SKI MOH - My Ex's Birthday (Official Lyric Video)

-Not going to wish you happy birthday (which feels so strange), so have this instead.
Produced: ‪@prodbypanndi‬
Written & Performed: ‪@SKIM0H‬
Full Lyrics:
everything that i did
yeah i did it for you
you seen me on this rapping shit
i didn’t mean to hurt you
i didn’t mean to do this
i’m a loose screw
sometimes
i can’t help it
and i know i made the wrong choices
scars on my arms
like i’m tony the fucking tiger
even tho i’m not a rapper
i was born to do this shit
just let me prove it
seen me at my worst
and you still left me
yeh
you didn’t glow up after
so i know it isn’t on me
it isn’t on me
it’s on you
yeh
don’t look in my eyes
you’ll see that i’m dead inside
i don’t understand
why i gotta fight these demons in my brain
and i can’t erase them
call me Vincent
but i ain’t a tucking painter
yeah i’m still an artist
i don’t care if you don’t believe in me coz i do
i dont know
if ive ever felt real love
without the threat of a knife in my back
Yeh you know me
from growing up
Back in the day
But you Dont really know me anymore
So go away
Got me going through the emotions
I dont know what im doing
Yeh its your birthday coming up
And I Dont really give a shit
Coz you hurt me on my birthday
In the worst way
Yeh you didn’t care
About me
I know you're running
From something or someone
And I cant help you
And I cant help that
But I would’ve carried you till the top of the mountain on my back
So you can really look around at the views around you
I dont even see the beauty in these anymore
When you left me you turned my heart so sore
So cold
Almost ice cold
I got ice in my veins
And its not the good kind
Yeh I still fold under pressure
I aint messi
But I miss ya
Happy birthday to my ex