It's heartbreaking to see her apologising for the effects of her illness. If she only knew how proud people were of her for her strength in these videos and courage to share them with the world and there was certainly no reason to apologise for who she is. She was absolutely beautiful inside and out.
she has been such a source of light & relief for so many people, ill or not. she wanted to give support to people like her when she couldn’t find the resources herself. she said she could be the “cancer guru”. i have such a great respect for her
Randomly, came across one of her videos and enjoyed her personality,. She was so cute and had a really nice personality. However the more videos i watched, and getting to the more recent videos, my heart sank further and further as i slowly saw her declining health. Once i saw this video, i couldn't help but to just break down. with her slurring words and her really trying to prevent it just ripped my heart in two. I'm so sad she lost her battle and my ache for her even though i've only known about for for not even a full fucking hour. I miss her and i didn't even know her, but it still hurts. Cancer sucks and it's a shame how some of the brightest souls can be dimmed to black. She will be missed i'm sure, by her friends, family, her longtime subscribers and me. I will watch these videos to help keep her siprit alive and I can only hope to someday see her on the other side and give her a huge hug.
Gabriella Ocasio I feel this hard. I’m up late and realizing how lucky I am. What am amazing woman, I feel so shitty for how ungrateful I am compared to her, how sad I always am when I have no real issues. I cannot even comprehend how strong she is. I haven’t watched the last videos yet and I’m scared to, my heart is acheing so hard and I myself have only known her for about the same amount of time. What an amazing inspiring beautiful person
yeah, in the "cancer update" on dec 11th she was ok.. and then on dec 16th "How I'm doing.." she started slurring and it got worse from there.. she'd gotten a bit better.. she could smile with her full mouth (Cancer update: Positives and negatives).. damn.. but it didn't last.. we can see how sad she feels.. but she kept rolling the camera anyways. Respect. Brave girl, now you can rest and enjoy your life in heaven
My heart just broke into a thousand pieces.. knowing she was still alive couple years ago and then seeing her slowly deteriorating literally broke my soul❤️😞 rip beautiful angel baby
Randomly found her channel a few days ago and I started watching all of her videos from the beginning. Her strength is only to be admired. An amazing and beautiful soul that reached to my heart. I certainly cried a couple of times. I'm sure my comment will probably be read by her family so I wish you nothing but joy and may the memory of Charlotte be the reason that makes you smile every day. Sending you love from Italy.
I feel immense pain whenever I see her videos & tears start coming from my eyes. I wish I had seen these videos when u were alive Charlotte.U r an inspiration for all of us. I salute u.
You never gave up...you still nailed your updates and your speech was good. Also, you never left your fans out of any updates you had. You were so thoughtful to include us too. Much love to you in heaven pretty girl. 🙏🏼💞🙏🏼👏🏻
I’m not sure why I’m watching but it feels like I’m here for the right reasons, Charlotte is super brave and it makes me sad to know she must have been scared. My Sister was taken by breast cancer two years ago and I couldn’t be with her before she died because of covid. You raised such a beautiful young lady in so many ways and so polite and smart. How lucky you were to have the years you did have together. I hope you’re okay. Merry Christmas 🎄 ❤
the fact she'd be dead 3 months really hits you and her deterioration was rapid and so heartbreaking you could see she was terrified and im glad its all over for her no one should go through what she had
Charlotte, you are too precious for words❤️ Hard to process the toll/decline from the brain tumor all within a matter of months or that you've been gone more than 2 years.
This is an impossible wish yes I know , if only Charlotte was still hear with us. This vlog rips my heart out and by God do I miss her. Still beautiful.....in spirit and forever.xxx
What a mentally strong person. Life is so short. I aspire to be as strong mentally as you Charlotte. Strong enough to even be good and spread love and find joy even in tough times. You inspire me to enjoy what I have more.
Came back to watch your vlogs. Your bravery and strength right to the end was a reminder I needed that my small problems are nothing in comparison to what you and too many others endured. Rest well with the angels Charlotte ❤️
Merry Christmas Charlotte.. I will always be subbed to you. Your personality beauty both inside and out will shine on forever in our hearts. Hope to one day meet you in Heaven.. Rest well beautiful angel
I am sorry baby I cant do this , I really tried so hard but I start crying and I got so desperate because I couldn't do shit to help you, does that mean I am letting you go alone maybe but I wish there was heaven where you can live forever happy with all your loved ones, I am sorry Charlotte.
i love you you give me courage with mah illness not to give up n hide away im gonna try hard to get out there n educate people the main problem is doctors being unaware of how to deal with/treat n making bad decisions because of that
RIP Beautiful Charlotte your a beautiful soul a angel omg I'm so heartbroken devastated I wish I could have gotten to meet a special amazing woman rest in peace beautiful Sister.🏳️🌈💔💔😞😢😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🌏😭😭😭
Merry Christmas Charlotte thankyou for sharing your gifts with us you have received some lovely presents the alma BB is beautiful enjoy using her. My candle is still burning for you always lots llove Sue enjoy the sales ! Xxxx
Hello Charlotte, lovely gifts. Lovin the Alma BB that is a beautiful bag. So glad you had a wonderful Christmas with your family. Enjoy your lovely gifts and thanks for sharing.
Loved your video Charlotte! You got some lovely things :) hope you enjoy your Lush set and thanks so much for my lovely gifts X I really hope 2016 is a good one for you darling :) always thinking of you xxxxx and merry Christmas and a happy new year!
It's heartbreaking to see her apologising for the effects of her illness. If she only knew how proud people were of her for her strength in these videos and courage to share them with the world and there was certainly no reason to apologise for who she is. She was absolutely beautiful inside and out.
Literally crying
she has been such a source of light & relief for so many people, ill or not. she wanted to give support to people like her when she couldn’t find the resources herself. she said she could be the “cancer guru”. i have such a great respect for her
thank you bill
Randomly, came across one of her videos and enjoyed her personality,. She was so cute and had a really nice personality. However the more videos i watched, and getting to the more recent videos, my heart sank further and further as i slowly saw her declining health. Once i saw this video, i couldn't help but to just break down. with her slurring words and her really trying to prevent it just ripped my heart in two. I'm so sad she lost her battle and my ache for her even though i've only known about for for not even a full fucking hour. I miss her and i didn't even know her, but it still hurts. Cancer sucks and it's a shame how some of the brightest souls can be dimmed to black. She will be missed i'm sure, by her friends, family, her longtime subscribers and me. I will watch these videos to help keep her siprit alive and I can only hope to someday see her on the other side and give her a huge hug.
Gabriella Ocasio I feel this hard. I’m up late and realizing how lucky I am. What am amazing woman, I feel so shitty for how ungrateful I am compared to her, how sad I always am when I have no real issues. I cannot even comprehend how strong she is. I haven’t watched the last videos yet and I’m scared to, my heart is acheing so hard and I myself have only known her for about the same amount of time. What an amazing inspiring beautiful person
Very well said
Greyfort me too! X
yeah, in the "cancer update" on dec 11th she was ok.. and then on dec 16th "How I'm doing.." she started slurring and it got worse from there..
she'd gotten a bit better.. she could smile with her full mouth (Cancer update: Positives and negatives)..
damn.. but it didn't last..
we can see how sad she feels.. but she kept rolling the camera anyways. Respect. Brave girl, now you can rest and enjoy your life in heaven
Beautifully said, without the swearing!!!
My heart just broke into a thousand pieces.. knowing she was still alive couple years ago and then seeing her slowly deteriorating literally broke my soul❤️😞 rip beautiful angel baby
Randomly found her channel a few days ago and I started watching all of her videos from the beginning.
Her strength is only to be admired. An amazing and beautiful soul that reached to my heart. I certainly cried a couple of times.
I'm sure my comment will probably be read by her family so I wish you nothing but joy and may the memory of Charlotte be the reason that makes you smile every day. Sending you love from Italy.
R.I.P Sweetheart you were so strong 💙
HI I just started watching her videos . I am glad that I know about her, but am sad that I could not tell her how great she was when she was alive.
^ Me too :(
She was.
I feel immense pain whenever I see her videos & tears start coming from my eyes. I wish I had seen these videos when u were alive Charlotte.U r an inspiration for all of us. I salute u.
It brings me down, every time when I watch your videos. Unfortunately I hadn’t known you, before you died. Rest in piece, beautiful. 😢❤️
Peace.
You never gave up...you still nailed your updates and your speech was good. Also, you never left your fans out of any updates you had. You were so thoughtful to include us too. Much love to you in heaven pretty girl. 🙏🏼💞🙏🏼👏🏻
I’m not sure why I’m watching but it feels like I’m here for the right reasons, Charlotte is super brave and it makes me sad to know she must have been scared. My Sister was taken by breast cancer two years ago and I couldn’t be with her before she died because of covid.
You raised such a beautiful young lady in so many ways and so polite and smart. How lucky you were to have the years you did have together. I hope you’re okay. Merry Christmas 🎄 ❤
Wasn't she just fantastic. R.I.P Dearest Charlotte
she was magical. much too good for this world.
She was so strong ❤️
Hi sorry for your loss I’ve just came across this RUclips video of one very special soul what a beautiful young lady .xx
the fact she'd be dead 3 months really hits you and her deterioration was rapid and so heartbreaking you could see she was terrified and im glad its all over for her no one should go through what she had
@fat cabbage no i mean shed be dead 3 months from the video getting posted
Charlotte, you are too precious for words❤️ Hard to process the toll/decline from the brain tumor all within a matter of months or that you've been gone more than 2 years.
the most adorable soul.. Rest in Paradise 🌟
This is an impossible wish yes I know , if only Charlotte was still hear with us. This vlog rips my heart out and by God do I miss her. Still beautiful.....in spirit and forever.xxx
What a mentally strong person. Life is so short. I aspire to be as strong mentally as you Charlotte. Strong enough to even be good and spread love and find joy even in tough times. You inspire me to enjoy what I have more.
An incredible young lady. You can be so proud of her.
Came back to watch your vlogs. Your bravery and strength right to the end was a reminder I needed that my small problems are nothing in comparison to what you and too many others endured. Rest well with the angels Charlotte ❤️
R.i.p you beautiful soul💕
U are immortal now. Your light will shine forever. Sleep well love🦉
So tragic rest in peace you brave brave girl. Missed more than you could know.
Merry Christmas Charlotte.. I will always be subbed to you. Your personality beauty both inside and out will shine on forever in our hearts. Hope to one day meet you in Heaven.. Rest well beautiful angel
I am sorry baby I cant do this , I really tried so hard but I start crying and I got so desperate because I couldn't do shit to help you, does that mean I am letting you go alone maybe but I wish there was heaven where you can live forever happy with all your loved ones, I am sorry Charlotte.
i love you you give me courage with mah illness not to give up n hide away im gonna try hard to get out there n educate people the main problem is doctors being unaware of how to deal with/treat n making bad decisions because of that
Merry Xmas 2018 charlotte, sleep easy angel, your soo missed
Thank you for inspiring me. You are strong and I will never forget you.
What an Angel... I am really heart broken after i saw you videos, i hope you are in a better place...
RIP Beautiful Charlotte your a beautiful soul a angel omg I'm so heartbroken devastated I wish I could have gotten to meet a special amazing woman rest in peace beautiful Sister.🏳️🌈💔💔😞😢😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🌏😭😭😭
i come back to your videos all the time. rest in peace
R.I.P Charlotte Eades
the slurring is heartbreaking
Merry Christmas Charlotte thankyou for sharing your gifts with us you have received some lovely presents the alma BB is beautiful enjoy using her. My candle is still burning for you always lots llove Sue enjoy the sales ! Xxxx
So lucky to have these memories. I lost my sister to brain cancer as well an no video. Had some on a phone that broke
Im sorry for your lost ❤️
The igloo present is my favourite thanks for sharing.
Rest in peace sweet child
i am crying...its just
R.I.P miss you.
Hello Charlotte, lovely gifts. Lovin the Alma BB that is a beautiful bag. So glad you had a wonderful Christmas with your family. Enjoy your lovely gifts and thanks for sharing.
No im not drunk 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 fly High in Heaven you brave Angel 😙🥰😘😘😘
miss you charlotte rips god whit you. amen
hard to believe that she died 2 months later
Lovely vlog. Smiles at a special time not knowing that in less than 2 months she’d would pass away. ❤️
Rip sweetheart
I just know she’s so happy in heaven❤️x
She has audience even after 6 years of being posted
Rest In Peace, Charlotte 🌹
Beautiful girl. Isn’t she such an absolute darling
Loved your video Charlotte! You got some lovely things :) hope you enjoy your Lush set and thanks so much for my lovely gifts X I really hope 2016 is a good one for you darling :) always thinking of you xxxxx and merry Christmas and a happy new year!
Merry Christmas Charlotte! Your video made me smile as normal xx
Merry Christmas Charlotte.Hope you had a great day.Lovely presents xxx
Merry Christmas Charlotte!! I hope you had a very lovely day and you have a fantastic New Year 🎄❤️❤️ xxx
Happy Christmas gorgeous, you received some lovely presents, enjoy the festivities lovely girl xxxx
I don't want to cry.... I wish I could meet you..
Beautiful and inspirational young lady 💗💗💗
grazie per il tuo tempo e il tuo amore bay.
rest easy Angel! ♡
Happy Christmas Charlotte, l really like the igloo with the little penguins inside, so cute. Thanks for sharing.x
Pure Soul
merry Christmas! how did you spend your day ? ❤
Loved this video. X
R.i.p angel
R.I.P
Nice gifts!!!!!! Have a great new year xxx
Merry Christmas Charlotte! Love the scarf!
Merry Christmas, Charlotte ! :)
Love the "c" where does one get those?
is this sweet baby in heaven? im sure she is.
trixie tang Yes. She passed away in late February 2016.
With all my heart I know she is in Heaven.
She’s such a pure, sweet, innocent soul ❤️🌟
RIP sister.....
Hope you enjoyed your Christmas xx and don't forget to stay strong ❤️
I hope you had the best Christmas!
Time with loved ones is cherished immensely at Christmas time especially!
:-)
great video. I decorate my planner too!
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God bless
:) Neat things. Thank You for sharing :)
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This impacted on me so deeply...im done
AMORE!
Sorry Charlotte! Now you are in à better place!
come here watch your videos from time to time, 66k subs C! you'd be so happy. thinking of you often.
It was her last Christmas.
I'm in love with you
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R.I.P
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