This was exactly my experience. The shock, the crossing of hands across the chest, etc. Melding back with Source is impossible to describe, and yet Leo does a pretty good job here. Namaste.
I've never been interested in so many topics or even reading book until I stumbled upon Actualized. I just want to say thank you very much Leo. My life is really turning for the good day by day 😌
Daniel show some gratefulness, Leo is a God who created you and you talk shit about him? But jokes aside, I wonder if now that's he's a God, will he consider making his hair grow again, if he created everything he can create some hair on his head too right?
Glad to hear this brother; I wholeheartedly hope everything continues to improve for you even more so with each waking day. After a very grueling struggle as of these last 11 months, I can finally say the same for myself. I'm finally almost exactly where I need to be in order to move forward in my life and begin a very different chapter from the one that narrated much of my twenties. It seems it all begins and ends in the mind; that is to say, what you give power to ultimately has power over you - IF you allow it. PS: Something thats been invaluable to my evoloution over the last year or so has been 'The Power of Concentration' by Theron Q. Dumont. The audiobook is actually here on RUclips -- I highly recommend giving it a read; even let it play on you phone in the background as you drift off to sleep. It contains some of the most life-changing techniques in terms of altering the cognitive language and the inner dialogue in order to mould ones life into exactly whatever ilk of existance it is that you desire to live. Everyone should be given a copy of this at some point in their lives, and if youve just stumbled across this comment then perhaps it was fated - do yourself one of the biggest favours you'll ever do for yourselves and search RUclips for that very Audiobook: 'The Power of Concentration' by Theron Q. Dumont -- the first page alone is evidence enough of the high quality of literary substance that can be put to use immediately in order to begin living far past what I'll bet you even expected your full potential to be. One other recommendation: the morals and tenants of Freemasonry. I cant stress enough how this system of morality, philosophy and spirituality has expediated the process of me becoming a deeply better quality son to my parents, a much more open, sociable and reliable friend to those who stuck by me when everyone else turned a blind eye - and very importantly - by facilitating my ability to live everyday to its fullest potential (all in the knowledge that I can achieve *ANYTHING* I desire) has helped me to become a much more improved and respectable example for my younger brother to see when he looks at me now -- and this will only ever improve over time. If anyone wants any links to some Freemasonic books and essays available online just let me know in a reply or in a message and I'd be extremely happy to point you in the right direction. Love the channel by the way -- instant Subscribe 👌
@@adhdboytv never tried it aha. ive had many lsd and mushroom trips tho. ive also smoked nn dmt. but never 5-meo.. it sounds really intense and i wanna wait until the time is right
I had a similar experience when I realized "God" is everything & nothing can exist outside of God. everything in our universe is God and we are God experiencing himself.
1) 5-MeO-AMT is a tryptamine (5-methoxy-alphamethylTRYPTAMINE) so I don't know why you also say tryptamines are exempt 2) 5-MeO-DMT is not the same as DMT 3) 5-MeO-AMT and 2CB-FLY are both long acting 4) 5-MeO-DMT lasts 15 minutes with hardly any visuals, which is what he said. I'm sticking with 5-MeO-DMT!
Awareness creates perspectives. Awareness of the ego makes it exist, once this awareness is shifted away from the ego you have ego death, and subsequently you can see how your perspective is the same as all the other infinite perspectives that brings about reality itself. When you experience this, you know. It cant be explained, because it cant be seen as long as awareness has the perspective of the ego. You cant bring this about using desire and will as this makes awareness be aware of the ego wanting something. Meditation can bring this about as your awareness simply for a tiny moment is shifted away from the ego. Reality is infinite, but it seems limited only because you have to see it from one perspective for it to exist at all. That is why you are god. You bring reality into existence by being aware of it. You are awareness, and awareness is everything. Everything is the best definition of god i can come up with. Looking forward to the next clip Leo. I have my suspicions, but i will not spoil your surprise :)
My question is, why would u want to experience this? Ego is necesarry. Without ego, what is there? Just awarness looking at itself? Whats the point. Maybe im just blind and foolish, and while i would like to experience this, it seems very boring. Games are fun. And without ego, games make no sense.
@@Zelchinho Wouldn't it be interesting to see how you created all the games and you as and ego, infinite egos, and infinite games are just you as god playing with yourself?
There is no universe. Only energy in the form of waves of pure potential/possibility that appear as some form to an illusory temporal perciever, which is truly consciousness thinking it is or rather I am. The truth of truths is that existence-consciousness-bliss is the state of the Reality which in reality is Void. Remember the quote that says "stare into the abyss long enough and you will find that the abyss is looking back at you"..well to the awakened being it becomes an experienced fact of existence. All forms are you and all forms are not. You are not. There is no you, that "you" is called ego. What's left after the ego dies is pure Conscious Awareness in the form of formlessness. Void is infinite and so are the possible appearances within Brahman
esan ogunleye I think the purpose was that you're supposed to watch both videos, but you can calm yourself over the fact that you can't cheat yourself to enlightenment either way >:]
I had this experience nearly 30 years ago, have tried to describe it on many occasions to people...only those people who would not think I was crazy that is... and I must say, you've done a better job of putting this into words than I have... I've spent the past 30 years trying to integrate this 1 experience and I must say, its very difficult and I still have the same sort of 'flashbacks' that you describe towards the end... I warn anyone considering this, you will never see life the same way ever again... you will be forever changed... you cannot unsee what you've seen... no amount of previous psychedelic use will ever prepare you for this. It's THAT powerful... Not trying to dissuade anyone, nor encourage, just making a statement that you should consider before taking the plunge into the infinite.
@@caleb9815 thats the problem.... you see life as boring because you are in a low state of conciousness, to wake up first you have to see life as a gift and not the other way around....its not first you wake up to after see life as a gift....first you have to see life as a gift and then you get the grace!
25 minutes in and i'm pretty sure that you finally got it. I've been leaving criticism on your spirituality videos here and there , but i want to thank you for being able to just somewhat cohesively communicate this experience, which is something i could never do. It brings back fond memories of drinking myself as a can of coke and the following existential terror at night lol. The total disidentification from the body is the best part and just feeling that movement without a cause, it's happening as i write this. Looking "myself" in the mirror, and the man is starring back at me with a wtf expression on his face. This whole reality is really just a play. A painting on an infinite canvas where there are no parts. It's absolutely brain-frying. Now, this experience only comes and goes here. Thanks for the reminder. Edit: 31 minutes in... Yep, you definitely got what you wished for. It's strange and awesome that it works like that. Just finished it. Thanks for sharing. From personal experience, i'd recommend that you not share this with anyone in your family or close friend who aren't into all this reality truth shit. Not even out of love and generosity. It won't be tolerated and you'll just sound unhinged to them. I got myself into some sticky situations because i was too excited to keep my mouth shut. Sharing this with your closest friends and relatives won't make anyone's lives easier. It would be easier to slip the substance in their oatmeal and talk about it after breakfast. Jk...
I've been following Leo for 2 years now. I listen to him an avg of 1hr per day. This is my favourite video, as it is the first one I saw after experiencing a breakthrough. It's like the teaching only appeared after I was ready. Thank you, Leo.
Hey Leo I don't know if you will ever read this but I feel that it would be appropriate to tell you. The content of your videos has greatly helped to change my life. Ever since I began my internal journey over two years ago and found out about awakening after reading The Power of Now, your videos have truly been an integral part of my personal development. It is so strange that whenever you release a video on a particular subject I have been thinking about that very topic deeply for the past week or two. There have been many times where I have been watching your enlightenment videos and have felt that I have known what you are talking about for my entire life and only need to deeply realize it. I now do strong determination sitting meditation for an hour each day and have had a handful of experiences of Ego Death. Some of them are so profoundly beautiful that I have broken down and cried from the sheer profundity and love. I really just want to say thank you. What you are doing is changing lives on a deep, existential level.
It means within you know, your greater intelligence/infinite being within knows and understands but your physical vessel isn't able to comprehend. In time everything will make sense :)
Leo, you do not sound crazy to anyone who has had even a tiny glimpse of the "ox's tail". Thank you for your videos, I appreciate the way you attempt to explain this 'experience', there really are no words that can convey the magnitude of it and that can be frustrating, but you do a good job.
I had my most intense acid experience on May 2016 and I have not been able to express how actually absolutely fucking true what Leo has just talked about is. The realization of how infinity created itself just struck me like million bullets shooting at the speed of light. Without this "reality" that we perceive everyday, the absolute infinity would just seize to exist. It has been 4 months since I have found out the truth about the absolute infinity and I still don't know how to move back to the normal pattern of life that I lived before my trip. There is absolutely no point in my life because it is all just a figment of the imagination of the infinity. And we are all connected, we are all infinity, we are all just infinity's imagination. The only way to live life is to meditate, practice non duality and try to make your life into the series of "beautiful sunsets". I absolutely agree and understand what Leo is talking about. It's shocking that I can finally admit that I wasn't the only one who had the chance to experience this revelation.
@youwillbefine Yes. When you physically and mentally experience that everything you know about "reality" is just a complete fucking joke and that it actually does not exist, you begin to understand how worthless and egoistic we actually are. What is the point of living life when it's all just an imagination? Also, when I had my trip, I kept writing down notes. One of the most distinctive is that "we are living in the belly of the infinite power, we don't actually exist". Once you have this type of experience, it is so much more clearer is to why the reality we live in right now is so limited.
So you are ready to MANIFEST TRUTH in your human live. You became a drop and ocean simultaneously. Your human personality become true. Everything is real because REALITY is unconditional and absolute. SAT CHIT ANANDA ( en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Satcitananda ). You become a tool for reality to bring higher possibility and make them real. Not a lot of people talk about this. Bhagavad Gita chapter 15-18. And I found Shri Aurbindo the most great person who reveals Absolute Truth( recommend first book Satprem "The adventure of consciousness" ) and this guy www.satshree.org/the-four-attainments-on-the-spiritual-path/ Feel free to ask questions
It could be that there is no point to live in your old way of relating to life.. But that you now are in the process of finding a new and more fulfilling way of living with the understanding that it's imagination. Reality might be a dream, but that does not make it less real in other aspects as our senses. I have memories of dreams, in which never was real of what I know.. But that does not take away their meaningfulness. If we learn and thereby collectively realize that life is an illusion or imagination. Then would we also be able to play togheter in "reality" in a more meaningful fun way. And also understand each other at a higer level, and treat each other at a higer level. The world as we know it, would be something new and different. Just saying;)
Why bother leaving a rude comment...? What is wrong with people? Why sit through something you don't like...? Weirdos. Anyway.... Leo! I had a VERY MILD sense of this while on Ayahuasca a few months ago. I understood that I created myself.So I can't wait to find out what this substance is. I want to try it!
Super curious to see the next episode now that Leo is going Mckenna ... Btw, who wants to see Leo and Owen RSD together on Joe Rogan's podcast, rant about everything from pickup all the way to god ...
Yeah Owen is better tuned for business and Leo for spirituality and now psychedelics but the fact that they both used pickup as the foundation of growth is amazing. It's time we as men own our sexuality at the core of who we are and move from there. Btw, screw feminism. In any case, such an interview would make both of them insecure but still the result would be awesome and it might even be too much to handle for Joe haha
Itube Why would that make them insecure?) lol And owning sexuality and authenticity has nothing to do with feminism really. The opposite is just neurosis, which can be aquired from social conditioning, but doesn't depend on it. That's why egoic overreaction to feminism is as bad as feminism itself.
Way before I ever began any conscious journey down any sort of reality shifting rabbit hole, I asked as I was falling asleep. That question we likely all ask at some point, “Why are we here? What is it for?” I felt an answer... “to create. We can’t create if we’re limitless. We need limitations for ideas. Limitations can cause beautiful creations to overcome them. We are unlimited outside this experience and you’re experiences are like creating a beautiful song through the limited vocabulary and often the more limited language is, the more creative you must be to express what you desire to express. In Japanese there’s many words to express many different types of sunsets and English has one word. You had a Japanese composer friend that found more beauty in the limited lyrics in English.” I got up, I had to run and write this down. Thank you! I didn’t experience what you have but I conceptualize it and I appreciate your expression of it so much!!! I agree with it. Feels right. 💖✨
there is a reason why it is called the forbidden fruit. It is a misbelief to think that you can become God - and I say this with many transcendental psychedelic experiences. One DMT breakthrough also made me think I became God, but it is arrogance to assume that. Humans have a connection to God, and come close to him, but not become God itself.
This is epic! Thanks for the video! I was close to crying several times!! I once fasted for 9 days and took 3gr of magic mushrooms after eating only 2-3 bananas. I am only 125pounds. And this combination caused absolute ego death.. I had a very similar experience to your "OMG it is infinite" description. I clearly remember feeling to be everything in the universe at every moment in time and far beyond that. It is incredibly powerful the experience!!! But your video Leo made me aware that I have to much fear at the moment to face such an experience again. Even if it is not as distorted and crazy as the mushroom experience can be. And thanks for making it clear again that everything is possible. That infinity entails every possible scenario. But that also means that there is a possibility for me to get stuck for eternity on a trip :D and I love my little life so much, even if my perspective is as small as that of a grain of sand. To all of you: Enjoy your journey of life and explore whichever directions you like. Remember it is just one out of an infinite number of possibilities god (you) has to experience.
Conscious Explorations I enjoy a simple life too! I'm just happy to live day by day in the simplicity of each new day, in fact these mystical experiences I find can be too overwhelming and disorienting. My heart of hearts tell be the road to truth need not encounter torture/pain/suffering/fear or anything of negative in nature, if it is truly pure love in nature. Pure love will find you and guide you, because that's it's true nature! To search and struggle for it is a false, evil deceptive lie. All in my innocent opinion. Sorry just felt called to mention this here. Namaste 🙏
The key to happiness is to try and live without fear and accept whatever comes your way with equanimity...Look at the beauty all around you...really look. Ha ha ha You will never be stuck on a trip for "eternity"...for everything is temporary...everything...except God.
Hey Leo, I've been following your videos for a while and just would like to remind you to remain skeptical. The world of psychedelics is an amazing one, and I've had multiple ego losses along my journey. I've even broken down sobbing "Holy shit! Oh my God!!" on a few of my experiences of "God". Let me remind you that this was chemically induced, and perhaps you just underestimate these chemicals and the reactions they produce in your brain. Don't get lost in detours and dead ends, and while i don't believe psychedelics are a dead end, i dont believe they're the end of the journey.
Amazing description of the toad experience. Just did it 5 days ago and i´m still integrating the process. It´s wonderfully put into words, though impossible to really describe. My take on it is that we are all energy and we are all connected, and it is up to us to spread our love to the world. The conciousness revolution is here.
You are looking at it backwards, love is not an emotion, it is consciousness's recognication of itself, which creeps into human experience like water into a leaky boat.
guys... I just had a very intense ibogaine session and feel like I understand the universe and everything now. It is the same as Leo describes it, I just want to add something. You are in either of two worlds. In the nothing world or in the everything world. right now everyone of us is somewhere in the everything world (in our universe) but we can only observe whats in our specific universe and nothing outside of it. So even though we are in the "Everything" we can only see a small fraction of "whats possible" (=infinte universes, infinite possibilities) So if we want to see the "Everything"all at once, you cant be in the everything. you have to outside. You have to give up your role as an ego and become "nothing". Double slit Experiment: the electron hits the Screen at only 1 Point withing the whole spectrum if it is being measured (observed) but if there is no measurement tool, hence no observer you can see a wave frequency on the wall which represents all possible possibilities where its Location could be situated.
Delores Cannon has explained all of this stuff from her over 50 years of research from the early 60s to her death in 2014. She never experienced it or took any chemical...but she explained all of this and wrote 18 books on her journey doing so.
In a world based on illusions, good delusions might be useful for some people that work within the 'dream' Leo. Not everyone is awake and connected to infinity so I hope you still keep teaching us the 'delusions' that do the trick within the dream as well :p
I had this same experience back on 8/21/16. The way you worded it really gives it justice. I've been trying to put it into words since, but notice people's behavior when I do. I find your cause very inspiring. I have had a glimpse into something, that is why I'm happy a friend of mine told me about these videos you put out. Keep up the good work.
I had this experience with my first psycedelic experience (LSD) at 18 years old, and I would not wish anything more in life, than this sacred knowledge.
Hi Leo, I had an intense psychotic mania episode one month ago as I'm a Type I Bipolar person and I just felt like sharing after realizing how your trip and mine shared similarities. I think and hope it's worth the read. It truly makes you feel we are one TV channel out of plenty, but while the all others exist, there's only one that's real AKA reality. As your perception court dream world, your way of seeing thing gets biased and catches up oddities in what we see as normal. One thing I found is that people's subconscious speak TONS of nude truths out in the open that we're subconsciously ignoring. Another is that every single of our actions is driven by love despite the motives (I suggest to do like me and watch The Revenant with stiff focus on that concept... highly disturbing). ...at some point I closed my eyes and I have had the impression of "closing the loop of time" joining the "before my birth" to "past my death", to the point that time lost its meaning. I felt that my life was one (of many?) experience my soul will experience and that caring about time always have been extremely pointless. Time (or stress?) at that point slow down and death lost its meaning. There also was this feeling that truth was everywhere I was seeking it (which I was doing). No matter where I looked, everything made so much sense in the whole, everything was beautiful, love fully well conceived. -->Everywhere there was a torrent of unsuspected perfection.... everywhere else than reality (rather our way of seeing things), as if reality was an island in an ocean of love. You also feel interconnected or rather in tune (as it's vibratory driven) with everything. You feel other people's emotions as if yours and really are under the impression that you can cancel/cushion them. The same goes with connecting with their thoughts, controlling object from afar and elements of nature (thunder). (One delicious mind-torturing thought I had to deal with and want to present: What if the only thing preventing you from moving objects from afar was that you aren't in absolute certainty that it can work. Honestly, one can't know for sure unless becoming crazy.) You are under a strong sense of communion with nature. You understand nature's choices as if understanding the Matrix code. Everything is the most obvious logic choice from the previous happening and you FEEL why. E.g.: The next wind blow is the perfect and most logic one to have occurred from the previous one. You also feel what I'd call other people's "chi" and are very confident you can heal other people's body just by laying your hands on them. You understand or at least, feel you understand the inner working of nature. All of this occurs in a, what I call, hyper-superstitious journey, where every stimulus lead you all kind of experiences which you can't help but to see as signs which leads you are chosen by god or god itself. At last, through that journey you go through EGO OBLITERATION as what seems to be be your irrational side catches up on all the inner ghosts you ever neglected to deal with. Bipolar Type I, Leo! Try it sometimes!
Dear Leo, I'm so happy for you. I believe you were given this gift because of all your work, your seeking and your sharing. I've followed you for years and keep feeling amazed at your growth.
I am just now viewing this video that was posted a couple of years ago but would like to share my comments. This video is courageous and raw and I can not help but feel gratitude for Leo sharing it with us. At my later age I have questioned the meaning of life on many occasions struggling with survival and many challenges in my path. If I have learned anything in all my years, it is to remain open minded and humble in a state of full curiosity since this is the only way we can seek answers. I find it ironic that many of the comments hear come directly from their ego in response to a video about absence of ego. This is a no bullshit video and I respect and appreciate Leo's experience. It shows me that there is far more to life than our current understanding which keeps me on the path of seeking substance and truth. Without truth we have nothing. Thank you Leo
@@jonathanabraham4791 “Energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form to another.” - Einstein As we are beings of energy and light moving at different speeds on a quantum level, it makes sense.
@@RajinderYadav Energy does dissipate but no way does that mean that it's destroyed. Also I did not say that we were going to stay intact, quite opposite actually. Glad I found the one person on the internet that has all the secrets of death. Tell me more.
What a jabroni. Guess what, the neuro-transmitter serotonin, 5-hydroxytriptamine, is suggestively a very close relative of psilocybin and DMT, so we're always on drugs.
All the examples given here are being related to the physical experience. When we look etimologically at the word *infinite*, it means that which is *not finite*. Finite refers to that which is *limited in space or time*. Thus infinite means NOT THAT WHICH IS LIMITED IN SPACE or time, i.e. immeasurable. _ however the infinite we are talking about here includes what we know as the finite, and the infinite, and everything beyond what we could ever possibly conceive or define. _ The mind(=thought) is finite. All physical phenomenon is finite because it has measurable dimensions. Infinity is *dimensionless* - i.e. no measurements involved - thus no dimensions, no directions, no time, it is not a thing but it includes all things... etc... _ The finite (i.e. mind) cannot comprehend the infinite. (by definition) _ All experience is within consciousness. The material world, which includes thoughts - is consciousness. _ Pretty good attempt Leo ... maybe some will get the "big idea" _ Chemical approach, is of course, your choice, but as you know, it is not a permanent solution and may not even work for everyone. If one has a predisposition in this direction to begin with, and one's attitude for life is already aligned with the infinite then the chemical approach may, by way of experience, point in the direction of the infinite. But what one experiences, even seemingly merging with the infinite, is still just an experience. It may be beneficial to some. It may confuse others, or even be detrimental. _ Wishing you the best Leo. :)
Leo, have you considered that not everyone will necessarily get the kind of effect/experience you did from this particular psychedelic? Could it not just be that you were ripe and ready and it acted as a catalyst? And what is the music at the end? So beautiful...
@@jhc322 It is not remotely accurate to say that with sufficient dosage everyone will have the experience Leo described. I’ve witnessed several hundred people journey with this sacrament in a ceremonial context, and I’ve listened to their firsthand accounts in integration circles and private conversations. To say the least, there is a huge range of potential reactions and experiences related to many factors.
This speaks more to many of your other videos, but I happen to have decided to post today. I'm glad you make these videos Leo, but in so many of your videos you present yourself as separate, often ahead of those who may view your videos, far too often. Over time, I believe that you will be somewhat ashamed of how advanced you have purported to be, as you will realize that many people have had these realizations, done the work, maintained balance, and understand that we are all part of that 1-5%, which is still potentially hundreds of millions of people. Anthropology, psychology, sociology, history, cosmology, biology, ecology, economics, etc... study it all, and spend many hours a day doing such. Sure, in my daily experience, I am not typical. I can hardly find anyone in my daily life as committed as I am to the pursuit of truth, but I don't talk down to people, which you don't necessarily do intentionally. Maybe I should assume you are talking to the masses and leave myself out of it, but I believe you can adjust how you speak to your audience while realizing that some viewers are more aware than yourself, but merely enjoy your videos. When I watch, it's like I have a friend telling me their experience as they grow/develop, like a one-way communication/conversation. I've refrained from mentioning this until now, but you should realize that there are people who are deeply philosophical, highly educated (both formally and continually self-educated), determined to push their understandings/psychology to the limit, and have been doing so rigorously for decades. I believe the reason I am now mentioning this is because you are seem to be on the precipice of journeying beyond the tip of the iceberg. Keep it up, I love what you do, I just think you should recognize that there are other preachers, and even choir members, who are watching your videos, and you are often discovering what we already know. (Please don't take this the wrong way, because I greatly appreciate you putting yourself out there. I'm just asking you to realize that while most viewers aren't "there", that all of the RUclips viewers, and more specifically those who may come across your videos, are not all psycho-spiritual juveniles, and you can phrase your videos in a more humble and all-encompassing way.)
Donjamon7 It's possible that I know more than Leo.. but by actually saying that it's very possible that paradoxically I know nothing. We could probably talk about this for over a hundred billion hours. Until you understand fully what the fuck is going on in this video, keep looking. Think about this as it may help you understand, imagine having infinite "thoughts"... just for a second. It's not even limited by that one question though. Like I said I could go on... and on.... and on... Literally forever, and you may still not understand. WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ABSOLUTE REALITY is unconditional ( over wise it's will be not absolute ). So how to explain by conditional mentality, intellect and language something what unconditional. And if you do so you will use conditions. You are realize yourself as ABSOLUTE REALITY or use conditions and think what you are separate from Reality ( which is really not even logic because REALITY is totally infinite absolute unconditional . Like ocean and drop. So you think you are drop and you are separate from ocean. But for ocean it's no difference how you think because everything is ocean ( even this small drop) .
Vladimir Hodzinschi Yeah I think I understand what you're trying to say here, I've heard sadhguru use almost those exact words when talking about drop and ocean though. What he's saying in this video is something on a whole other level though my friend. It's aimed to try and set you free from even words.. ego.. everything.. and nothing. Pure awareness lol, you can't ever describe it. It's an experience of infinite creation itself. The chatter in your mind can completely shut the fuck up if you experience this, it's that awesome. If you ever get this, you can't ever unknow or unexperience it.
@Chris P. Go deeper with you I will put words in other way ( at least I will try ) . In REALITY you are the source of knowledge, the knower and process of knowing and you become ABSOLUTE. How it's possible to describe ? Even silence is maybe not enough . It's different order of realization compare pure awareness
I actually had this happen on San Pedro. I completely disappeared. And the shaman who led me through this explained later that what we went through and the intensity was like nothing he had experienced in his lifetime of taking psychedelics. It was complete death of the ego. It was a quantum shift within that had profound consequences in my consciousness
LEO, your understanding of your experience is "ALMOST" accurate! You are a creator, and as such you have been imbued with the ability to create "LIKE" God, except you can NOT "self-Create". The best you can do is PRO-create and in that sense help the process along. That process is strictly reserved for the Ultimate Creator!!! And Yes, God is infinity and therefore everywhere. If you've ever read Genesis, that is what the eternal meant when it said to Moses thru the burning bush "I AM" By the way, true enlightenment does NOT require psyche-active drugs in order to attain it!!!!!...Thank you...Robert from daytradingwiththelight.
Very intriguing, but Leo, honestly tell me: what's the difference between saying that you were absolute infinity and merged with some kind of archetype of beauty etc., and simply being in a chemical-induced state where you simply believed with total conviction that you were absolutely infinite, etc, but in fact, were not?
@@fereidoonct that's actually a useless reply. You could say that to anyone who claims anything based on experience. I'm not even sure what you're getting at. Do you really think that just because you have an intensely real seeming experience it has to be trusted?
The difference is; Absolute Infinity cannot be faked or mimicked. "Believing you are absolutely infinite due to a chemically induced state" is limited by personal belief and the notion of states being induced by chemicals. So it is not Absolute Infinity by definition.
By that logic have you ever actually expeienced absolutely anything or has it just been your brains reaction to chemicals and neurons. I just don't see the difference here
@@liamnewsom8583 Well, if a chemical triggers off one's brain to react in a certain way .. is that delving into the total reality of the universe ? Or more likely, it is one's own subjective experience and not necessarily ultimate truth. Also, people's reactions and experiences may differ as well. Personal truth could be quite different to ultimate truth. Daniel Dennett has done many interesting studies on how our own brain can fool us, and this is why science is objective by attempting to falsifying theories, etc.
@@wynlewis5357 but your entire exoeience is relative to Brian chemicals, including the brain chemicals themselves! You can't put one over another here. Any objective notion is grounded purely in your own subjectivity.
@@liamnewsom8583 I have never taken hallucinatory drugs but from what I can gather, many people experience what they call heightened states. Whatever, I fail to see how this could provide you with ultimate universal truths. It is merely, one's brain reacting to the drug and the experience is subjective.
@@wynlewis5357 what is saying is that everthng you have ever experienced by your logic is also simply a brain reaction and well, similarly not an "universal truth"
Paradoxes have always been fascinating to me. Back when I studied and thought about existential philosophical ideas extensively, it always led me to a paradox that I know was true but also knew that it was an impossibility to our human understanding. The fact that a singularity had an enormous mass but virtually no physical dimensions. The fact that either something started from nothing, or something has always been for eternity. The fact that the Absolute Infinity is everything and nothing at the same time. The fact that time exists and doesn't exist. These paradoxes seem completely impossible, but to anyone who can think deep enough knows that the paradox is what allows existence of anything. The human experience is extremely limited.
I actually came to a logical conclusion about the exact thing that you are trying to describe! Ever since, I have been on a quest for awakening and to discover the potential we all have through our consciousness and imagination, given that reality = absolute infinity. That God = Absolute Infinity (which includes us); meaning that we are all God and God is us (All-is-One and One-is-All). However, I have not had first hand experience (like you describe you have had in this video) to draw this conclusion; and like you, I have a difficult time explaining this to most people because the image in my mind is very difficult to explain, given it's magnitude. I know that you have posted a video since this one about the psychedelic compound you used to achieved this state of consciousness, and I plan on watching that next, but I just wanted to comment because I'm excited that I can finally and confidently say that: "SOMEONE ELSE GETS IT!!!!" My mind was just simply blown by the fact that a video like this popped up after I have had this theory for the past few years! Although my efforts to truly experiment with this usually get interrupted by life in one way or another, I can personally say that: "If you can imagine it and you can believe it, then you can make it real! I don't care how crazy it seems, quite literally, everything is possible, and we all have the power to make our reality whatever we want!".....We are all God after all.......
Wow! I'm glad to hear that you've had such a profound experience. After I had my psychedelic induced Samadhi experiences, I had wondered how a substance could give me such a profoundly divine experience and clarity. I later came to the conclusion that it was because the substance didn't give me anything, but it took many things away. Psychedelics are subtractive, not additive. I am curious, however, what was happening with your physical senses during your experience. Were you 'seeing' this absolute infinity play out before you or did you just seem to inexplicably experience it without the sensory experience?
Actually, it just occurred to me... you pulled a Gandalf. :D It reminds me of when Gandalf came back and went from being Gandalf the Grey to being Gandalf the White. In the story, he didn't even remember his own name until one of the hobbits reminded him.
The sensory experience is Nothing. Accompanied by emotions of awe, terror, bliss, and love. Accompanied by thoughts. You cannot sense Absolute Infinity. It's Nothing at all. But you can be aware of it. Hence the need to raise awareness. It's like a 6th sense.
10:12 You can not become infinity itself, there would be no time to realize anything, or have a reaction to it. The fact that you describe sitting on the floor and realizing infinity tells that you still were realizing something, which means still being embedded in the stream of time in some form. You were standing right besided the infinity, that´s a very distinct and important difference to make. That´s also why your statement at 11:25 is so foolish or mislead. You were not god, because you were not infinity itself, but just looking at it, experiencing it.
@@Scrubbi_duey Not yet. I had a similar experience when I accidently overdosed fly agaric/red amanita mushroom. That episode ended up me taking to ER and therefore my wife is obviously not supportive of me having such experiences again. So, waiting for the right opportunity to do this when she's away :)
Thanks for the video, Leo. I had this experience on Aya, pushing through ego/mind to God's consciousness. Mine wasn't through dying of ego, it was softer, through love of everything, after being in love ecstasy and then discovering peace and calm and unity with everything that is and realizing that each of us is a part of one and simultaneously all that is is the part of each of us. everything is just the way it should be, everything is as important as the next thing, even a small pebble on the beach and the role the illusion of good and evil play in the expansion of all that is. Like you I didn't like to use the word "GOD" prior to this experience, even though intellectually I could conceptualize and believe it, but still didn't feel right to use it. it felt incomplete and carrying a lot of dogmatic meaning and like you I am very happy to use the word God now, it comes most naturally when i know first hand what it is, after talking to this consciousness for a couple of hours. Once you know - you cannot unknow it, you know in every cell of your body and every bit of your existence and it wouldn't matter if nobody else knows, but what a joy that more and more of us do!!! I would definitely try that substance you were talking about.
I attended at my mother's death. When she took her last breath, I had a mystical experience. I touched infinity. I saw endless possibilities. I realized nothing really mattered - i.e. the illusion. I TOOK NO CHEMICALS to experience this enlightenment experience. The peace and love that followed was extraordinary - and could not be articulated. The Buddha taught enlightenment cannot be taught it can only be experienced. I tried to listen to what you were saying about how you became god, but all it came across was as an ego manic rant about a chemical experience and a frightening self deluded view of the profound mystery of life.
No def. not what he’s describing is profound. There are many ways up the mountain and either way you have to be radically open minded to do this with those microscopes or tools
Joyce Miller I guarantee you would come to a very different view after having this experience. The power and beauty of becoming one with all of Creation are beyond comprehension. Absolutely indescribable bliss.
Leo, when I was 9 years of age, I glimpsed at a "life form" that does NOT exist in the dimensions of reality that we can detect perceptually... Moving forward, it changed my whole life.... and I am NOW in my fifties....That dear Sir, is true enlightenment!Thank you, Robert from daytradingwiththelight.
I truly believe reincarnation is what happened to us after we die. If it can happen once(our life) who's to say I can't happen again...infinitely? The energy that flows through our mind and body (some call it chi) is never destroyed, it just flows throughout reality after we die , constantly changing form...its crazy to ponder
If reicarnation happens (i mean, if it exists at all), then it might be a possibility that it never stops, and even with enlightenment it could happen again (aka no samsara escape ever...). This might sound a little shocking, very shocking, normally shocking or not shocking at all, depends on the person which reads it and all ideias this very person has in its life. Some people might read and agree with me, others might not even consider reading until this line, whatever. From the perspective of a enlightened person, i do understand they do might think they will never cease be, because they never were, never are and neither will ever be. This statment is correct, but i do not discard the possibility of losing this state of realization after death, the only way i could know is by having some experience convincing enough, but then again, how does one know? The mind is deceiving, every image, thought and experience is absolutely falsifiable. Just some thought, i don't say this might be only creations of my mind, i do say, IT IS, AS MATTER OF FACT.
I'm sure that is does.... That still does not explain why human global population is exponentially and consistently increasing. Fairy tales are nice, but they are not real.
remember that this is experiential, all mind constructed concepts we create of this is still not the experience itself, we can talk about it for all of time and think of billions of concepts and they would still be just that
I wondered if any1 else would have a flashback type experience in their sleep. You are the first person who said they experienced it in their sleep and then woke up into the normal dream relm... then woke up to reality... like a dream within a dream....feels like lucid dreaming but so profound... I'm so glad i found this video... thank you leo Do you still experience "dreams" like this even after all this time?
Yes Leo , I had the experience the week before thanksgiving and like you I have moments that come and go . But I’m so glad to have them . Perhaps I’ll repeat the experience again in another six months .
+trump wardell I think you have to be a specific kind of person with specific kind of knowledge to acknowledge what Leo has conveyed in this video. Somehow logically a few years back as a kid I decided to find out what god is logically and long story short, best I could up with was everything and nothing at the same time. But knowing this logically compared to actually getting is the core difference.
interestingly enough this is how God is seen is Christianity, many things from the bible sound like what you are saying. ie we are God but disconnected from God, God is absolutely infinite and we cannot comprehend it, God created the universe, time is something we know but God is above time.
Twisted and Thwarted. Religions externalize the power and absolute infinity to something external. When you realize you are infinity having this transient human experience you move past all prior thoughts and beliefs. There is no book to read but yourself and your immediate reality.
i wouldn't quite call it the same as Christianity... as it never states most of what your saying... although the truth is close to what you describe... most religions has been fucked with trough out time by people who desire control, but all religions have parts of the truth otherwise people wouldn't resonate with it and buy into it... i have been outside of time in my meditation the disconnect you describe is an illusion and knowing god (your highest self) is possible in part but to know all parts is indeed impossible, consciously but not subconsciously... after all your consciousness is only a tiny fraction of what you are... its like you can know you have cells and other living organisms that make up you... but you are not aware of the experience they have, but you can be through meditation, but your life is just plain to short to experience every perspective and therefor gain complete understanding...
and there's good reason to believe that many of the stories in religious texts are trip reports passed on by word of mouth, until they've eventually been diluted down to non sensical metaphors.
Dear Leo. I saw in your eyes the amazement. I really felt it. I know how overwhelming this is... and, I am happy to have found you, right at this moment. I am so happy that you speak about your experience and you work so hard at expansion. I know how it is. I am dedicating my life to this as well. Seeing you speak of God; it actually gives me hope that we are really coming together. That this plane of existence will pursue and become, self realize and create more worlds. Thank you, for being who you are and participating in our history. Thank you for being on my path, here... on the Internet. Thank you.
"That which is infinite cannot be many, for many-ness is a finite concept. To have infinity you must identify or define that infinity as unity; otherwise, the term does not have any referent or meaning. In an Infinite Creator there is only unity." Law of One: Ra Material
Law of One session 13 talks about the creation story of the universe before the Big Bang ~ first thing known ever in existence is infinity. Infinity then becomes aware. This infinite intelligence creates first distortion of Free Will, Love, and then Light. Check out Bentinho Massaro he's all about the Law of One as well ~
The paradox is that everyone experiences this "absolute infinity" upon death, so that might just be his plan. There's infinite possibilities (: The story of the beggar and the cup I believe pointed towards this.
We decide our realities. There is an infinite number of possibilities. This isn't new but it sounds like you genuinely felt this with ego stripped away
Great video, except I'm not a big fan of the "you were living in the worst possible situation you could imagine"-part. Because, remember Leo, you (as your true self/God/infinity) created those limited realities; there's nothing wrong with them, and it's surely possible to live a happy life without ever knowning truth. "you created yourself, you just don't know it yet". "You" (as your true self) = god (absolute infinity) God (your true self) created you as a being/ego. So you created yourself. As Alan Watts say, life is like playing a theatre-play, where God (infinity) puts masks (egos) on itself to forget what its true nature is and instead play a game (life). The substance you haven't mentioned yet, apparantly alters the brain, so that the mask get's turned 180 degrees around, sop it can see its true self (God), and thus the ego is allowed to see its true self (God), instead of "ordinary reality".
Its not possible to live a happy life without knowing the truth, if you are ready for the truth. If you are beginning to really question with the fuck is going on, where are we, why. That questioning puts everything else into perspective and becomes the only thing that does matter. Awareness of you own ignorance makes it impossible to keep floating along asleep. Once you Know, then you can enjoy life.
Leo, you speak of trying so darn hard to become enlightened. The more "you" do this, the more "you" reinforce your ego. The ego is not a bad thing, it's your individual expression of "infinity", the "Absolute". You can only know your unlimited Self by experiencing limitation of self. But realize that you're already "there" because there is no there. There is only here and you're here. We're speaking of something that cannot be explained with the mind. Your 5-MEO experience removes the veil of ignorance (maya) and that which we "think" we are (ego) & therefore exposes you to a deeper truth that is always present, and never absent. In Sanskrit it is known as Nishprapanchaya Shantaya ~always present, full of peace~. The Gita also speaks of your experience, when Krishna gives Arjuna new eyes (5MEO? Lol, pretty much) opens his mouth and shows Arjuna who He is and he just about craps himself. My 5MEO experiences showed me the Love and Light of the Divine Universe; that which we practice yoga for, to have that realization. I came out with the greatest Gratitude and appreciation for life. Good work, most people aren't ready for this and that's why this work is most important. We're here to raise the vibration, to evolve for no other reason than for simply the delight of it. Why does Shiva Nataraja dance? Simply for the delight of it. Om Namah Shivayah. Keep up the good work. 🙏🏼✨
I was hit with one hell of a existential crisis a few years back. I had severe anxiety, fear of dying and panic attacks. But luckily I was out of a job, so I had all the time in the world to ponder this "rude awakening". After a few years I had this "Fuck this, nothing makes sense"-feeling and the desperation became so big, that in some ways it swallowed me whole. Then suddenly these kind of thoughts started to came to me.
Hello to the all people who realized they are God somepoint in their life
Hello !!!
Consider all the different screens this comment could have appeared on haha.
Life is wicked
Hello!
Hi:)
What's up God
This was exactly my experience. The shock, the crossing of hands across the chest, etc.
Melding back with Source is impossible to describe, and yet Leo does a pretty good job here.
Namaste.
Namaste
❤❤❤@@ActualizedOrg
I've never been interested in so many topics or even reading book until I stumbled upon Actualized. I just want to say thank you very much Leo. My life is really turning for the good day by day 😌
He was good until he started taking drugs. He is now delusional.
Daniel show some gratefulness, Leo is a God who created you and you talk shit about him? But jokes aside, I wonder if now that's he's a God, will he consider making his hair grow again, if he created everything he can create some hair on his head too right?
you are also God Ozjasz
He clearly doesn't get it :)
Glad to hear this brother; I wholeheartedly hope everything continues to improve for you even more so with each waking day.
After a very grueling struggle as of these last 11 months, I can finally say the same for myself. I'm finally almost exactly where I need to be in order to move forward in my life and begin a very different chapter from the one that narrated much of my twenties.
It seems it all begins and ends in the mind; that is to say, what you give power to ultimately has power over you - IF you allow it.
PS: Something thats been invaluable to my evoloution over the last year or so has been 'The Power of Concentration' by Theron Q. Dumont. The audiobook is actually here on RUclips -- I highly recommend giving it a read; even let it play on you phone in the background as you drift off to sleep. It contains some of the most life-changing techniques in terms of altering the cognitive language and the inner dialogue in order to mould ones life into exactly whatever ilk of existance it is that you desire to live. Everyone should be given a copy of this at some point in their lives, and if youve just stumbled across this comment then perhaps it was fated - do yourself one of the biggest favours you'll ever do for yourselves and search RUclips for that very Audiobook: 'The Power of Concentration' by Theron Q. Dumont -- the first page alone is evidence enough of the high quality of literary substance that can be put to use immediately in order to begin living far past what I'll bet you even expected your full potential to be.
One other recommendation: the morals and tenants of Freemasonry. I cant stress enough how this system of morality, philosophy and spirituality has expediated the process of me becoming a deeply better quality son to my parents, a much more open, sociable and reliable friend to those who stuck by me when everyone else turned a blind eye - and very importantly - by facilitating my ability to live everyday to its fullest potential (all in the knowledge that I can achieve *ANYTHING* I desire) has helped me to become a much more improved and respectable example for my younger brother to see when he looks at me now -- and this will only ever improve over time. If anyone wants any links to some Freemasonic books and essays available online just let me know in a reply or in a message and I'd be extremely happy to point you in the right direction.
Love the channel by the way -- instant Subscribe 👌
In a matter of years i went from " I exist, god doesn't " to " God exists, i don't "
absolute gem of a word, exactly right, we need more thumbs up here under
@@dephis2 I sometimes question god's good will but i'm almost 100% sure " He's " there. Thanks btw 😃.
Deep.
Surely it's 5-MeO-DMT haha
100% sure it is. now that youve tried it what is your view on it? (unless u didnt try it lol i think u did tho)
@@albertmerlew have you yourself tried it, if so, what is your view on it?
@@adhdboytv never tried it aha. ive had many lsd and mushroom trips tho. ive also smoked nn dmt. but never 5-meo.. it sounds really intense and i wanna wait until the time is right
@@albertmerlew if not now, when?
@@adhdboytv not sure man. i barely have access to it xD maybe when i get the money to go to an ayahuasca or san pedro retreat
I had a similar experience when I realized "God" is everything & nothing can exist outside of God. everything in our universe is God and we are God experiencing himself.
almost certainly 5-Meo-DMT. thumbs up if you agree
i was thinking 5-MEO-AMT or 2CB-FLY but he said the substance was NOT DMT so that means tryptamines are exempt.
1) 5-MeO-AMT is a tryptamine (5-methoxy-alphamethylTRYPTAMINE) so I don't know why you also say tryptamines are exempt
2) 5-MeO-DMT is not the same as DMT
3) 5-MeO-AMT and 2CB-FLY are both long acting
4) 5-MeO-DMT lasts 15 minutes with hardly any visuals, which is what he said.
I'm sticking with 5-MeO-DMT!
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You dont understand my post. I said it was NONE of those. I said i thought it was, but in the video he states its not any of those.
+Tony Gonzalez oh, my bad, dude!!!
Leo evolution
Leo 2014 - how to make a woman squirt
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Leo 2016 - how to become god
We've gone so far :)
Lol
Once you know how to make a woman to squirt, the material world isn't intresting anymore.. New route
HAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA FUCking gold...
hahahahha
leovolution
If the door of perception were cleansed, everything would appear to man as it is - infinite.
~ William Blake
Awareness creates perspectives. Awareness of the ego makes it exist, once this awareness is shifted away from the ego you have ego death, and subsequently you can see how your perspective is the same as all the other infinite perspectives that brings about reality itself. When you experience this, you know.
It cant be explained, because it cant be seen as long as awareness has the perspective of the ego. You cant bring this about using desire and will as this makes awareness be aware of the ego wanting something. Meditation can bring this about as your awareness simply for a tiny moment is shifted away from the ego.
Reality is infinite, but it seems limited only because you have to see it from one perspective for it to exist at all. That is why you are god. You bring reality into existence by being aware of it. You are awareness, and awareness is everything. Everything is the best definition of god i can come up with.
Looking forward to the next clip Leo. I have my suspicions, but i will not spoil your surprise :)
My question is, why would u want to experience this? Ego is necesarry. Without ego, what is there? Just awarness looking at itself? Whats the point. Maybe im just blind and foolish, and while i would like to experience this, it seems very boring. Games are fun. And without ego, games make no sense.
@@Zelchinho Wouldn't it be interesting to see how you created all the games and you as and ego, infinite egos, and infinite games are just you as god playing with yourself?
That is just very flawed solipsism, granted solipsism is already very flawed itself
Congratulations on being stupid
"We are the way for the universe to know itself".
know my a$$ :)
There is no universe. Only energy in the form of waves of pure potential/possibility that appear as some form to an illusory temporal perciever, which is truly consciousness thinking it is or rather I am. The truth of truths is that existence-consciousness-bliss is the state of the Reality which in reality is Void. Remember the quote that says "stare into the abyss long enough and you will find that the abyss is looking back at you"..well to the awakened being it becomes an experienced fact of existence. All forms are you and all forms are not. You are not. There is no you, that "you" is called ego. What's left after the ego dies is pure Conscious Awareness in the form of formlessness. Void is infinite and so are the possible appearances within Brahman
Not the Universe... God/absolute infinity.
You don't make any sense sir
God bless you.
"All I have ever taught you is wrong" This is depressing af
Lmao!
Ricardo Rodriguez not to mention him telling us how infinitely delusional we are x,Px
Dark Raven "wrong" is only *right
*it to be
I swear to "God" if he gets on here next week and says something like, "the substance is love," I'm gonna fuckin off myself.
top kek
What was the substance though? Lol
uhm wat you're on his channel
5-MeO-DMT @Diablo
esan ogunleye I think the purpose was that you're supposed to watch both videos, but you can calm yourself over the fact that you can't cheat yourself to enlightenment either way >:]
I had this experience nearly 30 years ago, have tried to describe it on many occasions to people...only those people who would not think I was crazy that is... and I must say, you've done a better job of putting this into words than I have... I've spent the past 30 years trying to integrate this 1 experience and I must say, its very difficult and I still have the same sort of 'flashbacks' that you describe towards the end... I warn anyone considering this, you will never see life the same way ever again... you will be forever changed... you cannot unsee what you've seen... no amount of previous psychedelic use will ever prepare you for this. It's THAT powerful... Not trying to dissuade anyone, nor encourage, just making a statement that you should consider before taking the plunge into the infinite.
In Hinduism, we call this Nirvana or Moksha
@@peacenlove I'm not Hindu, but the concept of nirvikalpa samadhi describes the peak 5-MeO state perfectly.
Wise words indeed
I need to get there,I am bored with this hallucination called life
@@caleb9815 thats the problem.... you see life as boring because you are in a low state of conciousness, to wake up first you have to see life as a gift and not the other way around....its not first you wake up to after see life as a gift....first you have to see life as a gift and then you get the grace!
Once I have asked Ayahuasca, "Who am I"
She answered, "Who do you want to BE?"
Excellente answer. Very difficult to fully grasp.
For me it replied "Iam you" on lsd
Leo created us. Thank you Leo
LOL
Let us build sphrinxes with his head on it
You are your own God. You are the only person experiencing your reality and your entire life revolves around you
You are the center of your mandala
There is just consciousness, no one is the enemy.
25 minutes in and i'm pretty sure that you finally got it. I've been leaving criticism on your spirituality videos here and there , but i want to thank you for being able to just somewhat cohesively communicate this experience, which is something i could never do. It brings back fond memories of drinking myself as a can of coke and the following existential terror at night lol.
The total disidentification from the body is the best part and just feeling that movement without a cause, it's happening as i write this. Looking "myself" in the mirror, and the man is starring back at me with a wtf expression on his face. This whole reality is really just a play. A painting on an infinite canvas where there are no parts. It's absolutely brain-frying. Now, this experience only comes and goes here. Thanks for the reminder.
Edit: 31 minutes in... Yep, you definitely got what you wished for. It's strange and awesome that it works like that.
Just finished it. Thanks for sharing.
From personal experience, i'd recommend that you not share this with anyone in your family or close friend who aren't into all this reality truth shit. Not even out of love and generosity. It won't be tolerated and you'll just sound unhinged to them. I got myself into some sticky situations because i was too excited to keep my mouth shut. Sharing this with your closest friends and relatives won't make anyone's lives easier. It would be easier to slip the substance in their oatmeal and talk about it after breakfast. Jk...
I swear Leo you are a MAJOR player in the progress of mankind!! Make NO mistake about that!!
We are all major players in the progress of everything, because we're all the Absolute Infinity.
Ron. Are you ok? What happened?
He was not the first and not the last to take psychedelics.
I've been following Leo for 2 years now. I listen to him an avg of 1hr per day. This is my favourite video, as it is the first one I saw after experiencing a breakthrough. It's like the teaching only appeared after I was ready. Thank you, Leo.
Namaste ;)
Hey Leo I don't know if you will ever read this but I feel that it would be appropriate to tell you. The content of your videos has greatly helped to change my life. Ever since I began my internal journey over two years ago and found out about awakening after reading The Power of Now, your videos have truly been an integral part of my personal development. It is so strange that whenever you release a video on a particular subject I have been thinking about that very topic deeply for the past week or two. There have been many times where I have been watching your enlightenment videos and have felt that I have known what you are talking about for my entire life and only need to deeply realize it. I now do strong determination sitting meditation for an hour each day and have had a handful of experiences of Ego Death. Some of them are so profoundly beautiful that I have broken down and cried from the sheer profundity and love. I really just want to say thank you. What you are doing is changing lives on a deep, existential level.
Welcome :)
DAMN it! this is going to be the longest week of my life,waiting for his next video.
and we even wait 8 days for this episode... that's WILD.
ahahah. Amazing, so fucking happy for you leo :).
In the meantime remember that you've got everything you need in yourself! Lol
"Time does not exist"
i knew i was going to get these types of responses
Then don't wait, be present.
Thanks man.. i almost cried.. it makes sense to me although i cant understand it.
Thats the first sign, of the death of your ego :D
hahaha, you nearly cried? Man up dude!
hahaha you are the typical rude guy on the internet. Hope i see you in real life. Cheers.
The massive amount of circlejerk in these comments is just ridiculous.
It means within you know, your greater intelligence/infinite being within knows and understands but your physical vessel isn't able to comprehend. In time everything will make sense :)
"I don't know" is probably the nearest that my mind can go about grasping what Absolute Infinity is
Still one of the greatest videos on the internet
True
Leo, you do not sound crazy to anyone who has had even a tiny glimpse of the "ox's tail".
Thank you for your videos, I appreciate the way you attempt to explain this 'experience', there really are no words that can convey the magnitude of it and that can be frustrating, but you do a good job.
next week vid
Leo: it's a substance called Clorox Bleach
I definitely laughed hahah
How dare u humiliate me !!!!
You're infinitely deadly and beautiful Clorox bleach
+Tau Funny but ignorant.
Tau lol
I had my most intense acid experience on May 2016 and I have not been able to express how actually absolutely fucking true what Leo has just talked about is. The realization of how infinity created itself just struck me like million bullets shooting at the speed of light. Without this "reality" that we perceive everyday, the absolute infinity would just seize to exist. It has been 4 months since I have found out the truth about the absolute infinity and I still don't know how to move back to the normal pattern of life that I lived before my trip. There is absolutely no point in my life because it is all just a figment of the imagination of the infinity. And we are all connected, we are all infinity, we are all just infinity's imagination. The only way to live life is to meditate, practice non duality and try to make your life into the series of "beautiful sunsets". I absolutely agree and understand what Leo is talking about. It's shocking that I can finally admit that I wasn't the only one who had the chance to experience this revelation.
are you demotivated to live? do you see your life meaningless?
@youwillbefine
Yes. When you physically and mentally experience that everything you know about "reality" is just a complete fucking joke and that it actually does not exist, you begin to understand how worthless and egoistic we actually are. What is the point of living life when it's all just an imagination?
Also, when I had my trip, I kept writing down notes. One of the most distinctive is that "we are living in the belly of the infinite power, we don't actually exist".
Once you have this type of experience, it is so much more clearer is to why the reality we live in right now is so limited.
So you are ready to MANIFEST TRUTH in your human live.
You became a drop and ocean simultaneously. Your human personality become true. Everything is real because REALITY is unconditional and absolute.
SAT CHIT ANANDA ( en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Satcitananda ).
You become a tool for reality to bring higher possibility and make them real. Not a lot of people talk about this. Bhagavad Gita chapter 15-18. And I found Shri Aurbindo the most great person who reveals Absolute Truth( recommend first book Satprem "The adventure of consciousness" ) and this guy www.satshree.org/the-four-attainments-on-the-spiritual-path/
Feel free to ask questions
@Kate Kovaleva
It could be that there is no point to live in your old way of relating to life.. But that you now are in the process of finding a new and more fulfilling way of living with the understanding that it's imagination. Reality might be a dream, but that does not make it less real in other aspects as our senses.
I have memories of dreams, in which never was real of what I know.. But that does not take away their meaningfulness. If we learn and thereby collectively realize that life is an illusion or imagination. Then would we also be able to play togheter in "reality" in a more meaningful fun way. And also understand each other at a higer level, and treat each other at a higer level. The world as we know it, would be something new and different.
Just saying;)
Why bother leaving a rude comment...? What is wrong with people? Why sit through something you don't like...? Weirdos. Anyway.... Leo! I had a VERY MILD sense of this while on Ayahuasca a few months ago. I understood that I created myself.So I can't wait to find out what this substance is. I want to try it!
Julie Archila if you call him a useless stupid person, he would agree
Its unfathomable that you were able to see absolute infinity at all. That’s incredible.
I'm smelling a burnt toad here.
Sam Ann lit
That’s what it is!
You should smoke the venom, not the Toad.
EvenStar LoveAnanda - Technically the toad secretion is poison. By definition venom is injected by bite or sting.
To infinity and beyond!
Hahaha awesome, the thought crossed my mind later after watching too. Pixar clearly has used the "substance". x'D
Yeoj Eztarp Hhahahahahahahahaha
Super curious to see the next episode now that Leo is going Mckenna ...
Btw, who wants to see Leo and Owen RSD together on Joe Rogan's podcast, rant about everything from pickup all the way to god ...
Sounds cool, but these guys on different levels, would be hard to contain common ground.
Yeah Owen is better tuned for business and Leo for spirituality and now psychedelics but the fact that they both used pickup as the foundation of growth is amazing. It's time we as men own our sexuality at the core of who we are and move from there. Btw, screw feminism. In any case, such an interview would make both of them insecure but still the result would be awesome and it might even be too much to handle for Joe haha
Itube Why would that make them insecure?) lol
And owning sexuality and authenticity has nothing to do with feminism really. The opposite is just neurosis, which can be aquired from social conditioning, but doesn't depend on it. That's why egoic overreaction to feminism is as bad as feminism itself.
This! Although, having both of them on separate episodes would be awesome too. Two very unique and fascinating individuals.
It would be epic
Way before I ever began any conscious journey down any sort of reality shifting rabbit hole, I asked as I was falling asleep. That question we likely all ask at some point, “Why are we here? What is it for?” I felt an answer... “to create. We can’t create if we’re limitless. We need limitations for ideas. Limitations can cause beautiful creations to overcome them. We are unlimited outside this experience and you’re experiences are like creating a beautiful song through the limited vocabulary and often the more limited language is, the more creative you must be to express what you desire to express. In Japanese there’s many words to express many different types of sunsets and English has one word. You had a Japanese composer friend that found more beauty in the limited lyrics in English.” I got up, I had to run and write this down. Thank you! I didn’t experience what you have but I conceptualize it and I appreciate your expression of it so much!!! I agree with it. Feels right. 💖✨
someone took the forbidden fruit...
there is a reason why it is called the forbidden fruit. It is a misbelief to think that you can become God - and I say this with many transcendental psychedelic experiences. One DMT breakthrough also made me think I became God, but it is arrogance to assume that. Humans have a connection to God, and come close to him, but not become God itself.
the feel when you realize you're not just a sims character
We are all our own kinda sins character
This is epic! Thanks for the video! I was close to crying several times!!
I once fasted for 9 days and took 3gr of magic mushrooms after eating only 2-3 bananas. I am only 125pounds. And this combination caused absolute ego death.. I had a very similar experience to your "OMG it is infinite" description.
I clearly remember feeling to be everything in the universe at every moment in time and far beyond that. It is incredibly powerful the experience!!!
But your video Leo made me aware that I have to much fear at the moment to face such an experience again. Even if it is not as distorted and crazy as the mushroom experience can be.
And thanks for making it clear again that everything is possible. That infinity entails every possible scenario. But that also means that there is a possibility for me to get stuck for eternity on a trip :D and I love my little life so much, even if my perspective is as small as that of a grain of sand.
To all of you: Enjoy your journey of life and explore whichever directions you like. Remember it is just one out of an infinite number of possibilities god (you) has to experience.
Conscious Explorations I enjoy a simple life too! I'm just happy to live day by day in the simplicity of each new day, in fact these mystical experiences I find can be too overwhelming and disorienting. My heart of hearts tell be the road to truth need not encounter torture/pain/suffering/fear or anything of negative in nature, if it is truly pure love in nature. Pure love will find you and guide you, because that's it's true nature! To search and struggle for it is a false, evil deceptive lie. All in my innocent opinion. Sorry just felt called to mention this here. Namaste 🙏
The key to happiness is to try and live without fear and accept whatever comes your way with equanimity...Look at the beauty all around you...really look. Ha ha ha You will never be stuck on a trip for "eternity"...for everything is temporary...everything...except God.
I did this a month ago
Amen, I went through all experiences of emotion.
Hey Leo, I've been following your videos for a while and just would like to remind you to remain skeptical. The world of psychedelics is an amazing one, and I've had multiple ego losses along my journey. I've even broken down sobbing "Holy shit! Oh my God!!" on a few of my experiences of "God". Let me remind you that this was chemically induced, and perhaps you just underestimate these chemicals and the reactions they produce in your brain. Don't get lost in detours and dead ends, and while i don't believe psychedelics are a dead end, i dont believe they're the end of the journey.
Ps the drug you described sounds like DPT.. I've yet to try it, but it sounds incredible!
That's the beautiful thing my good friend, dead ends don't exist in infinity.
Amazing description of the toad experience. Just did it 5 days ago and i´m still integrating the process. It´s wonderfully put into words, though impossible to really describe.
My take on it is that we are all energy and we are all connected, and it is up to us to spread our love to the world. The conciousness revolution is here.
What I never understood is how love, an arbitrary human emotion, takes on objective significance outside of the human experience.
You are looking at it backwards, love is not an emotion, it is consciousness's recognication of itself, which creeps into human experience like water into a leaky boat.
@@ActualizedOrg Very interesting. Hadn't thought about it like that. Thanks!
guys... I just had a very intense ibogaine session and feel like I understand the universe and everything now. It is the same as Leo describes it, I just want to add something.
You are in either of two worlds. In the nothing world or in the everything world. right now everyone of us is somewhere in the everything world (in our universe) but we can only observe whats in our specific universe and nothing outside of it. So even though we are in the "Everything" we can only see a small fraction of "whats possible" (=infinte universes, infinite possibilities)
So if we want to see the "Everything"all at once, you cant be in the everything. you have to outside. You have to give up your role as an ego and become "nothing".
Double slit Experiment: the electron hits the Screen at only 1 Point withing the whole spectrum if it is being measured (observed) but if there is no measurement tool, hence no observer you can see a wave frequency on the wall which represents all possible possibilities where its Location could be situated.
That was pretty much similar to my iboga experience as well.
So, when we give up our ego we are absorbed into God?
who here watches inifinite waters (diving deep) too? he and leo seem to share some similar vocab. any thoughts?
breathing in that beautiful prana
beautiful *ass prana
GOOD ASS PRANA BABY
CAN I GET A HELLLOOOOO THERE.
Can I get a hellooooww thereeeee.
Delores Cannon has explained all of this stuff from her over 50 years of research from the early 60s to her death in 2014. She never experienced it or took any chemical...but she explained all of this and wrote 18 books on her journey doing so.
In a world based on illusions, good delusions might be useful for some people that work within the 'dream' Leo. Not everyone is awake and connected to infinity so I hope you still keep teaching us the 'delusions' that do the trick within the dream as well :p
There is no you.
I had this same experience back on 8/21/16. The way you worded it really gives it justice. I've been trying to put it into words since, but notice people's behavior when I do. I find your cause very inspiring. I have had a glimpse into something, that is why I'm happy a friend of mine told me about these videos you put out. Keep up the good work.
I explain it as, "It is so beautiful, it makes you vomit afterwards."
I think your analogy comes across better though.
I had this experience with my first psycedelic experience (LSD) at 18 years old, and I would not wish anything more in life, than this sacred knowledge.
First impression of the title was, "Oh no, I've joined a cult."
im afraid of leo's channel might shut down by the government before next week.
Batman! Only you can stop them!
ohh!! im dump! i dint realize that i could .lol
Hi Leo, I had an intense psychotic mania episode one month ago as I'm a Type I Bipolar person and I just felt like sharing after realizing how your trip and mine shared similarities. I think and hope it's worth the read.
It truly makes you feel we are one TV channel out of plenty, but while the all others exist, there's only one that's real AKA reality. As your perception court dream world, your way of seeing thing gets biased and catches up oddities in what we see as normal.
One thing I found is that people's subconscious speak TONS of nude truths out in the open that we're subconsciously ignoring. Another is that every single of our actions is driven by love despite the motives (I suggest to do like me and watch The Revenant with stiff focus on that concept... highly disturbing).
...at some point I closed my eyes and I have had the impression of "closing the loop of time" joining the "before my birth" to "past my death", to the point that time lost its meaning. I felt that my life was one (of many?) experience my soul will experience and that caring about time always have been extremely pointless. Time (or stress?) at that point slow down and death lost its meaning.
There also was this feeling that truth was everywhere I was seeking it (which I was doing). No matter where I looked, everything made so much sense in the whole, everything was beautiful, love fully well conceived.
-->Everywhere there was a torrent of unsuspected perfection.... everywhere else than reality (rather our way of seeing things), as if reality was an island in an ocean of love.
You also feel interconnected or rather in tune (as it's vibratory driven) with everything. You feel other people's emotions as if yours and really are under the impression that you can cancel/cushion them. The same goes with connecting with their thoughts, controlling object from afar and elements of nature (thunder).
(One delicious mind-torturing thought I had to deal with and want to present: What if the only thing preventing you from moving objects from afar was that you aren't in absolute certainty that it can work. Honestly, one can't know for sure unless becoming crazy.)
You are under a strong sense of communion with nature. You understand nature's choices as if understanding the Matrix code. Everything is the most obvious logic choice from the previous happening and you FEEL why. E.g.: The next wind blow is the perfect and most logic one to have occurred from the previous one.
You also feel what I'd call other people's "chi" and are very confident you can heal other people's body just by laying your hands on them. You understand or at least, feel you understand the inner working of nature.
All of this occurs in a, what I call, hyper-superstitious journey, where every stimulus lead you all kind of experiences which you can't help but to see as signs which leads you are chosen by god or god itself.
At last, through that journey you go through EGO OBLITERATION as what seems to be be your irrational side catches up on all the inner ghosts you ever neglected to deal with.
Bipolar Type I, Leo! Try it sometimes!
Brilliant explanation 🐸
Dear Leo, I'm so happy for you. I believe you were given this gift because of all your work, your seeking and your sharing. I've followed you for years and keep feeling amazed at your growth.
I am just now viewing this video that was posted a couple of years ago but would like to share my comments. This video is courageous and raw and I can not help but feel gratitude for Leo sharing it with us. At my later age I have questioned the meaning of life on many occasions struggling with survival and many challenges in my path. If I have learned anything in all my years, it is to remain open minded and humble in a state of full curiosity since this is the only way we can seek answers. I find it ironic that many of the comments hear come directly from their ego in response to a video about absence of ego. This is a no bullshit video and I respect and appreciate Leo's experience. It shows me that there is far more to life than our current understanding which keeps me on the path of seeking substance and truth. Without truth we have nothing. Thank you Leo
Leo is going to be the great sage that leads us all to the ultimate reality.
iiCybershotii lmaooo leads us to the ultimate reality?? Bro you die after like 75 years 😂😂😂
@@jonathanabraham4791
“Energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form to another.” - Einstein
As we are beings of energy and light moving at different speeds on a quantum level, it makes sense.
@@RajinderYadav Energy does dissipate but no way does that mean that it's destroyed. Also I did not say that we were going to stay intact, quite opposite actually.
Glad I found the one person on the internet that has all the secrets of death. Tell me more.
@@RajinderYadav We are definitely forever, just not as we know ourselves to be!
Is he bollocks!
LOL i think he was still on drugs when he did this vid :P j/k
he def was
What a jabroni. Guess what, the neuro-transmitter serotonin, 5-hydroxytriptamine, is suggestively a very close relative of psilocybin and DMT, so we're always on drugs.
be a good little christian and say life is a drug and im high on life LOL
lol
Does he actually ever mention the substance he took?
34:17 | What reality is is an infinite matrix in infinite dimensions and everything that can be, is. Happening all at once simultaneously.
That ending was beautiful. I meditated to it and burst into a bundle of tears.
All the examples given here are being related to the physical experience.
When we look etimologically at the word *infinite*, it means that which is *not finite*. Finite refers to that which is *limited in space or time*. Thus infinite means NOT THAT WHICH IS LIMITED IN SPACE or time, i.e. immeasurable.
_ however the infinite we are talking about here includes what we know as the finite, and the infinite, and everything beyond what we could ever possibly conceive or define.
_ The mind(=thought) is finite. All physical phenomenon is finite because it has measurable dimensions. Infinity is *dimensionless* - i.e. no measurements involved - thus no dimensions, no directions, no time, it is not a thing but it includes all things... etc...
_ The finite (i.e. mind) cannot comprehend the infinite. (by definition)
_ All experience is within consciousness. The material world, which includes thoughts - is consciousness.
_ Pretty good attempt Leo ... maybe some will get the "big idea"
_ Chemical approach, is of course, your choice, but as you know, it is not a permanent solution and may not even work for everyone. If one has a predisposition in this direction to begin with, and one's attitude for life is already aligned with the infinite then the chemical approach may, by way of experience, point in the direction of the infinite. But what one experiences, even seemingly merging with the infinite, is still just an experience. It may be beneficial to some. It may confuse others, or even be detrimental.
_ Wishing you the best Leo. :)
Leo, have you considered that not everyone will necessarily get the kind of effect/experience you did from this particular psychedelic?
Could it not just be that you were ripe and ready and it acted as a catalyst?
And what is the music at the end? So beautiful...
As long as you have a threshold dose, you will have this exact same experience with this molecule.
@@jhc322 which molecule?
@@rodrigomesquita5262 I am referencing the video’s topic: 5-MeO.
@@jhc322 It is not remotely accurate to say that with sufficient dosage everyone will have the experience Leo described. I’ve witnessed several hundred people journey with this sacrament in a ceremonial context, and I’ve listened to their firsthand accounts in integration circles and private conversations. To say the least, there is a huge range of potential reactions and experiences related to many factors.
This speaks more to many of your other videos, but I happen to have decided to post today.
I'm glad you make these videos Leo, but in so many of your videos you present yourself as separate, often ahead of those who may view your videos, far too often. Over time, I believe that you will be somewhat ashamed of how advanced you have purported to be, as you will realize that many people have had these realizations, done the work, maintained balance, and understand that we are all part of that 1-5%, which is still potentially hundreds of millions of people. Anthropology, psychology, sociology, history, cosmology, biology, ecology, economics, etc... study it all, and spend many hours a day doing such. Sure, in my daily experience, I am not typical. I can hardly find anyone in my daily life as committed as I am to the pursuit of truth, but I don't talk down to people, which you don't necessarily do intentionally. Maybe I should assume you are talking to the masses and leave myself out of it, but I believe you can adjust how you speak to your audience while realizing that some viewers are more aware than yourself, but merely enjoy your videos. When I watch, it's like I have a friend telling me their experience as they grow/develop, like a one-way communication/conversation. I've refrained from mentioning this until now, but you should realize that there are people who are deeply philosophical, highly educated (both formally and continually self-educated), determined to push their understandings/psychology to the limit, and have been doing so rigorously for decades. I believe the reason I am now mentioning this is because you are seem to be on the precipice of journeying beyond the tip of the iceberg. Keep it up, I love what you do, I just think you should recognize that there are other preachers, and even choir members, who are watching your videos, and you are often discovering what we already know. (Please don't take this the wrong way, because I greatly appreciate you putting yourself out there. I'm just asking you to realize that while most viewers aren't "there", that all of the RUclips viewers, and more specifically those who may come across your videos, are not all psycho-spiritual juveniles, and you can phrase your videos in a more humble and all-encompassing way.)
Okey, so you know more than Leo. Share your knowledge, I'm very curious.
Donjamon7 It's possible that I know more than Leo.. but by actually saying that it's very possible that paradoxically I know nothing. We could probably talk about this for over a hundred billion hours. Until you understand fully what the fuck is going on in this video, keep looking. Think about this as it may help you understand, imagine having infinite "thoughts"... just for a second. It's not even limited by that one question though. Like I said I could go on... and on.... and on... Literally forever, and you may still not understand. WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ABSOLUTE REALITY is unconditional ( over wise it's will be not absolute ). So how to explain by conditional mentality, intellect and language something what unconditional. And if you do so you will use conditions.
You are realize yourself as ABSOLUTE REALITY or use conditions and think what you are separate from Reality ( which is really not even logic because REALITY is totally infinite absolute unconditional . Like ocean and drop. So you think you are drop and you are separate from ocean. But for ocean it's no difference how you think because everything is ocean ( even this small drop) .
Vladimir Hodzinschi Yeah I think I understand what you're trying to say here, I've heard sadhguru use almost those exact words when talking about drop and ocean though. What he's saying in this video is something on a whole other level though my friend. It's aimed to try and set you free from even words.. ego.. everything.. and nothing. Pure awareness lol, you can't ever describe it. It's an experience of infinite creation itself. The chatter in your mind can completely shut the fuck up if you experience this, it's that awesome. If you ever get this, you can't ever unknow or unexperience it.
@Chris P. Go deeper with you I will put words in other way ( at least I will try ) . In REALITY you are the source of knowledge, the knower and process of knowing and you become ABSOLUTE. How it's possible to describe ? Even silence is maybe not enough . It's different order of realization compare pure awareness
I actually had this happen on San Pedro.
I completely disappeared. And the shaman who led me through this explained later that what we went through and the intensity was like nothing he had experienced in his lifetime of taking psychedelics. It was complete death of the ego.
It was a quantum shift within that had profound consequences in my consciousness
LEO, your understanding of your experience is "ALMOST" accurate! You are a creator, and as such you have been imbued with the ability to create "LIKE" God, except you can NOT "self-Create". The best you can do is PRO-create and in that sense help the process along. That process is strictly reserved for the Ultimate Creator!!! And Yes, God is infinity and therefore everywhere. If you've ever read Genesis, that is what the eternal meant when it said to Moses thru the burning bush "I AM" By the way, true enlightenment does NOT require psyche-active drugs in order to attain it!!!!!...Thank you...Robert from daytradingwiththelight.
Very intriguing, but Leo, honestly tell me: what's the difference between saying that you were absolute infinity and merged with some kind of archetype of beauty etc., and simply being in a chemical-induced state where you simply believed with total conviction that you were absolutely infinite, etc, but in fact, were not?
@@fereidoonct your comment is hillarious! totally agree
Fred javad lmao
@@fereidoonct that's actually a useless reply. You could say that to anyone who claims anything based on experience. I'm not even sure what you're getting at. Do you really think that just because you have an intensely real seeming experience it has to be trusted?
@@David-wl4hx Agree with what? There's no point there at all.
The difference is; Absolute Infinity cannot be faked or mimicked.
"Believing you are absolutely infinite due to a chemically induced state" is limited by personal belief and the notion of states being induced by chemicals. So it is not Absolute Infinity by definition.
So here's the thing : Did Leo actually experience the absolute reality of the universe, or was it his brain's reaction to the chemical he used ?
By that logic have you ever actually expeienced absolutely anything or has it just been your brains reaction to chemicals and neurons. I just don't see the difference here
@@liamnewsom8583 Well, if a chemical triggers off one's brain to react in a certain way .. is that delving into the total reality of the universe ? Or more likely, it is one's own subjective experience and not necessarily ultimate truth. Also, people's reactions and experiences may differ as well. Personal truth could be quite different to ultimate truth. Daniel Dennett has done many interesting studies on how our own brain can fool us, and this is why science is objective by attempting to falsifying theories, etc.
@@wynlewis5357 but your entire exoeience is relative to Brian chemicals, including the brain chemicals themselves! You can't put one over another here. Any objective notion is grounded purely in your own subjectivity.
@@liamnewsom8583 I have never taken hallucinatory drugs but from what I can gather, many people experience what they call heightened states. Whatever, I fail to see how this could provide you with ultimate universal truths. It is merely, one's brain reacting to the drug and the experience is subjective.
@@wynlewis5357 what is saying is that everthng you have ever experienced by your logic is also simply a brain reaction and well, similarly not an "universal truth"
I used it and I became infinite I became internet explorer.
Paradoxes have always been fascinating to me. Back when I studied and thought about existential philosophical ideas extensively, it always led me to a paradox that I know was true but also knew that it was an impossibility to our human understanding. The fact that a singularity had an enormous mass but virtually no physical dimensions. The fact that either something started from nothing, or something has always been for eternity. The fact that the Absolute Infinity is everything and nothing at the same time. The fact that time exists and doesn't exist. These paradoxes seem completely impossible, but to anyone who can think deep enough knows that the paradox is what allows existence of anything. The human experience is extremely limited.
I actually came to a logical conclusion about the exact thing that you are trying to describe! Ever since, I have been on a quest for awakening and to discover the potential we all have through our consciousness and imagination, given that reality = absolute infinity. That God = Absolute Infinity (which includes us); meaning that we are all God and God is us (All-is-One and One-is-All). However, I have not had first hand experience (like you describe you have had in this video) to draw this conclusion; and like you, I have a difficult time explaining this to most people because the image in my mind is very difficult to explain, given it's magnitude. I know that you have posted a video since this one about the psychedelic compound you used to achieved this state of consciousness, and I plan on watching that next, but I just wanted to comment because I'm excited that I can finally and confidently say that: "SOMEONE ELSE GETS IT!!!!" My mind was just simply blown by the fact that a video like this popped up after I have had this theory for the past few years! Although my efforts to truly experiment with this usually get interrupted by life in one way or another, I can personally say that: "If you can imagine it and you can believe it, then you can make it real! I don't care how crazy it seems, quite literally, everything is possible, and we all have the power to make our reality whatever we want!".....We are all God after all.......
How does this video not have millions of views and made as a public service announcement?
Wow! I'm glad to hear that you've had such a profound experience. After I had my psychedelic induced Samadhi experiences, I had wondered how a substance could give me such a profoundly divine experience and clarity. I later came to the conclusion that it was because the substance didn't give me anything, but it took many things away. Psychedelics are subtractive, not additive. I am curious, however, what was happening with your physical senses during your experience. Were you 'seeing' this absolute infinity play out before you or did you just seem to inexplicably experience it without the sensory experience?
Actually, it just occurred to me... you pulled a Gandalf. :D It reminds me of when Gandalf came back and went from being Gandalf the Grey to being Gandalf the White. In the story, he didn't even remember his own name until one of the hobbits reminded him.
The sensory experience is Nothing. Accompanied by emotions of awe, terror, bliss, and love. Accompanied by thoughts. You cannot sense Absolute Infinity. It's Nothing at all. But you can be aware of it. Hence the need to raise awareness. It's like a 6th sense.
Actualized.org Thank you. :) I will focus on that.
Thank you for sharing your experience of All That Is with us. Much appreciation and blessings Leo.
I'm in tears... This experience given to every one = peace
10:12 You can not become infinity itself, there would be no time to realize anything, or have a reaction to it. The fact that you describe sitting on the floor and realizing infinity tells that you still were realizing something, which means still being embedded in the stream of time in some form. You were standing right besided the infinity, that´s a very distinct and important difference to make. That´s also why your statement at 11:25 is so foolish or mislead. You were not god, because you were not infinity itself, but just looking at it, experiencing it.
No. Pure Infinity itself.
I gotta try 5-meo-dmt at least one. It's in my bucket list.
It’s worth it...
@@obiclone thanks for bringing me back to this video with your comment response.
@@samann9 you’re welcome
@@samann9 have you tried it yet?
If so, can you share your experience?
@@Scrubbi_duey Not yet. I had a similar experience when I accidently overdosed fly agaric/red amanita mushroom. That episode ended up me taking to ER and therefore my wife is obviously not supportive of me having such experiences again. So, waiting for the right opportunity to do this when she's away :)
Spirituality is not an achievement, it is a relationship.
Rick D. there's a pretty useful word for relationship. it's called get this... relationship.
Christopher Mcintyre my whole life is a lie
Thanks for the video, Leo. I had this experience on Aya, pushing through ego/mind to God's consciousness. Mine wasn't through dying of ego, it was softer, through love of everything, after being in love ecstasy and then discovering peace and calm and unity with everything that is and realizing that each of us is a part of one and simultaneously all that is is the part of each of us. everything is just the way it should be, everything is as important as the next thing, even a small pebble on the beach and the role the illusion of good and evil play in the expansion of all that is. Like you I didn't like to use the word "GOD" prior to this experience, even though intellectually I could conceptualize and believe it, but still didn't feel right to use it. it felt incomplete and carrying a lot of dogmatic meaning and like you I am very happy to use the word God now, it comes most naturally when i know first hand what it is, after talking to this consciousness for a couple of hours. Once you know - you cannot unknow it, you know in every cell of your body and every bit of your existence and it wouldn't matter if nobody else knows, but what a joy that more and more of us do!!!
I would definitely try that substance you were talking about.
Yes near death experiencer Anasatia Moeling said it;
What's crazy about infinity to me is that this moment right now has always existed... it's just nuts to think about
You got it
Leo, does infinity feel like you're everywhere? And is it sunyata?@@ActualizedOrg
Leo describe in the best way how we should have a true faith and trust in god. Best video so far compared with our religious and believers
I attended at my mother's death. When she took her last breath, I had a mystical experience. I touched infinity. I saw endless possibilities. I realized nothing really mattered - i.e. the illusion. I TOOK NO CHEMICALS to experience this enlightenment experience. The peace and love that followed was extraordinary - and could not be articulated.
The Buddha taught enlightenment cannot be taught it can only be experienced.
I tried to listen to what you were saying about how you became god, but all it came across was as an ego manic rant about a chemical experience and a frightening self deluded view of the profound mystery of life.
Your body has the ability to create the necessary "chemicals" to have this experience. Did you know?
No def. not what he’s describing is profound. There are many ways up the mountain and either way you have to be radically open minded to do this with those microscopes or tools
Joyce Miller I guarantee you would come to a very different view after having this experience. The power and beauty of becoming one with all of Creation are beyond comprehension. Absolutely indescribable bliss.
Everyone experiences lean differently tho
Lmao!
ohh ... love the way you repeat Absolutely Infinite.
Leo, when I was 9 years of age, I glimpsed at a "life form" that does NOT exist in the dimensions of reality that we can detect perceptually... Moving forward, it changed my whole life.... and I am NOW in my fifties....That dear Sir, is true enlightenment!Thank you, Robert from daytradingwiththelight.
You are on the right path leo, you will know eventually that there is one god who create everything.
I truly believe reincarnation is what happened to us after we die. If it can happen once(our life) who's to say I can't happen again...infinitely? The energy that flows through our mind and body (some call it chi) is never destroyed, it just flows throughout reality after we die , constantly changing form...its crazy to ponder
why do you believe in fairy tales?
If reicarnation happens (i mean, if it exists at all), then it might be a possibility that it never stops, and even with enlightenment it could happen again (aka no samsara escape ever...).
This might sound a little shocking, very shocking, normally shocking or not shocking at all, depends on the person which reads it and all ideias this very person has in its life. Some people might read and agree with me, others might not even consider reading until this line, whatever.
From the perspective of a enlightened person, i do understand they do might think they will never cease be, because they never were, never are and neither will ever be. This statment is correct, but i do not discard the possibility of losing this state of realization after death, the only way i could know is by having some experience convincing enough, but then again, how does one know? The mind is deceiving, every image, thought and experience is absolutely falsifiable.
Just some thought, i don't say this might be only creations of my mind, i do say, IT IS, AS MATTER OF FACT.
A consistently growing population would contradict any ideals of reincarnation.
I'm sure that is does.... That still does not explain why human global population is exponentially and consistently increasing. Fairy tales are nice, but they are not real.
remember that this is experiential, all mind constructed concepts we create of this is still not the experience itself, we can talk about it for all of time and think of billions of concepts and they would still be just that
I absolutely love the emotional music at the end. Fits so well with the picture gallery.
I love infinity! Thanks for giving us some deep insights into 'absolute infinity',....its mind blowing for sure :)
I wondered if any1 else would have a flashback type experience in their sleep. You are the first person who said they experienced it in their sleep and then woke up into the normal dream relm... then woke up to reality... like a dream within a dream....feels like lucid dreaming but so profound... I'm so glad i found this video... thank you leo
Do you still experience "dreams" like this even after all this time?
Yes Leo , I had the experience the week before thanksgiving and like you I have moments that come and go . But I’m so glad to have them . Perhaps I’ll repeat the experience again in another six months .
This is the most amazing and powerful video he has ever made. It makes sense to me now. It so does. I so badly want to experience it. Like so badly...
Wish the whole World to see this. Loved it
Yeah👌🏻✌🏻
nope. almost everyone who sees this video will not even consider what Leo is saying to be true, whey can't. just look at the comments here.
I feel the same as you :)
+trump wardell I think you have to be a specific kind of person with specific kind of knowledge to acknowledge what Leo has conveyed in this video. Somehow logically a few years back as a kid I decided to find out what god is logically and long story short, best I could up with was everything and nothing at the same time.
But knowing this logically compared to actually getting is the core difference.
interestingly enough this is how God is seen is Christianity, many things from the bible sound like what you are saying. ie we are God but disconnected from God, God is absolutely infinite and we cannot comprehend it, God created the universe, time is something we know but God is above time.
And then came renaissance painter.... Who paints god as manly bearded european man ^^
Twisted and Thwarted. Religions externalize the power and absolute infinity to something external. When you realize you are infinity having this transient human experience you move past all prior thoughts and beliefs. There is no book to read but yourself and your immediate reality.
i wouldn't quite call it the same as Christianity... as it never states most of what your saying... although the truth is close to what you describe... most religions has been fucked with trough out time by people who desire control, but all religions have parts of the truth otherwise people wouldn't resonate with it and buy into it... i have been outside of time in my meditation the disconnect you describe is an illusion and knowing god (your highest self) is possible in part but to know all parts is indeed impossible, consciously but not subconsciously... after all your consciousness is only a tiny fraction of what you are... its like you can know you have cells and other living organisms that make up you... but you are not aware of the experience they have, but you can be through meditation, but your life is just plain to short to experience every perspective and therefor gain complete understanding...
well, like all the other religions, christianity takes golden nuggets, and neatly wraps them up in a huge shit wrapper.
and there's good reason to believe that many of the stories in religious texts are trip reports passed on by word of mouth, until they've eventually been diluted down to non sensical metaphors.
'Reality ends up to be absolutely free'. Finally someone who understands!
Dear Leo. I saw in your eyes the amazement. I really felt it. I know how overwhelming this is... and, I am happy to have found you, right at this moment. I am so happy that you speak about your experience and you work so hard at expansion. I know how it is. I am dedicating my life to this as well. Seeing you speak of God; it actually gives me hope that we are really coming together. That this plane of existence will pursue and become, self realize and create more worlds.
Thank you, for being who you are and participating in our history.
Thank you for being on my path, here... on the Internet.
Thank you.
"That which is infinite cannot be many, for many-ness is a finite concept. To have infinity you must identify or define that infinity as unity; otherwise, the term does not have any referent or meaning. In an Infinite Creator there is only unity." Law of One: Ra Material
Yes, all is one. And none.
Law of One session 13 talks about the creation story of the universe before the Big Bang ~ first thing known ever in existence is infinity. Infinity then becomes aware. This infinite intelligence creates first distortion of Free Will, Love, and then Light. Check out Bentinho Massaro he's all about the Law of One as well ~
I will fucking hate my luck if Leo died before next week's episode
or if you died
kappa
The paradox is that everyone experiences this "absolute infinity" upon death, so that might just be his plan. There's infinite possibilities (: The story of the beggar and the cup I believe pointed towards this.
Shane Hughes there is no someone to experience anything upon death, nothingness cant be experienced as something.
he already died tho
So where is the video where he reveals the substance? How is it called?
Hey Leo! Did you get a haircut? It looks fresh af 👌🏻
Adam Miceli oh man no you didn’t 😂
In order for anything to be alive,it has to be infinite,or else it is finite and bound to end.
Why cant it just be immortal but not infinite?
Thank you Leo for opening my eyes. My whole life I could see but was blind, I did hear the words but not getting the message. This is so powerful!
This was absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing this, Leo.
We decide our realities. There is an infinite number of possibilities. This isn't new but it sounds like you genuinely felt this with ego stripped away
Great video, except I'm not a big fan of the "you were living in the worst possible situation you could imagine"-part. Because, remember Leo, you (as your true self/God/infinity) created those limited realities; there's nothing wrong with them, and it's surely possible to live a happy life without ever knowning truth.
"you created yourself, you just don't know it yet".
"You" (as your true self) = god (absolute infinity)
God (your true self) created you as a being/ego.
So you created yourself. As Alan Watts say, life is like playing a theatre-play, where God (infinity) puts masks (egos) on itself to forget what its true nature is and instead play a game (life). The substance you haven't mentioned yet, apparantly alters the brain, so that the mask get's turned 180 degrees around, sop it can see its true self (God), and thus the ego is allowed to see its true self (God), instead of "ordinary reality".
Its not possible to live a happy life without knowing the truth, if you are ready for the truth. If you are beginning to really question with the fuck is going on, where are we, why. That questioning puts everything else into perspective and becomes the only thing that does matter. Awareness of you own ignorance makes it impossible to keep floating along asleep. Once you Know, then you can enjoy life.
Christofferr Andersen wow my was blown seriously
Leo, you speak of trying so darn hard to become enlightened. The more "you" do this, the more "you" reinforce your ego. The ego is not a bad thing, it's your individual expression of "infinity", the "Absolute". You can only know your unlimited Self by experiencing limitation of self. But realize that you're already "there" because there is no there. There is only here and you're here. We're speaking of something that cannot be explained with the mind. Your 5-MEO experience removes the veil of ignorance (maya) and that which we "think" we are (ego) & therefore exposes you to a deeper truth that is always present, and never absent. In Sanskrit it is known as Nishprapanchaya Shantaya ~always present, full of peace~. The Gita also speaks of your experience, when Krishna gives Arjuna new eyes (5MEO? Lol, pretty much) opens his mouth and shows Arjuna who He is and he just about craps himself. My 5MEO experiences showed me the Love and Light of the Divine Universe; that which we practice yoga for, to have that realization. I came out with the greatest Gratitude and appreciation for life. Good work, most people aren't ready for this and that's why this work is most important. We're here to raise the vibration, to evolve for no other reason than for simply the delight of it. Why does Shiva Nataraja dance? Simply for the delight of it. Om Namah Shivayah. Keep up the good work. 🙏🏼✨
I was hit with one hell of a existential crisis a few years back. I had severe anxiety, fear of dying and panic attacks. But luckily I was out of a job, so I had all the time in the world to ponder this "rude awakening". After a few years I had this "Fuck this, nothing makes sense"-feeling and the desperation became so big, that in some ways it swallowed me whole. Then suddenly these kind of thoughts started to came to me.
Same here 100%