A story I will regret telling you

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  • Опубликовано: 28 сен 2024
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  • @QuiteQuietASMR
    @QuiteQuietASMR Год назад +201

    Pleeease stick to these daily vlogs! I promise I’ll watch every one of them! I love your content, especially now that you’re a mom :)

    • @itsblitzzz
      @itsblitzzz  Год назад +20

      🙂 You’re awesome!! Thank you!

    • @DS-nw4eq
      @DS-nw4eq Год назад

      It’s a bit much

    • @QuiteQuietASMR
      @QuiteQuietASMR Год назад +1

      @@DS-nw4eq What is? Posting daily?

  • @lifeofspite
    @lifeofspite Год назад +17

    I know you said this story was pointless, but honestly I think it spoke a lot on the importance of finally being able to be yourself. Having others accept one despite their past flaws really resonated with me, so thank you for sharing this story.

  • @bridgetgabriel
    @bridgetgabriel Год назад +33

    I loved the story! I’m 64 (65 in Aug!!) and I, too, have done things I gasp at now!! Thankfully my parents didn’t find out, but those experiences make up who we are and teach us so much! Thank you for showing that people can be happy despite our younger experiences!!

  • @ec9903
    @ec9903 Год назад +50

    It’s crazy how there are things in your life you might regret but without them you wouldn’t have what you have now (speaking from my own experience as well). Totally full circle, life affirming moments.

  • @Cheri94
    @Cheri94 Год назад +120

    I like the REAL you, RUclipsrs like you are what people need to see! Love your little family you’re making❤️

  • @MDWJS
    @MDWJS Год назад +21

    this was such an awesome story. we all come with a past and to be able to be transparent is so liberating. xxx

  • @funnybunny81
    @funnybunny81 Год назад +14

    YOU WON!!!! I feel like a friend of yours ♥ thanks for letting us in. Important to note you felt that incredible accomplished feeling in many paths of life so far! Love you so much Julia.

  • @keke3897
    @keke3897 Год назад +3

    i’m 22 and have been watching your videos for a couple of years now! even tho aspects of your past are not something i necessarily agree with, i’ve always admired your transparency and attitude. nobody is perfect but i think you’re a great role model

  • @ishani1274
    @ishani1274 Год назад +63

    I see that Honor is becoming a horse girl in training! Love her little jumper!❤

    • @itsblitzzz
      @itsblitzzz  Год назад +5

      Thank you ☺️🐎🐎🐴🐴❤️

  • @hannahslattery-quintanilla
    @hannahslattery-quintanilla Год назад +9

    I love the down to earth content! It’s relatable and hopefully therapeutic for you somehow.👩🏻‍🍼

  • @Skapiebeb
    @Skapiebeb Год назад +14

    Loved the story! Thank you for sharing. I enjoy hearing about your past. I'm around the same age as you were in your story, so it's interesting to think about how our lives differ and how my own life will probably be very different in the future. It gives me a sense of hope, and I am grateful to be able to watch these honest videos!

  • @lisaalluvial5945
    @lisaalluvial5945 Год назад +6

    You’re an incredible story teller! I love this story, definitely not boring! And so hilarious about the random reasons for feeling the perfection of everything in the world 😂 more stories!! 🎉

  • @meowda2943
    @meowda2943 Год назад +6

    i know we’re all glad that you don’t have to hide who you are anymore Julia!

  • @paigealise4202
    @paigealise4202 Год назад +3

    Yess this was actually so entertaining !! I could listen to you talk for hours

  • @tere1337
    @tere1337 Год назад +1

    I can really see how happy you were about the win. Fantastic😂

  • @shinytomoon
    @shinytomoon Год назад +1

    this is a great story of how far you’ve come! i do not shame anyone who does the dancing jobs or taking off clothes for money. it is good money! you were able to make so much cash so quickly at a young age. that’s a hustle ❤

  • @jenniinaheikkila9174
    @jenniinaheikkila9174 Год назад +1

    Thanks for sharing this! It really brought my feelings to the surface. I love the way you talk and how you are yourself. I am forever grateful that I found your channel.

  • @Mkillla222
    @Mkillla222 Год назад

    I enjoyed the story! I feel we all have stories like this, that we shake our head at ourselves to, while simultaneously not regretting it at all. ❤️

  • @gwen2721
    @gwen2721 Год назад +1

    It’s so cool that you posted this because I’ve been wondering this!! I originally started following you because I saw a video where you talked about your past as a dancer (and I also loved your pole dancing videos, sad that those are a thing of the past) and I’ve been wondering how you feel about that now in your 30s and how you would feel if you knew Honor was doing that. You just have read my mind 😅

  • @c12486
    @c12486 Год назад

    You’re such a good storyteller. I can’t even tell that your tangents are tangents because they’re so engrossing

  • @Thejasminecomplex
    @Thejasminecomplex Год назад

    I’ve been subscribed for about 7 years so this isn’t new info and I was obsessed back in the day but the character development throughout the years… chefs kiss 💋 LOVE YOU JULIA!

  • @petes7182
    @petes7182 Год назад

    I love the little triumphs we have in life. And I’m glad you can share fully with your parents.
    The closest I’ve come to the feeling you describe is after I hit a home run in little league baseball. We were in the ninth inning, we were losing by 3 runs, and the bases were loaded. I was afraid of the ball, so I didn’t swing. The count was 3 balls, 2 strikes, and my coach told me that I was the last at bat for the game so I had to swing. If I walked, we lost. Anyway, I swung and hit the ball down the first base line. The first basemen missed the ball and because we didn’t have a fence at our grade school the ball went into some bushes and it took a while for the outfield to find the ball. While they were searching, we were running the bases. As I rounded third and slid into home, the ball sailed over my head. My coach, who was an enormous man even though I was just a small kid anyway, picked me up over his head and the whole team cheered.
    Life has such moments sparingly, but they sure are great when they happen. I hope you have many more triumphs ahead, Julia.

  • @monja-marikock5695
    @monja-marikock5695 Год назад

    She makes such a beautiful mother❤

  • @kaleighday1695
    @kaleighday1695 Год назад +1

    This was such a gemini story in the way it was told and I relate so hard 😂

    • @reggietbh
      @reggietbh Год назад +1

      I came here to say this😂

  • @kevintwine1449
    @kevintwine1449 Год назад

    My first car was a 98 Toyota Camry! Really enjoyed this story time! I’m in my 30s too and thinking of things I did when I was 19-20 feels so wild…I was such a different person. I look at that younger version of me with kinder eyes now days.

  • @valeriewebb3821
    @valeriewebb3821 Год назад +4

    I have followed your channel for 4-5 years now. I'm not sure how I stumbled across you, but you intrigued me. I am a "follow the rules" person (boring) and you definitely aren't. I have watched you change so much in that short amount of time. We can't change the past, we learn from it and become better people. You have become more "grounded" (your word) and sure of yourself. So enjoy this new place in your life, a gorgeous baby, mended family relationships. I will continue to view from the outside looking in.

  • @fairyfreak1
    @fairyfreak1 Год назад

    I was looking for a video to watch as I did dishes and I chose this one. Did not disappoint.

  • @VampX13
    @VampX13 Год назад

    Omg! I love this! What a great story time. Julia, you are great. You deserve all the love - both from your own self and the people around you. :)

  • @wildheart5116
    @wildheart5116 Год назад

    I loved hearing this story! PLEASE share more of your dancing stories. So interesting!

  • @manifestingjayde2539
    @manifestingjayde2539 Год назад +1

    I loved hearing this story. Thank you for sharing.

  • @angelacanedit
    @angelacanedit Год назад +4

    Kind of curious about what your parents thought you did for a living when you were dancing

  • @KelseyRN
    @KelseyRN Год назад

    My first car was also a white 1990 Toyota Camry 😎 It was my surprise high school graduation gift (class of 2008, so old then too) and I loved it so much!

  • @angelswain2261
    @angelswain2261 Год назад +4

    “I am so glad I no longer have to hide who I am” 🖤🖤

  • @shantavanee
    @shantavanee Год назад

    Watching now!❤
    This was a great story chica! Thank you for sharing 💛

  • @SarahPatterson-f5d
    @SarahPatterson-f5d Год назад

    Well I loved that story because I love how you capped it off at the end. 👌🏻

  • @vb_whimsy
    @vb_whimsy Год назад +1

    Straight from the heart❣️❣️

  • @danutad946
    @danutad946 Год назад

    I love this daily update! ❤ but still miss ASMR content too... 😢

  • @sarahjustkidding
    @sarahjustkidding Год назад

    Oh my gosh, thank you so so much for sharing this story! I had some weird times navigating the same age and similar vibes back in the day, so this was amazing to hear. 🥹
    I'm 35 & still struggle with how I feel about the differences between me and my sweet family. I try to show them the respect and love they deserve, while also navigating being able to express other parts of myself within my own life away from them.
    Again, thank you so much for sharing. I'm so glad you were able to.

  • @Natbarud
    @Natbarud Год назад

    I am living for these vlogs! ❤
    14:07 definitely my favorite part of the whole video 😂

    • @sarahjaye4117
      @sarahjaye4117 Год назад +1

      Mine too, I had to rewind and watch after lying down hearing that 😊

  • @lorenhipango7519
    @lorenhipango7519 Год назад

    Awesome story. Interesting life🌸

  • @dollyhoneypie
    @dollyhoneypie Год назад

    looooveeee these vlogs!! thank you so much xxx

  • @a2lll
    @a2lll Год назад

    Nostalgia for her ❤

  • @kirderf7222
    @kirderf7222 Год назад +1

    Honor is so cute

  • @Julia-LArt
    @Julia-LArt Год назад +1

    Loved this, Julia - such a great story teller. I feel like when you got excited about winning, your voice/language/expression changed to how it may have sounded at 19! ❤

    • @Julia-LArt
      @Julia-LArt Год назад

      P.S. I can really see you in Honor now! 😊

  • @butterpecanrican_
    @butterpecanrican_ Год назад

    Acura TSX's were nice ass cars lol. Good on you!

  • @azucenaf7959
    @azucenaf7959 Год назад

    Love this. More vlogs please 🙏 keep it going. ❤❤❤

  • @mindingpeople
    @mindingpeople Год назад

    Loved this story!

  • @Thepearlescentdakini
    @Thepearlescentdakini Год назад

    I’m 28 and pregnant having life flashbacks too

  • @iamlookingfornarnia
    @iamlookingfornarnia Год назад

    What a great story!

  • @Misscreant456
    @Misscreant456 Год назад

    i think it's a mistake to think of dancing or stripping as anything that is shameful or tainting someone's past

  • @teresaburrell7918
    @teresaburrell7918 Год назад +1

    ok slay daily vlogs!

  • @livyksim1619
    @livyksim1619 Год назад +1

    Storytime❤❤❤

  • @audreyrose5
    @audreyrose5 Год назад +2

    The Penthouse is permanently closed. I went there once for a 21st birthday and the motorcycles came down from the ceiling with dancers on them, that’s all I remember too lol

  • @peachesharrison5979
    @peachesharrison5979 Год назад

    I can’t believe the DJ didn’t play your song!!! Wtf

  • @asmrbymk
    @asmrbymk Год назад

    Julia I literally love you😂 This story was amazing hahaha I just knew you would win🫡😂 I’m always so happy you share your life with us online

  • @lourdesprimucci8701
    @lourdesprimucci8701 Год назад

  • @xcatxcrazyx404
    @xcatxcrazyx404 Год назад

    Holy jawline? Masculine

  • @OceanBaby813
    @OceanBaby813 Год назад

    We come here for lessons and experiences.

  • @ittybittybabypotter
    @ittybittybabypotter Год назад +2

    First

  • @C4RYB34R
    @C4RYB34R 9 месяцев назад

    you should not eat avocado with clementines. its bad food combining.

  • @laurencuccaro
    @laurencuccaro Год назад +1

    IM EARLYYY

  • @Battaron
    @Battaron Год назад +1

    Why don't have a second channel for this type of content? I don't care about vlogs of people i dont know. I started following this chanel for it's ASMR. And if I want to let it autoplay i don't want to be surprised whit this. Separate your content in another chanel.

  • @FuckingXander
    @FuckingXander Год назад

    I am dead 😂😂 not tinting the windows so they don’t know it’s you

  • @TripOnAshley
    @TripOnAshley Год назад +1

    As a former dancer who also once won an amateur content at a club that was not where I worked at the time- I LOVED this story! Please tell us more stripper stories, it’s so fun and you have nothing to be ashamed of!🩵

  • @papastummyfuzz9281
    @papastummyfuzz9281 Год назад

    $15,000??!?!? I’m such a shlub lol I only saved up $3000 for my Jetta when I worked at a club 😂

  • @loganhanna7061
    @loganhanna7061 Год назад +51

    She just had a damn baby people she'll make more ASMR when she can!

  • @cloudgoose
    @cloudgoose Год назад +85

    you saved $15,000 in CASH, at 19 years old? that’s something you should be so proud of! I thought this was such a sweet and honest story about where you were then. I love seeing you feel at peace with your past self.

  • @GrandCrusader
    @GrandCrusader Год назад +51

    Back in my twenties I worked as a bouncer in a couple of dancing establishments in the Chicagoland area and I always thought it was funny because guys would come in there thinking that they had a shot with these girls but in the three clubs I worked in, 99% of the girls were either very happily married or lesbian/ bisexual and they had girlfriends of their own. The dancers were there to make a living not find a boyfriend. I would stand at the door and chuckle whenever I saw some fool throwing hundreds of dollars of bills at a girl thinking he's going to get a date with her. And after working in the clubs for a couple of years I (ironically) started dating one of the bisexual strippers and me and her and her girlfriend were a thing for about a year and a half. So whenever anybody says that they think strippers or people who work in that establishment are lesser beings...I always put them in their place because I've met a lot of really decent people that have come out of those clubs. It is not an environment for everyone though You really have to have that certain mindset in order to do it. I respect you I respect your history and I hope nothing but the best for you and your family.

  • @Skapiebeb
    @Skapiebeb Год назад +14

    Thank you for being real. ❤

  • @dr.fajeraljumairi
    @dr.fajeraljumairi Год назад +1

    Thank you for making these daily VLOGS ! I am here to stay. It will be nice to share some of your recipes and groceries. I always enjoy this segment of your videos.

  • @AdeleMiron
    @AdeleMiron Год назад +7

    Julia I am beyond grateful for the parts of your life shared ❤️ I became pregnant around the same time. I always used to watch your ASMR but now find these videos so comforting on an entirely different level as I'm having breky with my little girl too. Thank you for always be so real with us 💖

  • @bluebedoo2u
    @bluebedoo2u Год назад +6

    What a great story! “I fkn won!” Kudos for going after what you want. Love it! ❤

  • @AuntieMamies
    @AuntieMamies Год назад +8

    Ngl, it made me feel really happy for you when you said your dad sent you that email and said he would always be proud to be your father, and it also made me sad. My father had a very different reaction to finding out I was dancing. And him being proud to be my dad didn't come into play. Anyway, you're really lucky to have such a supportive family

    • @labradog05
      @labradog05 6 месяцев назад

      Happy for her? How about the dads feeling? Was he really happy his daughter is dancing in front of random men? And why do you want your dad to be proud too? If you care about your feelings so much why dont you care about your dads feelings too? Be a responsible person, IF YOU DO THINGS THAT YOU KNOW IS NOT A GOOD THING BE READY FOR THE CONSEQUENCES!

  • @JenDoe1
    @JenDoe1 Год назад +6

    Julia, what a cool story!!! A slice of your younger life. I love that you won!! YAS! That’s an amazing feeling.🥳🥳🥳💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻
    I’ve been feeling nostalgic recently as well.
    Yes, it truly is such a freeing feeling to not care what anyone thinks, to be who you are with no shame. I would love more stories like this! Of course, what you’d like to share. Have a wonderful evening Julia! ☺️🩷

  • @ericachacon8337
    @ericachacon8337 Год назад +4

    Oh sweetie- you have nothing to be ashamed of. But I can 100% relate to the whole feeling of relief, at being able to be your authentic self, around the people who you care about. I was addicted to pain pills (ironically, probably around the same time you were dancing, & I also lived in B'more @ the time). So for different reasons, I was hiding the way I was living, from most of my friends & family. I got sober in Aug. 2011 & I will never lose sight of the beautiful freedom that comes with being able to live with authenticity. 💗

  • @lricci2050
    @lricci2050 Год назад +30

    This video did so much for me after a shit day at work. It had me laughing, crying and cheering the whole time! I enjoyed seeing Julia talk about her past and how important it was for her in the development of her life today. LOVED this vlog so much ❤.

  • @KarenHernandez-bn9sg
    @KarenHernandez-bn9sg Год назад +4

    I agree, having a baby gives the past, present, and future such a different perspective and like you I reminisce on so many decisions or life experiences I had back then. One of my favorite videos thus far and your story telling is always the best. Thanks for sharing such an intimate life experience ❤

  • @Triumphantday
    @Triumphantday Год назад +4

    I love the story. Sometimes you've got to work to obtain right? But I totally relate on feeling regret for disappointing parents. But moving onward and upward 🎉💓

  • @mericawillis2338
    @mericawillis2338 Год назад +4

    It’s lovely seeing you on RUclips Blitzzz! You’re doing wonderfully with your cutie pie. We’ll be here waiting for whenever you’re feeling to upload, enjoy your life and thank you for sharing this with us ❤

  • @CarmCoffey_11
    @CarmCoffey_11 Год назад +4

    You are who you are because of all the experiences that you have had. Everything that you have gone through has made you the person that you are right now and you should be proud of that.

  • @samanthafranklyput
    @samanthafranklyput Год назад +3

    I forgot (since yesterday haha) that you were doing daily vlogs and just got so excited when I saw the notification! Thanks for brightening my day ❤😊

  • @madisonjazwinski5457
    @madisonjazwinski5457 Год назад +3

    LOVE this story and the blog content! Please keep it coming ☺️ so appreciative of your transparency and realness

  • @kourtneyreinford2330
    @kourtneyreinford2330 Год назад +3

    It’s so fun having a new episode of my fave show to watch very early every morning with my 8 week old baby and a cup of tea ❤

  • @MBlto
    @MBlto Год назад +2

    this story gives me so much hope, i've been hiding my real self from so many people fro my entire life, i feel like nobody truly knows me and i always feel guilty for doing things and i don't even know why! i don't smoke, i don't fool around, i'm literally rotting all day, yet for some reason i never open up with relatives and friends the way i would want to! i run an art account, and i'm very loved there, and i love it so much but the thought of telling my friends and family i have it just kills me on the inside bc i would hate to share such an intimate part of me with them. I'm going to be 24 next month and i feel so stupid for being like this. your story gave me hope that one day i too will be free from secrets and my family will love me just the way i am! things will get better eventually i guess lol

  • @Wildchild0fBodom
    @Wildchild0fBodom Год назад +1

    this story made me realize for how long ive been following you omg ♥been here since your first videos like 13 years ago :)

  • @shellydavis855
    @shellydavis855 Год назад +1

    Oh my god shes crawling!!!!!

  • @noovernightguests
    @noovernightguests Год назад +2

    I really appreciate you sharing this story. I’m so glad your parents worked through how they felt about your past. I often think that when past memories (not traumatic ones of course) come to you so strong, it is to remind you of something. Something you may have forgotten about yourself, or your journey and where you used to be.

  • @caughtdark3218
    @caughtdark3218 Год назад +1

    Your titles are such click bait lol

  • @silvy4413
    @silvy4413 Год назад +2

    People have been asking for ASMR videos from you, and some people are getting upset by this request. Now, I myself got to know you for the ASMR content, and I truly love those videos and miss them alot BUT, I can understand you might not have the time to do them. I assume eventually you will produce some new ones, and until then, I will wait patiently. I do feel like , for those people that are getting defensive about the ASMR requests, they shouldn’t judge those that are asking for them. I mean, this is a RUclips channel, and your subscribers are allowed to suggest content, so …although you choose what you want to put out, getting suggestions isn’t a bad thing, right? Of course the final decisions are yours, cause it is your channel. I just don’t like it when people get upset for certain suggestions. Thanks for your story Julia. You might think it’s a simple story, but when you analyze it, you get a great message behind it. Sometimes you feel you have to hide your true self , but in the long run, that doesn’t make you happy. I’m sure that when you look back on those times, you might be inclined( or not) to change a few things. I guess that comes with wisdom which we lack of when we’re 19 years old.

  • @valeriemercado5292
    @valeriemercado5292 Год назад +2

    “I FUCKING WON, WHOOO!” 😂❤

  • @jesssember4830
    @jesssember4830 Год назад +2

    thank you for sharing! it felt like listening to a friend 💙

  • @LuciaBellanger95
    @LuciaBellanger95 Год назад +2

    Honor is SO cute and SO happy!!!! She makes my heart melt

  • @februaryfever
    @februaryfever Год назад +2

    I love how hard you work and how you put your heart & soul into everything you do. Love your videos 🩷

  • @amym7825
    @amym7825 Год назад +2

    What a treat for your community. You and Nick are such loving parents! I’ve prayed for your sweet momma. ❤

  • @Severianaxo
    @Severianaxo Год назад +3

    Ugh to see pictures of you at these ages would be so cool ! 😭

    • @itsblitzzz
      @itsblitzzz  Год назад +14

      I had an unlimited membership to the spray tan booth at Palm Beach Tan and that’s all you need to know 😂🍊🥕🍤🥮🏀

  • @reginagordon4246
    @reginagordon4246 Год назад +3

    Love the story time💕💕💕

  • @jennyscheuneman9699
    @jennyscheuneman9699 Год назад +2

    Love this story, so very real, you go girl!

  • @enmenergy
    @enmenergy Год назад +1

    I got an Acura tax all cash that same age. I KNEW u we’re gonna say Acura I just KNEW IT❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉

    • @enmenergy
      @enmenergy Год назад

      TSX*** and I’m the same age as you. We prob drove it at the same time. I went from a Camry to a tsx too 😂😂😂 may 1988!! Loll

    • @itsblitzzz
      @itsblitzzz  Год назад +1

      @@enmenergy lmao helll yeaaaaaaa 😂❤

  • @Grace-cv7gv
    @Grace-cv7gv Год назад +1

    These are such significant moments that stick with us I still remember getting my first car and feeling so on top of the world I only paid 1800 for it and I remember thinking that was sooooo much hahaha

  • @reggietbh
    @reggietbh Год назад +1

    I had just been watching your old videos recently so this is eerie! I loved this story and all your stories in general. You're a real one❤