I saw your suicide video and was so worried, one of the reasons I found that video is cos I want to die and I really don't think I can go on any more, my mom says life is gonna get worse and harder and I Dont know how I'll be able to go through it and make it out alive and not give up, I hope I , and you, can get through our problems
I think some people underestimate the feeling of wanting to die. I've been dealing with is for years. Even as a child it's all that was ever on my mind. Even with years of therapy and so many different meds there's still not a day it's not in the back of my mind.
@@zefcatz my first suicide attempt was at 15 and lost count how many times Ive done it. Sounds' like you have a bumpy road ahead of you, pot hole city baby. Now at 48 I can see things a little clearer, I think it's because I've forgotten a lot of my childhood and no communication with family. Self injurious behaviors has helped me out in the past, it's away to side track your need to do something way worse. Not saying it's right but understand how that works.
@@mentallyhurting I hope we can talk sometime again , it was nice talking to you knowing that someone else knows how it feels , can't wait for a new upload and to next time , keep going strong 🌸
@@zefcatz please don't cut yourself ever again that's so sad you're only 13 you should try to hang out with family more or try and just get out and be happy but don't cut that won't solve anything except years of more pain and suffering it's all in your head the more you keep putting yourself down the more you will feel down but if you wake up everyday and say to yourself"I'm a great person I love life and I'm gonna have a great day" things will turn around I promise just try this out
Hey man, I’m feeling like shit in the past few weeks. I hope your surgery goes well tomorrow And I’m sorry for what happened :( Honestly, you’re such a sweet guy and you deserve a happy life
It good to hear from you. I always find it odd to give a thumb up when someone is not having a good time. I'd wish you a quick turn around on the feelings but that kind of comment when said to me rubs me the wrong way. BTW still love the name.
Mentally Hurting yeah I know what you mean, responses like that sometimes annoy me but I try to be kind and understanding to everyone. I’m hoping it gets better very soon but I have my doubts. I made a wrong career choice again but I finally have to stick with this for the next few years. And thanks, I still dislike it lol. If I’m ever gonna marry someone I’ll take their name. Though I recently had heard an English pronunciation of my last name and it sounds pretty funny, guess I should move to England or something
@@bilbobeuli your last name is a bit much and I have my own way of saying what it reminds me of. Don't worry it's just food lol. Fun fact Siri can't say it either so I don't feel so stupid lol. Hell I don't even go by my real name, I'm actually a Brandon Heath. My mother decided to break the rules and call me by my middle name that messes up everyone. Example: Tomorrow after surgery and there trying to wake me by calling me Brandon so I have to tell them in advance to use Heath.
I'm glad to see you up doing stuff.I feel for you as far as being assulted.Makes me mad that someone would hurt a true gentle,giving man.(being you)Just don't dwell on the negativity that life throws at us.You are just going through a rough patch,which we all struggle through at one point or another.Keep us posted.LoL you do have a bit of a following here on Utube that are in your corner.Anyways,Stay strong and live proud.
I really hope your surgery goes well!! And I'm so sorry about everything else you talked about. That's horrible and I really hope you're okay. Missed u :))
I’m glad you’re okay. Kinda got worried with no uploads. Anyway love you dude. Keep your head high and your heart higher. Good luck in surgery ♥️♥️♥️ xoxo
I'm so sorry this happened. I don't know u but I'm very proud of u for speaking out, u don't deserve any of this and I really hope u find peace with it.
I saw your suicide video and was so worried, one of the reasons I found that video is cos I want to die and I really don't think I can go on any more, my mom says life is gonna get worse and harder and I Dont know how I'll be able to go through it and make it out alive and not give up, I hope I , and you, can get through our problems
I think some people underestimate the feeling of wanting to die. I've been dealing with is for years. Even as a child it's all that was ever on my mind. Even with years of therapy and so many different meds there's still not a day it's not in the back of my mind.
@@mentallyhurting Im only 13 and had it sense I was ten, its so hard and cutting doesn't help for so long and only numbs the pain..
@@zefcatz my first suicide attempt was at 15 and lost count how many times Ive done it. Sounds' like you have a bumpy road ahead of you, pot hole city baby. Now at 48 I can see things a little clearer, I think it's because I've forgotten a lot of my childhood and no communication with family. Self injurious behaviors has helped me out in the past, it's away to side track your need to do something way worse. Not saying it's right but understand how that works.
@@mentallyhurting I hope we can talk sometime again , it was nice talking to you knowing that someone else knows how it feels , can't wait for a new upload and to next time , keep going strong 🌸
@@zefcatz please don't cut yourself ever again that's so sad you're only 13 you should try to hang out with family more or try and just get out and be happy but don't cut that won't solve anything except years of more pain and suffering it's all in your head the more you keep putting yourself down the more you will feel down but if you wake up everyday and say to yourself"I'm a great person I love life and I'm gonna have a great day" things will turn around I promise just try this out
Hey man, I’m feeling like shit in the past few weeks.
I hope your surgery goes well tomorrow
And I’m sorry for what happened :(
Honestly, you’re such a sweet guy and you deserve a happy life
It good to hear from you. I always find it odd to give a thumb up when someone is not having a good time. I'd wish you a quick turn around on the feelings but that kind of comment when said to me rubs me the wrong way. BTW still love the name.
Mentally Hurting yeah I know what you mean, responses like that sometimes annoy me but I try to be kind and understanding to everyone. I’m hoping it gets better very soon but I have my doubts. I made a wrong career choice again but I finally have to stick with this for the next few years. And thanks, I still dislike it lol. If I’m ever gonna marry someone I’ll take their name. Though I recently had heard an English pronunciation of my last name and it sounds pretty funny, guess I should move to England or something
@@bilbobeuli your last name is a bit much and I have my own way of saying what it reminds me of. Don't worry it's just food lol. Fun fact Siri can't say it either so I don't feel so stupid lol. Hell I don't even go by my real name, I'm actually a Brandon Heath. My mother decided to break the rules and call me by my middle name that messes up everyone. Example: Tomorrow after surgery and there trying to wake me by calling me Brandon so I have to tell them in advance to use Heath.
I'm glad to see you up doing stuff.I feel for you as far as being assulted.Makes me mad that someone would hurt a true gentle,giving man.(being you)Just don't dwell on the negativity that life throws at us.You are just going through a rough patch,which we all struggle through at one point or another.Keep us posted.LoL you do have a bit of a following here on Utube that are in your corner.Anyways,Stay strong and live proud.
I really hope your surgery goes well!! And I'm so sorry about everything else you talked about. That's horrible and I really hope you're okay. Missed u :))
Just dropping by to tell you that I care and love for you more than a simple comment can portray
why thank you
@@mentallyhurting I know how you feel. I hope things are feeling a little better for you. Please Don't give up🤗
I’m glad you’re okay. Kinda got worried with no uploads. Anyway love you dude. Keep your head high and your heart higher. Good luck in surgery ♥️♥️♥️ xoxo
I'm so sorry this happened. I don't know u but I'm very proud of u for speaking out, u don't deserve any of this and I really hope u find peace with it.
I was sexually assaulted as a child, I live with CPTSD
It was rough for me physically more than mentally at first but then it hit like a ton of bricks.
Mentally Hurting Im so sorry you suffered..it's so hard to put into words the anguish just know you are loved by good safe people 💙
Hope u feel better soon u deserve the best
Good luck bruv
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