Holy fuck. I just recently hung out with her in June. Here’s my experience: I only knew her through online and we met im person for the first time, I am 21 and my other friend is 20 who met her, she’s 28 and kept making really uncomfortable comments how she might come on to us while drunk and if we’re fine if she kisses us which both myself and my friend say no. She went on to tell us she is in / about to be in a relationship with some from across canada, and that her partner is monogamous. So the comments about kissing us was really strange… Later in the night she warned us about avoiding a guy at a rave we were heading to, and which me and my friend promptly agreed to avoid as I do not like drama and this guy seemed a little messed up. When we get to the rave things are fine and whatever, but said ‘guy to avoid’ shows up, and we assume we would be avoiding him…right? No, she began to seduce him for drinks, she would get her drink, and then she is rude to him after…this was a cycle happening all night. I found it strange to be seducing someone we were told to avoid, so myself and my friend were very uncomfortable watching this, im pretty confrontational but this unfortunately wasn’t my circus and not my monkeys. She then reveals a secret that, for safety reason I cannot repeat, that the guy did not know, she then hold this secret over his head the entire night as a ‘you owe me’ and continued the drink cycle. (If it helps, the secret was nothing illegal, more something that could have been solved with communication !) She continues her bs while we walk to a fast food place, i personally was able to talk 1 on 1 with the guy, and he seemed extremely chill, but also very frustrated and confused by Beka’s actions. When we got to the fast food place, Beka decided to use the Utomi card again for food, the guy snapped, rightfully, so, however his words were probably not the best. He stormed off, and Beka turned to me and a fifth person (those apart of the gang there was myself, my friend, Beka, the guy and the fifth person) and probably told us “see you guys, he’s a jerk!” Which surprised me because well, he was pushed to the edge while she was holding this secret over his head all night. The last thing is that Beka kept on flirting with the 5th person and asking them on a date…despite having a monogamous partner. Everything here in the video seems to add up, especially the similar tattoos and behaviour. Small things that personally happened to me which isn’t necessarily big but more my personal interaction: The next morning she acted also useless while preparing to go to a convention, I kept telling ber where things are in my house, she was lazy and told me to do so she could sleep. We had limited time to get ready already, and I needed to get dressed myself and help out my friend. I told everyone we will be late but i need to help my friend (and Beka costed me 30 minutes) everyone said it was fine. But while I was getting ready, beka kept berating me about going faster, that im slow, they are late. I know. I said we would be. She even went to tell my friend to “get me ready because im slow asf.” Thankfully my friend said to ignore her and to take my time doing my makeup. After I was done, I was stern that i didn’t like being rushed, especially because I did everything for everyone before i could get to myself (i was only supposed to help out one person, my friend. Not Beka.) The con was alright, Beka barely spoke, probably because I voiced that i didn’t like her behaviour that morning. She left the con early since she was sick. Though a few weeks later sending a text about how i though the seduction was really inappropriate, she kept trying to make excuses and that she also seemingly doesn’t have many friends, so loosing me and my friend sucked. I told her that unfortunately I didn’t care all that much and that i will not accept excuses. I also would not be hanging with her as I do not appreciate the behaviour, especially making comments about possible advances on me and my friend before the rave. I have spoken to her since the beginning of July and now I come across this video which is deeply disturbing… im glad this had popped into my TL so i can further avoid her.
i provided some voice in this video. she became obsessed with me 2016 - 2018 and kept making burner accounts to talk to me even tho i blocked her and wanted nothing to do with her. never met her in the flesh and never want to. total parasite knowing her she will just say everything is made up libel as usual (her easy way out).
It's scary how those symptoms seem to be universal in BPD. I was with a girl for 5 years that acted this way and when i got sober and set her boundaries it meant war! That was 2 years ago and lots of cancellation of men all over the world but in my country it is seen as a automatic guilt for the male, in this kinds of fallout. I told her we could not be together if she'd continue to be drugged out but if she would try and get some help, i would fight for us all the way. She slandered me on facebook, went to our friends and to the Police and lied i was abusing her and beating her up. On her facebook, there is still this threat that she did against me and my mother and my siblings. It was hell. But i blocked her, threw her out and stood my ground. She left the country and lives now in Sweden.
I recently dealt with a bipolar narcissist and she was the only girl i ever fell in love with, she also loved me at a point in time but long story short i had to cut her ass off lol i couldn't deal with all of the lying, gaslighting and manipulation anymore. Salute brotha, it ain't easy
I used to talk to lilsaku all the time when she first started making a lot of regular uploads and now seeing this I have lost all respect for her and her work
So sorry to hear. The clear inability to take accountability or apologize without a bunch of justifications and shit to divest as much culpability. Hope he's well supported and has had better luck with who he dates since 🙏 Dated an emotionally abusive and manipulative person, shit is impactful. Even a little abuse can go a long way and be really damaging
I dated her for a month, if you can call that. In 2018. It was mainly online, we broke up before she could come to visit. I am glad. But yeh it was very strange convos and idk how she found me on facebook but i was kinda internet famous back then as well but yeh. Also i was 16/17… in 2018 i still have fan art that people drew of us. Kinda fucking weird but i found it a couple days ago and i was so weirded out. Google photos might have to delete it lmao. I have like idk 300 pages worth of chats as well.
I’m pretty sure Jumex’s message to Lil Xan was in reference to Adam22. Besides Xanny is completely disgusted by gals with ink. Imagine wanting to be in Xanarchy Gang/kicked out of Xanarchy Gang. Poor Arnoldisdead aka Xan Frank, the hardest working man in showbiz
she says literally every bit of allegation against her is misinformation. She's been saying it for over a decade. She literally acts like just being in complete denial is an easy way out. She believes people expect to just think a factory exists merely to propagate untrue slander about her and they've been at it for countless years. It's really sad.
If folks would start outing the artists and orbiters from the hardcore/“scene” era, that was the in-thing before the whole EmoRap stuff came around, we’d have hundreds of hours of content 😂
That ain't hardcore, she came from like pop punk / metalcore bands and then jumped ship to deathcore and then jumped ship again to emo rap. Hopefully with this video she'll get booted from emo rap as well and will run out of genres to jump ship soon enough 💀
Even though I don’t know who these people are I still find the overall saga pretty interesting. It’s like the underground music scene is it’s own Netflix Original series. Quality stuff man lol
1. Hilarious getting called out on this I would've never expected to see my old single appear anywhere 2. I never knew any of this about Saku I've deleted my song with her and unfollwed her We were never close but still
he is signed to epitah records so he has funding. i went to his show about 5 months ago and what a piece of crap. given its not the most populous city but he put on a bad performance. it was a hipsters who just wanted to drink and maybe 3 relic of the past 27 year olds with neck tattoos
Late to comment(7 months after video was posted) as a friend recently showed me this video. I knew Beka from 2015-6. All she did was take advantage of me. There are no redeeming qualities to her whatsoever. I don't mean to sound mean, I'll give anyone their freedom, peace, respect and humanity. However with my past experience with her, I just can't with her. As much as shes mentioned being sorry for the people she's hurt before In the video, I just can't see her getting clean and straight, unless getting serious rehab/help. She called me a friend yet wouldn't even txt back to basic txt message, then when she needed a place to stay she'd blowup my phone. She owes me money and never would pay me back. She would pay for her new boyfriend's food right in front of me while oweing me money and go to shows/clubs and concerts. I brought up these issues respectfully over a phone call conversation and nothing changed so I cut her off. And she was confused as to why I cut her off. I know many people in life who straight up dont wanna associate with her and for good reason. Anyways have a good day
I’ll be honest with you that song is publicly available on SoundCloud, if you don’t want to be associated with her you should hit her up to take it down, but clearly you weren’t aware of this so nobody can blame you for not knowing about the situation.
>Gets called out for being preddator >"Omg this person blew up!" >Tons of comments in here claiming to have no idea who tf she is as clear evidence proving the contrary
...I think you're late for ur shortbus little bro, good luck making music with a pred ntl tho. Hope it forever ruins any chance you ever had of being a respected artist.
Damn I got a feature from her on a record back in 2019-20, I think. It was- underwhelming af, to keep it a band. My homie told me she was on some predator type shit or at least that was the word online. Obv not this bad. I thought maybe he was exaggerating or just fabricating some bullshit...but GODDAMN.
To clarify: I didn't hear shit throughout the whole process of crafting, creating and releasing the song up until maybe in late-ish 2020- early 2021. For time frame's sake.
I clicked on this video because the thumbnail pictures looked exactly like one of my homeboy’s girls he’s been with for a LONG TIME. This trick is her doppelgänger 😅 I have never even heard of this female but I’m glad I haven’t cause I don’t kick it with folks that act stupid like that.
Reading the comments confirms to me that at least half the entire universe has either slept with this woman and had a terrible personal experience with her. Amazing lol
So update I DMd her and she refused the allegations and sent what to me looked like fake screenshots which either which way don't cover the piles of proof against her
Nothing goes hand in hand more than drug addicted emo rappers and narcissistic BPD women lol
bpd literally the opposite of narcissistic
@@33RDBLAKKGLASS incorrect it is often a dual diagnosis
@@33RDBLAKKGLASS you could have both
it’s the right of passage
I was just about to say that she was displaying huge narcissist red flags
I like how there’s at least two ppl in the comments that have dated her
Holy fuck. I just recently hung out with her in June. Here’s my experience:
I only knew her through online and we met im person for the first time, I am 21 and my other friend is 20 who met her, she’s 28 and kept making really uncomfortable comments how she might come on to us while drunk and if we’re fine if she kisses us which both myself and my friend say no. She went on to tell us she is in / about to be in a relationship with some from across canada, and that her partner is monogamous. So the comments about kissing us was really strange…
Later in the night she warned us about avoiding a guy at a rave we were heading to, and which me and my friend promptly agreed to avoid as I do not like drama and this guy seemed a little messed up. When we get to the rave things are fine and whatever, but said ‘guy to avoid’ shows up, and we assume we would be avoiding him…right? No, she began to seduce him for drinks, she would get her drink, and then she is rude to him after…this was a cycle happening all night. I found it strange to be seducing someone we were told to avoid, so myself and my friend were very uncomfortable watching this, im pretty confrontational but this unfortunately wasn’t my circus and not my monkeys. She then reveals a secret that, for safety reason I cannot repeat, that the guy did not know, she then hold this secret over his head the entire night as a ‘you owe me’ and continued the drink cycle. (If it helps, the secret was nothing illegal, more something that could have been solved with communication !)
She continues her bs while we walk to a fast food place, i personally was able to talk 1 on 1 with the guy, and he seemed extremely chill, but also very frustrated and confused by Beka’s actions. When we got to the fast food place, Beka decided to use the Utomi card again for food, the guy snapped, rightfully, so, however his words were probably not the best. He stormed off, and Beka turned to me and a fifth person (those apart of the gang there was myself, my friend, Beka, the guy and the fifth person) and probably told us “see you guys, he’s a jerk!” Which surprised me because well, he was pushed to the edge while she was holding this secret over his head all night. The last thing is that Beka kept on flirting with the 5th person and asking them on a date…despite having a monogamous partner.
Everything here in the video seems to add up, especially the similar tattoos and behaviour.
Small things that personally happened to me which isn’t necessarily big but more my personal interaction:
The next morning she acted also useless while preparing to go to a convention, I kept telling ber where things are in my house, she was lazy and told me to do so she could sleep. We had limited time to get ready already, and I needed to get dressed myself and help out my friend. I told everyone we will be late but i need to help my friend (and Beka costed me 30 minutes) everyone said it was fine. But while I was getting ready, beka kept berating me about going faster, that im slow, they are late. I know. I said we would be. She even went to tell my friend to “get me ready because im slow asf.” Thankfully my friend said to ignore her and to take my time doing my makeup. After I was done, I was stern that i didn’t like being rushed, especially because I did everything for everyone before i could get to myself (i was only supposed to help out one person, my friend. Not Beka.)
The con was alright, Beka barely spoke, probably because I voiced that i didn’t like her behaviour that morning. She left the con early since she was sick.
Though a few weeks later sending a text about how i though the seduction was really inappropriate, she kept trying to make excuses and that she also seemingly doesn’t have many friends, so loosing me and my friend sucked. I told her that unfortunately I didn’t care all that much and that i will not accept excuses. I also would not be hanging with her as I do not appreciate the behaviour, especially making comments about possible advances on me and my friend before the rave. I have spoken to her since the beginning of July and now I come across this video which is deeply disturbing… im glad this had popped into my TL so i can further avoid her.
i provided some voice in this video. she became obsessed with me 2016 - 2018 and kept making burner accounts to talk to me even tho i blocked her and wanted nothing to do with her. never met her in the flesh and never want to. total parasite
knowing her she will just say everything is made up libel as usual (her easy way out).
It's scary how those symptoms seem to be universal in BPD. I was with a girl for 5 years that acted this way and when i got sober and set her boundaries it meant war! That was 2 years ago and lots of cancellation of men all over the world but in my country it is seen as a automatic guilt for the male, in this kinds of fallout. I told her we could not be together if she'd continue to be drugged out but if she would try and get some help, i would fight for us all the way. She slandered me on facebook, went to our friends and to the Police and lied i was abusing her and beating her up. On her facebook, there is still this threat that she did against me and my mother and my siblings. It was hell. But i blocked her, threw her out and stood my ground. She left the country and lives now in Sweden.
Wow I’m really sorry that happened. I have BPD and I must we do definitely hurt people. In my opinion I don’t think we should be in relationships tbh
@@Ayookd293got a diagnosis and haven't been in a relationship since‚ relationships only seem to work with intense therapy with personality disorders
She acts like my mom
I recently dealt with a bipolar narcissist and she was the only girl i ever fell in love with, she also loved me at a point in time but long story short i had to cut her ass off lol i couldn't deal with all of the lying, gaslighting and manipulation anymore. Salute brotha, it ain't easy
She faked being pregnant bc a 17 year old ain't wanna b w her
im dead she changed her socials because of you 😭
I thought the thumbnail was Baby Goth 😂
Both people whose music careers didn't take off cuz nobody cares about either whatsoever
Right 😭
😂 we all did
Na baby goth looks different than this girl imo
She looks like a female lil xan
don't disrespect Xan like that XD
all disrespect to Xan, bro fucked the whole gang over for some NTFs@@thebigg9795
Lil Xan looks like a female Lil Xan
She dated Diego
This was a roller-coaster, lmao. She needs rehab
No she needs you king
@@classiccuneytStop leaving autistiic replies to ppl
this woman tweaked out on me back in the day cuz i called her out on some shit...i still have the DMs
Plz make a video 🤣🤣🤣
I’m pretty sure I have the DMs too, but she just wanted to get Blacktopped.
Copy /paste?
@@The_traveling_bartender fucking what?
@sig.yurei333 fucking copy paste the transcript
Oh lord, I remember Lil Saku and the drama that went down around her. Again, love how you pull up obscure stories.
she showed love on one of my old producer accounts a long ass time ago 😭 did not know she would go out bad lmfao
same lmao
Me 2😂
I asked her for a feature lol
I used to talk to lilsaku all the time when she first started making a lot of regular uploads and now seeing this I have lost all respect for her and her work
I was told by someone who filmed for lil xan that saku gave xan and jumex the clap and that’s why they made a song together called xoxo 😂
Romance planet actually piped the shit outta saku when he was 17 and jumex said not too because it affected the sbs image.
@@Xoxojumexromance planet? whaaa no way
@@rriillleeyyyy on god
It’s true, that’s why it’s kinda ironic how he wasn’t mentioned in this once, kinda seem like he was paid to not be named in this video…
@@Lovejumex i mean to be fair he isn’t rly associated with any soundcloud rappers i suppose
correct me if im wrong
Bruh my lil bro dated this girl wtf
So sorry to hear. The clear inability to take accountability or apologize without a bunch of justifications and shit to divest as much culpability. Hope he's well supported and has had better luck with who he dates since 🙏 Dated an emotionally abusive and manipulative person, shit is impactful. Even a little abuse can go a long way and be really damaging
@@madAL402 thank you and much love. 🙌
Lil Chode was mean to Lil Goober and then Lil Chungus lied about it??? WHO CARES?
unsubscribe then
Hahaha it's so true, I only know who like 2 of these people are but it's so entertaining
lmfao love u
Lil scratch n sniff is my boi
😂😂😂😂
Lil saku is really annoying especially on Twitter
I dated her for a month, if you can call that. In 2018. It was mainly online, we broke up before she could come to visit. I am glad. But yeh it was very strange convos and idk how she found me on facebook but i was kinda internet famous back then as well but yeh. Also i was 16/17… in 2018 i still have fan art that people drew of us. Kinda fucking weird but i found it a couple days ago and i was so weirded out. Google photos might have to delete it lmao.
I have like idk 300 pages worth of chats as well.
I also dated her in 2018 lol wtf…..only online I use to face time & jerk it worth every dollar
@@classiccuneytYou did replies like this to 3 people in a row now lol yr so funny. Clearly maturity above the age of 12 I can see
Why you so mad ? Who hurt you open ur heart & stop being so negative Jesus loves even people like you @@Blackprojex
Norway☠️
I’m pretty sure Jumex’s message to Lil Xan was in reference to Adam22. Besides Xanny is completely disgusted by gals with ink. Imagine wanting to be in Xanarchy Gang/kicked out of Xanarchy Gang. Poor Arnoldisdead aka Xan Frank, the hardest working man in showbiz
Mom: we have TOOPOOR at home
When they blame the dude for mental abuse but it's frustrating af when they refuse to seek help and people have limits to what they can deal with
The emo voice 😭💀😂😂😂
We went to high school together, and i swear there wasn't a time a rumor or her nudes being "leaked" spread arounf
🔥 sick vid
Beka says it's misinformation even though she was with a minor and tried to fake a pregnancy so he wouldn't leave..
she says literally every bit of allegation against her is misinformation. She's been saying it for over a decade. She literally acts like just being in complete denial is an easy way out. She believes people expect to just think a factory exists merely to propagate untrue slander about her and they've been at it for countless years. It's really sad.
If folks would start outing the artists and orbiters from the hardcore/“scene” era, that was the in-thing before the whole EmoRap stuff came around, we’d have hundreds of hours of content 😂
That ain't hardcore, she came from like pop punk / metalcore bands and then jumped ship to deathcore and then jumped ship again to emo rap. Hopefully with this video she'll get booted from emo rap as well and will run out of genres to jump ship soon enough 💀
@@fatefatefate core’d
This is was a roller coaster of a video, this was only 20 mins.
I still don’t know who the fuck these people are.
Even though I don’t know who these people are I still find the overall saga pretty interesting. It’s like the underground music scene is it’s own Netflix Original series. Quality stuff man lol
Same bro
She used to ask me to buy verses from her all the time lol
i used to know her. she bots all her soundcloud and was weird asf
Wildest thing I ever seen was a 22 year old getting pregnant by 15 year old boy and she got no jail time.
Beka is creepy.
Ew
Hater
@@Taylor_LiftsDam right im gonna hate a predator/manipulator. Why *wouldn't* I???
@@fatefatefate I’m of age so Idgaf if she was a predator or not 😂 she can still get the work
@@Taylor_Lifts"I'm of age". You're talking like a single soul actually cares about a single detail about you at all. Nobody does. Not one.
hi len
1. Hilarious getting called out on this I would've never expected to see my old single appear anywhere
2. I never knew any of this about Saku
I've deleted my song with her and unfollwed her
We were never close but still
amazing video btw, post notifications ON ❤
Claim to fame is hanging out with lil lotus??? Lol who tf even fucks with lil lotus??
I do.
lotus' 2016-2018 soundcloud days are nostalgic and hard. i still bump so many of those songs. he was amazing when he made music out of his bedroom
@@SuffocateMe facts old lotus is fire also love his vocals in if i die first
emo rapper who has a kid with a 17 year old
he is signed to epitah records so he has funding. i went to his show about 5 months ago and what a piece of crap. given its not the most populous city but he put on a bad performance. it was a hipsters who just wanted to drink and maybe 3 relic of the past 27 year olds with neck tattoos
Amazing videos bruh o7
5:49 to 6:20 you said a whole word and its nice to hear a guy say that. Ive subscribed
Do a lil lotus vid
Late to comment(7 months after video was posted) as a friend recently showed me this video. I knew Beka from 2015-6. All she did was take advantage of me. There are no redeeming qualities to her whatsoever. I don't mean to sound mean, I'll give anyone their freedom, peace, respect and humanity. However with my past experience with her, I just can't with her.
As much as shes mentioned being sorry for the people she's hurt before In the video, I just can't see her getting clean and straight, unless getting serious rehab/help.
She called me a friend yet wouldn't even txt back to basic txt message, then when she needed a place to stay she'd blowup my phone. She owes me money and never would pay me back. She would pay for her new boyfriend's food right in front of me while oweing me money and go to shows/clubs and concerts. I brought up these issues respectfully over a phone call conversation and nothing changed so I cut her off. And she was confused as to why I cut her off.
I know many people in life who straight up dont wanna associate with her and for good reason.
Anyways have a good day
noooo my name is there, i didn't know
can you blur my name please dawg i don't want to be seen as an associate
What name just give me the stamp and I’ll go blur it
@@twistedworldtv 7.01 moth trap
I’ll be honest with you that song is publicly available on SoundCloud, if you don’t want to be associated with her you should hit her up to take it down, but clearly you weren’t aware of this so nobody can blame you for not knowing about the situation.
@@twistedworldtvbro said “give me the time stamp and I’ll blur it”
Then said
“No”
LMFAO
thanks, teenage cartman
Make a video on lil bo weep and steven moses please there’s a LOT of stuff out there
A LIL BO WEEP VID WOULD BE AWESOME
dude yes it was so insane, rip to her :(
this woamn is so trashy
Honestly never heard of her. I do recognise her from the lotus video though, really weird yet interesting topic.
not this wackadoodle
yooo thats crazy me and her were bout make music in the past i didnt know she blew up imma have to hit her up
"She blew up"... This is a joke right? Are you OK? 😂 What fairytale land u in rn?
She’s more popular then ice spice rn bro @@Blackprojex
>Gets called out for being preddator
>"Omg this person blew up!"
>Tons of comments in here claiming to have no idea who tf she is as clear evidence proving the contrary
...I think you're late for ur shortbus little bro, good luck making music with a pred ntl tho. Hope it forever ruins any chance you ever had of being a respected artist.
Lol
Lil saku is a thing? I saw her on SoundCloud like 7 years ago when she did jumex covers
has it really been 7 years already T_T
Put Her Out Of Her Misery🤷🏾♂️😐
Damn I got a feature from her on a record back in 2019-20, I think.
It was- underwhelming af, to keep it a band.
My homie told me she was on some predator type shit or at least that was the word online. Obv not this bad. I thought maybe he was exaggerating or just fabricating some bullshit...but GODDAMN.
To clarify: I didn't hear shit throughout the whole process of crafting, creating and releasing the song up until maybe in late-ish 2020- early 2021. For time frame's sake.
if there’s no rushhy bandxz video in a week ima find u brudda
Yo wHAT lmao
Sick
I clicked on this video because the thumbnail pictures looked exactly like one of my homeboy’s girls he’s been with for a LONG TIME. This trick is her doppelgänger 😅 I have never even heard of this female but I’m glad I haven’t cause I don’t kick it with folks that act stupid like that.
Reading the comments confirms to me that at least half the entire universe has either slept with this woman and had a terrible personal experience with her. Amazing lol
when discord girls get on the percys
Angelmaker
my cro was talking to her back when we were in middle school G8 idk if anything was like weird or not but just interesting to hear abt this shi
Lil this, Lil that omg
some of the whitest mfs you'll ever see
Who drew on her face?
now i wanna play fallout 😂
i can change her 🥺
LOL i once made a song with her. it sucked🤣🤣🤣anyone interested: dead danny-venomous lips ft lil saku
Hate ho like dis in de scene
i can fix her trust
When the slump interview happening?
So update I DMd her and she refused the allegations and sent what to me looked like fake screenshots which either which way don't cover the piles of proof against her
Shoutout tamagothic
Didn't she used to play fort w jumex?
Yes she did lol
Nahhh I used to run mad Fortnite with her back In the day ts wild 😭😭😭
me when i lie
💀💀💀💀💀
Deathcore = Death Metal - balls
Pyscho Stalker Girlfriend😂
>born in Vancouver
>video footage of Victoria
What did he mean by this? 🤔
you have a week
I love the ring aka ringu
Accusations and Story Telling: The Video. Where's the proof of pred stuff anywhere?
Bro get a life
I’d like to see some vids on teo laza and golden bsp
not this wackadoodle