“They train young men to drop fire on people. But their commanders won’t allow them to write ‘fuck’ on their helmets, because it’s too obscene.” -Colonel Walter E. Kurtz
Facts. The older I get the more stuff I realize. Some people are granted with the knowledge about the world and not being brainwashed. Some people might think that it is a fun thing, but it really is not. It makes you worry about others more than yourself, sometimes removing and avoiding dark topics from your life makes you feel better as you focus on the bright side. However, in order to really fix what's wrong, maybe you have to pretend to be on the 'bad' side just to be able to betray and bite back :(
thursday, october 31st, the city streets are crowded for the holiday, even with the rain. and i’m there too, watching. two years of nights have turned me into a nocturnal animal
he used this song in one of his videos. he doesn’t know that i would listen to this part of the song on loop everyday and completely decompose at the thought of him.
I try to do the shit I need to do, or am supposed to do but there is nothing I actually want to do anymore. I don't want to work, I don't want to talk, I don't want to exercise, I don't want to eat. Been like this for a while now. I'm working on it.
the first part is like you're spiraling into a deep rage, hurting everyone around you the second part is when you realize you hurt everyone around you and feel guilty for your actions
No, I’ve become what I didn’t expect. Became so distant from my friends that I realized no one else is gonna stand up for me except myself, I was skinny but became jacked, athletic and follower of christ (I alway was christian but now it’s stronger)
Песня моё состояние. Вроде ничего плохого у меня в жизни нет, но не знаю что делать, как развиваться.. Сижу дому один и задрочу в компьютер. Просто состояние неопределённости че делать дальше, но и при этом не грустно и не весело
My great uncle was born in Japan in the 1920s. He saw japan after the annexation of Korea. He saw Ishiwara Kanji and his goons annex Manchuria. He saw japan overpower the behemoth, China and capture all port cities and major inland cities minus a few. He saw japan rise into a hulking tyrant that challenged all prior norms that *the west were too strong to beat!* *JAPAN SAID NO!* *西洋の世界を奴隷にする輩なんぞに負けてたまるか!* Or so that’s what the generals said then in the 1930s to 1941 prior to the war in the pacific. I’d say I agree. The west say japan was savage in WW2. We were. They conveniently forget the 300 year+ prior enslavement of south east Asia. Or middle Asia. Or the entire friggin world by the Spanish, the Portuguese, the Dutch, the British and the Americans They all forget that. The cop out of “it was a different time, centuries ago” doesn’t apply. Anyways, this man saw this all. He joined the air force and flew a fight plane, a Hayabusa ハヤブサ He flew against the Yankee bombers when they came in from Iwo Jima (properly read as Iou Tou). He fought them and managed to not get shot down. He then was ordered to become a kamikaze pilot in July 1945. Then came august 1945. He didn’t fly in time and the war ended. Then this man worked in whatever he did and saw japan rise from the ashes. He saw us turn from a militaristic dictatorship into a economical titan that threatened America once again. And he passed away in 1998. This man lived a life most of us won’t ever experience. Something so unique and full of action. Major historical events. And guess what? *I don’t even know his first name* I only saw a blurry photo of him at my grandma’s house in Osaka. A grainy black and white photo of him saluting on a airfield standing besides what I assume was his Hayabusa. And anyone outside of my family? I doubt they know a single Kumai relative. My name isn’t Kumai by the way, I have my father’s last name. You see, what I’m getting at is that the hundreds of trillions of people who have lived throughout history have all been forgotten. Only a handful, a speck not even 0.00000001% of all humans ever born, have been remembered. The same will apply to you and I all the same. I don’t plant to become some super general like napoleon. Nor do I think you will pull some stunt as memorable as adolf’s Holocaust. We are all destined to be forgotten. And what’s the problem with that? Who cares if a great great great great great great grandson doesn’t know who we were or what we were like. I only care that the ones I loved, and those whom love me, remember who I was if I pass on before they do. Once everyone I knew passed away, and when I myself go as well, I do not care if my grave sinks into the ground because it was forgotten. Maybe some kid with a interest in history will dig my head stone up one day 😂 There’s no need to despair over your destiny. Name one guy you know from the period between 1750-1754 that was a family member. You can’t. Neither can I. They’ve been forgotten completely. And that’s how those alive in 2324 will think of is. If they ever do that is.
@@Peppapig1000_2 Well you have a point. I was honestly just being edgy and mysterious. Thanks for the story, and wisdom. May your great uncle rest in peace a strong mf.
*In the event a Ghost is killed, his remains are placed face down, with his head pointed in the direction of his home. His weapon next to him. We do it this way, so that when our fallen are taken to the other side...they can watch over us...and keep an eye on our enemy.* -David "Hesh" Walker
The grey sky's, the busy neighborhood streets, that sense of dread while sitting down on a bench listening to this toon. It sounds sad yes, but honestly it helps me think and open my eyes towards the world around me
“Saigon… shit. I’m still only in Saigon. Every time I think I’m gonna wake up back in the jungle. When I was home after my first tour, it was worse. I’d wake up and there’d be nothing. I hardly said a word to my wife, until I said ‘yes’ to a divorce. When I was here, I wanted to be there; when I was there, all I could think of was getting back into the jungle. I’m here a week now… waiting for a mission… getting softer. Every minute I stay in this room, I get weaker, and every minute Charlie squats in the bush, he gets stronger. Each time I looked around the walls moved in a little tighter.
This makes me look 5-10 years back and just wonder how different things could've been. All the things I deemed unimportant; the little decisions that didn't seem to matter but affected everything
Lifes been an empty slate, one that was broken, shattered, held together by hopes and dreams, though broken once more, the slate is weathered, its past shatters felt to this day, though nonetheless its still empty.
Fr bro like when your sleeping at peace whitout nothing in your mind the problem for me is that its so litle the time i feel at peace while i sleep because you wake up moments later and then hell starts again .
Every time I think I’m gonna wake up back in the jungle. When I was home after my first tour it was worse, I’d wake up and there’d be nothing. I hardly said a word to my wife after I said yes to her before. When I was her I wanted to be there. When I was there all I could think of was getting back into the Jungle………
So I finally graduated and this is how it’s gonna feel for the rest of my life huh I’m starting to regret living I haven’t actually smiled in couple months
bro. I believe you do have a purpose in this world, everyone does you just haven’t found it you hear me? I love you bro just know that nd i believe in you homey.
I'm not scared to lose fake love but Ik if this one doesn't end up well I would never love again tbh I see sm in her but I've been seen sisters and brothers trick me, lie to me and etc is it wrong for me to be worried
Everyone’s right here for a reason.
September-December, Canon event… 😶🌫️
Her
@@Jakey177 real bro
@@petrree7my ex posted this song after he broke up with me. So does that mean he doesn't miss me? I felt bad
@@VictóriaSantos-j6eit means you fucked him up mentally, you should probably reach out
How life be feeling lately ( im going insane)
life hasn’t felt real ever since she left.
Fr @@ashyrcarrington1630
The whole world has gone crazy
Everything is going crazy
Real
first time i’ve ever cried during a workout. this is diesel fuel
Thats gay
@@utvm6748 shut up before i kiss you
Hey man, I feel you
@@utvm6748 one day you'll understand what happening
@@utvm6748crying is not gay😂
Time to earn the mask.
Right on time
Real
“They train young men to drop fire on people. But their commanders won’t allow them to write ‘fuck’ on their helmets, because it’s too obscene.” -Colonel Walter E. Kurtz
Facts. The older I get the more stuff I realize. Some people are granted with the knowledge about the world and not being brainwashed. Some people might think that it is a fun thing, but it really is not. It makes you worry about others more than yourself, sometimes removing and avoiding dark topics from your life makes you feel better as you focus on the bright side. However, in order to really fix what's wrong, maybe you have to pretend to be on the 'bad' side just to be able to betray and bite back :(
@@zombie-2358yeah that's true
@@zombie-2358?
This song is so real ( I’m literally loosing my mind)
“loosing”
I had ENOUGH of these "relatable" comments
Then ignore it? Not that hard@@railfandepotproductions
@Destiny_ljj HoW dArE yOu cAlL oUt "NoRmAl" PeOpLe'S hYpOcRiSy- a "normie"
Love the ambience it’s great
typa shit life been feeling like
Saigon…Shit…I’m still only in Saigon
Классный фильм
Every minute I stay in this room, I get weaker, and every minute Charlie squats in the bush, he gets stronger.
I can peacefully lay down and hear this over and over until I decide
Hi hun. how are you?
Don't do it. Cut off that which corrupts you to think that before you commit to that.
You doing ok bro?
He is gone 💔
I don’t feel sadness. Oddly enough I just replay memories and movements in my head.
One day itll all be back to normal
the background song of my life
Real
Dam. Same.
Who dafaq talks like that
Thanks for looping this, you’re the man
Why am I so drained ...
I know that I am loved, I just feel loveless.
Real
accurate pfp
i def feel that
Real
You are loved by Christ please know that I’m not pushing my beliefs just spreading a good message about our father in heaven 🙏🏼
The song that plays whenever i enter school
Same man...
I had ENOUGH of these "relatable" comments
thursday, october 31st, the city streets are crowded for the holiday, even with the rain. and i’m there too, watching. two years of nights have turned me into a nocturnal animal
Song that plays when I wake up
real
Real
Based.
I had ENOUGH of these copy and paste comments
he used this song in one of his videos. he doesn’t know that i would listen to this part of the song on loop everyday and completely decompose at the thought of him.
nice cc pfp
Life is getting better
Its almost the next year and im still stuck on the first of this year
This really speaks to me. I imagine the silhouette a cowboy on a horse looking ahead and the trees and animals.
bro we need more dexter
Actually making death rattle (by miguel angeles) + dexter & brian moser
@@J.Slashercan’t wait.
I try to do the shit I need to do, or am supposed to do but there is nothing I actually want to do anymore. I don't want to work, I don't want to talk, I don't want to exercise, I don't want to eat. Been like this for a while now.
I'm working on it.
i’ve been to this vid way too much lmaooo great work!
That beginning is 😮💨😮💨
the first part is like you're spiraling into a deep rage, hurting everyone around you
the second part is when you realize you hurt everyone around you and feel guilty for your actions
If my life had a main menu music:
This your theme, blud.
Who dafaq talks like that?
keep going brothas
and sistas
Can’t stop this addiction it’s messing with me
im not crying this time, you are.
i’m dying alone 100%
I'm on a bike ride now just putting sum fuel this song is on repeat
I feel like I’m starting to lose it and this song really hits right now
me n gng (the voices)
I’ve loss the war in my head again 💔
you've become what you once hated.
No, I’ve become what I didn’t expect. Became so distant from my friends that I realized no one else is gonna stand up for me except myself, I was skinny but became jacked, athletic and follower of christ (I alway was christian but now it’s stronger)
Who dafaq talks like that?
Песня моё состояние. Вроде ничего плохого у меня в жизни нет, но не знаю что делать, как развиваться.. Сижу дому один и задрочу в компьютер. Просто состояние неопределённости че делать дальше, но и при этом не грустно и не весело
Is a beautiful sound because is like teletransporting to another dimension
POV: you're easily forgotten.
hey we are 8 billion people spining on a rock ofc they will too much for you to see one thing idk on bmt rn
My great uncle was born in Japan in the 1920s.
He saw japan after the annexation of Korea. He saw Ishiwara Kanji and his goons annex Manchuria. He saw japan overpower the behemoth, China and capture all port cities and major inland cities minus a few.
He saw japan rise into a hulking tyrant that challenged all prior norms that *the west were too strong to beat!*
*JAPAN SAID NO!*
*西洋の世界を奴隷にする輩なんぞに負けてたまるか!*
Or so that’s what the generals said then in the 1930s to 1941 prior to the war in the pacific.
I’d say I agree. The west say japan was savage in WW2. We were. They conveniently forget the 300 year+ prior enslavement of south east Asia. Or middle Asia. Or the entire friggin world by the Spanish, the Portuguese, the Dutch, the British and the Americans
They all forget that. The cop out of “it was a different time, centuries ago” doesn’t apply.
Anyways, this man saw this all. He joined the air force and flew a fight plane, a Hayabusa ハヤブサ
He flew against the Yankee bombers when they came in from Iwo Jima (properly read as Iou Tou). He fought them and managed to not get shot down.
He then was ordered to become a kamikaze pilot in July 1945.
Then came august 1945. He didn’t fly in time and the war ended.
Then this man worked in whatever he did and saw japan rise from the ashes. He saw us turn from a militaristic dictatorship into a economical titan that threatened America once again.
And he passed away in 1998.
This man lived a life most of us won’t ever experience. Something so unique and full of action. Major historical events.
And guess what? *I don’t even know his first name*
I only saw a blurry photo of him at my grandma’s house in Osaka. A grainy black and white photo of him saluting on a airfield standing besides what I assume was his Hayabusa.
And anyone outside of my family?
I doubt they know a single Kumai relative. My name isn’t Kumai by the way, I have my father’s last name.
You see, what I’m getting at is that the hundreds of trillions of people who have lived throughout history have all been forgotten.
Only a handful, a speck not even 0.00000001% of all humans ever born, have been remembered.
The same will apply to you and I all the same.
I don’t plant to become some super general like napoleon. Nor do I think you will pull some stunt as memorable as adolf’s Holocaust.
We are all destined to be forgotten.
And what’s the problem with that?
Who cares if a great great great great great great grandson doesn’t know who we were or what we were like.
I only care that the ones I loved, and those whom love me, remember who I was if I pass on before they do.
Once everyone I knew passed away, and when I myself go as well, I do not care if my grave sinks into the ground because it was forgotten. Maybe some kid with a interest in history will dig my head stone up one day 😂
There’s no need to despair over your destiny.
Name one guy you know from the period between 1750-1754 that was a family member. You can’t. Neither can I.
They’ve been forgotten completely. And that’s how those alive in 2324 will think of is. If they ever do that is.
@@Peppapig1000_2 Well you have a point. I was honestly just being edgy and mysterious. Thanks for the story, and wisdom. May your great uncle rest in peace a strong mf.
how life has been for the past 4 years.
I had ENOUGH of these idiotic comments, what's even the point of these?
i lost everything giving you everything.
Listen to this when i take a walk at 3am thinking about life
type shit. funny how when i was younger i wasn't afraid to do things like that, headphones in music playing.
*In the event a Ghost is killed, his remains are placed face down, with his head pointed in the direction of his home. His weapon next to him. We do it this way, so that when our fallen are taken to the other side...they can watch over us...and keep an eye on our enemy.* -David "Hesh" Walker
SoundCloud this bro
The grey sky's, the busy neighborhood streets, that sense of dread while sitting down on a bench listening to this toon. It sounds sad yes, but honestly it helps me think and open my eyes towards the world around me
The city needs me aah song
Finally Profitable..
low key missed my opportunity on the fourth of july
“Saigon… shit. I’m still only in Saigon. Every time I think I’m gonna wake up back in the jungle. When I was home after my first tour, it was worse. I’d wake up and there’d be nothing. I hardly said a word to my wife, until I said ‘yes’ to a divorce. When I was here, I wanted to be there; when I was there, all I could think of was getting back into the jungle. I’m here a week now… waiting for a mission… getting softer. Every minute I stay in this room, I get weaker, and every minute Charlie squats in the bush, he gets stronger. Each time I looked around the walls moved in a little tighter.
Saigon. Shit... I'm still only in Saigon.
This makes me look 5-10 years back and just wonder how different things could've been. All the things I deemed unimportant; the little decisions that didn't seem to matter but affected everything
Broo life is going insane
Who dafaq talks like that?
Lifes been an empty slate, one that was broken, shattered, held together by hopes and dreams, though broken once more, the slate is weathered, its past shatters felt to this day, though nonetheless its still empty.
Who dafaq talks like that?
@railfandepotproductions i need the pin 🤫
I always wonder, how would it feel to rest eternaly, not like dying or a coma, but literally just closing my eyes and feel rested in my bed
Fr bro like when your sleeping at peace whitout nothing in your mind the problem for me is that its so litle the time i feel at peace while i sleep because you wake up moments later and then hell starts again .
The only song on batman's playlist
okay but why it low key soothing
thug it all out brother
Imagine this song, by a sunset on a nice cliff,staring off and just thinking about "what could i do too make things better?"
year 11 is in 2 days i can’t fuckin do it bro
Bro coming from a guy who's going to uni this year, year 11 is a fun year just do the basics and you'll get good gcses you've got this
i have nobody talk talk to. i feel lifeless.
I had ENOUGH of these comments
She doesn’t want a relationship. ( this is the third time I’m going insane) the darkest place I’ve ever been is inside my own mind.
0:24
you all know why your here.... dont lie...
Seems like I’m not the only sad boi here…. Keep on keeping on fellas..
Been a rough couple of days no months i actually mean years
been a rough lifetime bro 😢
I had ENOUGH of these comments
time to become the best to ever do it (no distractions)
This is what working a graveyard shift feels like 😂
When you realize the consequences..
This song gives off... ISTP vs INTJ characters vibez...
I must return to the gym before I am torn to pieces by my own agony.
It's coming back and worse than I remember
I feel like im running for my life from myself
Every time I think I’m gonna wake up back in the jungle. When I was home after my first tour it was worse, I’d wake up and there’d be nothing. I hardly said a word to my wife after I said yes to her before. When I was her I wanted to be there. When I was there all I could think of was getting back into the Jungle………
Damn, I just keep coming back here…
I miss him.
Wow, thank you!😢
Lowkey just locked in
saigon, still only in saigon...
REAL.
So I finally graduated and this is how it’s gonna feel for the rest of my life huh I’m starting to regret living I haven’t actually smiled in couple months
I hope you get better soon
I had ENOUGH of these "relatable" comments
What's even the point of posting them?
@@railfandepotproductions because some people just gotta vent sometimes and it looks like you have to get something off your chest
My overthinking was right
I’m cooked gang
Mentally I’m here
Hello again old friend
*"Right on time."*
that song give me dying light sunset vide
Is there a longer version of this?
"Saigon shit am still only in Saigon" ahhh
Saigon...shit I'm still only in the Saigon
I have no purpose
Theosis.
bro. I believe you do have a purpose in this world, everyone does you just haven’t found it you hear me? I love you bro just know that nd i believe in you homey.
You have a purpose
you have a purpose my brother, you just haven't finded it yet. God bless you.
God will always love you
Real real
Please do one with the outro in “beauty school “ by the same band (obviously) same kind of ambience
where did it all go wrong
What's the purpose of these comments?
I'm not scared to lose fake love but Ik if this one doesn't end up well I would never love again tbh I see sm in her but I've been seen sisters and brothers trick me, lie to me and etc is it wrong for me to be worried
Maybe it’s time I go
i feel so alone it's actually not funny anymore (I'm going insane)
rs
Type shit
It's truely a cold place out here. No real ones to rely on. Only disappointments. Putting your faith in people ... is a terrible thing.
@derank4539 faith is a fools ambition
@@derank4539 These days you cant even rely on yourself due to all those distractions that destroy our brain. Social Media, Games, parties...
I’m not ME anymore
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