im still learning that. I can relate to most of theas song and everyone arond me mostly my family think im so ok when im just broken becuase of them :(
154 comments. 154 people, kids, going through things adults were supposed to protect them from. Though we are far from alone. We are still alive and will thrive. Just need to find people who do actually care and love the way we need them to
It okay we get use to it eventually 🙂 I was in pain for more then half of my life. It been ten years since I began to think about death as a friend I’m 18 now. And I don’t know what I’m suppose to do anymore.
I, from a young age, was suicidal. My parents ignored me. When I first attempted they only cared that I was home on time. Earlier I got in trouble for going out without there approval. I was heading for a bridge over a railway line. The only cared about me leaving
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This is my life right now.... I'm turning 20 but I've already suffered a lot... And now I'm being treated like an adult and a child at the same time. I'm tired😞💔 I have a lot of trauma and nearly hurt myself at 13 and 17 but still no peace.
Believe me Hunny I am 63 and been though and Saw things Growing up that a kid should be sheltered from 😢 Just hold on your life will get better as you Grow 🙏 Don't make the same mistakes as your Abusers ❤
Every need anything I’m here I’m 22 and had to grow up and broke drugs and gangs n my life and I’m still lose with three kids and don’t know how to be a father never had either one so I know how it feel family left me n the cold with nothing slept at my street brother grave still don’t have anything just got out of prison and I’m still lose every need any ppl out here
I’m not that old, so maybe I don’t really understand what others are going through. But what I feel… it’s different. It’s anxiety, pressure, just being constantly overwhelmed. I don’t really have friends who get me. I have a family, but it doesn’t feel like one. I cry alone, face buried in my pillow, counting my breaths so no one hears me. And when someone asks how I am, I just say I’m fine… even though I’m not.
@Eryx-tae trust me when you cry, you should say thank you because some of us, no matter how much we try, the tears can't come out cause we got used to not crying that even if we want to, the tears don't come out and also, you don't have to be old to go through a lot. I'm still young yet I've gone through a lot and most times, even the same amount of problems as a grown up
I'm 12 years old I have always been the quiet one in my family I don't even really talk to my family anymore I'm always in my room I have been isolating my self for a long time
After a year of sexual abuse and mental abuse at 14 and turning 15 trying to forget by taking pills to make me numb and the scars are proof of the pain I feel and no one is there to help this song hit hard I just don't know what to do anymore....
I don't know why, but I'm a teenager like most people. And I'm not gonna lie I've been through a lot when I was at early teenager age like 12. And then I started to listen to songs like this. But now. After a lot of time, I'm almost 14. But I don't know why. I'm actually having better life. I know being teenager is the hardest. But actually, my life is going pretty good. It was horrible at first. Now I'm better. Now your songs feels too sad for me. But I still like to listen to them. Cause, people think only sad people listens to sad songs. But I'm happy. Why am I still listening to sad songs then? Cause somehow it makes me feel relaxed, calm. I love them so much
I'll finish the poem as soon as I can. I've been in a slump recently. The exams that determine my life ahead are getting closer and closer. "I was taught how not to cry" hit me. I haven't cried in the past three years. I hated crying. At one point, i realised that i forgot how to cry in the first place. I was reading a really sad book and i know i would've cried if I knew how to. There's this quote I saw somewhere once 'writers don't cry; they bleed on paper' I think thats so relatable for me.
I didn't here this until I was 47 and it explains my childhood so well parents really need to try harder to show love compassion empathy and respect in ever child nobody should ever have to feel this way it's not right to treat your children f up just because what you were taught I believe we need to break the cycle that's 3:21
Thank you for sharing this. Sometimes we feel like our pain is justified. Like we are not even allowed to feel the way we feel. This songs helps to not feel so alone.
My brothers and sisters, I feel the same pain you are not alone. Do not sucumb to the lies of the darkness that tries to consume us, because every moment we deny its inevitable dominance we are the truth. We exist, be the light, burn bright, beat back the infinite darkness. Our flicker of light shall fade, even the infinite black measures itself by the flicker of our flames. We are all so much more than our sad hearts. Even as we fade, even when we consume each other, id choose to struggle, hurt, and burn than submit to the silence. Know that i see you my brothers and sisters, and though I cant reach you, will never know you, can suffer with you, I LOVE YOU. Your light is radiant, I celebrate our flame. I forgive you all, and beg forgivness for my raging fire. I stand, I will carry your pain with pride, I will never yield to the cold still darkness, because that my friends is the lie. The darkness always is but we always shall be.
To the person out there who feels all alone: You're NOT! You have a heavenly father who is waiting for you with open arms, no matter who you are, where you came from, what you've been through, or what you've done. He is waiting for YOU! SO surrender and just run to Him 🫂
Hug me tight.. I can't do this anymore.. ALL I WANT AND NEED IS HOME, A HOME. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE I FEEL LIKE I'M DYING INSIDE WHILE I'M ALIVE OUTSIDE.. why the world is always unfair when it's come to me.. I don't deserve all that?..
🫂 you deserve it brother The world should've given you safety, but the world just failed you Hang in there brother I hope your suffering will end soon and your heart can begin to recover the damaged you've been enduring
I am 12 and this song is me I never show pain I lurned that I shouldn’t be a problem and not to burden people this song is my life. I am also always saying what I did so rong to have this life i dont and cant trust anyone anymore
I was abused by my uncle’s sister who I lived with for four years never knew my real parents. My adopted parents and my brother used to say to me we love you but we don’t like you. Now I’m married and still feel the way Even with a loving wife
My mum was the little rock I would hold onto for dear life though 13 years of my life it broke her to choose but she tried her damn hardest to keep me alive even if it was just 4 days a month she gave me a sanctuary a place to breathe and am grateful for that every single day because at the same time she was drowning as well she is a damn warrior and she is my fucking Hero 😭❤️😭
I look at my babies.. being the same age i was when i went through my deepest cuts and it tears me to pieces because when i look at them all i see is love and pureness, and kindness and compassion. Two goofy little buttheads.. who act just the way i did before life caved me in.. and i just cannot comprehend
Well still live,despite everything,despite being tired and without will or plan....but we either will find a reason to live,or find peace in the final rest
Anyone listening to this song and feels it like a tree in there chest we are so worth it and more I promise that you are andif anyone ever needs someone to just be there please reach out to me I know the pain I felt every second of this song and more. It time to hold each other up ❤
I honestly get this song because my whole childhood was horrible, but at the same time you cant let you become your past. Try growing from it and show others that your past doesnt define you
My parents arent bad people. But they still broke me. I cut myself and i got given the words 'im disappointed in you' instead of help. Its been almost 10 months since then, and every fcking day is a battle to not hurt myself, to take my anger, guilt and shame out on my skin. This song literally reduced me to tears, people i dont even know understand my pain more than my own flesh and blood.
When u feel lost , and just want to disappear it means u want to be found u want to be heard. Idk why but the place I live in doesn't feel like home it's like I don't belong here.i feel trapped under the pressure,fights and the expectations to do good . Idk why but I feel lonely deep inside
Landen ty ur mom knows this is how u are .u are always her baby ,she's sorry u went to war with her u deserved better she didn't know how to escape so she set u free for your safety.not cause u were unwanted
This song is really related to me. I feel tired and depressed about my life because I stay quiet all of my own and don't want to speak because I'm dying on the inside and couldn't keep fighting it, and I'm nothing but I'm wishing I should be deserved to fade or dissappear because my future abuser can show me how different the world can be without me. I hate myself but no one believes me because no one cares about all of my inner feelings that can't compare to the real me. I feel left away with the ground building a bigger hole for me to fall rock bottom to die. Sometimes feeling like a burden makes more painful than being a selfish person. They don't know who I am, but villains feel like dying and sadness than being betrayed for nothing. It's like me, I am not worth living, I want to survive. Isolate me for all the vulnerabilities that I suffered from people. I want to become invisible, so no one can see me and not existing with painful heart. Please God, just leave me be, I'm crying in the rain that you sent me down in the world that's loud, but I feel denied. This is all I have, and if you see this comment, just tell me I'm not okay.😭❤️🩹
Yup song hits hard to me I feel the same way. Since nothing has changed only one that was happy I did any good was my grandfather who sadly passed away but told me to keep walking till i can't walk any more. But the numbness is to deep for me now. So now I'm quite and just do my job and go home nothing more can be done even after have a broken up relationship today I don't feel any thing but the numbness I wish for some thing else but it's so hard to find now of days when ever thing is falling a part
I grew up scared the people I cared about would leave. I learned to not need anyone so losing people wouldn't hurt. I learned that when things started getting to deep to sabotage because if I didn't hurt them first they would hurt me.
Rather than expressing distress or "breaking" in a way that would be visible or disruptive to others, the speaker learned to suppress and internalize their pain. "Bending" suggests:
Gonna be 43 in May, the scars never fully go away. We just learn to deal with them (hopefully) but than we tend to attract those types of ppl later on in life :(
Love your songs. I always listen to your songs when I'm not okay and they make me feel better knowing that there were people that understood me. THANK YOU😊😭😭
I cant bury it all anymore but now im old enough "its my responsibility to fix me" i dont know how. I only had me. Even when i had others it was cuz i met their need. Im so tired.
@ludvicboi9383 Seek the lessons of the bible and study: Matthew 7:7 KJV and 2 timothy 2:15 KJV Hosea 4:6 KJV “My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me: seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children.”
I'm 37 and to be honest the only real thing that keeping me alive is my dog once she gone I'm just going to give up I used to be so hateful with my sister's and my niece's and nephew and I was a people pleaser to because of all the stuff I want through but a few weeks ago I had to walk myself to the hospital and if I didn't i could have died and I just can't leave my dog behind because she's all i have left
Each human has their own kind of silence while that has its own kind of loudness. Safe is a lie, tears are supposed to be stitches for your soul unfortunately it is dangerous to stitch your soul and pain is life, so carry on and bend to the circumstances until the day your transformed to ash to be put back into the ground.
Beautiful-thank you so much for sharing this. I’d be lying if I said it didn’t make me cry. You found the words so many of us wish we could say, and your song reminds us we’re not alone in feeling this way. Truly, thank you.
You're not alone, friend❤ i know the feeling, too well.. I promise you, it will get better. As long as you never give up, you can find reason, and people that care. The loneliness, emptiness, exhaustion, I know how it all feels. Dont ever give up, my friend. Make sure to rest well, drink lots of water, and stay healthy🙏 best wishes❤️
Hope… It’s so hard to hold onto but it’s what makes it so precious. When you feel alone and that all is lost hold onto hope that much harder. Keep moving forward with the hope that things will get better, that you will find the place where you fit in and that you will be seen. If you can’t find that place then build it. Tear by tear, scar by scar and when you do protect it with your entire being. This is what I did and I am forever thankful that I never gave up.
In this moment on the couch in aball crying my eyes out. I got a good heart, don't know why I cannot feel loved..... I want to be loved unconditionally..
This really hits hard with me. I grew up not asking for much and I was always the quiet kid and because my parents divorced I don’t know my mom didn’t make much money so I didn’t get the things I wanted. And I knew my dad was working hard and his life was going hard so I chose not to ask for much and it turned me into a shy person. I don’t even have that much confidence and I’m 18 now gonna turn 19 in July. I still feel like I’m so scared of the future and I don’t know what’s ahead of my life and I’m scared. I’m not doing good in college right now. I’m doing virtual and it’s just hard. Got through a lot for someone growing up. It should not go through my mom brought in so many guys she need to bring someone that did drugs and she brought him around us and he overdosed like maybe twice. I’m pretty sure I was like 14 at that time. And I’m saying no one should ever go through this. It’s messed up. And I’m starting to think that my mom doesn’t really care about us she will always choose that man over us and she said in that situation again and I don’t know what to do. But for like two or three years now our dad has had custody of us in life has been going well ever since then it’s just I’m scared for my brothers and their safety cause I can’t trust my mom no more and it’s hard cause I always put on a mask when I’m with her.
Trust GOD, my Lord always helps all you have to do is talk to him.. no I don't mean be religious in any means God knows I'm not but I believe in my Lord not what they call religion now a days... If your happy with your dad and comfortable with him.. try just talking to him. Like what really is going on with you.... I couldn't talk to other my mom or dad all I got back was fucked up answers so I had to ask GOD to help me remove my emotions because I was gonna end up killing myself if i kept them... Now I'm like a robot literally.. so I can never get into a relationship ever again because my emotions and feelings about people are gone.. I feel nothing. But I found out that i can pour my love into nature and animal with out any problems.. turns out I can learn to communicate with a animal if you give me enough time.. even learned to understand them. And they understand me... I have an amazing daughter named suri I found her on my birthday 3 years ago. I went thru housing problems and had to give her to my mom I knew she would safe and happy then be with me and starving... Shes my everything and has the most beautiful eyes there color is snow white one of a kind.. she inherited part of my soul because she didn't have those eyes when I first brought her home and she's the exact copy of me with out the pain.. and she's a cat so tell me how is she exactly like me without the pain in life teaching her
Hi to all of u who have gone trough something similar you are amazing for not breaking but sometimes it will help you to let it out and break because once u know its broken only then can you accept it and either fix it or acknowledge its broken and make a new way
This song hits very hard. It is a perfect comparison to my childhood. I grew up in a house where I was the one beaten because I was the boy and boys should be strong. I was supposed to be able to take it. The only reason he stopped beating me was because one time it went too far. He broke a 2 × 4 across the back of my head, knocking me unconscious. He'd thought he'd killed me. But I woke up to see the neighbor lady with her son and husband at her back, finger in his face for what they saw him do. I can't say anything more. Too many memories. But this song hits way to hard
Ya.. thanks for another episode of my life.. Every sentence is so bloddy true. Dont get me wrong here but it feels somehow good to not be the only one "raised in unsafe time"...
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No matter how old you get, the scars never go away.
i know it doesn't hurt anymore but the memory still cuts deep.
Ture
Look up! He loves you 🤍
@John-s9y4mAMEN! 🩵🫶🥹:) 3:25
Scars only grows deeper until light fades away.
"I grew up scared of doing wrong even when I tried my best" hits different
yeah still scared of doing wrong
This affects me everyday.
I learned to shelter who I was, I learned to break silently so I'm not a burden.
I feel you 💔
im still learning that. I can relate to most of theas song and everyone arond me mostly my family think im so ok when im just broken becuase of them :(
@SavannahMartella Same here same here i have bipolar and everyone i love knows and they dont think to check on me becuase i hide how i feel
154 comments. 154 people, kids, going through things adults were supposed to protect them from. Though we are far from alone. We are still alive and will thrive. Just need to find people who do actually care and love the way we need them to
It okay we get use to it eventually 🙂 I was in pain for more then half of my life. It been ten years since I began to think about death as a friend I’m 18 now. And I don’t know what I’m suppose to do anymore.
I, from a young age, was suicidal. My parents ignored me. When I first attempted they only cared that I was home on time. Earlier I got in trouble for going out without there approval. I was heading for a bridge over a railway line. The only cared about me leaving
I alternate between pain and numb. More often than not, I'm numb with a mask of fine
Soo true
my mom cased all my problems and she thinks that iv moved on when im just to hurt to show any wrong emotion :(
I am a 46 yr old women and this hit me in my chest. Every word❤
For me too. 💯💯💯
Why is your songs basically my life stories😢😢😢
Same here ✌️
@ludvicboi9383 Everyone studying BIBLE? 2 timothy 2:15 KJV
With Robert Breaker, Gino Jennings and Stephen Darby Ministires
To get wisdom and understanding - Proverbs 4:7 KJV
Everyone searching to reprove freemasonry? - Eph 5:11 KJV, so that, you, who be an ever learner: 2 Timothy 3:7 KJV, be able to come to the John 8:32 KJV
Same
Same
its almost kinda creepy how hard it hits home
This is my life right now.... I'm turning 20 but I've already suffered a lot... And now I'm being treated like an adult and a child at the same time. I'm tired😞💔 I have a lot of trauma and nearly hurt myself at 13 and 17 but still no peace.
Stay strong.
Believe me Hunny I am 63 and been though and Saw things Growing up that a kid should be sheltered from 😢 Just hold on your life will get better as you Grow 🙏 Don't make the same mistakes as your Abusers ❤
Every need anything I’m here I’m 22 and had to grow up and broke drugs and gangs n my life and I’m still lose with three kids and don’t know how to be a father never had either one so I know how it feel family left me n the cold with nothing slept at my street brother grave still don’t have anything just got out of prison and I’m still lose every need any ppl out here
Lets friend broo
I'm 18 and familiar with the feeling. Love you❤ stay strong :)
No amount of healing makes it go away. 💔
I’m not that old, so maybe I don’t really understand what others are going through. But what I feel… it’s different. It’s anxiety, pressure, just being constantly overwhelmed. I don’t really have friends who get me. I have a family, but it doesn’t feel like one.
I cry alone, face buried in my pillow, counting my breaths so no one hears me. And when someone asks how I am, I just say I’m fine… even though I’m not.
Sorry brv❤ everything is gonna be fine
I feel you .
@Eryx-tae trust me when you cry, you should say thank you because some of us, no matter how much we try, the tears can't come out cause we got used to not crying that even if we want to, the tears don't come out and also, you don't have to be old to go through a lot. I'm still young yet I've gone through a lot and most times, even the same amount of problems as a grown up
@FaithWachuka-y2l thnx bro ❤
@FaithWachuka-y2li feel you 💯
I'm 12 years old I have always been the quiet one in my family I don't even really talk to my family anymore I'm always in my room I have been isolating my self for a long time
You will truly love this song when you truly feel and understand what he was talking about
After a year of sexual abuse and mental abuse at 14 and turning 15 trying to forget by taking pills to make me numb and the scars are proof of the pain I feel and no one is there to help this song hit hard I just don't know what to do anymore....
Don't forget that God is always there to help. So I encourage you to pray❤ He sees you. You are not invisible or insignificant 😊 ok?
I'm sorry for what you've been through. No one should ever should know that pain.😔😔
😢😢😢
Your not alone I went through mental abuse, physical abuse, and starvation at the age of 9-14
I you can heal like me and my siblings are trying to just know your not alone in this world
I don't know why, but I'm a teenager like most people. And I'm not gonna lie I've been through a lot when I was at early teenager age like 12. And then I started to listen to songs like this. But now. After a lot of time, I'm almost 14. But I don't know why. I'm actually having better life. I know being teenager is the hardest. But actually, my life is going pretty good. It was horrible at first. Now I'm better. Now your songs feels too sad for me. But I still like to listen to them. Cause, people think only sad people listens to sad songs. But I'm happy. Why am I still listening to sad songs then? Cause somehow it makes me feel relaxed, calm. I love them so much
I'll finish the poem as soon as I can. I've been in a slump recently. The exams that determine my life ahead are getting closer and closer. "I was taught how not to cry" hit me. I haven't cried in the past three years. I hated crying. At one point, i realised that i forgot how to cry in the first place. I was reading a really sad book and i know i would've cried if I knew how to. There's this quote I saw somewhere once 'writers don't cry; they bleed on paper' I think thats so relatable for me.
its kinda comforting to know that its not only me thats suffering like this. thx alot relatone
you are never alone thare is always somone that can relate to you even when you feel like thares not
@SavannahMartella i'll look forward to it
Dont ever feel this way ,your amazeing,your a great singer,lovely voice i love it❤
Broken heart with broken memories but always a fake smile on face.... Be strong all ❤😢
I didn't here this until I was 47 and it explains my childhood so well parents really need to try harder to show love compassion empathy and respect in ever child nobody should ever have to feel this way it's not right to treat your children f up just because what you were taught I believe we need to break the cycle that's 3:21
Im soon to be 43 and this is the story of my life
Thank you for sharing this. Sometimes we feel like our pain is justified. Like we are not even allowed to feel the way we feel.
This songs helps to not feel so alone.
My brothers and sisters, I feel the same pain you are not alone. Do not sucumb to the lies of the darkness that tries to consume us, because every moment we deny its inevitable dominance we are the truth. We exist, be the light, burn bright, beat back the infinite darkness. Our flicker of light shall fade, even the infinite black measures itself by the flicker of our flames. We are all so much more than our sad hearts. Even as we fade, even when we consume each other, id choose to struggle, hurt, and burn than submit to the silence. Know that i see you my brothers and sisters, and though I cant reach you, will never know you, can suffer with you, I LOVE YOU. Your light is radiant, I celebrate our flame. I forgive you all, and beg forgivness for my raging fire. I stand, I will carry your pain with pride, I will never yield to the cold still darkness, because that my friends is the lie. The darkness always is but we always shall be.
😭😭😭😭this song made me cry because made me realize how i am growing up now
To the person out there who feels all alone:
You're NOT!
You have a heavenly father who is waiting for you with open arms, no matter who you are, where you came from, what you've been through, or what you've done.
He is waiting for YOU!
SO surrender and just run to Him 🫂
Amen❤
@IrisSnow-h5s❤
Be well, be safe. Bless you and all you call family.
Thank you 😢
there is no god dont sell more lies i know to manny already
2:20 am and I am listening 🙃
Hug me tight.. I can't do this anymore.. ALL I WANT AND NEED IS HOME, A HOME. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE I FEEL LIKE I'M DYING INSIDE WHILE I'M ALIVE OUTSIDE.. why the world is always unfair when it's come to me.. I don't deserve all that?..
🫂 you deserve it brother
The world should've given you safety, but the world just failed you
Hang in there brother
I hope your suffering will end soon and your heart can begin to recover the damaged you've been enduring
Baby I’m here. God I wish I could hug you. Baby your not alone
U deserve better may peace be with you❤
Hugs
I still smile when I'm sad or angry. Not because it makes me feel better but because growing up it was the only "safe" expression.
I am 12 and this song is me I never show pain I lurned that I shouldn’t be a problem and not to burden people this song is my life.
I am also always saying what I did so rong to have this life i dont and cant trust anyone anymore
Too afraid to live , too scared to die
this song made me cry because made me realize how i grew up
I feel you😢
The scars never fade away
I take care of my dad with my mom and sister since I was 8. I'm 19 years old now.
افضّل الموت على ان افتح قلبى لأحد 😔
لقد تعلمت ان ابقى صامتة الى النهاية
I can never forget this hurt or regret, God help us all
I was abused by my uncle’s sister who I lived with for four years never knew my real parents. My adopted parents and my brother used to say to me we love you but we don’t like you. Now I’m married and still feel the way Even with a loving wife
"and never bleed where they could see" hits me hard cause i always hide my arms so no one would see me bleed
My mum was the little rock I would hold onto for dear life though 13 years of my life it broke her to choose but she tried her damn hardest to keep me alive even if it was just 4 days a month she gave me a sanctuary a place to breathe and am grateful for that every single day because at the same time she was drowning as well she is a damn warrior and she is my fucking Hero 😭❤️😭
I have never connected so strongly to each lyric before…
Diaaammm!!!!!! No need for 911, you can't put this fire out!!!!!!!
I look at my babies.. being the same age i was when i went through my deepest cuts and it tears me to pieces because when i look at them all i see is love and pureness, and kindness and compassion. Two goofy little buttheads.. who act just the way i did before life caved me in.. and i just cannot comprehend
37 and feeling this hard.
Thank you for findings the words to incapsulate all the words I could never express.
Exist quietly is what people want from my experience... Tho I grew to enjoy being unnoticed and have made being as invisible as possible my go to.
People want the results, success without knowing the story❤
holy shit this song hit me so hard. I absolutely love it. Literally my childhood.
Im broken but im ok just made me stronger
I hear your pain through the sound wave echoing from deep within hope you're at peace
Well still live,despite everything,despite being tired and without will or plan....but we either will find a reason to live,or find peace in the final rest
Every word is mine thank u for showing me I'm not alone tho it feels that way
betrayed by my own mother i'm taken back there by this song
i cant say how deep this song hit me 💔
I agree this song is basically my childhood
Anyone listening to this song and feels it like a tree in there chest we are so worth it and more I promise that you are andif anyone ever needs someone to just be there please reach out to me I know the pain I felt every second of this song and more. It time to hold each other up ❤
I honestly get this song because my whole childhood was horrible, but at the same time you cant let you become your past. Try growing from it and show others that your past doesnt define you
My parents arent bad people. But they still broke me. I cut myself and i got given the words 'im disappointed in you' instead of help. Its been almost 10 months since then, and every fcking day is a battle to not hurt myself, to take my anger, guilt and shame out on my skin. This song literally reduced me to tears, people i dont even know understand my pain more than my own flesh and blood.
When u feel lost , and just want to disappear it means u want to be found u want to be heard. Idk why but the place I live in doesn't feel like home it's like I don't belong here.i feel trapped under the pressure,fights and the expectations to do good . Idk why but I feel lonely deep inside
The part I didnt break I bent inside hits different
Landen ty ur mom knows this is how u are .u are always her baby ,she's sorry u went to war with her u deserved better she didn't know how to escape so she set u free for your safety.not cause u were unwanted
I was never able to express my feelings..I cried alone . No one understood me never.
This song is really related to me. I feel tired and depressed about my life because I stay quiet all of my own and don't want to speak because I'm dying on the inside and couldn't keep fighting it, and I'm nothing but I'm wishing I should be deserved to fade or dissappear because my future abuser can show me how different the world can be without me.
I hate myself but no one believes me because no one cares about all of my inner feelings that can't compare to the real me. I feel left away with the ground building a bigger hole for me to fall rock bottom to die.
Sometimes feeling like a burden makes more painful than being a selfish person.
They don't know who I am, but villains feel like dying and sadness than being betrayed for nothing.
It's like me, I am not worth living, I want to survive. Isolate me for all the vulnerabilities that I suffered from people. I want to become invisible, so no one can see me and not existing with painful heart.
Please God, just leave me be, I'm crying in the rain that you sent me down in the world that's loud, but I feel denied.
This is all I have, and if you see this comment, just tell me I'm not okay.😭❤️🩹
How ironic this sums up my whole life.....
Yup song hits hard to me I feel the same way. Since nothing has changed only one that was happy I did any good was my grandfather who sadly passed away but told me to keep walking till i can't walk any more. But the numbness is to deep for me now. So now I'm quite and just do my job and go home nothing more can be done even after have a broken up relationship today I don't feel any thing but the numbness I wish for some thing else but it's so hard to find now of days when ever thing is falling a part
I grew up scared the people I cared about would leave. I learned to not need anyone so losing people wouldn't hurt. I learned that when things started getting to deep to sabotage because if I didn't hurt them first they would hurt me.
The scars never heal and most people say they want their childhood back but mine I'd kill to get away from it
Act to happy strong but inside
Rather than expressing distress or "breaking" in a way that would be visible or disruptive to others, the speaker learned to suppress and internalize their pain. "Bending" suggests:
Gonna be 43 in May, the scars never fully go away. We just learn to deal with them (hopefully) but than we tend to attract those types of ppl later on in life :(
I grew up in foster care and I learned all this at 4 years old
I don't know why but it gives me pace
Exactly every single phrase is literally me
Love your songs. I always listen to your songs when I'm not okay and they make me feel better knowing that there were people that understood me. THANK YOU😊😭😭
This is the sad broken truth 😭
I learn to read between the lines of every right hook and everything he took
Beautiful+Painful 💔
There were thoughts of taking my life but this song is like the only reason I am here
Pray for me
Im struggling and this song so speaks to me but trust me as someone that pulled the trigger ,you will be glad you are still alive later.
I cant bury it all anymore but now im old enough "its my responsibility to fix me" i dont know how. I only had me. Even when i had others it was cuz i met their need. Im so tired.
This deserves more ears 👀”
It really does
@ludvicboi9383 Seek the lessons of the bible and study: Matthew 7:7 KJV and 2 timothy 2:15 KJV
Hosea 4:6 KJV
“My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me: seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children.”
My inner pain coming back to me while listening. It feel ache to my chest then my eyes starting tears
thank you Relatone i needed that.
Anyone else here cuz they relate but can't speak.. lost the words to say years ago..
I want see the day of my true smile and freedom
Life's a Struggle,Death's A Game, Sin a way to bent
So Lets give our best just to Exist as they don't want me to be alive Thus i have to be
I love this song ,like my life again....again.....
I hate my life because i never get
Second chance😞
I'm 37 and to be honest the only real thing that keeping me alive is my dog once she gone I'm just going to give up I used to be so hateful with my sister's and my niece's and nephew and I was a people pleaser to because of all the stuff I want through but a few weeks ago I had to walk myself to the hospital and if I didn't i could have died and I just can't leave my dog behind because she's all i have left
the Loneliness it cuts deeper than any Blade could I've been there bro. Just try to Hang on a little bit longer. Even no matter how hard it gets. 🖤
Each human has their own kind of silence while that has its own kind of loudness. Safe is a lie, tears are supposed to be stitches for your soul unfortunately it is dangerous to stitch your soul and pain is life, so carry on and bend to the circumstances until the day your transformed to ash to be put back into the ground.
Beautiful-thank you so much for sharing this. I’d be lying if I said it didn’t make me cry. You found the words so many of us wish we could say, and your song reminds us we’re not alone in feeling this way. Truly, thank you.
I hope some of us can heal.
i didn't choose this life, i grew up this way💔💔
It's my life just include another song with it hated by life itself aka life hates us now.
Our childhood pictures they might look ugly,buh trust me our smiles were all real 😢💔
weak..tired..sad..empty...help..pls...
You're not alone, friend❤ i know the feeling, too well.. I promise you, it will get better. As long as you never give up, you can find reason, and people that care. The loneliness, emptiness, exhaustion, I know how it all feels. Dont ever give up, my friend. Make sure to rest well, drink lots of water, and stay healthy🙏 best wishes❤️
@Addysdabombthank you so much for ur kind words not many ppl r kind and understanding like you ❤❤
@LonelyShadow06ofc ofc! If you ever want to talk, or js need someone to chat with, feel free to reach out❤
@Addysdabomb okay thank you so much ❤❤❤
Hope… It’s so hard to hold onto but it’s what makes it so precious. When you feel alone and that all is lost hold onto hope that much harder. Keep moving forward with the hope that things will get better, that you will find the place where you fit in and that you will be seen. If you can’t find that place then build it. Tear by tear, scar by scar and when you do protect it with your entire being.
This is what I did and I am forever thankful that I never gave up.
Awesome song man
In this moment on the couch in aball crying my eyes out. I got a good heart, don't know why I cannot feel loved..... I want to be loved unconditionally..
This really hits hard with me. I grew up not asking for much and I was always the quiet kid and because my parents divorced I don’t know my mom didn’t make much money so I didn’t get the things I wanted. And I knew my dad was working hard and his life was going hard so I chose not to ask for much and it turned me into a shy person. I don’t even have that much confidence and I’m 18 now gonna turn 19 in July. I still feel like I’m so scared of the future and I don’t know what’s ahead of my life and I’m scared. I’m not doing good in college right now. I’m doing virtual and it’s just hard. Got through a lot for someone growing up. It should not go through my mom brought in so many guys she need to bring someone that did drugs and she brought him around us and he overdosed like maybe twice. I’m pretty sure I was like 14 at that time. And I’m saying no one should ever go through this. It’s messed up. And I’m starting to think that my mom doesn’t really care about us she will always choose that man over us and she said in that situation again and I don’t know what to do. But for like two or three years now our dad has had custody of us in life has been going well ever since then it’s just I’m scared for my brothers and their safety cause I can’t trust my mom no more and it’s hard cause I always put on a mask when I’m with her.
Trust GOD, my Lord always helps all you have to do is talk to him.. no I don't mean be religious in any means God knows I'm not but I believe in my Lord not what they call religion now a days... If your happy with your dad and comfortable with him.. try just talking to him. Like what really is going on with you....
I couldn't talk to other my mom or dad all I got back was fucked up answers so I had to ask GOD to help me remove my emotions because I was gonna end up killing myself if i kept them... Now I'm like a robot literally.. so I can never get into a relationship ever again because my emotions and feelings about people are gone.. I feel nothing. But I found out that i can pour my love into nature and animal with out any problems.. turns out I can learn to communicate with a animal if you give me enough time.. even learned to understand them. And they understand me... I have an amazing daughter named suri I found her on my birthday 3 years ago. I went thru housing problems and had to give her to my mom I knew she would safe and happy then be with me and starving... Shes my everything and has the most beautiful eyes there color is snow white one of a kind.. she inherited part of my soul because she didn't have those eyes when I first brought her home and she's the exact copy of me with out the pain.. and she's a cat so tell me how is she exactly like me without the pain in life teaching her
Why does it feel like this song is screaming everything I've been going through😭😭😭
I relate to this song. thank you for posting this
Hi to all of u who have gone trough something similar you are amazing for not breaking but sometimes it will help you to let it out and break because once u know its broken only then can you accept it and either fix it or acknowledge its broken and make a new way
This song hits very hard. It is a perfect comparison to my childhood. I grew up in a house where I was the one beaten because I was the boy and boys should be strong. I was supposed to be able to take it. The only reason he stopped beating me was because one time it went too far. He broke a 2 × 4 across the back of my head, knocking me unconscious. He'd thought he'd killed me. But I woke up to see the neighbor lady with her son and husband at her back, finger in his face for what they saw him do. I can't say anything more. Too many memories. But this song hits way to hard
This is shit is so real you really express all of our feelings
Ya.. thanks for another episode of my life.. Every sentence is so bloddy true.
Dont get me wrong here but it feels somehow good to not be the only one "raised in unsafe time"...