TIME STAMPS: 2:36 cats being better than dogs 3:30 reptiles helping his anxiety 5:24 hitting 18 months sober 6:35 trying to stop Xanax & how bad the withdrawals were 7:27 going to detox centers 4x 10:03 getting diagnosed w/ anxiety at 17 years old 11:00 being prescribed Ativan after his breakup 11:54 why he stopped selling drugs 12:33 the dangers of fentanyl & his theory on the War on Drugs 14:50 why he left rehab AMA, but stayed sober 15:45 getting rid of the negative influence 17:46 Scott Storch & Steve Label getting Lil Xan sober 18:39 getting sober w/ the help of marijuana 19:51 praises Steve-O as an inspiration 20:30 what he does for his mental state 21:58 addiction running in his family 22:34 no longer craving drugs 23:03 says Euphoria is a powerful show 23:45 what lead to his drug addiction 24:58 real fear of dying from addiction & smoking percs 26:04 praises Juice WRLD & how nice he was 27:12 hilarious story w/ Juice WRLD at VMA’s 27:34 thousands of fans coming out for him in Redlands 28:25 fans loving the sober him 29:43 why he dropped out of high school 9th grade 31:04 buying an apt in DTLA w/ his first check 33:56 telling Steve-O he didn’t smoke that much😆 34:18 smoking over a half ounce a day 35:19 what happened w/ Yeat 36:34 limiting his social media use & stopped reading comments 39:20 is Lil Xan dating? 41:21 his life changing for the better after his face tat 42:09 keeping it chill for his birthday 42:39 BOA being his favorite restaurant 43:04 Mac Miller’s death making him want to stop making music 44:42 rest in peace PnB Rock 46:30 his forthcoming EP having live instruments 47:15 changing his name to Diego 48:33 TEMPLE 10 SPITFIRE ROUND 48:51 dropping $40K on Louis Vuitton 50:23 his favorite sex position being head🤣
That's badass! I have 2 bearded dragons, 1 leopard gecko, and a Veiled Chameleon. Reptiles are amazing and actually helped me with my sobriety. I like Lil Xan now.
Detoxing off copious amounts of benzos and opioids is no cap hard asf especially in combo. I was HEAVILY addicted for over 15 years and today I’m over 4.5 years clean from that trash, finishing my social work degree, I’m certified as a chemical dependency counselor assistant, visit high schools 2 talk about mental health, drugs, alcohol and mentorship. Life is wildly better and joyful. Meditation is my #1. It’s tainted now that xylazine got everyone on fentanyl like literal zombies and it’s spreading. Congrats to both of you!
Yep I'm a recovering heroin addict, it took me about 15 months to feel someone normal.. Recovery is HELL!!! PURE HELL!!! but totally worth it, I was 7 yrs in July..
@@awkwardlyamy3765 congrats! Yes it’s worth every second. It’s hard to even imagine going back. I felt nothing but sheer relief once I knew I was safe from ever sticking myself again
That’s an awesome story!!! Thank you so much for sharing! I’m 4.5 years clean myself too after 30 yrs of straight opiate use ending in fentanyl and Heroin the last few years. My dad was an addict and he was constantly drugging me first w/ alcohol as a toddler and then around 6-7 he switched to prescription pain pills and i didn’t even know I was on anything bad or addictive till I was almost 20. I couldn’t stop I was so deeply dependent, my immediate hardcore withdrawals would last for several months and I’d always crack and give up after 3-4 months. But I finally got into the treatment center I’d been applying to for years when I was 36. And I’ve got 4.5 yrs. I can’t believe it. I’m beyond thankful. And I love hearing sobriety stories!
omg it’s not just hard it’s a WHOLE NO THANK YOU! Buddy should get some education because I don’t see his music career lasting that long! she gave him gummies he said “do you rub it on your skin”. DRUG ADICT IS NOT I THE CARDS FOR “lil zan” He needs to be renamed to “lilimmastopstealinmomsxanaxandistopped”
He's not sober, though, they're stoned. And Shirley gave Xan, a man in recovery, a bunch of weed products and a new device to smoke it in. Lol, not that I care; they're just not "sober."
He is very intelligent and humble just a beautiful human being. His mother Candy Williams is the one to thank for this young man to be in out presence and our lives. By the way her name is his first tattoo under his left eye if I'm not mistaken . Thank you for this interview. He is my favorite rapper. He nickname me " Granarchy of Xanarchy " after I met him. Best day of my life besides the birth of my blood son. Fr fr
This is hard to watch- two people high as a kite taking about sobriety… to each their own I guess- but that’s a death sentence and a road back to using and drinking for MOST alcoholic/addicts. Getting high still keeps you from confronting why you have an addiction problem to begin with.. still a form of escapism.
I had the exact same thought. They call it "california sober' youre sober from all other substances but still smoking weed. Weed is definitely still a mind/mood altering substance. Whenever i thought i could just smoke it always led me back to the harder stuff eventually. Its just not worth it.
Good for him. But as an addict myself. I don’t think it’s a good idea him smoking weed. True clear headed clarity is the only way for true enlightenment
I’m sorry that the doctors are giving teens, those in their 20’s and 30’s meds that are not only highly addictive but also hell yo get off of. Most won’t help with withdrawing from these psych meds. OxyContin and oxycodone are the same but the withdrawals are different just as this young man says. I had to go cold Turkey from all meds that included Xanax, both Oxy’s, ambien and lunesta and a few more because of the loss of health insurance. It’s HELL to go cold Turkey. I’m 58, med free since 2020, diagnosed with breast cancer in 2021 and still fighting the disease. Could the cancer have come from all the meds I took? Who knows. If anything I would say cancer could’ve come from the way I was dropped off the meds I took for almost 7 years daily to 0. Have a nice day.🥰🌸💕 Mayumi
Your story sounds a lot like mine. I was on oxycontin, hydrocodone, soma, Xanax and restoril after a worker's comp accident. My doctor died and it was kind of at the end of opiates and benzos being wildly prescribed. I found another doctor that prescribed pain pills but wouldn't prescribe xanax. My husband had also recently passed so I was at home all alone, detoxing off of 8mg daily xanax cold turkey. That was sheer hell and I wasn't right for years! It really messed me up. I was so mad at my new worker's comp doctor for allowing me, a recent widow, to go cold turkey off xanax that I promised myself I'd quit going to him and get off the pain pills, too. By this time, he was prescribing methadone for me as worker's comp wouldn't pay for oxycontin anymore. I saved up enough methadone to slowly go down off of it over the course of a year. It wasn't bad at all, but yet I still was feeling so much anxiety that I couldn't bear it. I kept getting sicker and sicker. Finally went to the hospital and was diagnosed with cancer. I'd had breast implants that ruptured and had had lumps for years so didn't click to one breast having a large tumor that started growing. I was 3rd stage by the time I started seeing an oncologist. Hopefully they got all the cancer, I still have a breast reconstruction to go through that I've been putting off because it takes 2 months of recovery from a Diep flap procedure. Anyway, I definitely think the death of my husband, then a forced detox of xanax contributed to cancer. That constant, extreme anxiety combined with the inflammation of ruptured implants, I think that had a lot to do with cancer forming.
Good for him! I’m glad he was able to pull it together. I’m on Xanax but I’m not abusing it I only take 1mg twice a day. But rehab does help you learn a lot
Why any drugs and smokes need be in mouth just to be social.. you not being yourself to hide behind that stuff. Nice a tall glass of lemonade or sweet tea will get you in a good mood. Want something in the mouth offer gum licorice or some nuts cheries or something.. change up stay sober stay clean somebody loves you even when you dont love yourself. We all have an opportunity to be and live happy with god grace..
I don’t think there’s any difference between Suboxone or methadone.??? Fr Xanax can kill u cold turkey 😢- ok lil Xan Shirley really helping ur sobriety. Ridiculous her saying I gotta get you lit ❤
theres a big difference ...suboxone has noloxone wich is an opioid blocker, methadone does not so you can still feel high and get high on it. I agree It is ridiculous her immediately getting him high right when the interview about him being sober starts like wtf
Perfect example of someone with extreme anxiety having to cope with a situation with drugs I need to get you lit. I need to get you lit the guy sober, but I keep forcing drugs down him.
Im out the loop but is this the same girl who does dj vlad interview that everyone hates on ? I actually love her energy. Does anyone what her ethnicity?
I'm recovered myself and I can promise you bro is not clean in this interview. He isn't on benzos, if he's on opiates he's not on a lot. I'm guessing by the way he looks it's adderall or something in that family. Possibly early stages of glass. But not spun.
@shirju all vapes we know aren't good for you but the cbd ones I've found helpful and of course the THC also hahaha the most tbh cause we all have our ways to cope great pod cast BTW ✌️🥰🥰
TIME STAMPS:
2:36 cats being better than dogs
3:30 reptiles helping his anxiety
5:24 hitting 18 months sober
6:35 trying to stop Xanax & how bad the withdrawals were
7:27 going to detox centers 4x
10:03 getting diagnosed w/ anxiety at 17 years old
11:00 being prescribed Ativan after his breakup
11:54 why he stopped selling drugs
12:33 the dangers of fentanyl & his theory on the War on Drugs
14:50 why he left rehab AMA, but stayed sober
15:45 getting rid of the negative influence
17:46 Scott Storch & Steve Label getting Lil Xan sober
18:39 getting sober w/ the help of marijuana
19:51 praises Steve-O as an inspiration
20:30 what he does for his mental state
21:58 addiction running in his family
22:34 no longer craving drugs
23:03 says Euphoria is a powerful show
23:45 what lead to his drug addiction
24:58 real fear of dying from addiction & smoking percs
26:04 praises Juice WRLD & how nice he was
27:12 hilarious story w/ Juice WRLD at VMA’s
27:34 thousands of fans coming out for him in Redlands
28:25 fans loving the sober him
29:43 why he dropped out of high school 9th grade
31:04 buying an apt in DTLA w/ his first check
33:56 telling Steve-O he didn’t smoke that much😆
34:18 smoking over a half ounce a day
35:19 what happened w/ Yeat
36:34 limiting his social media use & stopped reading comments
39:20 is Lil Xan dating?
41:21 his life changing for the better after his face tat
42:09 keeping it chill for his birthday
42:39 BOA being his favorite restaurant
43:04 Mac Miller’s death making him want to stop making music
44:42 rest in peace PnB Rock
46:30 his forthcoming EP having live instruments
47:15 changing his name to Diego
48:33 TEMPLE 10 SPITFIRE ROUND
48:51 dropping $40K on Louis Vuitton
50:23 his favorite sex position being head🤣
Right! I’m subscribing!
U did ur thing with all the times stamp thing....👍
But why would she offer him the smoke if he is Sober ....I'm confused
That's badass! I have 2 bearded dragons, 1 leopard gecko, and a Veiled Chameleon. Reptiles are amazing and actually helped me with my sobriety. I like Lil Xan now.
U all just went to one drugs to another , when u stop everything including weeds then u can consider sober reality living
Detoxing off copious amounts of benzos and opioids is no cap hard asf especially in combo. I was HEAVILY addicted for over 15 years and today I’m over 4.5 years clean from that trash, finishing my social work degree, I’m certified as a chemical dependency counselor assistant, visit high schools 2 talk about mental health, drugs, alcohol and mentorship. Life is wildly better and joyful. Meditation is my #1. It’s tainted now that xylazine got everyone on fentanyl like literal zombies and it’s spreading.
Congrats to both of you!
Yep I'm a recovering heroin addict, it took me about 15 months to feel someone normal.. Recovery is HELL!!! PURE HELL!!! but totally worth it, I was 7 yrs in July..
@@awkwardlyamy3765 congrats! Yes it’s worth every second. It’s hard to even imagine going back. I felt nothing but sheer relief once I knew I was safe from ever sticking myself again
22 years of active addiction and NOW 2.5 years sober ❤. that Xanax withdrawal is no joke! I love lil Xan😂❤
That’s an awesome story!!! Thank you so much for sharing! I’m 4.5 years clean myself too after 30 yrs of straight opiate use ending in fentanyl and Heroin the last few years. My dad was an addict and he was constantly drugging me first w/ alcohol as a toddler and then around 6-7 he switched to prescription pain pills and i didn’t even know I was on anything bad or addictive till I was almost 20. I couldn’t stop I was so deeply dependent, my immediate hardcore withdrawals would last for several months and I’d always crack and give up after 3-4 months. But I finally got into the treatment center I’d been applying to for years when I was 36. And I’ve got 4.5 yrs. I can’t believe it. I’m beyond thankful. And I love hearing sobriety stories!
omg it’s not just hard it’s a WHOLE NO THANK YOU! Buddy should get some education because I don’t see his music career lasting that long! she gave him gummies he said “do you rub it on your skin”. DRUG ADICT IS NOT I THE CARDS FOR “lil zan” He needs to be renamed to
“lilimmastopstealinmomsxanaxandistopped”
Very well spoken young man n congratulations on getting off drugs n keep up the good work encouraging others
This channel is severely underrated. I feel like this interview will blow up
Shirley’s energy is amazing. This was a great interview.
thank you so much! this means the world to me!!!
Million xs better Dan Bobby omg she's so fkn annoying
@@shirjuu cute too
haven’t heard from Lil xan in a minute. Glad to see he’s still doing his thing
Love to see this positivity 🙌🏽 my guy been thru it!!
ty damon
She is adorable, sober xan is articulate and lowkey has the gift of gab
amen!
He's not sober, though, they're stoned. And Shirley gave Xan, a man in recovery, a bunch of weed products and a new device to smoke it in. Lol, not that I care; they're just not "sober."
@@JanellabelleI agree 💯
Greatest guest you ever had on your podcast FYI and great interview I have seen with this artist. Please have him again .Thank you !
He is very intelligent and humble just a beautiful human being. His mother Candy Williams is the one to thank for this young man to be in out presence and our lives. By the way her name is his first tattoo under his left eye if I'm not mistaken . Thank you for this interview. He is my favorite rapper. He nickname me " Granarchy of Xanarchy " after I met him. Best day of my life besides the birth of my blood son. Fr fr
Suboxodone 🤣♥️ He’s lookin healthy and clear minded. Good to see a hopeful recovering addict
Glad you got over all this .. thank god you alive. Doing this show amen.
Relapse is a part of recovery. You're practicing every time ways to cope in sobriety.
🤔WAIT A MINUTE! SMOKIN WEED IS NOT PART OF BEING SOBER!
🤨SO why are you offering him WEED LADY!?!😡🤨
@sabmokiesmomschannel7052 right.. I was like sober? You are literally getting high rn. I was confused. So you're selectively sober? lol idk.
I was always told that sober means not needing or using ANYTHING to alter your mind/mood.
Relapse absolutely does NOT have to be a part of recovery.
You sound stupid.
This is hard to watch- two people high as a kite taking about sobriety… to each their own I guess- but that’s a death sentence and a road back to using and drinking for MOST alcoholic/addicts. Getting high still keeps you from confronting why you have an addiction problem to begin with.. still a form of escapism.
Cigarettes is no different. You're an idiot 😂
😂😂😂
I had the exact same thought. They call it "california sober' youre sober from all other substances but still smoking weed. Weed is definitely still a mind/mood altering substance. Whenever i thought i could just smoke it always led me back to the harder stuff eventually. Its just not worth it.
EXACTLY!!!
Ikr
Love Xan glad to see him doing good
dammm they both went to detox I’m glad they’re doing good now for both of them
i like how he looks out for him family
Literally in love with this boy 😍😍😍💔💔💔
@@shirjuyour so gorgeous love your smile
Love this woman's pod 😊 great work !
ayyyee this a fire interview
Good for him. But as an addict myself. I don’t think it’s a good idea him smoking weed. True clear headed clarity is the only way for true enlightenment
25 years active addiction...2.5 yrs clean weed only... It can be done
@@robertmistkowski9879 that’s great brother. But you still have a lot of life left. You’re playing with fire. But whatever works for you. Stay hard
💯 you’re either fully sober or you’re not 🤷♂️. I know some of “Bill’s Friends” even go so far that Aspirin and Coffee are no-go’s
11 years sober
But I smoke weed
There's no one way to recover❤
@@hhunstad2011 I agree whole heartdly and congrats man good shit
DIEGO❣️❣️🔥
He seems really chill. I don’t know why people hate on him
Because he’s the human equivalent of a gas station boner pill.
He said Suboxadone 😂 that’s too cute
Shirley is always amazing 🍸🍸💟
Lil xan intelligent
I’m sorry that the doctors are giving teens, those in their 20’s and 30’s meds that are not only highly addictive but also hell yo get off of. Most won’t help with withdrawing from these psych meds. OxyContin and oxycodone are the same but the withdrawals are different just as this young man says. I had to go cold Turkey from all meds that included Xanax, both Oxy’s, ambien and lunesta and a few more because of the loss of health insurance. It’s HELL to go cold Turkey. I’m 58, med free since 2020, diagnosed with breast cancer in 2021 and still fighting the disease. Could the cancer have come from all the meds I took? Who knows. If anything I would say cancer could’ve come from the way I was dropped off the meds I took for almost 7 years daily to 0. Have a nice day.🥰🌸💕 Mayumi
Your story sounds a lot like mine. I was on oxycontin, hydrocodone, soma, Xanax and restoril after a worker's comp accident. My doctor died and it was kind of at the end of opiates and benzos being wildly prescribed. I found another doctor that prescribed pain pills but wouldn't prescribe xanax. My husband had also recently passed so I was at home all alone, detoxing off of 8mg daily xanax cold turkey. That was sheer hell and I wasn't right for years! It really messed me up. I was so mad at my new worker's comp doctor for allowing me, a recent widow, to go cold turkey off xanax that I promised myself I'd quit going to him and get off the pain pills, too. By this time, he was prescribing methadone for me as worker's comp wouldn't pay for oxycontin anymore. I saved up enough methadone to slowly go down off of it over the course of a year. It wasn't bad at all, but yet I still was feeling so much anxiety that I couldn't bear it. I kept getting sicker and sicker. Finally went to the hospital and was diagnosed with cancer. I'd had breast implants that ruptured and had had lumps for years so didn't click to one breast having a large tumor that started growing. I was 3rd stage by the time I started seeing an oncologist. Hopefully they got all the cancer, I still have a breast reconstruction to go through that I've been putting off because it takes 2 months of recovery from a Diep flap procedure. Anyway, I definitely think the death of my husband, then a forced detox of xanax contributed to cancer. That constant, extreme anxiety combined with the inflammation of ruptured implants, I think that had a lot to do with cancer forming.
Good for him! I’m glad he was able to pull it together. I’m on Xanax but I’m not abusing it I only take 1mg twice a day. But rehab does help you learn a lot
Good to see xan sober and happy
Kinda not sober
Good convos in this🔥🔥🔥
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Fire ass interview!!! Lets bring more on me tal health and sobriety!!! Twn years opiod addiction and cocaine in Sept! 🙏🙏🙏
Xanarchyyyyy in the building
they always smokin some good stuff
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This some classic SoundCloud era shiii right here
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Table ain’t hyped because they about to ask for 11 split checks lol
y’all lit🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
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Help me understand.. Sobriety and Getting Stoned. ? The title is misleading. .
Sober is just Alcohol. Looks it up in the dictionary. Not drunk. Cigarettes are poison
Heat🔥🔥🔥
Love to see it.! ❤
Fire
🔥🔥🔥
dope interview
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litttt🔥🔥🔥
HARDDDDDD!!!!
health is really important
Gannngg 🔥🔥🔥
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🔥🔥🔥
He’s a good dude.❤
Whats the name of the restaurant
How fast she stopped … that’s correct us grown woman don’t do that, I respect my man.
Why any drugs and smokes need be in mouth just to be social.. you not being yourself to hide behind that stuff. Nice a tall glass of lemonade or sweet tea will get you in a good mood.
Want something in the mouth offer gum licorice or some nuts cheries or something.. change up stay sober stay clean somebody loves you even when you dont love yourself. We all have an opportunity to be and live happy with god grace..
4:33 I love her, Talk to me!
Where is this spot???
i like how he’s all these
This is Major!!
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💐💐💐💐💐💐
Two books that helped me be more mindful about addiction were 30 Days to Sobriety by Harper Daniels and The Easy Way to Stop Drinking by Carr.
love it! thank you for this!!!
Thanks for sharing ❤
Good for him he is sober off of opiates.
He still is using substances just not opiates.
I don’t think there’s any difference between Suboxone or methadone.??? Fr Xanax can kill u cold turkey 😢- ok lil Xan Shirley really helping ur sobriety. Ridiculous her saying I gotta get you lit ❤
There's a big difference chemically but they both work for the same opioid addiction treatment
theres a big difference ...suboxone has noloxone wich is an opioid blocker, methadone does not so you can still feel high and get high on it. I agree It is ridiculous her immediately getting him high right when the interview about him being sober starts like wtf
This is lit af
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Soundcloud legend
Hes cool asf low key
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Perfect example of someone with extreme anxiety having to cope with a situation with drugs I need to get you lit. I need to get you lit the guy sober, but I keep forcing drugs down him.
Where is this?
He seems like a fairly normal guy honestly
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Hell yeah…. That’s bad AZZZZZ
The fact he actually says "Suboxidone" shows that he has no idea wtf hes talkin bout😂😂😂😂😂 theres either Suboxone, Subutex, or methadone😂
Lmao "suboxidone" was wild 😂
Any credible evidence of him being an addict went all out w that one
Right all the addicts that were treated where I worked could tell you EVERYTHING you needed to know about suboxone.😂
Your going to judge what he knows and doesn't know because he said a word wrong. So mature.
This 😂😂😂
Im out the loop but is this the same girl who does dj vlad interview that everyone hates on ? I actually love her energy. Does anyone what her ethnicity?
Where is this I DON'T EVEN DRINK but I wanna go here
Big moves
Boi said “not in this f&$& house” 😅
goin up
Diegooo!!!!
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Glad their both clean now
thank you so much!
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Did she say scare it Airlines🤣🤣
High school musical experience lmfao
lmaooo
Big xan
Xannnn mannnn
Found this in a chat. I heard of this guy, he’s a dope rapper
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She knows all the celebrities
that’s nice how they both stopped drinking
thank you love!
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this interview gonna blow
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Wth this was from August????? 😤😤
yeah i'm independent it takes a second to edit & publish :(
Shirley and xan doing hot yoga lol
ASAP lmao
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I'd like to get behind that
Cool dude can relate to him. Anxiety fucks me up. I need to smoke weed everday
you do!! it helps!!
you can really see the effects of xans on his memory. i've watched numerous podcasts with him in it and he's always forgetting his train of thought.
There is an addict genome but it doesn’t mean you’re a bad person.
Next up
Weeds not always the best but if you can be on weed vs opioids and Xanax that’s a step
Why is he on hookah cannabis but isn’t he sober??? She is totally not respecting his sobriety
I thought the same thing
He’s California sober
Suboxidone?
🔥🦾
I'm lost.
When the host doesn’t even know the owner of the studio, the props on the table or anything about the guest prior to five minutes before getting there
I'm recovered myself and I can promise you bro is not clean in this interview. He isn't on benzos, if he's on opiates he's not on a lot. I'm guessing by the way he looks it's adderall or something in that family. Possibly early stages of glass. But not spun.
Did anyone think coercive control? Maybe, just saying.
So Lil Xan opens up about addiction you say🤔
Suboxidone hits different
Moms name "Candy" is tatted on right cheèk on his face. 😅❤
Hey xan those nic free vapes, are awful on your lungs if you wanna vape they have CBD disposables Happy Belated birthday man hell yeah!! 😝🥳🎈🎉🎊
thanks for the advice
@shirju all vapes we know aren't good for you but the cbd ones I've found helpful and of course the THC also hahaha the most tbh cause we all have our ways to cope great pod cast BTW ✌️🥰🥰
Ain’t nothing wrong with California sober.
ayyyy!