check out my other videos if you wanna discover new music! i’m planning on doing several genres so there won’t be a specific vibe but i promise you might find some new songs you love !
also for those wondering i just look up “aesthetic purple backgrounds” for my backgrounds LMAO or some sort of that variation, just having aesthetic gets a lot of good backgrounds
The memes scattered throughout this song are perfect. A lot of people use memes to cover up/cope with the fact that their mental state is crumbling beneath.
"in my defense, i wasn't supposed to be around this long." "someday, i'll leave the country." "someday, i'll have my own life, i'll leave this all behind." THIS HITS TOO CLOSE TO HOME
the verse “I have a soft small body. Strawberries make it happy. Someday i’ll leave the country. I hope to have you with me” GIVES ME SO MUCH SEROTONIN LIKE ACKSHVNJBSHV
No that’s not true... at least in high school I have friends. I’ve known them since 7th grade when my social anxiety was bad, but not so bad that I can’t talk to people. My friends know where they’re going to college, and I’m probably not going to go where they go because even if I get in, which I might because I’m in all AP classes (although I have so much overdue work my gpa will be about a 0.1 by the end of the year) I can’t afford it. I’m probably going to a community college. I won’t know anyone, and I will be to scared to talk to any of them. I won’t “love” anyone. I won’t know who drops out. I won’t know who dies or commits suicide. I’ll end up flunking out by the end of sophomore year. Tl:dr, I have my future all planned out, and let’s just say it doesn’t look bright.
when she said "I have a soft small body. Strawberries make it happy. Someday i’ll leave the country. I hope to have you with me" it felt like the inside of my head looking right at me predicting my life and filling me with fear.
@@sheesh1483 I don’t think it means anything. She likes strawberries. Which like kinda adds context a bit more I think you can gain a lot of knowledge about someone by the tastes they prefer. Really I think this line is taking the few things she still knows about herself and grousing herself with them. That happens to me when I’m depressed I don’t know who I am anymore but I know a few things about myself and what I like.
@@W00Y00__ neoliberalism is the main ecenomic system of the united states that pushes profit over people and ignores problems in favor of increasing production and money at any cost, and postmodernism is the twisting of old beliefs like god and viewing the world through a realist lense like the classical idea of "god" is flipped to be the postmodern idea that "god is dead"
@@catsaregreat6314 hey It will be fine, hard at first but don't worry too much :) try to focus on you and your studies and you will get through perfectly
@@catsaregreat6314 don’t be too worried, just try not to get a big head with yourself and remember that high school is all about growing as people along with your peers. self reflect frequently, do whatever you can to *be* better, and you’ll be just fine
If we made a venn diagram of slam poetry, mental breakdown, hentai memes and a semi-drunken rant to your best friend, this song would land in the middle It's one of the weirder things I listened to recently but it's an instant love
This makes me oddly...calm? Like it makes me feel like everything, no matter how horrible it is, its gonna be ok, like why does it make me feel like that?
it probably makes you feel like someone else has something horrible going on, and it's a lot easier to deal with a type of pain if someone else is experiencing it with you. that's how it is with me
It reminds me of wearing dark clothing and walking in the rain with rays of sunlight shining through really dark clouds while holding a bright colored umbrella. I don't exactly know why but it just does
I don't know how to explain it but this song feels like walking around in an unfamiliar city long after midnight and the only things lighting your way are the neon signs of shops that closed hours ago
Props to @sam Bishop who commented it first. Growing up I was labeled a “gifted kid”,because i could read faster,and comprehend books with a higher reading level,and I was pretty good at math too. Once middle school hit i lost all motivation to do school work,and study. Still get barely passing grades and no sleep hahaha had yet another mental breakdown while listening to music.
This song feels crunchy and seems like it smells like that one sock under your 14 year old cousins bed but it also gives me way too many happy fumes and I can't anymore
Just to clarify Ahegao, also called O-Face also called "Oro-Face", is a term of Japanese pornography describing a facial expression of fictional characters during sex often used in pornographic videogames (Erogē), manga and anime (Hentai). Meanwhile, the Ahegao face became a fashion trend for erotic enthusiasts in Japan. There are many clothes available that have anime and manga characters making the Ahegao face.
just letting you guys know it makes me so happy when people interact with my videos even when people are discussing the song. just knowing it's on something i posted makes me happy ahah.
How horrible would it be to wake up in one of those alternate universe situations where everything’s different and you can’t look up the song stuck in your head because of it
"Perfect shitstorm" is honestly the best way to describe the music itself. It's so pretty and aesthetic, but also so messy and depressing; exactly what the lyrics are describing.
@JAYLEEN LOPEZ f u r r i e s . And ppl unironically using it. correction: like many other community's, although there is a good side to the furry community, it seems as though there is more of the bad than the good. when i wrote this, i was focusing more on the bad part than the good, in general there is nothing wrong with furries-
This song feels like when you and all your friends are crying at 2 am and are low-key high/drunk but are speaking the secrets of the universe and sobbing but that's honestly the highlight of the night
I was planning on killing myself when I was 13 and so I completely dropped school and then covid happened and so my grades were voided, I turned 14, got on Prozac, and I’m here now, (still 14, I’m a freshman now) doin school, still sad but that’s normal. Anything you need to talk about I’ll be here, I understand the struggle to an extent and hope I can support you, from one ace to another.
"trash on the wall, trash on the floor liquid eyeliner stuck to the doors, screwing everything up, doing everything wrong, *in my defense, i wasnt supposed to be around this long so!* " this hits so hard as someone with chronic illness all my life, i dont have the energy to do much of anything and i dont have a plan for myself because i wasnt supposed to live past infancy.
SAME OH MY GOD I only have a few more years till I'm out of school and can move. Of course I have to worry about the costs but that's a problem for future me
@Ariella Gomez I mean. Believe it or not, children can have mental illness. You wouldn’t say “I don’t think that kid really broke their arm. They’re just a kid going through an attention phase.” *No hate.*
I feel like Junko would like this song in general. The mix of singing styles in the song to the references would probably make her really happy to listen to it. Especially the uwus. Seems like something she would like
This song not only scratches a particular itch for my brain, (the crunchy beat, video game noises, beautiful vocals) but it also speaks to the nature of my generations mental state that I think a lot of people can relate to
Hello LGBTQ+ community Edit: holy- thank you so much for 4k likes! *＊✿❀Daily Reminders❀✿＊* Your very epik, ily and if you left I would miss you :( YOUR BEAUTIFUL OK? YOUR BEAUTIFUL, HANDSOME, AMAZING, YOUR A BUTTERFLY AND DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE!!😡😡😡💕💕💕 If your hungry, pls eat 💕 Don't forget your test/homework! Remember, YOU ARE VALID! Don't forget that ilysm *mwah* 💕💕💕 Edit: omg thank you guys so much for all the likes! Have a good night, morning, or afternoon! Edit: hey guys! Here's a check up!! Have you brushed your teeth yet?? Heyyy... I hate homework too but I don't want you to fail! :) (please do your homework!) Please eat! I swear, it's worth it💖 Hey hey! Woooow.. You look so pretty, handsome, and amazing today/night! You. Are. Valid!!! Hey, I know school is rough, but you still need to study, I promise, it's almost over, end off on a good note :)
people who constantly joke around and cover everything they say with a layer of sarcasm and/or irony but in reality is one bad day away from fucking snapping from the overwhelming amount of pressure they are under, please stand up for our national anthem
This song literally describes the feelings of my first weeks of school. So hard cause I had 2 heavy subjects and less than a few weeks to do it all. I was having no breaks and stayed up late just to catch up to my classmates. I feel better now after dropping bio cause I can actually learn and hone in on what I'm learning rather than just attempt to survive 2 subjects with heavy course load and less than a few months to do it all.
Fun fact: I found about this song, AND Penelope Scott from TikTok. A lot of people did! So for people in the comments of this video calling TikTok cringe, lots of your favorite singers probably wouldn’t be as popular without it.
to go along with rhinestone eyes, pretty much anything by Gorillaz is awesome to study to. For specifics tho I'd recommend Idaho, Fireflies, and Kansas!
Yea I'm in a really bad mental place and I would drink if it weren't for the fact that it would kill me when combined with my meds. Although I care less about that risk at some times than others.
Im a junior and i have never had any drugs, no weed, no alcohol, and not even vaping. School has me so stressed recently and I’ve been thinking of actually doing some but its quarantine sooo
this slaps harder than my mom ✌😭 the yearning is so real. for me it's regret and bitterness that you could’ve had something better as you left your childhood (ex. highschool)-but are now stuck in the same hell that everyone else in adolescence and adulthood (ex. college, work) are a part of. you want to leave, you could’ve left, you had so much potential and so many chances to be happier-but now you're just there: stuck, stupid, and sad.
Man this is the kind of shitposty, unironically good song that I've been looking to listen to at 4AM. I don't think I've related to a song more than this one.
"In my defense, I wasn't supposed to be around this long..." It's interesting to have someone else have this feeling, and express it into song. I'm unsure of if it's some sort of mental phenomena or what, but I've always had this feeling like I might die tomorrow, or that I'll die young. When I try to imagine myself older, I just can't do it. It doesn't seem like something that would happen, and I'm considering not even investing into retirement funds because the feeling seems so palpable, so I might as well carefully use my money while I'm younger. Apparently, my grandmother felt the same way, so perhaps it's a chemical thing to think that way? Food for thought.
put song requests in the comments! i may or may not do it but we'll see 🙂. also! i started school again this week so i'm gonna be tired like 24/7 therefore idk how much i'll post. i'll try to edit when i'm motivated but that's kinda rare lol..
I relate to this song because for me it is about trying so hard to be cutesy and have everyone's approval, which just gets in the way of important things that need to be focused on.
_in my defense i wasn't supposed to be around this long so_ a whole mood. i've been feeling suicidal since i was 13 and i didn't think i would live up to be 18 years old. in four months i'll turn 18 and honestly? i have no idea what i'm going to do after i become an adult, because as penelope sang - _i wasn't supposed to be around this long_
check out my other videos if you wanna discover new music! i’m planning on doing several genres so there won’t be a specific vibe but i promise you might find some new songs you love !
also for those wondering i just look up “aesthetic purple backgrounds” for my backgrounds LMAO or some sort of that variation, just having aesthetic gets a lot of good backgrounds
WAIT WHAT? YOU LITERALLY JUST LOOKED THAT UP-
@@NSWERCORE LOL yes i’ve been doing it for years and it truly works, “aesthetic” is the buzzword that allows you to find really nice pictures
Lmao yh
i love how she can make song like "sweet hibiscus tea" and "cigarette ahegao" it hit so different O.o
Fu Fu I *THOUGHT* SHE SOUNDED FAMILIAR
She made Sweet Hibiscus Tea?????? Oh my god!!!!!
OMG
wait she made that song-
@@light7306 o, hello hello nataliw
the way the lyric with "cigarette ahegao" is sung, it gives instant serotonin
UR RIGHT
FRRRRR
YUH
FUNNY SONG GO _BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR_
1:12 so you can bless your ears on repeat
The memes scattered throughout this song are perfect. A lot of people use memes to cover up/cope with the fact that their mental state is crumbling beneath.
Shit
just tag me next time
stop calling me out, it isn't nice
Okay, first off, rude.
Second off, you right. You right.
Can confirm 😔👊🏽✌🏽✨
"in my defense, i wasn't supposed to be around this long." "someday, i'll leave the country." "someday, i'll have my own life, i'll leave this all behind." THIS HITS TOO CLOSE TO HOME
OMG SAME
^
the verse “I have a soft small body. Strawberries make it happy. Someday i’ll leave the country. I hope to have you with me” GIVES ME SO MUCH SEROTONIN LIKE ACKSHVNJBSHV
Same, it reminds me of my life
Literally the most wholesome lyrics in this song lol
That line of the song made me start eating strawberries again even though I’m slightly allergic. 😳
my exact thoughts!
Same i absolutely love it
I love this song so much like legit it could hit me with a sledgehammer and I would take it home talk to it and be its best freind
that's quite detailed-
@@fancyhat3940 are they wrong though
@@fancyhat3940 are they though?
I mean i would say no, they aren't wrong-
@@fancyhat3940 WRONG YOU LOST
The line “In my defence I wasn’t supposed to be around this long” is just- fabulous
I know riiiiiiiight 🥴💕 love having excuses for existing, makes me less insecure
"I'm Mister Meseeks, look at MEEE!"
Relatable
*Sophomores in high school talking about this*
Sophomores in college be like 👁👄👁
Honestly that's what I thought this was
No that’s not true... at least in high school I have friends. I’ve known them since 7th grade when my social anxiety was bad, but not so bad that I can’t talk to people. My friends know where they’re going to college, and I’m probably not going to go where they go because even if I get in, which I might because I’m in all AP classes (although I have so much overdue work my gpa will be about a 0.1 by the end of the year) I can’t afford it. I’m probably going to a community college. I won’t know anyone, and I will be to scared to talk to any of them. I won’t “love” anyone. I won’t know who drops out. I won’t know who dies or commits suicide. I’ll end up flunking out by the end of sophomore year.
Tl:dr, I have my future all planned out, and let’s just say it doesn’t look bright.
😐
@@sussy5419 😩🖐
@@willpepper9244 This song was talking about college sophomores.
this song could stab me and id apologize for getting the knife dirty
Nah bro that's just a normal reaction for me
But the song is good ngl
@@foggyarrowz7759 every canadian be like:
@@oliveoil1282 canadian**
@@shay7319 thanks, how did I spell that wrong, I am Canadian???
@@oliveoil1282 hi I love ur profile picture 😔
Found Penelope Scott this week; God I love her.
Me too.
I'm honestly so glad she's getting popular now, I love every song she's made
@@miryam815 hi
UGHH SAME😩😩😍
Same♡
when she said "I have a soft small body. Strawberries make it happy. Someday i’ll leave the country. I hope to have you with me" it felt like the inside of my head looking right at me predicting my life and filling me with fear.
sorry but i just read this on the perfect timing
for me it felt like i was looking at my younger self like 5 years old and hoping to still have that same innocence and joy with strawberries again
im dumb what is that strawberry phrase supposed to mean
@@sheesh1483 I don’t think it means anything. She likes strawberries. Which like kinda adds context a bit more I think you can gain a lot of knowledge about someone by the tastes they prefer. Really I think this line is taking the few things she still knows about herself and grousing herself with them. That happens to me when I’m depressed I don’t know who I am anymore but I know a few things about myself and what I like.
1:44 >:)
fun fact: that “I haven’t had another episode except last night was touch and go” is part of an actual phone call 0:40
It was? I'm curious, is there a story behind or something?
I think what OP meant was it was recorded on the other side of a phone call to give it the "phone call effect"
I think it was a hotline
Why does this perfectly encapsulate the teenage/20-something mindset in our postmodern neoliberal hellscape
cause she is 20- 👯♀️
bruh i didnt understand a single word you just said, but go off ig
Cause our world is fucked up and so many people use toxic and or self destructive escapes
i have no clue what you just said, but i *totally* agree
@@W00Y00__ neoliberalism is the main ecenomic system of the united states that pushes profit over people and ignores problems in favor of increasing production and money at any cost, and postmodernism is the twisting of old beliefs like god and viewing the world through a realist lense like the classical idea of "god" is flipped to be the postmodern idea that "god is dead"
I’m a depressed, drunk, sophomore In college so this shit really hits.
Me too ✋
Literally.
Y’all are making me nervous for high school this September-
@@catsaregreat6314 hey It will be fine, hard at first but don't worry too much :) try to focus on you and your studies and you will get through perfectly
@@catsaregreat6314 don’t be too worried, just try not to get a big head with yourself and remember that high school is all about growing as people along with your peers. self reflect frequently, do whatever you can to *be* better, and you’ll be just fine
“in my defense, i wasn’t supposed to be around this long, so...” HITS
this song gives me vibes that a person that only types in lowercase made this song
why is this so accurate im crying-
that's a very accurate i-
same wtf
the fact that most comments are all lowercase as well pls
mhm mhm
If we made a venn diagram of slam poetry, mental breakdown, hentai memes and a semi-drunken rant to your best friend, this song would land in the middle
It's one of the weirder things I listened to recently but it's an instant love
Wow that is so accurate it hurts
I love this comment sm
true
if this is weird try 100 gecs
@@literally-no-one9587 Will do!
This makes me oddly...calm? Like it makes me feel like everything, no matter how horrible it is, its gonna be ok, like why does it make me feel like that?
I dissociated during this song and now Idk who I am lol
@@butterbear7320 I know I did too
it's the fact that it's mood
It makes me feel the opposite tbh, I love it😳
it probably makes you feel like someone else has something horrible going on, and it's a lot easier to deal with a type of pain if someone else is experiencing it with you. that's how it is with me
That melody change at 1:21 is so satisfying, it's so delicate and vulnerable and I really relate to it
it makes me sad but I also really love it??? I don't know why
Yes the melody just kinda vibes after that point
The melody is so beautiful
It reminds me of wearing dark clothing and walking in the rain with rays of sunlight shining through really dark clouds while holding a bright colored umbrella. I don't exactly know why but it just does
I like the first half more
I don't know how to explain it but this song feels like walking around in an unfamiliar city long after midnight and the only things lighting your way are the neon signs of shops that closed hours ago
100 percent agree
i mean thats literally describing the background in this video?
That’s the background in the video luv
we are seeing the same background as you :b
for me it's more like walking around ur neighborhood at night
i'm just obsessed with the UWUs throughout the song
me and my datefriend call ot the UwU song-
A lot of uwus
SAME
uwu
Complete opposite for me
what the hay this song could punch me in the face and i'd thank it
FUCKING SAME BROOO
@@F4real_2 I love how pinstripe censors themself and then JC goes all out
@@burgeriguess you better believe it
Fuck man...I'd straight up call this song daddy~ if it punched me
Someone make a geometry dash level with this song
@@oyasumi_01 OH MY GOD PLEASEEEE I LOVE JUST DANCE 💀💀💀
there are 420 likes so i'm not liking it bc i don't wanna mess up that number but i need u to kno that You're Right
@@Catzrule28 you can like now
@@kyokokirigiri6956 my hero 🥺
@@Catzrule28 Awe thanks 🥺
Props to @sam Bishop who commented it first. Growing up I was labeled a “gifted kid”,because i could read faster,and comprehend books with a higher reading level,and I was pretty good at math too. Once middle school hit i lost all motivation to do school work,and study. Still get barely passing grades and no sleep hahaha had yet another mental breakdown while listening to music.
That's me right now :)
Same
Funny cause that sounds like me but I have to keep my passing grades otherwise my family will care even less about me ahaha- life right?
@@PhilaNYSOwn I feel ya
@@_cl0wn_t0wn_79 are we the same person cuz same
i had to google what ahegao means and let's just call it a vocab update at this point-
😏😏
Hah-
oh you poor soul
I DID THE SAME THING-
I only knew what it meant because of hentai-
This song screams gifted kid burnout
(edit) guys please stop fighting in the replies
as a burnt out gifted kid i can back this up
facts
As a “gifted kid”: yes 100%
so THATS y i vibe w it sm
felt that-
This song feels crunchy and seems like it smells like that one sock under your 14 year old cousins bed but it also gives me way too many happy fumes and I can't anymore
d. did you just call this song a cumsock??? youre not wrong but im literally begging you
I-
the happy fumes part is arguably the most concerning part about this comment, but i wholly agree it does give off that vibe
@@biophreaker beg then
@@pippullen3557 Can't, they're into it
Just to clarify
Ahegao, also called O-Face also called "Oro-Face", is a term of Japanese pornography describing a facial expression of fictional characters during sex often used in pornographic videogames (Erogē), manga and anime (Hentai). Meanwhile, the Ahegao face became a fashion trend for erotic enthusiasts in Japan. There are many clothes available that have anime and manga characters making the Ahegao face.
i already knew this but after reading this comment it made me realize: IS THIS WHY SHE SAYS uwu THROUGH THE WHOLE SONG???
@@linguaniclishard4826 yeah same lol
Nah it wasn’t rlly a fashion trend in Japan. I live in Japan and the only place I’ve seen those types of weird prints was back in anime cons in Spain
just letting you guys know it makes me so happy when people interact with my videos even when people are discussing the song. just knowing it's on something i posted makes me happy ahah.
Yes 😍
i'm so glad this popped into my recommended
@Aine Winstell The image IS such an aesthetic, oh my god. Saltysoo, thank you so much for finding it!
You're doing the lord's work comrade
What do you expect when you post a GREAT fuckin video?? It’s so amazing!!!
I'm still losing it over the fact someone made a song called Cigarette Ahegao. What a legend.
How horrible would it be to wake up in one of those alternate universe situations where everything’s different and you can’t look up the song stuck in your head because of it
make the song yourself 😈
I already go through that and now i forgot what the song called 🙃
That’s really specific, are you okay?
what's this song called in your home universe?
@@koiifsh cigarette ahegao 👀
"Perfect shitstorm" is honestly the best way to describe the music itself. It's so pretty and aesthetic, but also so messy and depressing; exactly what the lyrics are describing.
why do you refuse to put lyrics when she says uwu i am rioting
i'm sorry i was conflicted since i considered it as a background lyric 😔
@@saltysoo4557 MAHMAAHIJKMA i was kidding it was a joke but still love it thx
Because UwU is sin?
Or maybe because she thought she counted it as lyrics
already said that it was a joke but ok
@JAYLEEN LOPEZ f u r r i e s . And ppl unironically using it.
correction: like many other community's, although there is a good side to the furry community, it seems as though there is more of the bad than the good. when i wrote this, i was focusing more on the bad part than the good, in general there is nothing wrong with furries-
When she said "someday I'll have my own life" that hit hard and close to my heart
This song feels like when you and all your friends are crying at 2 am and are low-key high/drunk but are speaking the secrets of the universe and sobbing but that's honestly the highlight of the night
pls why is this so specific and completely accurate
This but alone lol
Yea but instead of real life on discord;(
Tastes like sprite
Specifically McDonald's sprite
Even more specifically that McDonalds sprite that was stored in the back of the fridge for a week.
@@cyrillavanilla yes
Sitting in a hot car overnight and lost all it's carbonation type of sprite
this song is so i don’t even know it’s chaotic. i would’ve gone crazy over it when i was 12/13 lmao
welcome to goblincore, love!
Brujita is this goblincore? I love this song
i’m 14 and i’m going crazy over it so.. close enough
13 and kinda but it do be kinda cringe......not that the other stuff i listen to isnt 😔
@@hatsunebuttfart2139 (cringe culture is dead, do whatever the hell you want)
the danganronpa icons in the comments it’s very telling
True
kiyotaka after chapter two
shush
*sighs*
*looks at pfp*
Yuh 🥰
“In my defense, I wasn’t supposed to be around this long so-“ WOW that’s a mood, at 13 I didn’t think I’d make it to 18 ha
I still don’t-
same tho but like if you wanna talk im here
also nice pfp and youre valid and kick anyone who says otherwise
Dope pfp. I'm also ace and I love seeing another valid person
Same
Ur user is a whole mood
I was planning on killing myself when I was 13 and so I completely dropped school and then covid happened and so my grades were voided, I turned 14, got on Prozac, and I’m here now, (still 14, I’m a freshman now) doin school, still sad but that’s normal. Anything you need to talk about I’ll be here, I understand the struggle to an extent and hope I can support you, from one ace to another.
Therapy is expensive but this song on loop telling your parents it’s Christian music is free
I’ll be honest I love this song can’t let the homies know
if the homies get mad about you liking this song, then they weren't homies bro
@@moin9983 very true
get new homies, ex: me!!
same man, this song slaps tho
this gives me eat babies and scary jokes vibes and I live for it
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES I LOVE THE SCARY JOKES AJDHDBB
Shoe baby? Jayngee shoe baby :>
HOLY SHIT I LOVE THOSE BANDS
This song is literally me.
Whole personality
I'm even a sophomore
I can relate to this song on a personal level
Lmao me to
is that wilbur soot I see-
nice pfp
i see wilbur i like
@@puddle.drinker it is, thank you :)
@@vmoney3544 wilbur is a yes
"trash on the wall, trash on the floor
liquid eyeliner stuck to the doors,
screwing everything up, doing everything wrong,
*in my defense, i wasnt supposed to be around this long so!* " this hits so hard as someone with chronic illness all my life, i dont have the energy to do much of anything and i dont have a plan for myself because i wasnt supposed to live past infancy.
why i found this after my sophomore year smfh. anyways gurl this song describes it perfectly😔😔.
@ღAsel Secret Angelღ my question
Hello gen z, bisexual, depressed, anxiety ridden, politically semi-active, ice coffee addicted, left handed kids.
Me but lesbian
Me but I’m Pan and drink tea (and I’m a common right handed person 😺✨)
how did you get all of that right except for the left handed part
I’m left handed actually- 😅😅😅
Hello back 😃
I relate to this song more than I should- ESPECIALLY the quiet part and “someday I’ll leave the county, i hope to have you with me”
SAME OH MY GOD
I only have a few more years till I'm out of school and can move. Of course I have to worry about the costs but that's a problem for future me
this song is giving me “flashing a peace sign in the mirror during a mental breakdown” vibes
EXACTLY
Why is this so true tho??
that sentence kind of describes gen z in general
it’s scary how true it is and how so many teens feel like this like damn... we might need ✨ therapy ✨ silly gooses
Well some of us can’t afford it 😃😃😀😀😁😁😄😄
@Ariella Gomez most of them arent, but yes, some thinks they're depressed, but then again i think there are people in all group ages that thinks that
@Ariella Gomez It wasn't a hate comment they were just giving they're thoughts on your comment.
@@frogenthusiast8238 *a h e m* ✨me✨
@Ariella Gomez I mean. Believe it or not, children can have mental illness. You wouldn’t say “I don’t think that kid really broke their arm. They’re just a kid going through an attention phase.”
*No hate.*
If GenZ was a song
Isnt that almost ALL her songs?? gosh I love phenelope scott so much 💕
it's kind of sad that this is true honestly
Yes
@Lucani Chan danganronpa protagonist be like
Dont insult this song like that...
" i don't smoke just like the smell"
me: amen to that
amen to that
as someone who grew up with parents who smoke a lot i don’t really get why people like the smell
maybe i’m missing out
@@wetbootypiggydogwater same.
@@wetbootypiggydogwater my dad smoked and wasn’t around all the time, so the smell reminds me of him and that’s why I like it
@@rockinriver6372 i mean, i love my parents but the smell gives me a headache and kinda grosses me out
POV: you're a prodigy in math so they put you in the advanced classes but now you're burnt out and failing and listening to this from tiktok
Funny of you to assume I found out about it on tiktok.
yea what he said-
pov im in honours/advanced math classes but i have dyscalculia
Holy shit dude, like I seriously just failed my math test. How did you know
well I just failed maths cause of burnout and now my parents are saying it’s cause I’m a “transgendered” so this fits
Just to clarify
ahegao means “sex for Ecstasy”
I’m Japanese and is mainly said/used in pornography
thanks, Hanako-kun
@@frogg9043 you’re very welcome
😂
ofc hanako kun knows this
thx
This is the most serotonin I've had in a long time.
@@boredomwastaken609 happy feeling😀
daisies on your nightstand ohhh
Beastie11 smile juice
Same
the “duh” sounds so much like junko
DuAh.
WAIT YOU'RE RIGHT
RIGHT
@ýűméķô áńįmàťėš kamakura kamakura-
I feel like Junko would like this song in general. The mix of singing styles in the song to the references would probably make her really happy to listen to it. Especially the uwus. Seems like something she would like
This song not only scratches a particular itch for my brain, (the crunchy beat, video game noises, beautiful vocals) but it also speaks to the nature of my generations mental state that I think a lot of people can relate to
Crunchy audio makes my brain go brrrr
Aggressively uwu's
Hello LGBTQ+ community
Edit: holy- thank you so much for 4k likes!
*＊✿❀Daily Reminders❀✿＊*
Your very epik, ily and if you left I would miss you :(
YOUR BEAUTIFUL OK? YOUR BEAUTIFUL, HANDSOME, AMAZING, YOUR A BUTTERFLY AND DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE!!😡😡😡💕💕💕
If your hungry, pls eat 💕
Don't forget your test/homework!
Remember, YOU ARE VALID!
Don't forget that ilysm *mwah* 💕💕💕
Edit: omg thank you guys so much for all the likes! Have a good night, morning, or afternoon!
Edit: hey guys! Here's a check up!!
Have you brushed your teeth yet??
Heyyy... I hate homework too but I don't want you to fail! :) (please do your homework!)
Please eat! I swear, it's worth it💖
Hey hey! Woooow.. You look so pretty, handsome, and amazing today/night!
You. Are. Valid!!!
Hey, I know school is rough, but you still need to study, I promise, it's almost over, end off on a good note :)
Hello Oliver The Olive
Hello fellow Oliver
h.hi
Hihihihi
Hey there
people who constantly joke around and cover everything they say with a layer of sarcasm and/or irony but in reality is one bad day away from fucking snapping from the overwhelming amount of pressure they are under, please stand up for our national anthem
[stands]
I don't want to admit it, but I think I'm going to stand for this one
[stands]
"Get thin on smoke on coffee, get fat on pie and biscuits, god bless this perfect shitstorm I, hope that it takes me with it." rELATE
between this and Rät, I’m starting to think Penelope might have some kind of connection to Reddit... (seriously, though, this song is amazing)
I think it's either a parody on the youth's mindset or something like this, yes.
this song gives off the best vibes, like the melancholy and angst, but in a happy font yanno?
this song has the right amount of hope and despair god it’s so perfect
I love when she said “I’m my defense I wasn’t supposed to be around this long..!” and how the entire beat just got deeper.
the “trash on the walls trash on the floor” like is just *instant serotonin* and i have no clue why lmao
what do we call this genre of music because i want more
AAA SAME
Glitchcore??
College burnout
penelope scott
I think it's called bedroom pop, not sure tho
This song makes me wanna tell my mom that she'll understand when she has children.
This song literally describes the feelings of my first weeks of school. So hard cause I had 2 heavy subjects and less than a few weeks to do it all. I was having no breaks and stayed up late just to catch up to my classmates. I feel better now after dropping bio cause I can actually learn and hone in on what I'm learning rather than just attempt to survive 2 subjects with heavy course load and less than a few months to do it all.
Department of education hears this song: well boys we accomplished the perfect system for our students.
Aha just made that 69 likes
didn’t like so it can stay 68
but you’re RIGHT sksjGFFGFgs
Haha funny number mean funny laugh now
The beginning of this song kinda sounds like the beginning of the Thin Ice game in club penguin ( that’s a good thing btw )
OMG NOSTALGIA
Captain Ace I know right?? I miss that game so much
Ah! I knew it was reminding me of something from Club Penguin, but I couldnt quite put my finger on it
I’m new to Penelope Scott’s music but honestly I vibe with it
Me too- im now a big fan lol
"screwing everything up,doing everything wrong, in my defense i wasnt supposed to be arround this long" i relate to that soooooo much
How?
As a sophomore.. yes.
“In my defense I wasn’t suppose to be around this long.”
Fun fact: I found about this song, AND Penelope Scott from TikTok. A lot of people did! So for people in the comments of this video calling TikTok cringe, lots of your favorite singers probably wouldn’t be as popular without it.
why the fuck do you gotta be so passive aggressive abt an app 😳✋
Friends: my favorite song is “señorita” what’s yours?
Me: *CIGARETTE AHEGAO.*
She really sounds a lot like Marceline from adventure time
can anyone reccomend more songs like this ? I like studying to them
also like
-No Wind Resistance!
-4 Morant
Verbatim by Mother Mother is rlly good. It doesn't have a lot of synth or anything but the lyrics are similarish.
@@Beth-ir1wj I don't have any song recs, but Verbatim is absolutely supreme. Mother Mother in general.
Money machine(?, something for your M.I.N.D, rhinestone eyes
to go along with rhinestone eyes, pretty much anything by Gorillaz is awesome to study to. For specifics tho I'd recommend Idaho, Fireflies, and Kansas!
sir chloe is good
I relate to this too much like:
Sophomore√
Not supposed to be around this long√
Soft, small body√
Strawberries make it happy√
I dont get the strawberries part, wtf does that even mean
@@deletioninducedin7days919 strawberries are good that's really all as far as I know
@@deletioninducedin7days919 it means you have a small and soft body, and your body likes strawberries. So basically, strawberries are really good.
I listened to it about 3 years ago. Suddenly it popped into my head and now I’m back
I started highschool like a month ago, ive already had like 5 breakdowns, drank twice, and smoked weed 4 times 😔✌.
Yea I'm in a really bad mental place and I would drink if it weren't for the fact that it would kill me when combined with my meds. Although I care less about that risk at some times than others.
I'm doing better today!!! Let's hope it stays this way for a while
I hope you feel better too.
@Abigail Davidson im not feeling better yet but im glad that the other person feels better. I live for that.
Im a junior and i have never had any drugs, no weed, no alcohol, and not even vaping. School has me so stressed recently and I’ve been thinking of actually doing some but its quarantine sooo
Mood
I love the way she says "Thanks! I hate it."
Nobody:
Random voices in the background:
*UWU*
Looking back at this comment ts is so embarrassing💀 (2023)
Thank god I'm not the only one hearing this
*_aggressive uwu noises_*
@@zeshahi7138 Exactly--WhY-
OMG I THOUGHT I WAS ONE OF THOSR PEOPLE THAT HEARF THINGS
@@alxzxa well you were WRONG
this slaps harder than my mom ✌😭
the yearning is so real. for me it's regret and bitterness that you could’ve had something better as you left your childhood (ex. highschool)-but are now stuck in the same hell that everyone else in adolescence and adulthood (ex. college, work) are a part of. you want to leave, you could’ve left, you had so much potential and so many chances to be happier-but now you're just there: stuck, stupid, and sad.
Man this is the kind of shitposty, unironically good song that I've been looking to listen to at 4AM. I don't think I've related to a song more than this one.
Can you explain your relation to the track?
Sir, are you okay?
@@lizziethompson4131 It's the end of 2020, is anyone okay?
@@unlimitedcotton 🤷♀️
@@teirlikestacos5864 Good point, I don't think anyone watching this video in 2020 is okay
Not gonna lie this song hits different when you're working on homework for classes your about to fail at 2 in the FUCKING MORNING-
'I wasn't supposed to be around this long' yeah that's a mood lmao
"In my defense, I wasn't supposed to be around this long..."
It's interesting to have someone else have this feeling, and express it into song. I'm unsure of if it's some sort of mental phenomena or what, but I've always had this feeling like I might die tomorrow, or that I'll die young. When I try to imagine myself older, I just can't do it. It doesn't seem like something that would happen, and I'm considering not even investing into retirement funds because the feeling seems so palpable, so I might as well carefully use my money while I'm younger. Apparently, my grandmother felt the same way, so perhaps it's a chemical thing to think that way? Food for thought.
I have that exact feeling
love this, what a hidden treasure❤️
agreed
Finding this as a struggling sophomore that has an obsession with strawberries is a very surreal feeling. I love it.
This feels like sleep deprivation and fucking up your entire life but being so done you barely even care anymore.
1:26 smoke exhale best part. Shivers everytime
This is the most blursed song in existence
How is it cursed
It's blessed
put song requests in the comments! i may or may not do it but we'll see 🙂. also! i started school again this week so i'm gonna be tired like 24/7 therefore idk how much i'll post. i'll try to edit when i'm motivated but that's kinda rare lol..
what about moonsickness by penelope scott 😳👉👈
Daddy.Doorknob i'll do it as soon as i can !
Rat by Penelope Scott?
Gacha Bucket i will hopefully be working on that today
you should do tungs by the frights
Only Penelope Scott can put multiple “UwU”s in a song and make it sound good
UwU
That was what made this whole thing an awful experience for me 🤢
Why does this give off some kind of vibe I can't explain
this song is so good omg it’s underrated
I relate to this song because for me it is about trying so hard to be cutesy and have everyone's approval, which just gets in the way of important things that need to be focused on.
_in my defense i wasn't supposed to be around this long so_
a whole mood. i've been feeling suicidal since i was 13 and i didn't think i would live up to be 18 years old. in four months i'll turn 18 and honestly? i have no idea what i'm going to do after i become an adult, because as penelope sang - _i wasn't supposed to be around this long_