Ep263: My Demon Exorcism - Mattias Daly 3

[@TheWrongCar84]

This may be the most fascinating and interesting podcast I've ever listened to! I was on the edge of my seat until the end of that unbelievable story. Thank you so much for sharing!

[@amaryllisequistra]

2:15:20
Thanks for sharing this story Mattias. It’s such a relief to hear this experience spoken about with such clarity. I really could have used this knowledge about 45 years ago, so I know there’ll be others who need it now. And yes, that episode of The Emerald was great! We are all in a relational web; the plant people, the animal people, the fungal people, the human people, the elements (als)… e are all in this together. Love to you 💗

[@curtsiburrowes4065]

The one i experienced would set off bombs of group psychoses sometimes. Saw some horrible things.
I spent 3 years trying to remove it, mostly scaring spiritual practitioners and then also dealing with a kind of PTSD of whether it would return.
Mine finally left on the 5th day of my first water fast and never came back.
Yeah cannabis is dangerous, its extremely potent nowadays. Have to be careful with whom you smoke, the state your in.
Before it happened, i had this one really positive entity once that was more easily activated with smoking and I started this crazy weird loving performance art group where we basically tried to share this group channeling experience full of love and creating amazing things. I also had so much energy and love at the time. Things would unfold in such a beautiful way. People would follow me around when i had the feeling and it scared me, i was afraid it could get to my head - i tried to tell people it wasnt me doing it but the love through all of us or something to that effect. Anyway, it was still hard to handle and could be destabilizing.
Then though when i experienced the other side and saw horrible things and experienced horror things. (I was wide open and went back into working with friends on the street addicted to crack, heroine and alcohol who were also in altered states). I went into their realm and saw what they saw.
My view became different, because i wondered if both of these times i was just a puppet of these spirits and whether any of this was good.

[@flowmorningmusings5441]

This article best articulates the things I was trying to do when I could so easily access these flowing love states many years back. We called ourselves StarFuck and the possession of this spirit began after I was taking care of a man with psychosis for days in the forest and suddenly in the most surreal way a kind of manic swedish sapmi shaman lady grabbed our hands and did this ritual with four other women where we say how we feel facing the sun. Over the next few days I met a pianist from berlin, an art therapist from australia, a young sapmi shaman from northen sweden and energy/body worker from australia. We also all slept together and shared clothes, jewelry. Every day was a magical adventure full of love and creation and everywhere we went people could feel our presence. We performed in the streets, houses, clubs sort of at random. We did the star ritual regularly.
Finally I ended up in an anarchist permaculture pirate ship squat in copenhagen and everyone else had to depart to different parts of the world. I was really hoping we could continue as a magical force but it really required everyone kinda put everything into it. In this squat things started to go the other way and this spirit weakened over time as my veil was still wide open and I began to spend more time supporting people in difficult altered states of consciousness, some drug induced. After nearly burning out, I returned to the US had a little bit of this spirit left and channeled some art with someone for a bit.
then things went to horror town when my friend had a homicidal/suicidal breakdown at an art event in brooklyn and there was a performance by a musician who channeled this cathartic, rage, horror noise - i didnt experience paranoia or anything but i felt pressure and light on my face. it was at this point but the realm flipped into a nightmare - non-profit i was working with multiple people had paranoid breakdown and blow up, i tried to mediate nothing work. this was when pandemic started, i was doing a indigenous healing circle training with some ex-prisoner friends and a worker cooperative non-profit i used to help run. everything blew up. friends relapsed on heroine, crack, alcohol. i saw reality blow up a few times and people taken over. i was completely humbled and brought to my knees.
its gone since the fast 2 years ago now but i lost 3 years of my life both getting rid of it and the PTSD from all the unspeakable horrors i experienced and saw.
medium.com/predict/how-to-turn-life-into-art-5fb30954da5b

[@curtsiburrowes4065]

@@flowmorningmusings5441reply is me expanding on the story in comment above in case anyone is interested.

[@AyahuascaMagic]

amazing

[@vegandolls]

i should have known i'd see the likes of you here😂❤😂

[@David-og7di]

This is a brave man. Im sure many would not come through such an experience so well. Best from NZ

[@amaryllisequistra]

Synchronistically, I’m reading a book by Father Amorth, exorcist for the Diocese of Rome, about his experiences. This account is a fascinating adjunct.

[@mehenra485]

I would say it did not make me more fearful, i actually began to appreciate the various spiritual healers more and had a bit of reflection on my dharmic path.

[@Marc-w2g]

Damn..."maybe the veil is too thin for me" was most profound and humble of him to admit. Excellent🙏

[@raquelbravo1196]

This is a great interview. More than likely he actually was one of the Scandinavians who partook in the pillages of people. We are our ancestors from past lives. His speaking publicly about this is so profound and helpful to others. Thank you.

[@darksidejosh]

story checks out, similar experience. appreciate the obscure validation.

[@chrxmeface]

Wow this happened to him so he reverse engineer all of this and figure out how to deal with it and share it with that world!

[@Bishop1104]

I’m going this spiritual warfare rite now. For the past 10 years. Idk if it’s attached from my ancestors. I hired a lot of people. Usually working from a distance but hasn’t worked. Still searching so if anyone know someone that can help from the NYC, NJ, or Philly are please let me know. Ty

[@johns7530]

Coincidentally, I am working with an exorcist who lives in New Jersey. I live in Chicago. I have had about 8 years of something (actually more than 1), and he is hopefully getting rid of it/them. I have not had any lasting success with people I have worked with before, it has been frustrating and discouraging, and horrifying. I hope to know within a couple weeks or so if this person will be successful. I don't want to give you false hope, but it is quite a coincidence that he is New Jersey based, so I thought I would reply to you. I know how awful this stuff can be and promise that if I have success, I will make sure to come back to this video and reply again to let you know how to get in touch with this person! Blessings to you in the meantime... I am in pretty dire need of them myself. 🙏

[@anipema6963]

I lived for 12 years in India with my yoga meditation teacher Swami Muktananda. His students received an awakening of the Kundalini energy which brought on these kinds of spontaneous movements, singing, dancing. They seemed to purify the body so that the energy moved freely through the body.

[@Mantras-and-Mystics]

Been going through an outlandish kundalini awakening in the last couple of years. Real psycho-looking-and-sounding stuff!
Glad I live by myself or I would have been locked up. 😄
Edit: And yes, it clears out blockages and enables the energy to flow freely.
Namaste.

[@sockneman]

Thank You Mattias for sharing this. At first I was a bit hesitant to listen to the episode because of its subject but you presented it in such a “matter of a fact” and constructed way that it was just interesting and informative. It helped me a lot in my own personal journey and situation.
Thank You again and May though be well and happy! 🙏
/from another Swede

[@WhatsItLikeToBeEnlightened]

Riveting interview. Thank you!

[@timoteo522]

Excellent assessment Mattias. Thanks for sharing your story my friend. Ignore the ignorant comments, as they only have the one lens to look through, which is the materialist, western psychological, assessment version of events.
It's evident that they have no experiential understanding that these things do exist, and have existed long before psychological assessments came into play. Spiritism has an incredibly high (90+%) success rate in alleviating what modern day psychology calls 'schizophrenia'. I learned about this in Brazil, while working a medium there. Sounds like you were visiting some folks who still had their training wheels on.
Also, it's not uncommon to have to use techniques/methods for removal that are in some way associated with our genetic heritage- you mother had lineage in NZ, so it makes sense that it would require a medicine woman from that area, or your N European genetic heritage, to remove this entity.

[@marks8413]

Thanks for sharing this information. Very nicely presented in a way that enables us to think about belief systems in a calm and conscious way.

[@TheTTrickz]

Just wanted to throw out my thank you to balance out the less pleasant comments here. Extremely worthwile listen. Has some resonance to Jung talking about Wotan posessing the german psyche prior to ww2 causing them to go berserk.

[@Daoland-Everywhere]

Thank you for the video. I practiced, researched and thought this for over 40 years. In China it is nowadays forbidden because it caused acute psychosis in a significant number of practitioners. Learning it isn't more difficult than moving clouds. But it is tricky to master. There are different methods, also using fireqi to control others in that process. It is part of both learning mediumistic possession and exorcism. It helps to learn it if you have been posessed but it also keeps you a risk to yourself. Korean shaman are probably the ones who talk about this the most openly. In daoist thunder magic and other schools it is most seriously discussed and kept secret.

[@shahafb1667]

Wonderful and sincere interview

[@sardeeni]

Fascinating story

[@JJ-wi2uw]

Amazing story. ❤

[@timrustow]

great interview. thank you!

[@gabrielshirley2515]

It sounds to me like Mattias had a pretty quick shift from expressing lots of malevolence in his youth to a life of pretty rigorous, disciplined spiritual practice. Whatever anger, sadness etc. he had gathered from what sounds like some intense early trauma had expression in that life of malevolence. Then, and I’ve seen it on my own path and with others, he was likely continually and repetitively suppressing it in his practice.
When the energy started coming through in qi gong, he initially reports improvement in mental clarity, lessening of suffering, etc. as the energy was finally finding an outlet. In fact it wasn’t until a teacher unfortunately identified it as a problem, and it started being repetitively approached and re-enforced as a problem, did it become a problem.
If you demonize your emotions, they will indeed turn into a “demon”, and they will not relent until you accept and love them totally. Kriyas, spontaneous body movements, often unpretty ones, seem to me a natural result of the body burning off stored emotions that were previously repressed.
Mattias accentuated in his recounting of the final healing the woman’s intense, deep love. It seems to me logical that a ceremonial surrender to and acceptance in the presence of such love dissolved those parts of him that he had, unfortunately with the help of teachers, denied.

[@jplmedley]

I like this way of looking at it, though I don't feel I know the answer for sure.
Greek teacher Daskalos has described emotions as forms that have a kind of life of their own, which emanate from us and return to us periodically for sustainance. Suppressing something can certainly give energy to that thing. It seems possible to create something demonic in this way, although I can't dismiss the possibility of an external entity entirely, I like this view - partly because it could be empowering.

[@amaryllisequistra]

You are psychologising something that has been part of human existence for thousands of years. Personally, I don’t buy the materialist schtik, but, each to their own…

[@gabrielshirley2515]

@@amaryllisequistraI don’t buy the materialistic schtik either. It is simply inaccurate, misleading, and potentially harmful to phenomenalize, reify, and externalize our shadow, however subconsciously tempting. To demonize it and attempt to cast out any part of one’s experience rather than meet it with understanding and love leads to suffering, neurosis, or in extreme cases psychosis. From my perspective, this is well illustrated in Mattias’ story.

[@gabrielshirley2515]

@@jplmedley ❤⛅️ yes it is empowering!

[@amaryllisequistra]

@@gabrielshirley2515 Like I said, reach to their own. As long as you realise you are using aJungian lens, not speaking a verifiable truth. One that i don’t buy.

[@scottm2553]

Woah, this looks interesting!

[@zachbos5108]

What exactly was malevolent about the entity (before the lightworkers attacked it)? Why wasn't Mattias given the choice to keep it if he wanted to? "Stay away from the occult", sure, stay away from power...

[@zachbos5108]

The entity only made itself known when Mattias started meditating, and it made him feel powerful.

[@timoteo522]

Did you listen to the entire interview? He shared that it caused him to act maliciously toward others, in his teen/early 20s years. We ALWAYS have choice, as he did, in every situation. He could have said no, at any moment he chose.

[@TheWrongCar84]

It was also draining his energy after it re-entered his body the second time. He was eating enough for two, but losing weight. Sleeping a lot but always feeling tired, were a couple of the examples I remember. But he was super scared too that he would end up in a mental institution, in addition to some suicidal ideation.

[@zachbos5108]

@@TheWrongCar84 That was when he wasn't meditating. Starving himself spiritually. But I'm just playing devil's advocate;)

[@Gheyazz.nicuh69]

Ironic that the Occult is what would teach him to get rid of this

[@vegandolls]

it's the white guilt for me. the absolutely outrageous suggestion by the buddhist priest that he's got a malevolent demon passed down through a bloodline because of black magic done by his Viking ancestors is just..... it's really quite rich. This poor kid is practically begging someone to reassure him that he's just having some mental / emotional problems and everyone is like NOPE you def have a demon, boy! oh my god. ooooh myyyy god. Brother if you can hear me - you're not haunted by a demon. schizoaffective disorder is real and it's def triggered by stress. i can see that you're a logical and sensitive person but also highly suggestable. i'd really urge you to maybe talk to other people who are not part of a religious organization. a monk is just a man and anyone who tells you any different is only trying to fool themselves. grace to you and peace

[@GGJJ-xg8hx]

He says that his "schizophrenia" was finally cured by that magician woman in 2007. Listen to the end. It was a demon, it all make sense.

[@TheConduit10]

Hmm , I can understand your logic and rationality , but things beyond our sphere of knowing as I have witnessed myself are there.

[@vegandolls]

@@TheConduit10 exactly. And to labels those things as demons is not helpful and draws the worst kind of manipulators and opportunists

[@TheConduit10]

@@vegandolls yeah , there's a much wider thing here at play , and to just label it '' Demons & evil spirits , just becomes a self fulfilling prophecy and you probably will end up with schizophrenia . But be under no illusions , there are different Dimensions.

[@johannessannwald2719]

Did you watch the video?
First of all your comment is wrong, the buddhist monk didn’t say this, it was the maori women.
Second of all, if you would’ve watched the video completely you would’ve seen that he is healed now. Since several years. Modern medecine doesn’t have a cure for schizophrenic people, but here you see someone who would’ve been diagnosed, who is cured now, thanks to his spiritual rituals. Something to think about for you.

[@mispanludensprinck5652]

And at last exorcism with clozapine worked.

[@aninvisibleneophyte]

Is that the case? Still making it through the video 😅

[@vegandolls]

ahahaha! this poor guy had a bunch of people reinforcing his delusion. these are such classic hallmarks of schizoaffective disorder. i pray for him that he's able to stay healthy and finds people who can guide him in helpful way.

[@tsedubgyatso]

@@aninvisibleneophyteunfortunately not. Dude needs professional help.

[@vegandolls]

@@tsedubgyatso thank you tsedubgyatso, or should i call you ' the voice of reason'. As someone who has an extensive family and personal history with mental disorders, it's so deeply disturbing to me to watch a bunch of grown adults tell someone who is showing very clear and classic signs of a schizophrenic disorder that he's got a demon. It's giving backwoods Fundamentalist ' donate now to sow your seed' Pentacostal Christian , and I'm so not for it. Hi, are we on planet weird? someone HELP this guy don't tell him yeah you have LITERAL demons. ffs

[@MonacoBlast66]

Clozapine turned my sister into a vegetable.

[@dethtrain]

54:45 and here you are blabbing about it

[@TheWrongCar84]

17 years later. And he says at the end why.

[@micharyter8646]

Very fascinating story, thank you for sharing so openly! I just watched a very interesting interview with Robert Falconer about the same topic of possession: ruclips.net/video/cXvAHyCdvsc/видео.html
This phenomenon seems to be more common than most people in the west think. And I am reading the book "The others within us" by Robert Falconer, a good read.

[@user-vh8pn1uf9g]

Exactly. Everyone has spirits that are constantly around them effecting them in positive and negative ways. It’s common that even dead loved ones/ancestors that are around you because they love you can be effecting the person in the worst of ways.