a heart that’s full up like a landfill, a job that slowly kills you. bruises that won’t heal you look so tired, unhappy bring down the government they don’t, they don’t speak for us i’ll take a quiet life a handshake of carbon monoxide. and no alarms and no surprises no alarms and no surprises no alarms and no surprises silent, silent this is my final fit, my final bellyache with no alarms and no surprises no alarms and no surprises no alarms and no surprises please such a pretty house, and such a pretty garden no alarms and no surprises (get me out of here) no alarms and no surprises (get me out of here) no alarms and no surprises please (get me out of here) MY HANDS HURT
@@imgoingtokermitsewerslide7917 first watch the original series (26 eps) , End of evangelion the movie , evangelion movie 1.0, evangelion movie 2.0 , movie 3.0 , movie 3.0 + 1.0
@@imgoingtokermitsewerslide7917 neon genesis evangelion anime (26 eps), end of evangelion (alternate ending to episodes 25 + 26), evangelion rebuild 1.0 You Are (Not) Alone, evangelion rebuild 2.0 You Can (Not) Advance, evangelion rebuild 3.0 You Can (Not) Redo, evangelion rebuild 3.0 + 1.0 Thrice Upon A Time
My dog just died and this song really helps. He was so sweet, really a one of a kind dog. I miss him so much. It doesn’t even feel real, it just feels like a normal day, like he is here but then I realize again that he isn’t. I just I could’ve stared at him a little longer before he died so I could really remember every detail. It’s only been a day and everything is already foggy. I just left for school then came home to just my other two dogs. It’s not like i can just not think about him because you could always hear him making noises and stuff, especially when I would come home. I miss him so much, he’s so much more than a dog, he is my best friend. I love him so much but now, he’s gone.
“I’m sorry that on that day . The day you were shut out , and left to die .. no one was there to lift you up into their arms . the way you lifted others into yours .”
to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one. If you ever wanna talk to me... My snap is: muliti_rp If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
No Surprise The mind which fills me with all wonders Destiny of living Long way recovering See me, in restfull sleepness Speak out our justice love We learn, learning to be kind We choose some thoughtfull grace The blessings that are in disguise With all the give thanks with all counting joys All the give thanks with all counting joys All the give thanks with all counting joys Relief, relief Now will be our start point Set freely weariness Of all greatfullness with all thankfullness All greatfullness with all thankfullness All greatfullness with all thankfullness' hope Oh my simple home With our simple backyard All the give thanks with all gratitudes (cast out your despairs) All greatfullness with all thankfullness (set free from daydreams) All the gracious with all counting joys' hope (observe the beauties)
This song is so sad and nostalgic
a heart that’s full up like a landfill,
a job that slowly kills you.
bruises that won’t heal
you look so tired, unhappy
bring down the government
they don’t, they don’t speak for us
i’ll take a quiet life
a handshake of carbon monoxide.
and no alarms and no surprises
no alarms and no surprises
no alarms and no surprises
silent, silent
this is my final fit,
my final bellyache
with no alarms and no surprises
no alarms and no surprises
no alarms and no surprises please
such a pretty house,
and such a pretty garden
no alarms and no surprises (get me out of here)
no alarms and no surprises (get me out of here)
no alarms and no surprises please (get me out of here)
MY HANDS HURT
just finished watching evangelion 3.0 and now i can cry to this thanks bestie 😍🙏
In what order did u watch or recommend watching evangelion?
@@imgoingtokermitsewerslide7917 first watch the original series (26 eps) ,
End of evangelion the movie , evangelion movie 1.0, evangelion movie 2.0 ,
movie 3.0 ,
movie 3.0 + 1.0
@@imgoingtokermitsewerslide7917 neon genesis evangelion anime (26 eps), end of evangelion (alternate ending to episodes 25 + 26), evangelion rebuild 1.0 You Are (Not) Alone, evangelion rebuild 2.0 You Can (Not) Advance, evangelion rebuild 3.0 You Can (Not) Redo, evangelion rebuild 3.0 + 1.0 Thrice Upon A Time
This is one of my comfort songs thank you so much for this
fr is my the rapy
thank you so much for this, radiohead is my mum and i’s favourite band
all ramona knows is bangers and music that brings me pain.
right in time for my breakdown :)
My dog just died and this song really helps. He was so sweet, really a one of a kind dog. I miss him so much. It doesn’t even feel real, it just feels like a normal day, like he is here but then I realize again that he isn’t. I just I could’ve stared at him a little longer before he died so I could really remember every detail. It’s only been a day and everything is already foggy. I just left for school then came home to just my other two dogs. It’s not like i can just not think about him because you could always hear him making noises and stuff, especially when I would come home. I miss him so much, he’s so much more than a dog, he is my best friend. I love him so much but now, he’s gone.
Radiohead, my beloved
Pure pain but pure happiness at the same time...
Didn't know i wanted this slow but now i need it
“I’m sorry that on that day . The day you were shut out , and left to die .. no one was there to lift you up into their arms . the way you lifted others into yours .”
STOP. YOU DID NOT. (Btw love the hazbin hotel pfp)
@@bxrrybxba8419 omg thanks !!
I don’t even know what I’m supposed to do right now and I can’t even cry anymore.
to the person reading this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one.
If you ever wanna talk to me... My snap is: muliti_rp
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
You put so much effort in this, I'm proud of you and love you! Thank you for this
Man I remember listening to this with my dad almost every day
Those were the days :(
I like it
Nostalgia is real rn 🍄🐸✨
clicked as soon as the notification arrived
damn nezumi pfp
you’ve grown so so much. you deserve every single subscriber:) so so talented
radiohead :>
This song is so beautiful,thank you.🖤
this song is so amazing, and this version is good too
no dislikes, as it should.
crying over this song
I listen to this song every time I get sad, this is a comfort song for me :)
this song is so good!!
thank you ramona !! :] have a great day
you too!!
Finished evangelion and now time to cry with my boy Shinji 😭
Amazing already
YES im happy now :3
this song makes me feel not surprised
the song and 15 step is my favorite songs from them
this is perfect
I love this song so much...
Awesome job~~
i love your content !!!
AGHHJ OMG THANK YOU
There's nothing I could comment that I would love nor regret for saying, so all I'll say is that this is a beautiful video, and I love you all.
Fake plastic tress please! That’s would definitely sound awesome
Here we go again.. another day, another night of no surprises.
Thank you for this masterpeice
UUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHH this song just hits hard
I love this songg❤️❤️
This song is good
Ntah knpa gw mulai suka lihat Chanel ini
No Surprise
The mind which fills me with all wonders
Destiny of living
Long way recovering
See me, in restfull sleepness
Speak out our justice love
We learn, learning to be kind
We choose some thoughtfull grace
The blessings that are in disguise
With all the give thanks with all counting joys
All the give thanks with all counting joys
All the give thanks with all counting joys
Relief, relief
Now will be our start point
Set freely weariness
Of all greatfullness with all thankfullness
All greatfullness with all thankfullness
All greatfullness with all thankfullness' hope
Oh my simple home
With our simple backyard
All the give thanks with all gratitudes (cast out your despairs)
All greatfullness with all thankfullness (set free from daydreams)
All the gracious with all counting joys' hope (observe the beauties)
Underrated check *
Me sinto abraçada por essa música.
i love you.
I love this
Can you do as the world caves in x cancer by Clem Turner? If you haven't
“They say to always be yourself, so why do people get bullied for not being like everyone else?”
" No te vayas cariño tengo miedo al abandono " :(
Someone plz make this a tiktok edit!!!! It would sound so good
this song makes me sad:(
this song
RHIS SONG AND SHINJI 😅😑😭😭😭😭
Shinji my Little Emo 🖤
3:42
my heart hurts so much to see me document i'm an adopted child
i swear u are stalking my spotify or something 😟
🛐
I miss you come back soon I will love you sincerely believe me I'm not kidding.
Do you guys know more songs like this song ??? Pls recommend some :D
Ylang ylang
everything ( + slowed ver
Early 😚✌️
Hello
ramona ily so bad :(
ily2
Is it just me or does song remind of Coraline
get away from me.
Do you play among us please tell me
No
Ok
k.
3:35