I'm glad that I found this video. Very much appreciate it. I can relate. Thank you verily, plz dont ever delete this channel. It is exceptional, personal and inspirational. :)
Not sure what youtube is trying to tell me by recommending this😅 I'm not religious, and from the sounds of it you are neither, but what you were saying reminded me of the serenity prayer that I quite like: grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Sounds like you're taking that to heart. Best of luck to you
Certainly a restart is mandatory at point...maybe its called a mid life crisis but maybe we don't have to call it that anymore. I think Ive had 5 mid life crisis and im 43...thanks Kate for sharing!
I'd like to share my story with you if that's ok because I'm hitting that point in my life right now. Basically I was born with a very rare kidney/liver disease and in my 35 years I have undergone 3 different kidney transplants and 1 liver transplant along with 10 years on dialysis in between and I've been struggling with depression ever since my first transplant at 13 years old. I tried to take my life at 14 because my life was hell. It's hard enough to be a teen in middle school but when you add my medical issues on top of it it really escalated. My disease caused me to develop bone disease and made it hard to walk long distances and it totally ruined any sense of self worth I had because I was constant and habitually bullied all throughout middle and high school. After I lost my second transplant in 2012 I had to go back on dialysis which caused my bone disease (and the pain it causes) to grow exponentially which in turn made me so much more depressed. In 2014 I met a girl who I thought was "The one" she had been born with liver disease and had a transplant as a baby so I was extatic thinking I finally found someone who will understand...but nope I was wrong. Two years into the relationship my health was going downhill worse because at that time I had only had 2 kidney transplants but the years on dialysis caused my liver to go into failure so I had to be put on the list for both a kidney and liver. Some of the symptoms of liver failure are sleeping like 14 hours a day and always being tired no matter what and one morning out of the blue she tells me she's leaving and her exact words were "I love you but I'm too afraid that I'm going to wake up one morning and find you dead next to me"...and that was that. I've been single since early 2016 and I'm prob going to die alone because I have far too much baggage medically and emotionally for any sane girl to ever want to deal with, plus once a girl hears that you can't work a normal job they turn and run. I have my own place and still have an income but I understand how off putting that is to a girl so I think it's easier in the long run to just stay alone, any relationship I find is prob only going to end in heartbreak anyways. It's just hard sometimes to go to sleep every night alone. While our situations are different I think they are similar enough to where I think you can see where I'm coming from. I hit my rock bottom recently (At least I hope it was my rock bottom because I can't imagine feeling any lower than I do now). It's just really hard sometimes because I'm a really emotionally driven guy especially when it comes to relationships, I love just spending time with my partner..so not having anyone in the last 8 1/2 years has been so difficult and idk if it will ever change, this world is so driven by money and material things and most girls (not all) want the same things, a nice house, cars, money, and I can't give them that...honestly the only thing I have to offer any girl is my heart/soul and sadly that's just not enough anymore. Either way I'm sorry to have written a book here lol but your video really stuck out to me and was very relatable because I am definitely dealing with bad depression/anxiety all day every day. Anyway thank you for sharing your story and I hope you're doing well and continue to keep doing great. 😊
Thank you for sharing your story. Those are some tough cards to be holding. But the fact you keep going is testament to your strength 💪 I've also been dumped in the past because of my baggage by people who have just as much of their own. It really sucks. Hopefully there's someone out there for all us tender people who are just trying our best to get by. Take care 😊
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Keep up your channel. When you start doubting yourself just stop those thoughts immediately. Tell anxiety your not afraid of it anymore ❤
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I'm glad that I found this video. Very much appreciate it. I can relate. Thank you verily, plz dont ever delete this channel. It is exceptional, personal and inspirational. :)
Thanks!
Not sure what youtube is trying to tell me by recommending this😅 I'm not religious, and from the sounds of it you are neither, but what you were saying reminded me of the serenity prayer that I quite like: grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Sounds like you're taking that to heart. Best of luck to you
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Definitely not religious, but spiritual for sure as there's lots of wisdom in saying like the serenity prayer 🙏 Thank you 😊
Certainly a restart is mandatory at point...maybe its called a mid life crisis but maybe we don't have to call it that anymore. I think Ive had 5 mid life crisis and im 43...thanks Kate for sharing!
Let's call it a fabulous early mid-life reset 😅 Thanks for taking the time to watch and comment 😊
I'd like to share my story with you if that's ok because I'm hitting that point in my life right now.
Basically I was born with a very rare kidney/liver disease and in my 35 years I have undergone 3 different kidney transplants and 1 liver transplant along with 10 years on dialysis in between and I've been struggling with depression ever since my first transplant at 13 years old. I tried to take my life at 14 because my life was hell. It's hard enough to be a teen in middle school but when you add my medical issues on top of it it really escalated. My disease caused me to develop bone disease and made it hard to walk long distances and it totally ruined any sense of self worth I had because I was constant and habitually bullied all throughout middle and high school. After I lost my second transplant in 2012 I had to go back on dialysis which caused my bone disease (and the pain it causes) to grow exponentially which in turn made me so much more depressed. In 2014 I met a girl who I thought was "The one" she had been born with liver disease and had a transplant as a baby so I was extatic thinking I finally found someone who will understand...but nope I was wrong. Two years into the relationship my health was going downhill worse because at that time I had only had 2 kidney transplants but the years on dialysis caused my liver to go into failure so I had to be put on the list for both a kidney and liver. Some of the symptoms of liver failure are sleeping like 14 hours a day and always being tired no matter what and one morning out of the blue she tells me she's leaving and her exact words were "I love you but I'm too afraid that I'm going to wake up one morning and find you dead next to me"...and that was that. I've been single since early 2016 and I'm prob going to die alone because I have far too much baggage medically and emotionally for any sane girl to ever want to deal with, plus once a girl hears that you can't work a normal job they turn and run. I have my own place and still have an income but I understand how off putting that is to a girl so I think it's easier in the long run to just stay alone, any relationship I find is prob only going to end in heartbreak anyways. It's just hard sometimes to go to sleep every night alone. While our situations are different I think they are similar enough to where I think you can see where I'm coming from. I hit my rock bottom recently (At least I hope it was my rock bottom because I can't imagine feeling any lower than I do now). It's just really hard sometimes because I'm a really emotionally driven guy especially when it comes to relationships, I love just spending time with my partner..so not having anyone in the last 8 1/2 years has been so difficult and idk if it will ever change, this world is so driven by money and material things and most girls (not all) want the same things, a nice house, cars, money, and I can't give them that...honestly the only thing I have to offer any girl is my heart/soul and sadly that's just not enough anymore. Either way I'm sorry to have written a book here lol but your video really stuck out to me and was very relatable because I am definitely dealing with bad depression/anxiety all day every day. Anyway thank you for sharing your story and I hope you're doing well and continue to keep doing great. 😊
Thank you for sharing your story. Those are some tough cards to be holding. But the fact you keep going is testament to your strength 💪
I've also been dumped in the past because of my baggage by people who have just as much of their own. It really sucks. Hopefully there's someone out there for all us tender people who are just trying our best to get by. Take care 😊
we're all gonna make it girl !!
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