, they still fight to stand still and weather the storms trying to knock them down. I can sit for entire weekends getting lost editing and finding that perfect view so everyone can see the beauty I see. My 95lb pit/lab mix has been on all my explores since I rescued him when he was a pup. Shadow has been a great inspiration for a lot of my photos and his beauty and goofy ass self come through in every snap I take of him. He is so entuned to my emotions as well. If I’m down, he’s not having it lol. Why can't I see myself the way I see the things I photograph? Will I get to a place I feel worthy of my daughter? My Pup? My family? Who knows… I think maybe a new enlightening key I can bring to my therapy; lies in the simplicity and beauty of a song written by a man I have great respect for. Now that a few more things have clicked, and btw, my therapist agrees, because wherever you get your inspiration to move yourself forward is a good thing and can be built on for success. Something about HOW he relates Someday soon, I hope to make my amygdala less of a foe, and more of a benefactor & ally in my quest to be ok. Retrain my brain to facilitate dark memories in a more healthy manor. For those of you that actually took the time to read all this nonsense, I appreciate & thank you. Thank you Yoongi. What comes from strangers, can at times, make all the difference in your world ❤🩹✌
First, I would like to say that you are extraordinary for enduring and fighting through everything you have been through. Your story is relatable to many others, and it made me emotional. I think so many people feel the same way when they listen to BTS as a group and individually. Though I haven't suffered through any terrible things, I never realized how much I needed these seven people until I found them. Some people turn away from foreign language music, but I think it's what makes it better. You are correct that sometimes things get lost in translation, but BTS is great at getting their message through to everyone who needs it. For me, music was an escape, and BTS made it an outlet. Your words were beautiful, and I hope you are blessed and have a happy future. Thank you
I have a bit of an unpleasant past so I go to counselling. Counseling has the exact same view. You must bring back the old memories and sort them out to let them go. Yoongi is very wise. I got my sister who doesn't like kpop to listen to this song and she liked it very much. Any way, my long speech is over. Love to Yoongi and all the other BTS members.💜💜💜💜
I remember in their interview with sakshma stivatsav .. she asked him this qstn that how does it feel it to remember all those past memories while writing his songs
Чиминка к Шуги доковылял, с ушибленой коленкой, после того как Чонгуком сетку поломали😂 как Шуга сказал, я не слушаю после записи, но к Чимину это не относится, хочет чтоб услышал и одобрил, другие даже в студию на колёсах не заходили💜
The fact that in Greek "amygdala" means something edible 😅 P. S. I don't want to make fun of the title, l wanted only to inform you because in my birth language, sounds a little bit weird 😂😅 I am a proud BTS Army 💜 and at this time I feel more proud of Youngi because I got to know the hard work of him in this project and the feelings that he put in 😊😮🥲
You are not taking care of yourself it's the light. It's the light get out the dark. I? Love. You take care of yourself good night you're not you're not
@Jyotsna yes it is the original clip is from In the Soop Season 1 when Jimin visited Suga in the camper van they just muted the song because it won't be released for another 3 years 👍
I feel like Jimin is the person they all easily open up to.
Agree. Seems trustworthy, patience and kind❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Jimin is a good listener, he doesn't talk much about himself unless someone ask him..
@@magentaaragon1651 love that trait❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Yes Jimin is so pure and warm, he is a great listener and best hug to his members. I forgot it was BV or which trip when RM was very stressful the whole time Jimin talked to him alone and helped RM easing a bit. They are all family💜
They open up to all of each other easily lol jimin and tae talk about everything to jungkook… yoongi actually talks to jin about most things … it’s actually an age thing in their culture… but there’s a reason yoongi says Jin is like his soulmate … they just don’t record everything for shows lol
Maybe this is the reason we see a new Yoongi these days, he's putting the hard past behind him and enjoying the now?
Yes, he looks positive and more at peace. 😊 Glad he wne through the healing process well
Yes ! He’s said many times recently that in this album he’s let out his poison in D-DAY so he can live a positive present. You can find it in his new itunes interview with el cxpitan.
Hope so. So much to offer
to his huge and loyal fan base with many new ones added❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Yes in his own words he is no longer angry and doesnt want to write angry songs anymore. Love our lil wise meow meow!
He said there would be no more Agust D after his final concert!
I knew he wrote it awhile back but dang I didn't put it together with this episode. I adore our Min Yoongi so incredibly talented. This was a really cool moment between him and Jimini 💜💜
This is why he was reading that book “almond”
Suga openness with jimin part of a healing process . Great he has this ❤❤❤❤❤
It all makes sense now. I watched it and thought the same💜💜
Which date is this on this video is it some bts episodes?
Of course they all worked on their solo songs that early. Until the law changed bts were going in the military starting in 2020. If not for covid, they might still have done so.
My background and training are in literature and music (piano and voice). I have just turned 82 and began to follow BTS a year ago because one of my granddaughters (13 years old) is an avid fan and a fan of Korean Drama. I wanted to join her on something she loved instead of trying to get her to do something I recommended. What is also true is that I was her age and living in Memphis, Tenn. as Elvis began his rise to fame when he was one of the performers in an Overton Park Concert in 1954. It was after this concert that he was then invited to perform on the Ed Sullivan Show. But the truth also is that while I am of Scotch/Irish descent, my birth country (Maymio, Burma) and the two countries in which my family spent the most time from my birth through the better part of my first 11 years (India and China) were all Asian nations. About 15 years ago my younger son who had been working under a three star Vietnamese chef observed that I actually navigated the world much more as an Asian than I did as a person of Scotch/Irish descent or even USA descent. A lot of my former high school students would agree. We lived in China right through Mao's first revolution. It was my younger son's observation that I remembered in Dec.of 2020. So I soon began to watch CDrama and then also began to watch KDrama after I discovered my granddaughter's love for BTS.. She also proudly told me that she was part of ARMY. My first K Drama happened to be "The Red Sleeve." And ultimately, my daughter and granddaughter joined me to watch the series.
Now for the real reason for writing this post. I happened to see part of an interview with Suga shortly before he began his tour. I was thrilled to hear him talk about a subject that I had only become recently aware and that his concert tour would incorporate songs about the subject of the amygdala an the issue of trauma. About 2 years ago I came across a clip about the amygdala and the hippocampus. It was incredibly enlightening. The most profound insight for me was this. The more stress we are under and the more hurt and pain we experience, the amygdala warns us constantly to watch out for the danger. And it keeps on warning us. The amygdala keeps telling us that all the connecting wires in our brains are like snakes seeking to harm us when in reality they are the connecting wires in our brains that we use to tell our stories and sing our songs. The longer that we remain under stress because we are not telling our stories; not singing our songs; not dancing our stories; not playing our instruments; writing our poetry, or painting our pictures that tell our stories, etc., etc; the hippocampus begins to shrink and shrink. The amygdala sees the wires for communication as snakes out to get us and therefore instills more and more fear because of all the unsubstantiated bad news coming through the brain. . These constant and fearful warnings can paralyze us. BUT here is the incredible good news: When we begin again to tell our stories (via the spoken word, or dance ; by painting, by building furniture, or by planting a garden , etc.) or when we sing in small or large groups, the hippocampus begins to recuperate and expand again. Then miracle of miracles, the AMYGDALA BEGINS TO DANCE AGAIN. The wires are the connectors in our brain; connectors we need for telling our stories in whatever form we choose. I have not watched any of the August D performances, but I am guessing that the function of the hippocampus as well as of the amygdala may be a part of the story telling. Kudos to Suga who as composer, poet and performer chose to tackle the subject of trauma and the healing power of making music, of telling his story and of singing his songs."
This is very informative and so enlightening! Thanks Ms.
Thanks for this insight, my co-Army & Elvis heart. And thanks to BTS for inspiring us elders and the young ones. Borahae 🤩
Thank you for sharing that! You have lived an interesting life 😊
This was so profound!! Thanks so much for sharing your wisdom with us Army!!
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the way yoongi explains it to jimin is so different to how he explains it to the meeting board, idk the intimacy and closeness between those two cant be comprehended
He has finished the process and started a new chapter and i’m proud of him for that, he is a wise and intelligent man and he managed to transform his trauma to a beautiful form for him and for us
I love him and all of them 💜
I love how his reaction to trauma isn't "I want to get as far away from this as possible" but "I want to talk about this as widely as possible to help other people who might be going through it." He's a beautiful human.
I love the brotherly bond of Yoonmin because Suga is a patient and calm person, and Jimin really likes to listen to what Suga has to say 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Oh my heart hurts when I think of him reliving these horrible times in his life, like both of his parents having life threatening illnesses and being hit by a car. 'What doesn't kill you makes you stronger' a perfect quote for Yoongi. I love Yoonmin content. It's my favourite relationship out of BTS members. Yoongi is so soft around Jimin. It's so sweet 💜
It’s actually my favorite song by Suga. It’s genius
mine too
Same ! 💜
Love how they, he shares mind and heart, to explains his process, but also let Jimin know about things that maybe he down not look up for himself. And with us of course.
I enjoy the way they talk to each other. So much respect and interest.
It's really strong of Suga to bring back those memories💜 I can't even imagine how hard it must feel for him💔 But it's an important part of the healing process❤️💜 Really admireable💜
2 beautiful souls who always work to be better versions of themselves while asking the hard why questions. Facing their fears. How lucky are we to be able to have such openness shared with us.
Yoongi has such a beautiful spirit. I hope that he is feeling some relief from his past. It never goes away, but he can lessen the pain.
This was such a special moment between these two! Yoongi understands Jimin and Jimin has so much respect for Yoongi. He’s a role model to him! Beautiful brotherhood!
I love how Jimin supports his brothers
These kids are geniuses. I'm so proud of them.. Blessings to all of them.
I really think these two trust each other. Like all seven of them do but there is always understandably an element of fear in trust. but I think with these two it doesn’t come with fear especially in moments like this. Like there’s such a beautiful spiritual trust between them. I dunno how to explain it, it’s open and intimate at the same time.
🥺💜
I really wish I just freaking had Jimin to talk to
You can tell that Jimin was affected, because he went quiet. 🥺
Yes, Yoongi is his mentor! He trusts, loves and respects him. He listens to Yoongi’s words…his advice! I love their close brotherhood bond!
He's beautiful and amazing guy and talented love suga min yoongi forever 🌹🌹❤️❤️❤️❤️
He wrote amygdala in the soop omfg
I love how Jimin makes Yoongi so soft. He makes them all soft, but especially Suga.😊
Я очень рада, что в такой сложный момент, как написание этой песни, Чимин был рядом с Шугой и поддерживал его! Люблю вас ребята! 🤗💜💜💜
This song is full of emotional feelings behinds his past life somehow leads him to be a better person at present, he fulfilled his dreams with such determination and loves whatever he do,we admires you so much YoongSuga being humbly kind person you are,take care and God bless 💖💖💖💜🌟🌟
I want to live with yoongi for rest of my life and learn tons of things like that
It is a highlight of their friendship, it is very precious. Suga literally heals himself through his music it's beautiful ❤
Somehow I can relate and confirm each and every word of SUGA.
He is 💯 right 😢
wow….this is amazing. “it’s part of the treatment” !!!!
I'm glad he has people like Jimin to open up to
The beautiful suga min yoongi love him forever 🌹🌹❤️❤️❤❤❤❤❤❤
I just felt like park jimin is the only one that he open up to the rest of the members were busy that day when he made the song “ amygdala “ 🫶🏼🥹
Yeah it's so precious
I know that he will never see this comment; and it will be too long for most to read, ... but it will help me to type the words. I watch this particular clip with Jimin daily and have since it was released online. Daily. I have known about this song & its meaning for him awhile now. I have watched the “behind the scenes” interviews and other videos like this one and have caught glimpses. What I have not yet been able to do yet, is watch the video. I always skip past it in his concert footage. To understand why, I must go the long way around to explain it and to help myself understand. I feel, (like so many of us that listen to BTS as a group or their solo work), one of the reasons they are so popular, is BECAUSE they are so relatable. I have given each member full attention during times of rewatching past & present work. It is BECAUSE they are so raw and real in their lyrics. Their facial expressions. The purse emotion in their vocals. Their efforts in both the concerts, lives they do and videos. This IS what each of them wants to do and each year that has passed, we have all seen the growth towards becoming who they are meant to be. It has been a blessing for extra reasons for me personally. Music is life to me. My playlists are so all over the place in genre. I may need that song because of the lyrics or just the dope beats or hook. Although I am not musically inclined or talented, it is what I HEAR that makes it life to me. There is not a song...NOT ONE SINGLE SONG that I hear that I can't remember exactly what I was doing the first time I heard it, and I NEVER lose the memory that ends up tying itself to that song. Some are good, some are bad. I don't know how to express the rest very well...music was the one constant thing in my life always, but it started in my early childhood. It was the one place as a kid I could be safe. I could be free from physical and mental stuff you know? I could get lost in whatever was on the radio at the time, then as I got older, I started collecting Vinyl. Until I started photography, my records were my prized possessions. Once I started to urban explore, I could put what I snapped into the music I love or use the lyrics to say what I cannot. It speaks for me when I cannot. It can explain my emotions to others when I cannot. That was extremely helpful when things with depression and anxiety started....and other scary stuff. I used music to help guard me FROM my memories and to also keep me strong WITH those memories. Keep me guarded and isolated to avoid myself being hurt. Things I have gone through, things like a million others have gone through, makes me no more special or worse off than others and the music 100% kept me from 'victim mentality' over what I'd been put through as a kid....into young adulthood, my 'marriage'. Seeing and then also being put through things that no kid should EVER experience ... what do you do with all that garbage as you grow up? But during dark times, I never stop fighting to save myself. I always MOVED through stuff you know? "Doing what you have to do" you know? Yet, highly disconnected at it all. Desensitized. Due to a huge loss in my family, EVERYTHING crashed down around me just as covid locked us down. Being alone, (which I usually prefer), was the most dangerous time for me. I hit the provable rock bottom and everything I had fought off, buried and ran from, was ALL right there. Work laid us off, so I didn't even have that escape. Alone and stuck in our heads is never a good place to be...I don't think it is for anyone that does not have the proper tools in their mental toolbox to handle that. A month after I crashed, I was more terrified than I’d ever been in my life. I called a national help line because I thought was having an actual panic attack that was going to end me. After talking with them about what had started this, they made a perfect suggestion. I picked up the phone and called the hospital’s grief counselor and that was day one of doing what I DO BEST. Fight. I have a daughter and OUT is never and will never be an option. Neither is the word quit in my wheelhouse. As my time with the grief counselor neared it's end, she recommended I keep going & find an actual therapist. I told her I was fine and she said for this moment in time, yes. But this time, the darkness may not give way, back to light for you. I'd been lucky all my life but this time, the luck has run out and I need to fix my head all the way. I ended up with an amazing Childhood Trauma / PTSD therapist. It took over a year to admit what I'd been though, but I had to be honest to get past myself and to a better healthier me. To save myself. I am getting ready to hit the hardest part of my therapy. It's something called EMDR. My family feels it's a good step towards 'retraining' my brain with the memories, triggers. Anger. Ok so all that, to this song that I am a bit terrified of lol. Amygdala. When he explains it, he puts it so simply and it just resonates with me. So pure and so very VERY honest. As are most of his lyrics so no surprise there, right? It is harder I think, for people who have been sort of more ‘ok’ than most, to understand why that is all so scary. To have scars in your mind is one thing, but when they are in your face when you see your body in the mirror and your medical records ready like a sad K-Drama....it is hard to see the beauty in all that. In the survival of it all. He gets that. Many people do ... but the way he words his explanation of the song, it clicked with me. It turned on light bulbs. Important ones. Helped me get to this next step in my therapy. I think we can get as addicted to trauma as we can to anything else in life. We get addicted to survival mode. We get addicted to ‘fight or flight’. All that STOPS us from LIVING. We just go through the motions...always ready for the next attack mentally or out our bodies. Do you know my daughter is one of the ONLY other humans I allow to touch me since she was born. It is safer that way. I spent her life giving her what I never had. Emotionally, financially, mentally. Making sure her life was NOTHING like mine and to ensure she would not turn out like me. She saved my life by coming into it. My biggest fan and strongest advocate. She saw me in dark times but always sees me claw my way back to the light. I'm almost there. This song this man wrote, the way this man talks about pain and scars & putting memories into perspective...I swear to God it is literally pulling at my soul. Not in a bad way .... I think I will listen to the song soon. Not speaking Korean hinders my enjoyment of all the things I love to listen to and watch in the K world; because I know things at times get massively lost in the translation. But I know in my heart his words will be understood, even if I do not use captions. See? It is stuff like this that draws the world to them. I am grateful for these 7 humans and for them allowing people to have watched their journey. Together and as individuals. More than a few of their group AND solo works are in my 'right now' playlist. That is part of my happy place. That and my pictures. There is not a building in Detroit I have not been able to break into so I can explore the sad state that is in. I see beauty in all that carnage. I see beauty in all that decay, and I remember what that building was like before the structure got left behind. The people it served with pride and the functionality it held for its community. A few of the more historical places, I have done time progression sessions. As the rubble gets worse and worse every year and they fall further and further away, they still fight to stand still and weather the storms trying to knock them down. I can sit for entire weekends getting lost editing and finding that perfect view so everyone can see the beauty I see. My 95lb pit/lab mix has been on all my explores since I rescued him when he was a pup. Shadow has been a great inspiration for a lot of my photos and his beauty and goofy ass self come through in every snap I take of him. He is so entuned to my emotions as well. If I’m down, he’s not having it lol. Why can't I see myself the way I see the things I photograph? Will I get to a place I feel worthy of my daughter? My Pup? My family? Who knows… I think maybe a new enlightening key I can bring to my therapy; lies in the simplicity and beauty of a song written by a man I have great respect for. Now that a few more things have clicked, and btw, my therapist agrees, because wherever you get your inspiration to move yourself forward is a good thing and can be built on for success. Something about HOW he relates Someday soon, I hope to make my amygdala less of a foe, and more of a benefactor & ally in my quest to be ok. Retrain my brain to facilitate dark memories in a more healthy manor.
For those of you that actually took the time to read all this nonsense, I appreciate & thank you.
Thank you Yoongi. What comes from strangers, can at times, make all the difference in your world ❤🩹✌
First, I would like to say that you are extraordinary for enduring and fighting through everything you have been through. Your story is relatable to many others, and it made me emotional. I think so many people feel the same way when they listen to BTS as a group and individually. Though I haven't suffered through any terrible things, I never realized how much I needed these seven people until I found them. Some people turn away from foreign language music, but I think it's what makes it better. You are correct that sometimes things get lost in translation, but BTS is great at getting their message through to everyone who needs it. For me, music was an escape, and BTS made it an outlet. Your words were beautiful, and I hope you are blessed and have a happy future. Thank you
Love this man ❤❤❤❤❤
I have a bit of an unpleasant past so I go to counselling. Counseling has the exact same view. You must bring back the old memories and sort them out to let them go. Yoongi is very wise. I got my sister who doesn't like kpop to listen to this song and she liked it very much. Any way, my long speech is over. Love to Yoongi and all the other BTS members.💜💜💜💜
Close friends 😊
Как я люблю этих парней ❤ они как чудеса света, моя мечта побывать на их концерте после их службы, именно тогда я почувствую что живу, это космос!!!
Ur songs r speaking the deep pains beautiful creation thanks u ❤️
Чимин и Шуга ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Suga his so beautiful and amazing guy I love him he's my favourite artists my one and only forever ❤️❤️❤️❤️ prince of music 🎵❤❤❤
My favorite song 💜
아미그달라 저때 끝냈구나.. 인더숲 다시 하면 또 좋은곡 나올거 같아. ^^
Eomma it reminded me of an ff scene I read on wattpad
I love this so much ❤❤❤❤❤
im starting to catch on to it, but Jimin is a very very very special soul
I remember in their interview with sakshma stivatsav .. she asked him this qstn that how does it feel it to remember all those past memories while writing his songs
Korean Einstein❤
사람들은 왜 윤기가 지민한테 저런얘길 했는지 모르네..
지민 인성영업 아주 잘 했구나.
Its 3 years ago 😭
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Suga love you my boyfriend jimnshii what heak you do Here
Can you upload the dday documentary full? Please that would be helpful.
I would if I could but there’s copyright issues
Чиминка к Шуги доковылял, с ушибленой коленкой, после того как Чонгуком сетку поломали😂 как Шуга сказал, я не слушаю после записи, но к Чимину это не относится, хочет чтоб услышал и одобрил, другие даже в студию на колёсах не заходили💜
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The fact that in Greek "amygdala" means something edible 😅
P. S. I don't want to make fun of the title, l wanted only to inform you because in my birth language, sounds a little bit weird 😂😅
I am a proud BTS Army 💜 and at this time I feel more proud of Youngi because I got to know the hard work of him in this project and the feelings that he put in 😊😮🥲
You are not taking care of yourself it's the light. It's the light get out the dark. I? Love. You take care of yourself good night you're not you're not
First comment
Which episode?
It's from Road to D-Day on Disney+
In the soop
@@razkhay7514 no it's not in the soop
@Jyotsna yes it is the original clip is from In the Soop Season 1 when Jimin visited Suga in the camper van they just muted the song because it won't be released for another 3 years 👍
Which eposide is this?
This is from the Road to D-Day documentary on Disney+
@@btsdiorss but isnt it from bts in the soop
@@mythri-er9gl It was recorded during the time they were filming In The Soop, but it was never aired.
@@angierussell4997 ohwww btw thanks for the information
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