Actually it’s the original title of the song, in his first performance of the song he announced it like “This is Home” referring to the song, not its title.
Hearing the difference in his voice from “This is home” and “Home” gives me so much hope as a young ftm it’s insane. I don’t think he realizes the impact he has a people and the love I have for him
when i was 14, i went to a psych ward. I had overdosed on my antidepressants, and i had been living in an abusive home. The one thing that kept me calm during my visit was this song. I sang it when I was in the quiet room, sitting down in the shower, sitting on the grass during outside time, playing cards in the corner of our tiny gym. Seeing this two years later was so amazing, seeing how Cavetown developed his voice.
So about a year ago I met this girl who always sat alone at lunch. We became friends because of a science project. Her and me got along and we would listen to this song together while making the project. One day I told her that I liked her and we started going out. When summer hit she ended up getting really sick and we had to stop talking. This a week ago I found out she died from Covid. Every time I hear this song I think of how we would hang out with each other and call at 12:00 am. I miss you autumn and you will always be In my heart. You were special to me and many others. I hope your doing ok no matter we’re you are.
fun fact- robin is a-romantic, meaning that he does not feel romantic love like we do. so that first line “often i am upset that i cannot fall in love” is a reference to that edit: i have no idea why this sparked an argument...i was just trying to be helpful and inform people on the deeper meaning of his lyrics...why are y’all so mean to each other?
for everyone out there who is gay, lesbian, bi, etc. and/or non binary, trans, etc, just know that u should be proud of who u are. there is nothing wrong with who u are, no matter what people tell u or think of u.we luv u!! edit: im glad this made y'all feel more loved, this was my intention!
The way I interpret "Get a load of this trainwreck, his hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet, but little do we know, the stars welcome him with open arms" resonates with me so much on a level I've never felt before. Someone whose depressed and pressured to figure out his own life, seeks solace in the fact that the stars are waiting for him, and no one realizes it.
to be completely honest, i used to interpret those last lines as someone who is actually thinking about suicide ;-; like, people judge people by how they carry themselves, and they dont really expect something like that almost. you know? though when i put it into words now it sounds kind of dumb haha
@@gracekirkpatrick2390 that's exactly what I was saying, I could have been more specific, "little do they know the stars welcome me with open arms" to me is Little do the people around know that I consider suicide as a legitimate option because I don't believe I have a place or purpose here
I feel the same way. I'm the student with the highest grades in my school, though I don't know what I'd like to do in the future. I'm very pressured because whenever we get any work, people mostly focus on my scores, and I notice them talking about it... Mostly all of my teachers use me as an example to other students which pressures me even more. I feel like there's a very small chance for me to become something good when I graduate.
The line: “Stars welcome him with open arms” Always puts a sad yet happy smile on my face. It’s at lonely hours in the night that I look up to the night sky and feel at ease. Knowing I’m never truly alone, none of us are. Thanks for everything Robbie and all of you guys❤️
No, cuz we're all too busy suffocating in everything we find relatable, (first time watching was me trying to figure out how I could make a book similar to how this one was)
This song reminds me of depression and being trapped. To whoever is feeling these emotions like me, -drink some water -talk to someone -eat a comfort food -listen to some music I love you
Out of all 4 Versions- This Is Home Cut My Hair This Is Home ( Original ) // Are You Tired Of Me Yet and Home, This has to be the most musically amazing song. Thank you so for getting me through this hard year.
I love how when it goes to the “Get a load of this monster” immediately the only instrument playing is the drums. It gives off a vibe of suspense, and when the other instruments slowly come makes it 10x better. These little details are great.
I know this song is about lgbtq experiences, but when I feel like people don't understand me and accept me, when I feel like I can't accept me and just want to disappear, this song makes me feel so accepted, and that I'll be ok. I can learn to love myself. Thank you so much for making this song. Even if I can't find anyone that can accept me in that moment, at least I have this song as my comfort space to go on with life.
@MangledHamster it has no specific audience, some parts sound like they could resonate with people who struggle with mental health too. I think it's like a warm hug for every heart out in the cold
I first heard the remix. Then I heard the original Then there was that RUclips performance. And this... damn, this is just It just leaves me speechless.
I wish Cavetown could know how much this song helped me to overcome so many panic attacks. It’s just so comforting, I don’t really ask for help when I’m having a hard time, so listening to his songs (home especially) really heals me, he’s a wonderful artist, I really appreciate his work so much. Thanks for saving me everyday.
@@DontEatYourMicrowave aw its cool,, i havent really learnt much of it either bwhejbwh just another weeb that happened to know sum words,, but good luck on ur journey tho! sorry if it sounded rude-
imo this made it worse, just because it wasnt as perfect the original audio seems to always be the best, like a definitive version that live performances cant live up to.
As someone who is questioning their gender and sexuality this makes me feel warm on the inside and I even tear up when I hear this song this song holds a special place in my heart 🏳️🌈🤍
The line "sometimes I am upset that I can never fall in love, but I get this avoids the stress of falling out of it" stood out to me as an aro ace, and then after looking it up, I found out that Cavetown is actually on the aroace spectrum. It's pretty impressive that someone could pinpoint a feeling that so many experience so accurately with their lyrics.
It's a little painful seeing the aromantic implication go so far over people's heads that they think it's about romantic feelings, cause as an aroace trans person this song has a whole lot of meaning to me. Like, it is about gender dysphoria and it's even about love I think, just not the romantic kind
@Tegzi yes i know i just wanted to say that they’re not alone in their case and that i feel the same as them about love but i know the song is mostly about dysphoria it’s just that sentence make me feel understood and i don’t know why i feel that some lyrics fit me even tho luckily i don’t feel dysphoria. Sorry if my comment made you feel sad😔 And sorry for the mistakes
Me too I'm an aro spec,,, I just wanna feel what it's like that my friend always feel happy talking about "Liking someone and being genuine not expecting more from the other person except their existence beside you" Funny how I got called a Fvckin playboy cause I don't feel any romantic attraction and still date people,,,, like my bad sorry I wanna feel that shet but I just can't 😂
@@Sopalinewlw oh you're good! it's just a lot of other comments here, I was glad to find this one and your reply cause there was very little mention of aspec anywhere else for some reason
[Vent ahead] Listening to this song always makes me cry. As a person soon to major in physics and has mental disorders and more still undiagnosed to having a terrible familiar and friendship/community relationship. This song REALLY hits home deep for me. And while I'm not trans, I have similar experiences as an intersex person with dysphoria. To the point I get dreams of people mocking me. Or maybe at this point they are nightmares... I can't tell. But I especially wish someday I'd find a home as right now I'm in the worst spot with my friend leaving me and apparently likely feeling nothing. This song doesn't have to do with that but it confirms the fact that my bullies and now my mind can't help but view me as a freak of nature similar to the names I'd get called by from everyone around me. In a sense I feel this is my fault for harboring such an unapproachable personality and style that was at first to ward off bullies, but ended up doing so much more. I don't mind it as I am asexual and sort of aromantic (demiromantic so it takes time) but as a (unfortunately to the dismay to those who think I'm not human and myself at this point) biological human. I can't help but wish for affection still.
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It's painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it's something so simple and little that brightens up someone's whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you're passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it's been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you're here, existing, but I don't want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There's something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can't give you a hug, that's why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn't give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn't give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can't you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there's someone looking right back, maybe we can't see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that's enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you' re still fighting. You're so much stronger thank you think, you didn't leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn't feel like it, when you don't feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you're one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you' re heart is beautiful, that's why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life Hope this helps
I don't know if this will help but I want you to know that it's ok to be you and that you are still human no matter what your family or community or even that nagging inner self critic says. You will eventually find a group of people or even just one person that will accept you for who you are and love and cherish you for it. So don't beat yourself up so harshly for it. After all, as the song says, the stars will welcome you with open arms.
I’m not a doctor, but an autistic woman. This song resonated so much with my lived experiences. Since I read up about the diagnosis I have found a vast group of supporters and friends online who went through similar problems. It may be worth looking into for some people as many tend to “mask” their problems (porcelain face) until they can’t anymore (too many colors to drive anyone insane). I’m a med student right now and we didn’t even really touch on the subject, only learned the adolescent male-presenting problems. There are also a lot of autistic creators on RUclips, I first found myself in their experiences and then sought a diagnosis (takes a lot of time, and not always worth it). No matter if diagnosed or not, you are almost always welcome in autistic/ ADHD- spaces (those two tend to have similar problems)
SimplyMe lmao I doubt it😂 that would be so difficult to make commercially. There could me merch surrounding it although I feel like it’s not needed because this video is so magical all I want is to watch it over and over again👏
I know that this song is dedicated for a lot of trans people but me as a straight guy, this song really hit me since i was in a really dark place for a really long time and turned my back on everyone since i was pretty much not acknowledged by anybody. My parents doubted me in everything i like or i wanted. I used to love to hurt myself and suicide is always something i consider doing. I wanted to live but i dont care if i died. This songs was really one of the few if not the one thing that understand my situation the most. I needed someone to understand me. I needed somoene to talk to. and this song helped me through it. I just want to say thankyou for Cavetown for creating this masterpiece. I bet you helped through or even saved alot of people in need.
As a person who is going through dysphoria and whose parent won’t let them be the one who they want to be, I could definitely say that lyrics are 95 percent right and this it really does bring me comfort and the feeling of being understood and belonging to some group of people. I know everyone will just skip my comment or thing that I am crying and asking for a pity, but really I wanted to share my opinion. P.S sorry for mistakes I’m not that good at English and thanks for your attention
@@cavetown :D that just makes me feel all warm inside, to know how much work was put into this amazing, wholesome, music video. It's raw talent. Keep it up man, I've been watching you for some time and along with loving your music, I loved seeing you grow as an artist, and a person! Love from New York!
I come back to this masterpiece every time I feel like crying (which is quite often) and idk if you’ll read this but Robbie you saved my life multiple times lmao I usually listen to Home during my exams (bcs I’m south Korean studying for high grades is literally equivalent to torturing myself) and it rlly helps me cope with my exam anxiety wish me luck I’m going into another exam week in two days
Some things I notice with all of the songs that were connected to this one -His voice evolved and its still pure -So many instruments in this one -AND THE FEELS HAVE EVOLVED :0 so many likes
The second verse is all too familiar, and it gets me every time. To me, it talks about masking and overstimulation. I cant help but sing along whenever I hear this song. Thank you, Cavetown.
An amazing new version of a cavetown classic! Its insane the amount of improvement you have had in mixing, vocals, and performance... just thank you for letting the world enjoy your talents
i come back to this every now and again. it used to be "this is home", and i found my comments from years ago where i vented about sh along with dozens of other people. now i watch this video, different but just as comforting, and feel grateful for how far i've come. how i'm still alive
**LYRICS** Often, I am upset That I cannot fall in love, but I guess This avoids the stress of falling out of it Are you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now but I swear When I'm ready I will fly us out of here (Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm) I'll cut my hair (Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm) To make you stare (Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm) I'll hide my chest And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) Turn off your porcelain face I can't really think right now and this place Has too many colors, enough to drive all of us insane Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead 'Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) My eyes went dark (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) I don't know where (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) My pupils are But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here Get a load of this monster He doesn't know how to communicate His mind is in a different place Will everybody please give him a little bit of space? Get a load of this train wreck His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet But little do we know, the stars Welcome him with open... Get a load of this monster He doesn't know how to communicate His mind is in a different place Will everybody please give him a little bit of space? Get a load of this train wreck His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet But little do we know, the stars Welcome him with open arms Ooh-ooh Time is Slowly Tracing his face But strangely he feels at home in this place
This song literally describes me. I am nonbinary and bisexual, and my life had been a mess. I cut my hair, i made new friends, i found my place. And this song just gives me such a sweird feeling, like a combinartion of happiness and sadness at the same time. Thank you for making this song Cavetown, its one of the best ever
im absolutely STUNNED by this. the videography, the lighting choices, the effects, the craftsmenship, let alone the song itself holy shit dude this is quite literally a masterpiece, and there's nothing that can change my mind bravo!
I'm just going to leave a quick vent here. Last year, was a REALLY dark time for me. The years of bullying from my classmates, friends and my own father finally got to me. I kinda snapped I suppose. Every day just felt like this dark spiral that wouldn't stop. I'd wake up, do things I didn't enjoy, sleep, repeat. I live in a house of 5, yet the only way I could get my emotions out was talking to my Guinea pig (sounds silly, I know). That was until late last year, I got into a game series named 'danganronpa'. I don't know why, bit it sort of awakened something in me. The characters, the story, the design and style kept me in this safe bubble. It was a great escape from reality. A few months later I ordered a wig and started to cosplay. Best decision I've ever made. It seems weird but when you ARE the characters that gave you a safe bubble, it's like you're in your own world. I joined danganronpa amino, met the love of my life, gained a decent following on insta and tiktok and discovered this song. The first time I heard this I just snapped I guess. Everything I'd been hiding from was back but in a strange way, It felt comforting. It's hard to describe, I guess when you don't think about something for a long time, even if it's bad thing, it feels nostalgic when you come back to it. I discovered more of cavetown's music, found myself in the LGBTQ+ community and asked my now girlfriend out. Honestly, if I hadn't found cavetown, I wouldn't be here right now. He helped me discover myself and figure out it's okay to be depressed or sad. Having emotions doesn't make me selfish, it makes me human. If you made it up to this point, thank you. And if you ever feel the way I did back then, know there's so much more than that dark place. There will always be a light at the end of the tunnel, some take days to get it, some take years. It'll find you, don't try to use the permanent solution to this temporary problem.
I'm really happy things worked out got you! Your story is great, I really want to cosplay but due to not having a credit card and not much money i cant right now, but maybe someday! And hey, i like danganronpa too! i recently got into it :D
Are we the same person...? I talk to my guinea pigs and my cats i also love danganronpa and cavetown but the only thing i cant relate to is the cosplay bit bc im broke and all that so ye Edit: I'm now trying to save up for a Kyoko Kirigiri cosplay
This is an amazing story 😢 I’m glad you feel at “home” now. (Get it? Lol) just want to mention that I will, too, follow your tik tok AND make sure you get at least two guinea pigs unless you can give the one your undivided attention all the time. Sorry to be that one annoying person but i want your guinea pig to live a long life. Have a nice day!
@@hazelrogers513 Even if you give that guinea pig as much attention as you can ITS NOT THE SAME they NEED to have at least one guinea pig friend! You cant always spend time with a guinea pig and never talk to any other humans or you go insane Same fors guineas... Guinea pigs can litteraly get deppresion i guess you would call it and will refuse to eat until they eventually die :/ And dont think that just cause your guinea doesnt do that means theirr happy alone THEY NEED TO BE IN PAIRS/HERDS
A year ago, I discovered that my brother was suicidal after coming across his twitter profile. It hurt so much to read the pain he was going through. He always played this song and I loved the melody but was never aware of the lyrics. After a while, I searched for it on spotify. My heart sunk and I cried uncontrollably for 30 minutes. Is this how you feel? Is this how you perceive yourself? I wish I could do more to help you, my little brother. I listen and I care but I cannot make you tell me your struggles if you dont want to. We are on a road-trip right now, he is sitting in front of me, calmly sleeping. I wish I could protect him from the demons that wrap his mind. I really do. Edit: its been 2 years since I last wrote this comment. My brother is doing much better now! He found an amazing group of friends and got a girlfriend. He is working so hard in his uni and I am so proud of the man he is becoming. He even wrote his first couple of books! He is slowly getting rid of his social anxiety and even though he struggles sometimes, he has been more open to me whenever he needs me. Theres always hope, to whoever reads this.
If your parents are supporting about mental health you should tell them to maybe look into getting him some therapy; or maybe try to bring up that you saw his Twitter or something, or maybe be vaguer about that and tell him where you found it if he asks, and tell him there are people who can help him and encourage him to get therapy if it is possible with insurance or if you can afford private; if your parents aren't supportive though there are always at least hotlines and maybe school counselors, I hope he's okay
I havent cried this hard since watching 1-800 by Logic and seeing you in concert in December. Thank you so much, Robbie. For bringing this music to life.
I’m not bisexual or transgender or part of LGBTQ, but this song right here is what got me into singing, it’s what made me feel like I was at home. made me feel like everything’s gonna be alright. whenever im sad, i come here. this is honestly one of my favorite songs, it reminds me of my past and makes me feel warm. this song has been here for me through pain, love, and hate, right now im feeling a lot of sadness and this song is making me feel better, thank you cavetown. i don’t know if you realize it, but you’ve helped me through a whole whole lot in my life. and make me remember the good stuff. thank you.
I loved the first version of this song, and hearing this remake took my breath away. I listened to it so often for the past couple years, and it felt like a piece of comfort in a time when my life was most chaotic. I'm absolutely blown away by this video. Thank you for making this song. ❤️
3:10 This part for some reason remainds me when i said to my Mom that i was bisexual and a trans male. And She hugged me and said "it's okey, i'm here, my little kid" I cried so hard-
Your mom is a good person, I’m not trans and I’m straight, however I’m glad that she doesn’t care if you’re trans or if you’re not straight or whatever. You’re still her child and she loves you... lol I wish we had more moms like this in our world.
The symbolic importance of the title change is so magnificent. The first version was a confirmation. "Is this home? This is home." The second version is a certainty. "What is this place? Home." I love it so much, dude. The song is a banger and a comfort, too.
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tHE WELCOME HIM WITH OPEN ARMS PART WAS SO BEAUTIFUL
I lost it at that part, I'm in love with this *^*
I cried because the song means so much to me
Ritsuka Aoyagi
I know how you feel 💕
Hello Kokichi
(No spoilers please i only just started goodbye despair but i still know alot of the characters for v3)
@@idk9747 AHHH ITS THE ULTIMATE HIGH SCHOOL LEVEL DETECTIVE
it went from "this is home" to just "home" and it just feels right. like instead of 'i need to confirm that /this/ is home' to 'i know that i'm home'.
god damn that was deep i appreciate this
Your comment made me cry v":
Actually it’s the original title of the song, in his first performance of the song he announced it like “This is Home” referring to the song, not its title.
@@roidmango5751 but when he posted the song, he titled it 'this is home' idk, just a thought, no big deal
Its not that deep my guy
That second “get a load of this train wreck” gave me chills
Me toooo, love it
Me too it hit me right in the feels
Same same same
Yessss
Yass I felt that too. Robin really knows how to make us feel all sorts of ways
"his hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet, but little do he know the stars welcome him with open arms." never fails to make me cry...
same
For me it's just relatable I have a bit of a dance, I point to myself and sing that part.
cry fr ???????????????????????????? im confused
@sylphology-gb4je idk when people are too emotional for a song that's embarrassing
@@luckyjoke4116sometimes it reminds of ppl who died, and etc
Hearing the difference in his voice between "This is Home" and "Home" is the most wholesome thing
Right?? His voice deepened so much!
@Kiki Candy Cat a while ago lol you mean 3 years ago my guy
Agreed. Also I’m your 1000th like!
ikr
Yess
I think both versions are beautiful and bundled in emotions,
But that bridge was fucking amazing.
That was so amazing
I know, it gave me c h i l l s
*oh yes*
Fhennerius fuck yeah
BOTH VERSIONS (personally I LOVE the second time he sings the bridge in this)
The amount of hardwork they put into this music video is *IMMENSE*
yuta's nostril RIGHT!!
669 likes lmao-
yuta's nostril love your name by the way
ikr I'm 😌😤😭
I need to be friends with u, u like kpop AND cavetown
Hearing the difference in his voice from “This is home” and “Home” gives me so much hope as a young ftm it’s insane. I don’t think he realizes the impact he has a people and the love I have for him
You are loved. We believe in you.
Keep going bro, as an enby Ik shit sucks sometimes but you got this 👍
Same, dude, - It’s been a year, how are you doing now?
Yes, how are you?
@@jayl24548 Better i’m not gonna lie
holy fudge sticks that's a pretty pop up book.
The Truth has been told
Gasp your likes! It's the devil's number! (for now lol)
The Truth his voice is prettier
hello Truth how many alchemists have you visited lately?
@@reibean9542 To be fair, they visited me.
cant stop replaying the second "get a load of this trainwreck" part. didnt think i could love this song more
wait really? same!! its so beautifullll
Lol it's been four years but I'm gonna respond anyway
when i was 14, i went to a psych ward. I had overdosed on my antidepressants, and i had been living in an abusive home. The one thing that kept me calm during my visit was this song. I sang it when I was in the quiet room, sitting down in the shower, sitting on the grass during outside time, playing cards in the corner of our tiny gym. Seeing this two years later was so amazing, seeing how Cavetown developed his voice.
Well dam
I hope your better now.
Rowan Decoteau you’re powerful
@@hancy3013 thank you ♡
@@idunno4626 I'm getting there aha :)
So about a year ago I met this girl who always sat alone at lunch. We became friends because of a science project. Her and me got along and we would listen to this song together while making the project. One day I told her that I liked her and we started going out. When summer hit she ended up getting really sick and we had to stop talking. This a week ago I found out she died from Covid. Every time I hear this song I think of how we would hang out with each other and call at 12:00 am. I miss you autumn and you will always be In my heart. You were special to me and many others. I hope your doing ok no matter we’re you are.
I'm so sorry for your loss
I'm so so sorry
Oh my god, rest in peace Autumn. I hope her soul can rest, & I hope both of you can find peace.
I am so sorry to hear that, I hope she's doing well in the afterlife
😭🕊️im so sorry.
fun fact- robin is a-romantic, meaning that he does not feel romantic love like we do. so that first line “often i am upset that i cannot fall in love” is a reference to that
edit: i have no idea why this sparked an argument...i was just trying to be helpful and inform people on the deeper meaning of his lyrics...why are y’all so mean to each other?
He's also trans isn't he?
Giorno's left eyebrow oh ok thanks
@Giorno's left eyebrow What the fuck, he's not trans lol
@@valeriavallejo6864 he isn't trans
@@Yun5890 Yes he is. He said he was in his apology thing.
Can we just take a moment to appreciate that somebody(s) had to create a HUGE customized pop out book just for this music video? Like thats INSANE!
I know! I’m absolutely amazed right bow! It’s absolutely stunning!
FINALLY SOMEONE THAT IS TALKING ABOUT IT
What a beautiful keepsake as an artist too 😊
I know right that is so cool
In an awesome way
Your whole existence is so aestheticly pleasing
Agreed
ikr
Only Godly yes
YES
I am also a godless bastard
for everyone out there who is gay, lesbian, bi, etc. and/or non binary, trans, etc, just know that u should be proud of who u are. there is nothing wrong with who u are, no matter what people tell u or think of u.we luv u!!
edit: im glad this made y'all feel more loved, this was my intention!
I’ve always thought I was weird, this makes me feel comfortable
@@heart_eyez3445 there's nothing wrong with being "weird", "normal" is boring lol
@@shobo4482 true :)
yay thank you
@@imposition470
If you listen closely, from 0:00 to 4:37, you’ll notice that it’s better than anything on the radio rn.
Underrated comment
so true lol
everything nowadays is extremely edgy
If you listen even closer you'll hear the sounds of appreciation for people like you
Fr
I accidentally watched the whole thing again.im stupid-
The way I interpret "Get a load of this trainwreck, his hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet, but little do we know, the stars welcome him with open arms" resonates with me so much on a level I've never felt before.
Someone whose depressed and pressured to figure out his own life, seeks solace in the fact that the stars are waiting for him, and no one realizes it.
to be completely honest, i used to interpret those last lines as someone who is actually thinking about suicide ;-; like, people judge people by how they carry themselves, and they dont really expect something like that almost. you know? though when i put it into words now it sounds kind of dumb haha
@@gracekirkpatrick2390 that's exactly what I was saying, I could have been more specific, "little do they know the stars welcome me with open arms" to me is Little do the people around know that I consider suicide as a legitimate option because I don't believe I have a place or purpose here
It does sound like he died tho, just listen after the second 'get a load of this trainwreck'
I always thought of that the same way
I feel the same way. I'm the student with the highest grades in my school, though I don't know what I'd like to do in the future. I'm very pressured because whenever we get any work, people mostly focus on my scores, and I notice them talking about it... Mostly all of my teachers use me as an example to other students which pressures me even more. I feel like there's a very small chance for me to become something good when I graduate.
The line: “Stars welcome him with open arms”
Always puts a sad yet happy smile on my face. It’s at lonely hours in the night that I look up to the night sky and feel at ease. Knowing I’m never truly alone,
none of us are.
Thanks for everything Robbie and all of you guys❤️
I was tearing up reading your comment
The Master
It’s okay my friend, we’re all in this together ❤️
@ray is a simp yo nice pfp
Can everyone just take a minute to appreciate the amount of talent it took to make this pop up book for every lyric in the song😮😮🎉🎉😊🎉
Imagine listening to this while looking out the windows seeing the trees sway. It really puts me in a trance. What an amazing song.
I love listening to it while in the car
Lol that's just what I do everytime
why does that seem like a better life than the one I'm living rn...
Similar to me now. I'm laying in a hammock just watching the trees
I’m doing it rn😌
They should make this into an actual book people can buy!! What a work of art
Annie Yu i feel bad for whoever has to make the copies. (but i agree)
I would definitely pay to own a copy
Can we get one at our nearest major retailer?
Yes!
They probably won’t, from what I remember, it’s like too personal for the artist to reproduce, or something along those lines
Nobody gonna talk about that book being so absolutely artistic, epic and cool?
I was thinking the same the whole time! It's awesome! ^7^
I think that too, it's just perfect to the song
No, cuz we're all too busy suffocating in everything we find relatable, (first time watching was me trying to figure out how I could make a book similar to how this one was)
I love this song 💕🤩
I wish he sold these books
This song reminds me of depression and being trapped. To whoever is feeling these emotions like me,
-drink some water
-talk to someone
-eat a comfort food
-listen to some music
I love you
thanks for reminding me about water! Im gonna go grab some since mu cup is empty
Thank you!!!!!
Thank you, I'ma go make food
It was a throwback to a beautiful song that we never asked for but always needed
thank you for everything Robbie
We all love you so much
This brought back so much memories.
Well always love you Robbie 💞
Same❤❤❤💖💖💖💖
A full album of Robin recreating his old songs from when he was smol bebe child sounds *amazing.*
T R U E
god i love this idea
please make this a thing
HELL YEAH I WOULD ADORE SEEING REMADE 16/04/16 SONGS, ESPECIALLY PSYCHOMETRY
"he doesn't know how to communicate, his mind is in a different place well everybody give him a little bit of space"
I relate so much :(
same
honestly
this is literally my whole life. not talking to anyone but to myself.
and people bullying me for being so quiet and out of focus.
Robbie the only artist out here doin'
*song I made version 2, electric boogaloo*
technically the third rendition hes made of this song !
@@distantecho-TTV-RPS oh god, that's like *overkill*
@@NovaNinjaHD devil town is like that too
@@NovaNinjaHD he's grown a lot and this was the song that started everything so he's gotta handle it with care
hug all ur friends is another one
Out of all 4 Versions-
This Is Home
Cut My Hair
This Is Home ( Original ) // Are You Tired Of Me Yet
and Home,
This has to be the most musically amazing song. Thank you so for getting me through this hard year.
It feels like he's grown emotionally and musically-- you can hear it in his voice and production quality of this version.
Cut My Hair is the meme though
And why is there 2 versions of This Is Home
theres also bg noise lmao but thats kind of a song on its own
6 year olds: *yOu HaVe **MuSic.Ly** ToO?????????*
You know what else is hard?
Heccing life man we all need this song
*SLAMS DOWN CUP*
this is the most beautiful thing ever made
feeling super dysphoric and unhappy from family problems
so i came here and it cheered me up a bit
i love everyone in this community
i would pay big money to get this book it’s amazing. damn.
Same.
Matilda Cool me too😂❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Same
same-
Ik I'd pay life earnings for it, It's amazing.
I love how when it goes to the “Get a load of this monster” immediately the only instrument playing is the drums. It gives off a vibe of suspense, and when the other instruments slowly come makes it 10x better. These little details are great.
Music theory
i never looked at it that way 0_o
Somewhere, in this entire world, there is a pop up book which consists of the lyrics to Home which is a creative masterpiece...... *i want it*
Your not the only one
i need it too
it would be cool if they sold copies of it or do a giveaway
Ikr
Can I get a copy plz?
I know this song is about lgbtq experiences, but when I feel like people don't understand me and accept me, when I feel like I can't accept me and just want to disappear, this song makes me feel so accepted, and that I'll be ok. I can learn to love myself. Thank you so much for making this song. Even if I can't find anyone that can accept me in that moment, at least I have this song as my comfort space to go on with life.
everything will be okay and nothing will be okay and that'll be okay
we love you. i love you
@@borealis_3882 thank you.... 🥺😭 I love you too 💞🫂
@MangledHamster it has no specific audience, some parts sound like they could resonate with people who struggle with mental health too. I think it's like a warm hug for every heart out in the cold
@@galubyovo4061 even I thought it was for people who struggle with mental health
i love how different this is but how much it still feels like home
the amount of money i would give to have this book-
(insert like 72849 more likes)
Same here
Bro same
Honestly
I would given all my money
THE MUSIC IS GREAT AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT BUT
WHY IS NOBODY TALKING ABOUT HOW COOL THE POP UP BOOK IS
I really hope he makes a bunch and sells them because I would buy that thing in a heartbeat.
@@rootbourne4454 I WAS JUST GONNA SAY
??? literally all of the comments are talking about the pop up book. I didn't even know if this song was new or not because no one was addressing it
The Penguin Council there wasn’t a lot when I commented
The Penguin Council or atleast none with a lot of likes
I promised myself that i would never take this song out of my playlist, this song is so comforting
I first heard the remix.
Then I heard the original
Then there was that RUclips performance.
And this... damn, this is just
It just leaves me speechless.
Same
He truly has come a long way
Yeah
Can we just take a moment to appreciate all the work put into this.
Yes.
mhm
I love how original it is❤️
this song is the same for me
cause im trans and bullied :c
Can we just take a sec to appreciate the book
Yes thank you I need a book like that
Legendsfirefox 101 same I wish you could buy it as like merch or something
Yes
I wonder how it was made
Yeah I took 277 like seconds
I wish Cavetown could know how much this song helped me to overcome so many panic attacks. It’s just so comforting, I don’t really ask for help when I’m having a hard time, so listening to his songs (home especially) really heals me, he’s a wonderful artist, I really appreciate his work so much. Thanks for saving me everyday.
Fun fact:
"book" in Japenese in prononced "home" or "hom" or "hon" witch makes the fact that this song is called home and it has a book- pretty noice
hon
@@artsynimki3204 oof sorry im still learning japanese thank u :>
@@DontEatYourMicrowave aw its cool,, i havent really learnt much of it either bwhejbwh just another weeb that happened to know sum words,, but good luck on ur journey tho! sorry if it sounded rude-
@@artsynimki3204 nono ur helping me also same im a weeb im learning it so i dont have to listen to brock scream jelly dohnuts XD
@@DontEatYourMicrowave aw,,i wish i had the time too,, but SCHOOL KHRBVEHBVTB
please make this book as merch 🍋🍋 also, beautifully done!!
I was just thinking that, though it might be difficult to massproduce :,-(
@@vilgotandersson3292 thats true, it'd be a pretty tough book to duplicate too
Maybe a simplified version?
I'll take a couple copies. . .
How much do we need to raise for a first run?>. . . . .
Agree tnt
He some how made his song more beautiful by using a
pop-up book
It did
I KNOW RIGHT! I LOVE IT!!!
imo this made it worse, just because it wasnt as perfect
the original audio seems to always be the best, like a definitive version that live performances cant live up to.
@@zeophalanx1751 *Everyone disliked that*
@@AspenFalls0907 the pop up book wasnt bad, the music was ;d
As someone who is questioning their gender and sexuality this makes me feel warm on the inside and I even tear up when I hear this song this song holds a special place in my heart 🏳️🌈🤍
❤️🏳️🌈❤️
hi! dont go top hard on yourself while in questioning, take your time!
there's only 2
@et bruh shut up
@@crumbyisreallycool please take a shower
this was beautiful. it shows how much hes grown over the years. im cRYING
so proud to see high quality production of robbie’s songs now !! he’s just gonna keep growing and growing 💕💕
The line "sometimes I am upset that I can never fall in love, but I get this avoids the stress of falling out of it" stood out to me as an aro ace, and then after looking it up, I found out that Cavetown is actually on the aroace spectrum. It's pretty impressive that someone could pinpoint a feeling that so many experience so accurately with their lyrics.
You’re not alone 😊
It's a little painful seeing the aromantic implication go so far over people's heads that they think it's about romantic feelings, cause as an aroace trans person this song has a whole lot of meaning to me. Like, it is about gender dysphoria and it's even about love I think, just not the romantic kind
@Tegzi yes i know i just wanted to say that they’re not alone in their case and that i feel the same as them about love but i know the song is mostly about dysphoria it’s just that sentence make me feel understood and i don’t know why i feel that some lyrics fit me even tho luckily i don’t feel dysphoria.
Sorry if my comment made you feel sad😔
And sorry for the mistakes
Me too I'm an aro spec,,, I just wanna feel what it's like that my friend always feel happy talking about "Liking someone and being genuine not expecting more from the other person except their existence beside you"
Funny how I got called a Fvckin playboy cause I don't feel any romantic attraction and still date people,,,, like my bad sorry I wanna feel that shet but I just can't 😂
@@Sopalinewlw oh you're good! it's just a lot of other comments here, I was glad to find this one and your reply cause there was very little mention of aspec anywhere else for some reason
[Vent ahead]
Listening to this song always makes me cry. As a person soon to major in physics and has mental disorders and more still undiagnosed to having a terrible familiar and friendship/community relationship. This song REALLY hits home deep for me. And while I'm not trans, I have similar experiences as an intersex person with dysphoria. To the point I get dreams of people mocking me. Or maybe at this point they are nightmares... I can't tell. But I especially wish someday I'd find a home as right now I'm in the worst spot with my friend leaving me and apparently likely feeling nothing. This song doesn't have to do with that but it confirms the fact that my bullies and now my mind can't help but view me as a freak of nature similar to the names I'd get called by from everyone around me. In a sense I feel this is my fault for harboring such an unapproachable personality and style that was at first to ward off bullies, but ended up doing so much more. I don't mind it as I am asexual and sort of aromantic (demiromantic so it takes time) but as a (unfortunately to the dismay to those who think I'm not human and myself at this point) biological human. I can't help but wish for affection still.
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It's painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it's something so simple and little that brightens up someone's whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you're passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it's been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you're here, existing, but I don't want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There's something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can't give you a hug, that's why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn't give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn't give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can't you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there's someone looking right back, maybe we can't see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that's enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you' re still fighting. You're so much stronger thank you think, you didn't leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn't feel like it, when you don't feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you're one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you' re heart is beautiful, that's why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life
Hope this helps
@@that-one.Arab- English isn't even my first language but I read it all. It's nice to know that in the world don't exist only bad people 💜
I don't know if this will help but I want you to know that it's ok to be you and that you are still human no matter what your family or community or even that nagging inner self critic says. You will eventually find a group of people or even just one person that will accept you for who you are and love and cherish you for it. So don't beat yourself up so harshly for it. After all, as the song says, the stars will welcome you with open arms.
I’m not a doctor, but an autistic woman. This song resonated so much with my lived experiences. Since I read up about the diagnosis I have found a vast group of supporters and friends online who went through similar problems. It may be worth looking into for some people as many tend to “mask” their problems (porcelain face) until they can’t anymore (too many colors to drive anyone insane). I’m a med student right now and we didn’t even really touch on the subject, only learned the adolescent male-presenting problems. There are also a lot of autistic creators on RUclips, I first found myself in their experiences and then sought a diagnosis (takes a lot of time, and not always worth it). No matter if diagnosed or not, you are almost always welcome in autistic/ ADHD- spaces (those two tend to have similar problems)
Damn who ever made that book must be really patient. The first time I made a mistake, I'd rip the book in half and have a mental breakdown.
how on earth do you make this
same i feel like there just arent enough mental break downs in this world
I would grab a knife and go kill all the people who said I could do it if I put my mind to it
@@sn0koplasm this is the FBI your under arrest
Austin Lorenzo oh nu....*stabs fbi*
I SWEAR I WOULD BUY THIS BOOK!!! I hope this is an item we can buy!!
SimplyMe lmao I doubt it😂 that would be so difficult to make commercially. There could me merch surrounding it although I feel like it’s not needed because this video is so magical all I want is to watch it over and over again👏
YES
I_stan_too_many_bands I mean it could be a limited addition thing.
Samee
Me too ❤❤❤
I know that this song is dedicated for a lot of trans people but me as a straight guy, this song really hit me since i was in a really dark place for a really long time and turned my back on everyone since i was pretty much not acknowledged by anybody. My parents doubted me in everything i like or i wanted. I used to love to hurt myself and suicide is always something i consider doing. I wanted to live but i dont care if i died. This songs was really one of the few if not the one thing that understand my situation the most. I needed someone to understand me. I needed somoene to talk to. and this song helped me through it. I just want to say thankyou for Cavetown for creating this masterpiece. I bet you helped through or even saved alot of people in need.
Hey bro I feel this. I was in a bad place a couple years ago as well
Cavetowns songs also helped me when I was hurting the most.. I love Cavetown
Glad ur doing better
dont worry i understand you i feel the same way i know this wont make you feel better but if you want to talk im free and i need someone to
Any tips on getting out of the dark place cuz lately it feels like no how many pills i take or beers i drink i cant get the sorrows out
As a person who is going through dysphoria and whose parent won’t let them be the one who they want to be, I could definitely say that lyrics are 95 percent right and this it really does bring me comfort and the feeling of being understood and belonging to some group of people. I know everyone will just skip my comment or thing that I am crying and asking for a pity, but really I wanted to share my opinion.
P.S sorry for mistakes I’m not that good at English and thanks for your attention
director: how much art, talent, and dedication do you want put into this video??
robbie:YES
we love youuuuu!
Props to the guy flipping the book right on beat, and the cameraman. DAMN!
pretty sure the guy flipping the pages is the artist; Cavetown XD
It me :-)
@@cavetown :D that just makes me feel all warm inside, to know how much work was put into this amazing, wholesome, music video. It's raw talent. Keep it up man, I've been watching you for some time and along with loving your music, I loved seeing you grow as an artist, and a person!
Love from New York!
@@cavetown HIYA!
cavetown HELLO! LOL I KNOW UR NOT GOING TO REPLY BUT HEY ;)
Props to whoever made that pop up book cause hOLY MOTHER ITS AMAZINGLY CREATIVE
props to the props guy
@@bizzarehuman Her name is Helen Friel. Its in the description.
As someone who is on the Aro/ace spectrum, those first lyrics go crazy
As a transmasc person this song has so much meaning to me, whether thats the intended perception or not, and this video was just beautiful x
This is like that song that knows you better than yourself.
yeah
@@marli4442 and disconnected
No
YUPPP
This song made me cry so much.
I didn’t sneeze... but thank you for blessing me.
broo smooth
Ikrr
lmao
Aww, what A pure comment uwu
OMGGGG
I come back to this masterpiece every time I feel like crying (which is quite often) and idk if you’ll read this but Robbie you saved my life multiple times lmao
I usually listen to Home during my exams (bcs I’m south Korean studying for high grades is literally equivalent to torturing myself) and it rlly helps me cope with my exam anxiety
wish me luck I’m going into another exam week in two days
Some things I notice with all of the songs that were connected to this one
-His voice evolved and its still pure
-So many instruments in this one
-AND THE FEELS HAVE EVOLVED
:0 so many likes
Lol that was the point if the song I think it all to familiar
Omgi love ur pfp
@@SpideriMan Uwu thanks
Honestly the original is better. But I like to listen to this one
UwU love the user name my favourite person says they a trash panda lol (nice pfp)
im actual tears. you've come so far and im so incredibly proud of you caveboy. I love you so much, keep doing what you love
Jamie Matthews I almost cried just because of how beautiful this is
“Caveboy”
Its insane to think he wrote this when he was like 13-14
hes not trans?
@@lawsonmoskal7363 yes he is
@@lawsonmoskal7363 I- thats literally what the song is about
@@Arloxacid69 ALL THIS TIME AND I DIDN'T KNOW HE WAS TRANS
Giselle Arellano literally same kinda
i thought he was then i realised he didn’t say anything and that would he disrespecting his privacy so i left it
The second verse is all too familiar, and it gets me every time.
To me, it talks about masking and overstimulation. I cant help but sing along whenever I hear this song.
Thank you, Cavetown.
that's just a super original idea and really well made I would 100% buy it tho xD
Honestly it's so cool I wish I could buy one.
Stillstuckin2013 I hope he sells them because I really want one
Yeah but making them would probably be hard
@@orin4654 look at it and support our boy
Sameee
To my future self: I'm sure you'll get back in this song and I just wanna say everything will be okay, cheer up!
Check back to this comment uwuwu
hopefully future you has been doing better!!:)
Praying you’re well rn~
you’re amazing, im so glad🥺
To past you: you are probably wondering who is the most important thing in the people you love’s life well…look at the first 2 words
An amazing new version of a cavetown classic! Its insane the amount of improvement you have had in mixing, vocals, and performance... just thank you for letting the world enjoy your talents
i come back to this every now and again. it used to be "this is home", and i found my comments from years ago where i vented about sh along with dozens of other people. now i watch this video, different but just as comforting, and feel grateful for how far i've come. how i'm still alive
OMYGOOODDDD I WASNT EXPECTING YOUR VOICE GOD THIS IS EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN BEFORE
Michelle Nathalia the original was his voice too tho
@@rachaelecklesdafer8740 I'm confused about that too
@@rachaelecklesdafer8740 yes i knoww!!😂 it's just now his voice is a lot deeper
im not genderfluid or nonbinary or anything like that, but i am physically disabled, and goddamn this song hits hard for a guy who just wants love
IM SORRY I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER * virtual hug *
Bro.. I'm giving you a virtual hug
*virtual hug*
Virtual hugs to anyone that needs it :))
i sending virtual hugs to everyone here. i’m sorry everyone has to go through all these things.
This video was a mix of nostalgia and happiness...
Loved it completely and I need that book right now
**LYRICS**
Often, I am upset
That I cannot fall in love, but I guess
This avoids the stress of falling out of it
Are you tired of me yet?
I'm a little sick right now but I swear
When I'm ready I will fly us out of here
(Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm)
I'll cut my hair
(Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm)
To make you stare
(Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm)
I'll hide my chest
And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Turn off your porcelain face
I can't really think right now and this place
Has too many colors, enough to drive all of us insane
Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead
'Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head
But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
My eyes went dark
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
I don't know where
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
My pupils are
But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
Get a load of this monster
He doesn't know how to communicate
His mind is in a different place
Will everybody please give him a little bit of space?
Get a load of this train wreck
His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet
But little do we know, the stars
Welcome him with open...
Get a load of this monster
He doesn't know how to communicate
His mind is in a different place
Will everybody please give him a little bit of space?
Get a load of this train wreck
His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet
But little do we know, the stars
Welcome him with open arms
Ooh-ooh
Time is
Slowly
Tracing his face
But strangely he feels at home in this place
Cuz I can see most gost and gools raping my head
Oh my god, do y'all know how hard it is to make a pop up book?!
And for everything to fold and work as it should-
I cry, this is beautiful ´д` ;
Idk why but the “stars welcome him with open arms” give me the chills and almost made me cry THIS SONG IS SO GOOD 😭😭
GARROTH WATSUP MY MAN
Garroth Ro'Meave I did cry
Livsglo_ Dragawolf :( sadness
You mean "open arms"
@@piizzarolls3208 i was gonna post something like that but you beat me to it lol
The last "get a load of this trainwreck" always hits different
Your stolen comment hits different
Pant eater The lord I can’t believe I laughed so hard at your comment
it really does
This song literally describes me. I am nonbinary and bisexual, and my life had been a mess. I cut my hair, i made new friends, i found my place. And this song just gives me such a sweird feeling, like a combinartion of happiness and sadness at the same time. Thank you for making this song Cavetown, its one of the best ever
im absolutely STUNNED by this. the videography, the lighting choices, the effects, the craftsmenship, let alone the song itself holy shit dude
this is quite literally a masterpiece, and there's nothing that can change my mind
bravo!
I'm just going to leave a quick vent here.
Last year, was a REALLY dark time for me. The years of bullying from my classmates, friends and my own father finally got to me. I kinda snapped I suppose. Every day just felt like this dark spiral that wouldn't stop. I'd wake up, do things I didn't enjoy, sleep, repeat. I live in a house of 5, yet the only way I could get my emotions out was talking to my Guinea pig (sounds silly, I know).
That was until late last year, I got into a game series named 'danganronpa'. I don't know why, bit it sort of awakened something in me. The characters, the story, the design and style kept me in this safe bubble. It was a great escape from reality. A few months later I ordered a wig and started to cosplay. Best decision I've ever made. It seems weird but when you ARE the characters that gave you a safe bubble, it's like you're in your own world. I joined danganronpa amino, met the love of my life, gained a decent following on insta and tiktok and discovered this song. The first time I heard this I just snapped I guess. Everything I'd been hiding from was back but in a strange way, It felt comforting. It's hard to describe, I guess when you don't think about something for a long time, even if it's bad thing, it feels nostalgic when you come back to it. I discovered more of cavetown's music, found myself in the LGBTQ+ community and asked my now girlfriend out. Honestly, if I hadn't found cavetown, I wouldn't be here right now. He helped me discover myself and figure out it's okay to be depressed or sad. Having emotions doesn't make me selfish, it makes me human.
If you made it up to this point, thank you. And if you ever feel the way I did back then, know there's so much more than that dark place. There will always be a light at the end of the tunnel, some take days to get it, some take years. It'll find you, don't try to use the permanent solution to this temporary problem.
I'm really happy things worked out got you! Your story is great, I really want to cosplay but due to not having a credit card and not much money i cant right now, but maybe someday! And hey, i like danganronpa too! i recently got into it :D
Are we the same person...?
I talk to my guinea pigs and my cats i also love danganronpa and cavetown but the only thing i cant relate to is the cosplay bit bc im broke and all that so ye
Edit: I'm now trying to save up for a Kyoko Kirigiri cosplay
whats your tiktok? i love cosplays and anime so ill give you a follow :)
This is an amazing story 😢 I’m glad you feel at “home” now. (Get it? Lol) just want to mention that I will, too, follow your tik tok AND make sure you get at least two guinea pigs unless you can give the one your undivided attention all the time. Sorry to be that one annoying person but i want your guinea pig to live a long life. Have a nice day!
@@hazelrogers513 Even if you give that guinea pig as much attention as you can ITS NOT THE SAME they NEED to have at least one guinea pig friend!
You cant always spend time with a guinea pig and never talk to any other humans or you go insane
Same fors guineas... Guinea pigs can litteraly get deppresion i guess you would call it and will refuse to eat until they eventually die :/
And dont think that just cause your guinea doesnt do that means theirr happy alone
THEY
NEED
TO
BE
IN
PAIRS/HERDS
I dont think cavetown realizes how much people would pay for a copy of this book
IKR perfect merch opportunity!
Imlazydwi
His names Robbie btw
Eren Gökırmak
Robbie,not robin
@@Z4yz4y Robbie's real name is Robin but people call him Robbie just because :,)
I really wanted to like this about 7 times
i'm a trans woman and i love this song lol
even though it was probably targeted to trans men as an audience i relate to it a lot
Yah same!
Same, I love this song!
Every time I sing it I just switch the pronouns on some lines and honestly it still fits perfectly
@@izukurinnvarris7797 I change the pronouns in some parts too
I’m just thinking how stressful it must have been to time and shoot this perfectly.
Right??
ye
Sammy Paul omfg, dude. Love watching your videos! Didn’t expect to see you here.
Sammy Paul good job with the shoot btw
EXACTLY
A year ago, I discovered that my brother was suicidal after coming across his twitter profile. It hurt so much to read the pain he was going through. He always played this song and I loved the melody but was never aware of the lyrics.
After a while, I searched for it on spotify. My heart sunk and I cried uncontrollably for 30 minutes.
Is this how you feel? Is this how you perceive yourself?
I wish I could do more to help you, my little brother. I listen and I care but I cannot make you tell me your struggles if you dont want to.
We are on a road-trip right now, he is sitting in front of me, calmly sleeping. I wish I could protect him from the demons that wrap his mind. I really do.
Edit: its been 2 years since I last wrote this comment. My brother is doing much better now! He found an amazing group of friends and got a girlfriend. He is working so hard in his uni and I am so proud of the man he is becoming. He even wrote his first couple of books!
He is slowly getting rid of his social anxiety and even though he struggles sometimes, he has been more open to me whenever he needs me.
Theres always hope, to whoever reads this.
aw thats sad. i hope hes ok. how old is he? and what do the lyrics mean?!?!?! someone tell meh!
Oh you're a good brother! Is he alright now?
If your parents are supporting about mental health you should tell them to maybe look into getting him some therapy; or maybe try to bring up that you saw his Twitter or something, or maybe be vaguer about that and tell him where you found it if he asks, and tell him there are people who can help him and encourage him to get therapy if it is possible with insurance or if you can afford private; if your parents aren't supportive though there are always at least hotlines and maybe school counselors, I hope he's okay
@@lov3336 thx!!
Talk to him
Director: How much art do you want in your video?
Robbie: yes!
As someone who's having an identity crisis this song helped me. Whenever I feel empty/alone I just sing or listen to this song.
A third composition of one of Robbie's best songs? This made my week!
Wait there are 3 I only know 2
I havent cried this hard since watching 1-800 by Logic and seeing you in concert in December. Thank you so much, Robbie. For bringing this music to life.
the “GET A LOAD OF THIS TRAINWRecK is good
train-uwu-reck
TheFirePhahx you better not
I’m not bisexual or transgender or part of LGBTQ, but this song right here is what got me into singing, it’s what made me feel like I was at home. made me feel like everything’s gonna be alright. whenever im sad, i come here. this is honestly one of my favorite songs, it reminds me of my past and makes me feel warm. this song has been here for me through pain, love, and hate, right now im feeling a lot of sadness and this song is making me feel better, thank you cavetown. i don’t know if you realize it, but you’ve helped me through a whole whole lot in my life. and make me remember the good stuff. thank you.
Why does all of your music make me want to cry?
same kid
literally every song of his make me want to go cry in a corner. but in a good way?? i don't know.
I loved the first version of this song, and hearing this remake took my breath away. I listened to it so often for the past couple years, and it felt like a piece of comfort in a time when my life was most chaotic. I'm absolutely blown away by this video. Thank you for making this song. ❤️
Very well said. This song has always meant so much to me.
its awful that the lyric video made by some random person has 60 million views and this only has 7 million
MHM,,,although i assume he copyrighted it
This vids has 9 million now. Also, that other vid was a different version, called This is Home
No they are both the same song, he just changed the name.
This song is just a slightly different version, he wrote both and should get the views.
@@Echo-fh8lx not exactly. Some parts are reverbed or given a more dramatic feel, like the "get a load of this monster" part getting repeated twice
Whoever made this pop out book COOKED. My daughter has been a fan of Cavetown for years, and whenever she listens to music, it’s always Cavetown ☺️
3:10
This part for some reason remainds me when i said to my Mom that i was bisexual and a trans male.
And She hugged me and said "it's okey, i'm here, my little kid"
I cried so hard-
Your mom is a good person, I’m not trans and I’m straight, however I’m glad that she doesn’t care if you’re trans or if you’re not straight or whatever. You’re still her child and she loves you... lol I wish we had more moms like this in our world.
I wish my mom could have been like that instead of being transphobic and saying "I'll never accept your choice"
awwwwwww well ur very handsome i bet
I’m so sorry for this but I really get triggered when people put okey instead of okay I also know this irrelevant
I came out recently and I started crying and she td me there was no need to cry and she apologized that I thought I was carrying a burden
It says so much about this song about how it hits _just_ right for so many different groups. It’s great
I found you
A Bigfoot and I found you now time to get a photo of you that’s not blurry
I found you
And this is why i love this song everyone can interpret this song
Please let this be on Spotify
Edit: oh god yes it is, I checked and instantly added it
The symbolic importance of the title change is so magnificent.
The first version was a confirmation. "Is this home? This is home."
The second version is a certainty. "What is this place? Home."
I love it so much, dude. The song is a banger and a comfort, too.