This song remebers me when... I used to listen to this when i was a kid i swear i kept crying and felt unwanted bc my mom always hated me she tried to get rid of me but no matter what i will always love her i hope everyone is doing ok!.. 💝
a song i used to make my father listen too. this song is as special to me as he is to me. As we slowly drifted a part, you'll never know how much me hearing this song is a big pain through the chest.
This song really just reminds me of reflecting at the past and seeing how you’ve grown. Specifically this part, 1:33-1:42. I guess it covers how although I would tell people i was alright and keep a smile on my face, even to these evil people, everything wasn’t fine. For instance, where I was roughly three years ago, in a position where I was most vulnerable when I was in high school is something it reminds me of. I spoke to awful, devil-like beings who manipulated and used my kindness to their advantage. I finally stood up for myself but I couldn’t understand why I couldn’t before. It’s as if the words or even through typing was stuck in my mind and I couldn’t let it out despite feeling a lot. Overall, I reflect frequently and I’m happy to see where I stand a few years later now. It’s so nice seeing a before vs now image of yourself once u get older and strengthen your personality or self as a whole. It’s incredible to see how I process things. I’m a happy and bubbly being that’s what I should live up to!! 🤍
quick rant: - - - - i feel like i’m so unwanted, i don’t know what i’m still doing here. i’m trying so hard, and i don’t think i’m getting any farther. i’m so fucking exhausted, i don’t know how long i can take this anymore. i’m starting to give up, putting a fake smile on for other people. i’m even failing school, im trying. but, not good enough. i just hate myself so much tbh, im trying, i really fucking am. god, im so sorry if you’ve gotten this far through my comment. but, you are loved and you’re wanted. you’re beautiful. i’m so proud of you.
I’m really sorry for you and I usually feel the same I’m always exhausted and boring my sleep schedule is fcked and it’s currently 6 am and I haven’t even slept a single bit :’( but I want you to now that it’s alright to feel like this but I really hope that u do get help and feel better nobody deserves to feel like they don’t matter
I know how you feel I've felt the same way for a while now just remember that you are loved and are enough and It will get better one day for you for me and all of us
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the comment section, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the comment section, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! These are not my words, but spread these and copy paste
до мурашек доводит эта песня,ассоциации с 2021 до начала 2022 это ужастно грустно,все хорошие и плохие моменты,люди,это просто ужастно,но песня любимая :D
"Where did my little nice sister go?" - rant You. Made. Me. Go. I feel so unwanted in my household. I know I'm not really related to anyone except my siblings. I'm treated so different than everyone else. Everyone says the youngest ones always get everything but not me, why does my sister get everything that I have dreamed of? She has a father, and a mother figure she can call her mother, but I don't have both of that, she has a relationship(not like that, meaning like a bond) with one of her siblings, I don't. She has a grandma that treats her right, I don't. She has friends that aren't fake, I have fake friends, she has cousins that actually want to hang out with her, I don't, she gets everything she wants, I don't.
Life doesnt get any easier. You just get stronger. And You need to be stronger. The real world will not spare your feelings, and despite all that you said, you are so focused on your own misery you refuse to feel happiness for someone else. If you wallow in sorrow, youre going to be miserable comparing yourself to others when you should have a focus on what makes you happy.
dont take it to heart, i’ve been in the same situation and if you just make your heart stronger than your mind, it’ll be all good. You can do it, after all you’re the main character in your life and only you can change yourself :)
rant. I gave him everything, gave him all my love, always sent him pics of my face, I hinted, flirted everything. But he choose another girl who didnt eben want him. Now we are so distant and he only wants me when Im mentally damaged. What did I do? I wanna go back to the first year we met. April 12th 2021. June 30rd 2021. The day me and the girl he wanted, and him became a trio. It hurts. I cry myself to sleep about it. Im not over it. I never will be. I dont just love him, Im still *in love* with him. But he doesnt realize it. He never will. What did I do.
I sometimes even ask about my own mental health. I have high steem, won against social anxiety and I can socialize really well But something is incomplete. Not my satisfaction, i have nothing to be against with. Maybe my fear for the future, i mean, i do not worry it It's the state of our humanity, how we are starting to get even worse, families are being separated, many orphan kids in those wars, how people are being less and less careful about mental health. Mostly men needs to talk more about it, we can't let this go any further, just look at how insecure they are, will do anything to get an acceptable body... I am not a negative person. Sometimes I can't let it inside of me. It's unacceptable.
Everywhere is not safe. Day in and day out, I realize that I realize perfect life isn't real. It's just people plastering fake smiles on their sodden faces, whereas no one sees. Just like in Melanie Martinez "Dollhouse" relates a lot. A lot of things are unforgiving, that drives people insane, making the scale balance in an uneven way. We live in a judging environment, filled with people of their own faces, thoughts and negativity. No matter how hard life is for you, we can't change the world as it is. We relate to many sad thoughts, in our own fantasy. But if you decided it is your time, don't. No matter the urge it is to hurt or kill yourself, be strong. You are loved with many people, blood or not blood related, you're special in your own way. Talentless or not, it takes skills for other people to get that talent to crawl in a pile of pity, driven with jealously. Don't let them make you feel that way and drag you down into that pile of pity. They just want you like that. Stay strong :(
rant. - - - - This may seem petty to others but to me it’s effecting me. I feel like i’ve completely let go of myself and changed for 1 stranger I have met online. The thought of them not knowing me gave me so much opportunity to create a completely new personality for myself, for example: Careless, Tough and not sensitive, but I am sensitive. I’m not tough and i care too much. I tried to fake it till i made it but it didnt work. Ofc it didnt work. The stranger i met online has been away and i’ve been myself whilst he’s gone. For example i’ve gone back to my normal personality and i’ve done what ive loved wether that be playing games or just listening to music! But he saw me being myself and he called me fake. He called me a worthless fake friend. He said i’d lost myself but in reality, I found myself. I hate him. I want him to just get out of my life and move onto a different friend. I want to block him but i’m scared he will move onto another friend and I’ll miss him and regret it. I felt so happy and free this week whilst he’s been gone. I’ve been the happiest i’ve been in a long time. I want to block him but the friendship we have built seems to good to throw away. and to be honest, he scares me. He’s so manipulative and he’s brought me to tears so many times before. He even found who I am in real life. I’m scared that if i block him then he will look me up or try to find something on me. I am genuinely terrified. Please help. He makes me feel useless and i just need some advice or support. But i’m so stuck because it’s either i stay and be belittled and made feel worthless by him or i leave and there’s a chance of him finding who i am now in real life. He has my full name, town and all of my past information. Sometimes i’ll confront him about him making me feel that way and he always fights back. In the end I end up apologising and backing down. I dont back down for any reason. I back down because he drains me, he brings me to tears, my own friend brings me to tears. I back down so he will stop draining me in hopes that he sees it as him winning. But if I do back down he calls me a mug or embarrassing. I explain this to him sometimes but he always turns it on me or says ‘Dont say anything back’. I hate him. This is the lowest i’ve ever been. The time i spend with the person i call my friends makes me feel the lowest ive ever felt. -I just need some support or advice. I’m genuinely sobbing rn.-
I’m so sorry honey you don’t deserve any of this, I honestly wish there was something I would be able to do, to relief you of this stress I’m really sorry that your going through this and I really really hope that you end up getting out of this horrible situation.
Makes me imagine multiple characters being covered by the butterflies from SU,each one trying to ignore the things that happened to them,only to break down as the butterflies consume them.
This song reminds me of certain things. Of how I miss my guinea pigs a lot, they have sadly passed away but I can't stop thinking about them, it always makes me cry, even if I'm on the bus or in class. It hurts losing 2 pets you loved the most. I love them a lot, I can't forget about there kisses and their squeaks, I miss them a lot. I need to get over myself, but I can't help it. I can't even help other people because I'm to tied up with my own mind. And I wish Chloe would actually care about me, she doesn't give two shits about me. Every time she gains a new friend I know she'll ignore me for a while, I haven't ever been on my own. God, I'm to clingy. I can't help it, I'm only 12 years old and at 200 pounds, I really want to get better. I'm trying my hardest, trauma caused bad eating habits to myself. My friends probably hates me to, I'm to annoying or two rude. I don't know what to do, I got internet access at such a young age. I literally can't stop. I want to be gone but don't want to die. Sometimes I just wish I could disappear, I always speak wrong to. I just want to say, anyone who is going through a hard time I hope you get better. I really do. Good luck, okay? We are all strong to make it through this. If you read the whole thing, Thank you, If you haven't Thank you. And good luck to everyone out there, it's a dangerous world. Stay safe.
yo keep your head up, it will get better it always hurts losing something or someone you love, people really can be cruel but one day or eventually youll find the correct people to hang out with, and youre young theres no need to worry about people hating you yet people will be horrible but thats how life goes, you look out for the good and bad in people but i promise you can get through this, im 14 and ive been through lots and it does get better you just have to focus yourself around the correct people, especially when it comes to friends and relationships even more so, keep on pushing im here for you and good luck out in the world.
@@kratt3323 You're so real for this, thank you. I'll try to keep my head up and think about good things. Good luck to you and stay safe, its a dangerous world out there.
@@JJLOVESCATS513 dont mention it lil homie, world really is dangerous i know that but seriously well done for getting where youve gotten too i love helping out i know im a rando but talk to me if you need dude.
@@kratt3323 Thanks man, I have gotten better over the weeks, ive gotten better eating habits and done good things for myself. I really appreciate the things you've said overall.
Hi I’m gonna vent sorry Hello I had this musical (Beauty And The Beast) and I was so sad for this to end, so I was crying every night because I was sad and soon I could never let it go, so I started playing music from it which was worse for me it’s day 4 of it ending I miss it so much I wish it could be back, sorry but I decide to vent here because I love this song so yeah love ya’ll bye..
🗣️: what has that boy that is dan fictionkin ever done to you huh? Me: .... (I am micheal afton fictionkin)"Are you still virgan" "virgqns will go for a hell lotta more money" "shh let this happen kid" "ur attractive ill have to take advantage of you"......
I want to be me again!! WHERE DID I GO? What's wrong with me?? where is the happy Lizzy? the one who never shut up and always had chocolate ice cream around my mouth. Just where? I think i'm gonna delete all my socials and just focus on family actually, I wanna be me again.
-small rant- tw: mention of sc^icide idk why but this audio reminds me of how i *wouldve* if it wasn’t for him. my best friend. he just makes it better. i love him. i’m sorry for this rant
This song Describes my mind when the substitute teacher kept calling me pet names like hon, honey, and dear it creeped me out mind you I was in 6th grade
Rant. Why does everyone hate me? I did what they asked me. I said I loved them. I love them really... But I just cant. I want my anger out already. I cant hold it.. Its trying to escape day by day... I cant talk to my brother anymore without getting mad or stressed. Everyone hated me becuz I'm too “angy”. My mom says im too “lazy” but its becuz my childhoods ruined. Im too scared of getting hit. I flinch Whenever someone raises there hand, since my mom always hitten me like that. I cant- it's just sad. I wanna be the old girl. Not the guy. I wanna let it out. But its all bottled up and I cant let it out. I want too. I want too. I WANT TOO. Its too hard to talk to anyone but my brother since he's the only one who really understands me. My cousins hated me. They never show love to me. They hate me. I feel like everyone hates me. I wanna just die. I want to so bad. I feel like they would be better off without me. I cant let it out, its too stressful. I want to be perfect, im slowly getting ocd. I want to keep things even. I want good grades. A cute body. No insecurities. Not getting hated on cuz of me.
You deserve so much better than than this I really wish that I could do something to Relief you of this stress, I wish so badly that things get better for you bc nobody deserves to go through this
this song gives me those vibes when you lose a friend, or best friend, on one game, i joined my best friend and.. she had some boyfriend, i went to go talk to her, she started being mean to me so much, i tried to fight back as hard as i can, i then just gave up and they left, i never played on roblox again on my computer, we never saw each other again, i think when we had a fight her name was MCPENNY?? idk, and also quick rant.. - - - - - …no one wants to be my friend, everyone hates me, i rather starve myself, my family only loves me, i’m a crybaby, i rather go die than living life but i wanna see my future, i can’t stop thinking about people leaving me, stop the pain, just stop.
Me and my mom were best friends we both were extremely close and I shared my every problem with her and she did the same but when I was very young she got diagnosed by cancer and she never told me even though I thought something was wrong with her when I was 15 her cancer became extremely worse and the doctors couldn’t cure it anymore. We had a fight a day before because i had found out about her cancer and I got mad and scared for her. I didn’t see her after the fight the next day I got a call from the hospital she died……… So yeah and I never got to apologise to her for becoming mad at her but my dad told me that she said she loved me a lot………
I'm sorry you had to go through through that but I know that you and your mother both loved each other so much and I hope your mother is resting peacefully in heaven
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Rant. - - - - - - Ik this might sound edgy or whatever, but it’s just i’m so tired, i can’t enjoy life anymore, i’m not myself anymore, the things i used to love, they don’t make me happy anymore, idk where my life is going, but i know i’m not ok, i feel extremely anxious, never feel alright, what’s happening to me?…i wanna enjoy life again…i want to being happy around my mother, not having mommy issues, i want a united family, not family issues, i want to love myself, not low self-esteem, i just want to be me again…
@@alora1827 thank you, i hope you can feel happy too! If you're not ofc, i saw you saying in a comment you don't feel well too so, hope you're feeling better
"Why is she acting like a teenager?" -Friend Maybe because u treat her like shit and never give her respect always laugh at her face bc of what she wears, make her feel left out, and brings her only bad things about herself to her mind, she's been crying I'm her room for long enought for me to even realize. Even tho she would never cry in front of her friends doesn't mean that she isn't cry for herself or even to someone else, So now shut up and don't even talk to her.
RANT. “what happened to us? we used to be such great besties!!” there was never an us, you manipulative freak. i hate you, you made me this way. “i love you” thanks, i “love” me too. “i miss the old __” i miss her too, but you dont hear my complaining.
rant basically. im a transgender man who runs away from all his problems, no matter where. I ghosted all my friends and i feel like my current friends hate me. I feel dirty, i feel ugly, i feel bad about myself and my body. I wish i was good enough, i really do. I just cant do it anymore. Im so confused and idk if its because im obsessed with the little things or of the little things are obsessed with me?!!?! I wish i was perfect. I wish i didnt rely on ny phone, i wish i was perfect for my family. But im not. i cry over things and get so attached to little things but for what?! Just to want to km$ again??? But im too scared to, i hate life, i hate myself, i hate my friends. my old online friends made me think i loved them. my mom scared me to the point where my “eximent
“ excitement” (used random word idk how to spell lol) was just anxiety and fear of them. She tricked me, groomed me. my cousin and her. I thought i loved her, my first online friend. i dreamed of us being in love, just to want to cry and continue drifting away from her because of my mom. I wish i was a better child, i really do wish i was. Why shsysbsysbsushdjsuhd
- rant so my whole life ive cared about only one thing, my grades. it may sound like im exaggerating but all ive ever done is study ever since i was a kid. i grew up with a small number of close friends coz i was so invested in studying and im totally fine with it but now when im in grade 10, a very imp grade where i live i feel bad. i wont say i had a bad childhood but most of it was just me studying. in my school there's this thing where you get a blue blazer if you are an straight A student for 5 years straight. i am. ive always been. but due to covid, my result for grade 8 was online and the teachers are too lazy to find it for me and so i didnt get my blue blazer. seeing everyone around me wearing a blue blazer and blue tie ( i shouldve gotten it too but didnt coz my teachers dgaf ) breaks my heart. all ive ever wanted is academic validation. and now im not even getting that. im trying my hardest, there's only 25 days left till my final examination, the exams my future depends on. all i want to do is make my parents proud but there's this doubt in my heart. will i be able to do it? i have to, what else is impressive about me? nothing. my whole personality is just being the straight A student, top of my class, academically gift and im losing my personality. if i dont regain it, ill be a no one. i dont wanna be a no one. i wanna be the best student. the straight A student that knows anything and everything. the one every mom wants as a child. but what about my life? is studying all ill ever do? ig so. but idc. i wanna be the best student.
when i try to tell my friends or parents, they just laugh about it, ' oh stfu look at ur grades in maths lmao ', ' stfu everyone else also studies ' IK BUT YOU DONT GET IT. YOU GOT SERIOUS ABOUT UR STUDIES A YEAR AGO. MY WHOLE LIFE REVOLVED AROUND MY GRADES. YOU DONT GET IT. YOU JUST DONT GET IT.
Quick vent sorry. I hate my life. I've manipulated myself to be confident, pretty, and loving myself. I don't actually am any of those things. No one knows that I've done sh. No one knows I've tried taking my life. No one cares that's the point. No one understands. No one learns from their mistakes. No one care at all. I hate my sister. She traumatized me. She told me to die when I was in 3rd grade. What kind of sister does that? No one knows. Only me and her. That's not the only thing she has done. Everyone in my family has some type of problem with me. They tell me that they love me but then why did you give me the pain and trauma I have to go through right now?
Honey never apologize for venting, I know that life is hard and you don’t have to manipulate yourself into thinking all of these things you have to accept reality and try your best to cope with your problems. But please do not harm yourself you do not deserve to go through all of that pain and you definitely do not deserve to be treated so poorly by your relatives. I’m so sorry that your going through all of this pain and I really hope that you end up getting the help that you need and deserve.
i love this song sm and it always makes me cry when i listen to it but idc i love it sm
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About to end it all
@@DrBlackOrWhite nah don’t do ti bro plzz
@@DrBlackOrWhite real
I always cry to the neighborhood songs 😭😭
1:29 the best part
Yeah
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this music is work of art. listen when your depressed.
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Fr ur right
eternal depression
This song makes me imagine myself on the street in the middle of the night alone in the rain
It gives me a great feeling ♡
ok
...It's a depressing song though...
@@Radioheadfan111 plppppppooo
@@Radioheadfan111literally me
This song is such a vibe♡
this song always gives me chills
I picture this sound as someone trying to change without the help they need making it difficult to show a better side of themselves
This song remebers me when...
I used to listen to this when i was a kid i swear i kept crying and felt unwanted bc my mom always hated me she tried to get rid of me but no matter what i will always love her i hope everyone is doing ok!.. 💝
a song i used to make my father listen too. this song is as special to me as he is to me.
As we slowly drifted a part, you'll never know how much me hearing this song is a big pain through the chest.
when hes loosing feelings.
This song really just reminds me of reflecting at the past and seeing how you’ve grown. Specifically this part, 1:33-1:42. I guess it covers how although I would tell people i was alright and keep a smile on my face, even to these evil people, everything wasn’t fine. For instance, where I was roughly three years ago, in a position where I was most vulnerable when I was in high school is something it reminds me of. I spoke to awful, devil-like beings who manipulated and used my kindness to their advantage. I finally stood up for myself but I couldn’t understand why I couldn’t before. It’s as if the words or even through typing was stuck in my mind and I couldn’t let it out despite feeling a lot. Overall, I reflect frequently and I’m happy to see where I stand a few years later now. It’s so nice seeing a before vs now image of yourself once u get older and strengthen your personality or self as a whole. It’s incredible to see how I process things. I’m a happy and bubbly being that’s what I should live up to!! 🤍
this is so calming to me
Summer 2021 vibes :)
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@@jenoob8304 yes.
@@jenoob8304 yes.
YESS
this song gives me flashbacks.
Bad ones too
This song is just the physical embodiment of intense self loathing.
this song i use when i cry idk why but makes me cry sometimes 😭
amazing remix ive looked through so many remixes of this song and this has to be the best
This reminds me of july 2021 me and how sad I was, Now I could never be happier! So to the person reading this it does get better :)
quick rant:
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i feel like i’m so unwanted, i don’t know what i’m still doing here. i’m trying so hard, and i don’t think i’m getting any farther. i’m so fucking exhausted, i don’t know how long i can take this anymore. i’m starting to give up, putting a fake smile on for other people. i’m even failing school, im trying. but, not good enough. i just hate myself so much tbh, im trying, i really fucking am. god, im so sorry if you’ve gotten this far through my comment. but, you are loved and you’re wanted. you’re beautiful. i’m so proud of you.
I’m really sorry for you and I usually feel the same I’m always exhausted and boring my sleep schedule is fcked and it’s currently 6 am and I haven’t even slept a single bit :’( but I want you to now that it’s alright to feel like this but I really hope that u do get help and feel better nobody deserves to feel like they don’t matter
@@alora1827 thank you so ffin much
@@Rory-gw1dw your welcome
You are loved you mater don't give up you Gona be ok one day I'm proud that you made it this far
I know how you feel I've felt the same way for a while now just remember that you are loved and are enough and It will get better one day for you for me and all of us
1:30
This song just reminds me of the memories I made with someone and how things eventually took a dark turn
neighborhood songs bruh never disappoints
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the comment section, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the comment section, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
These are not my words, but spread these and copy paste
до мурашек доводит эта песня,ассоциации с 2021 до начала 2022 это ужастно грустно,все хорошие и плохие моменты,люди,это просто ужастно,но песня любимая :D
This song is stuck in my head and a meme is also stuck in my head..
“U STILL GOT THE STICK IN THERE”
"Where did my little nice sister go?"
- rant
You. Made. Me. Go.
I feel so unwanted in my household. I know I'm not really related to anyone except my siblings. I'm treated so different than everyone else.
Everyone says the youngest ones always get everything but not me, why does my sister get everything that I have dreamed of? She has a father, and a mother figure she can call her mother, but I don't have both of that, she has a relationship(not like that, meaning like a bond) with one of her siblings, I don't. She has a grandma that treats her right, I don't. She has friends that aren't fake, I have fake friends, she has cousins that actually want to hang out with her, I don't, she gets everything she wants, I don't.
Hey ! It’s gonna be alright, i’m here. Ily
oMGOMGOMG IM IN THE EXACT SAME situation
Life doesnt get any easier. You just get stronger.
And You need to be stronger. The real world will not spare your feelings, and despite all that you said, you are so focused on your own misery you refuse to feel happiness for someone else. If you wallow in sorrow, youre going to be miserable comparing yourself to others when you should have a focus on what makes you happy.
@@hearts4him33 Nah. Quit gate keeping, its a comment section on youtube, not a fucking therapists session.
dont take it to heart, i’ve been in the same situation and if you just make your heart stronger than your mind, it’ll be all good. You can do it, after all you’re the main character in your life and only you can change yourself :)
The song is really extremely beautiful. It is a very special song for me, it is DEFINITELY a song to listen to when you are depressed.
rant.
I gave him everything, gave him all my love, always sent him pics of my face, I hinted, flirted everything. But he choose another girl who didnt eben want him. Now we are so distant and he only wants me when Im mentally damaged. What did I do? I wanna go back to the first year we met. April 12th 2021. June 30rd 2021. The day me and the girl he wanted, and him became a trio. It hurts. I cry myself to sleep about it. Im not over it. I never will be. I dont just love him, Im still *in love* with him. But he doesnt realize it. He never will. What did I do.
I’m so sorry it must suck going through all of that and I really hope that this guy ends up liking you back
@@alora1827 thank u sorry for late reply i dont get notifications for comments i dont really like him anymore but we're still friends
how is it going?
One of the best songs when you want a peaceful workout
I sometimes even ask about my own mental health. I have high steem, won against social anxiety and I can socialize really well
But something is incomplete. Not my satisfaction, i have nothing to be against with.
Maybe my fear for the future, i mean, i do not worry it
It's the state of our humanity, how we are starting to get even worse, families are being separated, many orphan kids in those wars, how people are being less and less careful about mental health.
Mostly men needs to talk more about it, we can't let this go any further, just look at how insecure they are, will do anything to get an acceptable body...
I am not a negative person. Sometimes I can't let it inside of me. It's unacceptable.
ur vids always make me feel amazing ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Aww
this song make me sad
love it
I love this
lol
this song makes me feel so unreal
like I’m finally gone from society I want to
listen to this song all the time
Everywhere is not safe. Day in and day out, I realize that I realize perfect life isn't real. It's just people plastering fake smiles on their sodden faces, whereas no one sees. Just like in Melanie Martinez "Dollhouse" relates a lot. A lot of things are unforgiving, that drives people insane, making the scale balance in an uneven way. We live in a judging environment, filled with people of their own faces, thoughts and negativity. No matter how hard life is for you, we can't change the world as it is. We relate to many sad thoughts, in our own fantasy. But if you decided it is your time, don't. No matter the urge it is to hurt or kill yourself, be strong. You are loved with many people, blood or not blood related, you're special in your own way. Talentless or not, it takes skills for other people to get that talent to crawl in a pile of pity, driven with jealously. Don't let them make you feel that way and drag you down into that pile of pity. They just want you like that. Stay strong :(
You're so real for this.
Bro how come I just read this while I was cutting up a melon ;-;
i love when im listening it and tears are fallig down from my eyes ^^
anytime i listen to this song i always remember things in the past n it always makes me cry.
this song is therapy
Indeed
This song>>
I think the thing i love most about this song is that it says everything without lyrics
BRUH THE NEIGHBORHOOD IS SO GOOD
When Im about to cry, this plays at the back of my head
i wanna cry
Its ok cry
when the beat of this song plays, I do hear the words unfair
I like it.
I love the neighborhoods songs
This song triggers some kind of emotional danger response and I fuckin love it
love the song
1:30 my fav part.
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This may seem petty to others but to me it’s effecting me. I feel like i’ve completely let go of myself and changed for 1 stranger I have met online. The thought of them not knowing me gave me so much opportunity to create a completely new personality for myself, for example: Careless, Tough and not sensitive, but I am sensitive. I’m not tough and i care too much. I tried to fake it till i made it but it didnt work. Ofc it didnt work. The stranger i met online has been away and i’ve been myself whilst he’s gone. For example i’ve gone back to my normal personality and i’ve done what ive loved wether that be playing games or just listening to music! But he saw me being myself and he called me fake. He called me a worthless fake friend. He said i’d lost myself but in reality, I found myself. I hate him. I want him to just get out of my life and move onto a different friend. I want to block him but i’m scared he will move onto another friend and I’ll miss him and regret it.
I felt so happy and free this week whilst he’s been gone. I’ve been the happiest i’ve been in a long time. I want to block him but the friendship we have built seems to good to throw away. and to be honest, he scares me. He’s so manipulative and he’s brought me to tears so many times before. He even found who I am in real life. I’m scared that if i block him then he will look me up or try to find something on me. I am genuinely terrified.
Please help. He makes me feel useless and i just need some advice or support. But i’m so stuck because it’s either i stay and be belittled and made feel worthless by him or i leave and there’s a chance of him finding who i am now in real life. He has my full name, town and all of my past information.
Sometimes i’ll confront him about him making me feel that way and he always fights back. In the end I end up apologising and backing down. I dont back down for any reason. I back down because he drains me, he brings me to tears, my own friend brings me to tears. I back down so he will stop draining me in hopes that he sees it as him winning. But if I do back down he calls me a mug or embarrassing. I explain this to him sometimes but he always turns it on me or says ‘Dont say anything back’. I hate him. This is the lowest i’ve ever been. The time i spend with the person i call my friends makes me feel the lowest ive ever felt.
-I just need some support or advice. I’m genuinely sobbing rn.-
I’m so sorry honey you don’t deserve any of this, I honestly wish there was something I would be able to do, to relief you of this stress I’m really sorry that your going through this and I really really hope that you end up getting out of this horrible situation.
my only friend talks less and less to me, ignoring me for hours. :/
I’m sorry babe
Same, your not alone. Don’t worry, if you need to talk to anybody or vent, I’m here.
@•neko san• I’m sorry for you. :(
Dinledikce agliyorum ve bana iyi geliyor ...
Ai mano q vibe
Makes me imagine multiple characters being covered by the butterflies from SU,each one trying to ignore the things that happened to them,only to break down as the butterflies consume them.
1:35 this is my fav part
This song reminds me of certain things.
Of how I miss my guinea pigs a lot, they have sadly passed away but I can't stop thinking about them, it always makes me cry, even if I'm on the bus or in class. It hurts losing 2 pets you loved the most. I love them a lot, I can't forget about there kisses and their squeaks, I miss them a lot. I need to get over myself, but I can't help it. I can't even help other people because I'm to tied up with my own mind. And I wish Chloe would actually care about me, she doesn't give two shits about me. Every time she gains a new friend I know she'll ignore me for a while, I haven't ever been on my own. God, I'm to clingy. I can't help it, I'm only 12 years old and at 200 pounds, I really want to get better. I'm trying my hardest, trauma caused bad eating habits to myself. My friends probably hates me to, I'm to annoying or two rude. I don't know what to do, I got internet access at such a young age. I literally can't stop. I want to be gone but don't want to die. Sometimes I just wish I could disappear, I always speak wrong to.
I just want to say, anyone who is going through a hard time I hope you get better. I really do. Good luck, okay? We are all strong to make it through this. If you read the whole thing, Thank you, If you haven't Thank you. And good luck to everyone out there, it's a dangerous world. Stay safe.
yo keep your head up, it will get better it always hurts losing something or someone you love, people really can be cruel but one day or eventually youll find the correct people to hang out with, and youre young theres no need to worry about people hating you yet people will be horrible but thats how life goes, you look out for the good and bad in people but i promise you can get through this, im 14 and ive been through lots and it does get better you just have to focus yourself around the correct people, especially when it comes to friends and relationships even more so, keep on pushing im here for you and good luck out in the world.
@@kratt3323 You're so real for this, thank you. I'll try to keep my head up and think about good things. Good luck to you and stay safe, its a dangerous world out there.
@@JJLOVESCATS513 dont mention it lil homie, world really is dangerous i know that but seriously well done for getting where youve gotten too i love helping out i know im a rando but talk to me if you need dude.
@@kratt3323 Thanks man, I have gotten better over the weeks, ive gotten better eating habits and done good things for myself. I really appreciate the things you've said overall.
@@JJLOVESCATS513 good dude im glad i could help, its good knowing youve gotten better too
like the song even when am sad in my room l still love the song 🙂
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for all of u xx
SLAYY
Hi I’m gonna vent sorry
Hello I had this musical (Beauty And The Beast) and I was so sad for this to end, so I was crying every night because I was sad and soon I could never let it go, so I started playing music from it which was worse for me it’s day 4 of it ending I miss it so much I wish it could be back, sorry but I decide to vent here because I love this song so yeah love ya’ll bye..
🗣️: what has that boy that is dan fictionkin ever done to you huh? Me: .... (I am micheal afton fictionkin)"Are you still virgan" "virgqns will go for a hell lotta more money" "shh let this happen kid" "ur attractive ill have to take advantage of you"......
Every time I hear this it reminds me of when my loved one betrayed me and made me into something I'm not
I want to be me again!!
WHERE DID I GO? What's wrong with me?? where is the happy Lizzy? the one who never shut up and always had chocolate ice cream around my mouth.
Just where? I think i'm gonna delete all my socials and just focus on family actually, I wanna be me again.
That’s great
@@alora1827
hope your journey is going well
Hi lizzy!!! I hope everything is going well
@@thetaylorverse it is thank you, I've changed alot and I'm glad. thanks for checking up on me ♡
-small rant-
tw: mention of sc^icide
idk why but this audio reminds me of how i *wouldve* if it wasn’t for him. my best friend. he just makes it better. i love him. i’m sorry for this rant
I’m glad that you have someone by your side and dont apologize about the rant it’s alright
This whatcha looking for 1:31
kny backstories 2021
Can you make a 1 hour ver?
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life full of question ;)
When I hear this song I remember min seol ah
Is there 1 hour version? If no then could you please make it? I love this song so much
You can loop the video
@@alora1827 okie
It make me sad that reminds me of my twin died😢
This makes me think of myself.
Where did the happy Knox go?. Where did the"I wanna be a cop" go?..
Where did myself go?..
I'm so lost
2021 🤕
This song Describes my mind when the substitute teacher kept calling me pet names like hon, honey, and dear it creeped me out mind you I was in 6th grade
I’m a girl using my old account
this song is exactly what a panic attack feels like.
yay
Rant.
Why does everyone hate me? I did what they asked me. I said I loved them. I love them really... But I just cant. I want my anger out already. I cant hold it.. Its trying to escape day by day... I cant talk to my brother anymore without getting mad or stressed. Everyone hated me becuz I'm too “angy”. My mom says im too “lazy” but its becuz my childhoods ruined. Im too scared of getting hit. I flinch Whenever someone raises there hand, since my mom always hitten me like that. I cant- it's just sad. I wanna be the old girl. Not the guy. I wanna let it out. But its all bottled up and I cant let it out. I want too. I want too. I WANT TOO. Its too hard to talk to anyone but my brother since he's the only one who really understands me. My cousins hated me. They never show love to me. They hate me. I feel like everyone hates me. I wanna just die. I want to so bad. I feel like they would be better off without me. I cant let it out, its too stressful. I want to be perfect, im slowly getting ocd. I want to keep things even. I want good grades. A cute body. No insecurities. Not getting hated on cuz of me.
You deserve so much better than than this I really wish that I could do something to Relief you of this stress, I wish so badly that things get better for you bc nobody deserves to go through this
2 yrs ago , how you doing nowadays?
1:30 😢
this song gives me those vibes when you lose a friend, or best friend, on one game, i joined my best friend and.. she had some boyfriend, i went to go talk to her, she started being mean to me so much, i tried to fight back as hard as i can, i then just gave up and they left, i never played on roblox again on my computer, we never saw each other again, i think when we had a fight her name was MCPENNY?? idk, and also quick rant..
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…no one wants to be my friend, everyone hates me, i rather starve myself, my family only loves me, i’m a crybaby, i rather go die than living life but i wanna see my future, i can’t stop thinking about people leaving me, stop the pain, just stop.
I’m so sorry I wish the best for you and I really hope things get better
pov: you like him but he likes her..
I give my secrets to wrong people
currently fighting the urge to just respond a vent with “i honestly do not fucking care.”
Me and my mom were best friends we both were extremely close and I shared my every problem with her and she did the same but when I was very young she got diagnosed by cancer and she never told me even though I thought something was wrong with her when I was 15 her cancer became extremely worse and the doctors couldn’t cure it anymore. We had a fight a day before because i had found out about her cancer and I got mad and scared for her. I didn’t see her after the fight the next day I got a call from the hospital she died………
So yeah and I never got to apologise to her for becoming mad at her but my dad told me that she said she loved me a lot………
I'm sorry you had to go through through that but I know that you and your mother both loved each other so much and I hope your mother is resting peacefully in heaven
Thanks nobody even cared to ask for me anymore and my dad married someone else who I live with my grandparents
1:29 😭
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Ik this might sound edgy or whatever, but it’s just i’m so tired, i can’t enjoy life anymore, i’m not myself anymore, the things i used to love, they don’t make me happy anymore, idk where my life is going, but i know i’m not ok, i feel extremely anxious, never feel alright, what’s happening to me?…i wanna enjoy life again…i want to being happy around my mother, not having mommy issues, i want a united family, not family issues, i want to love myself, not low self-esteem, i just want to be me again…
Oh Im so sorry you feel this way I really hope that you end up feeling happy again
@@alora1827 thank you, i hope you can feel happy too! If you're not ofc, i saw you saying in a comment you don't feel well too so, hope you're feeling better
@@Kiraiisan thank you love
Does anyone else hear the words "That's Unfair!" When listening to this song?
The lyrics are: "Unfair unfair air' But some of ppl heard "That's Unfair"
"Why is she acting like a teenager?"
-Friend
Maybe because u treat her like shit and never give her respect always laugh at her face bc of what she wears, make her feel left out, and brings her only bad things about herself to her mind, she's been crying I'm her room for long enought for me to even realize. Even tho she would never cry in front of her friends doesn't mean that she isn't cry for herself or even to someone else,
So now shut up and don't even talk to her.
Be fine bestie u deserve all the love
@@jkzzz97 TYSM
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I listen this song but I can hard cry, but now I am the evil only
just keep me remember my dead grandparents
Someone: "I love this song it haves me vibe and it's so aesthetic"
*Me who remembers what was he doing with this song"
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idk if there's any anime watchers here but everytime i listen to this song i think about tokyo revengers specifically baji and chifuyu
This song feel like I'm losing my mind..I feel like I'm going crazy. Anyone relate?
Yes
RANT.
“what happened to us? we used to be such great besties!!”
there was never an us, you manipulative freak. i hate you, you made me this way.
“i love you”
thanks, i “love” me too.
“i miss the old __”
i miss her too, but you dont hear my complaining.
rant basically.
im a transgender man who runs away from all his problems, no matter where. I ghosted all my friends and i feel like my current friends hate me. I feel dirty, i feel ugly, i feel bad about myself and my body. I wish i was good enough, i really do. I just cant do it anymore. Im so confused and idk if its because im obsessed with the little things or of the little things are obsessed with me?!!?! I wish i was perfect. I wish i didnt rely on ny phone, i wish i was perfect for my family. But im not. i cry over things and get so attached to little things but for what?! Just to want to km$ again??? But im too scared to, i hate life, i hate myself, i hate my friends. my old online friends made me think i loved them. my mom scared me to the point where my “eximent
“ excitement” (used random word idk how to spell lol) was just anxiety and fear of them. She tricked me, groomed me. my cousin and her. I thought i loved her, my first online friend. i dreamed of us being in love, just to want to cry and continue drifting away from her because of my mom. I wish i was a better child, i really do wish i was. Why shsysbsysbsushdjsuhd
I’m so sorry dear no one deserves to go through such horrible things
Why is everyone mad at me when I get hurt? I have to hurt myself just to get attention but they just get angry at me and yell at me. It’s not fair :(
I'm so sorry you don't deserve to be treated like that
it's fair.
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so my whole life ive cared about only one thing, my grades. it may sound like im exaggerating but all ive ever done is study ever since i was a kid. i grew up with a small number of close friends coz i was so invested in studying and im totally fine with it but now when im in grade 10, a very imp grade where i live i feel bad. i wont say i had a bad childhood but most of it was just me studying. in my school there's this thing where you get a blue blazer if you are an straight A student for 5 years straight. i am. ive always been. but due to covid, my result for grade 8 was online and the teachers are too lazy to find it for me and so i didnt get my blue blazer. seeing everyone around me wearing a blue blazer and blue tie ( i shouldve gotten it too but didnt coz my teachers dgaf ) breaks my heart. all ive ever wanted is academic validation. and now im not even getting that. im trying my hardest, there's only 25 days left till my final examination, the exams my future depends on. all i want to do is make my parents proud but there's this doubt in my heart. will i be able to do it? i have to, what else is impressive about me? nothing. my whole personality is just being the straight A student, top of my class, academically gift and im losing my personality. if i dont regain it, ill be a no one. i dont wanna be a no one. i wanna be the best student. the straight A student that knows anything and everything. the one every mom wants as a child. but what about my life? is studying all ill ever do? ig so. but idc. i wanna be the best student.
when i try to tell my friends or parents, they just laugh about it, ' oh stfu look at ur grades in maths lmao ', ' stfu everyone else also studies ' IK BUT YOU DONT GET IT. YOU GOT SERIOUS ABOUT UR STUDIES A YEAR AGO. MY WHOLE LIFE REVOLVED AROUND MY GRADES. YOU DONT GET IT. YOU JUST DONT GET IT.
ok.
Quick vent sorry.
I hate my life. I've manipulated myself to be confident, pretty, and loving myself. I don't actually am any of those things. No one knows that I've done sh. No one knows I've tried taking my life. No one cares that's the point. No one understands. No one learns from their mistakes. No one care at all. I hate my sister. She traumatized me. She told me to die when I was in 3rd grade. What kind of sister does that? No one knows. Only me and her. That's not the only thing she has done. Everyone in my family has some type of problem with me. They tell me that they love me but then why did you give me the pain and trauma I have to go through right now?
Honey never apologize for venting, I know that life is hard and you don’t have to manipulate yourself into thinking all of these things you have to accept reality and try your best to cope with your problems. But please do not harm yourself you do not deserve to go through all of that pain and you definitely do not deserve to be treated so poorly by your relatives. I’m so sorry that your going through all of this pain and I really hope that you end up getting the help that you need and deserve.