this song makes me think of my dad, hes struggled with addiction since before i was born and wasnt in my life until i was 8 and then left really until i was 14 and once i started doing drugs at 16 i moved in with him and my life has spiraled since then im almost 21 and been addicted to fentanyl and xanax. I want to leave and become my own but its so hard when u are dependent on a father like that. thank you matt
@@soardabs it's hard when you dad buys all the drugs and you doing for you and has been selling and doing them around you, im not blaming him for shit, im a fucking drug addict, im saying its hard to do shit on your own when you want your dad to like and care about you but all he has ever done is give you drugs
@@ChristianPierce Accept that your dad isn't worth the trouble, distance yourself in your head. You can't fix other people if you don't fix yourself first, or at least at the same time together. Him "liking and caring" about you isn't going to matter for your life, you have to like and care about yourself instead. Good luck man, life is rough but you gotta start making the right decisions.
@@awemowe2830 thank you for the comment my mom and i found our own place after my grandfather died and his brother sold the house we were in, and although I feel bad that my dad has no where to go its been one of the best things that ever happened to me getting away from him
Matt ive been depressed, suicidal, hating and turning my back on god, with my lonliness, self hatred about almost every aspect of my life. Ive turned my life around, mainly through the gym found a really good woman who is genuine and lets me be me without judgment. Long story short your music helped me through alot, cut deep hits differents to me and helped keep my spirits up and feel somthing. Please consider doing a show in MA, usa. Id love to support and see you live!
So far my favorite:) had a crush on a boy for over 4 years and he always gave me such a tiny bit of attention so I would stay ,but always pushed me and everyone else away as soon as the connection got deeper . Leaving you I might was lonely as hell but I will never be as lonely as you
Lead me, bleed me I can be sadistic I am the pop star in your room Fuck this bullshit I am hedonistic And I'll rot every seed that you grew 'Cause lately's calling me crazy I never really noticed where I could go And I can't take anymore so I walk out the door to my doom And I might end up alone, but I won't be as lonely as you Love me, drug me Feed me your attention I am a product to consume Take it, fake it You are just addiction And I'm not a headline you can bruise 'Cause lately's calling me crazy I never really noticed where I could go And I can't take anymore so I walk out the door to my doom And I might end up alone, but I won't be as lonely as you I can't take anymore so I walk out the door to my doom And I might end up alone, but I won't be as lonely as you And I can't take anymore so I walk out the door to my doom And I might end up alone, but I won't be as lonely as you
the video is in my mind. i have it . please for the love of god let a poor person direct this. a poor heartbroken person that has lived on ur music for years. serenaded girls to your music. never a fail.
halfway thru this song..... "ok so what do you want, you wanted us to contact you"......I want the world to know that i tried my best, i want them to know that i failed and that i loved too hard. i gave all of me when i shouldnt have"...... cut back to music
a friend talking to the main character. "whats wrong with you?" ......"I let her have all of me, she acted like she cared and then all at once she didnt" BANG music drops back in
Lead me, bleed me I can be sadistic I am the pop star in your room Fuck this bullshit I am hedonistic And I'll rot every seed that you grew 'Cause lately's calling me crazy I never really noticed where I could go And I can't take anymore So I walk out the door to my doom And I might end up alone But I won't be as lonely as you Love me, drug me Feed me your attention I am a product to consume Take it, fake it You are just addiction And I'm not a headline you can bruise 'Cause lately's calling me crazy I never really noticed where I could go And I can't take anymore So I walk out the door to my doom And I might end up alone But I won't be as lonely as you I can't take anymore So I walk out the door to my doom And I might end up alone But I won't be as lonely as you And I can't take anymore So I walk out the door to my doom And I might end up alone But I won't be as lonely as you
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been listening for years now and i’m so blessed to have heard your music
Jesus is king God bless brotha
Absolute banger. Lifts so good in the chorus.
CONGRATULATIONS MATT
please never stop making music 🙏❤️
Chills Matt. Cannot wait for the Denver show.
I live in Hutto Tx near Austin, he has a Denver show when ?
@@Trialbyfire9 Denver is Oct 19, he has a show in Austin at Stubbs BBQ on Nov 15!
@@Trialbyfire9 Im going to the Austin show. Its gonna be lit!
I thank my wife everyday that she showed me matt maeson he's voice is amazing n his music too thank you matt you truly are one unique artist
u blow me away dude every time. my favorite artist of all time
I've been waiting so long to hear this album ❤️ I'm going to bed smiling and tapping my foot tonight. Absolute masterpiece as always my man🔥🤘
This whole album is brilliant, I love it, thank you so much for blessing us with your music!
🥲
this song makes me think of my dad, hes struggled with addiction since before i was born and wasnt in my life until i was 8 and then left really until i was 14 and once i started doing drugs at 16 i moved in with him and my life has spiraled since then im almost 21 and been addicted to fentanyl and xanax. I want to leave and become my own but its so hard when u are dependent on a father like that. thank you matt
you got this shit dude, if you’ve made it this far you can do anything 🤛🏼
dont put the balme on other ppl. Own up to it first then you'll be fine
@@soardabs it's hard when you dad buys all the drugs and you doing for you and has been selling and doing them around you, im not blaming him for shit, im a fucking drug addict, im saying its hard to do shit on your own when you want your dad to like and care about you but all he has ever done is give you drugs
@@ChristianPierce Accept that your dad isn't worth the trouble, distance yourself in your head. You can't fix other people if you don't fix yourself first, or at least at the same time together.
Him "liking and caring" about you isn't going to matter for your life, you have to like and care about yourself instead.
Good luck man, life is rough but you gotta start making the right decisions.
@@awemowe2830 thank you for the comment my mom and i found our own place after my grandfather died and his brother sold the house we were in, and although I feel bad that my dad has no where to go its been one of the best things that ever happened to me getting away from him
God ,I love his music
So glad to be here
Feels like one of those songs that could be taken as a relationship type thing, but is possibly about the entertainment industry..
working hard to share this in brazil, when we people like something we realy enjoy and share a lot :)
AHHHH LETS GOOOOO
You're absolutely right after this bull crap all of us here had to walk out the door to our Doom
This whole album is DOPE top to bottom, bought my pre-sale tickets to show #1 in chicago on October 6th. See you there buddy!
just had the best tattoo idea !! a rotten seed,, will sure be getting thanks to your music !
SO EXCITED ITS AUGUST 26
Matt ive been depressed, suicidal, hating and turning my back on god, with my lonliness, self hatred about almost every aspect of my life. Ive turned my life around, mainly through the gym found a really good woman who is genuine and lets me be me without judgment. Long story short your music helped me through alot, cut deep hits differents to me and helped keep my spirits up and feel somthing. Please consider doing a show in MA, usa. Id love to support and see you live!
think this might be my favorite off the album. not sure yet its all too good
Thank you
Omg my DJ is actually gonna love this 💚😍
I wonder if you remember me, it was on this pagoda-type thing near van arena. You made an impact. God Bless
So far my favorite:) had a crush on a boy for over 4 years and he always gave me such a tiny bit of attention so I would stay ,but always pushed me and everyone else away as soon as the connection got deeper . Leaving you I might was lonely as hell but I will never be as lonely as you
If I was in your place, I would've had him watch the Good Will Hunting with me..
Yayyyy!!
You going to Tour any time soon ?!?!?! Love to see you in Seattle
Favorite 😩
LOVE ITT!!
💜🤯 Love it
But when he broke out in the chorus though I was like damn
Love the grunge vibes!!!
Not really grunge, more like the early 2000's pop-punk, like Sum41, or Green Day, or Eve6
This good red left eye album is pretty good! The sun takes naps also I guess
What in the god forsaken fuck are you talking about man?
@@briangroboski3429 there’s a celestial event gonna happen in a few years, it’s gonna be dope! You’re here for a reason
@@holdenwright668 please elaborate
Lead me, bleed me
I can be sadistic
I am the pop star in your room
Fuck this bullshit
I am hedonistic
And I'll rot every seed that you grew
'Cause lately's calling me crazy
I never really noticed where I could go
And I can't take anymore so I walk out the door to my doom
And I might end up alone, but I won't be as lonely as you
Love me, drug me
Feed me your attention
I am a product to consume
Take it, fake it
You are just addiction
And I'm not a headline you can bruise
'Cause lately's calling me crazy
I never really noticed where I could go
And I can't take anymore so I walk out the door to my doom
And I might end up alone, but I won't be as lonely as you
I can't take anymore so I walk out the door to my doom
And I might end up alone, but I won't be as lonely as you
And I can't take anymore so I walk out the door to my doom
And I might end up alone, but I won't be as lonely as you
this will be played at my funeral
19th like!!! Love Matt Maeson!
9th comment, 19th like!!!!!!!! AAYYEE!! IM ON DIS SHIET!!!!
💙💔
Fuck this feels like my life right now
first here
Does he actually say lately's been calling me crazy and if so wth does that mean?
the video is in my mind. i have it . please for the love of god let a poor person direct this. a poor heartbroken person that has lived on ur music for years. serenaded girls to your music. never a fail.
First
This song will take off soon just you wait. Comment #48
Whos in 2024?
10th one to like ha
halfway thru this song..... "ok so what do you want, you wanted us to contact you"......I want the world to know that i tried my best, i want them to know that i failed and that i loved too hard. i gave all of me when i shouldnt have"...... cut back to music
a friend talking to the main character. "whats wrong with you?" ......"I let her have all of me, she acted like she cared and then all at once she didnt" BANG music drops back in
this is a movie song. i can make a movie for it. ILL pay a lot of dollars to be involved with this video.
Weezer meets a pulse.........
still.... contact me
Lead me, bleed me
I can be sadistic
I am the pop star in your room
Fuck this bullshit
I am hedonistic
And I'll rot every seed that you grew
'Cause lately's calling me crazy
I never really noticed where I could go
And I can't take anymore
So I walk out the door to my doom
And I might end up alone
But I won't be as lonely as you
Love me, drug me
Feed me your attention
I am a product to consume
Take it, fake it
You are just addiction
And I'm not a headline you can bruise
'Cause lately's calling me crazy
I never really noticed where I could go
And I can't take anymore
So I walk out the door to my doom
And I might end up alone
But I won't be as lonely as you
I can't take anymore
So I walk out the door to my doom
And I might end up alone
But I won't be as lonely as you
And I can't take anymore
So I walk out the door to my doom
And I might end up alone
But I won't be as lonely as you