I'll keep the picture saved in a safe place Wow, I look so weird here, my face has changed now It's a big change So many feelings struggling to leave my mouth And it's not that rare for me To let myself down in a big way But I had enough time and I found enough reason To accept that It's not the same anymore I lost the joy in my face My life was simple before I should be happy of course But things just got much harder Now it's just hard to ignore It's not the same anymore It's not the same anymore It's not the same but It's not a shame 'cause I spent a long time putting up with people Putting on my best face It's only normal when you start things in the wrong way It's only 4 o'clock and still it's been a long day I just wanna hit the hay People knocking on me like everyday I'm tired of taking stress If only there could be another way I'm tired of felling suppressed And when they want me the most I'm tired of acting like I care but I do And I can't wait to hit the bed But tomorrow makes me scared 'cause It's not the same anymore I lost the joy in my face My life was simple before I should be happy of course But things just got much harder Now it's just hard to ignore It's not the same anymore It's not the same anymore Oh Oh I kept the feelings inside I open up when shit gets built up this high She makes it easy to cry The words fall out of me and there's no more disguise I miss the days when I was someone else I used to be so hungry Right now my stomach's full as hell And I've spent many months Just hating on myself I can't keep wishing things would be different Or leaving problems on the shelf I wish I didn't need to get help but I do But I do, oh I been so hard on myself, yeah Even my family can tell And they barely saw what I felt I wouldn't wish this on my enemy or anyone else It's not the same (It's not the same, it's not the same) It's not the same as before It's not the same anymore And it's fine because I've learned so much from before Now I'm not short on advice There's no excuses at all No point in feeling upset Won't take my place on the floor I'll stand up straight like I'm tall It's up to me, no one else I'm doing this for myself It's not the same anymore It's better, it got better It's not the same anymore It's better, yeah, yeah
I'll keep the picture saved in a safe place
Wow, I look so weird here, my face has changed now
It's a big change
So many feelings struggling to leave my mouth
And it's not that rare for me
To let myself down in a big way
But I had enough time and
I found enough reason
To accept that
It's not the same anymore
I lost the joy in my face
My life was simple before
I should be happy of course
But things just got much harder
Now it's just hard to ignore
It's not the same anymore
It's not the same anymore
It's not the same but
It's not a shame 'cause
I spent a long time putting up with people
Putting on my best face
It's only normal when you start things in the wrong way
It's only 4 o'clock and still it's been a long day
I just wanna hit the hay
People knocking on me like everyday
I'm tired of taking stress
If only there could be another way
I'm tired of felling suppressed
And when they want me the most
I'm tired of acting like I care but I do
And I can't wait to hit the bed
But tomorrow makes me scared 'cause
It's not the same anymore
I lost the joy in my face
My life was simple before
I should be happy of course
But things just got much harder
Now it's just hard to ignore
It's not the same anymore
It's not the same anymore
Oh
Oh
I kept the feelings inside
I open up when shit gets built up this high
She makes it easy to cry
The words fall out of me and there's no more disguise
I miss the days when I was someone else
I used to be so hungry
Right now my stomach's full as hell
And I've spent many months
Just hating on myself
I can't keep wishing things would be different
Or leaving problems on the shelf
I wish I didn't need to get help but I do
But I do, oh
I been so hard on myself, yeah
Even my family can tell
And they barely saw what I felt
I wouldn't wish this on my enemy or anyone else
It's not the same
(It's not the same, it's not the same)
It's not the same as before
It's not the same anymore
And it's fine because
I've learned so much from before
Now I'm not short on advice
There's no excuses at all
No point in feeling upset
Won't take my place on the floor
I'll stand up straight like I'm tall
It's up to me, no one else
I'm doing this for myself
It's not the same anymore
It's better, it got better
It's not the same anymore
It's better, yeah, yeah
Wish I had those seats omg
alex is amazing
He's so fine
🥺🥺🥺