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  • @parisreignn
    @parisreignn Год назад +250

    both her and lexi were pregnant at the same time

  • @kaylee984
    @kaylee984 Год назад +116

    This literally brings tears to my eyes… I’m sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine the pain you had to go through in the moment. But that will forever be your rainbow baby.. everything happens for a reason. Gods timing is perfect. You’re strong!! You’ll get through this.

  • @anapineda3684
    @anapineda3684 Год назад +62

    Thank you for sharing! I just went through a miscarriage @ 12 weeks and it’s only been 2 days😭 all the emotions you’re feeling is exactly what I’m feeling, we gotta stay strong for our babies🤍

  • @lilymanrique9145
    @lilymanrique9145 Год назад +55

    You’re so brave for being able to sit there and talk about something so painful & I thank you for it because I just went through it in late October just exactly the same way as you & it makes me feel less alone but just know we have angels watching over us 🙏🏻 I cried with you watching this video 😢

  • @victorialewis7258
    @victorialewis7258 Год назад +277

    My dad once told me “You lose someone , BUUUT there is always a BLESSING that comes” and with Lexi expecting I feel like that is your guys blessing❤️ processing is never easy so go through all the emotions praying for you!!

    • @Rose-kj8bd
      @Rose-kj8bd Год назад +10

      Ummm NO ! Coming from someone who had a miscarriage this sounds stupid. Sorry not sorry . This comment should of stood in your mind .

    • @xxBerry_2xx
      @xxBerry_2xx Год назад +3

      ​@@Rose-kj8bd bro calm down its their opinion

    • @FaithMichelle420
      @FaithMichelle420 Год назад +2

      @@Rose-kj8bdstfu not everything’s abt yo ssd

    • @FaithMichelle420
      @FaithMichelle420 Год назад

      @@Rose-kj8bdass

    • @rosamora1831
      @rosamora1831 Год назад +7

      @@Rose-kj8bdliterally… If anything lexi being pregnant would hurt more because she would watch lexis baby grow knowings hers would be around the same. And not every loss comes w a blessing. losses and difficulties r a normal thing

  • @wildmonkeey
    @wildmonkeey Год назад +356

    The loss of a pregnancy is not easy , no matter how far along you are never going to let go of a life your were begging to create , put your minds and hearts in gods hands and let him guide you 🤍feel every emotion you can and want and do not hold anything back 🥺prayers to you 🤍

    • @epicconsience9756
      @epicconsience9756 Год назад

      LOL good she looks like a 🐋 God did the kid a favor I’d feel bad for the kid if he was born 😅

    • @lkucare
      @lkucare Год назад +1

      Decides to post it on RUclips? Like tf

    • @sophiasuon6634
      @sophiasuon6634 Год назад

      Ll

    • @sophiasuon6634
      @sophiasuon6634 Год назад

      l😮😮

    • @onlygirlssquad
      @onlygirlssquad Год назад

      @@lkucare Ofc she would post it on yt? They are content creators and they wanted to share their loss. Most content family creators do this so idk what u r saying :)

  • @Alice-lh8oz
    @Alice-lh8oz Год назад +50

    Bella im so sorry for your loss 🙏🏼
    i recently had a miscarriage to and it honestly is the worse thing a women can ever go through when you showed the box that you gave to anthony to give him the announcement my heart instantly dropped i also bought the same onesie to show my bf that we were pregnant 😢 just know you arent alone!

  • @Burritosgflol1
    @Burritosgflol1 Год назад +196

    It probably wasn’t the right time. That baby’s soul will find its self back to you when it’s finally ready to come into the world. Sending much love and healing to you and your family ❤️

    • @chopperchopper1418
      @chopperchopper1418 Год назад +3

      Really, it comes back an uses map quest to find them, 😏

    • @destined4purgatory643
      @destined4purgatory643 Год назад +5

      @@chopperchopper1418 why does the world have people like you in it?

    • @carlanavarro1366
      @carlanavarro1366 Год назад

      @@chopperchopper1418 all your comments on here are so stupid lol get a life

    • @tinktinkkks4209
      @tinktinkkks4209 Год назад +1

      I honestly feel bad for her BCS she was talking about on another channel not even 11 month ago how her and Anthony were only living together to parent but weren’t together nomore. I truthfully feel it wasn’t the right time and god knows what he’s doing and when is the right time. And I truthfully feel he is looking over her ❤️ Ik loosing a baby ain’t easy but she is strong and she’s got this🤍

  • @abby9482
    @abby9482 Год назад +326

    I’m so sorry for your guys loss, it hearts my heart sm knowing how excited you guys were. We love you guys sm 💗

    • @hamzhyahya7632
      @hamzhyahya7632 Год назад

      I’m sorry the vid is to long what happened?

    • @navitajaimongal
      @navitajaimongal Год назад

      They got pregnant specifically Bella got pregnant and four days later she lost the baby she was five weeks along so they lost a baby 👶

    • @SgtFuckOff
      @SgtFuckOff Год назад +5

      @@hamzhyahya7632 you need to get a better attention span. 😂 It’s not an hour long video. It’s 15:48. You can play it on 2x speed and watch it in the half the time. Your generation wants to do the least amount of work but get all of the information just handed to them. You think in tweets and Tiktok comments and put no thought into something more than what fits in that space. If you want to know something, watch it yourself. It isn’t that deep but it’s lazy. You know you have nothing else going on in your life that you couldn’t just watch it. You just don’t want to but you want the answer. 😂 The person who told you could’ve said anything and you would’ve believed it too.

    • @epicconsience9756
      @epicconsience9756 Год назад

      LOL good she looks like a 🐋 God did the kid a favor I’d feel bad for the kid if he was born 😅

    • @abby9482
      @abby9482 Год назад

      @@epicconsience9756 omg you’re so quirky!! stop being childish 😂

  • @cinthyaxoxoxoxo455
    @cinthyaxoxoxoxo455 Год назад +47

    I had a miscarriage dec 24 , my first baby. Still super heart broken and hoping for my rainbow baby. I’m sorry you’re going through this. Keep your head up and take time for yourself ❤

    • @x.ksp_
      @x.ksp_ Год назад +3

      I’m sorry for your loss. I hope things get better for you , you are in my prayers💕💕.

    • @janethrosales2746
      @janethrosales2746 Год назад +2

      Lost my baby in December too and now I’m having my rainbow. The right time will time for you mama

  • @yanniaxgarcia6902
    @yanniaxgarcia6902 Год назад +84

    im so sorry for your loss i cant imagine the pain y’all are going through stay strong bella we’re here for you always, we love you 💕🤧

  • @daisymartinezluis6929
    @daisymartinezluis6929 Год назад +19

    I broke down to tears when I saw the title. I started crying even more when I saw Anthony's and Noah's reaction to seeing the pregnancy test. 😭the way they turned to look at you at the same time with happiness. You are so strong Bella. I am so sorry for your guys loss😢 we love you guys so so much and sending you a bigggg virtual hug😥🤍

  • @BrianaS19
    @BrianaS19 Год назад +237

    I saw this title and tears instantly filled my eyes… I’m so sorry for guys loss and we’re here for y’all forever and ever 🥺💙❤️

    • @deannayork9128
      @deannayork9128 Год назад

      Ikr.

    • @Ag_lord2345
      @Ag_lord2345 Год назад +6

      We all know you didnt

    • @BrianaS19
      @BrianaS19 Год назад

      @@Ag_lord2345 how you gonna tell that I didn’t first of all and second of all if you know how much pain “ANY” normal person would feel for someone else cuz they lost such a great chapter in their life you most definitely and certainly WILL cry or become teary eyed.
      So on that note get your trolling stupid ass self out of my comments and go get a life..👏🏽👌🏽

    • @euphxoria
      @euphxoria Год назад +3

      @@Ag_lord2345 frrr😭

    • @lkucare
      @lkucare Год назад +2

      They used you well, just like the rest

  • @julieurena6298
    @julieurena6298 Год назад +16

    Thank you for sharing your story. So many women have gone thru this and don’t talk about it. I’ve been through this myself. I felt the same way when I saw pregnant people too. All the mixed emotions. It’s so hard. You don’t ever fully heal from this but you get through it. Praying for you guys. 🙏🏼💗

  • @monaekirksey8207
    @monaekirksey8207 Год назад +85

    I got emotional reading the title of this video 🥺😭😭💔. everything's going to be okay god will lead many many blessings you and your husband's way 🙏🏽.

    • @epicconsience9756
      @epicconsience9756 Год назад

      LOL good she looks like a 🐋 God did the kid a favor I’d feel bad for the kid if he was born 😅

  • @mvazquez25
    @mvazquez25 Год назад +16

    Bella im so sorry for your loss 💔 I know exactly how you feel it’s so hard seeing others announcing their pregnancy because it just feels like it reopens a wound 😭 don’t worry our Angel babies will come back to us when they’re ready ❤

  • @ashleypeters5039
    @ashleypeters5039 Год назад +7

    I had a miscarriage about 3 years ago and it’s so so hard to get over and I never will be over it, it’s ok go grieve for as long as you need to babe, there is no time limit, everyone grieved in their own way!!! I truly am sorry for your loss Bella

  • @Ericakanee
    @Ericakanee Год назад +73

    I’m so sorry to hear! I know we’re here to love and support the family by any means 😢 love you guys

    • @epicconsience9756
      @epicconsience9756 Год назад

      LOL good she looks like a 🐋 God did the kid a favor I’d feel bad for the kid if he was born 😅

  • @kileysandoval2766
    @kileysandoval2766 Год назад +7

    I am so sorry love…. 😢 I have had 5 miscarriages back to back, my first one I found out the gender and everything prior to miscarrying. I made appointments after I found out each time except for the last 2 because I couldn’t trust my body to keep the baby… I am currently 6 weeks 4 days with our rainbow and tbh, my first appointment with my Obgyn was supposed to be a fertility consult. It turned into a prenatal appointment. I wasn’t expecting to be pregnant again a month after miscarrying for the 5th time. But I am. And the baby is healthy and getting stronger everyday. Pregnancy loss is hard, but you will get through it. Prayers 🥺💕🙏🏼

  • @Millie_.Everyday
    @Millie_.Everyday Год назад +15

    This was insanely hard to watch. I’m sorry for your loss and hope you’re getting through❤ stay strong

  • @karinamillan767
    @karinamillan767 Год назад +7

    I’m sadden to hear about your loss and your feelings are valid. Loosing a baby is never easy no matter how far a long you are. I too have lost my baby so i definitely understand what you’re going through. Just like you I also have my first born so after what happened to me I too felt so thankful to have her and she made things a little more bearable after everything happened. I lost my baby at 38 weeks at birth. It definitely was not easy. You’re feelings are valid and normal. Everything you felt is normal. And don’t let this discourage you and keep trying. I am still working on myself til this day after what happened but still hopeful to have another blessing. Sending you much love and hugs. You will be blessed again 🤍

  • @ciannaburgos6899
    @ciannaburgos6899 Год назад +4

    I lost my baby at 21 weeks Feb 2023 being my first pregnancy it’s not easy at all going through pregnancy loss. Sending prayer and love your way ♥️ praying for healing over your heart.

  • @yanicacasillas6162
    @yanicacasillas6162 Год назад +10

    I feel you 100% love I had a ectopic miscarriage June 29th 2022. It literally broke me and still does till this day. But god makes things happen for a reason🥺 I pray for you! and I hope you heal. These things aren’t easy for women because that’s ur little baby🥺

  • @therealheavenly17
    @therealheavenly17 Год назад +35

    This had me in so much tears I'm so sorry for you guys loss💔🥺

  • @trinkh4073
    @trinkh4073 Год назад +33

    this is every woman's fear. I worry about this every day, but I know there is a reason for everything and I'm very happy you were able to have Noah and even have the ability the creat a human in your body. your never alone mama❤️

  • @Sidjo2017
    @Sidjo2017 Год назад +1

    I'm new here! I started watching you guys a few weeks ago! Everything happens for a reason. I truly believe that... I have had 3 miscarriages. My first was when I was only 5 or 6 weeks... My second I was 8 weeks, we went in for our first ultrasound and I was 6 weeks and the baby had a heart beat, I went back at 8 weeks with very bad cramps and pur baby no longer had a heart beat. A year later I got pregnant with my now 3 year old baby boy! Such a blessing. We got pregnant again after he turned a year old, I went in for my 15 week ultrasound and our babygirl had stopped growing at 13 weeks. I was so excited we would have a boy and girl. Broke my heart. I was so lost and broken and just mentally not ok.... My baby boy is what got me through it! A few months passed and I felt so sick, thought it was a virus or something... My baby boy said mommy you have two babies in your belly! So I took a test! He was correct! I was pregnant... I went to the Dr and he was soooo correct! Two babies! I was blessed to carry my two identical twin boys!!! They will be a year old next month! I hope my story gives you hope. I know how you feel and what you're going through! Don't give up and keep your head up for not just yourself, but your beautiful baby boy! God Bless you all! My thoughts and prayers are with you guys. Good luck momma! 💙💙💙

  • @tylnvm
    @tylnvm Год назад +26

    Sorry for your loss mama, god sent Lexi your angel 👼🏼 we love you!!

  • @hearts_lina1233
    @hearts_lina1233 Год назад +4

    I’m crying right now. Stay strong Bella . I love you! It wasn’t the time , but I pray that you heal.

  • @jessicamendez6019
    @jessicamendez6019 Год назад +24

    I’m so sorry for your loss… you have a little angel watching over Noah and your family 🧡🌈

  • @caitlin7773
    @caitlin7773 Год назад +6

    I’m so sorry for your loss, I unfortunately lost 3 babies.. 1 in 2021 & 2 last year.. praying for our rainbow babies 🙏🏼🤍
    I totally understand that when you see people that are posting they are pregnant it hurts.. my best friend is pregnant with a baby girl and my sister is also pregnant with a baby boy.. I went shopping for baby shower gifts and I thought I was okay but when I got home I just broke down into tears.. it’s a pain that will never go away.. 😢

  • @Theonlybella._
    @Theonlybella._ Год назад +70

    Immediate goose bumps I’m so sorry stay strong mamma❤

  • @baybay-qp5xx
    @baybay-qp5xx Год назад +1

    I absolutely cannot be the only one who was nearly brought to tears with Bella fighting back the tears, her voice shaking, and everything in between. I'm so sorry for your loss and I know he or she is smiling, happy, healthy, and perfect!

  • @yadiramorales8914
    @yadiramorales8914 Год назад +4

    You don’t have to apologize for crying. Your feelings are valid. So sorry for your loss.

  • @livevideos8067
    @livevideos8067 Год назад +16

    Im so sorry for your loss ☹️, I hope you guys get ur rainbow baby soon ..🥺❤️

  • @allthingsnathy
    @allthingsnathy Год назад +3

    Damn i'm sorry for your loss. Me watching this after Anthony's sister told everyone that she is pregnant. Your time would come have faith in God.

  • @carmennaiomi2314
    @carmennaiomi2314 Год назад +9

    i’m so sorry for y’all’s loss . the same exact thing happened to me & i was gonna be a new mommy it broke me down bad 💞🌈

  • @sirenasoto2408
    @sirenasoto2408 Год назад +75

    Lost my baby at 37 weeks trust me if something like that had to happen just be glad it was early on, there’s nothing worst than having to give birth to your dead child. Most painful experience of my life.

    • @MarianaRodriguez-ib7op
      @MarianaRodriguez-ib7op Год назад +38

      You shouldn’t say be glad it was early on it is still loosing a baby NO MATTER HOW FAR ALONG YOU ARE

    • @keepingupwithavayah1555
      @keepingupwithavayah1555 Год назад +2

      prayers ❤️🙏🏽 i’m sorry for your loss

    • @Jocelyn__
      @Jocelyn__ Год назад +1

      sorry for ur loss 🙏🫶🏼

    • @UrMom-vg7sj
      @UrMom-vg7sj Год назад +13

      i’m sorry for your loss but that is not something to be glad about ever.

    • @sarah29880
      @sarah29880 Год назад

      Sorry for your loss 😢

  • @yesseniasvlogs6138
    @yesseniasvlogs6138 Год назад +71

    Your so strong mama we love you. We will always support you guys.

  • @arelygarnica6589
    @arelygarnica6589 Год назад +4

    For of all I’m so sorry you had to go through this ❤😢 I went through a miscarriage in September and it was one of the worst pains I’ve ever felt my entire life , physically and mentally and honestly what helped me was to write notes to my unborn child and I felt crazy at first but it brought so much peace and helped me cope with my loss 🤍 now I’m expecting my baby girl in July💗just know that little Angel will ALWAYS be with you and remember god will never put you through something he doesn’t think you can handle, you’ll get you rainbow baby when the time is right ❤🌈

  • @Aa1iyahs_Ocs
    @Aa1iyahs_Ocs Год назад +23

    Let it all out Bella 🙏 there is No reason you can’t cry ❤️

  • @luvvforgxbby_
    @luvvforgxbby_ Год назад +3

    I’m so sorry for your loss, even tho I already have 2 babies. Loosing my 3rd one was hard.. I already got everything I wanted but I still felt like something was ripped apart from me. I’m so thankful for my little twins, may the lord bless you with many more children * if you want more * we love you bell! 💖🙏🏼

  • @jazminmedel2497
    @jazminmedel2497 Год назад +17

    I feel like Anthony’s sisters baby on the way will help you heal your heart aswell 💗

    • @kaylavarela7215
      @kaylavarela7215 Год назад

      Yes but it’s also devastating to see the new life when you lost yours. She’ll be happy but it won’t fulfill her because she still lost her baby.

  • @sierrad3332
    @sierrad3332 Год назад +8

    Nothing but love from you❤ I know how hard it is!! I have had 3, it gets better, you are so strong

  • @jessicachan1410
    @jessicachan1410 Год назад +16

    So sorry for your loss, stay strong Bella! 💜

  • @emjones19
    @emjones19 Год назад +13

    i started crying when she started talking about the baby but i love you bella

  • @tonantzinurias2713
    @tonantzinurias2713 Год назад +21

    Be strong bella you got this I hope you feel better after this hard situation you got this

  • @jakeriatarver3883
    @jakeriatarver3883 Год назад +25

    Praying for y’all everything’s going to be ok god has plans for you ❤️

  • @JoclynPraylow-lz9fz
    @JoclynPraylow-lz9fz Месяц назад

    her crying makes me cry sm😭😭 but i’m so sorry for you ml. i’m 18 and i’ve always been so scared of miscarrying , although i’m not thinking about having kids anytime soon, it’s a big fear ngl. i don’t think any family should have to go through this , and i don’t wish this on my worst enemy. to all those women who’s lost a child i’m so sorry for you and you’ll get your blessing soon❤️ my mom miscarried before my little sister she’s her rainbow baby 🌈

  • @mariacasares7740
    @mariacasares7740 Год назад +4

    So sorry for you’re loss Bella. You will get your rainbow baby 🥺😭❤️

  • @HksBow
    @HksBow Год назад +1

    Even if your first kid/s feel jealous of the ones that come after them, don’t feel bad. Because they will appreciate you for giving them siblings in the long run. Most only child’s that I know of nowadays hate being an only child because of how lonely it gets. Even people that I know of that have only one sibling say that they wish they had more, siblings are always great even if your other kids may not be used to it in the beginning. & I’m not saying this to pressure you at all, I’m sorry for your loss. I am only mentioning this because in the video you mentioned how you started feeling bad for Noah for being pregnant again, but in a way you’re doing them a favor.

    • @TheUnderCoverMother2020
      @TheUnderCoverMother2020 Год назад

      I can attest to that. I am an only child. I'm now 51 and still heartbroken not having any siblings. My 2 girls are 10 yrs apart in age but now grown..17 and 27. I've lost 3 babies 💔 before my youngest was born. I wanted more but never got pregnant again after. I am so happy my girls have eachother. Especially since my oldest became a Mom and watching my youngest being an Auntie and continue to watch their bonds grow. It's been such a blessed journey to get the privilege to watch. ❤❤ I will always yearn for a sibling I missed out on.. I even dream that I had a long lost sibling and getting to meet them. 😆

  • @alondrafalcon5810
    @alondrafalcon5810 Год назад +8

    I’m so sorry for y’all’s loss I hope you guys will try again when y’all are ready you guys are great parents ❤

  • @Joecilla
    @Joecilla Год назад +2

    I’m crying . I just went thru a miscarriage . Everything you said hit home. after Easter it happend I try not to remind myself every min of it 😢 god bless you mama. It’s been a week and I been crying in silent 💔

  • @rubyleonn
    @rubyleonn Год назад +3

    i’m so sorry bella!!😭 your angel will always be with you 🤍🌟

  • @elizabethflores6993
    @elizabethflores6993 Год назад +2

    Same exact thing happened to me 🥺 I lost my baby on thanksgiving and till this day I’m very heartbroken but keep your head up god will bring you a blessing soon and Noah will be the best big brother 🥺💘

  • @elizabethsalinas9573
    @elizabethsalinas9573 Год назад +16

    I’m so sorry for your loss 😔I love y’all 😍😍

  • @familygaming7977
    @familygaming7977 Год назад +1

    Dear Bella and Anthony,
    I never could understand how this feels, i never would like to either. Its amazing that it was early on, and not later. You guys deserved better. Im hoping you guys end up having your beautiful rainbow baby. That little angel is safe, and is playing around in heaven. Im way too young to even think about babies, so im not giving advice. I hope you guys all come to peace with this. Sending love. ❤️

  • @Lextheaquarius802
    @Lextheaquarius802 Год назад +7

    Crying with you Bella 💔we love you ❤️❤️I hope you have your rainbow baby one day soon

  • @itsssBreee20
    @itsssBreee20 Год назад +2

    I am so sorry for this,I really hope the best for u and Anthony and baby Noah❤️🥺

  • @alexiacorona3443
    @alexiacorona3443 Год назад +9

    Aww I’m so sorry you are such a strong strong mama❤️

  • @dreamnation3696
    @dreamnation3696 Год назад +3

    I’m so sorry for your guys loss, it breaks my heart 😢 for you guys. We love you guys and support yous thru everything

  • @WhoaWoken
    @WhoaWoken Год назад +3

    I'm currently pregnant (10 weeks) with my first child and I'm afraid that I'll lose him/her

  • @lynda153
    @lynda153 Год назад +5

    I’m so sorry for your loss! ❤️

  • @babyr6079
    @babyr6079 Год назад +1

    Remember regardless if the baby was not born the baby will always ALWAYS be with you❤

  • @Tyrese68549
    @Tyrese68549 Год назад +8

    I'm in tears so sad I was praying and hoping you would have a healthy pregnancy

  • @ArisLife-ko8uf
    @ArisLife-ko8uf Год назад +3

    I’m so sorry for y’all loss 🥺🥺🥺I would never wish this on anyone…

  • @jenniferlopez8920
    @jenniferlopez8920 Год назад +1

    Regardless of how far along you were, it’s never easy. I went through this as well and I remember it like it was yesterday and it still hurts. Thank you for sharing this ad just know you’re not alone ❤️ I’m so sorry for your loss and hoping you’ll get your rainbow baby when the time is right 🌈🤍

  • @aidreaunasaldivar3111
    @aidreaunasaldivar3111 Год назад +1

    I’m so sorry!😢don’t worry everything happens for a reason ik it’s hard being more emotionally also for being a first time parent everything all up and then just goes down no matter matter what situation it is a loss is a loss and u took that L like a champ and being brave enough to open up about your feelings that’s a real woman and lady ‼️ totally respect u for that keep pushing forward and u can continue using this as a motivation ❤

  • @bellaramirez775
    @bellaramirez775 Год назад +3

    I’m sorry for your loss beautiful 🤍🕊️, stay strong and positive ✨🙏

  • @kacievassdal2513
    @kacievassdal2513 Год назад +2

    I’m so sorry Bella that you went through this.😢 thank you for sharing this with us, I know that is really hard to share. I love you and prayers to you and ur family 💖

  • @edithruiz3027
    @edithruiz3027 Год назад +2

    I went through a miscarriage with twins 😢 early in my pregnancy too , it was so hard the first year for me too because my sister in law that same year had gotten pregnant with twins & id always cry & say to myself that could of been me .now I know it wasn’t meant to be ❤️. I’m currently pregnant again & due April .God knows when it’s the right time 🤍

  • @Regalo_de_Dios.21
    @Regalo_de_Dios.21 Год назад +2

    I'm soo sorry for your loss, Bella I hope you feel better soon. Y'all will always have us to support you. God has a reason for everything, maybe it wasn't the time yet. But I'm sure that soon will see you with a Baby. I will be praying for you Bella. love yall.

  • @madhatter239
    @madhatter239 Год назад

    I’m so sorry for your loss, mama. Everything you feel is valid. Everything! Anger, jealousy, anything. You’re not alone.

  • @cashbbyb
    @cashbbyb Год назад +2

    I’m so sorry for yours and Anthony’s loss 😢❤️ sending hugs

  • @savannahhayes9739
    @savannahhayes9739 Год назад +14

    much love guys ! We love you

  • @emilyfelix8841
    @emilyfelix8841 Год назад +6

    Sorry about that, u guys deserve the world😥🌍💓

  • @anacastillo846
    @anacastillo846 Год назад +1

    Stay strong Babygirl ❤! God has a perfect plan for you. Trust him!

  • @onlygirlssquad
    @onlygirlssquad Год назад +2

    I’m late, but I’m so so sorry Bella 😭 it makes me cry when u cried:( I’m so so sorry for your loss 🙏🏼❤️ I know that baby will find it’s way back to you! I’m sure of it❤ Don’t worry, we are all with you. Big hugs sending to you ❤❤ stay strong Bella, the baby will be back, just you wait 😊 we love u Bella, and Anthony ! You guys are the best 🤭 we love u very very much once again, I’m sorry for your loss. I’m grateful that your a little bit ok, and your doing fine! Thank you for spending time talking about this to us Bella! I know your pain because my grandma died recently 😭🙏🏼 so I feel you! We are here to support your family, your sooo amazing! But don’t worry about filming if you can’t, take a break whenever, no pressure Bella! ❤ cya!

  • @brianatlanipa5915
    @brianatlanipa5915 Год назад +1

    So sorry for you’re loss 🥺 love you Bella please take care and take care of yourself and Noah ❤️

  • @tammysvlogs743
    @tammysvlogs743 Год назад +1

    Sending you a big virtual hug Bella 🥺💖 so sorry this happend to you guys if anyone deserves a baby it’s you guys you are the most amazing mom ever to Noah ❤️

  • @destinyparreott7654
    @destinyparreott7654 Год назад +3

    I found out at 4 weeks 4 days. 22 weeks now. I’m sorry for your lost😢 sending you baby dust

  • @Nmiguel20
    @Nmiguel20 Год назад +2

    I'm so sorry for your loss I hope you a rainbow 🌈 next year

  • @NicoleGarcia-ee9yg
    @NicoleGarcia-ee9yg Год назад

    losing a baby is so hard.. I lost one and it’s been 2 years without her. I am here to tell u I feel ur pain🙁 stay strong bella❤️. God is by ur side and hearing u talk abt ur loss brought tears to my eyes.. every time I see someone pregnant as well and happy wit their kid it hurts bc I never got that opportunity.. ik im only 17 but I knew I was going to be a great mom🙁🕊️.. I’m so sorry.

  • @cgriffin397
    @cgriffin397 Год назад +11

    I am praying for you guys and we love you guys so much 💞

  • @thebestestbihheva
    @thebestestbihheva Год назад

    i have a very big feeling that since lexi is pregnant.. something is gonna connect the baby up in heaven to lexis baby.. sending lots of love.

  • @deannayork9128
    @deannayork9128 Год назад +1

    So sorry for you all's loss, Bella!!!! Stay strong, hun!!!! Praying for y'all.

  • @jenroseb
    @jenroseb Год назад +2

    So sorry for your loss! I can't imagine that would be like even though I think about it often what if it happened to me even though I been blessed with one baby. Praying for your healing! 🙏💗

  • @6lovelifes
    @6lovelifes Год назад

    I’m so sorry love❤️ tears instantly filled my eyes, now I’m sitting here watching your video hugging and kissing my 2 year old while he’s asleep on my chest🥹

  • @Youthought34
    @Youthought34 Год назад +1

    Bella I am so sorry you had to go through this, I know it is not easy to process and i’m so sorry that you and Anthony had to experience this, I will have you guys in my prayers, i’ve been watching you guys since the beginning and i’m so heart broken for you guys 😭 I pray god gives you strength during this process

  • @reyrayo2502
    @reyrayo2502 Год назад +2

    Okay move on plenty of people go through this YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL Move on like we all did

  • @enchiladas.y.fasulye
    @enchiladas.y.fasulye Год назад +4

    En dios confío ❤️ god knows the best for us

  • @rosevalley5491
    @rosevalley5491 Год назад +3

    Sorry for your loss keeping you in my prayers beautiful ♥️♥️

  • @madelynmerle1766
    @madelynmerle1766 Год назад +1

    It’s so sad youre settling with Anthony.. like he’s with the baby but he can’t sit with you to be there for you? With the baby ? To support you? We all know he’s unloyal cause the second y’all broke up he was literally POSTED UP with other women .. he was showing what he wanted instead .. but like I miss watching you guys I loved your videos but it’s just so phony to me now .. I wish YOU all the success though and I am so sorry for your loss and I hope you find your happiness and have the love and life you and Noah really truly deserve ❤ I really am so sorry for your loss .. Ik it has to be soooo hard 😢 but you’re so strong !. You say “my journey a lot” and it’s not just yours.. it’s both of you and I would really hope he makes you feel like y’all BOTH are going through it and everything will be okay cause you have each other and y’all’s baby ..

  • @estrella1051
    @estrella1051 Год назад

    don’t apologize for being emotional. we can all see how fresh this is for you & this could’ve happened a year ago & any thought of it would make it feel like it happened yesterday. you’re right to feel this way & if people don’t understand then they should be thankful that they haven’t been in a situation to have to understand it. im sorry that this happened, i wouldn’t wish this on anyone. all i can say is remember that god has plans for everyone & that you did nothing wrong. i wish the best for you & your family. take care of yourself bella & don’t bury this. let your feelings out.

  • @harmonyidk6745
    @harmonyidk6745 Год назад +1

    I’m so sorry love , you are so amazing and you never deserved that beautiful.

  • @keepingupwithavayah1555
    @keepingupwithavayah1555 Год назад +1

    i’m so sorry for your loss ❤️ prayers 🙏🏽

  • @Monsweetie
    @Monsweetie Год назад

    Sweet Bella I am so sorry. I know by sharing your story you have helped someone else going thru this loss. I’m sending so many prayers your way. ❤

  • @daniellerodriguez3354
    @daniellerodriguez3354 Год назад +1

    I'm sorry for ur loss u r definitely blessed with Noah this made me so sad I'm praying for u guys

  • @jairovasquez598
    @jairovasquez598 Год назад +5

    By the tittle I’m already sad 🧍🏻‍♂️ I hope u guy get thru any hard situation🙏🏽❤

  • @kailynluaces4312
    @kailynluaces4312 Год назад +4

    Awh bella 😢 I’m so sorry babe❤. You will have your rainbow baby 🤍. I’m a huge believer in God and a believer in coming back. I saw another video of someone saying they had 5 miscarriages the 6 baby came and she had her rainbow baby and she was telling everyone her daughter never been to church before and doesn’t know who God is and her child said mommy I finally stayed with you the first few times I didn’t and God let me stayed the mom was surprised her child said that and cried she explained how she didn’t even understand but anyway yull get your rainbow baby ❤it’s okay beautiful to feel guilty. I couldn’t breast feed my daughter I tired and my emotions was too much for me to handle to breast feed I cried everyday so I stop and Ik now I would be able to do it and I felt guilty bc Ik with my next kids I’ll be able to get thought it but I feel bad I didn’t with my first baby. You can always keep the stuff for your rainbow baby don’t get rid of it ❤. My friend had her rainbow baby 4 months after her miscarriage . Your rainbow baby may come sooner then you think. Keep your head up love ❤. Stay strong for not only your family but for your self ❤. 😢I’m so sorry baby, yull have your rainbow 🌈 soon 💓love watching you guys 😊I hope you can feel better and I’m happy it was so early on to but it’s still something to be sad about. So i understand your feelings ❤you have a great support system everyone will always be there for you and help you. I know you don’t want your son seeing you cry but sometimes it may help he may be concerned and come hug you and help you feel better and kiss you he can’t love on you if he doesn’t see his mamma sad. ❤ it’s okay to be sad when you see someone else , I would too but your a strong girl your baby will always be in your heart even if it was only 5-6 weeks the 🌈will always be with you xoxox I hope you get better soon love you girl ❤

  • @jessicamorales9271
    @jessicamorales9271 Год назад

    I’m so sorry 😞 I had 2 misscarriges back to back, thankfully now I’m 36 weeks pregnant with my miracle baby! Things happen it’s nothing you did. You are so strong you will get through this Bella❤️ prayers for you beautiful 🙏🏼 I know how hard this is… 🥺