FTM | 19 weeks on T // Representation

This is a long video, so perhaps watch it in sections...? The main jist is that I'm forgetting how long I've been on t for and changes other than my voice are less physical and more emotional.
Here's what I wrote about feelings mush:
I keep telling my thoughts not to kill me.
‘Some people see me -
and that’s enough’.
Existence can be tough
All you’re searching for is love.
But there are people who find my existance uncomfortable,
They think my life will turn to rubble.
There are people that feel my identity is inconvenient.
My dreams are resilient.
My brain is hazy,
and my hands and body are lazy
Arms upstretched, saluting the sun.
Thoughts silenced, the end of the run.
I keep telling my thoughts not to kill me.

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Hey Zack, if you ever want to talk to someone I am here. You are doing great :)

[@roadmapzach]

Thank you Sherri! :D Today is a new week and greatness will come :P

[@worldtourist2011]

Super.. I am hopeful.! :)