Rain was my best friend and I loved her so much rain was a blessing in my life and one of the most beautiful souls I’ve ever met. Very thankful to be able to say I knew her.
God bless you Rain loves you too she’s with you you have rain an Angel 😇 you know personally you can talk to her the rest of your life she’s with us I talked to her yesterday in my prayers I know you’re hurting terrible 😞 I know how you feel but hold on to this we all are going to die we will see rain and my MICHAEL again 💕
Hearing her explaining about the dangers of fentanyl and her not knowing that will be her own fate breaks my heart 💔 i pray 🙏that her mom gat justice 😢
I feel for the mom, dad, and siblings and for some reason the grandfather really sticks out to me. He is grieving his granddaughter but petrified that he is going to lose his daughter too. I can’t imagine.
Exactly!!! Same here, my heart aches for mom, & everyone,.. but the grandfather.. omg I can't imagine that long ride.. Heartbroken over his granddaughter, & petrified for his DAUGHTER!! Imagine those long miles, it must have felt like forever. 😳😭
Yes, that got me 😢 I'm sure Rain is up in heaven looking after all our fur-babies who've sadly crossed Rainbow 🌈 Bridge. I was just like her when I was very young and went onto work in Veterinary Medicine. Fly high, Rain, you will be missed 💕
Actually, pills before taking a tainted Xanax were sold to her as the answer. And they were making her not feel great. And if you read the side of effects of psych meds, they usually have a lack of inhibition listed. It seems to me that narrative sets young people up for Fentynal poisoning- the medical system's profiteering obsession with a quick fix (not) with a pill. Even with some information, given side effects, it's too much to expect a young person to sort through.
I am so sorry, think I told you already because I remembered this story from a previous video. I knew the name was the same but thought it was the same video as before. I figured out the reason after reading an earlier comment..She seemed like such a sweet, kind girl and I'm a big time dog lover too ..May God Bless all of you...
It does. My daughter gets the bad effects even with the tiniest bit and doctors still try to give it to her ignoring her medication charts that say she has an ADR to it. They need to be taught too.
I still can’t believe I made it out with my life while so many of my friends did not. I’m not special, but I am grateful. Rest in peace Rain. I will always remember your story, your life. Through my sobriety I will honor people like you who should still be with us.
I just lost my 24 year old niece to fentanyl, she was beautiful, smart, giving and talented. We are so heartbroken. Prayers to all those going thru the same thing.
my son unalived himself and so much that was said by the mom and grandpa replicates the feelings I had 9 years ago . Losing a child in any manner is pure devastation part of your soul dies along with your child. Keep taking it day by day rain's mom just breathe & keep breathing.
I went through the same thing, except they were my siblings, my older brother, and my younger sister, both went that way, my heart, and compassion is with you, and you’re son xx 🙏🍀💚
I have a hard time watching these videos but I feel I owe it to my son to watch them. Jeremy died in June 2021 as a result of a fentanyl overdose. He was 43 and knew the risk inherent with using it. He wasn't like Rain, who was young and unfamiliar with the drug scene. He was sad and depressed and questioning his purpose. It was never a question of "will he die of a drug overdose?" but "when will he die of a drug overdose?". I loved him with all my heart and he knew I loved him but that wasn't enough to keep him alive!
My heart goes out to you. I can't even imagine your pain. My aunt just had to finally wash her hands with my cousin. IT used to hurt her but she just finished radiation and chemo so she's living her second chance. My cousin is 46 I pray she makes 47 and gets clean. I'm sorry again and I hope your baby found the peace he was searching for ❤️
Your son wouldn’t want you to torture yourself watching the videos. Be kind to yourself. I think you deserve better than the way you are treating yourself now.
I know exactly how you feel. I lost my daughter to fentanyl in June 26 of 2023. I will never get over losing her. You write that book, and remember you are there for your other children and your husband also.
Lost my daughter to intentional fentanyl posoinging in Nov of 2020. I'll never recover, I worry about my wife committing suicide daily/weekly/monhtly/yearly. Feel lost in space with no reference for up and down. I've suffered loss in my life prior and thought I understood human suffering more then most. I'd lost my father at 19, my 21 year old brother 10 months later, two friends in combat at the time....I was dark mentally. I lost my daughter and those pale in comparison to the pain of losing a child. You are now "Vilomah". I feel your pain, I have no answers except one foot in front of the next, onward and upward if you can. Go in peace, I know your heart needs it. Good luck, sincerely.
I am so sorry that you lost your daughter! I pray for your strength to get through this difficult time . Although I’m just seeing this two months later I know it’s still hard for you but please keep praying and keep your faith!
Grandpa needs to grieve. He needs to cry, scream to the skies, get it all out. I can tell he's holding it together for his family but I hope he knows it's not responsibility to stay strong for others.
I remember the first time this was posted and it always stuck with me and even went to look for it again to rewatch it but couldn't find it and was sad. Fentanyl is a serial killer. Thank you for reposting this families story because Rain is absolutely stunning and the world lost an angel for sure 🥰
🙄 Fentanyl is a legal prescription medication that we use everyday in medicine & dispense legally daily at pharmacies for chronic & surgical pain. Fentanyl is not a serial killer. ILLICIT fentanyl & tainted street supply is. Please educate yourself & learn the distinction & difference. No one is dying from prescription Fentanyl. Touch fentanyl OD is a myth also. You can easily google this to be informed instead of fear mongered. If you want this deadly, dirty tainted supply chain to cease, advocate for safe supply & the DEA to stop cutting prescription quota production of prescription drugs. There's a direct link & correlation from prescription drug prohibition causing the demand for these deadlier, dirtier tainted drug supply to flood our streets. We learned nothing from alcohol prohibition clearly. Sad to watch Americans still 53 years later believe in drug prohibition fantasies & think the war on drugs is effective. It's like extreme cognitive dissonance & intellectual darwinism.
I thought this story I seen before. I thought I was losing my mind and then started thinking I must know her from somewhere but no it's from seeing her story😢😢😢
I'm also named Rain. I'm so sorry her precious soul has left this place but I believe she inside of God's light and at peace. Rest in peace baby girl. You are loved.
I JUST lost my little sister. I am SOOOOO hurt! But guess what… my little sister gave her life to Christ as well!!!! So through all of this pain, hurt, confusion, anger and everything else in between… I will see her again❤ just as well as you and your family will see Rain again too❤❤❤
I'm so sorry for your loss, but glory to God in the highest, to still have your faith. You will be reunited on resurrection. I list my dad 2yrs ago of natural causes but I've lost my faith. So, reading your comment struck a chord. I hope I'll heal one day and get back on my faith.
This is all that matters at the end what a blessing to know and share ! No matter how anyone lives or what they do the lord will and can always forgive he’s not willing any should perish but all come to the repentace and will love forgive anyone at anytime before their death just like their on cross he will never turn anyone way that seeks him trust him belivee him as their saviour he will say if they use there free will wi accept him as savior and will say today you’ll be with me in paradise just like that no questions asked ! What a mighty God what a saviour taht will be a guide until death and and promises eternal life freely to all who call on him know him recive him personally as saviour
God is absolutely responsible for this too . If you belive in him which I don’t you cannot think he can only do good and nothing more would be a totally unbalanced planet . The saying BC before Christ proves he didn’t create everything on earth or die for all on earth because all these things were here BC !!
We are supposed to live in the greatest country in the world yet our babies are dying from a deadly drug that is all over the place and so accessible that it’s scary. I don’t even recognize this country anymore and I’m terrified for my grandchild having to grow up the way things are. Crime, drugs, bullying, all of the negativity and divide is just ugly. The people who gave her that Xanax are just as responsible for her death as the fentanyl. Rest in heaven sweet Rain, you are so missed and your family loves you tremendously! God bless you.
Prayers for your grandchild, things are so much crazier than they were when I was a kid. In the 90s, I never saw other teens on hard drugs, it was mostly pot and some beer. I didn't even know what opiates were. Things are so much more scary now if kids experiment with drugs.
I’m so sorry you live in such a fear bubble. Please try to off the News if you can. Around the clock fear mongering. Crime rates are down. Check the National crime stats by the FBI. Be careful of your news bubble, it could be radicalizing you. Happiest day of my life is when my husband and I turned off the news. Now we ride our Harley Davidson motor cycles every weekend morning, and go to classic rock out door concerts, as well as hiking. We live in Colorado so we’re lucky there’s a lot of outside activities. May god bless you and give you peace.
Contrary to popular belief, the D.A.R.E. Program, was scientifically proven to have no significant effect on drug use. I think that’s why most schools stopped integrating the program into their curriculum. It was a very basic, unresearched program, that was basically designed as a simple answer to combat the issue of youth turning to drugs, at the height of the similarly effective “War on Drugs”. Anyone, who’s been a teenager, knows that the most prevalent influence on one’s life is their peer group, it’s not their parents, or any kind of programs. I wish there was some way to convey to these families that they’re in no way, shape or form, to question their own ability as parents because very often I’ve heard people question themselves and ask where they went wrong or what they could’ve done differently to prevent the tragic outcomes. In all actuality, it’s more often than not out of their hands. It must be so hard to lose a child like this though, especially when they’re so young and have such a bright future ahead of them. God bless ✝️❤️
You say that, but we had it in my school and ten out of the 80 people in my class died from overdosing. It’s the pharmaceutical’s greed for money that started this whole thing.
The grandad needs to know its OK to cry. He doesn't need to hold all that grief in. He's trying his best not to cry and considering the trauma he's gone through...that must be hard
You know I've noticed quite a bit of ppl that share their story on here apologizing when they start to cry. I've always wondered why they do that. Idk maybe ppl don't like seeing ppl cry. It triggers ppl. Everything triggers ppl now days and I'm actually so sick of that. Like the S word u use to say someone takes their life, which my step daughter done, my friend done and cousin done, you cannot use that S word anymore. It's unalive. Like wtf? Irritating as can be.
It's our Generation. I'm the same way. We weren't raised on feelings and letting it all out. That Man has cried , Privately . just him and God.. ❤❤❤ My heart goes out to the family.❤
Nobody wants to cry on camera trying to explain things, and they probably did, but cut it out of respect. I guarantee you they let it out when they get the chance.
It's so sad that young people today are making the same mistake others have made, including myself and they're dying. I tried things in my younger years. I'm blessed to still be here. What should be a lesson for them, is taking their lives. These days everything is laced with fentanyl. Thank you for sharing a very painful part of your lives. I pray that God will comfort you and your family ✝️
I really don’t know why I clicked on this video. I just started bawling my eyes out with a heaviness about me. I’m so sorry for your loss. She was a beautiful young lady. I’m so sorry 😢. 💔🙏. That was very eerie to see Rain talking about toxic substances on some drug, how they’re so toxic, etc, etc. and then she perished with a poison she didn’t know she ingested. How absolutely scary and tragic. 😢
I think about my mom when I see this grandpa, it really hits home. Losing my son has changed me and my mom has had to sit and watch. I cannot imagine how helpless she feels but I also cannot help her. I feel guilty for losing my son to opioids and also for the fact that my 92 year old mom has to witness my pain. This crisis feels impossible on so many levels. Thank you for giving a voice to this epidemic.
My best friend’s son overdosed on fentanyl and while he was passed out his 2 year old son climbed on his chest and touched his face then touched his own mouth and ended up dying. The father, my friend’s son, went to the hospital and died a few days later. Tragic. Each and every story is tragic. I am so sorry for everyone on here that has lost a loved one to fentanyl. Truly horrible what is happening to our country.
I lost my best friend from a over dose 😢 I miss her soooo much .I just started my recovery from opioids addiction she is my motivation to stay in treatment i am 5 years clean today and i am very happy to know when she died she knew that i was getting help .opioids is very dangerous if not taken as prescribed please if you are reading this comment and you are a addicted to any drug please get help and i love you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Congratulations well done! RIP your dear friend she will be smiling in heaven knowing you got out of hell of addiction and got recovered ❤ keep on keeping on
Oh Rain, I am so sorry! You will never be forgotten! I live in Virginia Beach the next city over and this is beyond scary! We will teach our 5 year old granddaughter at a very early age!
I lost my youngest son, Daniel, on 3/17/21. The worst day of my life. As a mother, I know your pain. He was 18 years old, and passed one day before his 19th birthday... I miss my baby so much! 🥲🥲🥲💔
I believe in salvation (repentance forgiveness of sins calling on the name of Christ Jesus and receiving ETERNAL life so I believe my son that passed it was not a goodbye but a seeya later Matt 4:17 John 3:15-17 yeah so I know I will see them again
My heart hurts 😪🙏we lost our beloved son in a horrific accident 7 years ago he was 21 years old loosing a child is the worst pain nightmare a parent can have 😪🙏my deepest condolences to you and family R.I.P. sweetheart 😪🙏
May God help you heal so sorry to hear your pain. May your son rest in peace 🙏 Nothing is worse than loosing a child! Praying for one end to not keep loosing more kids on this drug🙏
I don't know Rain, but something about her picture just pulled me in. I can tell she was just lovely. My prayers go out to her family. She is with you all every day!!! RIP Rain!!!
This is what I constantly wonder about my stepson Sullivan (Sully) July 22nd 2019. I wonder if he knew he was dying, did he suffer? Was he scared? Was he in pain? I have a son battling addiction as well. It is especially difficult when they are adults. I am so scared of that call. I know alot of people who went to rehab with my son or people i work with who overdosed but were brought back with Naloxone and they say its like falling asleep but i can't stop thinking about it! God Bless all these families and all those who struggle with addiction.
My best friend died in 2017. He died 3x in a 72hr period before getting clean for 2 years. He was brought back to life & immediately released from the hospital each time. He then relapsed in 2017 on what was unknowingly fent. He wasn’t so lucky that time. I’ve spoken to countless people who died & were brought back (I’m from Cleveland & we didn’t ever even do a high school reunion because we lost about 65% of our graduating class in the height of the epidemic). So I can confidently tell you that your stepson wasn’t scared, suffering or in pain. He wouldn’t have even known what was happening. It would’ve been like going under for anesthesia & having your breathing become so shallow until it stopped. No pain, no suffering. I’m very sorry for your loss & I genuinely hope your son finds his way back 💕 My brother just got out of prison. He’s struggled with addiction since we were teens & I’m just hoping he gets it right this time. It is possible. I’m watching so many people pull themselves out of the depths of hell right now & it’s so beautiful to see 🥹
I also know somebody who was brought back with narcan. And it was the same for him. Just fell asleep until woke up from the narcan. So I believe your stepson did not suffer.
Such a sad story. I lost my sister to a fentanyl od in 2017. Her daughter died in 2020 from the same thing. We weren't able to find out who supplied the drugs, but I pray that you find out for your beautiful Rain. I recently told someone who's daughters fulltime baby was stillborn, that maybe God thought she was too good for this evil world. Maybe God thought the same about Rain! Hugs to you❣
@@mrm91986 I’m sorry but I have to say NO to your comment. The God of the Bible is VERY good. He doesn’t take people’s lives like that. I shudder in horror at the thought of that. That would be a cruel and wicked god, not a holy, righteous, loving God. God is the author of LIFE! We humans just make bad choices sometimes. There is also “chance” that has to be considered. When someone takes a drug from a stranger, there is a “chance” that it may not be what they are told it is. No one should ever take drugs from strangers. This precious girl trusted the wrong people and it cost her her life. It wasn’t anything God did or allowed. This precious, sweet girl made a mistake. She didn’t mean or want this to happen. But there are definitely wicked people who are involved with selling bad drugs to innocent, trusting people. They are wicked - not God. But God’s word can definitely heal this family. He can help them cope with the pain. God doesn’t intervene to stop us from doing things that are harmful or dangerous or not wise because He has graciously given us free will to make choices in life. Our apostle Paul said “grace and peace” in all his epistles. It’s possible to have God’s peace in this current dispensation of grace despite hard circumstances in life. God is offering amnesty to the world right now. Christ died, was buried, and rose again the third day to give us life. Satan comes to steal, kill, and destroy but God is the author of LIFE. Now I do pray that “the Lord of peace himself would give this family peace always by all means.” (2 Thessalonians 3:16 KJB)
I lost my dad in 2021 to a fentanyl overdose and I'm still struggling he was 55 stay strong there is no time frame on grief but the most important thing is don't isolate yourself and I'm so sorry ❤
Thank you, gentlemen, for your service. What an impressive military presence in one family. Rain was a lovely, shining presence, and her loss so out of the blue. Key to know that even prescribed medicines can be fatal. This was such a terrible loss.
Hi - I wonder if the authorities were ever able to track down that couple? Sending this beautiful family thoughts of strength and peace. I am so sorry for your loss.
My deepest, heartfelt condolences 💐 I work in the field of addiction & mental health recovery. It’s important for me to listen to these stories. I am sharing these stories and I know your sharing is helping many. 🌈
Thank you for your comments. We also have a series of addiction recovery stories that you might find interesting. Here's a link to the playlist: From Addiction to Recovery - ruclips.net/p/PLdCPA32W_p39Z8hi7xSIX3Fkqmhd7mRzj
What sad is doctors are afraid to prescribe benzodiazepines so she resorted to taking one from people she didn’t know very well? it’s ridiculous. Drug addicts have caused healthy non-addicted people to have medication withheld that they really need. I struggle with anxiety and it’s a real issue. when I take my medication, I feel normal and relaxed and able to function. It doesn’t make me high at all. It makes me normal.
These medications do help those who truly need them. I have neurological executive dysfunction and taking prescribed Adderall makes my brain “normal” so I can focus, be aware of my surroundings and so many other things that my brain doesn’t do on its own compared to a normal brain. But when Adderall is abused and given without screening by a professional psychiatrist over a course of time, it can be abused and used to create an addict. Rain needed medicine that could help her through her depression and I’m sure it would have helped her because it would have been given from a pharmacy. It breaks my heart to know that she had taken a pill that ended up taking her life from people who have yet to be identified. Please do not be afraid to carefully consider psychiatric medication with support from family and trusted loved ones if you decide to go the way of taking prescribed and controlled substances. But please do not take pills from ANYONE that is not prescribed by a doctor, especially if it isn’t prescribed to YOU. Rain is with the Lord now and we WILL SEE HER AGAIN. ❤🌈
@@kathy2940 Hey there, please read up on benzo drugs. They are only for short term use. They can cause dementia when used 6 mo or longer. I took xanax for years before I learned this. When we know better, we do better. It was hell getting off of it but I am doing well without it.
I was using delta 8 weed pens to help aid for sleep but we don’t know what’s in those weed pens, I’ve been paranoid about them lately. I just don’t want to go to another vape shop anymore. How can I cure my insomnia I am taking sleeping pills right now
At first I was confused cause I clearly remembered Rain‘s story. But then I saw the „updated“ in the video title and then of course I watched the complete episode. She must have been such a nice and wonderful person and it really breaks my heart that she was poisoned by a pill from which she thought to be a Xanax pill… It‘s crazy! And sadly not in a good way. I assume nearly anyone can relate to the feeling of „being depressed“ or „being alone“ or even „having anxiety“, and I even can relate to her thought of „I‘ll take a Xanax and it will be better“ but nowadays it‘s so dangerous to take any pill from anyone and not knowing where this pill came from. The only way you can trust this „one pill“ is if it came from a pharmacy in a box/bottle/container, labeled and sealed with your name on it. In what crazy world are we living right now? I‘m not that old (45), but back in the days when „we“ wanted to „experiment“ we had weed to experiment with and as we hopefully all saw on this channel, even weed can be nowadays laced with Fentanyl! Holy smokes, I fear the time when our two sons (now 11 and 9) are teenagers and they do want to „experiment“. And that‘s why I already started talking to our older son about Fentanyl. This may sound weird, talking to an eleven year old boy about the dangers of Fentanyl but that‘s the sad reality we are living in right now, even in Germany we start to having problems with that drug more and more. Not to the extent of those horrific numbers of deaths in the US, but the numbers are rising… Once again, thanks to Glen and Texas Pictures Documentaries for the update on Rain‘s story, and you know it by now, if I can help you with whatever it may be, I‘m in. And if you need me to hold your tripod, I‘m in 😉 All the best to Rain‘s family and of course to Glen from Germany 🇩🇪, Philipp
Yea I’m 44 and it’s wild to see how fast things have changed and gotten to this! We dabbled and experimented with different things. We didn’t have to worry if 1 xan would kill us. Heck even CCaine, worst case was it would be weak. I’ve lost many people I know who just took things too far or got hooked and couldn’t get out. They need to be educating kids about this in schools! The image of drugs has drastically changed. They need to be informed that 7 out of 10 (I think those were the numbers) pills on the streets are fakes and contain fentanyl.
@@rumham7466 they did. nancy regan, remember? d.a.r.e.... except it was more like education of what ud want to try. back when everything wouldnt possibly drop 1 ded on the spot. this is unreal
What a tragic loss....beautiful Rain...I was thinking about her name..and how a soft rain replenishes the earth...I hope that when it rains you look to the sky and think of the raindrops as kisses from this beautiful girl..
I am Irish , live in Ireland and I am learning about all of these beautiful children who have been taken away so tragically . It is so painfull .I am so so very sorry to hear your story and Rain's story. Its so cruel and devastating . So many innocent victims . The videos of her are so precious and show her beautiful personality . The irony is Rain talking about the dangers of illegal drugs . She was fully aware and she couldn't even know what was in that pill . Its murder. Those videos of her could save lives if students could see it and know it happend to her and many others who would never ever take anything they thought was illegal or laced . Thank you for being so helpful and brave to tell us about her . She was obviously beautiful inside and out. I will remember her and your story. Its so painful . I pray to God you will find a way to cope for all of your family . Thank you for sharing your story . My heart is with you all 💔.Rose xxxx
Sometimes parents deify their children. My parents did when my brother died. I sometimes think God calls home his favorites. He leaves us here to learn more, to love more, to understand more. Those who have left us are with our heavenly father. No pain, no sadness, 100% joy, 100% peace. Into the loving arms of the Father
Si pero unos padres una familia queda con un vacío difícil de llenar!! Solo esperando el momento de reencontrarse con su hijo@. Soy madre y no puedo imaginar el dolor tan grande de perder un hijo.
@princesskitkat7061 Powerful! And so very true! It Is the Devil who takes children away, or any other person, Not God! Thank you 😊 I needed to read your comment today, you just don't know. 💖💕💖💕✨️✨️✨️✨️
In tears. So heartbreaking. Thank you for sharing this story and for your channel. So much loss of life and maybe this channel can help spread awareness and save lives. I lost a family member to fentanyl poisoning in 2021. This epidemic needs to be dealt with! It’s a war, a silent war.
All of those who believe in God’s mercy and healing , let’s join together with prayers for this precious grieving family. 🙏🏾🤍🙏 Bless all of your angel hearts. ❤🙏🙏🏾🤍
That is beautiful... Thankyou for not assuming we all have the same faith... So thoughtful. I think it's the most beautiful reply I have read to someone in grief. Mxx
I have a hard time sleeping so I watch this channel. This specific story is just so, so very sad. Rain is an angel now, watching down on her beautiful family 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💔💔💔💗💗💗
Man, the tattoo really did it for me 😭😭😭. I've lost 2 nephews at 20 & 21, different circumstances but I still know the pain of a part of you dying. My heart goes out to her loved ones.
I have no words ...My heart aches for your beautiful family ...My mother in law lost her daughter ..my sister in law and I saw first hand the pain of losing such a beautiful young lady ...What a beautiful daughter ...my heart breaks for her dog ..Love to all of you ❤❤❤..All of these stories are tragic ..but this one touches my heart the most ...You are such a lovely mom..and you will always be Rain"s mommy .. ❤❤
My heart goes out to you, Rain's dear mom, dad, brother sweet sisters and grandfather. 💙 I can't pretend to understand the depth of your loss. All I know is my own heart aches for Rain and her family right now. This has not been an easy experience to watch nor will this be an experience I will ever forget 💙
I'm so sincerely sorry for the loss of your beloved daughter, Rain. It's so courageous to tell her story; you will save lives by telling what happened. I'm so glad you have her dog; Mars will help comfort you and your family; as will the knowledge that you will see your daughter again someday. Rest in Heaven, dear Rain 🙏
this is the second time i’ve watched this video about Rain. it popped up again in a year. i’m praying for your family. Lord Jesus, give them strength, give them hope. You came to give us hope and future and that we’d have it more abundantly. i pray for healing beyond measure, and peace unlike any they’ve known.
I’ve seen plenty of these videos but this one touched me the most for some reason. I’m so sorry, I can tell she had such beautiful energy. It radiates from her pictures/videos.
Rain knew that she was so loved and that is the most important feeling in the world. What a lovely family, what a strong and amazing mother - I wish them the best and all families who lost a child too. Thank you so much for this video! 🖤
THIS channel should have millions of subscibers, for this channel to only have 100,ooo thousand isnt right, come on people this is a topic that everyone should know off.
I can not explain how hard this hits me. I know this family and how special the bond they have is. I pray that God lays his loving hand on the entire family and especially Karla.
It's also in other drugs such as cocaine, molly, LSD, crystal meth, marijuana. I had a friends son finish his Marines and went to a party and smoked what he thought was marijuana and died. This was in 2018.
Of all the YT channels I have seen, this one has touched me the most. It is amazing that I came across this station today as my daughter lost her best friend last year to this horrible drug and yesterday she found out best friend’s sister lost her battle. I am so hurt and disgusted. Two BEAUTIFUL souls gone!
I can't begin to imagine what you're going through and having three kids of my own, i pray that i never have to. You're a great mother, and I'm so very sorry for your loss. Your husband and other childrens loss as well. Your children need you! Your daughter wouldn't want you to take your life. Turn to Jesus for strength! He will help you to get through. I'm praying for you and your family ❤
My heart goes out to you and you are sincerely in my prayers. Please stay strong. The world needs you. Thank you for spreading awareness. I had no idea.
I remember this story. I often think about this particular family and often pray for them. Rains mother….. please keep the faith 🙏🏼 You will one day be reunited with Rain and what a glorious day that will be but let God decide when he calls you home. Your family needs you as much as you need them. Matthew 5:4 “Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.” 🌷🌷🌈
One pill can kill. Really sad to hear this story. I could not stop crying while watching it. Sending my prayers to your family. Also, thank you for creating this series I learned a lot from it. I have shared your channel with my relatives and friends, so more people know more about it.
I too lost a daughter named Rayn who died in 2023....Nov 2023. She was my little sunshine too. I loved her so much! More than anything!I'm so sorry for your loss😢❤😢
The dog😭❤️ Lost it when you said he tried to jump into the casket. I’m so sorry. Lost my brother this way ( fentanyl ) and it’s been a devastating loss. Rest easy sweet girl.❤
Rain was my best friend and I loved her so much rain was a blessing in my life and one of the most beautiful souls I’ve ever met. Very thankful to be able to say I knew her.
awwwww xx
My sincere condolences to you.
I'm praying for you.
God bless you Rain loves you too she’s with you you have rain an Angel 😇 you know personally you can talk to her the rest of your life she’s with us I talked to her yesterday in my prayers I know you’re hurting terrible 😞 I know how you feel but hold on to this we all are going to die we will see rain and my MICHAEL again 💕
Unfortunately not on our time Gods time
Such a beautiful young woman. I’m sorry for your loss 🙏❤️🩹
Hearing her explaining about the dangers of fentanyl and her not knowing that will be her own fate breaks my heart 💔 i pray 🙏that her mom gat justice 😢
I feel for the mom, dad, and siblings and for some reason the grandfather really sticks out to me. He is grieving his granddaughter but petrified that he is going to lose his daughter too. I can’t imagine.
I'm worried about the mom.😥
Exactly!!! Same here, my heart aches for mom, & everyone,.. but the grandfather.. omg I can't imagine that long ride.. Heartbroken over his granddaughter, & petrified for his DAUGHTER!! Imagine those long miles, it must have felt like forever.
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Sad
This is exactly how I felt
Same
Wow she took online classes because she didn’t want to leave her dog home alone, and only at 19 at that, What a sacrifice, truly an angel
Indeed 🙏
I Pray for your healing. I Pray for healing in your hearts Emotions. God Bless you and keep you
Yes, that got me 😢 I'm sure Rain is up in heaven looking after all our fur-babies who've sadly crossed Rainbow 🌈 Bridge. I was just like her when I was very young and went onto work in Veterinary Medicine. Fly high, Rain, you will be missed 💕
Definitely
😢this is sad.
One pill one time. That is incredibly cruel. God bless Rain and her family.
Actually, pills before taking a tainted Xanax were sold to her as the answer. And they were making her not feel great. And if you read the side of effects of psych meds, they usually have a lack of inhibition listed. It seems to me that narrative sets young people up for Fentynal poisoning- the medical system's profiteering obsession with a quick fix (not) with a pill. Even with some information, given side effects, it's too much to expect a young person to sort through.
My mouth dropped when she was speaking about how a little bit of fentanyl kills… what a crazy foreshadowing … I’m so incredibly sorry
I am so sorry, think I told you already because I remembered this story from a previous video. I knew the name was the same but thought it was the same video as before. I figured out the reason after reading an earlier comment..She seemed like such a sweet, kind girl and I'm a big time dog lover too ..May God Bless all of you...
@travelthroughcentralands-bw3ll That's absolutely TERRIFYING TO KNOW!!
WOW...that is crazy. It is just so sad that drug his wiped out so many wonderful people. It crushes my heart.
It does. My daughter gets the bad effects even with the tiniest bit and doctors still try to give it to her ignoring her medication charts that say she has an ADR to it. They need to be taught too.
Great video. Yes Rain was an artist. Nice painting❤
I still can’t believe I made it out with my life while so many of my friends did not. I’m not special, but I am grateful. Rest in peace Rain. I will always remember your story, your life. Through my sobriety I will honor people like you who should still be with us.
You are very special and a voice for those who weren't as lucky as you. Thank you. Much respect and admiration for you.
@@bridgethockney2303 ♥️♥️♥️ Thank you for that.
@@kkmcknight5463 I don’t know you but I’m truly glad you have turned things around. 🙏🏽
Blessings man.
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I just lost my 24 year old niece to fentanyl, she was beautiful, smart, giving and talented. We are so heartbroken. Prayers to all those going thru the same thing.
I’m so sorry for your loss, the pain is debilitating. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers ❤
How did she get fentanyl?
peace and love and light to you.... my thoughts are with u..... a young life lost too soon
@sl4983 it's a cheap filler for street drugs- norhing is safe that is bought on the streets.
my son unalived himself and so much that was said by the mom and grandpa replicates the feelings I had 9 years ago . Losing a child in any manner is pure devastation part of your soul dies along with your child. Keep taking it day by day rain's mom just breathe & keep breathing.
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I went through the same thing, except they were my siblings, my older brother, and my younger sister, both went that way, my heart, and compassion is with you, and you’re son xx 🙏🍀💚
God's peace and grace be with you, in Jesus' name.
God have mercy. I’m so sorry
I have a hard time watching these videos but I feel I owe it to my son to watch them. Jeremy died in June 2021 as a result of a fentanyl overdose. He was 43 and knew the risk inherent with using it. He wasn't like Rain, who was young and unfamiliar with the drug scene. He was sad and depressed and questioning his purpose. It was never a question of "will he die of a drug overdose?" but "when will he die of a drug overdose?". I loved him with all my heart and he knew I loved him but that wasn't enough to keep him alive!
My heart goes out to you. I can't even imagine your pain. My aunt just had to finally wash her hands with my cousin. IT used to hurt her but she just finished radiation and chemo so she's living her second chance. My cousin is 46 I pray she makes 47 and gets clean. I'm sorry again and I hope your baby found the peace he was searching for ❤️
Your son wouldn’t want you to torture yourself watching the videos. Be kind to yourself. I think you deserve better than the way you are treating yourself now.
God bless you. I am so sorry for your loss.
im so sorry
I'm so very sorry.
I know exactly how you feel. I lost my daughter to fentanyl in June 26 of 2023. I will never get over losing her. You write that book, and remember you are there for your other children and your husband also.
I’m so sorry for your sad loss ❤ I can’t begin to imagine 💔 xo
Strength and peace goes out to you ✅
Lost my daughter to intentional fentanyl posoinging in Nov of 2020. I'll never recover, I worry about my wife committing suicide daily/weekly/monhtly/yearly. Feel lost in space with no reference for up and down. I've suffered loss in my life prior and thought I understood human suffering more then most. I'd lost my father at 19, my 21 year old brother 10 months later, two friends in combat at the time....I was dark mentally. I lost my daughter and those pale in comparison to the pain of losing a child. You are now "Vilomah". I feel your pain, I have no answers except one foot in front of the next, onward and upward if you can. Go in peace, I know your heart needs it. Good luck, sincerely.
Same on June 15, 2022 and 25 year old brand new daughter-in-law on September 11th 2023- both to fentanyl😢😢
I am so sorry that you lost your daughter! I pray for your strength to get through this difficult time . Although I’m just seeing this two months later I know it’s still hard for you but please keep praying and keep your faith!
Grandpa needs to grieve. He needs to cry, scream to the skies, get it all out. I can tell he's holding it together for his family but I hope he knows it's not responsibility to stay strong for others.
I remember the first time this was posted and it always stuck with me and even went to look for it again to rewatch it but couldn't find it and was sad. Fentanyl is a serial killer. Thank you for reposting this families story because Rain is absolutely stunning and the world lost an angel for sure 🥰
Yeah same, been watching these for awhile now, another extremely sad example of what this poison is doing out here.
I cried for her and her family. It is so sad. My daughter has been gone 13yrs on this stuff; I’m always waiting for a phone call.
Same, thats the reason I clicked on it again..
🙄 Fentanyl is a legal prescription medication that we use everyday in medicine & dispense legally daily at pharmacies for chronic & surgical pain. Fentanyl is not a serial killer. ILLICIT fentanyl & tainted street supply is. Please educate yourself & learn the distinction & difference. No one is dying from prescription Fentanyl. Touch fentanyl OD is a myth also. You can easily google this to be informed instead of fear mongered. If you want this deadly, dirty tainted supply chain to cease, advocate for safe supply & the DEA to stop cutting prescription quota production of prescription drugs. There's a direct link & correlation from prescription drug prohibition causing the demand for these deadlier, dirtier tainted drug supply to flood our streets. We learned nothing from alcohol prohibition clearly. Sad to watch Americans still 53 years later believe in drug prohibition fantasies & think the war on drugs is effective. It's like extreme cognitive dissonance & intellectual darwinism.
I thought this story I seen before. I thought I was losing my mind and then started thinking I must know her from somewhere but no it's from seeing her story😢😢😢
That tattoo 😭 oh, her sweet family! This is so unfair!!!!!! Can’t stop crying for her mum … you are so strong for sharing your story! 🤍
This is so sad . Poor girl didn’t even know . I hope her mom realizes her purpose and continues to live. Become an advocate for Rain . 😢
I remember this story and to hear Rain reading about the effects of Fentanyl knowing this is what took her beautiful life is so heartbreaking 💔🙏🏾
I'm also named Rain. I'm so sorry her precious soul has left this place but I believe she inside of God's light and at peace. Rest in peace baby girl. You are loved.
What a cool name!
I JUST lost my little sister. I am SOOOOO hurt! But guess what… my little sister gave her life to Christ as well!!!! So through all of this pain, hurt, confusion, anger and everything else in between… I will see her again❤ just as well as you and your family will see Rain again too❤❤❤
So sorry for your loss❤
I'm so sorry for your loss, but glory to God in the highest, to still have your faith. You will be reunited on resurrection.
I list my dad 2yrs ago of natural causes but I've lost my faith. So, reading your comment struck a chord. I hope I'll heal one day and get back on my faith.
This is all that matters at the end what a blessing to know and share ! No matter how anyone lives or what they do the lord will and can always forgive he’s not willing any should perish but all come to the repentace and will love forgive anyone at anytime before their death just like their on cross he will never turn anyone way that seeks him trust him belivee him as their saviour he will say if they use there free will wi accept him as savior and will say today you’ll be with me in paradise just like that no questions asked ! What a mighty God what a saviour taht will be a guide until death and and promises eternal life freely to all who call on him know him recive him personally as saviour
To be out of body is to be presence with the Lord ! Precious in his sight the death of his saints ❤
God is absolutely responsible for this too . If you belive in him which I don’t you cannot think he can only do good and nothing more would be a totally unbalanced planet . The saying BC before Christ proves he didn’t create everything on earth or die for all on earth because all these things were here BC !!
We are supposed to live in the greatest country in the world yet our babies are dying from a deadly drug that is all over the place and so accessible that it’s scary. I don’t even recognize this country anymore and I’m terrified for my grandchild having to grow up the way things are. Crime, drugs, bullying, all of the negativity and divide is just ugly. The people who gave her that Xanax are just as responsible for her death as the fentanyl. Rest in heaven sweet Rain, you are so missed and your family loves you tremendously! God bless you.
as we all should be!
Prayers for your grandchild, things are so much crazier than they were when I was a kid. In the 90s, I never saw other teens on hard drugs, it was mostly pot and some beer. I didn't even know what opiates were. Things are so much more scary now if kids experiment with drugs.
We are in Babylon.
Teach your children not to buy anything from anyone on the street. That’s all you can do.
I’m so sorry you live in such a fear bubble. Please try to off the News if you can. Around the clock fear mongering. Crime rates are down. Check the National crime stats by the FBI. Be careful of your news bubble, it could be radicalizing you. Happiest day of my life is when my husband and I turned off the news. Now we ride our Harley Davidson motor cycles every weekend morning, and go to classic rock out door concerts, as well as hiking. We live in Colorado so we’re lucky there’s a lot of outside activities. May god bless you and give you peace.
They need to bring the D.A.R.E. programs back to schools. Say No To Drugs😢
Absolutely! I wonder why they even stopped them. They should've always received funding
Contrary to popular belief, the D.A.R.E. Program, was scientifically proven to have no significant effect on drug use. I think that’s why most schools stopped integrating the program into their curriculum. It was a very basic, unresearched program, that was basically designed as a simple answer to combat the issue of youth turning to drugs, at the height of the similarly effective “War on Drugs”. Anyone, who’s been a teenager, knows that the most prevalent influence on one’s life is their peer group, it’s not their parents, or any kind of programs. I wish there was some way to convey to these families that they’re in no way, shape or form, to question their own ability as parents because very often I’ve heard people question themselves and ask where they went wrong or what they could’ve done differently to prevent the tragic outcomes. In all actuality, it’s more often than not out of their hands. It must be so hard to lose a child like this though, especially when they’re so young and have such a bright future ahead of them. God bless ✝️❤️
Yup I was in the just say no to drug classes in the late 80s seems like it's a trend to do fentanyl now so powerful
You say that, but we had it in my school and ten out of the 80 people in my class died from overdosing. It’s the pharmaceutical’s greed for money that started this whole thing.
@@aquaabundance4077 DARE was stopped because the research showed that it did not help in terms of drug use amongst children.
The grandad needs to know its OK to cry. He doesn't need to hold all that grief in. He's trying his best not to cry and considering the trauma he's gone through...that must be hard
You know I've noticed quite a bit of ppl that share their story on here apologizing when they start to cry. I've always wondered why they do that. Idk maybe ppl don't like seeing ppl cry. It triggers ppl. Everything triggers ppl now days and I'm actually so sick of that. Like the S word u use to say someone takes their life, which my step daughter done, my friend done and cousin done, you cannot use that S word anymore. It's unalive. Like wtf? Irritating as can be.
The trauma he's STILL going through. He still has his daughter to worry about
It's our Generation. I'm the same way. We weren't raised on feelings and letting it all out. That Man has cried , Privately . just him and God.. ❤❤❤
My heart goes out to the family.❤
@@rani.andretti So true, and finding out with a text that said “Rain is death..” it’s so traumatic.
Nobody wants to cry on camera trying to explain things, and they probably did, but cut it out of respect. I guarantee you they let it out when they get the chance.
It's so sad that young people today are making the same mistake others have made, including myself and they're dying. I tried things in my younger years. I'm blessed to still be here. What should be a lesson for them, is taking their lives. These days everything is laced with fentanyl. Thank you for sharing a very painful part of your lives. I pray that God will comfort you and your family ✝️
This is beyond heartbreaking and needs, must be shown in schools. Heartfelt sympathies and prayers to her family and friends. Devastating.
I really don’t know why I clicked on this video. I just started bawling my eyes out with a heaviness about me. I’m so sorry for your loss. She was a beautiful young lady. I’m so sorry 😢. 💔🙏. That was very eerie to see Rain talking about toxic substances on some drug, how they’re so toxic, etc, etc. and then she perished with a poison she didn’t know she ingested. How absolutely scary and tragic. 😢
I think about my mom when I see this grandpa, it really hits home. Losing my son has changed me and my mom has had to sit and watch. I cannot imagine how helpless she feels but I also cannot help her. I feel guilty for losing my son to opioids and also for the fact that my 92 year old mom has to witness my pain. This crisis feels impossible on so many levels. Thank you for giving a voice to this epidemic.
Sending you love ❤️
sending you love too ❤
So so sad that she knew the dangers of fentanyl but couldnt escape it. RIP Rain. I hope her mother and the rest of her loved ones can find healing.
My best friend’s son overdosed on fentanyl and while he was passed out his 2 year old son climbed on his chest and touched his face then touched his own mouth and ended up dying. The father, my friend’s son, went to the hospital and died a few days later. Tragic. Each and every story is tragic. I am so sorry for everyone on here that has lost a loved one to fentanyl. Truly horrible what is happening to our country.
Oh my! How devastating! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
I lost my best friend from a over dose 😢 I miss her soooo much .I just started my recovery from opioids addiction she is my motivation to stay in treatment i am 5 years clean today and i am very happy to know when she died she knew that i was getting help .opioids is very dangerous if not taken as prescribed please if you are reading this comment and you are a addicted to any drug please get help and i love you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Congratulations keep going just remember the hell you had to go through to get five years. I had eleven years I relapse please pray for me ❤
Congratulations well done! RIP your dear friend she will be smiling in heaven knowing you got out of hell of addiction and got recovered ❤ keep on keeping on
Oh Rain, I am so sorry! You will never be forgotten! I live in Virginia Beach the next city over and this is beyond scary! We will teach our 5 year old granddaughter at a very early age!
Same here for my daughter - Newport News
yep. i tell my 2 yr old and 7 yr old. disgusting we have to talk about that already, but its even in doses that look like candy😭
I lost my youngest son, Daniel, on 3/17/21. The worst day of my life. As a mother, I know your pain. He was 18 years old, and passed one day before his 19th birthday... I miss my baby so much! 🥲🥲🥲💔
You're in my prayers 🙏
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I'm so sorry for your experience, I hope you find peace.
I believe in salvation (repentance forgiveness of sins calling on the name of Christ Jesus and receiving ETERNAL life so I believe my son that passed it was not a goodbye but a seeya later Matt 4:17 John 3:15-17 yeah so I know I will see them again
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My heart hurts 😪🙏we lost our beloved son in a horrific accident 7 years ago he was 21 years old loosing a child is the worst pain nightmare a parent can have 😪🙏my deepest condolences to you and family R.I.P. sweetheart 😪🙏
May God help you heal so sorry to hear your pain. May your son rest in peace 🙏 Nothing is worse than loosing a child! Praying for one end to not keep loosing more kids on this drug🙏
I don't know Rain, but something about her picture just pulled me in. I can tell she was just lovely. My prayers go out to her family. She is with you all every day!!! RIP Rain!!!
I’ve always feared losing one of my children. I feel your pain and I wish I could take some of it away. RIP Rain. You are loved.
She’s has the most beautiful eyes I’ve ever seen . This is so incredibly devastating 😢 I’m so sorry for her . Rest In peace beautiful 😢
@@cocoanutella_ you do too ❤️
RIP Angel. I hate this epidemic.
WHAT a GORGEOUS GIRL !😢
@Breeze2423 I'm so very sorry. too many of us have.
_'I hate'_ stupid people
The grandfather’s pain hurt my soul😢 rest in peace Rain💔
This is what I constantly wonder about my stepson Sullivan (Sully) July 22nd 2019. I wonder if he knew he was dying, did he suffer? Was he scared? Was he in pain? I have a son battling addiction as well. It is especially difficult when they are adults. I am so scared of that call. I know alot of people who went to rehab with my son or people i work with who overdosed but were brought back with Naloxone and they say its like falling asleep but i can't stop thinking about it! God Bless all these families and all those who struggle with addiction.
Bless your heart. Sending you love
@@vimbaipreston6762 thank you. ❤
My best friend died in 2017. He died 3x in a 72hr period before getting clean for 2 years. He was brought back to life & immediately released from the hospital each time. He then relapsed in 2017 on what was unknowingly fent. He wasn’t so lucky that time. I’ve spoken to countless people who died & were brought back (I’m from Cleveland & we didn’t ever even do a high school reunion because we lost about 65% of our graduating class in the height of the epidemic). So I can confidently tell you that your stepson wasn’t scared, suffering or in pain. He wouldn’t have even known what was happening. It would’ve been like going under for anesthesia & having your breathing become so shallow until it stopped. No pain, no suffering. I’m very sorry for your loss & I genuinely hope your son finds his way back 💕 My brother just got out of prison. He’s struggled with addiction since we were teens & I’m just hoping he gets it right this time. It is possible. I’m watching so many people pull themselves out of the depths of hell right now & it’s so beautiful to see 🥹
I also know somebody who was brought back with narcan. And it was the same for him. Just fell asleep until woke up from the narcan. So I believe your stepson did not suffer.
@@laceyjade9834 Wow! I'm so sorry for your loss.
Gosh. Her talking about the Fentanyl epidemic, only for her to die as a result of that, is literally so eerie. I pray her soul is resting peacefully.
Such a sad story. I lost my sister to a fentanyl od in 2017. Her daughter died in 2020 from the same thing.
We weren't able to find out who supplied the drugs, but I pray that you find out for your beautiful Rain. I recently told someone who's daughters fulltime baby was stillborn, that maybe God thought she was too good for this evil world. Maybe God thought the same about Rain! Hugs to you❣
@@mrm91986 I’m sorry but I have to say NO to your comment. The God of the Bible is VERY good. He doesn’t take people’s lives like that. I shudder in horror at the thought of that. That would be a cruel and wicked god, not a holy, righteous, loving God. God is the author of LIFE! We humans just make bad choices sometimes. There is also “chance” that has to be considered. When someone takes a drug from a stranger, there is a “chance” that it may not be what they are told it is. No one should ever take drugs from strangers. This precious girl trusted the wrong people and it cost her her life. It wasn’t anything God did or allowed. This precious, sweet girl made a mistake. She didn’t mean or want this to happen. But there are definitely wicked people who are involved with selling bad drugs to innocent, trusting people. They are wicked - not God. But God’s word can definitely heal this family. He can help them cope with the pain. God doesn’t intervene to stop us from doing things that are harmful or dangerous or not wise because He has graciously given us free will to make choices in life.
Our apostle Paul said “grace and peace” in all his epistles. It’s possible to have God’s peace in this current dispensation of grace despite hard circumstances in life. God is offering amnesty to the world right now. Christ died, was buried, and rose again the third day to give us life. Satan comes to steal, kill, and destroy but God is the author of LIFE.
Now I do pray that “the Lord of peace himself would give this family peace always by all means.” (2 Thessalonians 3:16 KJB)
I lost my dad in 2021 to a fentanyl overdose and I'm still struggling he was 55 stay strong there is no time frame on grief but the most important thing is don't isolate yourself and I'm so sorry ❤
I am so, so sorry for your loss of Rain. Such a sad story. I hope you find justice, and i hope you will all find Peace.
Thank you, gentlemen, for your service. What an impressive military presence in one family. Rain was a lovely, shining presence, and her loss so out of the blue. Key to know that even prescribed medicines can be fatal. This was such a terrible loss.
Hi - I wonder if the authorities were ever able to track down that couple? Sending this beautiful family thoughts of strength and peace. I am so sorry for your loss.
thats what im saying. sounds like the jerks just blew it off. those people should be in custody
sadly the people that are selling these pills aren't even aware themselves. They just follow the money.
They have surveillance for everything else but not at this particular hotel. That’s crazy.
It’s crazy how people are going around giving lazed drugs . Like those are murderers . Scary
My deepest, heartfelt condolences 💐 I work in the field of addiction & mental health recovery. It’s important for me to listen to these stories. I am sharing these stories and I know your sharing is helping many. 🌈
Thank you for your comments. We also have a series of addiction recovery stories that you might find interesting. Here's a link to the playlist: From Addiction to Recovery - ruclips.net/p/PLdCPA32W_p39Z8hi7xSIX3Fkqmhd7mRzj
@@TexasPictures thank you ☺️
I am so sorry for the catastrophic loss of your beautiful daughter. This is a public health crisis of massive porportions. Stay strong🙏
So hard to keep going but Mama , you WILL! God has got you! Hold your family tight ! They need you ❤
What sad is doctors are afraid to prescribe benzodiazepines so she resorted to taking one from people she didn’t know very well? it’s ridiculous. Drug addicts have caused healthy non-addicted people to have medication withheld that they really need. I struggle with anxiety and it’s a real issue. when I take my medication, I feel normal and relaxed and able to function. It doesn’t make me high at all. It makes me normal.
I totally agree! And it’s so true!!
These medications do help those who truly need them. I have neurological executive dysfunction and taking prescribed Adderall makes my brain “normal” so I can focus, be aware of my surroundings and so many other things that my brain doesn’t do on its own compared to a normal brain. But when Adderall is abused and given without screening by a professional psychiatrist over a course of time, it can be abused and used to create an addict.
Rain needed medicine that could help her through her depression and I’m sure it would have helped her because it would have been given from a pharmacy. It breaks my heart to know that she had taken a pill that ended up taking her life from people who have yet to be identified.
Please do not be afraid to carefully consider psychiatric medication with support from family and trusted loved ones if you decide to go the way of taking prescribed and controlled substances. But please do not take pills from ANYONE that is not prescribed by a doctor, especially if it isn’t prescribed to YOU.
Rain is with the Lord now and we WILL SEE HER AGAIN. ❤🌈
Fentanyl is a narcotic, not a Benzodiazepine.
Drug dealers are the real problem
@@kathy2940 Hey there, please read up on benzo drugs. They are only for short term use. They can cause dementia when used 6 mo or longer. I took xanax for years before I learned this. When we know better, we do better. It was hell getting off of it but I am doing well without it.
These videos made me quit smoking w33d cold turkey it’s so scary what they putting in stuff i never want my mom and sister to suffer 3 weeks sober
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I was using delta 8 weed pens to help aid for sleep but we don’t know what’s in those weed pens, I’ve been paranoid about them lately. I just don’t want to go to another vape shop anymore. How can I cure my insomnia I am taking sleeping pills right now
Keep it up! There is so much more in this world who wants to meet you, and that you want to experience. Treasure what the future holds for you.
Agreed I’m scared to buy from anywhere I can’t see a certified lab result and it’s regulated now. It’s scary
Cold turkey? Weed is not opiates?!
At first I was confused cause I clearly remembered Rain‘s story. But then I saw the „updated“ in the video title and then of course I watched the complete episode.
She must have been such a nice and wonderful person and it really breaks my heart that she was poisoned by a pill from which she thought to be a Xanax pill… It‘s crazy! And sadly not in a good way.
I assume nearly anyone can relate to the feeling of „being depressed“ or „being alone“ or even „having anxiety“, and I even can relate to her thought of „I‘ll take a Xanax and it will be better“ but nowadays it‘s so dangerous to take any pill from anyone and not knowing where this pill came from.
The only way you can trust this „one pill“ is if it came from a pharmacy in a box/bottle/container, labeled and sealed with your name on it.
In what crazy world are we living right now? I‘m not that old (45), but back in the days when „we“ wanted to „experiment“ we had weed to experiment with and as we hopefully all saw on this channel, even weed can be nowadays laced with Fentanyl!
Holy smokes, I fear the time when our two sons (now 11 and 9) are teenagers and they do want to „experiment“. And that‘s why I already started talking to our older son about Fentanyl.
This may sound weird, talking to an eleven year old boy about the dangers of Fentanyl but that‘s the sad reality we are living in right now, even in Germany we start to having problems with that drug more and more.
Not to the extent of those horrific numbers of deaths in the US, but the numbers are rising…
Once again, thanks to Glen and Texas Pictures Documentaries for the update on Rain‘s story, and you know it by now, if I can help you with whatever it may be, I‘m in. And if you need me to hold your tripod, I‘m in 😉
All the best to Rain‘s family and of course to Glen from Germany 🇩🇪, Philipp
Yea I’m 44 and it’s wild to see how fast things have changed and gotten to this! We dabbled and experimented with different things. We didn’t have to worry if 1 xan would kill us. Heck even CCaine, worst case was it would be weak. I’ve lost many people I know who just took things too far or got hooked and couldn’t get out. They need to be educating kids about this in schools! The image of drugs has drastically changed. They need to be informed that 7 out of 10 (I think those were the numbers) pills on the streets are fakes and contain fentanyl.
I am from germany and I do not hear any stories about this drug in germany.
Would you trust a pill with a label with your name on it from a pharmacy? Have you seen the stat's for death by prescribed pharmaceutical drugs?
@@jenniferthomas-bieck5459Quatsch! Read the OP, he's from Deutschland. It is everywhere now
@@rumham7466 they did. nancy regan, remember? d.a.r.e.... except it was more like education of what ud want to try. back when everything wouldnt possibly drop 1 ded on the spot. this is unreal
What a tragic loss....beautiful Rain...I was thinking about her name..and how a soft rain replenishes the earth...I hope that when it rains you look to the sky and think of the raindrops as kisses from this beautiful girl..
It's HEARTBREAKING listening to and watching her sister. Reminds me of my daughter's
This story hit me soo hard! I lost my uncle to fentenyl after using it once! I pray for the hearts of her family and that the lord heals them all!!
Rain was so beautiful ❤❤❤ I’m so sorry that the world didn’t get to see her blossom
I am Irish , live in Ireland and I am learning about all of these beautiful children who have been taken away so tragically . It is so painfull .I am so so very sorry to hear your story and Rain's story. Its so cruel and devastating . So many innocent victims . The videos of her are so precious and show her beautiful personality . The irony is Rain talking about the dangers of illegal drugs . She was fully aware and she couldn't even know what was in that pill . Its murder. Those videos of her could save lives if students could see it and know it happend to her and many others who would never ever take anything they thought was illegal or laced . Thank you for being so helpful and brave to tell us about her . She was obviously beautiful inside and out. I will remember her and your story. Its so painful . I pray to God you will find a way to cope for all of your family . Thank you for sharing your story . My heart is with you all 💔.Rose xxxx
Sometimes parents deify their children. My parents did when my brother died. I sometimes think God calls home his favorites. He leaves us here to learn more, to love more, to understand more. Those who have left us are with our heavenly father. No pain, no sadness, 100% joy, 100% peace. Into the loving arms of the Father
Si pero unos padres una familia queda con un vacío difícil de llenar!! Solo esperando el momento de reencontrarse con su hijo@. Soy madre y no puedo imaginar el dolor tan grande de perder un hijo.
@@sansol444 some people blame God for taking their kids but it's actually the devil that steal kills and destroys
@princesskitkat7061 Powerful! And so very true! It Is the Devil who takes children away, or any other person, Not God! Thank you 😊 I needed to read your comment today, you just don't know. 💖💕💖💕✨️✨️✨️✨️
In tears. So heartbreaking. Thank you for sharing this story and for your channel. So much loss of life and maybe this channel can help spread awareness and save lives. I lost a family member to fentanyl poisoning in 2021. This epidemic needs to be dealt with! It’s a war, a silent war.
Condolences to you & your family. Thank you for sharing the story of your beautiful Rain 🌈 ❤
I am heartbroken over the loss of your daughter. My condolences to you all.
All of those who believe in God’s mercy and healing , let’s join together with prayers for this precious grieving family.
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Bless all of your angel hearts.
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That is beautiful... Thankyou for not assuming we all have the same faith... So thoughtful.
I think it's the most beautiful reply I have read to someone in grief. Mxx
Amen!
I have a hard time sleeping so I watch this channel.
This specific story is just so, so very sad.
Rain is an angel now, watching down on her beautiful family 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💔💔💔💗💗💗
Man, the tattoo really did it for me 😭😭😭. I've lost 2 nephews at 20 & 21, different circumstances but I still know the pain of a part of you dying. My heart goes out to her loved ones.
I'm so sorry for your loss. What a beautiful name to a beautiful girl. Thank you for sharing your story. She will always be remembered.
Thank you God for giving mom and family that rainbow 🌈
The doggy trying to jump onto the casket 🥺😩
Omg, this broke my heart to hear....ugh
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So heartbreaking 😢
So upsetting 😢
This is when I couldn't hold my tears any longer....so sad 😢💔❤️🕊🕊🕊
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Thanks for sharing Texas Pictures Documentaries.
God bless.
I have no words ...My heart aches for your beautiful family ...My mother in law lost her daughter ..my sister in law and I saw first hand the pain of losing such a beautiful young lady ...What a beautiful daughter ...my heart breaks for her dog ..Love to all of you ❤❤❤..All of these stories are tragic ..but this one touches my heart the most ...You are such a lovely mom..and you will always be Rain"s mommy .. ❤❤
My heart goes out to you, Rain's dear mom, dad, brother sweet sisters and grandfather. 💙 I can't pretend to understand the depth of your loss. All I know is my own heart aches for Rain and her family right now. This has not been an easy experience to watch nor will this be an experience I will ever forget 💙
I'm so sincerely sorry for the loss of your beloved daughter, Rain. It's so courageous to tell her story; you will save lives by telling what happened. I'm so glad you have her dog; Mars will help comfort you and your family; as will the knowledge that you will see your daughter again someday. Rest in Heaven, dear Rain 🙏
❤Even in this unimaginable situation the goodness of this family shines through, and Rain is still part of it, for eternity❤️
I'm worried about the mom.😢
My heart truly breaks for this beautiful family. I’m deeply sorry for the loss of their precious daughter.
So many lives in one family were forever changed in the blink of an eye. Just terrible!
this is the second time i’ve watched this video about Rain. it popped up again in a year. i’m praying for your family.
Lord Jesus, give them strength, give them hope. You came to give us hope and future and that we’d have it more abundantly. i pray for healing beyond measure, and peace unlike any they’ve known.
I’m so Sorry for your loss 😢I Can’t Imagine What You and Your Family and Friends Are Experiencing But My Thoughts And Prayers Go Out To You All 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤❤
Thank you for telling your story
I feel for this family. I pray our Lord can give them peace in their minds and in their hearts.
I’ve seen plenty of these videos but this one touched me the most for some reason. I’m so sorry, I can tell she had such beautiful energy. It radiates from her pictures/videos.
I'm so sorry for the Mom. I hope she finds a way to deal with this. She is incredibly beautiful.
Rain knew that she was so loved and that is the most important feeling in the world. What a lovely family, what a strong and amazing mother - I wish them the best and all families who lost a child too. Thank you so much for this video! 🖤
She was so beautiful… I am so deeply sorry for your loss.. God bless you all.❤
I want to give the grandfather a hug. You can see and hear the hurt in there voices. Protect this family with all costs 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
Every story is so important, but this is so profoundly hard. Such a beautiful soul.
Poor grandfather. This whole documentary is breaking my heart 💔 So sorry for this family's loss.
THIS channel should have millions of subscibers, for this channel to only have 100,ooo thousand isnt right, come on people this is a topic that everyone should know off.
I can not explain how hard this hits me. I know this family and how special the bond they have is. I pray that God lays his loving hand on the entire family and especially Karla.
So sorry for your loss of your precious daughter, please young people please don't play with pills. 😢😢😢
It's also in other drugs such as cocaine, molly, LSD, crystal meth, marijuana. I had a friends son finish his Marines and went to a party and smoked what he thought was marijuana and died. This was in 2018.
Of all the YT channels I have seen, this one has touched me the most. It is amazing that I came across this station today as my daughter lost her best friend last year to this horrible drug and yesterday she found out best friend’s sister lost her battle. I am so hurt and disgusted. Two BEAUTIFUL souls gone!
So so sorry 😢
I can't begin to imagine what you're going through and having three kids of my own, i pray that i never have to. You're a great mother, and I'm so very sorry for your loss. Your husband and other childrens loss as well. Your children need you! Your daughter wouldn't want you to take your life. Turn to Jesus for strength! He will help you to get through. I'm praying for you and your family ❤
This video made me cry so much. Im praying for the family.
Prayers for Rains family 😢prayers for peace and comfort for Rains family😢
My heart goes out to you and you are sincerely in my prayers. Please stay strong. The world needs you. Thank you for spreading awareness. I had no idea.
I remember this story. I often think about this particular family and often pray for them. Rains mother….. please keep the faith 🙏🏼 You will one day be reunited with Rain and what a glorious day that will be but let God decide when he calls you home. Your family needs you as much as you need them. Matthew 5:4 “Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.” 🌷🌷🌈
This updated version of the story contains two video messages from Rain. One of her messages addresses fentanyl.
So sorry for your loss! I remember watching before!
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I cried a few times! ❤
She was a beautiful young lady. Its heartbreaking 💔
It’s always the nicest ppl… WHY ???? 😢😢😢❤
One pill can kill.
Really sad to hear this story.
I could not stop crying while watching it.
Sending my prayers to your family.
Also, thank you for creating this series
I learned a lot from it. I have shared your channel with my relatives and friends, so more people know more about it.
I lost my best friend of 16 years to fentanyl & I am still devastated. My heart & prayers go out to all of you & I am so sorry for your loss ❤
I too lost a daughter named Rayn who died in 2023....Nov 2023. She was my little sunshine too. I loved her so much! More than anything!I'm so sorry for your loss😢❤😢
So so sorry 😢
The dog😭❤️ Lost it when you said he tried to jump into the casket. I’m so sorry. Lost my brother this way ( fentanyl ) and it’s been a devastating loss. Rest easy sweet girl.❤
I’m so sorry!😞 😢💔
So so sorry 😢
Awwwww, 😢 I'm super glad that we got to actually hear her speak. ❤ Rest in peace baby girl 🕊️