when you put your mum's sunglasses on and started ranting about your emotions, you kinda looked like an emotional raging alien 😅 A WHOLE ASS MOOD. thanks for being real, as always.
IM SCREAMING!! You're wearing the Lost in Lunar maxi dress. I'm the graphic designer and photographer for them and you're my absolute FAVE fashion blogger. I've been a fan of yours since the Sarah days and I'm actually dying now THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING OUR LIL AUSSIE BRAND
No lie dude I just got signed up for an appointment regarding depression and suicide and general build up of chronic anxiety and fear. All day today I was thinking about if things will be okay and k finally accepted I wasn't okay, but wish I could relate to someone and as I was thinking that, I got this notification. thanks for being the big sister I never had that always comes in clutch. Your love impacts and strengthens thousands and we're all here with you.
Girl, listen. Your emotions are valid. Balance is hard to achieve but the journey makes the difference. Accept the bad days as they come. Feel whatever is being thrown at you without wanting to escape. We think escaping the negativity will make it go away, but that doesn't happen. How exactly can I say that? I've been in therapy for a year and as an OCD-Type A girl, it's helped me find balance. So breathe. You're doing great, sweetie, and I'm glad you made a video as raw as this.
I feel you, Jenn. It happened to me a lot in my early twenties as well and that’s when I said to myself that I needed to start a new hobby to get me busy and feel accomplished again. I started trail running and so far it has worked for me because I can see how my body is changing and my resistance is improving!! Last Sunday I climbed an almost 3 km high mountain in less than 1:30!!! It made me feel so motivated and now I’d like to improve that mark. I suggest you do the same with yourself. Find a gap in your agenda to start doing something you’ve never done before, you might surprise yourself!! Keep it up!! You’re beautiful and capable of so many things.
feeling like you don't deserve to feel sad is SO relatable for me. My therapist helps me with this by reminding me that it's understandable for me to having random strong feelings sometimes and that I am going through a tough time. I think also learning how to talk to yourself like you talk to a friend when they are feeling and expressing the things you feel is very helpful. Like when I'm feeling anxious for really dumb reasons i say to myself "I get why you feel this way, you've learned to feel this way and it's hard to unlearn. Right now this stress isn't doing anything good for you, there's nothing you can do to fix the thing stressing you so let's try to calm down a bit"
Jenn, I've been following you for YEARS now and it feels like I've grown up with you (I think I started watching you when you were still in college so I was probably 13-15 years old?) And for you to open up and be so vulnerable and just RANT weirdly gives me this comfort and reassurance. A lot of what you're experiencing/experience is just WAY TOO SIMILAR TO MINE like damn it's almost scary bc all the things you rant about, I rant about too. It just feels nice because it makes me feel like I'm not as alone in these problems as I thought and I truly appreciate that. Even with PMSing it's scary how similar we are! Regardless, your emotions and feelings are just as valid as anyone else's. There isn't a scale on who """deserves""" to feel a certain way because in the end that's just how it is. Idk. I'm rambling. Love you lots Jenn!!!
Jenn! Loving the editing and graphics in this video!! Your car rants are so refreshing to watch and even when things are crazy, you always have the best way of viewing life : )
Jen!!! I go through this too. Every month like clock work my moods shift. It was a gift to watch my cycles to understand myself more and to just allow myself sanctuaries to grieve and feel the deep feeling of sadness. Love to you! ❤️
Jenn, I love your vlogs!! I can get the same way with streaks, but now I try to be gentle with myself. I went to a Vipassana silent meditation course and it was one of the most valuable experiences I've ever had. It was extremely scary and frustrating at times to be alone with my thoughts for 10 days, but I feel like I came out with the tools I need to deal with anything. The best part -- you learn that you have that within yourself. I was never one to see the value in meditation, and now I meditate daily. I don't use an app or any sort of guided meditation -- instead, I meditate in silence. I track my daily meditation so I still have access to a streak in some sense, but I use my tracking more as a tool so I don't forget my daily practice. I don't pay attention to the streak itself, and if I miss a day, I forgive myself. I feel the same existential crisis at around the same time every month -- lots of hormonal stuff -- so I totally relate. Meditation helps so much with that! x
JENN, everything you said at the first 5 minutes of the video i resonated with SO HARD! From feeling all those insanely intense feelings during that time of month, to going home bc our moms accept us for who we are, to feeling SO MUCH that we question why---you literally took the words out of me and said it. Thankful to know though that someone else is going through these human emotions
This car rant so accurately describes my struggle with PMS this past week and how I feel when I get in my emotions BECAUSE of my PMS and you just hit the nail on every head; I love this human moment you had with us :) GO OFF GURL ❤️
Something that I've learned through dealing with anxiety and depression is to always check in with yourself and making sure that you are happy first and foremost. Also, making sure to look at the things in your life that are making you unhappy and cutting them out. Finally, never say that you shouldn't feel certain emotions, because you feel them for a reason and that reason doesn't have to always be justified. Mental health is a tough thing to deal with, especially nowadays. You got this girl, try to think about three positive things everyday before you go to bed, keep your head up xx
To be very honest, i loved that you decided to show us the car rant (not that i enjoy you being unhappy of course) because it really shows us that despite everything you seen on social media being so perfect and happy, we are all human at the end of the day and that we all have our off days. I know its probably not healthy for me to feel better just by relating to what she was saying that i have a perfectly good life with nothing majorly negative happening and yet i still dont feel a sense of happiness of fulfilment. But if anything it's just nice knowing im not the only one feeling this way and not many people share these thoughts so publicly, so it was really nice to watch.
I feel you Jenn, I’ve literally felt anger, sadness, happiness, nervous... all in the span of an hour every single day for almost two months. I’ve been going through the roughest breakup I’ve ever experienced in 23 years. Watching this video makes me feel way less alone.
so this vlog actually made me realise I wasn't alone in the sense of how emotional I feel at times. I legit teared up when you were talking because I literally have so much that im grateful for yet I am so sad at times...thanks for making me eel like im not alone, its nice to know that someone that is my senior in life (only 19 years old here) experiences the same feelings as me. Also I live n the UK an im really just like "WHAAAAAT !!! YOU CAN SMILE IN YOUR PASSPORT PICS!!! THATS SO UNFAIR!! HERE I AM STRAIGHT-FACING!!"
I found Jenn Im during this quarantine. I must say I love her! She's inspiring me to read more, take masterclasses, workout, eat better...like wth. I like her vibe. The car rant...never related to something more. You feel bad when you need to, girl!
Your mom is the cutest woman alive! This might have been my fave vlog you've ever posted. I don't know why. Just felt real and cute. I laughed so much when you said you deleted headspace cause you lost your streak hahahaha! Honestly too relatable. Xx
Hey Jenn, Light and Dark, when we embrace the reality everything becomes easier. We are human and we need to embrace our humanity if we are actually going to be happy. We both are extremely similar in our cycles of emotions and mindset so I understand the internal turmoil that can happen. This is why we need those special people that we can be vulnerable with 😊 p.s. I am 5ft 1 too and have to get most things hemmed too lol
hearing you talk about your feelings was such a breath of fresh air. i am so happy that you feel comfortable enough to share your sadder feelings on the internet now. so much growth! sending much love!
I hope everything is okay, Jenn. :( If anything, your vulnerability is beautiful because you’re real with us. Your journey matters and we’re here to listen! Love you Jenn! 🥰
I honestly love how personal and honest the car rant is! It’s so nice to kind of see someone from social media be vulnerable and straight up with what they’re going through ❤️❤️❤️ wish you the best Jenn can’t wait for the next video!
Oh babe, it's totally okay to feel sad even though you have all those amazing things in your life. As someone who has grown up poor and didn't always know where I would be living, I used to get annoyed whenever famous/wealthy people would talk about being sad or depressed. But as I've gone through my own spiritual journey I realized two things. 1. Mental illness/depression/anxiety shit like that, it doesn't know and doesn't care about how much money you have. & 2. Everyone is on their own journey in life and we all have different challenges we have to face, so we should never compare our journey to someone else's. You have your own unique path you're walking down with your own unique obstacles, all designed to make you a better person. Don't look over at another person's path and compare, they have their own journey they're going through. You're good, girl! Let yourself feel what you gotta feel :)
You can't imagine how amazing is this for me, you open yourself with your problems, makes me feel it's okay what happen to me, it's ok not to be ok, thanks
I truly appreciate how real you are, especially when I’m so tired of all the sponsored videos on RUclips. And I love your conversation with your mom and your korean is so cute ❤️ thank you for always bringing your authentic self.
I think sometimes you don’t need to “fix it” or feel better. I think sometimes it’s okay to just be sad. You can look at yourself and see all your blessings and think to yourself “I know I’m blessed and happy usually, but right now in the moment I’m not feeling my best and that’s okay.” You can do it Jenn! ❤️❤️😘
Wow I get what you mean. I just get sad, overwhelmed and emotional even though my life is relatively normal. Idek if it’s PMS or depression or what, but I get you girl. Thanks for sharing about your struggles!
I feel like its very seldom we see this level of raw straight-truth you, and I love it. Not artificial in the slightest. I love that your optimism still shines through even your tough days. Thanks for being awesome. Thanks also for chirping your moms sunglasses. She needs a new pair for mothers day 🤣
Ok, this has to be my fav video ever Jen. Loving how you're sharing the real things you go through bc I am totally relating to you on an emotional level with this one.
One of the best books I've read was Man's search for meaning by Viktor frankl and it essentially helps explain how to find peace and contentment in suffering. Sometimes it seems like you have everything but you might still not understand what your purpose in life is and that causes a lot of distress. the issue with apps like headspace is that they are more reward motivated versus meditating in a proper method that helps you really reach the desired goal and you're paying for it so you feel really bad when you don't get that reward which is actually nothing. Sometimes we feel like we have to succeed at everything at once but we need to step back and see the bigger picture and realize we're doing just fine. You need to forgive yourself for the little things that you struggle with because you might always struggle with them and that's okay.
The way you filmed this vlog was so fantastic. I'm loving it! Glad you're doing better Jenn, you're very authentic which is something I appreciate. Keep going girl, you got this!!
Omg the part about feeling like you don’t deserve to feel this way was sooo relatable. Thanks for making this vid. It is so real and genuine. I always have trouble explaining my emotions so when I see vids like this it makes me realize that everyone feels like this sometimes♥️
Love your relationship with your mom XD so sweeeett! Also , I love how you open yourself up and not feeling like you have to cover them up and act like you are always happy ❤️ Love you sooo much Jenn
I absolutely loved this vlog, Jenn! I love my streaks too and I've had a similar experience with Headspace. I forgot to meditate for ONE DAY and my 92-DAY STREAK ended just like that... I was so mad I stopped meditating for a good while. Another time, my streak mysteriously reset even though I'd been consistently meditating and I emailed them to give it back to me... AND THEY DID 😂 I hope you find your way back into it when you're ready ❤️ Thanks for being so relatable and vulnerable in this vlog 🥰
Thankful for your vulnerability because I feel so many of us have and are going through these same things. My only advice of something that really helped me was being intentional with meditating.. reaching out to a higher being with it, without that it's only an introspective experience and you will not experience real change. Mediation comes from focusing on our inward, spiritual self. And that self is only supported when it's supported from the one that gave it to us and being in alignment with it. You need to really want and ask for it to reveal to yourself the real truth that is out there, I won't say who will reach out, although I do believe in One, only that He will answer if you ask and maybe then you can enlighten us all. My thoughts and prayers are with you girl! We've all gone through this search.
Hey Jenn. I felt empty for a really long time until I found Jesus. Now that I found Jesus it doesn’t mean that life is easy but I have purpose, meaning, and a reason to keep going every second of the day. It’s amazing ✨
Hi Jenn!! I just wanted to pass on this tidbit for you- I work in Mental Health and I have patients tell me all the time how they don't feel like they have a right to feel anxiety or depression. What I tell them is this...if someone breaks a leg, it doesn't matter what events caused them to break the leg, it all hurts the same way. And the same goes with mental health! It doesn't matter what has led you to feel the way you do- you still feel it, and you're still going through it, and so no matter what it is valid. Sending love!
You will be okay, Jenn, we've all been through it, and i realise making videos helped me so much in terms of relaxing, soo gooo jenn! You're gonna be fine soon
I couldn't relate more to your rant!! Sometimes I feel guilty to feel sad because I know deep inside that I'm luckier than a lot of people. But like you said, we're all humans - with all the emotions that come with it - so we need to learn how to deal with these feelings (sadness, emptiness...) without beating ourselves up. I hope you're feeling better now :)
omg, Jenn, this video couldn't have come at a more perfect time. I had to go to therapy today bc I was just feeling ALL the feelings. I was saying this exact thing--I logically know I am so lucky and have so much to be grateful for and yet, sometimes things feel so lonely and empty and then I get frustrated bc I feel like I have no right to feel this way. I'm an all or nothing kind of girl too so the lows feel extra low sometimes. Thank you for sharing! Exactly what I needed to hear to feel un-alone
THAT HEADSPACE REWARD SYSTEM ISSUE IS SOOOOOO REAL!!!!!! I have changed the time on my phone before and then played a meditation to keep my streak which was a bad idea lol. I've also cheated with those one minute meditations and skipped to the end if I didn't have time that day. I have since realized the error of my ways. I really appreciate this video because I also feel like I have nothing to complain about, but I still get so unhappy sometimes. I looooove how real you are with your emotions and thank you for sharing it with us! ❤❤❤
Jenn You, opening up everything abt your sadness thing to us makes me less alone and actually makes me feel better, cos i get to learn i'm not the only one. Honestly, thank you Jenn❤☺❤. As a side note i recognized your mum's using 경상도 satoori, which my mom does, too💙
I was really going through it this week, experiencing the same emotions and thoughts as you. I think this may be one of my favorite videos that you have ever posted hahah! Thank you for this.
I just want to thank you for the rant, it was very real and I think more RUclipsrs should share that side of themselves, not just show us the good parts of their days. Hope you have a wonderful weekend!!
literally had like a massive depressive episode a month or so ago, tried telling a friend about it- and all she could say was 'but your life is so good' which was frustrating. I think anyone can be prey to depression and the main thing is to remember that it will pass
Such a real rant, I get it my period messes me up too and I become an emotional mess. I get stuck between feeling shitty and sad, then feeling bad because I feel shitty and sad when I have so much to be thankful for.
Is it just me that enjoys hearing jen rant??? Her voice is so nice and when she vents/rants I'M LIKE YES SIS TELLLLL ME EVERYTHING YOU FEEEL UNLEASH THOSE FEELINGS WITH ME
It’s so crazy how you uploaded this at a time in my life where I am also struggling with my emotions! I’m always 0-100 and currently working on getting to just 50 (shits hard!!!!) Sending you lots of love and support, your vlogs always inspire me to get up and get out of my rut ❤️
Im so envious of how you express yourself so easily. I have episodes of existential crisis or pms outbursts or whatever but i struggle to explain myself or my situation and just sort of sit there broiling in my rotten emotions. I also have that issue where my emotions feels extreme and wish i could turn it down a notch. Comparing myself to others, i feel abnormal and even diagnosed myself with BPD 😂lol
dude I used to feel Exactly how u described at the beginning of this vlog and getting put on SSRIs really levelled things out for me. sometimes mental illness doesn't need an environmental cause. sometimes it's just ur internal biochemistry and the right medication can help regulate that.
I so relate to you with headspace, I have a 130 day streak right now and I'm so afraid to miss a day and have all that work giving me no new badge, its actually pathetic.. but it still makes me proud every time I see the number though ^^ and it keeps me meditating every day, so that's quite good!
I see myself on you! But everything is going to be alright! Maybe now it's our "down" times, but it also means our "up" times are coming!! We can do this Jenn! Thank you for sharing with us. Love you!
Courtney Finamore Everyone has hard times to go through and nothing but a good rant will make it better, but you need to remember how lucky you are for the amazing life you’ve worked so hard for. Think about what you deserve and it’s definitely not anything less than being the happiest you can be! You are luckier than the majority of our world so focus on the happy moments and your checklist of people there to support you. You’ve always inspired me and I hope I can inspire you a bit in return. Your positive outlook is contagious! 我爱你在中国
In terms of getting upset and deleting the app, I think that's soooo freakin normal. Never used it myself, but I feel like for people who are obsessive like myself, and cling to patterns and repetitive behaviours, that streak feature could be a detriment to my meditative calm. It's actually really good feedback for the app creators, because I don't think you are the only one who would react so strongly like that. And if that's the case, they could be losing tonnes of users to whom the app would otherwise be extremely helpful! Anyway, I just wanted to say you're not crazy and I really appreciate you sharing your experience! I get super f*cked up around my period and get super anxious when I'm hungover! Always have! So nice to hear someone else has moments of a freak out and then can get back to normal and live a successful life. This is super important! ♡ We will be ok. :) Come back to Toronto soon regardless I hope :) (also u in the hoodie w/ sunglasses is a mood)
I clicked on this so fast because that’s how I feel right now and I couldn’t put it into words. No period right now but just feeling a lot of things at once. Feeling slightly resentful and disengaged. Periods of transition are tough. Honestly, I’ve been a bit disconnected from this channel for awhile but appreciate this moment of vulnerability. #imnotokaybutiwillbe Also, s/o to Ben for that engagement ring. Still can’t get over how great of a job he did!
I'm so thankful for your existence! I feel like I connect with you on an emotional level, haha. So good to feel like what I feel is normal and that I should accept it and not feel even worse about it. Thank you for keeping it real.
This is SOO relatable! This whole week was so hard for me, dealing with my PMS (duh!), domestic problems, etc. Now I feel completely a normal human because Jenn (who's an angel for me 😂) is feeling the same way too LOL we got this, Jenn, we got this 💪🏼 P.S. it's very nice that you still visiting your parents regularly. Since I'm married I moved to another city with my husband so I only have 1-2 chances a year (if I'm lucky then 3) to visit my parents. Every time I come back to my parents home, I don't want to miss any single good times with them ♥️
I feel you jenn! I have a very similar personality as you. I always feel so overwhelmed and sad even if i have a good life. I realize, maybe that happens because we overthink everything. We are so organized with our thoughts that whenever it doesn't go as planned. We just flip out and drop it entirely.
God you validate me so much!!! Thank you for being real. I am emotional when I’m hung over and I predict my hang overs so I make a pamper basket for myself, I watch movies in bed, eat Indian food, have cozy blankets and pjs. ❤️
I love how you're just on fleek all the time. Even with a simple grey hoodie on, you look stunning! I wish I had the courage to make myself look good every day but I'm just too lazy x)
This was great. I feel this every month! I feel this right now. And it’s annoying because I’ll go through it for a couple weeks a month then it goes away and I’m in top again! Then I get down again around that time of the month. Never fails. I hope a year later you have figured out how to get through this better, if you have any tips on how to get through the existential spiritual monthly nonsense please make a video!! I haven’t figured it out yet.
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Have you ever felt *all the feelings* at once? So overwhelming!
yep girl..... every month.... insane. And when you are totally fine... it comes again xD
Jenn Im All the time 😭
언니 힘내요.. 누구나 그럴 때는 있겠지만 아무도 언니가 진짜 어떤지는 모르죠 .. 항상 응원해요 온니 ㅎㅎㅎ
It SUCKS ! 😩
Jenn Im ya n it stress me out!! Everything is around me bt still feel like lonely... bt u made my day
That car rant was so relatable. If you want to start a PMS car rant series, I am down for it.
Omg I second this motion! It would help so much each month to hear your thoughts/experience !! it's such a struggle 😭
me too!
"I'm MEDITATING... I lied i'm not meditating" REAL as hell lmao
when you put your mum's sunglasses on and started ranting about your emotions, you kinda looked like an emotional raging alien 😅 A WHOLE ASS MOOD.
thanks for being real, as always.
IM SCREAMING!! You're wearing the Lost in Lunar maxi dress. I'm the graphic designer and photographer for them and you're my absolute FAVE fashion blogger. I've been a fan of yours since the Sarah days and I'm actually dying now THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING OUR LIL AUSSIE BRAND
Omg you’re so talented!!
Is it that red floral one? I love it💛
It's my fave dress at the moment!! :D
@@imjennim That makes me SO HAPPY to hear that, Jenn!!😊
No lie dude I just got signed up for an appointment regarding depression and suicide and general build up of chronic anxiety and fear. All day today I was thinking about if things will be okay and k finally accepted I wasn't okay, but wish I could relate to someone and as I was thinking that, I got this notification. thanks for being the big sister I never had that always comes in clutch. Your love impacts and strengthens thousands and we're all here with you.
I'm really proud of you for signing up for an appointment. I hope it goes well and I'm sending you all my love your way!
i hope your recovery goes well!
Girl, listen. Your emotions are valid. Balance is hard to achieve but the journey makes the difference. Accept the bad days as they come. Feel whatever is being thrown at you without wanting to escape. We think escaping the negativity will make it go away, but that doesn't happen.
How exactly can I say that? I've been in therapy for a year and as an OCD-Type A girl, it's helped me find balance.
So breathe. You're doing great, sweetie, and I'm glad you made a video as raw as this.
Love how you keep it REAL!!! So down to earth and wholesome!!!!
Yes Jenn is so real and sweet beautiful lady
I love that a lot of your content is around your vulnerability and mental health. Makes me feel less alone. Love u jenn
I feel you, Jenn. It happened to me a lot in my early twenties as well and that’s when I said to myself that I needed to start a new hobby to get me busy and feel accomplished again. I started trail running and so far it has worked for me because I can see how my body is changing and my resistance is improving!! Last Sunday I climbed an almost 3 km high mountain in less than 1:30!!! It made me feel so motivated and now I’d like to improve that mark. I suggest you do the same with yourself. Find a gap in your agenda to start doing something you’ve never done before, you might surprise yourself!! Keep it up!! You’re beautiful and capable of so many things.
feeling like you don't deserve to feel sad is SO relatable for me. My therapist helps me with this by reminding me that it's understandable for me to having random strong feelings sometimes and that I am going through a tough time. I think also learning how to talk to yourself like you talk to a friend when they are feeling and expressing the things you feel is very helpful. Like when I'm feeling anxious for really dumb reasons i say to myself "I get why you feel this way, you've learned to feel this way and it's hard to unlearn. Right now this stress isn't doing anything good for you, there's nothing you can do to fix the thing stressing you so let's try to calm down a bit"
Everyone needs a good car rant~
It's the best place to let it ooout!
the fact that u finished everything on your todo list was so strangely satisfying and motivating as well
Best video in a long time. The car rant was super raw and really relatable. I felt you were 100% real.
Jenn, I've been following you for YEARS now and it feels like I've grown up with you (I think I started watching you when you were still in college so I was probably 13-15 years old?) And for you to open up and be so vulnerable and just RANT weirdly gives me this comfort and reassurance. A lot of what you're experiencing/experience is just WAY TOO SIMILAR TO MINE like damn it's almost scary bc all the things you rant about, I rant about too. It just feels nice because it makes me feel like I'm not as alone in these problems as I thought and I truly appreciate that. Even with PMSing it's scary how similar we are! Regardless, your emotions and feelings are just as valid as anyone else's. There isn't a scale on who """deserves""" to feel a certain way because in the end that's just how it is. Idk. I'm rambling. Love you lots Jenn!!!
Jenn! Loving the editing and graphics in this video!! Your car rants are so refreshing to watch and even when things are crazy, you always have the best way of viewing life : )
Thanks Clarisse!!
@@imjennim I want to tell you that I 💙you some other mukbangers wanted me to come here I don't know who they are
CLAAAIIIREE
Jen!!! I go through this too. Every month like clock work my moods shift. It was a gift to watch my cycles to understand myself more and to just allow myself sanctuaries to grieve and feel the deep feeling of sadness. Love to you! ❤️
Jenn, I love your vlogs!! I can get the same way with streaks, but now I try to be gentle with myself. I went to a Vipassana silent meditation course and it was one of the most valuable experiences I've ever had. It was extremely scary and frustrating at times to be alone with my thoughts for 10 days, but I feel like I came out with the tools I need to deal with anything. The best part -- you learn that you have that within yourself. I was never one to see the value in meditation, and now I meditate daily. I don't use an app or any sort of guided meditation -- instead, I meditate in silence. I track my daily meditation so I still have access to a streak in some sense, but I use my tracking more as a tool so I don't forget my daily practice. I don't pay attention to the streak itself, and if I miss a day, I forgive myself. I feel the same existential crisis at around the same time every month -- lots of hormonal stuff -- so I totally relate. Meditation helps so much with that! x
I’m here for more of these vulnerable and honest vlogs 🥰 Thank you for opening up!
JENN, everything you said at the first 5 minutes of the video i resonated with SO HARD! From feeling all those insanely intense feelings during that time of month, to going home bc our moms accept us for who we are, to feeling SO MUCH that we question why---you literally took the words out of me and said it. Thankful to know though that someone else is going through these human emotions
This car rant so accurately describes my struggle with PMS this past week and how I feel when I get in my emotions BECAUSE of my PMS and you just hit the nail on every head; I love this human moment you had with us :) GO OFF GURL ❤️
Something that I've learned through dealing with anxiety and depression is to always check in with yourself and making sure that you are happy first and foremost. Also, making sure to look at the things in your life that are making you unhappy and cutting them out. Finally, never say that you shouldn't feel certain emotions, because you feel them for a reason and that reason doesn't have to always be justified. Mental health is a tough thing to deal with, especially nowadays. You got this girl, try to think about three positive things everyday before you go to bed, keep your head up xx
To be very honest, i loved that you decided to show us the car rant (not that i enjoy you being unhappy of course) because it really shows us that despite everything you seen on social media being so perfect and happy, we are all human at the end of the day and that we all have our off days. I know its probably not healthy for me to feel better just by relating to what she was saying that i have a perfectly good life with nothing majorly negative happening and yet i still dont feel a sense of happiness of fulfilment. But if anything it's just nice knowing im not the only one feeling this way and not many people share these thoughts so publicly, so it was really nice to watch.
I feel you Jenn, I’ve literally felt anger, sadness, happiness, nervous... all in the span of an hour every single day for almost two months. I’ve been going through the roughest breakup I’ve ever experienced in 23 years. Watching this video makes me feel way less alone.
Hey Jenn I love when you speak in Korean with your mom ❤️ love u girl 😘
so this vlog actually made me realise I wasn't alone in the sense of how emotional I feel at times. I legit teared up when you were talking because I literally have so much that im grateful for yet I am so sad at times...thanks for making me eel like im not alone, its nice to know that someone that is my senior in life (only 19 years old here) experiences the same feelings as me. Also I live n the UK an im really just like "WHAAAAAT !!! YOU CAN SMILE IN YOUR PASSPORT PICS!!! THATS SO UNFAIR!! HERE I AM STRAIGHT-FACING!!"
Love your honesty. It just shows that as humans, even though you have everything you need, we can still break down from time to time..
I found Jenn Im during this quarantine. I must say I love her! She's inspiring me to read more, take masterclasses, workout, eat better...like wth. I like her vibe. The car rant...never related to something more. You feel bad when you need to, girl!
Your mom is the cutest woman alive! This might have been my fave vlog you've ever posted. I don't know why. Just felt real and cute. I laughed so much when you said you deleted headspace cause you lost your streak hahahaha! Honestly too relatable. Xx
I love when your mom makes an appearance in your vlogs! ❤️❤️❤️
Hey Jenn,
Light and Dark, when we embrace the reality everything becomes easier. We are human and we need to embrace our humanity if we are actually going to be happy. We both are extremely similar in our cycles of emotions and mindset so I understand the internal turmoil that can happen. This is why we need those special people that we can be vulnerable with 😊 p.s. I am 5ft 1 too and have to get most things hemmed too lol
i love this personal/reflective chats in the car!! it feels more genuine
hearing you talk about your feelings was such a breath of fresh air.
i am so happy that you feel comfortable enough to share your sadder feelings on the internet now.
so much growth!
sending much love!
I hope everything is okay, Jenn. :( If anything, your vulnerability is beautiful because you’re real with us. Your journey matters and we’re here to listen! Love you Jenn! 🥰
Yes, everything is just fine! I was just having a weird week, but I'm fantastic now. n_n
I honestly love how personal and honest the car rant is! It’s so nice to kind of see someone from social media be vulnerable and straight up with what they’re going through ❤️❤️❤️ wish you the best Jenn can’t wait for the next video!
Oh babe, it's totally okay to feel sad even though you have all those amazing things in your life. As someone who has grown up poor and didn't always know where I would be living, I used to get annoyed whenever famous/wealthy people would talk about being sad or depressed. But as I've gone through my own spiritual journey I realized two things.
1. Mental illness/depression/anxiety shit like that, it doesn't know and doesn't care about how much money you have.
& 2. Everyone is on their own journey in life and we all have different challenges we have to face, so we should never compare our journey to someone else's. You have your own unique path you're walking down with your own unique obstacles, all designed to make you a better person. Don't look over at another person's path and compare, they have their own journey they're going through. You're good, girl! Let yourself feel what you gotta feel :)
*hard core ranting* "I AM MEDITATING- i lied, i haven't been meditating"
love you jenn, hope you feel better once you let everything out!
I'm so going through ALL of the things you're going through right now. Everything you said at the beginning of the video
You can't imagine how amazing is this for me, you open yourself with your problems, makes me feel it's okay what happen to me, it's ok not to be ok, thanks
I truly appreciate how real you are, especially when I’m so tired of all the sponsored videos on RUclips. And I love your conversation with your mom and your korean is so cute ❤️ thank you for always bringing your authentic self.
Wow it feels like Jenn from Clothesencounters is back!!!! SO RAW
Your rant about Headspace is too real! I feel the same way lol
I think sometimes you don’t need to “fix it” or feel better. I think sometimes it’s okay to just be sad. You can look at yourself and see all your blessings and think to yourself “I know I’m blessed and happy usually, but right now in the moment I’m not feeling my best and that’s okay.” You can do it Jenn! ❤️❤️😘
Wow I get what you mean. I just get sad, overwhelmed and emotional even though my life is relatively normal. Idek if it’s PMS or depression or what, but I get you girl. Thanks for sharing about your struggles!
I feel like its very seldom we see this level of raw straight-truth you, and I love it. Not artificial in the slightest. I love that your optimism still shines through even your tough days. Thanks for being awesome. Thanks also for chirping your moms sunglasses. She needs a new pair for mothers day 🤣
Ok, this has to be my fav video ever Jen. Loving how you're sharing the real things you go through bc I am totally relating to you on an emotional level with this one.
One of the best books I've read was Man's search for meaning by Viktor frankl and it essentially helps explain how to find peace and contentment in suffering. Sometimes it seems like you have everything but you might still not understand what your purpose in life is and that causes a lot of distress. the issue with apps like headspace is that they are more reward motivated versus meditating in a proper method that helps you really reach the desired goal and you're paying for it so you feel really bad when you don't get that reward which is actually nothing. Sometimes we feel like we have to succeed at everything at once but we need to step back and see the bigger picture and realize we're doing just fine. You need to forgive yourself for the little things that you struggle with because you might always struggle with them and that's okay.
The way you filmed this vlog was so fantastic. I'm loving it! Glad you're doing better Jenn, you're very authentic which is something I appreciate. Keep going girl, you got this!!
Omg the part about feeling like you don’t deserve to feel this way was sooo relatable. Thanks for making this vid. It is so real and genuine. I always have trouble explaining my emotions so when I see vids like this it makes me realize that everyone feels like this sometimes♥️
Love your relationship with your mom XD so sweeeett! Also , I love how you open yourself up and not feeling like you have to cover them up and act like you are always happy ❤️ Love you sooo much Jenn
I absolutely loved this vlog, Jenn! I love my streaks too and I've had a similar experience with Headspace. I forgot to meditate for ONE DAY and my 92-DAY STREAK ended just like that... I was so mad I stopped meditating for a good while. Another time, my streak mysteriously reset even though I'd been consistently meditating and I emailed them to give it back to me... AND THEY DID 😂 I hope you find your way back into it when you're ready ❤️
Thanks for being so relatable and vulnerable in this vlog 🥰
Thankful for your vulnerability because I feel so many of us have and are going through these same things. My only advice of something that really helped me was being intentional with meditating.. reaching out to a higher being with it, without that it's only an introspective experience and you will not experience real change. Mediation comes from focusing on our inward, spiritual self. And that self is only supported when it's supported from the one that gave it to us and being in alignment with it. You need to really want and ask for it to reveal to yourself the real truth that is out there, I won't say who will reach out, although I do believe in One, only that He will answer if you ask and maybe then you can enlighten us all. My thoughts and prayers are with you girl! We've all gone through this search.
Hey Jenn. I felt empty for a really long time until I found Jesus. Now that I found Jesus it doesn’t mean that life is easy but I have purpose, meaning, and a reason to keep going every second of the day. It’s amazing ✨
I love this side of you! I totally can relate during hormonal changes. Thanks for being real and showing us your ups and downs.
Hi Jenn!! I just wanted to pass on this tidbit for you- I work in Mental Health and I have patients tell me all the time how they don't feel like they have a right to feel anxiety or depression. What I tell them is this...if someone breaks a leg, it doesn't matter what events caused them to break the leg, it all hurts the same way. And the same goes with mental health! It doesn't matter what has led you to feel the way you do- you still feel it, and you're still going through it, and so no matter what it is valid. Sending love!
You will be okay, Jenn, we've all been through it, and i realise making videos helped me so much in terms of relaxing, soo gooo jenn! You're gonna be fine soon
I couldn't relate more to your rant!! Sometimes I feel guilty to feel sad because I know deep inside that I'm luckier than a lot of people. But like you said, we're all humans - with all the emotions that come with it - so we need to learn how to deal with these feelings (sadness, emptiness...) without beating ourselves up. I hope you're feeling better now :)
omg, Jenn, this video couldn't have come at a more perfect time. I had to go to therapy today bc I was just feeling ALL the feelings. I was saying this exact thing--I logically know I am so lucky and have so much to be grateful for and yet, sometimes things feel so lonely and empty and then I get frustrated bc I feel like I have no right to feel this way. I'm an all or nothing kind of girl too so the lows feel extra low sometimes. Thank you for sharing! Exactly what I needed to hear to feel un-alone
THAT HEADSPACE REWARD SYSTEM ISSUE IS SOOOOOO REAL!!!!!! I have changed the time on my phone before and then played a meditation to keep my streak which was a bad idea lol. I've also cheated with those one minute meditations and skipped to the end if I didn't have time that day. I have since realized the error of my ways.
I really appreciate this video because I also feel like I have nothing to complain about, but I still get so unhappy sometimes. I looooove how real you are with your emotions and thank you for sharing it with us! ❤❤❤
Jenn You, opening up everything abt your sadness thing to us makes me less alone and actually makes me feel better, cos i get to learn i'm not the only one. Honestly, thank you Jenn❤☺❤. As a side note i recognized your mum's using 경상도 satoori, which my mom does, too💙
The part about extreme emotions is so relatable!! Thank you for sharing I feel like I am not alone:)
SAME!!! I wish I could mellow down a bit and not be so extreme with my emotions
Jenn, watching your videos always makes me feel motivated to get my own life in a sense of order 😊
I was really going through it this week, experiencing the same emotions and thoughts as you. I think this may be one of my favorite videos that you have ever posted hahah! Thank you for this.
I just want to thank you for the rant, it was very real and I think more RUclipsrs should share that side of themselves, not just show us the good parts of their days. Hope you have a wonderful weekend!!
jenn with her hood on and sunglasses ranting and telling us about her struggles is a MOTHER FUCKING MOOOOOOOOD
I LOVE THIS SIDE OF U it’s so real but it’s uplifting
literally had like a massive depressive episode a month or so ago, tried telling a friend about it- and all she could say was 'but your life is so good' which was frustrating. I think anyone can be prey to depression and the main thing is to remember that it will pass
Such a real rant, I get it my period messes me up too and I become an emotional mess. I get stuck between feeling shitty and sad, then feeling bad because I feel shitty and sad when I have so much to be thankful for.
Is it just me that enjoys hearing jen rant??? Her voice is so nice and when she vents/rants I'M LIKE YES SIS TELLLLL ME EVERYTHING YOU FEEEL UNLEASH THOSE FEELINGS WITH ME
It’s so crazy how you uploaded this at a time in my life where I am also struggling with my emotions! I’m always 0-100 and currently working on getting to just 50 (shits hard!!!!)
Sending you lots of love and support, your vlogs always inspire me to get up and get out of my rut ❤️
Girl I can relate with the intense emotions, but I’m so glad you have a support system to help you through whatever no matter how big or small❤️❤️
Im so envious of how you express yourself so easily. I have episodes of existential crisis or pms outbursts or whatever but i struggle to explain myself or my situation and just sort of sit there broiling in my rotten emotions. I also have that issue where my emotions feels extreme and wish i could turn it down a notch. Comparing myself to others, i feel abnormal and even diagnosed myself with BPD 😂lol
dude I used to feel Exactly how u described at the beginning of this vlog and getting put on SSRIs really levelled things out for me. sometimes mental illness doesn't need an environmental cause. sometimes it's just ur internal biochemistry and the right medication can help regulate that.
I miss your lookbooks Jenn :(
This is my favorite video Jenn has ever uploaded. So real and unfiltered!
Unnie! I love how opened the real side of you. it is so relatable and i love all of your clothes and everything in this vid!
your rant with your mom's sunglasses... ICONIC!!!!
I so relate to you with headspace, I have a 130 day streak right now and I'm so afraid to miss a day and have all that work giving me no new badge, its actually pathetic.. but it still makes me proud every time I see the number though ^^ and it keeps me meditating every day, so that's quite good!
I see myself on you! But everything is going to be alright! Maybe now it's our "down" times, but it also means our "up" times are coming!! We can do this Jenn! Thank you for sharing with us. Love you!
JENN! I watched a video with Will Smith and he said that no one can make you happy but yourself!!!!! So that’s why it’s important to love yourself ❤️
Courtney Finamore
Everyone has hard times to go through and nothing but a good rant will make it better, but you need to remember how lucky you are for the amazing life you’ve worked so hard for. Think about what you deserve and it’s definitely not anything less than being the happiest you can be! You are luckier than the majority of our world so focus on the happy moments and your checklist of people there to support you. You’ve always inspired me and I hope I can inspire you a bit in return. Your positive outlook is contagious! 我爱你在中国
ur vlogs have literally saved me whenever i need to be more productive or have anxiety
I relate so hard to 2:39!!!!
Its so nice to see others feel the same way :' )
In terms of getting upset and deleting the app, I think that's soooo freakin normal. Never used it myself, but I feel like for people who are obsessive like myself, and cling to patterns and repetitive behaviours, that streak feature could be a detriment to my meditative calm. It's actually really good feedback for the app creators, because I don't think you are the only one who would react so strongly like that. And if that's the case, they could be losing tonnes of users to whom the app would otherwise be extremely helpful! Anyway, I just wanted to say you're not crazy and I really appreciate you sharing your experience! I get super f*cked up around my period and get super anxious when I'm hungover! Always have! So nice to hear someone else has moments of a freak out and then can get back to normal and live a successful life. This is super important! ♡ We will be ok. :)
Come back to Toronto soon regardless I hope :)
(also u in the hoodie w/ sunglasses is a mood)
I clicked on this so fast because that’s how I feel right now and I couldn’t put it into words. No period right now but just feeling a lot of things at once. Feeling slightly resentful and disengaged. Periods of transition are tough. Honestly, I’ve been a bit disconnected from this channel for awhile but appreciate this moment of vulnerability. #imnotokaybutiwillbe Also, s/o to Ben for that engagement ring. Still can’t get over how great of a job he did!
I'm so thankful for your existence! I feel like I connect with you on an emotional level, haha. So good to feel like what I feel is normal and that I should accept it and not feel even worse about it.
Thank you for keeping it real.
This is SOO relatable! This whole week was so hard for me, dealing with my PMS (duh!), domestic problems, etc. Now I feel completely a normal human because Jenn (who's an angel for me 😂) is feeling the same way too LOL we got this, Jenn, we got this 💪🏼
P.S. it's very nice that you still visiting your parents regularly. Since I'm married I moved to another city with my husband so I only have 1-2 chances a year (if I'm lucky then 3) to visit my parents. Every time I come back to my parents home, I don't want to miss any single good times with them ♥️
everytime i watch ur videos & u open up about something, i see how similar we are & it makes me feel less lonely...thank u jen :)
Lol I love this. Jenn>Jenn with mom sunglasses>jenn with mom glasses and a hood on. It’s a mood 💕
Love you since highschool (now 25) and I always am amazed by your use of language and human approach to everything!
I love and admire how real you always are jenn. After all these years, there’s still things I relate to in your vlogs ❤️
The Problems you have are Problems you are creating! As you say you have everything to be happy.
Very well said 🙏🏾
I feel you jenn! I have a very similar personality as you. I always feel so overwhelmed and sad even if i have a good life. I realize, maybe that happens because we overthink everything. We are so organized with our thoughts that whenever it doesn't go as planned. We just flip out and drop it entirely.
This is some good insight! We def have a similar personality!
love the intimacy of these vlogs. feels like a private world 🤗
Could not be more relatable, we’ve all been there!
God you validate me so much!!! Thank you for being real. I am emotional when I’m hung over and I predict my hang overs so I make a pamper basket for myself, I watch movies in bed, eat Indian food, have cozy blankets and pjs. ❤️
I love how you're just on fleek all the time. Even with a simple grey hoodie on, you look stunning! I wish I had the courage to make myself look good every day but I'm just too lazy x)
This was great. I feel this every month! I feel this right now. And it’s annoying because I’ll go through it for a couple weeks a month then it goes away and I’m in top again! Then I get down again around that time of the month. Never fails. I hope a year later you have figured out how to get through this better, if you have any tips on how to get through the existential spiritual monthly nonsense please make a video!! I haven’t figured it out yet.
Always so cute hearing you speak in Korean!
Jenn getting existential and hanging out with the void while wearing a massive grey hoodie is such a big mood