Ill stay with with silence.... Its always reminding me, of what went wrong, and why you are no longer here I pray to the almighty, hoping he bides my time so I, find my way out of here Dont kill me with kindess, It burns just like a fire, broken hearts are heavy all alone somewhere dying O I cant tell the time, around 4 under the night sky, where she and the lights, dance above, I could start crying , in the arms of you my love, were I not dying, were I not dying, If I could I would, were I not dying, Save your faith, the day awaits, where we meet again In love WERE I NOT DYING FOR YOU MY LOVE This is mesmerizing. Thank you Narrowdose
@@Lidiy24 Beautiful words! I wish I spoke and understood Russian. The poetry has so much weight that often times English fails to capture its whole depth. Im sure it resonates so good when spoken and understood in the native tounge. I hope life treats you well friend! All the way from the sticks of Arkansas, we wish you good health and a long life!
wallowing in woe , my drugs, burn slow, the world echoes , law bestowed , my heart, my soul, my blood , my bones, you can have me whole. as above , so below , using pain, to grow, everything i know, burning doe in the groves, i hope Paradise , shows . all these doves, show me love, show me how to fly tho, I been wallowing in woe, as my drugs burn slow baby, watch me flow . 🖤
Verse 1: You look so pretty In that dress of yours If only you were mine Something’s missing I’m not quite sure But I feel it deep inside Pre-Chorus: There she was, fire Sparks were flying But I wasn’t ready Chorus: And you’ll see soon enough The stolen part of me That gets no love We live, but we are not alive How could I hold you With these arms of mine? How could you show me That holy light? We’re living, but we are not alive Verse 2: I know you shine When the lunar moths fly I can see you from a mile And you look divine I want to know your secrets I want to feel them I want them to be all I confide Bridge: I want you to watch me Work my way Like a tapeworm Deep inside Chorus: And you’ll see soon enough The stolen part of me That gets no love We live, but we are not alive How could I hold you With these arms of mine? How could you show me That holy light? We’re living, but we are not alive Outro: I don’t want to die I don’t want to live I don’t want to die I can’t keep on living I’m already out of time I can’t show you All I’m thinking Without wanting to see That holy light
Help me I’m at it again Don’t speak you’re losing your head Waiting in the field of roses till the afternoon I’ll meet you by the hollowed trees where we kissed in June Don’t leave, I see your ghost Leaving all the visions behind of the memories I miss the most. I beg and plead that your only escape would reset the life that you chose to take I hope I do my best to keep you alive Tell them how you flew not just why you fly Come back home Please come back home How could so much love turn to ash and stone Please come back home Wake up, you’re screaming again Cold sweats and shakes you’re on the mend years of peace when I truly thought you had won Taken away by a fleeting moments worth of fun So come back come back home Please come back come back home How could so much love turn to ash and stone Skin of diamonds gone, now just dust and bone Come home Please come home x3 Help me I’m at it again Don’t speak you’re losing your head Waiting in the field of roses till the afternoon I’ll meet you by the hollowed trees where we kissed in June
As I delve in my depths As I delve in my death I perceive every dead star I feel the heights of every scar And I don't know... I don't know... Rivers of angst swept me in a whirl No fire can light this dark and lonely world Grains of despair are taking ground here Each one of them is a birth of my fears Where am I? Where am I? Where am I... There's no escape from these endless black skies I still don't know... I don't know... Rivers of angst swept me in a whirl No flame can burn this desperate and lonely world Every shard of me is splattered here Every shard of my heart is scattered here Where am I? I still do not know... Where will I be wandering through my lonely world? - I don't know if it was good, but the instrumental inspired me somehow ;-;
Любовь на препаратах Я выхожу в астрал Давай с тобой напьёмся В городе кривых зеркал Романтика подъездов Эстетика дворов Подъездное искусство Крыши частных секторов Мы останемся в подъезде Перегаром алкоголя Расплываемся мечтами Чтобы нас никто не понял Закатав рукава, я покажу свои шрамы И я не спал до утра Вокруг печальные драмы И в стенах старой квартиры Я упаду снова на пол Я расплываюсь в тени И снова дождик закапал И снова в эйфории Смотря в потолок Я бы хотел,нажать на курок И я ежедневно ищу в жизни толк Вновь опечален, но не одинок
Ain’t nothing to do but to laugh now What’s been done, damage handed out, it’s the past how I Grab this pain and make it last Make it my pet, teach it tricks Don’t let me get wet, i’ll melt right in Your battered skin, drugged and thinned Like paint, and I’m no saint But by God i’ll treat you like my kin (ambience) From my brain’s walls caving in Numbness and narcotics are my friend Happiness forgot it again Ruthless bears are on a mission, Honey dripping, mother missing, i’m submissive, not in the sense your thinking of More like distant, let the world just crumble and control Numbness and Narcotics got a hold From my brain’s walls caving in Numbness and narcotics are my friend Happiness forgot it again
Любовь на препаратах Я выхожу в астрал Давай с тобой напьёмся В городе кривых зеркал Романтика подъездов Эстетика дворов Подъездное искусство Крыши частных секторов
I wanna run away Never come back And never be found I lost it all today Spiritual combat Im at war with myself And if you knew ? About my doom tell me what would you do I been searching for something that I ain’t can’t seem to see true Feeling alone when everybody around me keeps showing me love but I hide in my lies that i ride for the joy You are a victim of the riots in my mind and I try to fill that void I sue you to see if it can be destroyed and now I Wanna run away Cause I don’t love and I don’t wanna hurt you I still care about you I just never loved you ! I wanna run away !!!!!!
Bu kadar acıya dayan yüreğim Güneş bir gün ışık vuracak Sana karşı gelemedim lakin Duygularım bizi yakıp tutacak Oysa gönülden gönülden sevdim Seni yorulmadan Kolum kanadım kırık yamacim Seni affedemem buna hazırım Seni yüreğime sığdıramadim Beni deli eden güzel kadınım Sana karşı tutuşuyor yamacim Olsun sevgilim ben sana raziyim
Al final me rendí y acepte la realidad jugar con amor es peligroso la imprudencia de encontrar las llaves del cielo en las puertas del infierno si los juguetes usados se los dan a los más nesecitados siempre es mejor dejar ir y soltar dar las gracias y perdonar si me recordaste por que me gusta estar solo la triste idea de curar a una persona que nunca a sido tratada bien termina dañandote y pensar que ojalá nunca leas lo que escribí por que me lastimaria saber que a pesar de eso no me buscaste sobrepensar mato mi felicidad pero no falle en nada de lo que pense, y el mayor error es intentar sacar de la cabeza aquello que sale del corazon ya que el si la quería pero no.le hablaba por miedo a que estuviera jugando. Seamos realistas a quien le importa un corazón sincero
@Vlxck Hey! I would like to contact you cuz I want to collaborate w you in one of my next projects, if u want u can write me at my Insta or mail and I'll tell you more bout it
אני נוסע בזמן ריחפתי מיליון פעם חזרתי מיליון ואחת עכשיו אני שוב כאן אנלא יודע לאן העיקר לא אבד טעם הייתי מנווט בחלל עכשיו אני שוב כאן וואלה זה הראש שלי , מלא במחשבות לא כמו העוש שלי ניסיתי לכבות אבל קטונתי אני חלק מהדור שלי אולי הגעתי כבר לטופ שלי וואלה כולה יום שני וכבר אני בבור שלי לא זה לא היום שלי מחר אגשים את החלום שלי או עוד יומיים הו שיט שנים אני בורח למדתי לחזור למדתי שחושך מפחד מהאור זכרתי דברים שרציתי לשכוח שכחתי דברים שרציתי לזכור וכל עוד אני כאן כאן פה וכל עוד אנלא שם אין יום מרגיש את זה בא אוטו טו פזמון וואלה מנווט עכשיו יותר מידי זמן אולי זה כבר פה ואולי זה סימן שכדאי לעצור לא כדאי לעצור קו הסיום מתקרב עד לאן באתי מן הטוב או שבאתי מן הרע לא חשוב בסוף אור בקצה המנהרה אני חץ הרבה מעבר אל המטרה יומן שלי מלא בשיט שעדיין שלא קרה אני איבדתי בקרה הבערתי מדורה מכל הדפים שהצטברו במגירה מביט אל התקרה צועק אל השמיים ואף פעם אין תשובה העיקר שלא איבדנו תתקווה החברה מאחורה הם הגב התחלתי להבין את המצב תכתוב עד שיכאב תסדר עד שתאהב
I chose the void n ignored the light because in all honesty, I always was loved by my demons and I love them too and I won't let them suffer in the darkness alone
Don’t let those demons fool you, they only want to take you to hell to tortured you for eternity. You’re made in the image of GOD and they delight in your suffering for they cannot stand before GOD. Jesus will set your free from that darkness, as you accept him❤️
@JadenCantu-n4e The only one who fooled anyone was your god. He kicked us out of heaven and you think he's your friend? Live your best life, bro. I hope one day you realize Heaven ain't worth all the headaches n shakes. Even if it's everything they say it is
@@bakedanddifferent420 Thank you for not falling for the indoctrinating cult of the magical sky daddy. Kick us out of heaven and let good people die? Not a respectable person at all if you ask me. Respect to you though. Mad respect.
Btw I have a different YT account strictly for music.. Imma sub n talk to you on there too because I think You’re Amazing n Your talent is God Given, we could make a lot of crazy out of this world art together Fr!
Previously I have received some proposals to work with the artist and mix his vocals but until now I have dedicated myself completely to producing my own music. I have no experience in it but we can talk and see what comes out, although if you are looking for a professional result I would recommend recording your vocals in a studio with the WAV file and mixing it there!
I have some Dry vocals I’d like to send you if you’d be interested in listening to them and working together exclusively on this piece. - 50/50 profit..
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Ill stay with with silence....
Its always reminding me,
of what went wrong,
and why you are no longer here
I pray to the almighty,
hoping he bides my time
so I,
find my way out of here
Dont kill me with kindess,
It burns just like a fire,
broken hearts are heavy
all alone somewhere dying
O I cant tell the time,
around 4 under the night sky,
where she and the lights,
dance above,
I could start crying ,
in the arms of you my love,
were I not dying,
were I not dying,
If I could I would,
were I not dying,
Save your faith,
the day awaits,
where we meet again
In love
WERE I NOT DYING
FOR YOU MY LOVE
This is mesmerizing. Thank you Narrowdose
Thanks for your words man, really appreciate it.
@@Narrowdose is this beat for sale?
@@offemmjay9587 Email me!
Я молчу пол года что по прежнему люблю тебя
И я не буду скрывать если спросишь
Ты только скажи, но я умру со стыда если скажешь "нет"..
@@Lidiy24 Beautiful words! I wish I spoke and understood Russian. The poetry has so much weight that often times English fails to capture its whole depth. Im sure it resonates so good when spoken and understood in the native tounge. I hope life treats you well friend! All the way from the sticks of Arkansas, we wish you good health and a long life!
wallowing in woe ,
my drugs, burn slow,
the world echoes ,
law bestowed ,
my heart,
my soul,
my blood ,
my bones,
you can
have me
whole.
as above ,
so below ,
using pain,
to grow,
everything
i know,
burning doe
in the groves,
i hope Paradise ,
shows .
all these doves,
show me love,
show me how to fly tho,
I been
wallowing in woe,
as my drugs
burn slow
baby, watch me flow . 🖤
Verse 1:
You look so pretty
In that dress of yours
If only you were mine
Something’s missing
I’m not quite sure
But I feel it deep inside
Pre-Chorus:
There she was, fire
Sparks were flying
But I wasn’t ready
Chorus:
And you’ll see soon enough
The stolen part of me
That gets no love
We live, but we are not alive
How could I hold you
With these arms of mine?
How could you show me
That holy light?
We’re living, but we are not alive
Verse 2:
I know you shine
When the lunar moths fly
I can see you from a mile
And you look divine
I want to know your secrets
I want to feel them
I want them to be all I confide
Bridge:
I want you to watch me
Work my way
Like a tapeworm
Deep inside
Chorus:
And you’ll see soon enough
The stolen part of me
That gets no love
We live, but we are not alive
How could I hold you
With these arms of mine?
How could you show me
That holy light?
We’re living, but we are not alive
Outro:
I don’t want to die
I don’t want to live
I don’t want to die
I can’t keep on living
I’m already out of time
I can’t show you
All I’m thinking
Without wanting to see
That holy light
bro, wtf is that
Help me I’m at it again
Don’t speak you’re losing your head
Waiting in the field of roses till the afternoon
I’ll meet you by the hollowed trees where we kissed in June
Don’t leave, I see your ghost
Leaving all the visions behind of the memories I miss the most.
I beg and plead that your only escape would reset the life that you chose to take
I hope I do my best to keep you alive
Tell them how you flew not just why you fly
Come back home
Please come back home
How could so much love turn to ash and stone
Please come back home
Wake up, you’re screaming again
Cold sweats and shakes you’re on the mend
years of peace when I truly thought you had won
Taken away by a fleeting moments worth of fun
So come back come back home
Please come back come back home
How could so much love turn to ash and stone
Skin of diamonds gone, now just dust and bone
Come home
Please come home x3
Help me I’m at it again
Don’t speak you’re losing your head
Waiting in the field of roses till the afternoon
I’ll meet you by the hollowed trees where we kissed in June
Best beat I ever heard, wow.
Thanks so much!
hell yeah, sounds sort of like buckethead
Ur goated for knowing him. Both of yall
Beautiful
This beat hits in the feels for sure! I love this track for sure!
Thanks man!
gorgeous beat
Thanks man, appreciate your comment!
i make you cry
and repertand
I'm scared
I'm a lonely
I'm a dead
you a broken things in my heart
(insert you rap)
Llegar al alma!me encanta esa tr
As I delve in my depths
As I delve in my death
I perceive every dead star
I feel the heights of every scar
And I don't know... I don't know...
Rivers of angst swept me in a whirl
No fire can light this dark and lonely world
Grains of despair are taking ground here
Each one of them is a birth of my fears
Where am I? Where am I? Where am I...
There's no escape from these endless black skies
I still don't know... I don't know...
Rivers of angst swept me in a whirl
No flame can burn this desperate and lonely world
Every shard of me is splattered here
Every shard of my heart is scattered here
Where am I? I still do not know...
Where will I be wandering through my lonely world?
- I don't know if it was good, but the instrumental inspired me somehow ;-;
Thats good for sure
i wanna use this as a template, is that okay with you?
@@Slammedtothefloor U mean for a song?
Yeah, like to write my own lyrics@@joaopedrorodrigues9607
Love how it flows@@joaopedrorodrigues9607
Любовь на препаратах
Я выхожу в астрал
Давай с тобой напьёмся
В городе кривых зеркал
Романтика подъездов
Эстетика дворов
Подъездное искусство
Крыши частных секторов
Мы останемся в подъезде
Перегаром алкоголя
Расплываемся мечтами
Чтобы нас никто не понял
Закатав рукава, я покажу свои шрамы
И я не спал до утра
Вокруг печальные драмы
И в стенах старой квартиры
Я упаду снова на пол
Я расплываюсь в тени
И снова дождик закапал
И снова в эйфории
Смотря в потолок
Я бы хотел,нажать на курок
И я ежедневно ищу в жизни толк
Вновь опечален, но не одинок
I feel this shit with my soul.
🙏🏼🖤
Ain’t nothing to do but to laugh now
What’s been done, damage handed out, it’s the past how I
Grab this pain and make it last
Make it my pet, teach it tricks
Don’t let me get wet, i’ll melt right in
Your battered skin, drugged and thinned
Like paint, and I’m no saint
But by God i’ll treat you like my kin
(ambience)
From my brain’s walls caving in
Numbness and narcotics are my friend
Happiness forgot it again
Ruthless bears are on a mission, Honey dripping, mother missing, i’m submissive, not in the sense your thinking of
More like distant, let the world just crumble and control
Numbness and Narcotics got a hold
From my brain’s walls caving in
Numbness and narcotics are my friend
Happiness forgot it again
LET ME BUY NOW
Любовь на препаратах
Я выхожу в астрал
Давай с тобой напьёмся
В городе кривых зеркал
Романтика подъездов
Эстетика дворов
Подъездное искусство
Крыши частных секторов
hermosa píerza
I wanna run away
Never come back
And never be found
I lost it all today
Spiritual combat
Im at war with myself
And if you knew ?
About my doom tell me what would you do
I been searching for something that I ain’t can’t seem to see true
Feeling alone when everybody around me keeps showing me love but I hide in my lies that i ride for the joy
You are a victim of the riots in my mind and I try to fill that void I sue you to see if it can be destroyed and now I
Wanna run away
Cause I don’t love and I don’t wanna hurt you
I still care about you
I just never loved you !
I wanna run away !!!!!!
Bu kadar acıya dayan yüreğim
Güneş bir gün ışık vuracak
Sana karşı gelemedim lakin
Duygularım bizi yakıp tutacak
Oysa gönülden gönülden sevdim
Seni yorulmadan
Kolum kanadım kırık yamacim
Seni affedemem buna hazırım
Seni yüreğime sığdıramadim
Beni deli eden güzel kadınım
Sana karşı tutuşuyor yamacim
Olsun sevgilim ben sana raziyim
Al final me rendí y acepte la realidad jugar con amor es peligroso la imprudencia de encontrar las llaves del cielo en las puertas del infierno si los juguetes usados se los dan a los más nesecitados siempre es mejor dejar ir y soltar dar las gracias y perdonar si me recordaste por que me gusta estar solo la triste idea de curar a una persona que nunca a sido tratada bien termina dañandote y pensar que ojalá nunca leas lo que escribí por que me lastimaria saber que a pesar de eso no me buscaste sobrepensar mato mi felicidad pero no falle en nada de lo que pense, y el mayor error es intentar sacar de la cabeza aquello que sale del corazon ya que el si la quería pero no.le hablaba por miedo a que estuviera jugando. Seamos realistas a quien le importa un corazón sincero
I would love to use this in a free visual novel I'm working on! It's called Fervent Mania and this is track would fit the dark ambience perfectly
Sure, feel free to do It!
@@Narrowdose Wow, you're awesome!
@Vlxck
Hey! I would like to contact you cuz I want to collaborate w you in one of my next projects, if u want u can write me at my Insta or mail and I'll tell you more bout it
אני נוסע בזמן
ריחפתי מיליון פעם
חזרתי מיליון ואחת
עכשיו אני שוב כאן
אנלא יודע לאן
העיקר לא אבד טעם
הייתי מנווט בחלל
עכשיו אני שוב כאן
וואלה זה הראש שלי , מלא במחשבות
לא כמו העוש שלי
ניסיתי לכבות אבל קטונתי
אני חלק מהדור שלי
אולי הגעתי כבר לטופ שלי וואלה כולה יום שני
וכבר אני בבור שלי לא זה לא היום שלי
מחר אגשים את החלום שלי
או עוד יומיים הו שיט
שנים אני בורח למדתי לחזור
למדתי שחושך מפחד מהאור
זכרתי דברים שרציתי לשכוח
שכחתי דברים שרציתי לזכור
וכל עוד אני כאן כאן פה
וכל עוד אנלא שם אין יום
מרגיש את זה בא אוטו טו
פזמון
וואלה מנווט עכשיו יותר מידי זמן
אולי זה כבר פה ואולי זה סימן
שכדאי לעצור לא כדאי לעצור
קו הסיום מתקרב עד לאן
באתי מן הטוב או שבאתי מן הרע
לא חשוב בסוף אור בקצה המנהרה
אני חץ הרבה מעבר אל המטרה
יומן שלי מלא בשיט שעדיין שלא קרה
אני איבדתי בקרה הבערתי מדורה
מכל הדפים שהצטברו במגירה
מביט אל התקרה צועק אל השמיים
ואף פעם אין תשובה
העיקר שלא איבדנו תתקווה
החברה מאחורה הם הגב
התחלתי להבין את המצב
תכתוב עד שיכאב
תסדר עד שתאהב
I’ve literally put 120+ views on this beat EVERYDAY for over 2 months
Glad you like it 🖤
I would like to buy this song from you am singer and I would like to have it your the best 👏🤝
Thanks so much! You can purchase a lease here! bsta.rs/UqZMyv
Nice job. Which guitar did you use? This is hard
Just a strange 2cnd hand type strat
I chose the void n ignored the light because in all honesty, I always was loved by my demons and I love them too and I won't let them suffer in the darkness alone
Don’t let those demons fool you, they only want to take you to hell to tortured you for eternity. You’re made in the image of GOD and they delight in your suffering for they cannot stand before GOD. Jesus will set your free from that darkness, as you accept him❤️
@JadenCantu-n4e The only one who fooled anyone was your god. He kicked us out of heaven and you think he's your friend? Live your best life, bro. I hope one day you realize Heaven ain't worth all the headaches n shakes. Even if it's everything they say it is
@@bakedanddifferent420 Thank you for not falling for the indoctrinating cult of the magical sky daddy. Kick us out of heaven and let good people die? Not a respectable person at all if you ask me.
Respect to you though. Mad respect.
corniest comment of all time
@@tomfriendly2412 🤣🤣🤣
hey! is this free for profit??
Hey man, This Instrumental is Free for non profit, you can see all the info in description of this video!
Btw I have a different YT account strictly for music.. Imma sub n talk to you on there too because I think You’re Amazing n Your talent is God Given, we could make a lot of crazy out of this world art together Fr!
Bro contact me at my Instagram or Mail, we can talk more bout that
@prod.narrowdose
Yo man, are you pretty good at vocal production?
Previously I have received some proposals to work with the artist and mix his vocals but until now I have dedicated myself completely to producing my own music.
I have no experience in it but we can talk and see what comes out, although if you are looking for a professional result I would recommend recording your vocals in a studio with the WAV file and mixing it there!
Niice
Thanks man
in spotify?
Yeah, you can find me in spotify as a Narrowdose
Thanks man
Can I use this song for my experimental video (non-profit)?
Sure, don't forget to give me credits!
i've got a sound to release, you authorize me to post my sound on your instrumental, i'll identify you. thank you.
Hi, this Instrumental is free for non profit, for any commercial use you have to buy a license.
All info in description of this video, thanks.
how can i lease this??
Email me! Narrowdose@gmail.com
I have some Dry vocals I’d like to send you if you’d be interested in listening to them and working together exclusively on this piece. - 50/50 profit..
Tell me pls tabs or accord)))
I DM'D YOU ON INSTAGRAM. I NEED THIS ASAPPPPP