Not only is Ann still alive, she posted a video in 2020 of her unboxing beauty products. If I never found this video, I would have never known, watching her, that she was sick in any way. She looks and sounds great. Ann, welcome to the next decade. May you live and flourish so you can see 2030 with us.
Hey all. As of June 23 I'm still alive and kicking though feeling sick. . :). I had a PET scan yesterday, won't get the result for a week. The one I had 7 months ago showed cancer spreading all through the abdomen, lungs and lymph system through the chest. The Scan after that showed the chemo had kicked the disease away. They say I'm an "exceptional responder So who know what this new one will say? Not me. I'm used to pain. I can't tell any more. I can only say that I'll manage no matter what they scans say. I'm ready and at peace. Yes, I'll do more chemo as its not a huge drag in me. But I think I'll know when the time comes to stop. Seven years is a very long time to live on chemo and it's exhausting. Imagine thinking its you last year-- for five years. Even you would get bored! Again, I am thankful people are asking. Thank you. *Hugs*. Node T Wednesday I will know more.
I'm so glad that you are able to enjoy the life that you live, to love the lives you have made and to see your life through to the end. You've given me and I'm sure many others a warm glow in our hearts and I thank you for that. You do you girl, you do you.
I have HER2+ ER+/PR- metastatic breast cancer. It initially spread to my liver, later throughout my abdomen, chest and into my lungs. The reason I'm still alive is I've been right on the cusp of new treatments for HER2+. I got Perjeta the month it was approved, and it worked for over a year. When cancer exploded through my system again, I went on Kadcyla, which again controlled it. I hear there is a new one in trials too, so when Kadcyla stops working, there may be something else to try. I've been very, very lucky that there are these new drugs that weren't out when I was diagnosed, and that my body has responded to them. I'm the reason you do treatment as long as you can, hoping for a breakthrough. I got not one, but two breakthroughs! So lucky. But let me say, it hasn't been easy. I've been doing chemotherapy for years now, and I'm very tired and sick. But it's better than the alternative. :)
I watched this video with tears in my eyes and to see your comment that you're still here is truly warming. I'm not exactly sure how to put my thoughts into words for you, but I love you. And I really hope this is all going well for you. You truly seem like such a beautiful woman, it pains me to know you're going through this, as well as other people. Thank you for staying optimistic and living life to the fullest. You are truly an inspiration.
I jus found out about this story. Ann is now my Idol ! I've had cervical cancer removed and still going through testing.. I've been thinking pretty negative but Ann has shown me a new light ! Lots of prayers and Love Ann , thank you . God Bless
I've been fighting stage IV lung cancer for seven years, and liver cancer for 3+. Two totally different primary cancers. I could go on and on, just love Ann's story
Ann and her husband are raising two wonderful young men. I think we all know, or know of, people with more favourable "odds" who nonetheless feel quite sorry for themselves. When in reality? No one knows how much time they'll be gifted in this life. I look back to a photo taken when I was 29 years old; I'm laughing with 2 friends who, unbeknownst to them at the time, would not live much longer; by age 40, one would succumb to breast cancer, while the other would perish in an accident. It's a cliche, but it really is key to live each day in a way that lets us appreciate the wonder of the world, and of our life within it.
ALWAYS tell the people you care about how much you love them . In my family we never said it, never . When my mom was given three months to live , she wanted to hear it . How much we loved her . How much we were going to miss her . How she did the best she could as a mom raising five kids .
This story is sad but inspiring. Just a little over a year ago my mother was diagnosed with leukemia and ovarian cancer. The news was devastating but till this day she is still going. She is a teacher and on the weekends a coach. Watching this has showed that I am truly blessed to still have my mom. Couldn't be more grateful.
I lost my wife to cancer 30 years ago Just watching her suffer was so excruciating I’m glad to see her keep on going and living life to its fullest God Bless
@@resianemaculate. thank you Now I’m fighting cancer myself 4th stage prostate cancer That damn disease is everywhere I’m in my 21st month of treatment I hope your doing well
I finally found the courage to watch this, How beautiful she is; how brave and smart, how kind! What a lovely family! Thank you for sharing yourselves with the world. Ann, you are a light to us all. Never doubt that you left your mark on the world, you have. Bless you, and the family.
I have been unfortunately diagnosed with cancer. Watching all there videos and such supporting comments to eachother really bring a smile to my face , and a happy year to my eye.
I’ve suffered with really bad anxiety which seemed to escalate a few months ago after having my son. Crippling anxiety about death and leaving him behind. I found this series at first I thought it would only feed my anxiety but I can’t explain it...seeing these people with beautiful souls and their outlook on life. I believe God sent me here.
my mom got diagnosed with breast cancer in 2005, and she survived. this video was so beautiful and it makes me want to go downstairs and tell my mom how grateful i am for her and how strong she has been..
I do not know if Ann is still here fighting, but I hope and pray that she is. She is such a phenomenal Woman that has inspired so many people. To Ann and her family, I am very greatful for the inner peace she has reminded everyone of. To all Cancer survivors, I pray that you will Never give up hope. I pray that you keep fighting with dignity and have an inner peace within.
She is still alive as of january 20th 2023. Her facebook states that after 12 years of chemo, she''s been off it for 2. And scans have been very promising.
Ann, I finally got the courage to watch this. It was beautiful. You are beautiful. I had breast cancer, stage III, and so far after treatment, I'm alright. I hope that if I ever have to face Stage IV, that I can do it with the honesty that you do. I believe that death is not the end. God is there, on the other side and He is love.
So happy to know that your wishes to see your sons' graduation and fatherhood have been answered. I just saw your video and am deeply grateful to have read the updates. You are truly inspiring!
My dear Ann, I have followed you out here for awhile off and on, but you and your family are always in my prayers. From one pink warrior to another, you are a beautiful woman who is no doubt helping so many others out there. Hugs to you.
I wish someone did this for my beautiful Kristy, so the world could see her strength and her heart and her hope. She was such a beautiful soul, and I'm humbled to be loved by her in her short life. People touched by cancer, are bonded on such a different costly plane to be on. But it's so good for people to be reminded that life only happens because death must follow. I love soulpancake. Love it.
As per usual, SouPancake - this is beautiful. This is the corner of the internet that makes me laugh, cry, and lets me see the real beauty in life. Ann - keep fighting. Every second, every minute, every day and every year you spend with your family is worth it. The more memories you can make, the more you live your life, it's all worth the struggle. Hold hope, and never let go. Life is beautiful, no matter the future.
I feel very emotional when watching your strength Ann. As a mom watching this, I understand why you just go on. To not make your last days about cancer but to make your last days about your family. I have you in my prayers as well as your family. I am very moved by your courage and thank you for sharing this. I will say your words for me as a viewer will not be forgotten. God Bless
I applaud your bravery and grace, Ann. It is something to be admired. May you find the strength in your family and their love to keep fighting and continue beating your disease. You have a lot of people sending love your way. We all want to see you conquer this thing and I believe you can do it! Sending you a lot of love and strength from the Netherlands.
She's a great lady and a very talented writer. Despite everything, she still can be humorous on her blog. I hope she beats the odds and has a lot more time ahead of her.
Thank you for sharing so deeply. I am 64 and also stage 4. I have raised 4 boys and have 7 precious grandchildren, ages 10 months to 21 years...I have been blessed. I just discovered these videos and am so very grateful for them. They make me realize that I need to do something other than sit here with my bags packed. :)
I love every single episode of My Last Days that have been released - they really make me think about the important stuff we leave for "later" to think about. Thank you so much for putting such a relevant program in your lineup, guys. In an age when people want to to be merely entertained, you chose to show the beauty and soul in the hard places people go through. (On a random note, I LOVE they don't play the Soulpancake "subscribe" soundbite at the end - I find it very respectful. Thanks!)
Ann you are a beautiful woman.. From your attitude to your love of your family and your husband to your physical beauty you are just simply incredible. I'm glad that you have held on and seen some milestones for your children and I'm sure they are thankful too. After watching this very emotional and at the same time uplifting video I have a new appreciation for the simple things in my life that matter. I pray for a miracle for you and that god keeps your family safe and happy until they join you in heaven.
Thank you. I haven't commented on many posts but I appreciate them all. Especially the ones where somebody realizes their mom is important in their lives. It's easy to forget that somebody who has always been there, won't always be there. All good moms deserve a hug. :)
couldnt help but tear up to see a woman explain things that mean the most to her and she didnt cry. WOW that speaks volumes to me. hope ur still will us. Much love and respect
Hi Ann! First, you're remarkable, and your courage inspires me, but I want you to know one thing. I know how this sounds, but I swear it's the truth. I was diagnosed with Crohn's disease when I was 20 (I'm now 48). When I was 21, during one of my many month long hospitalizations, my colon (aka large bowel) ruptured. By the time they rushed me to the OR, I was already dead, for two minutes to be exact. But, within those 2 minutes, time stood still as I was suddenly standing in front of my grandfather who passed when I was only 8. We embraced for what felt like an eternity. He looked me in the eyes, and told me it was not yet my time, and that I had to go back. I had been in so much agony I was curled into the fetal position, screaming in pain, for weeks. No amount of drugs could stop the pain. I did NOT want to go back, because the pain was suddenly gone. In fact, I never felt better, but, I was ripped away, falling backwards, and when I opened my eyes, I was in the ICU. they'd also found two pea sized malignant tumours growing on the outside of my bowel they had no idea were even there. After six months of chemo, radiation, and three more surgeries, my head began to clear...and I finally realized that I had gone to heaven. It took me a while to accept it, but it now gives me incredible strength and hope. I now know death isn't an ending, but just a transition to the next stage of life. I'm telling you this because you said you didn't want to miss your sons graduation, and wanted to see your other son become a dad. Well, weather or not you die, you'll get to see both, I swear in my soul, you will. Death gets a bad rap, but it's become a part of my life as I almost died twice more since then. I've gas 23 GI surgeries and 8 other ones, and I know I could pass at any time, or I could live to be 90. None of us knows what the future holds, so I've, like you've, lived each day as though it were my last, with the knowledge that even if I pass, I'll still be able to see those I love. Knowing this brings me so much comfort, and I pray it does you as well. Sending prayers and well wishes to you and your beautiful family ❤
Ann, I hope you are able to live many more yrs, to spend with your children and husband. You are a very brave, and inspiring woman, and I am hoping for the best for you.
These videos have inspired me to make more effort to spend my time and money on those important to me. To MAKE time together happen instead of waiting for it to happen. Thank you.
Ann.... Thank you so much for sharing these 9 minutes and 25 seconds. You have NO idea how much it touched and has affected me. I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts. I am also 52 which makes my Mom 72....I can't tell you how these 9:25 minutes have evoked so much love and admiration for her and served as a poke to say each day is not promised so I need to love and hold her with all my might........I pray that your family find joy and peace during these times. Thank you so much.
Another update: It is October 2015, and I've been hanging on with cancer since 2009. But a recent test shows that the cancer has outwitted the miracle drug. It has regrown in a dangerous place in the liver, and spread to the abdomen. I will start my 8th chemo probably next week. I hope I get another 2 years but I am not counting on anything. I have been so lucky to get extra time - I saw the graduation I wanted, I saw my first grandchild born; my stepdaughter's gorgeous baby who brings me such joy. So who can complain that cancer is coming back when they got everything they asked for? I am very grateful for the extrra time I had. My oldest son is getting married in May and my youngest began his sophomore year at Caltech. Of course, I want to see the wedding, I want to see the graduation. After that, I'll want to see my son as a father, my grandchild, my genetics carried on. But all of those things - unlikely. I take it one day at a time. Your continued thoughts and prayers mean the world.
Omg...I don't know how I'm here but maybe 'cuz God want it... when I saw your video,my mom came to my mind and I couldn't stop my tears...She passed away 7 months ago. Firstly,doctors said she would live between 2 weeks or 1 month,but they were not right about diagnostic....she lived long time with colon cancer...5 years!! Isn't a miracle? She was a brave and thankful woman from life like you. I wish I could hug you and give you my best wishes and blessings but I'm from Chile :( God bless you and never lose your faith,even when things are not going well,fight until the end... Our Lord is able for miracles....enjoy your life with your lovely family, friends and don't stop helping people. Your work is a treasure. You are in my prayers since now.
+Ann Silberman Found you on quora, re: IQ and isolation :-] I wanted to ask you if you've heard of artemisinin, I've read some very promising things about it. If you already know or if you'd rather I minded my own business, apologies and please disregard my comment - but I'd research that, lots to read about it on pubmed, if you're comfortable with research papers.
Your updates brought me to tears!!!!! OMG!!!!! Keep fighting the fight!!!!!! Thank you! I will keep donating to fight cancer, new drugs, better drugs and new beginnings! OMG This is amazing story!
In 2014, after receiving a PET scan and obviously expecting the worse, her condition went from terminal to NED (no evidence of disease. Yes, her cancer not only stopped growing, it completely disappeared. As of early 2021, new growths have appeared in her lungs and she posted that she is going to take a break from Chemo. Check her out on Facebook and if you can, say a prayer for her and her family.
I'm glad that I finally watched this, Ann. You have an amazing and beautiful family. They are definitely worth fighting for. I just know you're going to win the blog contest and be able to put that money towards your youngest son's education. Thank you for giving us a voice. You always find the words to explain what we're all feeling and do it so eloquently. You're one of my favorite mentors!
Great Story, it will be hard to lose such a great person in your life. Mom's really are great people to have, I hope a miracle occurs and shes able to defeat that cancer.
Hi Ann! I'm so glad to hear you are doing well! (As well as possible for someone with your condition.) You keep on fighting, and do whatever treatment YOU feel is best for you. Praying for you and your family, and please keep us posted! God bless you and take care!
Thank you! I have a hard time watching this video so I don't come and read the comments often but I do appreciate all the well-wishes I know are out there for me. :) My cancer has been stable for 9 months, which is amazing. I will be having a scan this summer and I suspect that's about to end due to pain increase. But I am forever grateful I got this time because I AM going to see my son graduate from high school!
Ann you are such a brave lady.Just reading about your chemos and their resultant effects scared me.I have not met you but just from what has been shown i can tell you are a wonderful person.Please keep fighting, you are a winner.I know it is easier said than done but you are exceptionally brave.May God protect you.
Ann, I hope this message finds you happy and healthy. I'm a stranger who prays for you pretty lady. Keep your head up. You have an beautiful family.🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
Thank you. I'm just a firm believer in always going at something 100% and never giving crap like cancer a second thought. I just really hope she keeps fighting to even see her son get that graduate degree.
My Oncologist has a sign in his office; If you're above ground, you're winning. I"m a winner still and I hope Ann and her awesome family will be winners for a very long time to come.
Even in the face of death she seems so amazingly optimistic. I hope that she continues to stay optimistic and hopeful and that her days will be happy ones.
What a shining star you are Ann! How hard it most be to be leaving this world when your sons are in that age of life of such challenge and change into adulthood. Your kids and husband seem so mature, loving and supportive. Ann you did good girl ;)
Ann - thank you so much for sharing your story. On Aug 5th I was diagnosed with stage 4 esophageal cancer, and you are such in inspiration to me. Please keep me posted.
It's been 6 months since I ended radiation for triple negative breast cancer and last week was told it may be back in my diaphragm and chest. It's been rough and I love her attitude. I read that she is stable and that is wonderful. I hope that one day cancer can be stopped and chemo will be a thing of the past. Thank you for sharing her story.
I'm so sorry to hear that.Do hang in there and don't surrender. I know it is easy to give advices but my family member got from terminal to NED by using hemp oil he was making for himself.I would use that as well.Stage 4 is reversible as well.You are absolutely gorgeous and incredibly brave young woman.I have a feeling that you have many years ahead of you.
Jonathan Wong Found out today it's in my lungs now too. That's 5 areas. Lungs, diaphragm, chest lymph nodes, scalp and brain. Fighting but feeling less hopeful.
So impressed by Ann and her family. Lovely, smart, kind people. I have a friend who has been stage 4 for as long as I've know her, since 2007. She got on a clinical trial and is living her life, and able to live mostly like anyone. It may have been the experimental drug that was approved, like Ann's. SO happy this helps Ann. I had cancer, I'm 12 years recovered, plan to stay that way !!! All the best to Ann and her loved ones, this video has helped people, so thanks.
very inspirational stories. very touching indeed. my aunt actually has brain cancer but it began in her brain. she had it removed and she had 3 children of her own. God Bless you Ann. You are one beautiful, lady who has so much faith and bravery, it's amazing. where are you from?? I am here, in Ireland.
She reminds me a lot of my father who passed away this November from liver cancer. He was diagnosed with it 2 years ago and it was already in it's final stages. They gave him only a couple of months , however he never lost his optimism and refused to complain or feel sorry for himself. He is my hero, I finally know what people mean when they say that.
No matter what happens to me, I will ALWAYS be proud of my children. It doesn't matter if they see me at the end. It is the lifetime that counts, not the final moments.
Ann has such a beautiful soul and a great perspective on life and what she's going through. She has great sons and husband i know she will have great days to come :)
You are an amazing woman and mother and cancer survivor because yourself has such as positive attitude. Despite, your life span has a limitation and still manage to live in a normal healthy life. I just wished that this disease would have a cure or even treatment that people who have cancer could live more than fifty years or more. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. More power to you.
She posted on IG 6 weeks ago and looks fantastic! As someone with breast cancer, I wish they dove in a bit deeper. Like the type of breast cancer she had, what chemo she's been on etc. Clearly from the vid it metastasized to her liver.
If cancer has metastasized to the liver, people don't live long. She continues to live. I would also like a more extended story, what kind of breast cancer and what kind of treatment? This is very important for cancer patients, why hide it?
Amazing to know that you are alive and I wish the very best in all aspects of your life. Be happy and live long. Let many miracles happen in your life!
As of February 5, 2022 she is still with us according to her Facebook page! And she has grand babies! 💓
🙏💗🥰❤️🇨🇦🙏
Update 27th September 2022 . she sadly passed away
@@AC-LING666 This is really sad. Where did you see this ?
Rest in peace and love Ann. Xx
@@AC-LING666 is this true? I can't find any confirmation anywhere..
As of July 28, 2020 She is still thriving. I have followed her since this first came out and she looks wonderful.
That is awesome.
YESSSSSS! She got to see him graduate then 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊🤙
That's wonderful!😁 I hope she gets to see more milestones from her children! God bless! 🎉🎈👍
Praying for healing please
Does she have social media? My mom was just recently diagnosed with metastatic breast cancer and we both could use a little bit of hope
August 2023 and she is still alive and kicking. She is also sporting beautiful grey locks.
Not only is Ann still alive, she posted a video in 2020 of her unboxing beauty products. If I never found this video, I would have never known, watching her, that she was sick in any way. She looks and sounds great. Ann, welcome to the next decade. May you live and flourish so you can see 2030 with us.
Cameron omg I’m so very happy to hear this news. I really hope to meet her soon!
Awesome!
Forever.
Amazing.
Her treatment regimen should be followed by others with her same cancer type.
She is still alive. Amazing for stage 4.
What a miracle. That is awesome.
Hallelu-Yah !
Praise God from whom all blessings flow. I'm a BC Survivor 15 yrs. Stay Positive !
YES!!!!!
Wow, how amazing 🙏🙏🙏
I just checked her RUclips channel and she's still here!
Simply Amazing Wow
Jennifer Shay what an amazing soul! She’s a warrior!
Jennifer Shay Wonderful news. I lost my young sister in January. I’ve never heard of this drug .
Tara Alan I’m terribly sorry for the loss of your sister. I hope that in your time of grief you can still find light and love.
Hey all. As of June 23 I'm still alive and kicking though feeling sick. . :). I had a PET scan yesterday, won't get the result for a week. The one I had 7 months ago showed cancer spreading all through the abdomen, lungs and lymph system through the chest. The Scan after that showed the chemo had kicked the disease away. They say I'm an "exceptional responder
So who know what this new one will say? Not me. I'm used to pain. I can't tell any more. I can only say that I'll manage no matter what they scans say. I'm ready and at peace. Yes, I'll do more chemo as its not a huge drag in me. But I think I'll know when the time comes to stop. Seven years is a very long time to live on chemo and it's exhausting. Imagine thinking its you last year-- for five years. Even you would get bored!
Again, I am thankful people are asking. Thank you. *Hugs*. Node T Wednesday I will know more.
I'm so glad that you are able to enjoy the life that you live, to love the lives you have made and to see your life through to the end. You've given me and I'm sure many others a warm glow in our hearts and I thank you for that. You do you girl, you do you.
Thank you for sharing.. What kind of breast cancer do you have?
I have HER2+ ER+/PR- metastatic breast cancer. It initially spread to my liver, later throughout my abdomen, chest and into my lungs.
The reason I'm still alive is I've been right on the cusp of new treatments for HER2+. I got Perjeta the month it was approved, and it worked for over a year. When cancer exploded through my system again, I went on Kadcyla, which again controlled it. I hear there is a new one in trials too, so when Kadcyla stops working, there may be something else to try. I've been very, very lucky that there are these new drugs that weren't out when I was diagnosed, and that my body has responded to them.
I'm the reason you do treatment as long as you can, hoping for a breakthrough. I got not one, but two breakthroughs! So lucky.
But let me say, it hasn't been easy. I've been doing chemotherapy for years now, and I'm very tired and sick. But it's better than the alternative. :)
Thank you
I watched this video with tears in my eyes and to see your comment that you're still here is truly warming. I'm not exactly sure how to put my thoughts into words for you, but I love you. And I really hope this is all going well for you. You truly seem like such a beautiful woman, it pains me to know you're going through this, as well as other people. Thank you for staying optimistic and living life to the fullest. You are truly an inspiration.
Ann is still alive guys! I wish her so much health and happiness
December 2019, this woman is still rocking!!
She has given me so much hope! I pray this woman not only lives to be 100, but she does it without chemo and feeling bad. ❤️
AMAZING! Just amazing!
I jus found out about this story. Ann is now my Idol ! I've had cervical cancer removed and still going through testing.. I've been thinking pretty negative but Ann has shown me a new light ! Lots of prayers and Love Ann , thank you . God Bless
Ann is still alive today, pretty badass if you ask me!
I'm so happy!! It's so good to see someone defying the odds. I'm convinced prayers are part of the answer.
I've been fighting stage IV lung cancer for seven years, and liver cancer for 3+. Two totally different primary cancers. I could go on and on, just love Ann's story
Take heart Rob,God is more than able to rewrite your story
Hey Rob, how are you doing today? I hope and pray you are okay.. God bless you..
God Bless You
And she is still alive and doing and looking great. Praying she gets many more memories and makes many more for her family.
And your prayers work while others are left unanswered?
Ann and her husband are raising two wonderful young men. I think we all know, or know of, people with more favourable "odds" who nonetheless feel quite sorry for themselves. When in reality? No one knows how much time they'll be gifted in this life.
I look back to a photo taken when I was 29 years old; I'm laughing with 2 friends who, unbeknownst to them at the time, would not live much longer; by age 40, one would succumb to breast cancer, while the other would perish in an accident. It's a cliche, but it really is key to live each day in a way that lets us appreciate the wonder of the world, and of our life within it.
Watching Ann's story made me cry, but finding out Ann recently watched her son graduate University made me cry even more!
ALWAYS tell the people you care about how much you love them . In my family we never said it, never . When my mom was given three months to live , she wanted to hear it . How much we loved her . How much we were going to miss her . How she did the best she could as a mom raising five kids .
Amazing how she just wants two more years and many of us waste time like its a renewable resource. I pray you get them Ann!
This story is sad but inspiring. Just a little over a year ago my mother was diagnosed with leukemia and ovarian cancer. The news was devastating but till this day she is still going. She is a teacher and on the weekends a coach. Watching this has showed that I am truly blessed to still have my mom. Couldn't be more grateful.
I lost my wife to cancer 30 years ago
Just watching her suffer was so excruciating
I’m glad to see her keep on going and living life to its fullest
God Bless
Take heart Don.Lots of love and prayer
@@resianemaculate. thank you
Now I’m fighting cancer myself
4th stage prostate cancer
That damn disease is everywhere
I’m in my 21st month of treatment
I hope your doing well
I finally found the courage to watch this, How beautiful she is; how brave and smart, how kind! What a lovely family! Thank you for sharing yourselves with the world. Ann, you are a light to us all. Never doubt that you left your mark on the world, you have. Bless you, and the family.
I'm @ stage 4 and managing it well...it's all about fighting the big C with the much bigger P! P for POSITIVITY!!!
She not only made it to see her son graduate from high school but likely college too! So glad to hear she is doing well even now ❤
Anyone who has ever dealt with a loved one going through cancer needs to watch this. Truely inspiring. Very hard to watch without crying
I have been unfortunately diagnosed with cancer. Watching all there videos and such supporting comments to eachother really bring a smile to my face , and a happy year to my eye.
Ann posted a video on her RUclips channel a few weeks ago, amazing she is still with her family.
I’ve suffered with really bad anxiety which seemed to escalate a few months ago after having my son. Crippling anxiety about death and leaving him behind. I found this series at first I thought it would only feed my anxiety but I can’t explain it...seeing these people with beautiful souls and their outlook on life. I believe God sent me here.
my mom got diagnosed with breast cancer in 2005, and she survived. this video was so beautiful and it makes me want to go downstairs and tell my mom how grateful i am for her and how strong she has been..
God Bless You
I do not know if Ann is still here fighting, but I hope and pray that she is. She is such a phenomenal Woman that has inspired so many people. To Ann and her family, I am very greatful for the inner peace she has reminded everyone of. To all Cancer survivors, I pray that you will Never give up hope. I pray that you keep fighting with dignity and have an inner peace within.
peggy ONeal she is still alive and still fighting :) her twitter is @butdocihatepink
Andrea White, thank you so much for informing me of this great news! Prayers continue to go up for this Amazing, Fighting, Courageous Woman!
She is still alive as of january 20th 2023. Her facebook states that after 12 years of chemo, she''s been off it for 2. And scans have been very promising.
Okay, I’m happy to see this. I saw somewhere else that she passed
Ann, I finally got the courage to watch this. It was beautiful. You are beautiful. I had breast cancer, stage III, and so far after treatment, I'm alright. I hope that if I ever have to face Stage IV, that I can do it with the honesty that you do. I believe that death is not the end. God is there, on the other side and He is love.
So happy to know that your wishes to see your sons' graduation and fatherhood have been answered. I just saw your video and am deeply grateful to have read the updates. You are truly inspiring!
My dear Ann, I have followed you out here for awhile off and on, but you and your family are always in my prayers. From one pink warrior to another, you are a beautiful woman who is no doubt helping so many others out there. Hugs to you.
it is incredible how this show has managed to make death into such a tremendous celebration of life.
Its showing enjoy life and make the best of it like these amazing people
She's right, I'm a mess. I wish I could deal with my mortality the way she is hers. God Bless this Beautiful Woman. ❤️
Bless that wonderful family. Ann, you are an inspiration to everyone on this planet.
Anne, I pray that you live a long & healthy life. Hope you'll live to be a grandma and see your son Matt graduate from college and beyond.
She's cancer free now
I wish someone did this for my beautiful Kristy, so the world could see her strength and her heart and her hope. She was such a beautiful soul, and I'm humbled to be loved by her in her short life. People touched by cancer, are bonded on such a different costly plane to be on. But it's so good for people to be reminded that life only happens because death must follow. I love soulpancake. Love it.
As per usual, SouPancake - this is beautiful. This is the corner of the internet that makes me laugh, cry, and lets me see the real beauty in life.
Ann - keep fighting. Every second, every minute, every day and every year you spend with your family is worth it. The more memories you can make, the more you live your life, it's all worth the struggle. Hold hope, and never let go. Life is beautiful, no matter the future.
I feel very emotional when watching your strength Ann. As a mom watching this, I understand why you just go on. To not make your last days about cancer but to make your last days about your family. I have you in my prayers as well as your family. I am very moved by your courage and thank you for sharing this. I will say your words for me as a viewer will not be forgotten. God Bless
I applaud your bravery and grace, Ann. It is something to be admired. May you find the strength in your family and their love to keep fighting and continue beating your disease. You have a lot of people sending love your way. We all want to see you conquer this thing and I believe you can do it! Sending you a lot of love and strength from the Netherlands.
I was diagnosed stage4 in 2018 ....still thriving with verzenio . 💪❤️
Ann, you are truly a remarkable person!!!!
She's a great lady and a very talented writer. Despite everything, she still can be humorous on her blog. I hope she beats the odds and has a lot more time ahead of her.
Amazing. Wish her and her family all the best
Thank you for sharing so deeply. I am 64 and also stage 4. I have raised 4 boys and have 7 precious grandchildren, ages 10 months to 21 years...I have been blessed. I just discovered these videos and am so very grateful for them. They make me realize that I need to do something other than sit here with my bags packed. :)
I love every single episode of My Last Days that have been released - they really make me think about the important stuff we leave for "later" to think about. Thank you so much for putting such a relevant program in your lineup, guys. In an age when people want to to be merely entertained, you chose to show the beauty and soul in the hard places people go through. (On a random note, I LOVE they don't play the Soulpancake "subscribe" soundbite at the end - I find it very respectful. Thanks!)
Ann you are a beautiful woman.. From your attitude to your love of your family and your husband to your physical beauty you are just simply incredible. I'm glad that you have held on and seen some milestones for your children and I'm sure they are thankful too. After watching this very emotional and at the same time uplifting video I have a new appreciation for the simple things in my life that matter. I pray for a miracle for you and that god keeps your family safe and happy until they join you in heaven.
Thank you. I haven't commented on many posts but I appreciate them all. Especially the ones where somebody realizes their mom is important in their lives. It's easy to forget that somebody who has always been there, won't always be there. All good moms deserve a hug. :)
couldnt help but tear up to see a woman explain things that mean the most to her and she didnt cry. WOW that speaks volumes to me. hope ur still will us. Much love and respect
Hi Ann! First, you're remarkable, and your courage inspires me, but I want you to know one thing. I know how this sounds, but I swear it's the truth. I was diagnosed with Crohn's disease when I was 20 (I'm now 48). When I was 21, during one of my many month long hospitalizations, my colon (aka large bowel) ruptured. By the time they rushed me to the OR, I was already dead, for two minutes to be exact. But, within those 2 minutes, time stood still as I was suddenly standing in front of my grandfather who passed when I was only 8. We embraced for what felt like an eternity. He looked me in the eyes, and told me it was not yet my time, and that I had to go back. I had been in so much agony I was curled into the fetal position, screaming in pain, for weeks. No amount of drugs could stop the pain. I did NOT want to go back, because the pain was suddenly gone. In fact, I never felt better, but, I was ripped away, falling backwards, and when I opened my eyes, I was in the ICU. they'd also found two pea sized malignant tumours growing on the outside of my bowel they had no idea were even there. After six months of chemo, radiation, and three more surgeries, my head began to clear...and I finally realized that I had gone to heaven. It took me a while to accept it, but it now gives me incredible strength and hope. I now know death isn't an ending, but just a transition to the next stage of life. I'm telling you this because you said you didn't want to miss your sons graduation, and wanted to see your other son become a dad. Well, weather or not you die, you'll get to see both, I swear in my soul, you will. Death gets a bad rap, but it's become a part of my life as I almost died twice more since then. I've gas 23 GI surgeries and 8 other ones, and I know I could pass at any time, or I could live to be 90. None of us knows what the future holds, so I've, like you've, lived each day as though it were my last, with the knowledge that even if I pass, I'll still be able to see those I love. Knowing this brings me so much comfort, and I pray it does you as well. Sending prayers and well wishes to you and your beautiful family ❤
So very happy you are fighting this and things are looking a bit better!
Ann, I hope you are able to live many more yrs, to spend with your children and husband. You are a very brave, and inspiring woman, and I am hoping for the best for you.
These videos have inspired me to make more effort to spend my time and money on those important to me. To MAKE time together happen instead of waiting for it to happen. Thank you.
May you b blessed with many ore years..Thank You for posting. I'm battling stage 4 gastric cancer, your words ring true of all of us battling cancer.
Ann....
Thank you so much for sharing these 9 minutes and 25 seconds. You have NO idea how much it touched and has affected me. I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts. I am also 52 which makes my Mom 72....I can't tell you how these 9:25 minutes have evoked so much love and admiration for her and served as a poke to say each day is not promised so I need to love and hold her with all my might........I pray that your family find joy and peace during these times. Thank you so much.
What an inspiration to all of us! So happy I got to see and experience this lovely lady! God bless you and your family!
I lost count how many soul pancake videos have made me cry, think, laugh and learn. Truly an amazing story!
Another update: It is October 2015, and I've been hanging on with cancer since 2009. But a recent test shows that the cancer has outwitted the miracle drug. It has regrown in a dangerous place in the liver, and spread to the abdomen. I will start my 8th chemo probably next week. I hope I get another 2 years but I am not counting on anything. I have been so lucky to get extra time - I saw the graduation I wanted, I saw my first grandchild born; my stepdaughter's gorgeous baby who brings me such joy. So who can complain that cancer is coming back when they got everything they asked for? I am very grateful for the extrra time I had.
My oldest son is getting married in May and my youngest began his sophomore year at Caltech. Of course, I want to see the wedding, I want to see the graduation. After that, I'll want to see my son as a father, my grandchild, my genetics carried on. But all of those things - unlikely.
I take it one day at a time. Your continued thoughts and prayers mean the world.
Omg...I don't know how I'm here but maybe 'cuz God want it...
when I saw your video,my mom came to my mind and I couldn't stop my tears...She passed away 7 months ago.
Firstly,doctors said she would live between 2 weeks or 1 month,but they were not right about diagnostic....she lived long time with colon cancer...5 years!! Isn't a miracle?
She was a brave and thankful woman from life like you. I wish I could hug you and give you my best wishes and blessings but I'm from Chile :(
God bless you and never lose your faith,even when things are not going well,fight until the end... Our Lord is able for miracles....enjoy your life with your lovely family, friends and don't stop helping people. Your work is a treasure.
You are in my prayers since now.
+Ann Silberman You're AMAZING and I will pray for you! xxxx
+Ann Silberman God bless you brave lady , I am praying for you and your beautiful family
+Ann Silberman Found you on quora, re: IQ and isolation :-]
I wanted to ask you if you've heard of artemisinin, I've read some very promising things about it. If you already know or if you'd rather I minded my own business, apologies and please disregard my comment - but I'd research that, lots to read about it on pubmed, if you're comfortable with research papers.
+Ann Silberman Also, that beats your 2 year life expectancy. Here's hoping you keep defying, and get better ;-]
Your updates brought me to tears!!!!! OMG!!!!! Keep fighting the fight!!!!!! Thank you! I will keep donating to fight cancer, new drugs, better drugs and new beginnings! OMG This is amazing story!
In 2014, after receiving a PET scan and obviously expecting the worse, her condition went from terminal to NED (no evidence of disease. Yes, her cancer not only stopped growing, it completely disappeared. As of early 2021, new growths have appeared in her lungs and she posted that she is going to take a break from Chemo. Check her out on Facebook and if you can, say a prayer for her and her family.
I'm glad that I finally watched this, Ann. You have an amazing and beautiful family. They are definitely worth fighting for. I just know you're going to win the blog contest and be able to put that money towards your youngest son's education. Thank you for giving us a voice. You always find the words to explain what we're all feeling and do it so eloquently. You're one of my favorite mentors!
Great Story, it will be hard to lose such a great person in your life. Mom's really are great people to have, I hope a miracle occurs and shes able to defeat that cancer.
Hi Ann! I'm so glad to hear you are doing well! (As well as possible for someone with your condition.) You keep on fighting, and do whatever treatment YOU feel is best for you. Praying for you and your family, and please keep us posted! God bless you and take care!
I'm so glad that she's had 8 years since then. I hope she gets 8 more years.
I love you Ann :( Don't know ya but still do… *prayers to you and your family
Thank you! I have a hard time watching this video so I don't come and read the comments often but I do appreciate all the well-wishes I know are out there for me. :)
My cancer has been stable for 9 months, which is amazing. I will be having a scan this summer and I suspect that's about to end due to pain increase. But I am forever grateful I got this time because I AM going to see my son graduate from high school!
Ann you are such a brave lady.Just reading about your chemos and their resultant effects scared me.I have not met you but just from what has been shown i can tell you are a wonderful person.Please keep fighting, you are a winner.I know it is easier said than done but you are exceptionally brave.May God protect you.
Ann, I hope this message finds you happy and healthy. I'm a stranger who prays for you pretty lady. Keep your head up. You have an beautiful family.🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
It gives me hope that you are still with us. I was diagnosed last May one year down. Stage four
wendy buers I hope you are well. God bless. 🙏🏻💕
What a remarkable lady with an outstanding attitude! Good for you and God Bless!
Thank you. I'm just a firm believer in always going at something 100% and never giving crap like cancer a second thought. I just really hope she keeps fighting to even see her son get that graduate degree.
Rainn Wilson, thank you for sponsoring/starting SoulPancake. It's a beautiful thing. And Ann and her family are beautiful people.
My Oncologist has a sign in his office; If you're above ground, you're winning. I"m a winner still and I hope Ann and her awesome family will be winners for a very long time to come.
Even in the face of death she seems so amazingly optimistic. I hope that she continues to stay optimistic and hopeful and that her days will be happy ones.
Ann, you're an inspiration to always have hope and live in the NOW!! YOU GO GIRL!!!!
Thank you Ann you inspire me and so many others to be more positive in life ..take joy in the fact you have touched so many lives
What a shining star you are Ann! How hard it most be to be leaving this world when your sons are in that age of life of such challenge and change into adulthood. Your kids and husband seem so mature, loving and supportive. Ann you did good girl ;)
Ann - thank you so much for sharing your story. On Aug 5th I was diagnosed with stage 4 esophageal cancer, and you are such in inspiration to me. Please keep me posted.
#RickSimpson. ...Phoenix Tears
My mum had esophageal cancer unfortunately she didn't make it through, I wish you all the best
Dave Seavy Are you okay today?
My brother got throat cancer stage 3!No chemo just herbs..
It's been 6 months since I ended radiation for triple negative breast cancer and last week was told it may be back in my diaphragm and chest. It's been rough and I love her attitude. I read that she is stable and that is wonderful. I hope that one day cancer can be stopped and chemo will be a thing of the past. Thank you for sharing her story.
+Coopdizzle How are you now?Hope all is well.Stay strong you beautiful woman!
Nephthys Bastet Hanging in there. Fighting Stage 4 now
I'm so sorry to hear that.Do hang in there and don't surrender. I know it is easy to give advices but my family member got from terminal to NED by using hemp oil he was making for himself.I would use that as well.Stage 4 is reversible as well.You are absolutely gorgeous and incredibly brave young woman.I have a feeling that you have many years ahead of you.
+Coopdizzle Fellow Cancer fighter And I survived. You can too. Hopes and prayers. If you ever need a friend I'll be there.
Jonathan Wong Found out today it's in my lungs now too. That's 5 areas. Lungs, diaphragm, chest lymph nodes, scalp and brain. Fighting but feeling less hopeful.
You are not afraid of death or life . All you need is love.....
Ann I just wanted to say you are inspiring and beautiful. Thank you.
Thinking and praying for you Ann xx
I came here pretty bummed out, feeling overwhelmed. Amazing what a little perspective can do for you. Thanks for that
You are so strong and your family is strong as well. My prayers are with you and your family! Cancer sucks!
So impressed by Ann and her family. Lovely, smart, kind people. I have a friend who has been stage 4 for as long as I've know her, since 2007. She got on a clinical trial and is living her life, and able to live mostly like anyone. It may have been the experimental drug that was approved, like Ann's. SO happy this helps Ann. I had cancer, I'm 12 years recovered, plan to stay that way !!! All the best to Ann and her loved ones, this video has helped people, so thanks.
very inspirational stories. very touching indeed. my aunt actually has brain cancer but it began in her brain. she had it removed and she had 3 children of her own. God Bless you Ann. You are one beautiful, lady who has so much faith and bravery, it's amazing. where are you from?? I am here, in Ireland.
She reminds me a lot of my father who passed away this November from liver cancer. He was diagnosed with it 2 years ago and it was already in it's final stages. They gave him only a couple of months , however he never lost his optimism and refused to complain or feel sorry for himself. He is my hero, I finally know what people mean when they say that.
A powerful lesson of gratitude we can all learn from.
Ann seems like such a great person.
No matter what happens to me, I will ALWAYS be proud of my children. It doesn't matter if they see me at the end. It is the lifetime that counts, not the final moments.
Ann has such a beautiful soul and a great perspective on life and what she's going through. She has great sons and husband i know she will have great days to come :)
i started crying one minute in....
prayers & blessings to you.
this made me be nicer to my husband this morning. One.Day.At.A.Time.
Bless you Ann and you're beautiful family, it's one big battle you have and I love the strength you are fighting it with 💜🇦🇺
I'm very sorry for the loss of your mother. I hope your father recovers. Thank you for the kind words.
This filled my heart with love and my eyes with tears. God bless you!
Ann are you there
I am Muslim girl and I will pray tonight
Love you
💪 stay strong
God always is with you
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You are an amazing woman and mother and cancer survivor because yourself has such as positive attitude. Despite, your life span has a limitation and still manage to live in a normal healthy life. I just wished that this disease would have a cure or even treatment that people who have cancer could live more than fifty years or more. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. More power to you.
She posted on IG 6 weeks ago and looks fantastic!
As someone with breast cancer, I wish they dove in a bit deeper. Like the type of breast cancer she had, what chemo she's been on etc. Clearly from the vid it metastasized to her liver.
If cancer has metastasized to the liver, people don't live long. She continues to live. I would also like a more extended story, what kind of breast cancer and what kind of treatment? This is very important for cancer patients, why hide it?
you have my vote. thank you for sharing your story. God bless you and your family
Amazing to know that you are alive and I wish the very best in all aspects of your life. Be happy and live long. Let many miracles happen in your life!
I hope Ann is still alive......... bless you & your family!!!!
U r such a beautiful soul Ann!!!!!