"I can talk to daddy but daddy can't talk back." And just like that I'm crying. Breaks my heart. She is starting to understand in her own way. God I need to stop crying
It almost pisses me off … he left his children because he couldn’t stick it out and deal with the depression that I deal with day in and day out I lost both my parents 5 months apart due to health issues and I wanna die every single day but I stick it out and deal with my issues because I have children and I CANNOT just leave them behind
@@BentBeautyy Respectfully… don’t let it piss you off. There is no rhyme or reason to depression. What makes zero sense to you still made perfect sense to Landon. And despite what you’ve been through in your life there is no rule that means your depression is worse than someone else’s. I don’t think Cam would appreciate reading a comment like yours.
@@BentBeautyy i understand where you’re coming from but things happen for a reason. The universe has a plan for them that we may not quite understand yet. And different people deal with things differently. Your mentality is obviously different from what Landon’s was. That doesn’t make what he did okay but you can’t dictate how he felt and why he did what he did because you’re not him.
@@BentBeautyy cam has said if he thought something/had an idea he was quick to act on it withojt thinking about it and said that didn't help in the situation. You have no idea what was going on inside his head and it's not something to be pissed off about. Thats kinds like saying it's rude that people with health issues passed coz they couldn't stick it out, not always how it works is it I'm sorry for your loss of your parents i couldn't imagine how hard that would be. Please keep your opinions to yourself next time though
@@BentBeautyy he didn’t want to leave his children, i know that. but in his mind at the time he thought he had no other way out. what you might be able to “stick out” is something that he couldn’t. he loves his children, he loves cam. he just couldn’t deal with the pain
I started crying hearing about Coco and you at the grave site...Coco is so pure. And honestly i forget how young you are. This situation has made you so mature; your growth is so evident.
she had already matured so much when she was pregnant and matured more with each pregnancy. and now she’s far more mature than i ever thought possible. the circumstances are heartbreaking but she’s making the best of it
As a mom of kids your age I'm so proud of you. As a woman that has been widowed I relate to you. As a viewer I learn something from each post you make. May God shine a light upon your paths and protect you in every way. Much love ❤
People always tend to think young children, such as Colette, can’t understand emotions as big as something as suicide or depression. And yes, they may not understand the whole 360 of it, but kids know and feel emotions. They may not know what to say, or what to do, but they can feel emotions and they can know to give something as simple as a hug, or like Cam said, hold her face with her little hands. Kids listen to emotions. They may not understand them, but they can sense and feel them. Kids deserve more credit than they get.
it's true...they understand more than people realize...after all, they're simply people too. I was her age (three, almost four) eleven years ago and I remember how I had thoughts and emotions too just like everyone else. Collette is so sweet; God bless her, and He'll use her for so many great things just like He is with Cam...in fact, He's already using Collette...God has plans for Camryn, Collette, and Delilah, and it's beautiful to see them fall into place. :)
Youre such a brave woman, I gotta say. You have gone trought so much stuff and youre still here! We are very proud of you, Camryn and Im sure im not the only one who you are a role model to
it breaks my heart that coco misses landon but there's also such relief in knowing that he's still somehow in her mind. she's such a strong little girl and she's the spitting image of her dadda 💙 and you're right, this has been indeed a wild ride, i've been following you since you got pregnant with dee, and little things like seeing her walk or smile are really wild to me. it's been an emotional rollercoaster for sure but i'm so proud of you and the girls for making it this far, and you're truly a rockstar mom, rockstar friend, rockstar sister, rockstar EVERYTHING!
It makes me happy that you're so supportive of your daughters still having a healthy relationship with their dad and that side of their family. I like that you WANT them to know and are willing to explain it to them. I think that'll turn out to be very comforting and healing for them.
I completely understand the “empty chair” thing, I live in my grandparents house and my grandpa died 4 years ago now and I still expect to see him sitting in his chair when I go downstairs but he never is. I think it’s so hard on me because he died in this house and I sense his presence all the time
Yes! I completely understand this. My papa passed from cancer 10 years ago on 12/12/11. He lived in Kentucky, we live in Indiana but always visit for every holiday. It’s been 10 years, I still expect to see him in his sofa, or on the porch swing with a beer. 10 years, and we’ve never moved his chair or rearranged the house, 10 years and no one has ever sat in his chair since he’s been gone. Grandpas can never be replaced.
Tears come up when you start to explain the way Coco put her hands on you, i can’t help it, even for me as a viewer is hard to not see Landon anymore, sometimes i feel like it’s not even real, you’re doing an amazing job Cam, and you deserve all the happiness in your life, Love you and thanks for sharing so much with us ♥️
Hearing you talk about how coco reacted at Landon’s grave broke my heart. You have been such an inspiration to so many through so many chapters in your life. You truly are one of a kind. I’ve always been so scared of everything you’ve gone through but somehow you make things look not to hard. You’re amazing cam and I truly am so proud of you.
I always love when you sit down and talk, and it's nice that you don't make everything perfect. You are such a strong girl. You have come so far🥰🥰 been here since you were pregnant with Collete and seen all the ups and downs, you are so strong 😁 I'm glad you are moving forward and finding yourself 🥰
You’ve done so well to reach a stage in your grieving process where you can find happiness too. You’ve processed so many huge emotions in such a short time. What a wonderful woman you are!
I lost my dad around 5 months prior to you losing your husband, so seeing you now and how far you come has been such an inspiration for me. I’m so happy that you are doing better. I understand how it can be hard it can be at times, but you are so incredibly strong. ❤️
Landons parents will always have a piece of him through the girls. ❤ and your amazing for giving them the opportunity to still have them in their life. Not many people do that :(
i can’t stop crying while watching this. every time you talk about landon it sets me off. even though i didn’t know him, it makes me so sad he passed. i can’t imagine how difficult this past year has been for you
Cam, I can’t say I understand what you’re going through. All I know is I am proud of you. Watching you pick yourself up and find yourself after the tragedy that happened was very surreal to watch. It made me think about life in ways I had never thought about before. Landon will forever be dearly missed by many, but I am happy that you and your girls have each other and a support system. I’m sure you hear things all the time along the lines of you’re amazing or you’re incredible and it’s because it is true. Never doubt that. You are doing the best you can and we all admire that. Truly. Sending good vibes from Wisconsin. 💙
When Landon passed my gran died same day I came across your blog and honestly I can relate so much we had grief same time I am glad you are coping and went to see his family great blog💜
i don’t think i’ve ever cried this much once i found he passed i cried. i never knew i could feel so connected to y’all and not even know y’all it honestly is amazing i love you guys!
You had me crying the whole time girl. I.don't always cry about Landon but when I do I let it all out and then I don't have to cry for several months. You are SO STRONG! We love you and the girls 💛💛💛 Landon is watching over all of us 💓
You're such a good parent. The girls may have been young when they lost their dad but they'll be shaped by him still, so it's so important they can hear about him from you ❤️
i started crying when you talked about how Coco was talking to him. Im still crying and shaking. She is so brave and I can't imagine going through that at such a young age, both you and Coco.
I cried throughout the whole video. You are so strong and so brave, and have been through so much at your young age. You are such a great mom and your kids are so sweet and adorable! Landon is looking down on you, and is so proud of you and the girls 💙
My mom passed away when I just turned three. I don’t have a lot of memories of her but something that my grandma to me about was after she passed away I had a dance recital and as I was coming off of the stage during dress rehearsal, I turned and asked my grandma,” do you think mommy is looking down at me?” Even though I was so young I have moments that feel like she is with me and I know Coco will have those. You’re so strong and we all miss him very much. Keep going! ♥️
I am so proud of you but I'm also so heartbroken. Hearing you talk about Landon and made me tear up. I am so glad you went to see Landon with the girls. Sending you guys love! 💙
Your so brave Cam. I have been inspired everyday to keep my head up and to enjoy life even when it's rough. I love you so much and I'm so grateful to have found your channel when I did I'm so incredibly proud of you ❤
it’s insane how long i’ve been here, i could watch all day. i love that you were able to visit his family, i’m so happy for you. we love you so much and can’t wait to see you grow
I’ve been watching your videos since the first one about you being pregnant and when you said “it feels like talking to and old friend” it’s exactly how I feel when watching you now, I’ve grown up with you and to see how well you’re doing even throughout these hard times is just amazing and i how you continue to grow and do well
I teared up many times through out this video and I just want you to know we all understand what you've been through and are truly proud of what you've accomplished, sending you and the girls lots of love ❤
My dad took his life when I was a baby so I don’t remember him. My heart aches for all three of you. My mom has been through a very similar situation to you and it’s just all around very heartbreaking but I wanted to let you know that because I totally relate.
I am glad you got to spend time with family and friends during your trip. It is great to see you doing well and healing. Having the support you have is necessary. I hope you continue to do well even when times get tough.
I love when you sit down and talk, even if it makes me cry. You are so incredibly strong Camryn, and Collette is an amazing little girl!💜 sending hugs!
You are such a strong girl, a fighter, you have gone through so much. That "I can talk to daddy but daddy can't talk back" moment made me want to start crying. I'm glad that you got to reunite with his family and have a good/healing moment. Love you girl ❤
Cam you have grown so much from this. I know it may not feel like a lot of the time but you are amazing for getting through this. Landon will be so so so proud of you Cam for getting through this💙💙 The fact that you got the girls on the plane when it’s hard for you to do that. Its amazing Cam seriously. Watching you go through this journey that’s so hard and heart breaking. You are honestly incredible💙💙💙 I lost a grandparent so close to me in January and watching and seeing how are now is giving me so much hope for better days ahead and being okay to just sit and sob if I need to🤍
I don't personally know you, but I really love hearing about how you're doing.You're such an inspiring person. I am so proud of you. How strong you are. We are nearly at the same age but you've gone through a lot. I even can't imagine what I would have done in your situation but it seems like you've found your way dealing with all this things. Seeing you getting better and speaking openly about how you feel makes me really happy. I hope that from now on you life is going to get better and better and that your tomorrows will always be better than your todays. Sending you love from Germany
cam, i’m proud of you and your growth. i may be a stranger to you and you may not know i even exist as a human being but i’ve watched you since the beginning and you’re such a genuine beautiful soul and so are your daughters💙
The way I sobbed when I heard that she talked to his grave currently sobbing you are so brave cam I can’t begin to imagine what you’ve been through but I don’t that Landon lives in your girls and loved them and you more than anything
You are so strong. You’ve have been through so much horrible stuff and you are still here being such an amazing mom. Your strength is so inspiring to me ❤️
you’re an amazing woman, your braveness and courage always amazes me. these videos always make me cry because I’ve been here from the beginning… I’m glad you’re taking care of yourself and the girls. Keep your head up
Omg broke my heart hearing your voice break in mid talking about landon and hearing how empathetic and sympathetic Collette is... she feels your pain mumma but also your courage... I don't know how you do it. But I know landon lives on in your girls and they are what keeps you going. Keep going cam !! Your doing amazing
At first I didn’t understand why you got in a relationship. But your relationship has nothing to do with the way you feel about Landon / your grieving. I’m so happy that you found someone that respects your grieving and your emotions . I realized this is such an intimate private thing that you are allowing eveyone to see and follow along and i thank you for that I didn’t expect to cry , you’re so incredibly strong and you deserve to be happy and have your needs met as. Women as a mom as a friend and I hope the people around you do that ❤️
❤ I'm glad you were able to get over to visit your other family and get that time to reminisce and cry and heal. I've so much respect for you and how you're handling everything life has thrown at you. Your kids have a wonderful mother to look up to.
you are such a strong mother, daughter, and everything else that you are. we love you so much cam! my heart goes out to you, always. always miss seeing landon and i feel so sorry for the girls having to grow up without him. but he’s always with you. thank you for blessing us with the opportunity to know you and your family!
I cry everytime you have a sit down chat and I watch. It has been a hard and amazing few years all at once. It's so hard to grieve but better when you know you aren't alone.
When you talked about remembering the memories, I was thinking of the memories with my grandparents. I lost my last surviving grandparent last month. I wish I could have seen her again. I hadn’t seen her in two years before she passed, thanks to Covid. At least I have the memories though ❤️
Cam I have watched you since you were pregnant with coco. You have become this amazing, well-spoken woman. I am also from the same city as you, Dallas! So in a way I feel connected to you and Landon. We all miss him too, but so excited to see you doing well and onto another journey in your life ❤️
I don't even know what to say. Your story fills me with so much emotion and you are so unbelievably strong. Coco is so wise and I'm glad yall got to have that experience♡
You’re so strong. I am so proud of how far you have come. I’m so glad you still have a relationship with Landon’s parents, that makes me happy knowing Coco and Deedee will still have them in their life.
You are so strong and I love how honest you are with the girls and how you explain everything to them your such a good mum. Think most people teared up hearing about coco when you visited the grave. Your girls are a credit to you x
Girl you had me crying throughout the video. So just to show you, I’m crying with you. I’m soooo glad you got to enjoy your trip and the pictures and videos are so beautiful! You are in the healing process. We all love you ❤️
Tears down my face hearing you talk to us and seeing the person you are and are becoming. I look at your eyes in this video and I see tiredness but also strength. You are such a good mom and person, Camryn. I know Landon loved seeing his favorite girls and I know he is so so proud of you. Everything is taken day by day, but we know you’re doing it right because the girls have grown to be so empathetic and special. You have an amazing support system Camryn and we all love you so much. You’re worth everything good. There is this warmth and peace in your aura that feels so like home.
I don’t know you but I’m am so proud of you. I’m 69 years old and I know for sure I couldn’t do all that you have done. Your strength is amazing. May God Bless you and your children 🙏🙏❤️❤️
Huge knot in my throat and tears watching this video 🥺😞 keep your head up youve gotten so far! Hoping God keeps giving you the strength to move forward and comfort when your feeling sad or lonely
Camryn, I can't even begin to express how proud of you I am. This was a very emotional video and it was so hard to hear you so sad. You are doing to well. I love you so much, we all love you so much. We're here for you cam and we will always be ❤
You know; I’ve never said this before but always thought it. I honestly believe before Landon did what he did he said goodbye to collete. She in that video explaining everything she said she had gotten up because she could her that she was awake in her room. I think before he went to “bathe” he popped in there to give her a kiss on the forehead or something. I’m not sure why I think this but I always have. Don’t know why I felt compelled to comment this, I just did.
I feel so connected to you. I love that you and the girls got to see his family. You needed that. So proud of you, of how far you have came. So much love to you and the girls from Ohio ♥️♥️
I can talk to daddy but daddy can't talk back. That just broke my heart and got me crying. She is such a smart and loving little girl. The girls have an amazing father looking down. Landon will always watch and protect them ❤️
I’m so proud of you for who you have become. I have some what been threw what you went threw and it’s hard but we got this we all do. Im proud of every single one of you! ❤️
ugh couldn’t stop crying. can’t imagine how you feel. been watching you guys from the start and my heart aches for you. God bless you momma. you’re doing amazing 🥺💗
This trip sounded like it was a really important trip all around. Getting to catch up with so much family, getting some time with friends, going to see Landon... so many things that are so important and needed for the soul.🦋💙❤
These blogs are helping me to understand why my mother is the way she is. My dad’s been gone for a lot longer than Landon but I am sure the pain is the same. Thanks for sharing this Cam💖
My heart breaks for her and I hope her story helps so many others who struggle with mental health you are a strong mama and you are stuck suffering from his bad choices you will overcome this and find an equal and full family they are so little that they need a step dad who can teach them and love them don’t feel guilty for wanting that or getting that bc that’s what you deserve in life you will always love and miss Landon but life has to go in without him and the girls need someone and it can’t be him now hopefully his parents want that for you also bc that’s what Landon would want for his girls all three of you guys!! Best of luck lots of love and support for u girlie!!
Cam, i have been following you for a long time now probably since I saw your “Draw My Life” video. And I just want to say that you are incredible. Not only are you strong for yourself, you are strong for your daughters. I hope you have a happy new year
This video was such a mix of emotions but I'm so so happy I found your channel when I did and just had the privilege to watch your journey with the girls. My heart breaks for you all, but I'm so happy you had such a good time in Texas with the family🤍
Cam, you are so incredible. So strong, and so brave. I admire you so much, and I’m looking so forward to watching your girls grow up, and continue to watch your journey as well. We’re so proud of you, and everything you’ve accomplished. The girls are lucky to have you as their mom. ❤️
U inspire me at 60 years old...i lost a child at 10 yrs old and it can be so raw at times ...how u grieve and still live with joy brings me joy...love your podcasts and this one especially...special hugz to u and the girls
Very sweet video. You’re girls will really appreciate all of the ways you’ve helped them remember Landon for who he was as a Daddy who loved them and not by what happened. Xoxo Cam!
From your very first video to now you have grown into such an amazing and strong woman. I believe it goes without saying that every one of the camily members are beyond proud of you and all you have achieved and overcome. We all love you Cam💙
Cam you are so self aware, it’s incredible. You can really tell you work hard to apply the skills you’ve learned throughout this grieving process and it’s really inspirational!! I can’t imagine how hard this walk has been and will be but seeing you being able to really work through the grief, acknowledge you’re still healing, being able to take necessary steps to keep moving forward for yourself and for the girls, and do it all while sharing with us and doing RUclips…you’re awesome mama!
Thank you cam for being such an inspiration to me. When days get tough and I get inside my head I think of you or watch one of your videos and I get the strength to push through to the next day. Thank you for being such a bright light on RUclips, lots of love, Kayzee ❤️❤️❤️
You are such an incredible hero for your girls and everyone around you. I cannot get over how much of an amazing mom you are and I am so so proud of you Cam
I balled my eyes out after watching this video. Its so crazy how I have never met Landon but still cry so hard thinking about you guys and how hard it must've been. 😢
You are a wonderful story teller, you have a great ability of putting the listener into your situations. Thank you for sharing, I am sure there was not a dry eye, very emotional. Your children are so adorable and have beautiful souls.
Ugh, I’m tearing up. I can’t even get over how strong you truly are. I am so proud of you & how much you’ve grown and the women/mother you are just radiates through your videos. Your girls are so incredibly lucky to have you. You’re doing amazing, never forget it! I’m so glad you guys got that time with family. Always thinking of you guys! Hugs cam xx
"I can talk to daddy but daddy can't talk back." And just like that I'm crying. Breaks my heart. She is starting to understand in her own way. God I need to stop crying
It almost pisses me off … he left his children because he couldn’t stick it out and deal with the depression that I deal with day in and day out I lost both my parents 5 months apart due to health issues and I wanna die every single day but I stick it out and deal with my issues because I have children and I CANNOT just leave them behind
@@BentBeautyy Respectfully… don’t let it piss you off. There is no rhyme or reason to depression. What makes zero sense to you still made perfect sense to Landon. And despite what you’ve been through in your life there is no rule that means your depression is worse than someone else’s. I don’t think Cam would appreciate reading a comment like yours.
@@BentBeautyy i understand where you’re coming from but things happen for a reason. The universe has a plan for them that we may not quite understand yet. And different people deal with things differently. Your mentality is obviously different from what Landon’s was. That doesn’t make what he did okay but you can’t dictate how he felt and why he did what he did because you’re not him.
@@BentBeautyy cam has said if he thought something/had an idea he was quick to act on it withojt thinking about it and said that didn't help in the situation. You have no idea what was going on inside his head and it's not something to be pissed off about. Thats kinds like saying it's rude that people with health issues passed coz they couldn't stick it out, not always how it works is it I'm sorry for your loss of your parents i couldn't imagine how hard that would be. Please keep your opinions to yourself next time though
@@BentBeautyy he didn’t want to leave his children, i know that. but in his mind at the time he thought he had no other way out. what you might be able to “stick out” is something that he couldn’t. he loves his children, he loves cam. he just couldn’t deal with the pain
I started crying hearing about Coco and you at the grave site...Coco is so pure. And honestly i forget how young you are. This situation has made you so mature; your growth is so evident.
Girl, same. Such a sweet kiddo.
I know, right? Agreed. Cam is so amazing and Coco is such a sweetheart.
Same
Same too
she had already matured so much when she was pregnant and matured more with each pregnancy. and now she’s far more mature than i ever thought possible. the circumstances are heartbreaking but she’s making the best of it
You talking about Coco talking to Landon I started tearing up. It’s crazy how connected the Camily is to him even if we never met him 💙
Same omg 😭😭😭
Same I sobbed! So heartbreaking but such a special, deep moment for them. She's definitely her father's daughter.
I cried too 💔
im still sobbing
It just hurts. That’s the best way to describe it
As a mom of kids your age I'm so proud of you. As a woman that has been widowed I relate to you. As a viewer I learn something from each post you make. May God shine a light upon your paths and protect you in every way. Much love ❤
People always tend to think young children, such as Colette, can’t understand emotions as big as something as suicide or depression. And yes, they may not understand the whole 360 of it, but kids know and feel emotions. They may not know what to say, or what to do, but they can feel emotions and they can know to give something as simple as a hug, or like Cam said, hold her face with her little hands. Kids listen to emotions. They may not understand them, but they can sense and feel them. Kids deserve more credit than they get.
Yes 🙌🏻! This ! Kids are smarter then what people think ! 🤍
it's true...they understand more than people realize...after all, they're simply people too. I was her age (three, almost four) eleven years ago and I remember how I had thoughts and emotions too just like everyone else. Collette is so sweet; God bless her, and He'll use her for so many great things just like He is with Cam...in fact, He's already using Collette...God has plans for Camryn, Collette, and Delilah, and it's beautiful to see them fall into place. :)
Completely true! 🥰🙌🏻
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I love her talking and the little clips that follow. She is so strong and it shows through everything.
Youre such a brave woman, I gotta say. You have gone trought so much stuff and youre still here! We are very proud of you, Camryn and Im sure im not the only one who you are a role model to
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Cam is still hot so she can find a new man. All the best!
started crying at coco’s purity, what an angel on earth. your children are beautiful cam
Don’t forget that relationships are a two way street - anyone wanting to see the girls can come to you to see them too. 💕
Why would he leave such a cute family?
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@@meghanjoscott Oh, I didn't hear the audio part.
it breaks my heart that coco misses landon but there's also such relief in knowing that he's still somehow in her mind. she's such a strong little girl and she's the spitting image of her dadda 💙 and you're right, this has been indeed a wild ride, i've been following you since you got pregnant with dee, and little things like seeing her walk or smile are really wild to me. it's been an emotional rollercoaster for sure but i'm so proud of you and the girls for making it this far, and you're truly a rockstar mom, rockstar friend, rockstar sister, rockstar EVERYTHING!
Well put💙
It makes me happy that you're so supportive of your daughters still having a healthy relationship with their dad and that side of their family. I like that you WANT them to know and are willing to explain it to them. I think that'll turn out to be very comforting and healing for them.
she is such an inspiration. such a genuine soul and an amazing momma
I completely understand the “empty chair” thing, I live in my grandparents house and my grandpa died 4 years ago now and I still expect to see him sitting in his chair when I go downstairs but he never is. I think it’s so hard on me because he died in this house and I sense his presence all the time
Yes! I completely understand this. My papa passed from cancer 10 years ago on 12/12/11. He lived in Kentucky, we live in Indiana but always visit for every holiday. It’s been 10 years, I still expect to see him in his sofa, or on the porch swing with a beer. 10 years, and we’ve never moved his chair or rearranged the house, 10 years and no one has ever sat in his chair since he’s been gone. Grandpas can never be replaced.
Tears come up when you start to explain the way Coco put her hands on you, i can’t help it, even for me as a viewer is hard to not see Landon anymore, sometimes i feel like it’s not even real, you’re doing an amazing job Cam, and you deserve all the happiness in your life, Love you and thanks for sharing so much with us ♥️
Hearing you talk about how coco reacted at Landon’s grave broke my heart. You have been such an inspiration to so many through so many chapters in your life. You truly are one of a kind. I’ve always been so scared of everything you’ve gone through but somehow you make things look not to hard. You’re amazing cam and I truly am so proud of you.
I always love when you sit down and talk, and it's nice that you don't make everything perfect. You are such a strong girl. You have come so far🥰🥰 been here since you were pregnant with Collete and seen all the ups and downs, you are so strong 😁 I'm glad you are moving forward and finding yourself 🥰
Camryn has such a beautiful heart. She is so inspiring and she is an extremely strong person! I love watching your journey Camryn!
I lost my dad when i was 6 and hearing your story and how you and the girls are doing made be cry. You are all such in credibly strong individuals.
You’ve done so well to reach a stage in your grieving process where you can find happiness too. You’ve processed so many huge emotions in such a short time. What a wonderful woman you are!
I started crying when I heard what coco said she’s starting to understand in her own way ❤️❤️
I lost my dad around 5 months prior to you losing your husband, so seeing you now and how far you come has been such an inspiration for me. I’m so happy that you are doing better. I understand how it can be hard it can be at times, but you are so incredibly strong. ❤️
Landons parents will always have a piece of him through the girls. ❤ and your amazing for giving them the opportunity to still have them in their life. Not many people do that :(
i can’t stop crying while watching this. every time you talk about landon it sets me off. even though i didn’t know him, it makes me so sad he passed. i can’t imagine how difficult this past year has been for you
Seeing you grow from the girl I knew from high school, into a beautiful mother had been an absolute blessing. Keep going mama you are such a rockstar🤍
Cam, I can’t say I understand what you’re going through. All I know is I am proud of you. Watching you pick yourself up and find yourself after the tragedy that happened was very surreal to watch. It made me think about life in ways I had never thought about before. Landon will forever be dearly missed by many, but I am happy that you and your girls have each other and a support system. I’m sure you hear things all the time along the lines of you’re amazing or you’re incredible and it’s because it is true. Never doubt that. You are doing the best you can and we all admire that. Truly. Sending good vibes from Wisconsin. 💙
When Landon passed my gran died same day I came across your blog and honestly I can relate so much we had grief same time I am glad you are coping and went to see his family great blog💜
You have literally grown so much. I’m so proud of you mamas. Your girls are so lucky to have you as there mamas❤️
i don’t think i’ve ever cried this much once i found he passed i cried. i never knew i could feel so connected to y’all and not even know y’all it honestly is amazing i love you guys!
You had me crying the whole time girl. I.don't always cry about Landon but when I do I let it all out and then I don't have to cry for several months. You are SO STRONG! We love you and the girls 💛💛💛 Landon is watching over all of us 💓
You're such a good parent. The girls may have been young when they lost their dad but they'll be shaped by him still, so it's so important they can hear about him from you ❤️
i love you’re able to sit and talk and just vent i find that really healthy to just simply talk because everyone’s feelings are valid!
You’re such a strong person and mother. I can’t even imagine what you’ve gone through. I love your channel 🥰
i started crying when you talked about how Coco was talking to him. Im still crying and shaking. She is so brave and I can't imagine going through that at such a young age, both you and Coco.
You’re amazing Cam, you’re doing so great for yourself and your girls and of course Ozzy!!💙💙 Cameron is so lucky to have to you!
honestly THANK YOU for this comment! I saw the title with the "Single Mom" shit and I was like "WHAT?! CAM SQUARED IS OVER???" lol so thanks for that
@@ArrowHeart15 same!
I cried throughout the whole video. You are so strong and so brave, and have been through so much at your young age. You are such a great mom and your kids are so sweet and adorable! Landon is looking down on you, and is so proud of you and the girls 💙
My mom passed away when I just turned three. I don’t have a lot of memories of her but something that my grandma to me about was after she passed away I had a dance recital and as I was coming off of the stage during dress rehearsal, I turned and asked my grandma,” do you think mommy is looking down at me?” Even though I was so young I have moments that feel like she is with me and I know Coco will have those. You’re so strong and we all miss him very much. Keep going! ♥️
I am so proud of you but I'm also so heartbroken. Hearing you talk about Landon and made me tear up. I am so glad you went to see Landon with the girls. Sending you guys love! 💙
he was cremated but thats a stone to memorize him
Your so brave Cam. I have been inspired everyday to keep my head up and to enjoy life even when it's rough. I love you so much and I'm so grateful to have found your channel when I did I'm so incredibly proud of you ❤
it’s insane how long i’ve been here, i could watch all day. i love that you were able to visit his family, i’m so happy for you. we love you so much and can’t wait to see you grow
„Thank you for sticking around“ thank YOU for being so open to us ❤️😊 thanks for sharing your thoughts and feelings ❤️
I’ve been watching your videos since the first one about you being pregnant and when you said “it feels like talking to and old friend” it’s exactly how I feel when watching you now, I’ve grown up with you and to see how well you’re doing even throughout these hard times is just amazing and i how you continue to grow and do well
You’ve grown so gracefully through all of this and I just want to say I’m proud of you. I hope you are proud of yourself. He is always with you guys 💙
I teared up many times through out this video and I just want you to know we all understand what you've been through and are truly proud of what you've accomplished, sending you and the girls lots of love ❤
My dad took his life when I was a baby so I don’t remember him. My heart aches for all three of you. My mom has been through a very similar situation to you and it’s just all around very heartbreaking but I wanted to let you know that because I totally relate.
I am glad you got to spend time with family and friends during your trip. It is great to see you doing well and healing. Having the support you have is necessary. I hope you continue to do well even when times get tough.
I love when you sit down and talk, even if it makes me cry. You are so incredibly strong Camryn, and Collette is an amazing little girl!💜 sending hugs!
You are such a strong girl, a fighter, you have gone through so much. That "I can talk to daddy but daddy can't talk back" moment made me want to start crying. I'm glad that you got to reunite with his family and have a good/healing moment. Love you girl ❤
Cam you have grown so much from this. I know it may not feel like a lot of the time but you are amazing for getting through this. Landon will be so so so proud of you Cam for getting through this💙💙 The fact that you got the girls on the plane when it’s hard for you to do that. Its amazing Cam seriously. Watching you go through this journey that’s so hard and heart breaking. You are honestly incredible💙💙💙
I lost a grandparent so close to me in January and watching and seeing how are now is giving me so much hope for better days ahead and being okay to just sit and sob if I need to🤍
I don't personally know you, but I really love hearing about how you're doing.You're such an inspiring person. I am so proud of you. How strong you are. We are nearly at the same age but you've gone through a lot. I even can't imagine what I would have done in your situation but it seems like you've found your way dealing with all this things. Seeing you getting better and speaking openly about how you feel makes me really happy. I hope that from now on you life is going to get better and better and that your tomorrows will always be better than your todays. Sending you love from Germany
cam, i’m proud of you and your growth. i may be a stranger to you and you may not know i even exist as a human being but i’ve watched you since the beginning and you’re such a genuine beautiful soul and so are your daughters💙
The way I sobbed when I heard that she talked to his grave currently sobbing you are so brave cam I can’t begin to imagine what you’ve been through but I don’t that Landon lives in your girls and loved them and you more than anything
You are so strong. You’ve have been through so much horrible stuff and you are still here being such an amazing mom. Your strength is so inspiring to me ❤️
you’re an amazing woman, your braveness and courage always amazes me. these videos always make me cry because I’ve been here from the beginning… I’m glad you’re taking care of yourself and the girls. Keep your head up
Omg broke my heart hearing your voice break in mid talking about landon and hearing how empathetic and sympathetic Collette is... she feels your pain mumma but also your courage... I don't know how you do it. But I know landon lives on in your girls and they are what keeps you going. Keep going cam !! Your doing amazing
At first I didn’t understand why you got in a relationship. But your relationship has nothing to do with the way you feel about Landon / your grieving. I’m so happy that you found someone that respects your grieving and your emotions . I realized this is such an intimate private thing that you are allowing eveyone to see and follow along and i thank you for that I didn’t expect to cry , you’re so incredibly strong and you deserve to be happy and have your needs met as. Women as a mom as a friend and I hope the people around you do that ❤️
This video is so powerful. You are such a wonderful woman and are raising your daughters in such a beautiful way 💙
❤ I'm glad you were able to get over to visit your other family and get that time to reminisce and cry and heal. I've so much respect for you and how you're handling everything life has thrown at you. Your kids have a wonderful mother to look up to.
you are such a strong mother, daughter, and everything else that you are. we love you so much cam! my heart goes out to you, always. always miss seeing landon and i feel so sorry for the girls having to grow up without him. but he’s always with you. thank you for blessing us with the opportunity to know you and your family!
I cry everytime you have a sit down chat and I watch. It has been a hard and amazing few years all at once. It's so hard to grieve but better when you know you aren't alone.
When you talked about remembering the memories, I was thinking of the memories with my grandparents. I lost my last surviving grandparent last month. I wish I could have seen her again. I hadn’t seen her in two years before she passed, thanks to Covid. At least I have the memories though ❤️
Cam I have watched you since you were pregnant with coco. You have become this amazing, well-spoken woman. I am also from the same city as you, Dallas! So in a way I feel connected to you and Landon. We all miss him too, but so excited to see you doing well and onto another journey in your life ❤️
I don't even know what to say. Your story fills me with so much emotion and you are so unbelievably strong. Coco is so wise and I'm glad yall got to have that experience♡
You’re so strong. I am so proud of how far you have come. I’m so glad you still have a relationship with Landon’s parents, that makes me happy knowing Coco and Deedee will still have them in their life.
You are so strong and I love how honest you are with the girls and how you explain everything to them your such a good mum. Think most people teared up hearing about coco when you visited the grave. Your girls are a credit to you x
Girl you had me crying throughout the video. So just to show you, I’m crying with you. I’m soooo glad you got to enjoy your trip and the pictures and videos are so beautiful! You are in the healing process. We all love you ❤️
Tears down my face hearing you talk to us and seeing the person you are and are becoming. I look at your eyes in this video and I see tiredness but also strength. You are such a good mom and person, Camryn. I know Landon loved seeing his favorite girls and I know he is so so proud of you. Everything is taken day by day, but we know you’re doing it right because the girls have grown to be so empathetic and special. You have an amazing support system Camryn and we all love you so much. You’re worth everything good. There is this warmth and peace in your aura that feels so like home.
Many tears shed this video, you are doing an incredible job I am so proud of you
I don’t know you but I’m am so proud of you. I’m 69 years old and I know for sure I couldn’t do all that you have done. Your strength is amazing. May God Bless you and your children 🙏🙏❤️❤️
Huge knot in my throat and tears watching this video 🥺😞 keep your head up youve gotten so far! Hoping God keeps giving you the strength to move forward and comfort when your feeling sad or lonely
Camryn, I can't even begin to express how proud of you I am. This was a very emotional video and it was so hard to hear you so sad. You are doing to well. I love you so much, we all love you so much. We're here for you cam and we will always be ❤
You know; I’ve never said this before but always thought it. I honestly believe before Landon did what he did he said goodbye to collete. She in that video explaining everything she said she had gotten up because she could her that she was awake in her room. I think before he went to “bathe” he popped in there to give her a kiss on the forehead or something. I’m not sure why I think this but I always have. Don’t know why I felt compelled to comment this, I just did.
You are so articulate with your emotions. I feel them through the screen
I don't know why but whenever I heard about I can't stop my tear.....stay happy cam
“I can talk to daddy but daddy can’t talk back” broke me.
I feel so connected to you. I love that you and the girls got to see his family. You needed that. So proud of you, of how far you have came. So much love to you and the girls from Ohio ♥️♥️
I can talk to daddy but daddy can't talk back. That just broke my heart and got me crying. She is such a smart and loving little girl. The girls have an amazing father looking down. Landon will always watch and protect them ❤️
I’m so proud of you for who you have become. I have some what been threw what you went threw and it’s hard but we got this we all do. Im proud of every single one of you! ❤️
ugh couldn’t stop crying. can’t imagine how you feel. been watching you guys from the start and my heart aches for you. God bless you momma. you’re doing amazing 🥺💗
This was so sweet. I feel like I cried through the whole thing. Sending you strength this holiday season
This trip sounded like it was a really important trip all around. Getting to catch up with so much family, getting some time with friends, going to see Landon... so many things that are so important and needed for the soul.🦋💙❤
These blogs are helping me to understand why my mother is the way she is. My dad’s been gone for a lot longer than Landon but I am sure the pain is the same. Thanks for sharing this Cam💖
My heart breaks for her and I hope her story helps so many others who struggle with mental health you are a strong mama and you are stuck suffering from his bad choices you will overcome this and find an equal and full family they are so little that they need a step dad who can teach them and love them don’t feel guilty for wanting that or getting that bc that’s what you deserve in life you will always love and miss Landon but life has to go in without him and the girls need someone and it can’t be him now hopefully his parents want that for you also bc that’s what Landon would want for his girls all three of you guys!! Best of luck lots of love and support for u girlie!!
You're such a strong woman keep your head up Cam!
Cam, i have been following you for a long time now probably since I saw your “Draw My Life” video. And I just want to say that you are incredible. Not only are you strong for yourself, you are strong for your daughters. I hope you have a happy new year
You're such a inspiration to single moms. I continue to pray for you and your girls. It's never easy losing a loved one unexpectedly.
You’ve come so far, Cam. I’m so so proud of where you’ve come.
This video was such a mix of emotions but I'm so so happy I found your channel when I did and just had the privilege to watch your journey with the girls. My heart breaks for you all, but I'm so happy you had such a good time in Texas with the family🤍
Cam, you are so incredible. So strong, and so brave. I admire you so much, and I’m looking so forward to watching your girls grow up, and continue to watch your journey as well. We’re so proud of you, and everything you’ve accomplished. The girls are lucky to have you as their mom. ❤️
I started tearing up when you were saying what Coco said at the grave site. I miss seeing Landon in the vlogs his smile was contagious!
U inspire me at 60 years old...i lost a child at 10 yrs old and it can be so raw at times ...how u grieve and still live with joy brings me joy...love your podcasts and this one especially...special hugz to u and the girls
Very sweet video. You’re girls will really appreciate all of the ways you’ve helped them remember Landon for who he was as a Daddy who loved them and not by what happened. Xoxo Cam!
From your very first video to now you have grown into such an amazing and strong woman. I believe it goes without saying that every one of the camily members are beyond proud of you and all you have achieved and overcome. We all love you Cam💙
Cam you are so self aware, it’s incredible. You can really tell you work hard to apply the skills you’ve learned throughout this grieving process and it’s really inspirational!! I can’t imagine how hard this walk has been and will be but seeing you being able to really work through the grief, acknowledge you’re still healing, being able to take necessary steps to keep moving forward for yourself and for the girls, and do it all while sharing with us and doing RUclips…you’re awesome mama!
This was very relaxing just hearing you talk, but also emotional. Especially when you mentioned Collette hugging you at the cemetary 💙
Thank you cam for being such an inspiration to me. When days get tough and I get inside my head I think of you or watch one of your videos and I get the strength to push through to the next day. Thank you for being such a bright light on RUclips, lots of love, Kayzee ❤️❤️❤️
You are such an incredible hero for your girls and everyone around you. I cannot get over how much of an amazing mom you are and I am so so proud of you Cam
I balled my eyes out after watching this video. Its so crazy how I have never met Landon but still cry so hard thinking about you guys and how hard it must've been. 😢
This just left me in tears ….I share the same pain ….love u sis ..you give me so much strength ❤️
You are a wonderful story teller, you have a great ability of putting the listener into your situations. Thank you for sharing, I am sure there was not a dry eye, very emotional. Your children are so adorable and have beautiful souls.
Aweh baby girl, you’re so wonderful ❣️🙏 Keep healing, you’re so strong and so mature and well spoken
Ugh, I’m tearing up.
I can’t even get over how strong you truly are. I am so proud of you & how much you’ve grown and the women/mother you are just radiates through your videos. Your girls are so incredibly lucky to have you. You’re doing amazing, never forget it! I’m so glad you guys got that time with family. Always thinking of you guys! Hugs cam xx