Feel for this guy, to me he seems like a decent fella who took a left turn when he should have took a right. Hope he gets into a 12step program and turns it around. I've seen people in worse situations get well. As Oscar Wilde one said, Every Saint has a past and every sinner has a Future
@@baliksupper6043 I was very poor, didn't resort to making stupid mistakes. Most of these are their own faults, sure some of them get forced into selling or doing drugs but 90% of people make their own decision
Being from a working class background and witnesed my nearest and dearest fall foul to addiction, I can see both sides of the argument but I think people need to have more compassion in general. We all make mistakes but unfortunately some haunt us for the rest of our lives, especially when there's no-one there to keep you in check.
This channel should be way way bigger with Thousands of subs. I Just find it, probably bc i watch All the others out there, but you do a very Good importen work letting the addict have a voice!! Thank You for this. 🙏❤️🙏🙋♀️
There is a price to pay when you shot class A. I remember being up and mashing P and seeing what people would do for Food. That karma come back and bit me. I have paid the price. Look forward to my man's book.
@@3211-r7z That's a myth bro. I'm not a bad person but the drugs game brought out the worst in me. I saw someone's addiction/weakness as a ticket to make fast easy money. I've seen people waste every vein in their body so they can only inject either in the armpit or groin and still that didn't change my motive. I seen mother's at 2am with they babies in the pram and still do business. It's a scummy life. If you have a real heart get out or better yet don't even start. Karma is the realist.
@@fundementalroast7002 for some people they are just born to push its all they know. Its what they are born to do. I think its the government's fault that people cant afford there food and drugs. To me the government is responsible for empty stomachs and sleeping on cardboard. Its a system and the ones in the suits are the ones who are the real child predators. But they go after someone pushing. Someone always gonna push someone always going to want. I do hear you and respect your reply.
Another one from Hackney... my home town.... glad I got my son out of there. Obviously this can happen anywhere but its hard for boys to grow up there.
Come across your channel yesterday wow some deep shit that needs to be put out there! not all drug users are bad they're just lost and stuck in a cycle of misery....sounds like most are trying to escape some kind of pain or trauma and some don't know what a normal life is...eye opening stuff mate thanks for the upload
Yeah man them first couple lines , you throw you ring up, but still go back, 3 days later shes got you, 20 habit been clean 7 years,well I say clean 35 ml of juice now 47..
So your not clean then mate... Get to NA I’m truly 12 step clean the full way.. oh and I never threw up of Bs had a tolerance from day 1 had been fucking with codeine for years before that
regarding the UK old-school scene, i was 25 in 1990, LSD and speed were big for years before Ecstasy and then cocaine. Our city in the west midlands went from no one doing it to thousands going raves and doing stuff to party. Illegal raves in 1988 with 100's there, and big races in fields with 5000 there all buzzing and dancing for 16 hours. over the next 30 years 25 of my friends and acquaintances are dead.
I’m quite young and I’m scared that some of my pals will end up with the same fate because of drugs raving etc stopped doing that myself a few years ago luckily though
Real old schooler enough man like this on my manor always talk to them about the old school days since I have a lot of older cousins who grew up in the millennium days
He sold too much and ended up selling his soul with it, been there, lucky I ain't there no more, with many of my good friends below the ground now, Good luck to the vato,hope this homeboi makes it out
@Allison Hooper what's too much? Do you have any idea how shitty just a normal dealer in a suburb makes, not much if you are the runner, at all, but you sell heaps, cause the ones who buy more than a gram of harry or anything else apart from weed are not many, and its definitely alot of shit you have to put yourself through, you get the bag for a while then your fucked...he definitely sold alot if he said he was getting a good bag
The time doesn't really matter though. He was top as in by his account "he had a banging line" and he was selling a big product. He might not have been the biggest man on road but it sounded like he was making good money from it which not everyone can say, and it only stopped because he got addicted. I hear what your saying though, but to be fair the video maker titled it like this, the guy himself wasnt trying to big himself up at all.
I may get slaughtered for this comment but ....Everyone who's stopped the brown knows exactly when they stopped ....In my opinion that's all ....13/10/14 8.30 am Monday morning
You can see the pain in his eyes everyone giving him stick for dealing he was a kid in a rough area hackney in the 90s was bad and he prob jus gullible and caved in to peer pressure and then started using he's had it bad trust
Theres no E at the end of Heroin. You misspelt it. A Heroine is a female Hero. Not judging just saying for future uploads and improved editing for your content bro 👍🏻 one of my fave channels still 👌
Brother stay positive, focused and stay safe 👍 it will all slot in for you, God willing, top man, I can tell you being real genuine, you should help others, join a government scheme, a mentor ❤️ from this brother
@@laurens4479 I dont have all the answers but if you feel sorry for him you could make a change and help people in a similar situation to Peter you sound like you have lots of empathy and a kind person.
Big love dude, get some help man, it's there if you want it, fuck hard drugs and all that bollocks, choose a life bro , sending you love from an ex addict telling you shit is soooooo much better off that shit !
The good old days and bad too ... I’m sorry for all those I lead astray and made money off Lord forgive me and turn all those still stuck there away ❤️🙏🏽
I feel bad for the guy, iv seen a few simiar stories to this, my aunt lives on the pembury estate (birchington), i grew up in hackney, london fields. So many people take the wrong path nd get caught up in the shit, the grip is strong and when it grabs ahold of you its hard to get away without help. Seems a nice guy, i hope shit changes for him. Be strong.
The notorious pembury estate lol a no go zone I got robbed for my nokia 3310 by pembury boys I told my mates lets go there and get it back l they said buy a new phone 😂😂🙈
this happens to alot of the shotters your seeing now in there range rovers and rolexs in the end. trust me not many people come out of the game in a good situation at all.
At the end of the day only Allah cam judge. Every one has a past and a reason to do what they did. The end rests with Allah the most Merciful, the Most Compassionate.
Do you think this guy said to himself "I might just be a bishead instead of trapping" when he was at your stage? Its karma, you sell hard food that fucks up peoples lives - eventually karma bites back. Get your bag and try turn it legit
@@dominicclarke3206 truss me its that hard food lifestyle. Moving bummy, always broke.... The buj got to him as it always does eventually. Stop your foolishness.
I think if they had awereness the repercussions off using heroin and crack like all the A-class, that will help alot. That's how I started I didn't even wtf I am smoking soon 10 years went past without realising wtf going. Know Alhamdulillah I am clean, thanks to Allah he wanted me clean. May Allah guide everyone Ameen
I feel like it doesn't define who you are and I don't think anyone should be defined by anything.....I think we all have a story and we all have a past and noone can really judge that if they've not been there
This story has been done for decades since the 60's and hundreds of thousands of people in all countries have done exactly the same thing. some make big money, some get high on their supply. watch al profit RUclips channel. those guys in America in the 80's were shifting 2500 kilo's a month. imagine making that many millions .
Sell it but in end you'll take it or your nearest and dearest will end up taking it, seen it happened mans bagging for their bro then o'd themselves or topmans offspring becomes addict...karma really is a bitch.
One word - karma. I am a recovering addict, and i have zero sympathy for people who peddle it purely for profit. Most are vile people who think they're so much better than the addicts they deal to, when in actual fact, they're 100 times worse. He's also lying about being off everything for 3 years. He's blatantly high on heroin in this video. If you know, you know. It's obvious.
Just the way they have a choice to sell it...you choose to consume it. Selling poison undoubtedly brings bad karma but you are still a fool for choosing to put poison in ur body.
@@yedaa3876 maybe one day you'll lose everything, and use drugs to ease the unbearable pain that comes with that. Most addicts have had horrible lives and suffer from mental illness. You're a very ignorant and judgemental person!
There's a curse that comes with selling class A's the real one's will know...
@Shahzad khan or people they love like there kids, I've seen it so many times
Word.
u real,?
@Shahzad khan truth
You know it ! The money goes just as fast as you make it and you never seem to get anything for it.
Was in jail back in 2000 with him. Sad to see man 😔
Feel for this guy, to me he seems like a decent fella who took a left turn when he should have took a right. Hope he gets into a 12step program and turns it around. I've seen people in worse situations get well. As Oscar Wilde one said, Every Saint has a past and every sinner has a Future
He might be sorry now but part of being a decent person is the decisions you make.
@@georgecroney6168 middle class people never understand this shit.
@@baliksupper6043 if you don't understand why you're where you are you'll never get out of it
@@baliksupper6043 I was very poor, didn't resort to making stupid mistakes. Most of these are their own faults, sure some of them get forced into selling or doing drugs but 90% of people make their own decision
Being from a working class background and witnesed my nearest and dearest fall foul to addiction, I can see both sides of the argument but I think people need to have more compassion in general. We all make mistakes but unfortunately some haunt us for the rest of our lives, especially when there's no-one there to keep you in check.
Sad seeing these Hackney olders I grew around in E5 look like this, thinking back to what some of them looked like back in the day is crazy.
Can't heal in the same environment that made you sick. Hope the best for this guy
Its like the uk's version of 'soft white underbelly'.
Hahaha
For reap
Yh he can blow of this
yeah thats what I thought
@Blized London is in the UK...
This channel should be way way bigger with Thousands of subs. I Just find it, probably bc i watch All the others out there, but you do a very Good importen work letting the addict have a voice!! Thank You for this. 🙏❤️🙏🙋♀️
"Escorts before they turned to focus's" - If this ain't the most oldskool observation, I don't know what else is 😆
lol init... this guy was real life
What does he mean by “focus’s” ?
📠
@Dizzy D im old enough lol but thanks for the advice though
Don't do heroin, crack or coke. They're the ones that will totally fuck your life over.
I grew up with Peter from youts "daaaam". Blessup Pete get strong bro
Wordup
He’s got his own channel now check it out 🙌🏾
ruclips.net/video/nGjx0sdyRPU/видео.html
@@destinytianna noway ill look now
Yeah bro we family pb 4life
This is Karma from the road life this is what can happen when you keep up badness his lucky that he is still alive.
Sadly obvious he's still using. His mannerisms, clothes and eyes give it away. Poor guy. Wish him well..
He’s got his own channel now check it out - ruclips.net/video/nGjx0sdyRPU/видео.html
I would agree with you his mannerisms gives him away completely in denial look how drugs makes you lie on camera .
Mad how wrong decisions can really spiral out of control, hopefully dude finds the will power to get some help and the motivation to want out
He’s got his own channel now guys check it out
ruclips.net/video/nGjx0sdyRPU/видео.html
There is a price to pay when you shot class A. I remember being up and mashing P and seeing what people would do for Food. That karma come back and bit me. I have paid the price. Look forward to my man's book.
did you give them food to eat? You can still be a dealer and have a big heart
@@3211-r7z That's a myth bro. I'm not a bad person but the drugs game brought out the worst in me. I saw someone's addiction/weakness as a ticket to make fast easy money. I've seen people waste every vein in their body so they can only inject either in the armpit or groin and still that didn't change my motive. I seen mother's at 2am with they babies in the pram and still do business. It's a scummy life. If you have a real heart get out or better yet don't even start. Karma is the realist.
@@fundementalroast7002 for some people they are just born to push its all they know. Its what they are born to do. I think its the government's fault that people cant afford there food and drugs. To me the government is responsible for empty stomachs and sleeping on cardboard. Its a system and the ones in the suits are the ones who are the real child predators. But they go after someone pushing. Someone always gonna push someone always going to want. I do hear you and respect your reply.
Devils dandruff...
@@fundementalroast7002 nice to see a bit of repentance and honesty, fuck all that hard drug bollox, that's the real waste man job
Bro I love this channel it's fascinating to hear people's story gives you a closer look at what people are going through in the world this is so deep
Another one from Hackney... my home town.... glad I got my son out of there. Obviously this can happen anywhere but its hard for boys to grow up there.
Hackney did this to him could of been your son .
i dont know you but you defo did the right thing getting yourself out of there expecially if you have a family
“Number 4, I know you heard this before
Never get high on your own supply” - Biggie Smalls 🎶
Scar face 😳 he said that
He's still mad he's clucking
I wish my guy well
I remember my man was on he's ting back in the day shits sad out here hope he sorts he's life out
He’s got his own channel now check it out ruclips.net/video/nGjx0sdyRPU/видео.html
He was on his ting? you mean he was on his way to self destruction .
Come across your channel yesterday wow some deep shit that needs to be put out there! not all drug users are bad they're just lost and stuck in a cycle of misery....sounds like most are trying to escape some kind of pain or trauma and some don't know what a normal life is...eye opening stuff mate thanks for the upload
Yea look foward to your publication!
Yeah man them first couple lines , you throw you ring up, but still go back, 3 days later shes got you, 20 habit been clean 7 years,well I say clean 35 ml of juice now 47..
Puking but I love it! That's when the Devil knows he's got another new recruit...
@fondue even tho you’ve been clean of H you still on meth juice? Is it possible to come off that at some point ?
So your not clean then mate... Get to NA I’m truly 12 step clean the full way.. oh and I never threw up of Bs had a tolerance from day 1 had been fucking with codeine for years before that
"What was the straw that broke the camels back again?" 🤣🤣
regarding the UK old-school scene, i was 25 in 1990, LSD and speed were big for years before Ecstasy and then cocaine. Our city in the west midlands went from no one doing it to thousands going raves and doing stuff to party. Illegal raves in 1988 with 100's there, and big races in fields with 5000 there all buzzing and dancing for 16 hours. over the next 30 years 25 of my friends and acquaintances are dead.
What did they from exactly?
I’m quite young and I’m scared that some of my pals will end up with the same fate because of drugs raving etc stopped doing that myself a few years ago luckily though
Real old schooler enough man like this on my manor always talk to them about the old school days since I have a lot of older cousins who grew up in the millennium days
He sold too much and ended up selling his soul with it, been there, lucky I ain't there no more, with many of my good friends below the ground now,
Good luck to the vato,hope this homeboi makes it out
Congrats to you bro for over coming it. All the best for your homies.
@@davecooper6540 thank u bro, life ain't fair or easy , if we keep going we get to see better days
Flips Valdes well said bro.
@Allison Hooper but how's his life now?
Enough said
@Allison Hooper what's too much? Do you have any idea how shitty just a normal dealer in a suburb makes, not much if you are the runner, at all, but you sell heaps, cause the ones who buy more than a gram of harry or anything else apart from weed are not many, and its definitely alot of shit you have to put yourself through, you get the bag for a while then your fucked...he definitely sold alot if he said he was getting a good bag
Yo bro, your stuff is very interesting. Keep up man. Do some more bits on the ex gang-members as well.
‘Top Shotta’ after shotting for 5 months- sn
The biggest shotta's are the addict's working for there food, he's probably been shotting for 29 years bruv!
Shotta's don't shot bruv, they sit on there ass begging man's wifi sending out nitty's!
@@xn-triq7607 trust. You got hotspot bro?
@@AYYD36 haha! 720p = 1&1 per hour bro.
The time doesn't really matter though. He was top as in by his account "he had a banging line" and he was selling a big product. He might not have been the biggest man on road but it sounded like he was making good money from it which not everyone can say, and it only stopped because he got addicted.
I hear what your saying though, but to be fair the video maker titled it like this, the guy himself wasnt trying to big himself up at all.
I may get slaughtered for this comment but ....Everyone who's stopped the brown knows exactly when they stopped ....In my opinion that's all ....13/10/14 8.30 am Monday morning
Respect bro.
I stopped last Monday
And started again Tuesday
@@boogaloo8204 what time you stop last monday?
I stopped last night but just woke up and relapsed
@@david-dv8xg cant u lot just bun a zoot instead? I could never ever touch anything else other than weed and alcohol no matter how hard life gets
i feel for this brudduh. can sense pain.
You can see the pain in his eyes everyone giving him stick for dealing he was a kid in a rough area hackney in the 90s was bad and he prob jus gullible and caved in to peer pressure and then started using he's had it bad trust
Mat, too bad. We all could have follow him, but we did not. As youngsters we think we own the world.....how little we know.
@@agustindejesus7398 you're right, but it still doesn't take away from the fact that its VERY EASY to make a mistake like that...
Theres no E at the end of Heroin. You misspelt it. A Heroine is a female Hero. Not judging just saying for future uploads and improved editing for your content bro 👍🏻 one of my fave channels still 👌
We’re do you think the name came from
In England we pronounce Heroine and Heroin exactly the same, it doesn't really make sense but that just how it is lol
It's actually called heron
Urconnect Smoke In England Heron is a bird,or a supermarket that sells cheap shite 😂
@@jonthebutcher oh you mean the one all over up north 😂 im from London my g 😂😂😂
Brother stay positive, focused and stay safe 👍 it will all slot in for you, God willing, top man, I can tell you being real genuine, you should help others, join a government scheme, a mentor ❤️ from this brother
He’s got his own channel now check it out
ruclips.net/video/nGjx0sdyRPU/видео.html
I feel sorry for this guy. He’s still on the gear, you can tell.
You feel sorry for Peter do you what are you going to do to help him?
@@tomthumb7103 Well considering that I don’t know him and I don’t know his details, not much. You seem to have all the answers though.
@@laurens4479 I dont have all the answers but if you feel sorry for him you could make a change and help people in a similar situation to Peter you sound like you have lots of empathy and a kind person.
@@tomthumb7103 I agree with you and I will consciously make an effort to do that. Thank you.
He's talking about Daniel Cummings I think
Big love dude, get some help man, it's there if you want it, fuck hard drugs and all that bollocks, choose a life bro , sending you love from an ex addict telling you shit is soooooo much better off that shit !
The good old days and bad too ... I’m sorry for all those I lead astray and made money off Lord forgive me and turn all those still stuck there away ❤️🙏🏽
True talk but looks like he still smokin to me
@9:36 FAMOUS last words, DONT get HIGH on your OWN SUPPLY!🤦♂️ Just like, DON'T SELL outta where YOUR LIVE!🤦♀️
in short:dont shit in your own nest
@@watjejanssen7535 there u go! YEZZIR! 💩😂
But it's ok to sell elsewhere? How about not selling in the first place? And working legit for money
@@lost_poet_ U MISSED my point altogether! NOWHERE DID I say IT'S OK 2 SELL! Bye, KAREN!😒🙄🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🙄😒
@@lost_poet_ It was an ANALOGY! I was FIGURATIVELY speaking, not 2b taken LITERALLY!😒🙄😂😂
I feel bad for the guy, iv seen a few simiar stories to this, my aunt lives on the pembury estate (birchington), i grew up in hackney, london fields. So many people take the wrong path nd get caught up in the shit, the grip is strong and when it grabs ahold of you its hard to get away without help.
Seems a nice guy, i hope shit changes for him. Be strong.
The notorious pembury estate lol a no go zone I got robbed for my nokia 3310 by pembury boys I told my mates lets go there and get it back l they said buy a new phone 😂😂🙈
He’s got his own channel now check it out ruclips.net/video/nGjx0sdyRPU/видео.html
@@destinytianna subscribed! Thanks 🙂
You’ve seen shottas turn into fiends?
These guys have so much talent sad to see them waste it
this happens to alot of the shotters your seeing now in there range rovers and rolexs in the end. trust me not many people come out of the game in a good situation at all.
I remember him peter rolled in pembury with tricky n that
Really! It’s mad the two different paths they took. See how life is about choices.
He’s got his own channel now check it out ruclips.net/video/nGjx0sdyRPU/видео.html
You can overcome . ❤️
Fair play for sorting ya self out pal👍
Thank you and may god look ova you.
Love this channel
sad to hear this guy passed. rip peter
He who conquers his mind conquers his body
Sad still and the youth off today are following this
Great channel 🔥
Allah will help him
Your Content 👌🏾
seems like a proper legit guy. Hopefully on the up from here on in.
I feel LIKE doing smack after hearing LIKE mentioned LIKE every LIKE 2mins LIKE.
he know how to do it ha ha
Hahha like
That bloody word LIKE
How many times bro.
At the end of the day only Allah cam judge. Every one has a past and a reason to do what they did. The end rests with Allah the most Merciful, the Most Compassionate.
Alah snack bar you mean.
Get my pork sandwitches of him.
Mmmmm
God bless you brother
I hate it when gear head's lie about not using, come on bruv!! I've been there myself, we all know!!
why is this video cut up so much would be good to just hear this guy talk
Good video brother I like the style I would recommend less cuts and maybe try find a quieter spot
Retribution! Sket dealer gets to be a addict!! Lol
🃏🎼 And the pain goes on🎼
I’ve been jugging for awhile now and I can say I ain’t ever gonna become a bishead🤣 trappers that turn into bisheads r fckng weak simple
Games cursed tho g
Yo, where my tester bro?
Weakest is the man profiting from harming others
Do you think this guy said to himself "I might just be a bishead instead of trapping" when he was at your stage?
Its karma, you sell hard food that fucks up peoples lives - eventually karma bites back. Get your bag and try turn it legit
U know nothing lmao
Get well soon brother Like squared
You can see how the buj humbled him
Stop your foolishness age humbled him
@@dominicclarke3206 truss me its that hard food lifestyle. Moving bummy, always broke.... The buj got to him as it always does eventually. Stop your foolishness.
Sounds like he was just a runner & not a top shotta. I wouldn't wish H on my worst enemy.
Wow, despite all of the drugs and the clearly hard life, this man DOES NOT look 41 in my view.
I think if they had awereness the repercussions off using heroin and crack like all the A-class, that will help alot. That's how I started I didn't even wtf I am smoking soon 10 years went past without realising wtf going. Know Alhamdulillah I am clean, thanks to Allah he wanted me clean. May Allah guide everyone Ameen
What is he talking about?
Good luck mate with your future well done staying clean
Projectile vomit. Great feeling. Never enjoyed throwing up but I did off the gear. Hard to explain
@@thesparagus4017 yes. When its new.
How can I contact this man I want to help and support him ?
He’s got his own RUclips channel now you can check it out here ruclips.net/video/nGjx0sdyRPU/видео.html
Good work, keep it up
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Seems smart guy,,fix up bro
What goes around comes around
He'll pay the karmic debt he owes now
Exactly that mate. He must of ruined hundreds of lives, now it's his turn to take his own medicine, no pun intended. No sympathy!
@@mr.lamphun7789 ruined hundreds of lives? u think t his guy introduced heroin to hundreds of guys? lol p
imagine having to call the phone u use to have
fucked up
I feel like it doesn't define who you are and I don't think anyone should be defined by anything.....I think we all have a story and we all have a past and noone can really judge that if they've not been there
Pistol p you know 🤦🏽♂️
Lots of war stories
Feel sorry for the guy 🥺
He got karma from selling drugs what comes around goes around
His suffering bad from the Karma now look at him.
R.i.p Peter
Great interview. No E on heroin though.
Top shotta my foot!
A wiseman once said don’t get high off your own supply
Cracking guy but I'm not having it that he's not touched drugs in 3 years, come on bro 😆
May God help him
This story has been done for decades since the 60's and hundreds of thousands of people in all countries have done exactly the same thing. some make big money, some get high on their supply. watch al profit RUclips channel. those guys in America in the 80's were shifting 2500 kilo's a month. imagine making that many millions .
Sell it but in end you'll take it or your nearest and dearest will end up taking it, seen it happened mans bagging for their bro then o'd themselves or topmans offspring becomes addict...karma really is a bitch.
Writing a book get me innit.
Id buy it
ruclips.net/video/nGjx0sdyRPU/видео.html he’s got his own channel out now check it out
Hes a good guy turned his life around
He’s got his own channel now check it out ruclips.net/video/nGjx0sdyRPU/видео.html
the hero in add icT
Na fam this is p pembury block from day p had all tha fiends running you should take this down man ain't feeling this still
Damn I wish I could understand what the fuck he's saying cuz I wanted to watch this
he sounds like Kano.
One r the boys ,
Curse he just a nitty
Did u go high point bro
I did, 2012, 13 , 14 and 17. Cwing
Drug addicts are some of the most intelligent people you will meet
🙏
One word - karma.
I am a recovering addict, and i have zero sympathy for people who peddle it purely for profit. Most are vile people who think they're so much better than the addicts they deal to, when in actual fact, they're 100 times worse.
He's also lying about being off everything for 3 years. He's blatantly high on heroin in this video. If you know, you know. It's obvious.
Tosser
Just the way they have a choice to sell it...you choose to consume it. Selling poison undoubtedly brings bad karma but you are still a fool for choosing to put poison in ur body.
@@yedaa3876 maybe one day you'll lose everything, and use drugs to ease the unbearable pain that comes with that. Most addicts have had horrible lives and suffer from mental illness. You're a very ignorant and judgemental person!
That’s like being obese and trying to get every fast food company shut
@@FEWGEE1 take some personal responsibility bro
Very sad 😟
Decriminalize and regulate.