I feel like she's actually transitioning to the actual California coast, along with NFR's sonority and aesthetics while leaving the lust for life's ones behind. The last minute of this songs is filled with the sound of waves and seagulls...kinda setting the imagery Norman is essentially about (note the greatest, Fuck it i love u, whose mv were recorded by the seaside). I just like to think she foresaw the whole universe she wanted the next album to be like:)
I just can't resist the birds and the waves sound in the end of the song, which is my most favourite part :P it just feels so calm and dreamy, yet so real that I can imagine floating in the ocean, and truly being free...
I was looking for a Ride/Get Free track and found this. Such a beautiful, haunting , ethereal piece. With vocals its beautifully epic but this? This is something else!
The first time I heard this instrumental, i got goosebumps! And when I love a song, my eyes automatically closes and feel the vibe following the tears. I fell in love with this song! 🩷
I never believed that get free was in any way related to creep until I caught myself singing creep while listening to this instrumental version of get free
Finally, I'm crossing the threshold From the ordinary world To the reveal of my heart Undoubtedly, that will for certain Take the dead out of the sea And the darkness from the arts This is my commitment My modern manifesto I'm doing it for all of us Who never got the chance For ...[Amy] and for ...[Whitney] (shut up, shut up) And all my birds of paradise (shut up, shut up) Who never got to fly at night (shut up, shut up) 'Cause they were caught up in the dens Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind I want to get off but I keep riding the ride I never really noticed that I had to decide To play someone's game or live my own life And now I do I want to move Out of the black (out of the black) Into the blue (into the blue) Finally Gone is the burden Of the crowding way of being That comes from energies combined Like my part was I Was not discerning And you as we found out Were not in your right mind There's no more chasing rainbows And hoping for an end to them Their arches are illusions Solid at first glance But then you try to touch them (touch, touch) There's nothing to hold on to (hold, hold) The colors used to lure you in (shut up, shut up) And put you in a trance (ah... yeah) Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind I want to get off but I keep riding the ride I never really noticed that I had to decide To play someone's game or live my own life And now I do I want to move Out of the black (out of the black) Into the blue (into the blue) Out of the black (out of the black) Into the blue (into the blue) Out of the black (out of the black) Into the blue (into the blue)
Every time i come back to this song when life's starting to get rough, i remember peep, irl struggles i've passed a few years back, the deep emptiness i still feel today, thank you for keeping this up
I mean if I was the owner of the song I would never mind if another artist would like to use a fucking beat for their art work, I would feel honoured. It's definitely a money issue and that's shit
Well, you're right, I agree with you. "Get Free" is much more mature than "Creep". It doesn't mean that the Radioheads song is worse tho, I like it and it is raw, sincere, shows some interesting perspective. But yea, Lana's song is more mature. However the argue was about the chords used in the song. In my opinion, the chords were easy to repeat unconsciously and Lana's band really did it unconsciously, come on, these are not very sophisticated chords, there are easy to repeat. That said, Radiohead did have the law to sue Lana's producers. It's just a fact. Whether is was needed, is an another thing... For me it wasn't and they did it because of money, only. The vocals and general atmosphere of the song is so different that I didn't even notice the thing before the whole lawsuit sh*tstorm. And both interlude and the chorus are different... But well, Radiohead did have a right to sue Lana's producers (I started to like this band a bit less after that).
Finally, I'm crossing the threshold From the ordinary world to the reveal of my heart Undoubtedly, that will for certain Take the dead out of the sea and the darkness from the arts This is my commitment, my modern manifesto I'm doing it for all of us who never got the chance For, and for (shut up, shut up) And all my birds of paradise (shut up, shut up) Who never got to fly at night (shut up, shut up) 'Cause they were caught up in the dance Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind I wanna get off, but I keep riding the ride I never really noticed that I had to decide To play someone's game, or live my own life And now I do I wanna move Out of the black (out of the black) Into the blue (into the blue) Finally Gone is the burden of the Crowley way of being That comes from energies combined Like my part was I Was not discerning And you, as we found out Were not in your right mind There's no more chasing rainbows and hoping for an end to them Their arches are illusions, solid at first glance But then you try to touch them (touch, touch) There's nothing to hold on to (hold, hold) The colors used to lure you in (shut up, shut up) And put you in a trance (ah, ah, ah, yeah) Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind I wanna get off, but I keep riding the ride I never really noticed that I had to decide To play someone's game, or live my own life And now I do I wanna move Out of the black (out of the black) Into the blue (into the blue) Out of the black (out of the black) Into the blue (into the blue) Out of the black (out of the black) Into the blue (into the blue)
Love the comments insulting Radiohead for no reason. Yes, this song is very good. Yes, this song is very similar to Radiohead’s “Creep.” No, that does not make Creep a bad song or this song better. You can halt the Stan wars for a bit and just enjoy music without having to take other music down.
When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fuckin' special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I wanna have control I wanna a perfect body I wanna a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here, oh, oh She's running out the door She's running She run, run, run, run Run Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't belong here
It's not exactly the same its slightly altered to sound bland so she can profit off of it, and if this song is so much better than creep why is the only reason I know of this song because of the lawsuit
Creep When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fuckin' special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around So fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here She's running out the door (run) She's running out She run, run, run, run Run Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here I don't belong here
Deja de mentirte (ah) La foto que subiste con él diciendo que era tu cielo Bebé, yo te conozco tan bien, sé que fue pa' darme celos No te diré quién, pero llorando por mí te vieron Por mí te vieron Déjame decirte Se ve que él te trata bien, que es todo un caballero Pero eso no cambiará que yo llegué primero Sé que te va ir bien pero no te quiere como yo te quiero Puede que no te haga falta na', aparentemente na' Hawái de vacaciones, mis felicitaciones Muy lindo en Instagram lo que posteas Pa' que yo vea cómo te va, pa' que yo vea Puede que no te haga falta na', aparentemente na' Hawái de vacaciones, mis felicitaciones Muy lindo en Instagram lo que posteas Pa' que yo vea como te va de bien, pero te haces mal Porque el amor no se compra na' Miéntele a todos…
Finally, I'm crossing the threshold From the ordinary world To the reveal of my heart Undoubtedly, that will for certain Take the dead out of the sea And the darkness from the arts This is my commitment My modern manifesto I'm doing it for all of us Who never got the chance For ...[Amy] and for ...[Whitney] (shut up, shut up) And all my birds of paradise (shut up, shut up) Who never got to fly at night (shut up, shut up) 'Cause they were caught up in the dens Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind I want to get off but I keep riding the ride I never really noticed that I had to decide To play someone's game or live my own life And now I do I want to move Out of the black (out of the black) Into the blue (into the blue) Finally Gone is the burden Of the crowding way of being That comes from energies combined Like my part was I Was not discerning And you as we found out Were not in your right mind There's no more chasing rainbows And hoping for an end to them Their arches are illusions Solid at first glance But then you try to touch them (touch, touch) There's nothing to hold on to (hold, hold) The colors used to lure you in (shut up, shut up) And put you in a trance (ah... yeah) Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind I want to get off but I keep riding the ride I never really noticed that I had to decide To play someone's game or live my own life And now I do I want to move Out of the black (out of the black) Into the blue (into the blue) Out of the black (out of the black) Into the blue (into the blue) Out of the black (out of the black) Into the blue (into the blue)
I think in the second verse it's "Crowley way of being" not "crowded way of being" I think she referring to Alistair Crowley with the "energies combined" part. Like when she was doing witchcraft. Hence she was "not discerning"
When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fuckin' special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I wanna have control I wanna a perfect body I wanna a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here, oh, oh She's running out the door She's running She run, run, run, run Run Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't belong here
When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fuckin' special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around So fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here She's running out the door (run) She's running out She run, run, run, run, Run... Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here I don't belong here
This is literally like entering a tropical paradise.
Norbit Del Rey yassss
YESSS OMG I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO THOUGHT THATTT
I feel like she's actually transitioning to the actual California coast, along with NFR's sonority and aesthetics while leaving the lust for life's ones behind. The last minute of this songs is filled with the sound of waves and seagulls...kinda setting the imagery Norman is essentially about (note the greatest, Fuck it i love u, whose mv were recorded by the seaside).
I just like to think she foresaw the whole universe she wanted the next album to be like:)
Or the NFR era
I just can't resist the birds and the waves sound in the end of the song, which is my most favourite part :P it just feels so calm and dreamy, yet so real that I can imagine floating in the ocean, and truly being free...
AND I FEEL SO Free ❤️
OMG YES I LOVE THAT PART 😭
This ❤
yessssss
4:29 Just close your eyes and dream...
@Rhys Jones amen
Radiowhoed could never ever... Love ya Lana. Such a piece of heaven her instrumentals are
wdym radiohead could never, she copied them who copied the hollies
4:25 now imagine you’re in a tropical forest just taking in the sight and the air and everything around you.
While drinking a refreshing smooth beverage🍵 at the banks of a river🏞 in swimwear 👙👒
I was looking for a Ride/Get Free track and found this. Such a beautiful, haunting , ethereal piece. With vocals its beautifully epic but this? This is something else!
The first time I heard this instrumental, i got goosebumps! And when I love a song, my eyes automatically closes and feel the vibe following the tears. I fell in love with this song! 🩷
I never believed that get free was in any way related to creep until I caught myself singing creep while listening to this instrumental version of get free
This gives so many good and powerful feelings, memories as well :) thankful for this
I’m crying omg 😭😭
This is so amazing ! She truly made her life into a work of art
Beautiful masterpieces
Finally, I'm crossing the threshold
From the ordinary world
To the reveal of my heart
Undoubtedly, that will for certain
Take the dead out of the sea
And the darkness from the arts
This is my commitment
My modern manifesto
I'm doing it for all of us
Who never got the chance
For ...[Amy] and for ...[Whitney] (shut up, shut up)
And all my birds of paradise (shut up, shut up)
Who never got to fly at night (shut up, shut up)
'Cause they were caught up in the dens
Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind
I want to get off but I keep riding the ride
I never really noticed that I had to decide
To play someone's game or live my own life
And now I do
I want to move
Out of the black (out of the black)
Into the blue (into the blue)
Finally
Gone is the burden
Of the crowding way of being
That comes from energies combined
Like my part was I
Was not discerning
And you as we found out
Were not in your right mind
There's no more chasing rainbows
And hoping for an end to them
Their arches are illusions
Solid at first glance
But then you try to touch them (touch, touch)
There's nothing to hold on to (hold, hold)
The colors used to lure you in (shut up, shut up)
And put you in a trance (ah... yeah)
Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind
I want to get off but I keep riding the ride
I never really noticed that I had to decide
To play someone's game or live my own life
And now I do
I want to move
Out of the black (out of the black)
Into the blue (into the blue)
Out of the black (out of the black)
Into the blue (into the blue)
Out of the black (out of the black)
Into the blue (into the blue)
*This sounds like when you find out your crush likes you back and you have no words*
This sounds like when you find out your crush doesn't like you back but it doesn't matter
i feel like this songs sounds WAY more deeper than that😩
This album (LFL) gives me a night vibe and I’m here for it
Every time i come back to this song when life's starting to get rough, i remember peep, irl struggles i've passed a few years back, the deep emptiness i still feel today, thank you for keeping this up
This is so beautiful ❤❤❤
This is my favorite song to smoke to it really and truly relaxes you 💖
This is really good! Thank you! So dreamy, so Lana
*purposefully sings the lyrics to creep in a way that makes it fit*
This song is relaxing
My absolute favorite. Suck it Radiohead.
Radiohead are actually shit
true true
I mean if I was the owner of the song I would never mind if another artist would like to use a fucking beat for their art work, I would feel honoured. It's definitely a money issue and that's shit
It's about originality and Lana song has none of that
@@Lord_Procrastinator Whiny, says the person listening to lana del rey
Literally the embodiment of The Lovely Bones
Si , sí se puede enamorar de un álbum 2 veces
A little Paradise Edition. 😧
🎶🎼🎶🎼🎶🎼🎶🎼🎶🎶🎼🎼🎶🎼🎶 que más puedo decir, escuchando esto yo ya puedo morir literal, ggg.
Pero enserio
Henry Gutierrez lose Amor
A música mais perfeita de todo o álbum e do planeta aaaaaaaaa
4:25 feels like tropical paradise at night 🌌
Heaven..
When you were here before.. couldn’t look you in the eye.. you’re just like an angel.. your skin makes me cry..
Tanked
Well too bad you’re just a creep writing someone else’s lyrics under some other artists instrumentals thinking u’re funny
YESSSSSSSSSS
This is amazing! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
OMG ❤❤❤❤❤
oh i like it , that's great
People writing the lyrics of creep are so funny, get free is a lyrical masterpiece while creep is just an edgy(!) emo teenager song
exactly!
Sorry to that classic but I have to agree with u.
Well, you're right, I agree with you. "Get Free" is much more mature than "Creep". It doesn't mean that the Radioheads song is worse tho, I like it and it is raw, sincere, shows some interesting perspective. But yea, Lana's song is more mature. However the argue was about the chords used in the song. In my opinion, the chords were easy to repeat unconsciously and Lana's band really did it unconsciously, come on, these are not very sophisticated chords, there are easy to repeat. That said, Radiohead did have the law to sue Lana's producers. It's just a fact. Whether is was needed, is an another thing... For me it wasn't and they did it because of money, only. The vocals and general atmosphere of the song is so different that I didn't even notice the thing before the whole lawsuit sh*tstorm. And both interlude and the chorus are different... But well, Radiohead did have a right to sue Lana's producers (I started to like this band a bit less after that).
goofy ahh bitch thom yorke solos lana del mid all she does is make music for girls who call themselves femcels
The thing is the verses and prechorus are basically melodically identical to the verse and chorus of creep
this is what the beach sounded like in the 60s and 70s
Its just like ur going to the sea nfr vibes
Finally, I'm crossing the threshold
From the ordinary world to the reveal of my heart
Undoubtedly, that will for certain
Take the dead out of the sea and the darkness from the arts
This is my commitment, my modern manifesto
I'm doing it for all of us who never got the chance
For, and for (shut up, shut up)
And all my birds of paradise (shut up, shut up)
Who never got to fly at night (shut up, shut up)
'Cause they were caught up in the dance
Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind
I wanna get off, but I keep riding the ride
I never really noticed that I had to decide
To play someone's game, or live my own life
And now I do
I wanna move
Out of the black (out of the black)
Into the blue (into the blue)
Finally
Gone is the burden of the Crowley way of being
That comes from energies combined
Like my part was I
Was not discerning
And you, as we found out
Were not in your right mind
There's no more chasing rainbows and hoping for an end to them
Their arches are illusions, solid at first glance
But then you try to touch them (touch, touch)
There's nothing to hold on to (hold, hold)
The colors used to lure you in (shut up, shut up)
And put you in a trance (ah, ah, ah, yeah)
Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind
I wanna get off, but I keep riding the ride
I never really noticed that I had to decide
To play someone's game, or live my own life
And now I do
I wanna move
Out of the black (out of the black)
Into the blue (into the blue)
Out of the black (out of the black)
Into the blue (into the blue)
Out of the black (out of the black)
Into the blue (into the blue)
da vontade ne radiohead
Finally
tomorrow never came instrumental please!
Kiam Gibran It’s already up for you, lovely ❤️
This sounds like a real daydream
kinda reminds me of Twin Peaks
Sounds like hope
Biggest radiohead fan but i prefer this mature song
dang, the radiohead fans and the lana fans at eachother in the comments… i have both lana and radiohead posters, i love both 🥹
havin a concert in my room for my dog
Love the comments insulting Radiohead for no reason. Yes, this song is very good. Yes, this song is very similar to Radiohead’s “Creep.” No, that does not make Creep a bad song or this song better. You can halt the Stan wars for a bit and just enjoy music without having to take other music down.
Chorus… but instead: “L is for the love that you gave and took away, O is for the only one i wanted to stay…”
If you know you know and it works!!
1:24 🩷
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I wanna a perfect body
I wanna a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here, oh, oh
She's running out the door
She's running
She run, run, run, run
Run
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
Clap if u care😹
Yeah this is nothing like the song Creep. As a matter of fact, it's like a thousand times better
it is similar but not exactly the same like some claim it to be.
It's not exactly the same its slightly altered to sound bland so she can profit off of it, and if this song is so much better than creep why is the only reason I know of this song because of the lawsuit
@@austin1661 popularity is not the same as quality
@@viriatothelusitani1203 you're right I feel a lot different about this song now. I was wrong I looked into the details and radiohead is messed up.
@@austin1661 yes this song is so good ❤
3:00
Its from Enigma and Lol pool party mixed :)
i
Oh
Creep
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
So fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
She's running out the door (run)
She's running out
She run, run, run, run
Run
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
Que buena canción creep!!!
Am I the only one who is getting a lot of Twin Peaks vibes.
Deja de mentirte (ah)
La foto que subiste con él diciendo que era tu cielo
Bebé, yo te conozco tan bien, sé que fue pa' darme celos
No te diré quién, pero llorando por mí te vieron
Por mí te vieron
Déjame decirte
Se ve que él te trata bien, que es todo un caballero
Pero eso no cambiará que yo llegué primero
Sé que te va ir bien pero no te quiere como yo te quiero
Puede que no te haga falta na', aparentemente na'
Hawái de vacaciones, mis felicitaciones
Muy lindo en Instagram lo que posteas
Pa' que yo vea cómo te va, pa' que yo vea
Puede que no te haga falta na', aparentemente na'
Hawái de vacaciones, mis felicitaciones
Muy lindo en Instagram lo que posteas
Pa' que yo vea como te va de bien, pero te haces mal
Porque el amor no se compra na'
Miéntele a todos…
Que es esto?
@@pepsicola3561 una canción
@@cherry18009 🤢
what software/program you use?
베이컨 it’s leaked. it’s official
please provide me with the leaked tracklist of instrumentals
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't comment here...
Finally, I'm crossing the threshold
From the ordinary world
To the reveal of my heart
Undoubtedly, that will for certain
Take the dead out of the sea
And the darkness from the arts
This is my commitment
My modern manifesto
I'm doing it for all of us
Who never got the chance
For ...[Amy] and for ...[Whitney] (shut up, shut up)
And all my birds of paradise (shut up, shut up)
Who never got to fly at night (shut up, shut up)
'Cause they were caught up in the dens
Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind
I want to get off but I keep riding the ride
I never really noticed that I had to decide
To play someone's game or live my own life
And now I do
I want to move
Out of the black (out of the black)
Into the blue (into the blue)
Finally
Gone is the burden
Of the crowding way of being
That comes from energies combined
Like my part was I
Was not discerning
And you as we found out
Were not in your right mind
There's no more chasing rainbows
And hoping for an end to them
Their arches are illusions
Solid at first glance
But then you try to touch them (touch, touch)
There's nothing to hold on to (hold, hold)
The colors used to lure you in (shut up, shut up)
And put you in a trance (ah... yeah)
Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind
I want to get off but I keep riding the ride
I never really noticed that I had to decide
To play someone's game or live my own life
And now I do
I want to move
Out of the black (out of the black)
Into the blue (into the blue)
Out of the black (out of the black)
Into the blue (into the blue)
Out of the black (out of the black)
Into the blue (into the blue)
I think in the second verse it's "Crowley way of being" not "crowded way of being" I think she referring to Alistair Crowley with the "energies combined" part. Like when she was doing witchcraft. Hence she was "not discerning"
Thanks 😊
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I wanna a perfect body
I wanna a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here, oh, oh
She's running out the door
She's running
She run, run, run, run
Run
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
i was singing creep to this lmaoo, thank u
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
So fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
She's running out the door (run)
She's running out
She run, run, run, run,
Run...
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here