grief is such a non linear process and i’m so proud of you for being where you are today. there is no right or wrong way to grow and heal and i’m glad you’re proud of yourself bc you deserve that affirmation and compassion. i’m proud of you!!
Sometimes I feel like depression sort of reboots your brain. After whatever amount of time with depression doing all the little things like cooking, walking, driving, showering, sleeping, running errands, going out to eat, etc that people take for granted feels bigger. People don't seem to get why doing that can feel like such an accomplishment but it is. Don't ever feel bad about that. I really enjoyed this vlog!
I cried when you started talking about cooking again. I lost my beautiful doggy a couple of months ago and couldn’t bring myself to cook from scratch. I finally did a couple nights ago and it made me realize I’m starting to take baby steps towards picking myself back up. It feels good to enjoy something again and remember that it’s possible to feel something other than grief eventually . Sending lots of love and light your way ❤️
It’s perfectly fine to get emotional ❤ I swear I cried every day for months after my mom died. I saw this grief advice on a TED Talk that grief is like a ball. In the couple of months after it’s fucking huge in this small square you have it in, but as time goes on it shrinks to something you can hold and carry with you. Your grief and love will always be with you and eventually it will be something you can carry. ❤ Your organizing was good! I fucking looooove your vanity!
I've been a silent watcher for a longggggg time. I have to say, your content lately has been especially wholesome and comforting. The optimal audio quality right now is 👌sublime
This vlog is so comforting. Everything from your aesthetic to the art to your skin troubles and the need to organize; it's reassuring seeing a fellow human being go through life. It's nice to be able to say "omg I do that too!" and know you're not alone. Happy to see you where you are and excited to see where you'll continue to go on your journey 😊
I TOTALLY feel like my brain chemistry has changed as well. I loved this "chaotic" video, it feels normal. And also, I'm glad you're celebrating the small things! I'm trying to be more conscious and work on being thankful or proud of the small things as well. Happy LNY!
Lmao...the dowel rod recommendation...I literally have one also on my sliding glass door...I thought I was the only one who did this haha. You're a sweetheart, your soul is so pure, seriously. I love your content, it feel so so genuine. Lots of love and light sent your way 💜
LOL loved the adhd plant cam edit. very proud of you for making progress & hoping this inspires me to organize my stuff too. hope your local Trader Joe’s is fully stocked!
That McCormick pink label multi seasoning blend is THE BEST for avocado toast!! That and sometimes adding the “everything but the bagel” seasoning too *kisses fingers~muaaaah*
sending love your way stephanie! dont ever apologize for being emotional, you're more than allowed to feel proud and happy, to regain motivation to do something you used to enjoy doing all the time. these steps show how far you've come, it's something i can understand myself and im so happy for you :)
the fact that you listen to let's read.... it feels like we're connected by a cord... a cord of relaxing horror stories. Your audio was amazing. I totally get the emotional and proud of yourself feeling when you are recovering from depression. Recently I started to do yoga and cooking for myself as well and damn... one night when i made something especially delicious i started crying. it feels nice to be able to do the things you could do before. even if its little by little.
Maybe for the area where you have your bags and josie's leashes, you can use a large coat cabinet with drawers. Sometimes having things enclosed or not showing can make the area clean/more put together :)
Really happy to see you posting again! Your vlogs have always been my comfort videos when I’m also just doing things around the house. Wishing you and Josie all of the best. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
It's really great to see you post, and the adhd tangent is definitely so relatable. Wishing you well foreal, and I agree with brain chemistry changing, I found myself to just be more self aware and cognizant of my moods so now I can feel myself slipping and generally enjoying a different kind of lifestyle than what I was doing a couple of years ago. It's natural and okay I think.
Hi girl, so happy to see you and I’m so stocked seeing Josie. She’s the cutest bean EVER!!!!! I could watch an hour long video of just Josie 😂 hang in there love. It gets better. Baby steps. I’m so proud of you for cooking that soup. It’s amazing girl and looks so yummy….I want soup now 😂 love you girls 😘
i love the chill slow vlogs from you, its such a refreshing change from other content vlogs out there with flashy edits. its just so nice to watch and feel present in the moment with you, just such nice cosy down to earth vibes. sending you so much love
Stephanie, your vlogs bring me so much peace. I can’t really explain why but I hope you keep sharing with us & I hope you know how much we appreciate you! 💛
So glad to see you are able to slowly get back to living life at a pace that is comfortable for you, Steph! Slowly but surely does it. Oh and of course, Gong Hei Fat Choi!🧧
the dowel!! i do that with all my windows on the first floor. can i lock my window? absolutely. but the dowel makes it feel like an extra layer of security 😂
stephanie would you post some self-development content? like about what it feels like to be in your thirties, homeownership, living alone, finances.. etc?
adhd can contribute to out of sight out of mind a ton--i also cant use drawers like that unless theyre clear, or containers unless theyre easily accessible. if in a draw then one layer of things only and labels c:
Loved this vlog and look forward to seeing more! I'm so happy to see you back on youtube. ❤ btw! I think the mic was sounding off because it's backwards/tucked into your shirt when clipped on you. Try having the clip part in and the mic part (dji logo) out!
Nice video! I understand what you're feeling been there myself. Sending Christian prayers from the United Kingdom for you, just keep going and keep it simple and in due time this will pass Stephanie!🙏💐😊🧡
Josie is the sweetest 💗 totally off topic, but how does your Bissel Littlefreen machine work? 🤔 Thinking of purchasing. Love you and miss you Steph! Thanks for blessing us with this 30min vlog of you and Jos🥰
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grief is such a non linear process and i’m so proud of you for being where you are today. there is no right or wrong way to grow and heal and i’m glad you’re proud of yourself bc you deserve that affirmation and compassion. i’m proud of you!!
Sometimes I feel like depression sort of reboots your brain. After whatever amount of time with depression doing all the little things like cooking, walking, driving, showering, sleeping, running errands, going out to eat, etc that people take for granted feels bigger. People don't seem to get why doing that can feel like such an accomplishment but it is. Don't ever feel bad about that.
I really enjoyed this vlog!
This is a lovely perspective
@@lauren2103 I agree 💚 I loved reading this!
I cried when you started talking about cooking again. I lost my beautiful doggy a couple of months ago and couldn’t bring myself to cook from scratch. I finally did a couple nights ago and it made me realize I’m starting to take baby steps towards picking myself back up. It feels good to enjoy something again and remember that it’s possible to feel something other than grief eventually . Sending lots of love and light your way ❤️
ughhhhh i am so happy your vlogs are back! i've missed uuuu **hugs** also sending love and healing from a fellow eczema girlieeee
You were always one of my favorite vloggers and YOU'VE STILL GOT IT!!! So happy you're back and feeling better 💖 GOOD GIRL JOSIE!
It’s perfectly fine to get emotional ❤ I swear I cried every day for months after my mom died. I saw this grief advice on a TED Talk that grief is like a ball. In the couple of months after it’s fucking huge in this small square you have it in, but as time goes on it shrinks to something you can hold and carry with you. Your grief and love will always be with you and eventually it will be something you can carry. ❤ Your organizing was good! I fucking looooove your vanity!
you and josie cuddling is the cutest. I'm really glad she's there for you. dealing with mental health is damn hard... keep going. you got this.
I've been a silent watcher for a longggggg time. I have to say, your content lately has been especially wholesome and comforting. The optimal audio quality right now is 👌sublime
This vlog is so comforting. Everything from your aesthetic to the art to your skin troubles and the need to organize; it's reassuring seeing a fellow human being go through life. It's nice to be able to say "omg I do that too!" and know you're not alone. Happy to see you where you are and excited to see where you'll continue to go on your journey 😊
I love seeing Josie walk into frame 😂❤
Girl im so proud of you. Every small step COUNTS!
I tidy as I watch this video! So glad you're here.
I TOTALLY feel like my brain chemistry has changed as well. I loved this "chaotic" video, it feels normal. And also, I'm glad you're celebrating the small things! I'm trying to be more conscious and work on being thankful or proud of the small things as well. Happy LNY!
Lmao...the dowel rod recommendation...I literally have one also on my sliding glass door...I thought I was the only one who did this haha. You're a sweetheart, your soul is so pure, seriously. I love your content, it feel so so genuine. Lots of love and light sent your way 💜
This was so real and relatable lol. You are one of my favorite vloggers so its comforting seeing this realness!!!
Your vlogs bring me so much joy. ❤
Josie's snores are so precious 🤎
You’re the reason I got into punch needle and cross stitch!
Stephanie D:
LOL loved the adhd plant cam edit. very proud of you for making progress & hoping this inspires me to organize my stuff too. hope your local Trader Joe’s is fully stocked!
Wonderful video-I really appreciate your transparency and genuineness.
I’m sure it’s not so easy.
Saying "hi" and glad to see you posting here and there and sharing bits of your life
That McCormick pink label multi seasoning blend is THE BEST for avocado toast!! That and sometimes adding the “everything but the bagel” seasoning too *kisses fingers~muaaaah*
I could watch hours of Josie sleeping and snoring. She is hilarious!
So happy to get to see you!! 💜
sending love your way stephanie! dont ever apologize for being emotional, you're more than allowed to feel proud and happy, to regain motivation to do something you used to enjoy doing all the time. these steps show how far you've come, it's something i can understand myself and im so happy for you :)
I'm glad to see you back vlogging, Stephanie! You were missed :)
the fact that you listen to let's read.... it feels like we're connected by a cord... a cord of relaxing horror stories. Your audio was amazing. I totally get the emotional and proud of yourself feeling when you are recovering from depression. Recently I started to do yoga and cooking for myself as well and damn... one night when i made something especially delicious i started crying. it feels nice to be able to do the things you could do before. even if its little by little.
I am so thankful for this video, Stephanie! I love seeing you ❤
Maybe for the area where you have your bags and josie's leashes, you can use a large coat cabinet with drawers. Sometimes having things enclosed or not showing can make the area clean/more put together :)
please more of these chill chatty vlogs! always the best xx
Rewatching your vlogs after a long day 💕 hope you n josie are well sending big hugs ~
Really happy to see you posting again! Your vlogs have always been my comfort videos when I’m also just doing things around the house. Wishing you and Josie all of the best. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
i really enjoyed this random vlog :) thank you for being relatable
It's really great to see you post, and the adhd tangent is definitely so relatable. Wishing you well foreal, and I agree with brain chemistry changing, I found myself to just be more self aware and cognizant of my moods so now I can feel myself slipping and generally enjoying a different kind of lifestyle than what I was doing a couple of years ago. It's natural and okay I think.
Thank you for sharing again ❤ sending you love and good vibes
Hi girl, so happy to see you and I’m so stocked seeing Josie. She’s the cutest bean EVER!!!!! I could watch an hour long video of just Josie 😂 hang in there love. It gets better. Baby steps. I’m so proud of you for cooking that soup. It’s amazing girl and looks so yummy….I want soup now 😂 love you girls 😘
This was such a relatable real vlog I loved it ❤
Josie is so cute and sweet and cuddly I could cry
i love the chill slow vlogs from you, its such a refreshing change from other content vlogs out there with flashy edits. its just so nice to watch and feel present in the moment with you, just such nice cosy down to earth vibes. sending you so much love
Love seeing you vlog again. You have such a lovely personality 🥰
Youre so creative! 😍 You should play around with mirror etching since you already have to put some work into that Etsy piece that broke.
Have missed you so much. So happy to see your vlogs again. Sending virtual hugs and wish you all the best things in the world.✨️💕
I love your vlogs they make my days a little more better and Josie is so precious 💕💕💕
I love watching your videos so much. It's comforting and relaxing❤
that plant adhd section had me on the floor 🤣 you are the sweetest, thank you for your amazing videos and perspective! wish you all the best.
sooooo happy to see you on here
It’s so good to see you ❤
Sending you so much love 💕 this is going to take a long time and it will never be easy but it will be easier 🌹
i love seeing your vlogs pop up! you always inspire me with your crafting and organizing :)
proud of you steph! thank you for keeping it real in your vlogs - showing your true skin, true house, true feelings. ❤❤❤
I'm so glad you're back Steph & Josie. We've missed you
Stephanie, your vlogs bring me so much peace. I can’t really explain why but I hope you keep sharing with us & I hope you know how much we appreciate you! 💛
the cuddle break! my heart
Makes me so happy to see your vlogs Steph !
You’re just so cool.
Thanks for being you.
I love your videos so glad you’re back ❤ sending you lots of love !
This was so real and cozyyy. 💙
thank you for sharing you life!
cleaning is sooo hard but soo essentiell when down
I'm proud of you Stephanie
So glad to see you are able to slowly get back to living life at a pace that is comfortable for you, Steph! Slowly but surely does it.
Oh and of course, Gong Hei Fat Choi!🧧
you are a very strong young woman, I love your vlogs :)💙
uuuh loved the vlog! thank you so much for putting in the effort and posting! It brightened up my day
I'm glad you're back! But I also hope you're doing better. Please take care of yourself! Your health mentally and physically is always a priority
I loved this! And omg of course we remember the cross stitch! You did it with us!
miss josiebean is so stinkin cute on her flower pillow 🥰🖤 keep on truckin Steph!!!
the dowel!! i do that with all my windows on the first floor. can i lock my window? absolutely. but the dowel makes it feel like an extra layer of security 😂
Love youuu!!! It's good to see you:)
I’ve missed you and these types of vlogs! Take care hun xxx
stephanie would you post some self-development content? like about what it feels like to be in your thirties, homeownership, living alone, finances.. etc?
Happy Lunar New Year yall 🥰
so glad your vlogs are back!! sending love and happy lny!
I use the spf &love it
so happy you're back!! happy lunar new year!
Love seeing your vlogs! ✨ And also, I love all the interesting home decor at your house, definitely checking out the yellowpop store!
adhd can contribute to out of sight out of mind a ton--i also cant use drawers like that unless theyre clear, or containers unless theyre easily accessible. if in a draw then one layer of things only and labels c:
she’s back !!!
Loved this vlog and look forward to seeing more! I'm so happy to see you back on youtube. ❤
btw! I think the mic was sounding off because it's backwards/tucked into your shirt when clipped on you. Try having the clip part in and the mic part (dji logo) out!
Yay!! Happy to see you again!!
yay glad you are back!
Loved this !
So so happy you’re back!!!❤
You're such a great dog mom! :)
Nice video! I understand what you're feeling been there myself. Sending Christian prayers from the United Kingdom for you, just keep going and keep it simple and in due time this will pass Stephanie!🙏💐😊🧡
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"i just got very lonely.. ANYWAY - " 🤣
I gave up this year lol I just vaccuumed VERY well and gave up on the rest of the house
The trick w/ drawers at least for me - is everything has to go in the drawer - the only stuff on my vanity surface is decor
Love your vlog and your style😍 I would LOVE to hang out with you when you visit Japan!!!🍱🍙
I enjoyed this very much❤️❤️❤️
Josie's snoring omgg 🥺
Can you do a video on grief ❤
youre the best, good to see you more
such a cute cross-stitch!!
Josie is the sweetest 💗 totally off topic, but how does your Bissel Littlefreen machine work? 🤔 Thinking of purchasing. Love you and miss you Steph! Thanks for blessing us with this 30min vlog of you and Jos🥰
sending a virtual hug!
closed storage will help with visual clutter
Truly love these casual vlogs 🫶🏼 feel like I’m FaceTiming an older sister
Hang in there❣️💚✌️