As a 67 year-old grandpa, I'm glad that you're in our world. I like your videos and am proud of the niche that you've found for yourself. Keep following your path!
Both of these gentlemen get you way better than me, and I agree with them under the assumption I understood what they said. I know maybe that sounds dumb but who knows maybe they said things that turn everyone else can't stand. The downside is I wish you were not gay and would *&^% me until my mind went numb with pleasure. Sorry I just remember you swinging that axe and how impressed I was. I'm only turning 60 and last time I checked I don't think my two children have grandkids yet.
@@learnedeldersofteemo8917 meh, ain't any that'll land me. Was married for over 41 years, kind of hard to outdo or even come on par with that and I don't go for kids. But, we'd likely have enough fun beating metals and wood into submission and I do miss having a dog around to take me for a walk. And tips on bringing down safely some of the hairier lumber is always welcome! I'll bring along the herbals, some traditional recipes for plants found on the woods and advanced land navigation and survival tricks learned in the military. Experience and knowledge has two paths in life, shared or hoarded and lost. I'm of the sharing that knowledge to see it spread and help others thrive school of thought.
Hey! As a 48 year-old father I can tell you that I'm so very proud of you, and everything that you do. You're amazing. Just keep being you. You're doin' just fine.
I totally agree. No snark or bitterness, she even made a point to say her experience was just her experience, and others can have a positive experience in church. And the authenticity of noting how social media only shows a sliver of someone, and how she has plenty of struggles makes her more likable than most other supposed "influencers".
"Nature is my safe space" ... pulls out giant sword and a dozen axes... Thank you for A'ing the Q's! It's good to know you and hope you're being treated well by people who love you.
In my humble opinion, you are a much needed role-model. Thank you. You are my favorite Lumberjane. I am humbled by your ability to split. There is no way I could keep up. The thing I appreciate most , when watching your videos, is your up-beat attitude and determination. Cracking stumps with a smile every time. You make a tiresome chore look fun.
I just want to give you a big hug and say, "Everything has turned out for the better hasn't it". We all love you Nicole for who you are and for what you are. You radiate so much positivity. Big, big hugs from England.
As a grandfather, I can only imagine (and i am positive that i fall short by several orders of magnitude) the pain and grief you feel. But you have given one of the greatest gifts of advise. So much is expected of our children when they somehow, miraculously, reach that magical age of 18 and are instantly expected to act and live as though they have garnered a lifetime of knowledge and experience. Many of us need (much) more time to come to understand what being an adult means, to figure out who and what we are, to realize that we are entitled to have and express ideas and opinions.
Your honesty is pure and you can see your natural shyness when you're candid. Your resilience is clear too because you have continued on a jagged path with its challenges to surmount, but you keep smiling! I enjoy your content and honestly feel you have a gift to share in your strength... Enjoy your current journey as you will know when you've reached the destination, whether for a short respit or rooting!
I was married to my wife for 25 yrs, she recently passed away and she wanted me to move on and be happy with my life. For 6 months, my Boyfriend & I have been living our lives to the fullest. Your attitude towards Nature & Life are an inspiration. I Love Everything you do Nicole. 💖💞🫂🥰🏳️🌈🌈
It's strange to see people share tiny bits of their lives through videos, in which they seem (and we imagine them as) so lively, only to learn that they share the same struggles as everyone else. Thank you for sharing such personal insight, hope you're doing okay
Wow, I had such a similar experience, it's uncanny. It healed a part of the scar on my heart to hear I'm not alone and it's not just me, because so many people turned their back on me. I'm grateful for you sharing your experience. Thank you. I was the pianist on the worship team for our youth group, and then our main Sunday services. It didn't end well when people found out about me. At the same time, I can look back now and be grateful I got out of it. I hope you're doing okay, I'm going through it too. You're amazing and I'll subscribe and root for you! ♥
Thank you for a heartfelt video Nicole. As a Catholic convert myself and for what it's worth, please know that we don't judge you, am glad you can come to terms with yourself, and that in the end, Christ loves you still.
Talking about how you grew up being "taught" to repress your feelings due to culture, church, and even things like lack of queer friendly media is almost exactly what I went through (and thousands others, I'm sure). Thanks for sharing, it's good to know someone went through almost the exact same thing!
I grew up in and currently live in the country. I stumbled on one of your videos one day, watched some more of them, and I must say, I'm very impressed with the way you handle yourself. You're a beautiful, talented and determined girl who appears to have what it takes to make anything of yourself. Good luck in your ventures. Hope you find what you're looking for someday. Stay safe. Live large!
I love how real your answers are. I have ADHD too so people talk about how I'm a jack of all trades and stuff and talk me up to others but I don't feel like they actually see ME- the one who struggles with mundane tasks and memory issues and the inability to stay on task 😢
Compliments can be a double-edged sword because it's like "...ah. So I have to be awesome in order to earn your admiration and respect." When really, we deserve love just because we exist. Skills that earn us compliments are just the cherry on top. You're just as worthy on days when your ADHD gives you superpowers as on days when ADHD leaves you struggling with mundane tasks.
Keep doing what you're doing. Be true to yourself, and don't let negativity wear you down. It's always good to see a video with your cheeky grin, it's infectious! Keep up the good work :)
Self acceptance is difficult. Coming out to yourself first is a real struggle. It's kind of something that isn't really shown well in queer representation. That "coming out" isn't a one time thing, you don't usually just "come out" once, but for a long while, you have to keep coming out, over and over. Glad you found yourself
Seeing content like this as a parent gives me a beautiful roadmap for how i want to treat my children if they are LGBTQ. Beautiful and worthy of love no matter what. Just like you! :D
From one woodsy shy queer to another, thank you for sharing and well done taking on a journey outside your comfort zone! It’s more challenging than it seems to others, and I hope you feel supported and loved by not only people but the landscape itself. It’s my favorite place to be. If you’re ever in Oregon, you have a soft place to land out in the hinterland if you ever need it!
Thank you for being so authentic. Real trumps everything else every time. It’s so much happier, richer and better to be judged for being who you are than to be accepted for being who you are not. You’re an inspiration - not because you can do everything, but because you do you.
I know that we only see these tiny snippets into your life that you allow us to see, as expected, but I just want to state that you seem so comfortable in your skin, your identity, and how you express yourself to others. I would have a difficult time imagining you as anyone substantially different than who you seem to be. Also, you have an infectious smile that often brings joy to my day. Thank you for the serotonin, and the extraordinary effort you invest into being a content creator.
I feel the same way about forests and nature. And it’s hard to describe that to other people, ha. So awesome to hear someone else explain that same feeling!
When the people you loved and truly loved you come around don’t give up on forgiveness, it is healing. So open your heart and forgive them. You can forgive yourself too, but you didn’t do anything wrong in being who you are. Also I love to see you split wood. My mom use too but without the wood mall. I still have the ax head and wedges she use to use. The old handle was repurposed and given to one of my daughter. I taught both my daughters, my son and my wife to split too. That was when we lived just outside Washington DC. It was not something people did in that neighborhood,LOL. It was great! So are you! God bless you!
My daughter is 16 now, came out to me over text when she was 12 after struggling to do so for 3 years. I cried like a baby because I felt like I'd messed up so badly by not giving her a safe enough place to do so. She said it wasn't that, and begged me not to change or treat her differently. We aren't as close as we used to be (teenagers), but I like to think we've still got each other's backs when it counts.
My daughter flew the rainbow flag from 11- 16, social justice warrior social media then decided she liked a boy hockey player and they have been dating for 8 months. So they have no idea what they are as kids, and are being brainwashed by social media.
@@constantinople777christens5 - heh, right. If a kid is sure of their sexuality at 12, someone has gotten to them and made them think they are sure of it themselves. That parents are so ridiculous that they are letting their preteens declare in seriousness their sexuality, and even that they want it changed via chemicals or even surgeory, and expect you to start calling them weird new gender terms some groomers have confused them with is bizzare though. I mean, guy showed it really, he cried when his daughter said something he should have been concerned about, and actually wishes he could of known and helped her be confused and encourage her to find echo chambers of indoctrination sooner. we are seeing a generation of men and girls raised by bitter single feminist mothers and their grandparents attempting to be parents themselves and mostly they seem more concerned with trying to be their friends and often just end up crying into their bottles of Adderall on the regular to cope. Our cultures are breaking to the point our boys hardly even want to bang and thus have a negative replacement ratio. We have become so sensitive and miserable that we barely even want to breed and the option for boys to throw in the towel and declare themselves to be broken girls to try and switch to playing life on easy mode is crippling. Its we either die out from being pathetic, or inject a culture of men that remember where they are supposed to put it, along with all the disdain and hate for the cowardly men they have to replace too. The boycotts and stories of students actually rejecting this rainbow weakness glorification are encouraging but damn have we let it get far, its gonna take a lot to shift us back into something resembling a respectable society if its even possible. All this stuff only works in decadence though, if we hit a depression or some kind of big disaster, all this stuff will just be a weird period to be studied by future philosophers. The slow boil of wokeness though can destroy civilizations, I hope we can turn it around without some kind of major shock to us all, we just have to remember it doesn't automatically make someone bad for saying No to a gropu and their bad ideas, that not everyone capable of being loud should heard and catered to.
As a Roman Catholic that has worked in high stress jobs with openly gay co-workers, I can honestly say they made the job livable and I will forever welcome them into my life and my church. Don't let anyone get you down, much less the bigots. Thank you for sharing so much.
@@judahbrutus But do the rest of us need Christ? How do you know? How do you know that the gay people you know aren't Christian? Is it because they are gay, or because you are bigoted?
OMG, you are so cute and I don't mean that in a flirty way. You just have a fun and refreshing personality and a very honest and sincere smile. Keep living your best life.
Thank you for putting this out! ❤️ - I grew up at the same time and similar circumstances. Being gay was so not okay I wouldn't even allow myself to consider it. I was completely disassociated from my personality for so long and had just accepted being unhappy as a state of life. Didn't come out until 24 and still feel like I'm socially stunted because my default setting is to hide my personality. Good luck out there! You're amazing!
Nicole is a breath of fresh air. These videos are a curated experience, but I am all the better for watching them; they present a fun and welcoming space.
Self discovery is the biggest challenge we all face. Acceptance, that's what comes from discovery. Once that's behind you, it is all about being true to you. Never pretend to be something you are not. Pretending benefits no one and makes you feel miserable
Just recently discovered your videos. In times like these it's truly a blessing to see a sparkling, joyous young person sharing their positivity w the world. Everyone has issues . Some people are just better at hiding them. Always be proud of who you are !! Keep the vids coming !!
Doing things your way in your own time does not mean you're broke or dysfunctional. It just means you're human. Go your own way, love life and love the world.
Thank you for making this video, Nicole. I think it's going to help a lot of people, no matter how they identify. Thanks for being so candid and open -- I relate to the negative experience with religion but also find the outdoors are my happy space too. I'm in my mid fifties and just finally tackling the negativity of evangelical religion in my past and now, how I think of myself. Finding a new place for positive spiritualism by taking part in Indigenous healing circles and smudges. I know I'm not alone in appreciating your strength and honesty!
I don't know you, I've only stumbled across a couple of your RUclips videos, but you seem like someone who tries as often as they can, to be the best that they can. I like that. Thanks for being you. Keep up the good work!
Hardest part about growing up in a Christian household is learning about how you feel and the fear or letting anyone know. 10 years later and I still haven't told anyone other than my mom and a couple cousins, who are the only ones I trust. To this day, I have decided that I live far enough away from family that it doesn't matter anymore; I'll just be me-The proud pansexual with a blur on the bounds of masculinity and nonbinary.
You are inspirational, being able to smile while describing something so difficult as coming out, especially as it's so clear yours was not easy or painless. For what it's worth, you're the kind of person I wish I'd had as a role model when I was trying to figure myself out. Thanks for all the fantastic content! Okie dokie!
As a kid growing up in the 70s and 80s; a teen in the 80s, but, no religious background, i figured it out after marriage and have been with my wife for 25 years now. Glad to see that you appear to be well rounded and well, well adjusted and happy. Just stumbled on the video and follwed. Looking firward to more informative videos and what appear s to be friendly chats and affirmations. My best to you!
Getting out of the religion-instilled guilt is a huge hurdle to overcome, especially when you're so IN the church. Glad you were able to come out to yourself and others 💜💜💜
My daughter came out when she was 14 and I whis there had been somebody like you in her life. She is gone now but it gives me comfort that in the world there are people like you. The world is a better place as long as you and people like you are in it.
I relate to this so much! I grew up Christian, I had an important role inside my community, youth leader, and my parents were very proud of me, and deciding to leave was kinda of a big deal! And as a neurodivergent kid, I really didn't had that many friends, I couldn't connect to them, and since I grew up in a farm, my best friends were the bugs, the fallen leaves, the trees, and my imagination! Today I am a very proud gay plant parent, at age 21 I feel like I'm finally finding my community, and I am no longer alone, and no longer ashamed of my gender and sexuality
Thanks for sharing :) So glad you've been connecting with a community you feel comfortable and safe with. That's so important! It's also great you have a relationship with nature, it'll always be there for you when you need a friend (unless we destroy it all) Yay trees!
@@NicoleCoenen it will! I hope our generation can take good care and be very gentle with nature, nature certainly is the kindest thing we have on earth ❤️
@@NicoleCoenenгомосексуалист всегда будет рядом с самим-собой, гомосексуализм означает любовь к своему-собственному полу, у гомосексуалиста тот-же пол, гомосексуалистам не нужно вступать в брак, что-бы в больницу к нему пришли посетители его пола, тем-более в тюрьме, даже в карантине каждый из нас всегда есть у самого-себя, мне 32, я девственник, почему я другого пола?, или почему у меня другие половые предпочтения? кто виноват? небесно-голубой бог или мать-природа? у актёра Киану Ривза имя состоит из их имён, шумерская религия, люби себя и дай любить тебя, гетеросексуалы как твоя собачка, это самка или самец? у тебя розовые сексуальные предпочтения, твоя-ты и твоя-собака и твоя мать-природа, сила-трёх, надеюсь перевод правильный, надеюсь ты поняла что повторяющееся слово означает пол*( мужской, женский)( не паркетный или земляной*), наверно ты не обидишся на меня, большэ чем я обиделся на вас*
We're all flawed, we all have our issues and struggles. Never feel alone in this because you're not. From the snippets we see, you share, you're incredibly resilient and strong
The older and untouchable the forest more it feels like being in a home in heaven feeling so free to be yourself fully accepted and unconditionally loved (I mean your own experience of heaven not an idea put in your head by someone else). In old forest trees feel free and there is no judgement of anykind, just full acceptance. I so relate what you described Nicole. You are so awesome to put it out. Thanks for that! Big hug from fellow wonderer of life!
This video type is so great. I only just came across your videos not long ago and this answered a lot of questions i had. I hope you do more. You're very refreshing and its no wonder you have so many fans!
I’ll be honest, as a straight Christian man I find it challenging to relate to many LGBTQ issues. But hearing your story I feel I can understand the person and the role of humanity and being human, maybe even a sense a pride of your endurance. Anyway, no judgments, just interesting to see from the other side of the pond. Wish you well, peace.
Do not sell yourself short, you make amazing videos. Your personality is dynamic. I as many of your subscribers always look forward to all your video posts.
I'm a 72 year old, recovering 37 years alcoholic, Catholic. I have become an LGBTQ ally. I'm gaining courage by your videos. I wish to be in the woods instead of the city.
The part @ 4:00 is how I feel about the forest. It's this huge place with Giants without being intimidating. It's like "I know that I'm a guest here, but I feel at home and comfortable, even in unknown areas. I don't take it for granted and I'm thankful for the smallest critter to the largest trees that live here and sustain an ecosystem" It's a weird feeling, it's like a switch in the head that just shuts off the outside world. Sometimes I just sit there and listen. Listen to the leaves rustling, the trees creaking in the wind, the birds singing, the rivers flowing. It's a vacation for the mind. Even when the hike is really exhausting, I come home fuled up to the brim. It's not a coincidence that a lot of people call it their "happy place". I love the forest, it's my second home. I love your videos. Even though I have never met you and we don't know each other, I still feel understood and have a feeling of being connected to you in a weird way. I guess a lot of people have the same feeling. Have a great day and wonderful holidays
Being who you are and feeling accepted is so important, my wife (I’m a guy) came out 4 months ago and I’m glad she did. She’s happier and I’m glad she did with me, she felt safe and supported it means a lot to me to support her. All good vibes to you! Thanks for the videos- I clued my wife in on them she wants your arms and shoulders 😂
@@showtime1235People have personal thoughts, to not share those is not lying. If you expect your partner to tell you literally everything they think and feel all the time then you're controlling and abusive.
You seem like such a kind, loving, gentle soul, beautiful inside and out. We all have our flaws Nicole and as humans most of us are complex beings. Keep doing what you are doing, because you are rocking it. Enjoy your travels and stay safe xx
Definitely very relatable! Another currently nomadic queer who grew up Roman Catholic. Kind of amazing what community you foster here. Hope you are continuing to do things for you. ❤️
I feel like this is the best packaged content on RUclips (visual and audio editing and I’m a fan of mkbhd and I’m a longtime audio professional) definitely the most immersive…the audio quality is superb…the music selection is always on par…and the shot selection, color correction…and video editing makes the observer feel included…I’ve watched maybe 15 videos (shorts and all) and I’ve been amazed and joyed through it all…it’s like watching a real live dreamworks character or something….thank you for gracing us with your experience and I hope receiving as much love as you do is therapeutic for you
Happy Pride Month and I’m glad that you’ve had the strength, self-awareness and self-love to be honest and come out. If more people were like this, there’d probably be less grief and troubles in the world. 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
Nicole, I do hope that you decide to have a family some day because our world needs more people like you. Keep your positive attitude. It encourages us a lot.
Hi Nicole, thanks for daring and sharing to us, complete strangers! I like your content very much, and i'd have loved to meet a girl like you, some decades and since i'm seriously overweight some Kilograms earlier! Thanks for your confession of beeing "flawed and sometimes barely functioning". It's hardly imagineable for me, to believe a human like you, likeable, bubbly, loveable, down to earth and honest, can struggle in life, but we're all human after all. So once again, THANK YOU VERY MUCH! And i wish you all the best, may all your good dreams come true. Kind regards from Austria/Europe! 👍😀
I hope you never lose that smile of yours. It brightens my day, I'm sure it does the same for many other people too. Wishing you all the happiness in the world.
As a fellow rural canadian queer in a catholic family with no queer friends or influences, its wonderful to affirm that I wasn't alone in these experiences. As hard as they might have been, I appreciate your sharing and your interesting experiences!❤❤❤
I'm grateful for everything you do. The state in Russia removed gays as part of society, this is very scary, especially for the younger generation. The sketches of your life are inspiring.❤
I love watching your smile, your dancer-like movements, and the “Yep, this is me, and I’m happy to be me, no excuses.” presentation. If I were your grandpa I’d be proud and pleased fit to bust. I’m glad you’re in the world at the same time I am.
I tell this to people all the time,”I don’t waste my time with people that are not worth it.” I watch your videos and smile, this is not wasted time. You do you, thank you for your videos.
As a trans woman who grew up in the catholic church, I relate so hard to your story. While I was still figuring out who the heck I was and what it meant, I learned that I needed to adapt and fit into what the church wanted me to be so I would be safe. This was only reinforced at various church camps where someone was outed as bi and became ostracized. I ended up becoming your typical church teen who, like you, went to alot of Jesus camps and took up roles within the church. I committed so hard to Jesus that I sorta became known as "Jesus kid" as my local high school. It wasn't until I was 18 that I began extensively questioning the church and what I had been taught. Of course, the church didn't take to kindly to that and they either answered my questions with "trust god" or "stop asking questions" It took almost 3 years of continued questioning and denial from the church before I woke up one sunday and realized that I had to leave the church. So when my papa came to my room and asked me to get ready for church, I looked him in the eye and said I'm not going. My papa just looked back at me for a bit before shrugging and going "ok." And while my journey to figuring out who I am has been slow and steady, I'm glad that its led me to who I am today. And I'm glad you were able to find your path. And I hope you continue to forge ahead on the path you wish to create.
I’m sorry you had this experience with the church. I think there are many catholics who don’t really understand what the church intends to teach and, unfortunately, ostracize people for many different reasons. The term “catholic” means “universal” and “open to all”. I hope you find your way back to the church, and I hope the church is there for you when you do. In any case, I believe God is certainly there for you.
Girl, both on gay and non-gay matters, I admire your honesty. This persona you present us could just be a character you chose to show us, but by the replies on your videos I think most of your audience simply cares about you and not some ideal fictional character. I hope you find success on your life that allows you to unpack, both physically and not. I'm gonna stop writing, normally I don't usually comment at all, but I found you two days ago and you are easy to be liked. Cheers from Portugal!
Thank you so much for that beautiful answer to "what can't you do". I tacle with crafts here and there and I like to do a bit of everything. As a consequence I often hear that same question and I dread it probably about as much as you do. For the longest time I felt bad for not being able to take the compliment. You not only showed me that not all compliments are good to take, you also provided a beautiful answer to that question. Thank you so much
You slicing logs with an axe or a sword or just chilling in the mountains or the woods, is some very soothing and uplifiting content. There's a vibe of simplicity of life and self accomplishment all over that that i can only fail to describe. It feels badass as well as very sound and grounded (and as they say : the most important thing in life is tohave both feet steady on the ground). It is very satisfying for the mind and It doesn't hurt that you have the brightest smile in forever ! Hope you'll always find the peace and the energy you need when the mood is a bit down and I wish you the best in the world. Keep going, being yourself and sharein the vibe with us. Lots of love !
Such an energetic person. I honestly feel alive and smiling while watching this, despite i dont know you and this is first time i see this channel. Wish i'll be around you. Stay safe and take care
I'm japanese and I feel isolation because I don't know my sexuality. But my feeling changed from before seeing this video to after seeing it. Thank you so much!😊
Just watched this again. This video warms my heart. I’ll watch it again the next time it shows up in my stream. Thanks so much for sharing. Such a Mensch. ❤
As a 67 year-old grandpa, I'm glad that you're in our world. I like your videos and am proud of the niche that you've found for yourself. Keep following your path!
As a 77 year old great-grandpa, I agree. Her channel is upbeat and she seems a kind happy person. That’s enough. Continue your adventure!
Both of these gentlemen get you way better than me, and I agree with them under the assumption I understood what they said. I know maybe that sounds dumb but who knows maybe they said things that turn everyone else can't stand. The downside is I wish you were not gay and would *&^% me until my mind went numb with pleasure. Sorry I just remember you swinging that axe and how impressed I was. I'm only turning 60 and last time I checked I don't think my two children have grandkids yet.
👍👍👍👍👍
Visit my world I'm 39.
That's me, here, too... Wholesome lass is wholesome.
She's so friendly, open, and adorable! Gosh, Everyone needs someone like her.
Thats how they get you
@@learnedeldersofteemo8917 meh, ain't any that'll land me. Was married for over 41 years, kind of hard to outdo or even come on par with that and I don't go for kids.
But, we'd likely have enough fun beating metals and wood into submission and I do miss having a dog around to take me for a walk. And tips on bringing down safely some of the hairier lumber is always welcome! I'll bring along the herbals, some traditional recipes for plants found on the woods and advanced land navigation and survival tricks learned in the military.
Experience and knowledge has two paths in life, shared or hoarded and lost. I'm of the sharing that knowledge to see it spread and help others thrive school of thought.
Hey! As a 48 year-old father I can tell you that I'm so very proud of you, and everything that you do. You're amazing. Just keep being you. You're doin' just fine.
we love supportive fathers!
@DRickAnderson - your comment made me cry. I understand exactly that sentiment.
GG no grandkids
@DRickAnderson - ditto.
One of the most honest 5 minutes I've ever seen on youtube. No bs, no ego, no 'poor me'. Just honest and insightful.
I totally agree. No snark or bitterness, she even made a point to say her experience was just her experience, and others can have a positive experience in church.
And the authenticity of noting how social media only shows a sliver of someone, and how she has plenty of struggles makes her more likable than most other supposed "influencers".
Yes
"Nature is my safe space" ... pulls out giant sword and a dozen axes...
Thank you for A'ing the Q's! It's good to know you and hope you're being treated well by people who love you.
Nature is Heaven. There cannot be a safer place. @NatureSoundsss
"Coming Out" ...outside, what's wrong? What's wrong to feel in peace with nature sometimes?
Nicole, this is your (future) girlfriend speaking! I'm doing okay, but would be doing better if I could finally meet you if you're in BC🌈
In my humble opinion, you are a much needed role-model. Thank you.
You are my favorite Lumberjane. I am humbled by your ability to split. There is no way I could keep up.
The thing I appreciate most , when watching your videos, is your up-beat attitude and determination.
Cracking stumps with a smile every time. You make a tiresome chore look fun.
I just want to give you a big hug and say, "Everything has turned out for the better hasn't it". We all love you Nicole for who you are and for what you are. You radiate so much positivity. Big, big hugs from England.
And from Germany too. ❤
Couldn't agree more. Well said
Big hug from Germany.🤗 We are more then most think.
Additional hugs from England 🇬🇧❤
Hugs from Oklahoma, United State 😊
I admire how non-bitter she is. She doesn’t seem to have harbored any hate in her heart.
Chopping wood is super cathartic, though.
As a father, I would be proud to have a child like you.
Heck! I'd be proud just to have her date my daughter.
@OP Wow, that’s a thoroughly genuine and deeply thoughtful compliment. Good on ya, bro.
Wow that’s nice
Probably the best compliment I've heard anyone use... ever
That is definitely the politically correct thing to say, good job
As a father who has lost his only child. My daughter would have loved you. Nobody knows who they are at 18. Caroline RIP❤
As a grandfather, I can only imagine (and i am positive that i fall short by several orders of magnitude) the pain and grief you feel. But you have given one of the greatest gifts of advise. So much is expected of our children when they somehow, miraculously, reach that magical age of 18 and are instantly expected to act and live as though they have garnered a lifetime of knowledge and experience. Many of us need (much) more time to come to understand what being an adult means, to figure out who and what we are, to realize that we are entitled to have and express ideas and opinions.
I'm sorry
😊 just love your videos. It's always a bright spot in my day. Keep at it Nicole! Have a LARGE DAY INDEED!!!
I'm so sorry for your loss
Your honesty is pure and you can see your natural shyness when you're candid. Your resilience is clear too because you have continued on a jagged path with its challenges to surmount, but you keep smiling! I enjoy your content and honestly feel you have a gift to share in your strength... Enjoy your current journey as you will know when you've reached the destination, whether for a short respit or rooting!
I was married to my wife for 25 yrs, she recently passed away and she wanted me to move on and be happy with my life. For 6 months, my Boyfriend & I have been living our lives to the fullest. Your attitude towards Nature & Life are an inspiration. I Love Everything you do Nicole. 💖💞🫂🥰🏳️🌈🌈
your wife sounds lovely💗 i’m glad you’re doing well, wishing the best for you and your boyfriend!
Sounds gay
It's strange to see people share tiny bits of their lives through videos, in which they seem (and we imagine them as) so lively, only to learn that they share the same struggles as everyone else.
Thank you for sharing such personal insight, hope you're doing okay
Wow, I had such a similar experience, it's uncanny. It healed a part of the scar on my heart to hear I'm not alone and it's not just me, because so many people turned their back on me. I'm grateful for you sharing your experience. Thank you. I was the pianist on the worship team for our youth group, and then our main Sunday services. It didn't end well when people found out about me. At the same time, I can look back now and be grateful I got out of it. I hope you're doing okay, I'm going through it too. You're amazing and I'll subscribe and root for you! ♥
Self-acceptance - that is what all humans need, not all of them are capable. Thanks so much for Your positivity🙂
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@Anguladze maharach can you write English please.
I’m a 60 year old dad and so long as your happy in your own skin I would be more than happy and supportive!
Your smile is infectious. You are a lovely woman and I wish you all the best!!
Her smile blast away all my negativity 😂
Thank you for a heartfelt video Nicole. As a Catholic convert myself and for what it's worth, please know that we don't judge you, am glad you can come to terms with yourself, and that in the end, Christ loves you still.
Talking about how you grew up being "taught" to repress your feelings due to culture, church, and even things like lack of queer friendly media is almost exactly what I went through (and thousands others, I'm sure). Thanks for sharing, it's good to know someone went through almost the exact same thing!
Thanks!
Maybe your childhood wasn't the greatest growing up in a repressive environment, but if you're happy where you are now then we're all happy for you.
I grew up in and currently live in the country. I stumbled on one of your videos one day, watched some more of them, and I must say, I'm very impressed with the way you handle yourself. You're a beautiful, talented and determined girl who appears to have what it takes to make anything of yourself. Good luck in your ventures. Hope you find what you're looking for someday. Stay safe. Live large!
Nature is relaxing, quiet, not judging and a place to recharge.
Ps: keep being awesome and all of us fans will keep watching ;)
Very True. You said it so well. Nature is just beautiful. Whether its plants, landscapes, birds, or animals I simply love it. @NatureSoundsss
I love how real your answers are. I have ADHD too so people talk about how I'm a jack of all trades and stuff and talk me up to others but I don't feel like they actually see ME- the one who struggles with mundane tasks and memory issues and the inability to stay on task 😢
Compliments can be a double-edged sword because it's like "...ah. So I have to be awesome in order to earn your admiration and respect." When really, we deserve love just because we exist. Skills that earn us compliments are just the cherry on top. You're just as worthy on days when your ADHD gives you superpowers as on days when ADHD leaves you struggling with mundane tasks.
Keep doing what you're doing. Be true to yourself, and don't let negativity wear you down. It's always good to see a video with your cheeky grin, it's infectious! Keep up the good work :)
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Glad you got it worked out. I've never seen my sister happier than when she's with her wife. Good on ya for you being you.
You make people smile. That means more than you think. Thank you for sharing your positive energy.
Thank you for the comment, it made me smile :)
@@NicoleCoenen Smiling is contagious and therefore the best way to brighten up the world.
Self acceptance is difficult. Coming out to yourself first is a real struggle. It's kind of something that isn't really shown well in queer representation. That "coming out" isn't a one time thing, you don't usually just "come out" once, but for a long while, you have to keep coming out, over and over. Glad you found yourself
Seeing content like this as a parent gives me a beautiful roadmap for how i want to treat my children if they are LGBTQ. Beautiful and worthy of love no matter what. Just like you! :D
Thank you for sharing this. I am crying because we share a similar religious past involving so much shame. Coming out truly has been magical.
From one woodsy shy queer to another, thank you for sharing and well done taking on a journey outside your comfort zone! It’s more challenging than it seems to others, and I hope you feel supported and loved by not only people but the landscape itself. It’s my favorite place to be. If you’re ever in Oregon, you have a soft place to land out in the hinterland if you ever need it!
Thank you so much for your honesty and openness! It’s so refreshing and makes it easier to be who you are ❤️
Thank you for being so authentic. Real trumps everything else every time. It’s so much happier, richer and better to be judged for being who you are than to be accepted for being who you are not. You’re an inspiration - not because you can do everything, but because you do you.
I think you’re wonderful. True, we only see what you show, but you are a star enjoying this human experience and I adore you. 🧡
I know that we only see these tiny snippets into your life that you allow us to see, as expected, but I just want to state that you seem so comfortable in your skin, your identity, and how you express yourself to others.
I would have a difficult time imagining you as anyone substantially different than who you seem to be.
Also, you have an infectious smile that often brings joy to my day. Thank you for the serotonin, and the extraordinary effort you invest into being a content creator.
As a 76 y.o. grandfather, I thank you for sharing. I hope your parents are proud of you. They should be. You make life better.
You pack so much happiness into such short videos, even when talking about regular stuff! Thank you for sharing 😄
The mountain landscape tattoo is SICK!! I love it!!!
I feel the same way about forests and nature. And it’s hard to describe that to other people, ha. So awesome to hear someone else explain that same feeling!
When the people you loved and truly loved you come around don’t give up on forgiveness, it is healing. So open your heart and forgive them. You can forgive yourself too, but you didn’t do anything wrong in being who you are.
Also I love to see you split wood. My mom use too but without the wood mall. I still have the ax head and wedges she use to use. The old handle was repurposed and given to one of my daughter. I taught both my daughters, my son and my wife to split too. That was when we lived just outside Washington DC. It was not something people did in that neighborhood,LOL. It was great! So are you! God bless you!
My daughter is 16 now, came out to me over text when she was 12 after struggling to do so for 3 years. I cried like a baby because I felt like I'd messed up so badly by not giving her a safe enough place to do so. She said it wasn't that, and begged me not to change or treat her differently. We aren't as close as we used to be (teenagers), but I like to think we've still got each other's backs when it counts.
My daughter flew the rainbow flag from 11- 16, social justice warrior social media then decided she liked a boy hockey player and they have been dating for 8 months. So they have no idea what they are as kids, and are being brainwashed by social media.
@@constantinople777christens5newsflash people can be bisexual
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Gay kids have been around long before social media. I think you’re the brainwashed one.
@@constantinople777christens5 - heh, right. If a kid is sure of their sexuality at 12, someone has gotten to them and made them think they are sure of it themselves. That parents are so ridiculous that they are letting their preteens declare in seriousness their sexuality, and even that they want it changed via chemicals or even surgeory, and expect you to start calling them weird new gender terms some groomers have confused them with is bizzare though. I mean, guy showed it really, he cried when his daughter said something he should have been concerned about, and actually wishes he could of known and helped her be confused and encourage her to find echo chambers of indoctrination sooner. we are seeing a generation of men and girls raised by bitter single feminist mothers and their grandparents attempting to be parents themselves and mostly they seem more concerned with trying to be their friends and often just end up crying into their bottles of Adderall on the regular to cope.
Our cultures are breaking to the point our boys hardly even want to bang and thus have a negative replacement ratio. We have become so sensitive and miserable that we barely even want to breed and the option for boys to throw in the towel and declare themselves to be broken girls to try and switch to playing life on easy mode is crippling. Its we either die out from being pathetic, or inject a culture of men that remember where they are supposed to put it, along with all the disdain and hate for the cowardly men they have to replace too. The boycotts and stories of students actually rejecting this rainbow weakness glorification are encouraging but damn have we let it get far, its gonna take a lot to shift us back into something resembling a respectable society if its even possible. All this stuff only works in decadence though, if we hit a depression or some kind of big disaster, all this stuff will just be a weird period to be studied by future philosophers. The slow boil of wokeness though can destroy civilizations, I hope we can turn it around without some kind of major shock to us all, we just have to remember it doesn't automatically make someone bad for saying No to a gropu and their bad ideas, that not everyone capable of being loud should heard and catered to.
@@sxphinx no she was literally brainwashed by a constant bombardment of 2SLGTQ........? on social media. They are called influencers for a reason.
As a Roman Catholic that has worked in high stress jobs with openly gay co-workers, I can honestly say they made the job livable and I will forever welcome them into my life and my church. Don't let anyone get you down, much less the bigots. Thank you for sharing so much.
I worked with a lot of gay people whom I loved and made work very enjoyable but they need Christ like the rest of us do.
@@judahbrutus But do the rest of us need Christ? How do you know? How do you know that the gay people you know aren't Christian? Is it because they are gay, or because you are bigoted?
@@owensomers8572Maybe you're a bigot of bigots.
@owensomers8572 yes, Christians need Christ, homosexuals need Christ, everyone needs Christ. No one gets to heaven on their own
@@flimflammer2395 I'm not selfish enough to want to believe in heaven, I make the most of what I know I have in reality.😍
OMG, you are so cute and I don't mean that in a flirty way. You just have a fun and refreshing personality and a very honest and sincere smile. Keep living your best life.
Thank you for putting this out! ❤️ - I grew up at the same time and similar circumstances. Being gay was so not okay I wouldn't even allow myself to consider it. I was completely disassociated from my personality for so long and had just accepted being unhappy as a state of life. Didn't come out until 24 and still feel like I'm socially stunted because my default setting is to hide my personality. Good luck out there! You're amazing!
Nicole is a breath of fresh air. These videos are a curated experience, but I am all the better for watching them; they present a fun and welcoming space.
Self discovery is the biggest challenge we all face. Acceptance, that's what comes from discovery. Once that's behind you, it is all about being true to you. Never pretend to be something you are not. Pretending benefits no one and makes you feel miserable
Just recently discovered your videos. In times like these it's truly a blessing to see a sparkling, joyous young person sharing their positivity w the world. Everyone has issues . Some people are just better at hiding them. Always be proud of who you are !!
Keep the vids coming !!
Doing things your way in your own time does not mean you're broke or dysfunctional. It just means you're human. Go your own way, love life and love the world.
I love your authenticity. Please continue sharing your authentic journey of discovery. You're inspiring to a lot of folks.
So glad you shared this. Your confidence will surely inspire many.
I hope you continue to explore your self! I didn't start till I was 38! I'm 73 now and these have been the best years of my life!!
Thank you for making this video, Nicole. I think it's going to help a lot of people, no matter how they identify. Thanks for being so candid and open -- I relate to the negative experience with religion but also find the outdoors are my happy space too. I'm in my mid fifties and just finally tackling the negativity of evangelical religion in my past and now, how I think of myself. Finding a new place for positive spiritualism by taking part in Indigenous healing circles and smudges. I know I'm not alone in appreciating your strength and honesty!
I don't know you, I've only stumbled across a couple of your RUclips videos, but you seem like someone who tries as often as they can, to be the best that they can. I like that. Thanks for being you. Keep up the good work!
Hardest part about growing up in a Christian household is learning about how you feel and the fear or letting anyone know. 10 years later and I still haven't told anyone other than my mom and a couple cousins, who are the only ones I trust. To this day, I have decided that I live far enough away from family that it doesn't matter anymore; I'll just be me-The proud pansexual with a blur on the bounds of masculinity and nonbinary.
Stay safe and look after yourself, Your vlogs always bring a smile to my face.
You are inspirational, being able to smile while describing something so difficult as coming out, especially as it's so clear yours was not easy or painless.
For what it's worth, you're the kind of person I wish I'd had as a role model when I was trying to figure myself out.
Thanks for all the fantastic content!
Okie dokie!
Daughter, you be you. You're one of the truly positive folks out there.
As a kid growing up in the 70s and 80s; a teen in the 80s, but, no religious background, i figured it out after marriage and have been with my wife for 25 years now. Glad to see that you appear to be well rounded and well, well adjusted and happy. Just stumbled on the video and follwed. Looking firward to more informative videos and what appear s to be friendly chats and affirmations. My best to you!
Getting out of the religion-instilled guilt is a huge hurdle to overcome, especially when you're so IN the church. Glad you were able to come out to yourself and others 💜💜💜
True for straights as well.
My daughter came out when she was 14 and I whis there had been somebody like you in her life. She is gone now but it gives me comfort that in the world there are people like you.
The world is a better place as long as you and people like you are in it.
I relate to this so much! I grew up Christian, I had an important role inside my community, youth leader, and my parents were very proud of me, and deciding to leave was kinda of a big deal! And as a neurodivergent kid, I really didn't had that many friends, I couldn't connect to them, and since I grew up in a farm, my best friends were the bugs, the fallen leaves, the trees, and my imagination! Today I am a very proud gay plant parent, at age 21 I feel like I'm finally finding my community, and I am no longer alone, and no longer ashamed of my gender and sexuality
Thanks for sharing :)
So glad you've been connecting with a community you feel comfortable and safe with. That's so important!
It's also great you have a relationship with nature, it'll always be there for you when you need a friend
(unless we destroy it all)
Yay trees!
@@NicoleCoenen it will! I hope our generation can take good care and be very gentle with nature, nature certainly is the kindest thing we have on earth ❤️
Nicole…. Love your videos. Your humor makes me smile, and your story/adventure keeps me checking for more!
Be strong, be safe, be your self.
@@NicoleCoenenгомосексуалист всегда будет рядом с самим-собой, гомосексуализм означает любовь к своему-собственному полу, у гомосексуалиста тот-же пол, гомосексуалистам не нужно вступать в брак, что-бы в больницу к нему пришли посетители его пола, тем-более в тюрьме, даже в карантине каждый из нас всегда есть у самого-себя, мне 32, я девственник, почему я другого пола?, или почему у меня другие половые предпочтения? кто виноват? небесно-голубой бог или мать-природа? у актёра Киану Ривза имя состоит из их имён, шумерская религия, люби себя и дай любить тебя, гетеросексуалы как твоя собачка, это самка или самец? у тебя розовые сексуальные предпочтения, твоя-ты и твоя-собака и твоя мать-природа, сила-трёх, надеюсь перевод правильный, надеюсь ты поняла что повторяющееся слово означает пол*( мужской, женский)( не паркетный или земляной*), наверно ты не обидишся на меня, большэ чем я обиделся на вас*
We're all flawed, we all have our issues and struggles. Never feel alone in this because you're not. From the snippets we see, you share, you're incredibly resilient and strong
The older and untouchable the forest more it feels like being in a home in heaven feeling so free to be yourself fully accepted and unconditionally loved (I mean your own experience of heaven not an idea put in your head by someone else). In old forest trees feel free and there is no judgement of anykind, just full acceptance. I so relate what you described Nicole. You are so awesome to put it out. Thanks for that! Big hug from fellow wonderer of life!
This video type is so great. I only just came across your videos not long ago and this answered a lot of questions i had. I hope you do more. You're very refreshing and its no wonder you have so many fans!
I’ll be honest, as a straight Christian man I find it challenging to relate to many LGBTQ issues. But hearing your story I feel I can understand the person and the role of humanity and being human, maybe even a sense a pride of your endurance. Anyway, no judgments, just interesting to see from the other side of the pond. Wish you well, peace.
Do not sell yourself short, you make amazing videos. Your personality is dynamic. I as many of your subscribers always look forward to all your video posts.
I'm a 72 year old, recovering 37 years alcoholic, Catholic. I have become an LGBTQ ally. I'm gaining courage by your videos. I wish to be in the woods instead of the city.
You are someone with a beautiful smile and you often find ways to transport really warm and friendly feelings with your videos. I like that.
I love your content. Keep on being you.
The part @ 4:00 is how I feel about the forest.
It's this huge place with Giants without being intimidating. It's like "I know that I'm a guest here, but I feel at home and comfortable, even in unknown areas. I don't take it for granted and I'm thankful for the smallest critter to the largest trees that live here and sustain an ecosystem"
It's a weird feeling, it's like a switch in the head that just shuts off the outside world. Sometimes I just sit there and listen. Listen to the leaves rustling, the trees creaking in the wind, the birds singing, the rivers flowing. It's a vacation for the mind. Even when the hike is really exhausting, I come home fuled up to the brim. It's not a coincidence that a lot of people call it their "happy place". I love the forest, it's my second home.
I love your videos. Even though I have never met you and we don't know each other, I still feel understood and have a feeling of being connected to you in a weird way. I guess a lot of people have the same feeling.
Have a great day and wonderful holidays
Being who you are and feeling accepted is so important, my wife (I’m a guy) came out 4 months ago and I’m glad she did. She’s happier and I’m glad she did with me, she felt safe and supported it means a lot to me to support her. All good vibes to you! Thanks for the videos- I clued my wife in on them she wants your arms and shoulders 😂
Thank you for being supportive and having a relationship strong and safe enough.
your wife has been lying to you for your entire relationship and you’re okay w that
@@showtime1235 thanks for your your concern-obviously you haven’t had the conversations we’ve had, deceit is not something in our relationship
@@showtime1235 To lie, she would have to know for sure herself first - that's not a given.
@@showtime1235People have personal thoughts, to not share those is not lying. If you expect your partner to tell you literally everything they think and feel all the time then you're controlling and abusive.
You seem like such a kind, loving, gentle soul, beautiful inside and out. We all have our flaws Nicole and as humans most of us are complex beings. Keep doing what you are doing, because you are rocking it. Enjoy your travels and stay safe xx
Definitely very relatable! Another currently nomadic queer who grew up Roman Catholic. Kind of amazing what community you foster here. Hope you are continuing to do things for you. ❤️
I feel like this is the best packaged content on RUclips (visual and audio editing and I’m a fan of mkbhd and I’m a longtime audio professional) definitely the most immersive…the audio quality is superb…the music selection is always on par…and the shot selection, color correction…and video editing makes the observer feel included…I’ve watched maybe 15 videos (shorts and all) and I’ve been amazed and joyed through it all…it’s like watching a real live dreamworks character or something….thank you for gracing us with your experience and I hope receiving as much love as you do is therapeutic for you
Happy Pride Month and I’m glad that you’ve had the strength, self-awareness and self-love to be honest and come out. If more people were like this, there’d probably be less grief and troubles in the world. 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
About troubles in the world I'm not so sure. Jules César was bi, didn't be a problem to conquer large part of the world, killing millions peoples.
Nicole, I do hope that you decide to have a family some day because our world needs more people like you. Keep your positive attitude. It encourages us a lot.
Hi Nicole, thanks for daring and sharing to us, complete strangers!
I like your content very much, and i'd have loved to meet a girl like you, some decades and since i'm seriously overweight some Kilograms earlier!
Thanks for your confession of beeing "flawed and sometimes barely functioning". It's hardly imagineable for me, to believe a human like you, likeable, bubbly, loveable, down to earth and honest, can struggle in life, but we're all human after all.
So once again, THANK YOU VERY MUCH! And i wish you all the best, may all your good dreams come true.
Kind regards from Austria/Europe! 👍😀
I hope you never lose that smile of yours. It brightens my day, I'm sure it does the same for many other people too. Wishing you all the happiness in the world.
As a fellow rural canadian queer in a catholic family with no queer friends or influences, its wonderful to affirm that I wasn't alone in these experiences. As hard as they might have been, I appreciate your sharing and your interesting experiences!❤❤❤
You are amazing
What a very well spoken individual…..such a joy to listen to. Positive and enlightening!
I'm grateful for everything you do. The state in Russia removed gays as part of society, this is very scary, especially for the younger generation. The sketches of your life are inspiring.❤
I will be very glad to talk with you) I have a bad internet connection now and the connection may not be stable. Where can I write to you?
Stay strong, or try to emigrate to Europe if you can.
I love watching your smile, your dancer-like movements, and the “Yep, this is me, and I’m happy to be me, no excuses.” presentation. If I were your grandpa I’d be proud and pleased fit to bust. I’m glad you’re in the world at the same time I am.
Be You. Be Happy.
Well said ☺️
I tell this to people all the time,”I don’t waste my time with people that are not worth it.” I watch your videos and smile, this is not wasted time. You do you, thank you for your videos.
As a trans woman who grew up in the catholic church, I relate so hard to your story. While I was still figuring out who the heck I was and what it meant, I learned that I needed to adapt and fit into what the church wanted me to be so I would be safe. This was only reinforced at various church camps where someone was outed as bi and became ostracized. I ended up becoming your typical church teen who, like you, went to alot of Jesus camps and took up roles within the church. I committed so hard to Jesus that I sorta became known as "Jesus kid" as my local high school.
It wasn't until I was 18 that I began extensively questioning the church and what I had been taught. Of course, the church didn't take to kindly to that and they either answered my questions with "trust god" or "stop asking questions"
It took almost 3 years of continued questioning and denial from the church before I woke up one sunday and realized that I had to leave the church. So when my papa came to my room and asked me to get ready for church, I looked him in the eye and said I'm not going. My papa just looked back at me for a bit before shrugging and going "ok."
And while my journey to figuring out who I am has been slow and steady, I'm glad that its led me to who I am today. And I'm glad you were able to find your path. And I hope you continue to forge ahead on the path you wish to create.
I’m sorry you had this experience with the church. I think there are many catholics who don’t really understand what the church intends to teach and, unfortunately, ostracize people for many different reasons. The term “catholic” means “universal” and “open to all”. I hope you find your way back to the church, and I hope the church is there for you when you do. In any case, I believe God is certainly there for you.
You just genuinely put me in a good mood...and that's what made the sadness in your eyes hit so much harder.
Girl, both on gay and non-gay matters, I admire your honesty. This persona you present us could just be a character you chose to show us, but by the replies on your videos I think most of your audience simply cares about you and not some ideal fictional character. I hope you find success on your life that allows you to unpack, both physically and not. I'm gonna stop writing, normally I don't usually comment at all, but I found you two days ago and you are easy to be liked. Cheers from Portugal!
Totally agree.
Thank you so much for that beautiful answer to "what can't you do".
I tacle with crafts here and there and I like to do a bit of everything. As a consequence I often hear that same question and I dread it probably about as much as you do. For the longest time I felt bad for not being able to take the compliment. You not only showed me that not all compliments are good to take, you also provided a beautiful answer to that question.
Thank you so much
I love everything you do and how you are.
Anyone who knows you will surely think the same
I appreciate that
Thanks ☺️
@@NicoleCoenen adore you woman.
your smile is very contagious, that's good 😊
How can one person be so cute and menacing at the same time? Really loving the content. Greetings from The Netherlands.
You’re a role model a legend
You slicing logs with an axe or a sword or just chilling in the mountains or the woods, is some very soothing and uplifiting content. There's a vibe of simplicity of life and self accomplishment all over that that i can only fail to describe. It feels badass as well as very sound and grounded (and as they say : the most important thing in life is tohave both feet steady on the ground). It is very satisfying for the mind and It doesn't hurt that you have the brightest smile in forever ! Hope you'll always find the peace and the energy you need when the mood is a bit down and I wish you the best in the world. Keep going, being yourself and sharein the vibe with us. Lots of love !
Hope to see more Q&A videos someday!
Nicole, you are a beacon of hope. Thank you keep going!!
As an older lesbian who didn't come out until my early 30's. You are living the life I wish I could have.
Glad to see that you overcame it and how you evolved facing the narrow minded community ! Love you ❤ !
Happy pride month Nicole 🏳️🌈 From one lesbian to another, keep doing what you're doing it's awesome❤
Such an energetic person. I honestly feel alive and smiling while watching this, despite i dont know you and this is first time i see this channel. Wish i'll be around you. Stay safe and take care
I'm japanese and I feel isolation because I don't know my sexuality.
But my feeling changed from before seeing this video to after seeing it.
Thank you so much!😊
あなたのえいごはとてもいいです！ 日本語おべんきょしています
Just watched this again. This video warms my heart. I’ll watch it again the next time it shows up in my stream. Thanks so much for sharing. Such a Mensch. ❤