I realize now my whole family wouldnt save me from death if they could and when they are capable in their physical health or lack , they wouldnt jump the assuming position responsibility over my body, at best my body. At least my soul. Right ink know it. And i guess i should be at peace. With them. Im not at peace with myself for what i do i hate myself i fell today again cause im looking for someone to love me the correct action is to get married and just so that im satisfied temporarily ill assume marriying and love women is the happy answer, happinesss is strange but i know ill feel joy. And sad, anger, confusion. I want to feel all of those with her. Shes not tainted against me..nor i with her. I must dispose of all i know and begin new. The journey begins when im ready that's when my male life begins yes.
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I realize now my whole family wouldnt save me from death if they could and when they are capable in their physical health or lack , they wouldnt jump the assuming position responsibility over my body, at best my body. At least my soul. Right ink know it. And i guess i should be at peace. With them. Im not at peace with myself for what i do i hate myself i fell today again cause im looking for someone to love me the correct action is to get married and just so that im satisfied temporarily ill assume marriying and love women is the happy answer, happinesss is strange but i know ill feel joy. And sad, anger, confusion. I want to feel all of those with her. Shes not tainted against me..nor i with her. I must dispose of all i know and begin new. The journey begins when im ready that's when my male life begins yes.
My boyfriend send this song to me