The Lord had me write my first husband a letter forgiving him prior to him picking up our children for a visit. He didn't show up to get them and I was able to forgive that too. About 2 hours after he didn't show up, his brother showed up telling me he'd been killed. He was hit by a train, drunk killing 3 others too. He was driving. God spared me, my children and I had forgiven him just before he died.
Sorry u had to go thr that pain, however Thanks be to God, that you forgave him. God was actually protecting you. Forgiveness is very very very important. We set ourselves free by forgiving others 🙏 ✝️
My husband committed suicide, when I found him he had hung himself leaving me with a 7 and 14yr old sons…my oldest son came close to suicide when he was about 25, fortunately after I got him help it turned him away from killing himself ,both my sons today are both doing very well and are happy,and I thank god for that,thank you Abby I know what strength it takes love always to you..❤️🇬🇧
My heart was breaking for Abbey. I can relate to a daughter and husband dying although not in the same way. My 22 yr old daughter Renee died suddenly in a car accident. The last time I saw her was during the day. The accident was at night. My husband Arthur died 10 years later from cancer. Both times my husband and I had Jesus in our lives. Praise God! God Bless you Abbey and your ministry! And God Bless you Randy and Renee for your ministry! 🙏🙏🙏 ❤️. Your friend and family in Christ!
I love when she said all of her degrees mean nothing without Jesus!! This woman is a strong woman of God, Praise God for saving her and blessing her soul to do what she do for others , even now with her testimony!! Praise God🙏🙏🙏
I had commented before about how much I am moved by your strength and courage. I watched your video again and gotta say how impressed I am by you sister. Lots of hugs and love sent your way❤❤❤
Abby, I wish I could give you a hug! I just lost my beautiful 29yr old son to fentanyl 34 days ago, and I feel like God led me to your testimony for the final part of the peace I needed to know my son is with Jesus! He already gave me 2 miraculous signs, but I'm stubborn, like you, and I felt like you were my 3rd miraculous sign! I'm so sorry for your loss of your beautiful daughter, and I cried through your entire testimony because I have been down such a similar path as you. You helped me today, more than I can possibly explain, here, but God bless you, and thankyou so much!🙏❤️
My heart goes out to you. I cannot imagine the courage of Abby sharing the story of her daughter just seven months after her daughter's death. That had to be Our Holy God, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, leading you, and remaining so very close to you, Abby.
@@Yourhealingheart123 I just saw this comment, and I just wanted to say thankyou again! It's been tough going through the holidays, but I've never felt closer to God, and I'm so grateful for the amazing people He has put in my path, like you, that have helped me so much! God bless you, and your family! I can't wait to meet you in Heaven, along with our children!🙏❤️
I love Abby ! She has shared her testimony to the Glory of the Father!! She has overcome the enemy by the power of her testimony!! God bless her and all who are touched by her story and saved by Christ !! 🤝🙏💕✝️🌈
I have a similar story, though with a terminal illness & not drug abuse as a teen & young adult. Now my daughter is 20 & fighting a drug addiction. I don't know how long I have, so I desperately pray to Jesus for her salvation. People ask how I continue with all I've been through and I can only say Jesus. Thank you for sharing your story Abby. I'm praying for you, & I ask others to pray that my daughter will receive Jesus as her Savior before it's too late. She's very, very tiny, so with her trying fentanyl, she's only alive now through His Grace. I beg every day for her healing & salvation.
I certainly am praying for your daughter now - that she would encounter Jesus and be freed from all addiction and any other infirmity in Jesus name. I pray against the spirit of sickness and infirmity over you as well. We bind the enemy and pray complete healing and restoration of your mind, body, and spirit. In Jesus name!!!
@istandout2719 Father God: I come before your throne of grace on behalf of my new friend. I pray complete healing over her (mind, body, and spirit). I pray the spirits of addiction and infirmity and any depression be cut off in the name of Jesus and the blood of Jesus and anointing fill those places for your glory! In Christ's name we pray!! Amen!
Most importantly is authenticity. Randy, you are a gift! The way you interact with people and your compassion is admirable! God bless! All my prayers 🙌🏻
@@Yourhealingheart123 He appears to be very honest in which God highly honors! God definitely shines through this servant of God! Only God deserves the glory! Amen 🙏🏼
Thank you Randy for those beautiful words you spoked to this lady, i believe myself that her daughter is in heaven with God our father, so sorry for her pain, only God gives her strength bless her heart.
God will use Abby in greater ways than other counselors due to her experiences. And I am praying that just as Job was blessed with twice as much so will Abby, both in the earthly realm and especially the spiritual realm. Praying for many beautiful blessings for Abby and her family! I totally believe those blessings are on the way!
Thank you so much, Abby, for sharing your story. And, thank you, Randy for giving her a platform in which to share. I'm going to share a little of my story in the hopes it may help you, Abby and maybe a few others too. My life is very different, but I had a bad marriage. When I was little, my mother told me that Jesus was a real person who I could talk to any time I wanted. He became my playmate. At University, I gave my life to Jesus and became born-Again. I didn't know it at the time, but because of all those early years of loving Him, I was already saved. So, when I became born-again, it was really a consecration. This offended many brothers, and they told some of my friends that something was wrong with me, so not to have anything to do with me. I asked the Lord for two things at that time. Someone to love me, and a small house. Fast forward, I won't go into more here about what happened, but it was devastating and involved a brother who kicked me out of church. I met my husband when I was 30. He was abused as a child, so long story short, he didn't know how to love anyone and he was abusive. We have lost two homes, because he purposely ruined our credit in order to punish me. He never took the headship, so I had to make all the decisions. The place were I fellowshipped had brothers who once again judged me as a sister who wasn't submissive, so they refused to help us when I became sick and lost my job. I never had money to go see a therapist. So, I became a writer, and wrote a fantasy. The hero is the crown prince of the country who considered himself a servant of the people. (Guess who that is.) The heroine, who the hero loves, is a modern American University student who is stubborn and flawed. It's fantasy because it takes place in an alternate world. So, fast forward 40 years to today. I started watching Randy a little over a year ago. I have asked the Lord about my marriage many times, because none of my needs have ever been met. I just poor myself out for my husband and children. About six months ago, after watching one of these programs, I heard the Lord say, "I have allowed all these things to happen to you." My husband, children, and grandchildren are all saved because the Lord worked through me to save them. So, when the Lord said that, I accepted it, and I thanked the Lord for saving my family. Almost immediately, my husband bought a Bible and is reading it. He has also contacted a realter, and we are buying a house. It's a miracle. I no longer have a bad marriage. This is just a little of my suffering, the whole thing would be a book. So, thank you again for sharing your story.
This testimony broke my heart, but I'm so glad I took the time to watch it. I have a 8 year old granddaughter named Abby. My heart goes out to you Abby. I pray God will help you as you help others.
Jesus, Jesus, this is too much to take in, only God could have got you through this Abbey. My prayer is that He continues to heal and comfort you forever and ever until you meet your loved ones again ❤❤❤ Thank you Randy, for bringing these heartfelt testimonies/experiences to us, and you do this well because your heart is so compassionate. Blessings upon blessings 🙏
What a story! I have no words but to say thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story, Abby. Thank you, Randy, for being obedient to God by having a platform where many get to share such their stories simply for the glory of God.
@@TattooLover3000 I'm glad you are taking time to watch as you can. I know I share a lot, but I hope you can watch to the end for the prayer and message of hope! 🙏
Dear Abby, you are such a gentle kind soul. Thank you for your courage and vulnerability in sharing your testimony. God will use your story to help countless others in their struggles because of what you shared. You were created for such a time as this. God is good and all that is not well will be well.
Amen, I have been struggling for a while, and your talk is so powerful, Abby, how my heart goes out to you and your unfathamable courage for sharing this story so soon after losing your beautiful daughter.
Thank you, Min. Randy for the kindness, compassion and love that exudes from your heart as you interview your guests. May the LORD continue to bless you, your family and ministry. In Jesus wonderful name, I pray. Amen 🙏🏽🕊👏🏼
Oh my lord, so sorry . I lost my husband To drinking and driving and it doesn’t compare minutely to what has happened to you!! God bless you never loose your faith we learn while we are here ,in learning everyday!! Stay safe your son needs you. God will take care of your husband and your daughter!
God bless you, Valerie! I am so sorry for your painful loss as well. I'm grateful you messaged so I can pray for you too!!!!! Longing for the day we see Jesus and our loved ones again face to face!!!! In Jesus name!
I’m balling my eyes out. Your story is so similar to mine. Thank you for sharing and being so real. I felt the Holy Spirit come over me and bring his healing heat. ❤
I am crying as I recognize so much of this. I’ve experienced similar things. I’m trying to put it all together. I felt it so strongly I opened the book of Job last week … for hope, for encouragement. I sit with God and read daily since before Christmas. It seems like my life is unraveling and I am praying and holding on.
Thank you for your testimony, Abby. Six months ago, I found my 24 year old son after he passed from depression. I pray that I'm able to share my confidence in Christ as well as you do. His presence is palpable. Love and hugs.
Thank you so much for taking the time to listen and respond so lovingly here. I am truly sorry you found your sweet son in that way.... and so fresh only 6 months ago!!! 🥹❤️🩹🙏 I am sure the Holy Spirit will fill you and guide you when you are ready to share. Love you sweet sister!!!
Abby! Thank you. God got this. I am a psychotherapist and am on my way to the Bible museum and Noah's Ark display because i dealt with so much sorrow with the teachers in my county. You are strong. Iam 75 but I was overwhelmed by covid deaths but you gave me renewed energy to help a mom like you when you come to me. Love you desr Abby.
This is an incredible story. There seems to be the possibility of generational curses involved in this tragic story of loss. May God’s Love cover this family with His Grace, Mercy, and Deliverance.🙏❤️
I need prayers for my 39 yr old son Brandon. My 15 yr old granddaughter Trinity to give their lives to Jesus. We all live together and my son suffers from major depression/bipolar. We don't get along. He's irresponsible when it comes to money and doesn't take proper care of Trinity. Like making her Dr's appointments ect... I was abused growing up and ended up abusing him. I never meant to hurt him and told him several times how sorry I am for that. I just want him to take responsibility because I may not be here. Only God knows when it is my time. I don't want him to be homeless. I just want the best for him and Trinity. Thanks for the prayers and God bless everyone always!!!
You need to help him. Instead of telling you are sorry, use your actions. God please help this family. Please allow them to lean on each other and You during these dark times. Father, fill them with Your light and heal them.
You three need a good God Spirit filled Church! Ask God to direct you to one ❤ please hurry! Salvation and a filling of the Holy Spirit will change everything ❤
Pray Psalm 91 for all 3 of you. Leave the past in the past, confess and let go of past mistakes and let Jesus’s love flow through you and the fruit of the Spirit - love, joy, peace, patience, self control, faithfulness, gentleness, kindness. Remember God’s love is all consuming fire Hebrews 12:29 - God will burn away all that is trying to harm you. Keep your eyes and heart filled with the Word of God, speak it, sing it - they will want what you have - the peace that passes all understanding. God bless you! Praying Psalm 91 for you and yours.
My brother died several years ago. He was acting happy getting ready for dinner..went upstairs to take a bath but to find out his body floating upside down in water. He had taking Heroine. His death wasn't in vain. In his pant pocket was a drawn map which lead detectives to biggest drug bust in NJ. I do believe God is a merciful God. He knows their heart and where they are. Who are we to be so judgemental and think we know better... Sin doesn't just effect that person..it effect a lot of people. *** Thank you for sharing your story🙏
I really appreciate you sharing this. I am so sorry about your painful loss of your brother. I agree with you that God knows our hearts and He knew your brother's heart and my daughter's heart!!! 💜
My God Randy, this is awesome. I can't believe what this poor lady went through. She is so strong, but only through God because God was with her all the time otherwise, she would never admit it what a strong person she is and her faith is beyond believable. I love this episode and you're right get your tissues out because it made me cry and it's not even over yet. I'm still watching it, may God bless you both and thank you so much Randy for sharing this with us you are a really special person. Thank God for you we all love you God bless you.
My 12 year old brother was killed when I was 4. My grandmother died when when I was little she help take care of me. My Father died at 49 in 1981. Divorced twice. 3rd husband died of cancer at 50 yrs old. 2005. My Brother died 2017. My Youngest Son was murdered June 8 2011 he was 31. My youngest. My Mom died in Sep. Of 2011 sister at 60 died of cancer 2019. My twin sister died Aug 22 2022 congestive heart failure. I have had dreams of some of families being in heave. I have had dream about Loved ones. Thank you for your prayer.
Wow!!!! So many losses you have experienced my sweet friend. I am so sorry. It hurts so much. I pray we all feel the peace of God right now and that He comforts us into eternity in heaven!!!!
😢😢😢 so heartbreaking and yet I see so much of my own story in there. Thanks very much for sharing. God bless you Abbey, your beloved daughter and late husband, your son and all those who have suffered so much. Bless this ministry, in Jesus mighty name I pray 🙏🙏🙏 o
I've watched nearly every episode. This is probably the most powerful testimony to date. Thank you for your bravery and transparency Abby. And Amen to the concluding prayer.
This story really resonated with me. I also lost my husband and my daughter💕🙏I was also tempted to withdraw from the Lord, but He guided me to thank Him and praise Him through it all💕💕🙏🙏
Thank you for sharing your story Abbey. This really resonates with me. I had listened to this when it first came out. An amazing beautiful story. My nephew just died on 6/20 and we had his funeral on 7/1. He suffered from mental illness and overdosed on fentenol. He did not know it was laced. We are heart broken. I am having my sister (his mom) listen to your testimony. He had such a beautiful soul and talked to people about Jesus. During his funeral so many friends talked about their daily struggle with addiction, some also have mental illness. This story is so needed in this time we are in. I know he is at peace with God. Thank you for all that you have and will help. 🙏🏼❤️
Mary... I am so deeply sorry!!!! So painful.... and so unnecessary for these young kids (all ages really) to die from this evil drug!!!! My heart breaks for all the families left behind trying to make sense of what just happened to their loved one, their kid in so many of these stories!!!! Only Jesus can bring the full healing we are all searching for. I'm praying for you and your family!!! Thank you for reaching out!
@@Yourhealingheart123 Our God is a beautiful God. My sister is an admin for Caloptima’s behavioral health and addiction unit. Her CEO came to the funeral and spoke. He was so moved by the testimonies and struggles that he authorized $250K to fight fentenol in Orange County California. I was telling my husband about you. His sister also suffers with mental illness and helps others throughAA only with the help of Jesus. I know my sister will find peace listening to your story. You are such an Angel. I can’t tell you how much you have helped me during the grieving process. I also sent your story to my counselor who just lost a very dear friend to suicide. What a blessing you are!!!
@@marymiller2970girl!!!! You have me in tears over here! This Saturday 7/15 is my daughter's first heavenly birthday! I've been so sad! But hearing your words and the impact sharing what happened to me and my daughter has had on people, gives me hope and a reminder of the souls God is saving when we share our testimonies for his glory!
Hello Mary, I am so sorry to hear about your nephew. We do have a grief and loss ministry with our good friend Sheri Briggs leading it up. Please feel free to reach out to her at Griefsupport@RandyKay.org.
@@Yourhealingheart123 Wow it has not been long. May God continue to heal your heart. May you find joy and peace knowing she is truly home now. And May you also find comfort knowing you are making a difference for God. I’m blessed to have listened to your testimony. ❤❤❤
Dear Randy and Abby! Thank you for this testimony. For being honest and open for us. You said that if sharing truly about what happened meant helping another soul...you would go through it all again. ❤ thank YOU! Like Randy says...Pure heart and God could trust you. He also said....you needed a break! When will the suffering end! I am sure you were physically and emotionally spent. I am crying out to Him for understanding and for relief. My trials are different in the details but long lasting and they just keep coming. One day...... Thank you for speaking!
Again, thank you. I love your compassionate heart, I see it in your eyes. Love and blessings to you for sharing these faith building stories with so many of us who are hurting in so many different ways. God bless you ❤️🙏🏻
I lost a son a couple of years ago to fentanyl poisoning. He was going through struggles in his mind. I believe it was spiritual attacks. He had just returned home from a rehab. My wife and I found him the following morning. I can’t explain the amount of pain we have gone through. Even though this happened my son was seeking the Lord. He had sent me a text from rehab saying that he wanted to serve the Lord with all his heart but his flesh was in the way. I know that we will spend eternity together worshiping the Lord
Wow!!! That sounds so much like my daughter, Kaleigh. I know she loves Jesus and was battling demons even that night into the early morning when she passed. She had just been out of rehab 4 days 🥹 ugh.... I know Jesus saved her, just not in the way I had imagined.... I am so sorry for your painful loss. This drug is straight from the devil!! I appreciate you watching/listening and responding. I pray healing for you and your family. We are coming up on 8 months.
@@Yourhealingheart123 thank you for your touching response. I pray that the Lord speaks to your heart and gives you peace and comfort beyond understanding. We will meet someday when we are in his kingdom forever. Til then I pray that Jesus makes his presence known to you everyday
Idc I'm watching this and I've never watched one of these without liking the person. Something about this woman ..I don't like her , she seems very narcissistic and self absorbed , really I'm almost through and I don't like her , and it's not because shes think it's jealousy of looks , im sorry shes not, which is what she wants to think is the reason , getting bad vibes from her ..I really think this is all about her and not about others too. Never got that from any one I've watched before , she seems incredibly narcissistic
After coming back fro heaven I had such communication with Jesus. And my spirit was so connected I ask so many questions. One of them was what happens to people with mental illness that committed suicide. He gave me the most beautiful answer he simply said their mind doesn't come to heaven they are whole perfect mind. Also people who lost in drugs he knows their hearts. I have family members who lost their lives most of them were loving caring people God knows their hearts. Thank you for sharing
I've been crying with you guys as well wow most definitely one of the most powerful testimonies I have ever hurd thank you sister thank you brother randy love ye all God bless
Randy. I have listened to and recommended your channel since Dec 7/2022 when I started listening to you to sort out my own after death experience on that day. After learning so much informative and peace bringing content and watching at least 100 of your videos this interview is one of the best ever. You do an excellent job of screening real nde's from Amazon book sellers, making your channel the one to safely watch and learn from. God Bless.
Randy, thank you for your ministry, it has taught me so much, and Abby, my heart goes out to you. This is one of the best testimonials I have heard because this speaks to many stories and lives. I pray for you, Abby, as a father of two, one boy and one girl, this story especially speaks to me.
Bless you!!! Thank you for sharing! I pray God would bless you and your family with long life, favor, and prosperity so you can glorify Him! I ended up sharing things I had not "planned" to share but the Holy Spirit directed me, now I understand why. His goodness and grace is weaved through every part of my life and can touch more souls than I ever imagined. He is AMAZING!!!!!
What a wonderful testimony. You can see the grace of God on her. The baptism of the Holy Spirit is so important in our lives to direct us. Thank you Jesus.
My mom saw 2 angels. Once wh7le walking by, a tall man, ice blue eyes blonde but she instantly knew he was not human. And once in her bedroom woke up to an angel at foot of her bed, tall with wings, and gave loving energy she 😊😊
I lost my dad in 2013 (unexpectedly) but 4 days before I was at a funeral & as we were praying the rosary, I opened my eyes for some reason & I saw my dad in the casket. I started to lose it. But gathered myself & remembered he was at home safe & well. I couldn’t wait to go see him. So after I went to pick him up & we went for a soda. I didn’t know if I should tell him or not…but he asked how it went. Then he said d”well that’s stupid question”. I said no no, I know what you meant..(my boss/friend had planned her own funeral) So I told him it was everything she wanted. I stayed quiet for a little & then I told him. He was taken a back at first, but then said, well hita (my girl in Spanish) we are all gonna go someday. Death is such a natural part of life but so hard to bare. And we should be rejoicing when someone dies bc they’re going home to really live..and when babies are born, we should pray for them, bc they’re entering the world of sin. I just broke down & told him , I don’t know what I would do without you..I couldn’t go on. He said, “you have to hita my hitos only have you.” I said, but I even know how. He said, just ask God, god will help you.(my dad was very big on his faith & on God.) I have always always kept God near & he’s so special to me. And I’ve always had favor with him, (my dad would always say) bc he kept me out of some serious trouble.But I wasn’t living to honor him, and the way he made for me to live. After I lost my dad, my world was turned upside down. I didn’t deal with it. I always prayed & I never blamed God for taking my dad. But I can say, I didn’t understand it bc he was needed so badly on this earth. The time frame of when he heart stopped it went about a couple hours of them getting it back & then losing it. That was the pattern for awhile. Hearing these stories & some people say they had a choice, I am absolutely positive NOW, that he had a choice. I knew it then..it just confirms it hearing these stories. But I struggled & just went into a deep depression. So did my other half. He became a severe alcoholic. One night he was hallucinating & accusing me of hiding that I was on the phone..(I was asleep & was woke up to this.) I just couldn’t handle it anymore & told him I was done. (Which I know now, I should have never provoked him or made it worse. Bc I did) long story short, he put a gun to his head & pulled the trigger. This was an attempt at suicide, he carried it all the way through..BUT, God has that final say not us. So by the Grace of God, he survived. Missing his brain by 2cm. When he woke up in the hospital, he didn’t understand why she was still here but was gonna “take this second chance.” Unfortunately, he didn’t. Things got worse, a lot worse. We separated for 5-6years & recently this year, had contact bc his mom was diagnosed with cancer. I hadn’t seen them in all those years. But I was there to help take care of her during her last days (they live 2-3hours away) I’ve done a lot of working on my relationship with God. Everyone can see that I have changed. I decided to give us another try..I don’t know if it’s Gods plan, but I do know he put me back in their lives for a reason….He spoke to me thru a sermon & I was blown away. So I had no doubt, I needed to be there. It’s been hard, really hard. He’s trying to change..& as long as he’s trying, I know there’s hope. He tells me, “I need you bc I don’t know how to go thru this (losing his mom) and you do.” I told him, you’re so wrong. I don’t know how to do this, I still don’t know to be without my dad. He was my support system, my best friend..BUT WHAT I DO KNOW HOW TO DO, IS GO TO GOD WITH IT!! That’s how I make it thru, without God, I wouldn’t have made it. (My health declined. I suffered pulmonary embolisms, liver failure. I was told “thank my lucky stars bc I shouldn’t be here.” When I had my blood clots, they misdiagnosed me (with panic attacks) I had this overwhelming feeling, I was gonna die. I wrote my kids letters.. (Come to find out my mom & sister had this feeling too. My sister was already planning my death & figuring out living space for my mom & kids) I went to the er everyday for a week. The last time I went they said, next time this happens go to urgent care psych bc they’re better equipped to handle panic attacks. The next day or so, I started having one of those events..but with it, the feeling of death was unbearable. My mind felt like I was in a living nightmare that would never end & there was nothing I could do about it. I tried to take a shower to come out of it (didn’t work. For years after I never got in that shower bc I was so afraid of ever feeling that way again & didn’t want to be triggered) anyhow. I got out the shower went to my room & just got on my knees & prayed. I begged God, if it’s his plan to take me, please reconsider. My kids need me & I can’t leave them. I think a couple hours went by & I was only feeling worse. So I built up the courage to ask my mom to take me back to the er. She wasn’t happy about it, but she did. By the grace of God, there was a different overseeing Dr. that evening. He did something different & within less than an hour of being there & rushed back into my room & said he had bad news. (I thought, I knew it, I know I’m dying.) He told me about the blockages & that I’m not out of the woods & everything & everyone started moving very quickly. I had multiple drs & nurses working on me at the same time. For some reason, the feeling of death lifted. Seeing how concerned the Dr.s were, didn’t scare me. I mean I was having to figure out if they should resuscitate or not (bc my heart could have stopped at any moment.) had I not gone in that evening, I wouldn’t have made it. Same with my liver. So hearing all these testimonies, knowing my other half’s story, knowing how close I’ve come to death (twice) when you have not fulfilled Gods purpose & the reason he chose us to be on this earth, you’re gonna be here u til you carry that out! By his pure GRACE & his WIll, he makes sure that we do. For our loved ones who are with him, they fulfilled his purpose, so he took them back home. I mean it’s ROUGH a heartache that never goes away..but one thing that does bring me peace, is knowing my dad & loved ones ARE EXACTLY WHERE THEY DESERVE TO BE! And I can’t wait to see them again one day! May God bless you all!
What a painful, yet BEAUTIFUL testimony!!! Thank you so much for sharing your heart with me and all of us in here. God bless you. I do believe that.... we are here on assignment and won't leave until it's complete!!! All for God's glory!!!!
I left a lot out, bc I tried to make my comment as short as possible (but It still ended up long). Anyhow, my point in saying this is, bc it means the absolute world to me & really touched my heart, that you took the time to read it. It’s so meaningful to me , it made me cry They’re so much bad & negativity in this world. Some people will comment on things like this, mocking & trying to get a rise. It’s so heartwarming to receive kindness from good people 🥰 So again I wanna say, Thank you from my whole heart ❤️ 🥹 You will be in my prayers. 🙏🏼 May God Bless you & your loved ones✞
@@F371C1A_RI would never mock you or say Anything unkind to you. I am so deeply sorry that has ever been your experience. Yes, we live in a cruel world that often includes hurt people hurting other people. But today, you are loved and prayed for!! 💜🙏 God bless you, sweet friend!
🎉🎉🎉Thanks for that deep sharing. May God fill you with His peace. I recently lost my husband & my son was resentful that he didn't try hard enough to stay alive. He felt that he surrendered his spirit. These videos have convinced me that some people get a clear revelation of the after life & when their time's up, they walk into the next realm. I myself underwent open heart surgery & thought I would die because prior to that I had experienced multi organ injury.
I can't speak English well enough to understand all what you talk about guys. But I've understand enough to say it's bravest woman I ever ever ever seen or heard in my entire life. I feel like I'm no worthy to complain about anything what's happening in my life. This woman is tougher than a rock. Randy..I subscribe. Your channel is "soul savior.". You are perfect man for the channel. God is Almighty. God bless you.
@@Yourhealingheart123 I can't believe you actually respond me Abby. I feel so blessed, that you did it. How are you doing in your life right now Abby? Are you OK? Well. Your past struggles are beyond anything. Cannot even compare myself to you. There is no measure. I just wanted to say that not long ago I were completely different person. I'm born with God since 06.06.2023. So it's only few days Abby. Look how God is good and I can even respond back to you. I don't know my future. But it completely lays in God's hand now. I fear nothing. It's just time. Has come to me and I'm with God today. I'll stay here because I love here. Best for you dear Abby. God bless you strong woman. ❤❤❤
Ugh..... 😢 I am so sorry for your painful loss. It's sucks!!!!! Only thing keeping me going is knowing she's with Jesus and I'll see her again!!!!! 🪽💜🙏
I love Randy HEART! he is so kind and LOVING. u can just tell he is such a beautiful soul. I appreciate so much his REALNESS an he seemed so touched by her story as was i. I struggles a long time with addiction. An i felt 1 day like JESUS just set me free from it. Thank you Randy.
Hearing her testimony, all I can think about is that every member of the family needed deliverance...some torment can really just have a spiritual source. Doors can be open from covnenants made generations ago or from activities we engage in knowingly and unknowingly...
You are so right, Kanita! I wish I knew then what I know now. God has taught me so much about my authority as a child of God over the enemy and through spiritual warfare. That's why I am committed to keep sharing and giving glory to God and teaching others how to use that authority as well!!!
You cannot be sure that the story would have turned out completely different if Abby or her husband, or whomever, had understood their authority in Christ. Our son witnessed the death of his two year old brother, and was very traumatized from from the age of eight on. We spent many thousands of dollars and countless amount of hours trying to help him recover from the trauma of seeing his brother die, along with helping ourselves recover from that same trauma. We understood our authority and came to understand our authority in Christ even more as time passed. We had prayed for our little boy’s resurrection, and it did not happen but 11 months later, I prayed with authority for a woman apparently killed in a motorcycle accident and she was resurrected. We declared and prayed over our remaining son constantly and then he was diagnosed with an enormous, low-grade brain tumor that was mistreated by his doctors. It came back as glioblastoma at the age of 22, when he was given 22 months to live. Again perhaps our prayers and our understanding of authority in Christ gave him an additional 5 1/2 years instead of 22 months, but we lost him April 6, 2022. Significant numbers of people prayed with authority for our son, both of them, but especially the one we recently lost at the age of 27. He prayed for himself, and pleaded with God to heal him. We broke generational assignments, addressed Freemasonry, and really spent so many hours doing generational prayers that at one point our pastor asked us to consider stopping. He thought maybe we were in fear. This mindset in the charismatic church that doing everything right guarantees a certain outcome has got to be addressed. It’s destructive to Christians like Abby and us and it causes charismatics to be prideful and smug in their self-righteous belief that they’ve got all the bases covered that not even Job knew to do. I’ve gone from warring for the church to understand her authority to quoting the Scripture that says “they will know we are Christians by our love,” not by our authority or our power. I have experienced the power of the Holy Spirit on numerous occasions, and I have seen God do incredible miracles through me, including heal the sick, raise the dead and change weather, so I will not walk away from the charismatic stream. However, I must speak against this nonsense that we can guarantee and secure the outcome we want for ourselves or others, or that we think God wants, by what we say, believe, do, declare and pray. Even worse, I must stand against this charismatic abuse that says that if other people don’t get the outcome they needed and wanted, it’s their fault. They missed something really big, or maybe a bunch of little things, but it’s their fault. That’s exactly what Job’s friends said. Never forget that God wanted to kill them. Maybe deliverance for this family would’ve made a difference. I will say that it really didn’t for us. I was doing deliverance ministry when our last son died. Deliverance ministry did not cast out the cancer and did not appear to cast out the cause of the cancer. The charismatic church has entered into the idolatry of performance, knowledge and understanding. We are feeding from the knowledge of the tree of good and evil and calling it promises and guarantees. Certainly if God reveals a family or individual needs to take certain steps, repent for something generational or personal, or declare something, by all means obey Him, but never assume that because someone else’s story, or even our own story, turns out the opposite of what we wanted and prayed for, that we or someone failed to do, say, or believe the right things.
@Yourhealingheart123 Amen!! I am literally just learning these things and have been a Christian for over a decade. I thank the Lord for your testimony and so many others I am learning from. The gravity of it all can be so distressing sometimes.
Thank you so much Randy and Renee for always showing GOD'S love through your ministry! I always appreciate EVERY interview you bring on here. Abby I am so touched by your story, my heart goes out to you and your family. I went through a lot of loss earlier in life and (although not as tragic as a husband and daughter) I used to say I felt like "Jobette". I wish I had possessed the foundation in the Lord back then that you do now! I am inspired by your strength and courage to share this with us, even through your pain. This should be a reminder to us all that our life is not our own, but the Lord's. I pray GOD continues to Bless and KEEP you. I can only imagine the reward and crown that you will receive when we all go home to be with the Lord. I want to pray that GOD will bless you exponentially more just as he did Job. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. ❤🙏🙏🙏❤
I’m so sorry Abby this is truly heartbreaking. I have a 14 y/o daughter who struggles with mental health and flippantly says she wants to die too. I’ve spent thousands on therapy and it hasn’t worked but you’re right that without Jesus it does nothing. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story. God bless you.❤🙏🏽
Thank you for your kindness 💜 Father God: please intervene and bring healing and hope to this family and specifically this young 14 year old daughter. We pray a hedge of protection around her and plead the blood of Jesus over her from head to toe. We pray the enemy is silenced and your holy spirit would speak to her mind and soul. In Jesus mighty name!!!
You are not alone. Keep fighting and be the Warrior that God needs you to be. There is manic depression in my family, I spent years moving from country to country so I always felt anxious. I lost a brother to suicide. I was a cocktail waitress and bartender during and after graduating from college. I wake up sometimes saying Jesus is with me but I can never remember these dreams. I am an empath as well so I felt broken after my brother's death. My husband has been with me since we were 20 years old but he has pancreatitis, 3rd
Stage kidney disease and I have to watch him die in front of me. He was a cattle futures trader but we lost everything and are now living with his parents, helping where we can. So many changes. God is with me, keeping me safe. I know we will all meet on the afterlife. I see signs everywhere, I thank my guardian angel in my prayers to Jesus. Keep the faith! I have been on migraine and bi-polar meds daily since 1990. Staying positive is so difficult but I try. 😇🙏❤️ This year, my Mom had a stroke and has liver cancer. We didn't have children, we raised six furless cats and losing Leia was so painful.🥺😥😐
Hi, Karen! Thank you for your encouraging words. I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your brother 🥹 and your husband's medical condition. Being an empath can be such a blessing.... but also is so heavy! Praying peace that passes all understanding for you and your family! 🙏💜
Omgosh! I just now saw the second part of your reply!!! You have been through it too!!!! 😢 I agree that we are near His return! Signs are everywhere... I'm ready!!! I just want the world to be ready and say yes to Jesus!!!!
Gosh what a story!Abbey my heart goes out to you and thank you for sharing your stories. Your experiences are for raising awareness and strengthening others
I am crying out for my daughter Jessica. This is way too close to home. Lord let this not be her portion. This has been such a long journey and Lord you have brought us this far, I refuse to quit. I believe in deliverance, I believe in restoration, I believe in miracles turn around. I am trusting in you Jesus to bring her home, whole, healed, restored in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen. I am so greatfull for Abby and her incredible testimony that has me in rivers of tears. I am so greatfull for the beautiful calm style of interviewing that takes such care and compassion in the midst of such devastating pain and sorrow. Please Lord hear our prayers and deliver our families and our children for your name sake, for your Kingdom come. Amen ✝️💝🕊️
Amen!!!! Praise God you know about deliverance and the power of prayer! I just felt the Holy Spirit come over me and I stand in agreement with you on behalf of your daughter Jessica that she belongs to Jesus and He will go after her relentlessly to heal her, deliver her, and bring her home for His glory!!!! We plead the blood of Jesus and His anointing all over Jessica and her momma, in Jesus name!!!!
Thanks so much for sharing, Abby. God is speaking through you, letting us know we’re not alone. Sometimes I feel like Job. It’s been really rough. Through the strength Jesus gives us, we will prevail ❤
Wow!! I really feel like this testimony is incredible the similarly everything I went through with drugs and raves in south florida. Thank you for sharing. God Bless 🙌
Abby, we have some things in common! I have not experienced the tragedies you have, but your story impacted me very much! I have a background as a dancer and in the party lifestyle, a lot of heartache and trauma as well. Now I’m studying to be a mental health counselor. I am also a prodigal. My children suffer from mental health issues as I have. When you said God weeps with us and your daughter is His daughter it really touched me. I pray for my children who are unbelievers and it helps to be reminded that they are His too.❤❤❤❤
Becky!!!!! I am so grateful and thankful you watched my testimony and took the time to write to me. Father God, we stand in the gap for Becky's children and pray for their salvation. They are your kids!!!! You chose Becky to be their momma!! You do not make mistakes, God, so please continue to build Becky's confidence in you and her faith in your son. In Jesus mighty name!! 💜🙏🙌💕
Oh thank you for this testimony. Thank you Abby for pouring your heart out and showing us God through you. You have much work to do as a daughter of God but also as his warrior to fight this battle. God bless you and know you are much loved. 🙏🙏
I wish I could give u a hug Abby 😢I agree Abby is so special Abby seems better and more experienced than other counselors i saw her on a tv show Abby I am crying about your story you seem so brave I am struggling with mental illness depression and anxiety I struggle with rejection too you mentioned rejection I feel like I can relate to your story I don’t feel like God loves me you are doing a lot better than myself I am hearing your testimony u seem brave sending my love to u I hope to hear from u I wish we could give each other a hug I am so sorry Abby
@@TattooLover3000 you ARE brave for being so vulnerable to share what you are struggling with. God loves you, He certainly does! He created you and made you just the way you are. Please know that there is a purpose for your life and it is time for you to step into what God has planned for you, for such a time as this. He wants your heart, open your heart and tell him you want Him to guide you and lead you. I am sending you a big hug right now!!! Call on Jesus!!! He's waiting for you 💜
Oh my goodness! Abbie!❤ 😢 God put you here for a reason, despite the incredible pain you have been through. I have prayed for Kelieigh, your late husband, your son, you and your whole family. What is the name of your new platform? I will be on it. I was captivated by this and felt Jesus near me as I watched. That warm feeling you describe. And thank you so much to Randy too. 🙏
Such a sad story. I can't imagine losing my husband, then my daughter later so tragically. Bless you Abby for your resilience and faith in the Lord. He is guiding you and your son in the next chapters of Life. I myself struggled with drug addiction when I was young, but I know now I was running from pain from childhood and was running from God's help. Abby, your activism and ability to tell your story will be helping so many people. Thank you for sharing your story, your daughter's story, your candid courage is truly amazing Kayleigh was beautiful and she remains forever beautiful in Heaven
Abby I have watched this probably six times that is how important your ministry is. One thing I wanted to tell you is please take screen shots of your messages with your daughter that way they will be safe and in your cloud with your photos. I had a message that I lost on accident and I don’t want you to lose yours GOD BLESS YOU and RANDY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AS WELL with tons of a Christian love.❤
Amen amen amen!!!! I've screenshot everything! Praise God she and I texted so much!!!! I don't have any voice mails but my son has 1 which I just got put into a sweet angel build a bear for him so he can listen whenever he misses her. I'm excitedly waiting and watching for Jesus to come get us!!! Yet until then we march on and share Jesus!!! Hugs my friend! 💜❤️🥰 May God BLESS YOU!!!!!
Okay the only thing is she keeps reiterating how cute she was ,even now like those are prideful narc traits .., idc it's amazing that someone can just do these things and come out good but other ppl don't even come close to doing all these things and we get royally screwed ..
Bloodline iniquity is an open door in the spirit realm for demons to come in and oppress, possess and destroy lives. My dad had Schizophrenia and my brother killed himself. Through deliverance ministry and God's healing I now have victory over mental illness and oppression. Thank you Yeshua!
Praise God!! I agree. I 💯 believe in and support deliverance ministry and am so grateful for what I have learned and continue to learn. That's why I want share with others to help them avoid the same awful pitfalls 🙏🙏🙏
@@Belovelyava what's awful is that we had gotten referrals and trusted the rehab facility she went, but quickly learned they were overcrowded, understaffed, and did not deliver on what they advertised! 🥹 since she was 21, they did not communicate with me until I pushed and demanded... but it was too late .... we definitely have a broken system.
I'm very sorry for all the trauma that you have been through. Thank you for sharing your heartfelt story. God bless you! Sending peace and love your way.
I am watching this again many months after the first viewing. She truly overcame in the end. But I can't help but comment that her parents seemed so passive. She had mental problems ( from the drugs) and had to leave one college. Then later she came home for Christmas in bad shape, having lost a lot of weight. They participated in her darkness by doing nothing. I pray to the Father that parents get to know Jesus and see their children's heart mind and soul so that they can guide them. She had no real help from her family. But one person never gave up on her: The Father. Hallaluelah!
💜🙏 thank you for taking the time to rewatch and comment. I agree that without being born again believers, it's harder to raise children and parent them..... even those of us that are Holy Spirit filled believers now, have a hard time raising kids these days! The spiritual warfare and the strongholds and generational curses are no joke!!! While I cannot go back in time and change things, I can trust Jesus to cut off and break off all curses in my family line and redeem what the enemy tried to steal!!! In Jesus name!!!
So sorry, Abby for your loss. It is true that our battle is against evil forces and not against flesh and blood. Sometimes we unknowingly open a legal door for the enemy of our souls by getting involved with the occult through things like karate, yoga, games, dreamcatchers, windchimes, tattoos, amulets etc. May God help us, His children, to discern these things. We are crying with you. May Jesus continue to heal your heart.
We all know we're Abby is going to go when she dies. She will be with God in heaven, and with her husband and her daughter and the rest of her family. God bless her she is something else may God be with her always
Thank you Randy, and thank you Abby for sharing. Dear Heavenly Father, we do not understand everything, but You do. And we trust in You. Comfort, strengthen, bless and keep us all. In the precious name of Jesus, Amen
This testimony touched me to the core. I attempted suicide in May of this year I battle drug addiction and have been diagnosed with major deppressive disorder. I have recently slipped back into my addiction but I have been seeking God since November of last year when I accidentally overdosed on Xanax God has saved me twice from dying. There is no reason that I should be here today. If you could please pray for me. And if you know a spirit led mental health therapist please forward me some information 😢😢
I'm so grateful God led you to watch and respond to my testimony. He loves you!!!! Of course I can pray for you!! What is your name and how can I get in touch with you? - I see your name is Donna. So father God, you have heard your daughter's heart and cry for help. Thank you for not giving up on her and giving her the strength to fight the good fight. I pray complete healing and deliverance for Donna and that you would set her free from all addictions, depression, anxiety and all thoughts of suicide and self harm. We plead the blood of Jesus all over her from head to toe, inside and out, in Jesus mighty name!!!!!!
Please don't do that again. You are worth a priceless amount to our Father in heaven and to many brothers and sisters. Please continue to give this to our king and remember, you are amazing and very loved❤
Thank you Abby for sharing your story. You are a very lovely special lady. I pray that God will reward you greatly here on earth and in Heaven. You may not believe it but you are a VERY STRONG person for all of the suffering you have gone through and STILL honoring our God!
Katrina, you are a sweet kind soul. Thank you for taking the time to watch, listen, and reply so lovingly. I pray God's blessing and hand of favor upon you and your family! ❤
I lost my sister to cancer this last may and then my mother-in-law on Sept 1st. My oldest son struggled with addiction for many years but he has been clean and sober for 3 years now. So I was ALWAYS fearful of what you went through! I am so sorry that you have been through so many struggles but I admire you for keeping your faith in God. I pray God will bless you, your family and your ministry!
Wow. An extraordinarily heart felt testimony. You are very strong to share this testimony. May Jesus Christ of Nazareth of Lord and Saviour continue to bless and keep you. Amen
It’s people like you Abby, that is gonna help millions to Jesus! Your Love for Jesus makes me love him even more! I’m addicted to Jesus! Even though I can tell people about him, sometimes I can’t take my own advice! I struggle and struggle at times and I know in my heart, I don’t have to, but fear is something that is REAL and something that will get the very best of you!! I try so hard to follow Jesus, I fail him daily! He’s brought me from the very bottom and when I’ve almost reached the top, I’m literally stuck!! The more I love Jesus, the more the devil pushes you!! I will always give him the praise and glory though, and I won’t let the devil steal my Faith!! But thank you for sharing your story, your story has already touched many many lives and thank you for all your doing and I hope Jesus continues to use you and Bless you every single day!! And Randy I love your show, this is what I watch every single day! This show brings me hope and just draws me nearer and nearer to Jesus!! Thank you and God Bless You All!!
Hi, Angela!! Thank you so much for watching/listening and taking the time to write a response. God sees your heart and knows your love for Him!! Hold firm to Him!! The devil is a liar!! He knows his time is coming to an end. God bless you!!!
I'm a recovering addicte & this woman story is a lot like me & my mom! I PRAISE JESUS FOR THE MURCY HE HAS HAD FOR ME! This story has put me in tears 😢 THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR STORY❤
Hi, Maranda! Praise God you've received His mercy and forgiveness. I knew I was meant to share our painful story as others have been suffering too.... we all need Jesus!
I am 1/8 of the way thru ! I was bullied relentlessly because of a handicap i acquired from a premature birth . I also have had a ‘job’ life. Still listening 👍…
Abby, you grew exponentially with each hurt, each survival of evil, each rebuke of the devil, and each tragedy, so that you are such a strong force, that the words just tumble and flow out of you for hours --in the tsunami of faith of a super conquerer. God used your weaknesses, your vulnerabilities and trials for growth and good about as thoroughly as I have ever witnessed. This tells us that Jesus is truly close to the broken-hearted; and He can use those of us who are indeed broken-hearted; and bring us out on the other side full of strength, shining His light so that others may want to know Him. Amen Rose S.
Awww Randy!!! This one was a very emotional video I am sire to many parents going through this very rough time with children with addiction or Mental/behavioral illnesses. I am definitely praying for these kids going through whatever trauma they have gone through. I myself was addicted to going out to clubs and drinking. I too was wanting to end my life in 2009. But I prayed Randy!! And God saved me. He spoke to me right there. And I agreed to listen to Him. I forgave all my transgressors and repented for all I did. And God asked me to go back to school. Which I did. And now I am an RN, BSN!! Amazing Testimony God gave me. GOD HEALED ME 100%. I al so grateful he saved me. I wouldn't have seen my grand babies be born or spend time with them and or my family. Or have met my husband. Is there still trials and lessons?!? Omg they are. But now I am stronger. I don't use chemicals to harm me. Now I use the powerful word of the Lord!! I do have to say though. That this lady needs to not blame others for her choices that she made. Because those were her choices. She chose to do drugs. She chose to sell drugs and to give people drugs. So she k rw what she was doing. And for her to say it's not about color when she was asking. For help she shouldn't of even mentioned color if it wasn't about color. So I did not appreciate that. She needs to really be real with herself in what she chose to do. This was the first time that someone has not taken responsibility for theor actions. Which is not cool. Although I do pray for her broken heart for her daughter. But she needs to really own her choices. Because they were her own and only hers. Just like I own mine. I can Gove u excuses but ultimately it was still my choice to do what I did. Whether people used or manipulated me. I still chose to drink and to ruin my life at that moment in time. God bless. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️
I am so truly happy to hear that God spoke to you and you listened. Praise God!! I also am not blaming anyone for my choices. I own my choices and take full responsibility for them. Thank you for taking the time to watch, listen, respond, and pray for all of us. May God bless you for that 💕🙏
I listened objectively to her story and honestly did not hear any indication that she was blaming others for her past choices or circumstances. It did seem there were people she was involved with that did not support her well being. As we all act at times out of ignorance or willful disobedience what struck me overwhelmingly was her honest and accurate conviction of God’s amazing heart and grace and gratitude for His desire to take a chance on her for the sake of reaching many others through her trust in His plan. I heard pain and regret along the way for certain choices yet glory given to God where others may have chosen to stay stuck in bitterness and disbelief. Thank you for your faithfulness to God’s faithfulness Abby!
@@NOMQN you just made my heart get warm like when I feel the Holy Spirit with me. Thank you NOMQN! The ONLY reason I even shared this testimony here is to give glory to God and share all my flaws and bad choices so that others the devil has been deceiving and holding in chains to guilt and shame could get set free by the blood of Jesus! That's is my only heart's desire! 💜💜💜🙏🙏🙏
I felt compelled to listen all the way thru because I felt so much of God’ truth coming through your relating of these events. Not an easy Hallmark story but definitely one that rings of obedience in the way you are sharing this part of your story. God is working through you and this ministry and I thank you
Abby , your pain and sacrifices ,disappointments and trials has turned into a beautiful strength and we thank God for He is always faithful you endure all those trials and pains and at the end acknowledge God still it’s so beautiful ❤ it’s awesome and so is our faithful God
I had already lost my eldest daughter 12 1/2 years ago. I lost my last living child to fentanyl. She almost made it to 40, but was one of the first bunch to die in Oklahoma, August 24th, 2020. I was so hoping I would go before her. But now, I'm a mother with no children left. In between them, I lost twin boys when I was pregnant. It doesn't seem fair that I should be alive, but none of them.
Oh my goodness!!!! No mom should endure losing all of her children. My heart breaks with yours!!! Fentanyl sucks! I am truly sorry for your painful losses. 🥹🙏🙏🙏
@@Yourhealingheart123 Thank you so much for your caring heart. Facing another Mother's Day with no children was so hard. Before that day, I was having surgery on my foot. For 2 days before, I begged God if I could go Home. I was hoping to wake up in heaven while under anesthesia. But was disappointed when I awakened in recovery instead. At first, I was disappointed. But Father showed me how selfish I'd been. He still had work for me to do. Even in rehab, He used me to set a good example of who a Christian should be, not just by talk, but by actions too. Although I was there a month, they didn't want me to leave. In some way I hope I was a good example for Christ as I worked hard on my rehabilitation even when they walked off for a bit, I did my exercises. I'm thankful now to be alive to serve God a little longer. He is good to me and patient and I love Him. May the Lord bless you as well.
@@springyork1474 wow!!!!! You get it! I feel the same emotions, especially the first several weeks after my daughter died. It still feels surreal. The other day I "forgot" for a moment and wanted to call her. Ugh .... that's so hard. I'm proud of you for pressing in and pushing through the pain and allowing God to love you and love others through you. Your kids are proud of you from heaven too!!!! 🙏💜
@@Yourhealingheart123 Thank you Sister for the encouragement. I really needed it and you helped me feel better. I'm so sorry for your loss too. When my eldest daughter died, I stared at the phone knowing I'd never get a phone call from her again. But she was an adventurous young woman while she was here. She played football at 14. Went dog skating with her and her sister's dogs on roller blades with no brakes. From me, she loved amusement park rides. I was even Batmom after riding the Batman 8 times in a row. She had a lot of courage and even joined in the Mosh pits at concerts. I'm sure she's having adventures in heaven. And also your daughter. Maybe when we see each you there, we and our children can go on an adventure together. 🌹❤️🌹❤️🌹❤️🌹
@@springyork1474 I just smiled and got Holy Spirit chills! Our kids have met in Heaven and have now introduced us!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜 continue sharing stories about your kids! Don't stop! They still live, just not in physical skin like us!
The Lord had me write my first husband a letter forgiving him prior to him picking up our children for a visit. He didn't show up to get them and I was able to forgive that too. About 2 hours after he didn't show up, his brother showed up telling me he'd been killed. He was hit by a train, drunk killing 3 others too. He was driving. God spared me, my children and I had forgiven him just before he died.
Wow! I'm so sorry that happened, but praise the Lord for protecting you & your children! God is so amazing!
Omgosh!!!!! 😢
There is power in forgiveness. I ask for this power everyday
@@sleepyhead9756 amen!!! Yes, every day I pray that!
Sorry u had to go thr that pain, however Thanks be to God, that you forgave him.
God was actually protecting you.
Forgiveness is very very very important. We set ourselves free by forgiving others 🙏 ✝️
My husband committed suicide, when I found him he had hung himself leaving me with a 7 and 14yr old sons…my oldest son came close to suicide when he was about 25, fortunately after I got him help it turned him away from killing himself ,both my sons today are both doing very well and are happy,and I thank god for that,thank you Abby I know what strength it takes love always to you..❤️🇬🇧
Bless you!!!!
Amen God bless you
May God Bless you and your family!
@@melissaburns622 bless you and yours too!! 💜
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My heart was breaking for Abbey. I can relate to a daughter and husband dying although not in the same way. My 22 yr old daughter Renee died suddenly in a car accident. The last time I saw her was during the day. The accident was at night. My husband Arthur died 10 years later from cancer. Both times my husband and I had Jesus in our lives. Praise God! God Bless you Abbey and your ministry! And God Bless you Randy and Renee for your ministry! 🙏🙏🙏 ❤️. Your friend and family in Christ!
That must be so very difficult for you.
Wow, Mary! I'm so sorry for your painful losses. I pray God's peace and grace over you!
@Yourhealingheart123 your first husband was a drug addiction, it wasn't mental illness
@@mariamaria2751I'm not sure where you are getting this information. I'm praying God helps you gain clarity 🙏💜
I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I just can't imagine sweetheart ❤
I love when she said all of her degrees mean nothing without Jesus!! This woman is a strong woman of God, Praise God for saving her and blessing her soul to do what she do for others , even now with her testimony!! Praise God🙏🙏🙏
You get it!!!! Yes yes yes!!! Nothing matters without Jesus!!!!
I had commented before about how much I am moved by your strength and courage. I watched your video again and gotta say how impressed I am by you sister. Lots of hugs and love sent your way❤❤❤
Thank you, Laurie! I honestly must say the strength is all God and the prayers of so many sweet souls like yourself! 💜🙏🙌🥰
Abby, I wish I could give you a hug! I just lost my beautiful 29yr old son to fentanyl 34 days ago, and I feel like God led me to your testimony for the final part of the peace I needed to know my son is with Jesus! He already gave me 2 miraculous signs, but I'm stubborn, like you, and I felt like you were my 3rd miraculous sign! I'm so sorry for your loss of your beautiful daughter, and I cried through your entire testimony because I have been down such a similar path as you. You helped me today, more than I can possibly explain, here, but God bless you, and thankyou so much!🙏❤️
I'm so deeply sorry for your loss!!!! I'm hugging you right now!!!! I'm so grateful you reached out. My heart hurts with your right now 😢
My heart goes out to you. I cannot imagine the courage of Abby sharing the story of her daughter just seven months after her daughter's death. That had to be Our Holy God, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, leading you, and remaining so very close to you, Abby.
@@Yourhealingheart123 I just saw this comment, and I just wanted to say thankyou again! It's been tough going through the holidays, but I've never felt closer to God, and I'm so grateful for the amazing people He has put in my path, like you, that have helped me so much! God bless you, and your family! I can't wait to meet you in Heaven, along with our children!🙏❤️
Amen🕊️🕊️🕊️
I am so sorry 😢
I love Abby ! She has shared her testimony to the Glory of the Father!! She has overcome the enemy by the power of her testimony!! God bless her and all who are touched by her story and saved by Christ !! 🤝🙏💕✝️🌈
Thank you, sweet Connie!! 💕 you have also endured so much! 🙏 our girls are in Heaven together!!!
Abby I replied back to ur question idk if u got my reply
@@TattooLover3000 oh! I may not have seen it. I'm sorry. Please repost here so I can reply to you 🙏
I have a similar story, though with a terminal illness & not drug abuse as a teen & young adult. Now my daughter is 20 & fighting a drug addiction. I don't know how long I have, so I desperately pray to Jesus for her salvation. People ask how I continue with all I've been through and I can only say Jesus. Thank you for sharing your story Abby. I'm praying for you, & I ask others to pray that my daughter will receive Jesus as her Savior before it's too late. She's very, very tiny, so with her trying fentanyl, she's only alive now through His Grace. I beg every day for her healing & salvation.
I certainly am praying for your daughter now - that she would encounter Jesus and be freed from all addiction and any other infirmity in Jesus name. I pray against the spirit of sickness and infirmity over you as well. We bind the enemy and pray complete healing and restoration of your mind, body, and spirit. In Jesus name!!!
@istandout2719 Father God: I come before your throne of grace on behalf of my new friend. I pray complete healing over her (mind, body, and spirit). I pray the spirits of addiction and infirmity and any depression be cut off in the name of Jesus and the blood of Jesus and anointing fill those places for your glory! In Christ's name we pray!! Amen!
You and your precious daughter are in my prayers.
In my prayers❤
Praying for your daughter and for you...
Most importantly is authenticity. Randy, you are a gift! The way you interact with people and your compassion is admirable! God bless! All my prayers 🙌🏻
Randy and Renee are amazing !!!
@@Yourhealingheart123 He appears to be very honest in which God highly honors! God definitely shines through this servant of God! Only God deserves the glory! Amen 🙏🏼
Thank you Randy for those beautiful words you spoked to this lady, i believe myself that her daughter is in heaven with God our father, so sorry for her pain, only God gives her strength bless her heart.
God will use Abby in greater ways than other counselors due to her experiences. And I am praying that just as Job was blessed with twice as much so will Abby, both in the earthly realm and especially the spiritual realm. Praying for many beautiful blessings for Abby and her family! I totally believe those blessings are on the way!
Thank you so much, Tammie!! 💕💕💕
Thank you so much, Abby, for sharing your story. And, thank you, Randy for giving her a platform in which to share. I'm going to share a little of my story in the hopes it may help you, Abby and maybe a few others too. My life is very different, but I had a bad marriage. When I was little, my mother told me that Jesus was a real person who I could talk to any time I wanted. He became my playmate. At University, I gave my life to Jesus and became born-Again. I didn't know it at the time, but because of all those early years of loving Him, I was already saved. So, when I became born-again, it was really a consecration. This offended many brothers, and they told some of my friends that something was wrong with me, so not to have anything to do with me. I asked the Lord for two things at that time. Someone to love me, and a small house. Fast forward, I won't go into more here about what happened, but it was devastating and involved a brother who kicked me out of church. I met my husband when I was 30. He was abused as a child, so long story short, he didn't know how to love anyone and he was abusive. We have lost two homes, because he purposely ruined our credit in order to punish me. He never took the headship, so I had to make all the decisions. The place were I fellowshipped had brothers who once again judged me as a sister who wasn't submissive, so they refused to help us when I became sick and lost my job. I never had money to go see a therapist. So, I became a writer, and wrote a fantasy. The hero is the crown prince of the country who considered himself a servant of the people. (Guess who that is.) The heroine, who the hero loves, is a modern American University student who is stubborn and flawed. It's fantasy because it takes place in an alternate world. So, fast forward 40 years to today. I started watching Randy a little over a year ago. I have asked the Lord about my marriage many times, because none of my needs have ever been met. I just poor myself out for my husband and children. About six months ago, after watching one of these programs, I heard the Lord say, "I have allowed all these things to happen to you." My husband, children, and grandchildren are all saved because the Lord worked through me to save them. So, when the Lord said that, I accepted it, and I thanked the Lord for saving my family. Almost immediately, my husband bought a Bible and is reading it. He has also contacted a realter, and we are buying a house. It's a miracle. I no longer have a bad marriage. This is just a little of my suffering, the whole thing would be a book. So, thank you again for sharing your story.
Thank you so much for sharing!!! 💕🙏🙏🙏 I appreciate your vulnerability!
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God Bless you for sharing your story, which has touched me deeply. Let us keep one another in our prayers...
@@joanhaselman444 amen.
This testimony broke my heart, but I'm so glad I took the time to watch it. I have a 8 year old granddaughter named Abby. My heart goes out to you Abby. I pray God will help you as you help others.
Thank you for taking the time to watch it 💜 I appreciate your kind words and I pray blessings upon your sweet granddaughter, Abby! 🙏
Jesus, Jesus, this is too much to take in, only God could have got you through this Abbey. My prayer is that He continues to heal and comfort you forever and ever until you meet your loved ones again ❤❤❤ Thank you Randy, for bringing these heartfelt testimonies/experiences to us, and you do this well because your heart is so compassionate. Blessings upon blessings 🙏
I appreciate your kind words and prayers, truly!!! Thank you 💜
What a story! I have no words but to say thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story, Abby. Thank you, Randy, for being obedient to God by having a platform where many get to share such their stories simply for the glory of God.
Thank you for your loving response, Kay! 💜🙏
Amen i agree 😢I am sorry Abby I am still not done hearing your story I paused @ 56:54 I am sorry because I can relate to depression I have it as well
@@TattooLover3000 I'm glad you are taking time to watch as you can. I know I share a lot, but I hope you can watch to the end for the prayer and message of hope! 🙏
Dear Abby, you are such a gentle kind soul. Thank you for your courage and vulnerability in sharing your testimony. God will use your story to help countless others in their struggles because of what you shared. You were created for such a time as this. God is good and all that is not well will be well.
Thank you sweet soul!! 💜💜💜
Amen, I have been struggling for a while, and your talk is so powerful, Abby, how my heart goes out to you and your unfathamable courage for sharing this story so soon after losing your beautiful daughter.
Thank you, Min. Randy for the kindness, compassion and love that exudes from your heart as you interview your guests. May the LORD continue to bless you, your family and ministry. In Jesus wonderful name, I pray. Amen 🙏🏽🕊👏🏼
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Oh my lord, so sorry . I lost my husband To drinking and driving and it doesn’t compare minutely to what has happened to you!! God bless you never loose your faith we learn while we are here ,in learning everyday!!
Stay safe your son needs you. God will take care of your husband and your daughter!
God bless you, Valerie! I am so sorry for your painful loss as well. I'm grateful you messaged so I can pray for you too!!!!! Longing for the day we see Jesus and our loved ones again face to face!!!! In Jesus name!
I’m balling my eyes out. Your story is so similar to mine. Thank you for sharing and being so real. I felt the Holy Spirit come over me and bring his healing heat. ❤
I lost my brother to Fentanyl as well he was only 23 years old.
@@angellicaemery9667 I'm so sorry for your painful loss! 🥲
Bawling. Not balling.
I am crying as I recognize so much of this. I’ve experienced similar things. I’m trying to put it all together. I felt it so strongly I opened the book of Job last week … for hope, for encouragement. I sit with God and read daily since before Christmas. It seems like my life is unraveling and I am praying and holding on.
❤️🩹🙏🙌 hugs to my my sister!!!!
Thank you for your testimony, Abby. Six months ago, I found my 24 year old son after he passed from depression. I pray that I'm able to share my confidence in Christ as well as you do. His presence is palpable. Love and hugs.
Thank you so much for taking the time to listen and respond so lovingly here. I am truly sorry you found your sweet son in that way.... and so fresh only 6 months ago!!! 🥹❤️🩹🙏 I am sure the Holy Spirit will fill you and guide you when you are ready to share. Love you sweet sister!!!
Abby! Thank you. God got this. I am a psychotherapist and am on my way to the Bible museum and Noah's Ark display because i dealt with so much sorrow with the teachers in my county. You are strong. Iam 75 but I was overwhelmed by covid deaths but you gave me renewed energy to help a mom like you when you come to me. Love you desr Abby.
Awww!!! Thank you for what you do!! It's hard work.... but to do so with love, mercy and grace.... and JESUS!!! You are awesome!!! 💜🙏
This is an incredible story. There seems to be the possibility of generational curses involved in this tragic story of loss. May God’s Love cover this family with His Grace, Mercy, and Deliverance.🙏❤️
Amen!!!! Breaking off curses by the blood and name of Jesus! 🙏🙏🙏
I need prayers for my 39 yr old son Brandon. My 15 yr old granddaughter Trinity to give their lives to Jesus. We all live together and my son suffers from major depression/bipolar. We don't get along. He's irresponsible when it comes to money and doesn't take proper care of Trinity. Like making her Dr's appointments ect... I was abused growing up and ended up abusing him. I never meant to hurt him and told him several times how sorry I am for that. I just want him to take responsibility because I may not be here. Only God knows when it is my time. I don't want him to be homeless. I just want the best for him and Trinity. Thanks for the prayers and God bless everyone always!!!
You need to help him. Instead of telling you are sorry, use your actions. God please help this family. Please allow them to lean on each other and You during these dark times. Father, fill them with Your light and heal them.
Praying for you, Brandon and Trinity, for resolution, peace and salvation. God sees you
You three need a good God Spirit filled Church! Ask God to direct you to one ❤ please hurry! Salvation and a filling of the Holy Spirit will change everything ❤
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Pray Psalm 91 for all 3 of you. Leave the past in the past, confess and let go of past mistakes and let Jesus’s love flow through you and the fruit of the Spirit - love, joy, peace, patience, self control, faithfulness, gentleness, kindness. Remember God’s love is all consuming fire Hebrews 12:29 - God will burn away all that is trying to harm you. Keep your eyes and heart filled with the Word of God, speak it, sing it - they will want what you have - the peace that passes all understanding. God bless you! Praying Psalm 91 for you and yours.
My brother died several years ago. He was acting happy getting ready for dinner..went upstairs to take a bath but to find out his body floating upside down in water. He had taking Heroine. His death wasn't in vain. In his pant pocket was a drawn map which lead detectives to biggest drug bust in NJ.
I do believe God is a merciful God. He knows their heart and where they are. Who are we to be so judgemental and think we know better...
Sin doesn't just effect that person..it effect a lot of people.
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Thank you for sharing your story🙏
I really appreciate you sharing this. I am so sorry about your painful loss of your brother. I agree with you that God knows our hearts and He knew your brother's heart and my daughter's heart!!! 💜
I lost my dad to cancer but became a Christian three days before he passed away
My God Randy, this is awesome. I can't believe what this poor lady went through. She is so strong, but only through God because God was with her all the time otherwise, she would never admit it what a strong person she is and her faith is beyond believable. I love this episode and you're right get your tissues out because it made me cry and it's not even over yet. I'm still watching it, may God bless you both and thank you so much Randy for sharing this with us you are a really special person. Thank God for you we all love you God bless you.
Thank you. Basil 💕
Run Dmc, Dumb girl, explains the whole story 😂
My 12 year old brother was killed when I was 4. My grandmother died when when I was little she help take care of me. My Father died at 49 in 1981. Divorced twice. 3rd husband died of cancer at 50 yrs old. 2005. My Brother died 2017. My Youngest Son was murdered June 8 2011 he was 31. My youngest. My Mom died in Sep. Of 2011 sister at 60 died of cancer 2019. My twin sister died Aug 22 2022 congestive heart failure. I have had dreams of some of families being in heave. I have had dream about Loved ones. Thank you for your prayer.
Wow!!!! So many losses you have experienced my sweet friend. I am so sorry. It hurts so much. I pray we all feel the peace of God right now and that He comforts us into eternity in heaven!!!!
😢😢😢 so heartbreaking and yet I see so much of my own story in there. Thanks very much for sharing. God bless you Abbey, your beloved daughter and late husband, your son and all those who have suffered so much. Bless this ministry, in Jesus mighty name I pray 🙏🙏🙏 o
Bless you and thank you, Laura!
I've watched nearly every episode. This is probably the most powerful testimony to date. Thank you for your bravery and transparency Abby. And Amen to the concluding prayer.
💜💜💜 we are all connected!!!! Hugs ❤
How many episodes are there of these? Abby?
Hugs Abby from Ohio
@@TattooLover3000 Randy Kay has several different stories from amazing people on his channel.
This story really resonated with me. I also lost my husband and my daughter💕🙏I was also tempted to withdraw from the Lord, but He guided me to thank Him and praise Him through it all💕💕🙏🙏
Look how good God is!!! I'm so sorry for the painful losses you have endured. I pray God continues to heal you and comfort you! ❤
Randy, you are the most patient and compassionate person listening without interrupting. God bless you
I agree. Randy is so kind, caring, & attentive to his guests and never interrupts! I loved your sweet comment about him.
Thank you for sharing your story Abbey. This really resonates with me. I had listened to this when it first came out. An amazing beautiful story. My nephew just died on 6/20 and we had his funeral on 7/1. He suffered from mental illness and overdosed on fentenol. He did not know it was laced. We are heart broken. I am having my sister (his mom) listen to your testimony. He had such a beautiful soul and talked to people about Jesus. During his funeral so many friends talked about their daily struggle with addiction, some also have mental illness. This story is so needed in this time we are in. I know he is at peace with God. Thank you for all that you have and will help. 🙏🏼❤️
Mary... I am so deeply sorry!!!! So painful.... and so unnecessary for these young kids (all ages really) to die from this evil drug!!!! My heart breaks for all the families left behind trying to make sense of what just happened to their loved one, their kid in so many of these stories!!!! Only Jesus can bring the full healing we are all searching for. I'm praying for you and your family!!! Thank you for reaching out!
@@Yourhealingheart123 Our God is a beautiful God. My sister is an admin for Caloptima’s behavioral health and addiction unit. Her CEO came to the funeral and spoke. He was so moved by the testimonies and struggles that he authorized $250K to fight fentenol in Orange County California. I was telling my husband about you. His sister also suffers with mental illness and helps others throughAA only with the help of Jesus. I know my sister will find peace listening to your story. You are such an Angel. I can’t tell you how much you have helped me during the grieving process. I also sent your story to my counselor who just lost a very dear friend to suicide. What a blessing you are!!!
@@marymiller2970girl!!!! You have me in tears over here! This Saturday 7/15 is my daughter's first heavenly birthday! I've been so sad! But hearing your words and the impact sharing what happened to me and my daughter has had on people, gives me hope and a reminder of the souls God is saving when we share our testimonies for his glory!
Hello Mary, I am so sorry to hear about your nephew. We do have a grief and loss ministry with our good friend Sheri Briggs leading it up. Please feel free to reach out to her at Griefsupport@RandyKay.org.
@@Yourhealingheart123 Wow it has not been long. May God continue to heal your heart. May you find joy and peace knowing she is truly home now. And May you also find comfort knowing you are making a difference for God. I’m blessed to have listened to your testimony. ❤❤❤
She is so brave there is no words to describe her. She is so beautiful in every way God bless her, and may God be with her always
💜 bless you!!!
Dear Randy and Abby! Thank you for this testimony. For being honest and open for us. You said that if sharing truly about what happened meant helping another soul...you would go through it all again. ❤ thank YOU! Like Randy says...Pure heart and God could trust you. He also said....you needed a break! When will the suffering end! I am sure you were physically and emotionally spent. I am crying out to Him for understanding and for relief. My trials are different in the details but long lasting and they just keep coming. One day......
Thank you for speaking!
Thank you so much for your kind words and encouragement 💜🙏
I am so happy I found this. I look so forward to seeing your stories and guests, Randy. ⚓️
Amen!!!
Again, thank you. I love your compassionate heart, I see it in your eyes. Love and blessings to you for sharing these faith building stories with so many of us who are hurting in so many different ways. God bless you ❤️🙏🏻
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My heart felt heavy hearing this testimony. Thank you Randy for this channel. ❤️🙏
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I lost a son a couple of years ago to fentanyl poisoning. He was going through struggles in his mind. I believe it was spiritual attacks. He had just returned home from a rehab. My wife and I found him the following morning. I can’t explain the amount of pain we have gone through. Even though this happened my son was seeking the Lord. He had sent me a text from rehab saying that he wanted to serve the Lord with all his heart but his flesh was in the way. I know that we will spend eternity together worshiping the Lord
Wow!!! That sounds so much like my daughter, Kaleigh. I know she loves Jesus and was battling demons even that night into the early morning when she passed. She had just been out of rehab 4 days 🥹 ugh.... I know Jesus saved her, just not in the way I had imagined.... I am so sorry for your painful loss. This drug is straight from the devil!!
I appreciate you watching/listening and responding. I pray healing for you and your family. We are coming up on 8 months.
@@Yourhealingheart123 thank you for your touching response. I pray that the Lord speaks to your heart and gives you peace and comfort beyond understanding. We will meet someday when we are in his kingdom forever. Til then I pray that Jesus makes his presence known to you everyday
I lost a niece to it, she was 24 and left 2 babies behind. Her dad found her in the bathtub already gone. That was a week before I lost my husband.
I'm so sorry that happened. It's such a horrible thing.
You are so brave to share all this! Thank you from the bottom of the heart🙏
Thank you, Donna!! 💕
Idc I'm watching this and I've never watched one of these without liking the person. Something about this woman ..I don't like her , she seems very narcissistic and self absorbed , really I'm almost through and I don't like her , and it's not because shes think it's jealousy of looks , im sorry shes not, which is what she wants to think is the reason , getting bad vibes from her ..I really think this is all about her and not about others too. Never got that from any one I've watched before , she seems incredibly narcissistic
Thank you for sharing your story Abbey. May God continue to bless you.
Thank you so much, Kim! I'm grateful for your kindness ❤!
You can see pain yet peace in her eyes.
After coming back fro heaven I had such communication with Jesus. And my spirit was so connected I ask so many questions. One of them was what happens to people with mental illness that committed suicide. He gave me the most beautiful answer he simply said their mind doesn't come to heaven they are whole perfect mind. Also people who lost in drugs he knows their hearts. I have family members who lost their lives most of them were loving caring people God knows their hearts. Thank you for sharing
Thank you so much for sharing that, Susan! That means so much to me 💕🙏
Hallelujah 🙌 Amen Amen Amen ❤❤❤❤❤
What a sad testimony very emotional God has given her alot of strength to overcome and be a huge blessing to other suffering families 😢😢😢
Thank you, Nancy. I appreciate your kindness and welcome all prayers!!! In Jesus name!!! ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹🙏🙏🙏
I've been crying with you guys as well wow most definitely one of the most powerful testimonies I have ever hurd thank you sister thank you brother randy love ye all God bless
Thank you, Joseph!!
Randy. I have listened to and recommended your channel since Dec 7/2022 when I started listening to you to sort out my own after death experience on that day. After learning so much informative and peace bringing content and watching at least 100 of your videos this interview is one of the best ever. You do an excellent job of screening real nde's from Amazon book sellers, making your channel the one to safely watch and learn from. God Bless.
Yay!! I'm so glad it touched your heart. My whole purpose in sharing my mess is to bring hope and healing to others!!! ❤️🩹
Randy, thank you for your ministry, it has taught me so much, and Abby, my heart goes out to you. This is one of the best testimonials I have heard because this speaks to many stories and lives. I pray for you, Abby, as a father of two, one boy and one girl, this story especially speaks to me.
Bless you!!! Thank you for sharing! I pray God would bless you and your family with long life, favor, and prosperity so you can glorify Him!
I ended up sharing things I had not "planned" to share but the Holy Spirit directed me, now I understand why. His goodness and grace is weaved through every part of my life and can touch more souls than I ever imagined. He is AMAZING!!!!!
What a wonderful testimony. You can see the grace of God on her.
The baptism of the Holy Spirit is so important in our lives to direct us. Thank you Jesus.
Thank you so much, Jacquie!
My mom saw 2 angels. Once wh7le walking by, a tall man, ice blue eyes blonde but she instantly knew he was not human. And once in her bedroom woke up to an angel at foot of her bed, tall with wings, and gave loving energy she 😊😊
That's amazing 💜💜💜
Thank you Abby for your Testimon🌹🌹🙏🏾🙏🏾
I really need this Word from God today. This World Needs to Hear This🙏🏽🙏🏽
Hugs and blessings all over you and your family! Yo God be the glory. Satan has lost!!!!!!
I lost my dad in 2013 (unexpectedly) but 4 days before I was at a funeral & as we were praying the rosary, I opened my eyes for some reason & I saw my dad in the casket. I started to lose it. But gathered myself & remembered he was at home safe & well. I couldn’t wait to go see him. So after I went to pick him up & we went for a soda. I didn’t know if I should tell him or not…but he asked how it went.
Then he said d”well that’s stupid question”. I said no no, I know what you meant..(my boss/friend had planned her own funeral) So I told him it was everything she wanted. I stayed quiet for a little & then I told him. He was taken a back at first, but then said, well hita (my girl in Spanish) we are all gonna go someday. Death is such a natural part of life but so hard to bare. And we should be rejoicing when someone dies bc they’re going home to really live..and when babies are born, we should pray for them, bc they’re entering the world of sin.
I just broke down & told him , I don’t know what I would do without you..I couldn’t go on. He said, “you have to hita my hitos only have you.” I said, but I even know how. He said, just ask God, god will help you.(my dad was very big on his faith & on God.) I have always always kept God near & he’s so special to me. And I’ve always had favor with him, (my dad would always say) bc he kept me out of some serious trouble.But I wasn’t living to honor him, and the way he made for me to live. After I lost my dad, my world was turned upside down. I didn’t deal with it. I always prayed & I never blamed God for taking my dad. But I can say, I didn’t understand it bc he was needed so badly on this earth. The time frame of when he heart stopped it went about a couple hours of them getting it back & then losing it. That was the pattern for awhile. Hearing these stories & some people say they had a choice, I am absolutely positive NOW, that he had a choice. I knew it then..it just confirms it hearing these stories. But I struggled & just went into a deep depression. So did my other half. He became a severe alcoholic. One night he was hallucinating & accusing me of hiding that I was on the phone..(I was asleep & was woke up to this.) I just couldn’t handle it anymore & told him I was done. (Which I know now, I should have never provoked him or made it worse. Bc I did) long story short, he put a gun to his head & pulled the trigger. This was an attempt at suicide, he carried it all the way through..BUT, God has that final say not us. So by the Grace of God, he survived. Missing his brain by 2cm. When he woke up in the hospital, he didn’t understand why she was still here but was gonna “take this second chance.” Unfortunately, he didn’t. Things got worse, a lot worse. We separated for 5-6years & recently this year, had contact bc his mom was diagnosed with cancer. I hadn’t seen them in all those years. But I was there to help take care of her during her last days (they live 2-3hours away) I’ve done a lot of working on my relationship with God. Everyone can see that I have changed. I decided to give us another try..I don’t know if it’s Gods plan, but I do know he put me back in their lives for a reason….He spoke to me thru a sermon & I was blown away. So I had no doubt, I needed to be there. It’s been hard, really hard. He’s trying to change..& as long as he’s trying, I know there’s hope. He tells me, “I need you bc I don’t know how to go thru this (losing his mom) and you do.” I told him, you’re so wrong. I don’t know how to do this, I still don’t know to be without my dad. He was my support system, my best friend..BUT WHAT I DO KNOW HOW TO DO, IS GO TO GOD WITH IT!! That’s how I make it thru, without God, I wouldn’t have made it. (My health declined. I suffered pulmonary embolisms, liver failure. I was told “thank my lucky stars bc I shouldn’t be here.” When I had my blood clots, they misdiagnosed me (with panic attacks) I had this overwhelming feeling, I was gonna die. I wrote my kids letters..
(Come to find out my mom & sister had this feeling too. My sister was already planning my death & figuring out living space for my mom & kids)
I went to the er everyday for a week. The last time I went they said, next time this happens go to urgent care psych bc they’re better equipped to handle panic attacks. The next day or so, I started having one of those events..but with it, the feeling of death was unbearable. My mind felt like I was in a living nightmare that would never end & there was nothing I could do about it. I tried to take a shower to come out of it (didn’t work. For years after I never got in that shower bc I was so afraid of ever feeling that way again & didn’t want to be triggered) anyhow. I got out the shower went to my room & just got on my knees & prayed. I begged God, if it’s his plan to take me, please reconsider. My kids need me & I can’t leave them. I think a couple hours went by & I was only feeling worse. So I built up the courage to ask my mom to take me back to the er. She wasn’t happy about it, but she did. By the grace of God, there was a different overseeing Dr. that evening. He did something different & within less than an hour of being there & rushed back into my room & said he had bad news. (I thought, I knew it, I know I’m dying.) He told me about the blockages & that I’m not out of the woods & everything & everyone started moving very quickly. I had multiple drs & nurses working on me at the same time. For some reason, the feeling of death lifted. Seeing how concerned the Dr.s were, didn’t scare me. I mean I was having to figure out if they should resuscitate or not (bc my heart could have stopped at any moment.) had I not gone in that evening, I wouldn’t have made it. Same with my liver. So hearing all these testimonies, knowing my other half’s story, knowing how close I’ve come to death (twice) when you have not fulfilled Gods purpose & the reason he chose us to be on this earth, you’re gonna be here u til you carry that out!
By his pure GRACE & his WIll, he makes sure that we do. For our loved ones who are with him, they fulfilled his purpose, so he took them back home. I mean it’s ROUGH a heartache that never goes away..but one thing that does bring me peace, is knowing my dad & loved ones ARE EXACTLY WHERE THEY DESERVE TO BE! And I can’t wait to see them again one day!
May God bless you all!
What a painful, yet BEAUTIFUL testimony!!! Thank you so much for sharing your heart with me and all of us in here. God bless you. I do believe that.... we are here on assignment and won't leave until it's complete!!! All for God's glory!!!!
I left a lot out, bc I tried to make my comment as short as possible (but It still ended up long). Anyhow, my point in saying this is, bc it means the absolute world to me & really touched my heart, that you took the time to read it. It’s so meaningful to me , it made me cry
They’re so much bad & negativity in this world. Some people will comment on things like this, mocking & trying to get a rise.
It’s so heartwarming to receive kindness from good people 🥰
So again I wanna say,
Thank you from my whole heart ❤️ 🥹
You will be in my prayers. 🙏🏼
May God Bless you & your loved ones✞
@@F371C1A_RI would never mock you or say Anything unkind to you. I am so deeply sorry that has ever been your experience. Yes, we live in a cruel world that often includes hurt people hurting other people. But today, you are loved and prayed for!! 💜🙏 God bless you, sweet friend!
🎉🎉🎉Thanks for that deep sharing. May God fill you with His peace. I recently lost my husband & my son was resentful that he didn't try hard enough to stay alive. He felt that he surrendered his spirit.
These videos have convinced me that some people get a clear revelation of the after life & when their time's up, they walk into the next realm.
I myself underwent open heart surgery & thought I would die because prior to that I had experienced multi organ injury.
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I can't speak English well enough to understand all what you talk about guys. But I've understand enough to say it's bravest woman I ever ever ever seen or heard in my entire life. I feel like I'm no worthy to complain about anything what's happening in my life. This woman is tougher than a rock. Randy..I subscribe. Your channel is "soul savior.". You are perfect man for the channel. God is Almighty. God bless you.
Awwww, what a sweet kind soul you are! I pray you are blessed by God
@@Yourhealingheart123 I can't believe you actually respond me Abby. I feel so blessed, that you did it. How are you doing in your life right now Abby? Are you OK? Well. Your past struggles are beyond anything. Cannot even compare myself to you. There is no measure. I just wanted to say that not long ago I were completely different person. I'm born with God since 06.06.2023. So it's only few days Abby. Look how God is good and I can even respond back to you. I don't know my future. But it completely lays in God's hand now. I fear nothing. It's just time. Has come to me and I'm with God today. I'll stay here because I love here. Best for you dear Abby. God bless you strong woman. ❤❤❤
I lost a son who was an addict 7 years ago. It was painful beyond words. 💔
Ugh..... 😢 I am so sorry for your painful loss. It's sucks!!!!! Only thing keeping me going is knowing she's with Jesus and I'll see her again!!!!! 🪽💜🙏
Testimony is the way we grow 🙏 from each other. It works in each other's life's differently but for the good.
Amen!!
I love Randy HEART! he is so kind and LOVING. u can just tell he is such a beautiful soul. I appreciate so much his REALNESS an he seemed so touched by her story as was i. I struggles a long time with addiction. An i felt 1 day like JESUS just set me free from it. Thank you Randy.
Praying God continues to heal you and strengthen you!!!! 💜🙏
Hearing her testimony, all I can think about is that every member of the family needed deliverance...some torment can really just have a spiritual source. Doors can be open from covnenants made generations ago or from activities we engage in knowingly and unknowingly...
You are so right, Kanita! I wish I knew then what I know now. God has taught me so much about my authority as a child of God over the enemy and through spiritual warfare. That's why I am committed to keep sharing and giving glory to God and teaching others how to use that authority as well!!!
Absolutely! This story would have had a completely different outcome had they known. People perish for lack of knowledge.
You cannot be sure that the story would have turned out completely different if Abby or her husband, or whomever, had understood their authority in Christ. Our son witnessed the death of his two year old brother, and was very traumatized from from the age of eight on. We spent many thousands of dollars and countless amount of hours trying to help him recover from the trauma of seeing his brother die, along with helping ourselves recover from that same trauma. We understood our authority and came to understand our authority in Christ even more as time passed. We had prayed for our little boy’s resurrection, and it did not happen but 11 months later, I prayed with authority for a woman apparently killed in a motorcycle accident and she was resurrected. We declared and prayed over our remaining son constantly and then he was diagnosed with an enormous, low-grade brain tumor that was mistreated by his doctors. It came back as glioblastoma at the age of 22, when he was given 22 months to live. Again perhaps our prayers and our understanding of authority in Christ gave him an additional 5 1/2 years instead of 22 months, but we lost him April 6, 2022. Significant numbers of people prayed with authority for our son, both of them, but especially the one we recently lost at the age of 27. He prayed for himself, and pleaded with God to heal him. We broke generational assignments, addressed Freemasonry, and really spent so many hours doing generational prayers that at one point our pastor asked us to consider stopping. He thought maybe we were in fear.
This mindset in the charismatic church that doing everything right guarantees a certain outcome has got to be addressed. It’s destructive to Christians like Abby and us and it causes charismatics to be prideful and smug in their self-righteous belief that they’ve got all the bases covered that not even Job knew to do. I’ve gone from warring for the church to understand her authority to quoting the Scripture that says “they will know we are Christians by our love,” not by our authority or our power.
I have experienced the power of the Holy Spirit on numerous occasions, and I have seen God do incredible miracles through me, including heal the sick, raise the dead and change weather, so I will not walk away from the charismatic stream. However, I must speak against this nonsense that we can guarantee and secure the outcome we want for ourselves or others, or that we think God wants, by what we say, believe, do, declare and pray. Even worse, I must stand against this charismatic abuse that says that if other people don’t get the outcome they needed and wanted, it’s their fault. They missed something really big, or maybe a bunch of little things, but it’s their fault. That’s exactly what Job’s friends said. Never forget that God wanted to kill them.
Maybe deliverance for this family would’ve made a difference. I will say that it really didn’t for us. I was doing deliverance ministry when our last son died. Deliverance ministry did not cast out the cancer and did not appear to cast out the cause of the cancer. The charismatic church has entered into the idolatry of performance, knowledge and understanding. We are feeding from the knowledge of the tree of good and evil and calling it promises and guarantees. Certainly if God reveals a family or individual needs to take certain steps, repent for something generational or personal, or declare something, by all means obey Him, but never assume that because someone else’s story, or even our own story, turns out the opposite of what we wanted and prayed for, that we or someone failed to do, say, or believe the right things.
Thank you
@Yourhealingheart123 Amen!! I am literally just learning these things and have been a Christian for over a decade. I thank the Lord for your testimony and so many others I am learning from. The gravity of it all can be so distressing sometimes.
Thank you so much Randy and Renee for always showing GOD'S love through your ministry! I always appreciate EVERY interview you bring on here. Abby I am so touched by your story, my heart goes out to you and your family. I went through a lot of loss earlier in life and (although not as tragic as a husband and daughter) I used to say I felt like "Jobette". I wish I had possessed the foundation in the Lord back then that you do now! I am inspired by your strength and courage to share this with us, even through your pain. This should be a reminder to us all that our life is not our own, but the Lord's. I pray GOD continues to Bless and KEEP you. I can only imagine the reward and crown that you will receive when we all go home to be with the Lord. I want to pray that GOD will bless you exponentially more just as he did Job. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. ❤🙏🙏🙏❤
Tears!!!! So many tears right now... thank you so much!! I embrace your prayers, love and support! Much appreciated!!! 🥰🙏💜
Amen.
Brother Randy, I love the way the Lord uses you, your wife, and your ministry. Compassion at its best. Bless you, Sir.
Yes!!! Randy and Renee are blessings!!! ❤
I’m so sorry Abby this is truly heartbreaking. I have a 14 y/o daughter who struggles with mental health and flippantly says she wants to die too. I’ve spent thousands on therapy and it hasn’t worked but you’re right that without Jesus it does nothing. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story. God bless you.❤🙏🏽
Thank you for your kindness 💜
Father God: please intervene and bring healing and hope to this family and specifically this young 14 year old daughter. We pray a hedge of protection around her and plead the blood of Jesus over her from head to toe. We pray the enemy is silenced and your holy spirit would speak to her mind and soul. In Jesus mighty name!!!
@@Yourhealingheart123 Amen! 🙏🏽
You are not alone. Keep fighting and be the Warrior that God needs you to be. There is manic depression in my family, I spent years moving from country to country so I always felt anxious. I lost a brother to suicide. I was a cocktail waitress and bartender during and after graduating from college. I wake up sometimes saying Jesus is with me but I can never remember these dreams. I am an empath as well so I felt broken after my brother's death. My husband has been with me since we were 20 years old but he has pancreatitis, 3rd
Stage kidney disease and I have to watch him die in front of me. He was a cattle futures trader but we lost everything and are now living with his parents, helping where we can. So many changes. God is with me, keeping me safe. I know we will all meet on the afterlife. I see signs everywhere, I thank my guardian angel in my prayers to Jesus. Keep the faith! I have been on migraine and bi-polar meds daily since 1990. Staying positive is so difficult but I try. 😇🙏❤️ This year, my Mom had a stroke and has liver cancer. We didn't have children, we raised six furless cats and losing Leia was so painful.🥺😥😐
Hi, Karen! Thank you for your encouraging words. I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your brother 🥹 and your husband's medical condition. Being an empath can be such a blessing.... but also is so heavy! Praying peace that passes all understanding for you and your family! 🙏💜
Omgosh! I just now saw the second part of your reply!!! You have been through it too!!!! 😢 I agree that we are near His return! Signs are everywhere... I'm ready!!! I just want the world to be ready and say yes to Jesus!!!!
Gosh what a story!Abbey my heart goes out to you and thank you for sharing your stories. Your experiences are for raising awareness and strengthening others
That's exactly why I share.... to create awareness and to hopefully lead people to Jesus!!! 💜🙏
I am crying out for my daughter Jessica. This is way too close to home. Lord let this not be her portion. This has been such a long journey and Lord you have brought us this far, I refuse to quit. I believe in deliverance, I believe in restoration, I believe in miracles turn around. I am trusting in you Jesus to bring her home, whole, healed, restored in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
I am so greatfull for Abby and her incredible testimony that has me in rivers of tears. I am so greatfull for the beautiful calm style of interviewing that takes such care and compassion in the midst of such devastating pain and sorrow. Please Lord hear our prayers and deliver our families and our children for your name sake, for your Kingdom come. Amen ✝️💝🕊️
Amen!!!! Praise God you know about deliverance and the power of prayer! I just felt the Holy Spirit come over me and I stand in agreement with you on behalf of your daughter Jessica that she belongs to Jesus and He will go after her relentlessly to heal her, deliver her, and bring her home for His glory!!!! We plead the blood of Jesus and His anointing all over Jessica and her momma, in Jesus name!!!!
Thanks so much for sharing, Abby. God is speaking through you, letting us know we’re not alone. Sometimes I feel like Job. It’s been really rough. Through the strength Jesus gives us, we will prevail ❤
Hello Dave! I appreciate your kind words and pray God would comfort you in this season and fulfill all He has promised to you in Jesus name!!!!
Wow!! I really feel like this testimony is incredible the similarly everything I went through with drugs and raves in south florida. Thank you for sharing. God Bless 🙌
Praise God He rescued us and set us free!!! I'd love to hear your story!! @mellyh2360
Abby, we have some things in common! I have not experienced the tragedies you have, but your story impacted me very much! I have a background as a dancer and in the party lifestyle, a lot of heartache and trauma as well. Now I’m studying to be a mental health counselor. I am also a prodigal. My children suffer from mental health issues as I have. When you said God weeps with us and your daughter is His daughter it really touched me. I pray for my children who are unbelievers and it helps to be reminded that they are His too.❤❤❤❤
Becky!!!!! I am so grateful and thankful you watched my testimony and took the time to write to me.
Father God, we stand in the gap for Becky's children and pray for their salvation. They are your kids!!!! You chose Becky to be their momma!! You do not make mistakes, God, so please continue to build Becky's confidence in you and her faith in your son. In Jesus mighty name!! 💜🙏🙌💕
I will be praying for you, and your family, and Abby and her family. Kindly pray for me and my family.
Oh thank you for this testimony. Thank you Abby for pouring your heart out and showing us God through you. You have much work to do as a daughter of God but also as his warrior to fight this battle. God bless you and know you are much loved. 🙏🙏
I just got Holy Spirit chills as I call them! Thank you, Suzanne, I feel the love and support!!
This lady has so much wisdom and experience to share. She should go viral and tour schools. And be on tv and everywhere!
Awwww, I am willing to share my mistakes (and God's glory through it) if it helps to save 1 family!!!!
I wish I could give u a hug Abby 😢I agree Abby is so special Abby seems better and more experienced than other counselors i saw her on a tv show Abby I am crying about your story you seem so brave I am struggling with mental illness depression and anxiety I struggle with rejection too you mentioned rejection I feel like I can relate to your story I don’t feel like God loves me you are doing a lot better than myself I am hearing your testimony u seem brave sending my love to u I hope to hear from u I wish we could give each other a hug I am so sorry Abby
@@TattooLover3000 you ARE brave for being so vulnerable to share what you are struggling with. God loves you, He certainly does! He created you and made you just the way you are. Please know that there is a purpose for your life and it is time for you to step into what God has planned for you, for such a time as this. He wants your heart, open your heart and tell him you want Him to guide you and lead you. I am sending you a big hug right now!!! Call on Jesus!!! He's waiting for you 💜
Oh my goodness! Abbie!❤ 😢 God put you here for a reason, despite the incredible pain you have been through. I have prayed for Kelieigh, your late husband, your son, you and your whole family. What is the name of your new platform? I will be on it. I was captivated by this and felt Jesus near me as I watched. That warm feeling you describe. And thank you so much to Randy too. 🙏
Thank you so much, Hannah!! My ministry is Yourhealingheart ❤ I'd love to hear from you!!!
Thank you for your guest and stories. Tears are falling, Thank you Jesus for you Randy, the Love from God is everywhere.
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Such a sad story. I can't imagine losing my husband, then my daughter later so tragically. Bless you Abby for your resilience and faith in the Lord. He is guiding you and your son in the next chapters of Life.
I myself struggled with drug addiction when I was young, but I know now I was running from pain from childhood and was running from God's help.
Abby, your activism and ability to tell your story will be helping so many people. Thank you for sharing your story, your daughter's story, your candid courage is truly amazing
Kayleigh was beautiful and she remains forever beautiful in Heaven
Awww!!!! Thank you so much. Your kindness has blessed me 💜💜💜 I pray God's favor and blessing upon you and am so glad God saved you from harm too!!!
Abby I have watched this probably six times that is how important your ministry is. One thing I wanted to tell you is please take screen shots of your messages with your daughter that way they will be safe and in your cloud with your photos. I had a message that I lost on accident and I don’t want you to lose yours GOD BLESS YOU and RANDY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AS WELL with tons of a Christian love.❤
Amen amen amen!!!! I've screenshot everything! Praise God she and I texted so much!!!! I don't have any voice mails but my son has 1 which I just got put into a sweet angel build a bear for him so he can listen whenever he misses her. I'm excitedly waiting and watching for Jesus to come get us!!! Yet until then we march on and share Jesus!!! Hugs my friend! 💜❤️🥰 May God BLESS YOU!!!!!
Okay the only thing is she keeps reiterating how cute she was ,even now like those are prideful narc traits .., idc it's amazing that someone can just do these things and come out good but other ppl don't even come close to doing all these things and we get royally screwed ..
@@mariamaria2751 I pray divine healing and full restoration of His peace in your life. 💜🙏
Bloodline iniquity is an open door in the spirit realm for demons to come in and oppress, possess and destroy lives. My dad had Schizophrenia and my brother killed himself. Through deliverance ministry and God's healing I now have victory over mental illness and oppression. Thank you Yeshua!
Praise God!! I agree. I 💯 believe in and support deliverance ministry and am so grateful for what I have learned and continue to learn. That's why I want share with others to help them avoid the same awful pitfalls 🙏🙏🙏
Mental illness is so incidious and difficult to deal with. It is so painful for those with it and family. Most churchs don't know how to help.
Very painful! 🙏💜
Most professionals don’t know how to help! It’s such an unserved community, in a broken system
@@Belovelyava what's awful is that we had gotten referrals and trusted the rehab facility she went, but quickly learned they were overcrowded, understaffed, and did not deliver on what they advertised! 🥹 since she was 21, they did not communicate with me until I pushed and demanded... but it was too late .... we definitely have a broken system.
I would like to recommend that families with these issues also seek out deliverance ministries.
Yes!!! 100%!
God bless you, Abby , for sharing your story. God bless you Randy, for providing this platform. May God save many, many people through this episode,
That is truly my heart's desire! For lives to be saved and say yes to Jesus!!!! Thank you 💜🙏
I'm very sorry for all the trauma that you have been through. Thank you for sharing your heartfelt story. God bless you! Sending peace and love your way.
Thank you very much! 💜🙏
Love watching you, Mr. Randy. You have such interesting stories on here.
Amen!!
I am watching this again many months after the first viewing. She truly overcame in the end.
But I can't help but comment that her parents seemed so passive.
She had mental problems ( from the drugs) and had to leave one college.
Then later she came home for Christmas in bad shape, having lost a lot of weight.
They participated in her darkness by doing nothing.
I pray to the Father that parents get to know Jesus and see their children's heart mind and soul so that they can guide them.
She had no real help from her family. But one person never gave up on her: The Father. Hallaluelah!
💜🙏 thank you for taking the time to rewatch and comment. I agree that without being born again believers, it's harder to raise children and parent them..... even those of us that are Holy Spirit filled believers now, have a hard time raising kids these days! The spiritual warfare and the strongholds and generational curses are no joke!!! While I cannot go back in time and change things, I can trust Jesus to cut off and break off all curses in my family line and redeem what the enemy tried to steal!!! In Jesus name!!!
Oh I’m so very sorry about your husband. What a tragic thing to go through. I’m glad your sons are okay
Thank you, Patricia! 💜🙏
So sorry, Abby for your loss. It is true that our battle is against evil forces and not against flesh and blood. Sometimes we unknowingly open a legal door for the enemy of our souls by getting involved with the occult through things like karate, yoga, games, dreamcatchers, windchimes, tattoos, amulets etc. May God help us, His children, to discern these things. We are crying with you. May Jesus continue to heal your heart.
Thank you, Christine. Your kindness is much appreciated! 💜🙏
We all know we're Abby is going to go when she dies. She will be with God in heaven, and with her husband and her daughter and the rest of her family. God bless her she is something else may God be with her always
Amen!!! Glory to Jesus!!!
@@Yourhealingheart123I think you are the mentally ill one
Thank you Randy, and thank you Abby for sharing. Dear Heavenly Father, we do not understand everything, but You do. And we trust in You. Comfort, strengthen, bless and keep us all. In the precious name of Jesus, Amen
Thank you, Rick! God bless you my brother in Jesus 🙏
Wow.. Just wow just watched this story. There are no words. God Bless Abby and her family and may HE continue blessing 🤲 forever ❤ & ever. 🕊
This journey certainly has been painful! I share so others can have hope in the midst of pain. Thank you so much for your prayer and kindness!!! 💜🙏
I totally understood and related when you said you screamed and yelled and questioned God and were angry at Him but never turned away from Him.
Amen!!! Humanity, pain, grief... it's all so real!!
This testimony touched me to the core. I attempted suicide in May of this year I battle drug addiction and have been diagnosed with major deppressive disorder. I have recently slipped back into my addiction but I have been seeking God since November of last year when I accidentally overdosed on Xanax God has saved me twice from dying. There is no reason that I should be here today. If you could please pray for me. And if you know a spirit led mental health therapist please forward me some information 😢😢
I'm so grateful God led you to watch and respond to my testimony. He loves you!!!! Of course I can pray for you!! What is your name and how can I get in touch with you?
- I see your name is Donna. So father God, you have heard your daughter's heart and cry for help. Thank you for not giving up on her and giving her the strength to fight the good fight. I pray complete healing and deliverance for Donna and that you would set her free from all addictions, depression, anxiety and all thoughts of suicide and self harm. We plead the blood of Jesus all over her from head to toe, inside and out, in Jesus mighty name!!!!!!
Please don't do that again. You are worth a priceless amount to our Father in heaven and to many brothers and sisters. Please continue to give this to our king and remember, you are amazing and very loved❤
I pray God blesses this woman’s life with joy and peace and comfort.
Thank you Abby for sharing your story. You are a very lovely special lady. I pray that God will reward you greatly here on earth and in Heaven. You may not believe it but you are a VERY STRONG person for all of the suffering you have gone through and STILL honoring our God!
Katrina, you are a sweet kind soul. Thank you for taking the time to watch, listen, and reply so lovingly. I pray God's blessing and hand of favor upon you and your family! ❤
@@Yourhealingheart123 thank you so much for that prayer!
I lost my sister to cancer this last may and then my mother-in-law on Sept 1st. My oldest son struggled with addiction for many years but he has been clean and sober for 3 years now. So I was ALWAYS fearful of what you went through! I am so sorry that you have been through so many struggles but I admire you for keeping your faith in God. I pray God will bless you, your family and your ministry!
Thank you for another interview, so appreciate your openness ❤️
Thank you so much! God bless you for your kindness. 💜
Thank you so much for your bravery to talk about this. God bless you. It has really helped me.
Awww, thank you so much Scott!!!! May God continue to bless you and heal you 🙏🙏🙏
Wow. An extraordinarily heart felt testimony. You are very strong to share this testimony. May Jesus Christ of Nazareth of Lord and Saviour continue to bless and keep you. Amen
Thank you my friend. I receive that prayer and accept it. Thank you for listening and messaging me 💜🙏
It’s people like you Abby, that is gonna help millions to Jesus! Your Love for Jesus makes me love him even more! I’m addicted to Jesus! Even though I can tell people about him, sometimes I can’t take my own advice! I struggle and struggle at times and I know in my heart, I don’t have to, but fear is something that is REAL and something that will get the very best of you!! I try so hard to follow Jesus, I fail him daily! He’s brought me from the very bottom and when I’ve almost reached the top, I’m literally stuck!! The more I love Jesus, the more the devil pushes you!! I will always give him the praise and glory though, and I won’t let the devil steal my Faith!! But thank you for sharing your story, your story has already touched many many lives and thank you for all your doing and I hope Jesus continues to use you and Bless you every single day!! And Randy I love your show, this is what I watch every single day! This show brings me hope and just draws me nearer and nearer to Jesus!! Thank you and God Bless You All!!
Hi, Angela!! Thank you so much for watching/listening and taking the time to write a response. God sees your heart and knows your love for Him!! Hold firm to Him!! The devil is a liar!! He knows his time is coming to an end. God bless you!!!
I'm a recovering addicte & this woman story is a lot like me & my mom!
I PRAISE JESUS FOR THE MURCY HE HAS HAD FOR ME!
This story has put me in tears 😢
THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR STORY❤
Hi, Maranda! Praise God you've received His mercy and forgiveness. I knew I was meant to share our painful story as others have been suffering too.... we all need Jesus!
I can totally relate to this woman. She is very worthy and a beautiful person
God bless you, Lori. Praise God that He is bigger and more than able to give us beauty for ashes!!! 💜🙏
I am 1/8 of the way thru ! I was bullied relentlessly because of a handicap i acquired from a premature birth . I also have had a ‘job’ life. Still listening 👍…
I know it's a long testimony!!! I pray God gives you exactly what you need in hearing it!! 💕🙏🙏🙏
Did you get to finish?
@@Yourhealingheart123have had to stop & start, finishing now… love your ‘name’ 👍
@@seekerofgrace2058 I love your name too!!
Remember the bullies see something in you that you don't see something good something ask God to show you who you are
Abby, you grew exponentially with each hurt, each survival of evil, each rebuke of the devil, and each tragedy, so that you are such a strong force, that the words just tumble and flow out of you for hours --in the tsunami of faith of a super conquerer.
God used your weaknesses, your vulnerabilities and trials for growth and good about as thoroughly as I have ever witnessed.
This tells us that Jesus is truly close to the broken-hearted; and He can use those of us who are indeed broken-hearted; and bring us out on the other side full of strength, shining His light so that others may want to know Him.
Amen
Rose S.
Awww, Rose. You are such a special, kind soul. May God bless you for your gentleness and encouragement 💜🙏🥰 thank you!!!
Awww Randy!!! This one was a very emotional video I am sire to many parents going through this very rough time with children with addiction or Mental/behavioral illnesses. I am definitely praying for these kids going through whatever trauma they have gone through. I myself was addicted to going out to clubs and drinking. I too was wanting to end my life in 2009. But I prayed Randy!! And God saved me. He spoke to me right there. And I agreed to listen to Him. I forgave all my transgressors and repented for all I did. And God asked me to go back to school. Which I did. And now I am an RN, BSN!! Amazing Testimony God gave me. GOD HEALED ME 100%. I al so grateful he saved me. I wouldn't have seen my grand babies be born or spend time with them and or my family. Or have met my husband. Is there still trials and lessons?!? Omg they are. But now I am stronger. I don't use chemicals to harm me. Now I use the powerful word of the Lord!!
I do have to say though. That this lady needs to not blame others for her choices that she made. Because those were her choices. She chose to do drugs. She chose to sell drugs and to give people drugs. So she k rw what she was doing. And for her to say it's not about color when she was asking. For help she shouldn't of even mentioned color if it wasn't about color. So I did not appreciate that. She needs to really be real with herself in what she chose to do. This was the first time that someone has not taken responsibility for theor actions. Which is not cool. Although I do pray for her broken heart for her daughter. But she needs to really own her choices. Because they were her own and only hers. Just like I own mine. I can Gove u excuses but ultimately it was still my choice to do what I did. Whether people used or manipulated me. I still chose to drink and to ruin my life at that moment in time. God bless. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️
I am so truly happy to hear that God spoke to you and you listened. Praise God!!
I also am not blaming anyone for my choices. I own my choices and take full responsibility for them.
Thank you for taking the time to watch, listen, respond, and pray for all of us. May God bless you for that 💕🙏
I listened objectively to her story and honestly did not hear any indication that she was blaming others for her past choices or circumstances. It did seem there were people she was involved with that did not support her well being. As we all act at times out of ignorance or willful disobedience what struck me overwhelmingly was her honest and accurate conviction of God’s amazing heart and grace and gratitude for His desire to take a chance on her for the sake of reaching many others through her trust in His plan. I heard pain and regret along the way for certain choices yet glory given to God where others may have chosen to stay stuck in bitterness and disbelief. Thank you for your faithfulness to God’s faithfulness Abby!
@@NOMQN you just made my heart get warm like when I feel the Holy Spirit with me. Thank you NOMQN! The ONLY reason I even shared this testimony here is to give glory to God and share all my flaws and bad choices so that others the devil has been deceiving and holding in chains to guilt and shame could get set free by the blood of Jesus! That's is my only heart's desire! 💜💜💜🙏🙏🙏
I felt compelled to listen all the way thru because I felt so much of God’ truth coming through your relating of these events. Not an easy Hallmark story but definitely one that rings of obedience in the way you are sharing this part of your story. God is working through you and this ministry and I thank you
@@NOMQN ❤️🩹🙏
Thank you Abby for sharing your story!!! Allow God to continue to walk with you Abby❤️
Thank you!! God bless you!
When she said in the prayer that she lost her daughter only 7 months ago I about lost it. Praise God for her courage.
I know 😭 it still doesn't feel real. She died 10/29/22. I miss her terribly.
@@Yourhealingheart123 Will keep you guys in my prayers for sure!
Thank you!!!
Every kid needs a good family & love, Amen.
Yes we all do!!!! We all need Jesus!!! 💜🙏
Abby , your pain and sacrifices ,disappointments and trials has turned into a beautiful strength and we thank God for He is always faithful you endure all those trials and pains and at the end acknowledge God still it’s so beautiful ❤ it’s awesome and so is our faithful God
💜🙏🥰 thank you for your kindness!
I had already lost my eldest daughter 12 1/2
years ago. I lost my last living child to fentanyl. She almost made it to 40, but was one of the first bunch to die in Oklahoma, August 24th, 2020. I was so hoping I would go before her. But now, I'm a mother with no children left. In between them, I lost twin boys when I was pregnant. It doesn't seem fair that I should be alive, but none of them.
Oh my goodness!!!! No mom should endure losing all of her children. My heart breaks with yours!!! Fentanyl sucks! I am truly sorry for your painful losses. 🥹🙏🙏🙏
@@Yourhealingheart123
Thank you so much for your caring heart. Facing another Mother's Day with no children was so hard. Before that day, I was having surgery on my foot. For 2 days before, I begged God if I could go Home. I was hoping to wake up in heaven while under anesthesia. But was disappointed when I awakened in recovery instead. At first, I was disappointed. But Father showed me how selfish I'd been. He still had work for me to do. Even in rehab, He used me to set a good example of who a Christian should be, not just by talk, but by actions too. Although I was there a month, they didn't want me to leave. In some way I hope I was a good example for Christ as I worked hard on my rehabilitation even when they walked off for a bit, I did my exercises. I'm thankful now to be alive to serve God a little longer. He is good to me and patient and I love Him. May the Lord bless you as well.
@@springyork1474 wow!!!!! You get it! I feel the same emotions, especially the first several weeks after my daughter died. It still feels surreal. The other day I "forgot" for a moment and wanted to call her. Ugh .... that's so hard. I'm proud of you for pressing in and pushing through the pain and allowing God to love you and love others through you. Your kids are proud of you from heaven too!!!! 🙏💜
@@Yourhealingheart123
Thank you Sister for the encouragement. I really needed it and you helped me feel better. I'm so sorry for your loss too. When my eldest daughter died, I stared at the phone knowing I'd never get a phone call from her again. But she was an adventurous young woman while she was here. She played football at 14. Went dog skating with her and her sister's dogs on roller blades with no brakes. From me, she loved amusement park rides. I was even Batmom after riding the Batman 8 times in a row. She had a lot of courage and even joined in the Mosh pits at concerts. I'm sure she's having adventures in heaven. And also your daughter. Maybe when we see each you there, we and our children can go on an adventure together. 🌹❤️🌹❤️🌹❤️🌹
@@springyork1474 I just smiled and got Holy Spirit chills! Our kids have met in Heaven and have now introduced us!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜 continue sharing stories about your kids! Don't stop! They still live, just not in physical skin like us!