Thank you for this magical, emotional and beautiful trip. I saw me, as a young girl with my motorcycle, running though the trees, feeling the sun on my face. Pure joy and happines. I arrived to the gorgeous cabin, and had a fantastic lunch with my mother. A history so different of my true reality, with her. ♥️♥️♥️🙏🙏🙏🌹🌹🌹🌹💯💯💯💯🥰😍😘😘😘😘
Thank you so much..I cried. I’m 36, currently waiting on a knee replacement w/a son who’s 2, and daughter just under 4, what I felt during this was more meaningful than I could express in words. I truly appreciate this. God bless you! :)
EXACTLY FOUR MONTHS!!!! And I'm still dying of pain. When will I ever heal? How will I ever heal? He raped and tortured my soul. I'm dying of pain. HE REPLACED ME FOR ANOTHER. USED ME AND DISCARDED ME. I'm in hell. All alone. Terrified and alone and panicked. SO! FUCKING! PANICKED! Just darkness all around me. I need a miracle. I need deliverance. I need safety. I need comfort. I need love. I want to die. I pray to die. I can no longer take the pain. I'm dying of pain. Dying. Drowning. Suffocating. Darkness and terror all around. I am so very completely all alone. Abandoned and betrayed, and left to die. Discarded like garbage. TERROR AND PANIC FLOOD ME. He shattered my heart and raped my soul. Now I am devastated and all alone. I live in perpetual panic and miserable despair. I have nobody and nobody has me. The abandonment and betrayal have shattered me, broken me. I don't breathe. I can't breathe. I'm in hell. Hell with no escape. HOW THE FUCK COULD HE? HOW HOW HOW??? How does he not miss me? How could he dispose of me like garbage? I want to die. I can't take the pain and the panic, anymore. SHEER PANIC AND UTTER TERROR. DAILY DEBILITATING PARALYZING PANIC ATTACKS. Nightmares at night. I'm all alone. Left to suffer. To drowned. I'm haunted and taunted. Terrified and Horrified. How could he do this to me? And why? Discard me like garbage, and replace me with another... Today, June 12th, 2023, is EXACTLY, 4 months to the day, since he abandoned me. Like a sucker punch to the gut, kicked by a horse, I'm in so much pain. I am traumatized and terrified. UNBEARABLE SUFFERING. UNIMAGINABLE PAIN. I'M DYING. JUST DYING. having the devil inside him, is a legit explanation for what he's done to me... I can no longer take this panic; can no longer live through this pain. he did this to me in February, and now we're in June... the pain and the terror and the panic are unbearable. HE FUCKING BETRAYED AND ABANDONED ME. HOW THE ACTUAL FUCK COULD HE DO THIS TO ME? HOW DOES HE NOT MISS ME? HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW????? how will I get through this? how will I heal from this? he purged all his dysfunctions onto me... because he's unhealed and because he's fucked, I ended up being the collateral damage to his un-wellness!! HOW WILL I EVER HEAL? I HAVE SEVERE PTSD. he's given me severe PTSD. SEVERE SEVERE SEVERE. some of the most toxic and sick people come disguised as people that love you... he came disguised as my best friend... I am raped I am tortured I am tormented I am haunted I am terrorized and terrified and desperately panicked. I can't breathe I don't breathe I am paralyzed with trauma. I want to die. I pray to die. I'm in hell with no escape. my soul is raped. I AM DYING OF EMOTIONAL PAIN. THE GRIEF AND TERROR ARE ALL-CONSUMING. the darkness. the despair. the rage. THE PANIC. OH. MY. GOD. THE. PANIC!!! the person whom I thought was my best friend discarded me like garbage. replaced me with another. I desperately want to escape the pain that I'm in: debilitating paralyzing all-consuming hyperventilating panic and grief... the guy I called my best friend, ended up raping me. he violently brutally viciously maliciously raped my soul. abandoned and betrayed me. and now I don't breathe. CAN'T BREATHE. I'M IN HELL. I'm desperately trying to remember this. please, God, help me remember: ✨💖✨ I was created from all light, for I am light, I fear no darkness. for being light, I can see beyond darkness!!! 💫 "Don't look for healing at the same feet of those who broke you." - Rupi Kaur Feelings are just feelings. They are not facts! They are not me! And I can let them go! ♥♥♥ I pray I get: the career, husband, friends, healing, home, love, miracles and wealth, that I most want and desire.
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Thank you for this magical, emotional and beautiful trip. I saw me, as a young girl with my motorcycle, running though the trees, feeling the sun on my face. Pure joy and happines.
I arrived to the gorgeous cabin, and had a fantastic lunch with my mother.
A history so different of my true reality, with her.
♥️♥️♥️🙏🙏🙏🌹🌹🌹🌹💯💯💯💯🥰😍😘😘😘😘
Infinite love and gratitude for sharing this powerful meditation with us.
5:15 am Very relaxing meditation exercise.❤
Enjoyed this so much! Pleasant memories from Mile Hi while living in Colorado.
Thank you so much..I cried. I’m 36, currently waiting on a knee replacement w/a son who’s 2, and daughter just under 4, what I felt during this was more meaningful than I could express in words. I truly appreciate this. God bless you! :)
Amazing thank you
You're welcome, thanks for listening!
So beautiful. Thanks. It was delicious. I enjoy it. Namaste.
EXACTLY FOUR MONTHS!!!!
And I'm still dying of pain.
When will I ever heal?
How will I ever heal?
He raped and tortured my soul.
I'm dying of pain.
HE REPLACED ME FOR ANOTHER.
USED ME AND DISCARDED ME.
I'm in hell.
All alone.
Terrified and alone and panicked.
SO! FUCKING! PANICKED!
Just darkness all around me.
I need a miracle.
I need deliverance.
I need safety.
I need comfort.
I need love.
I want to die.
I pray to die.
I can no longer take the pain.
I'm dying of pain.
Dying.
Drowning.
Suffocating.
Darkness and terror all around.
I am so very completely all alone.
Abandoned and betrayed,
and left to die.
Discarded like garbage.
TERROR AND PANIC FLOOD ME.
He shattered my heart and raped my soul.
Now I am devastated and all alone.
I live in perpetual panic and miserable despair.
I have nobody and nobody has me.
The abandonment and betrayal have shattered me,
broken me. I don't breathe. I can't breathe.
I'm in hell. Hell with no escape.
HOW THE FUCK COULD HE?
HOW HOW HOW???
How does he not miss me?
How could he dispose of me like garbage?
I want to die.
I can't take the pain and the panic, anymore.
SHEER PANIC AND UTTER TERROR.
DAILY DEBILITATING PARALYZING PANIC ATTACKS.
Nightmares at night.
I'm all alone.
Left to suffer.
To drowned.
I'm haunted and taunted.
Terrified and Horrified.
How could he do this to me? And why?
Discard me like garbage,
and replace me with another...
Today, June 12th, 2023, is EXACTLY, 4 months to the day,
since he abandoned me.
Like a sucker punch to the gut, kicked by a horse,
I'm in so much pain. I am traumatized and terrified.
UNBEARABLE SUFFERING.
UNIMAGINABLE PAIN.
I'M DYING.
JUST DYING.
having the devil inside him, is a legit explanation for what he's done to me...
I can no longer take this panic; can no longer live through this pain.
he did this to me in February, and now we're in June...
the pain and the terror and the panic are unbearable.
HE FUCKING BETRAYED AND ABANDONED ME.
HOW THE ACTUAL FUCK COULD HE DO THIS TO ME?
HOW DOES HE NOT MISS ME?
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW?????
how will I get through this?
how will I heal from this?
he purged all his dysfunctions onto me...
because he's unhealed and because he's fucked,
I ended up being the collateral damage
to his un-wellness!!
HOW WILL I EVER HEAL?
I HAVE SEVERE PTSD.
he's given me severe PTSD.
SEVERE SEVERE SEVERE.
some of the most toxic and sick people
come disguised as people that love you...
he came disguised as my best friend...
I am raped I am tortured I am tormented I am haunted
I am terrorized and terrified
and desperately panicked.
I can't breathe I don't breathe
I am paralyzed with trauma.
I want to die. I pray to die. I'm in hell with no escape.
my soul is raped.
I AM DYING OF EMOTIONAL PAIN.
THE GRIEF AND TERROR ARE ALL-CONSUMING.
the darkness. the despair. the rage. THE PANIC.
OH. MY. GOD. THE. PANIC!!!
the person whom I thought was my best friend
discarded me like garbage.
replaced me with another.
I desperately want to escape the pain that I'm in:
debilitating paralyzing all-consuming hyperventilating
panic and grief...
the guy I called my best friend,
ended up raping me.
he violently brutally viciously maliciously raped my soul.
abandoned and betrayed me.
and now I don't breathe. CAN'T BREATHE. I'M IN HELL.
I'm desperately trying to remember this. please, God, help me remember:
✨💖✨
I was created from all light, for I am light,
I fear no darkness. for being light, I can see beyond darkness!!! 💫
"Don't look for healing at the same feet of those who broke you."
- Rupi Kaur
Feelings are just feelings.
They are not facts!
They are not me!
And I can let them go!
♥♥♥
I pray I get: the career, husband, friends, healing, home, love, miracles and wealth,
that I most want and desire.
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