I decided to stop waiting. This year I will enjoy my birthday for one last time, I will visit my favourite places from my childhood, and then I will end my life. Before that I will make sure that my savings would be enough to cover my funeral. I will write a letter to my mom to forgive me I wasn't the son she deserved and that I will forever love her wherever I am.
Bro, no need, my life is a mess too, but I continue to live, no matter what, I had this too and almost even did it, but stopped bro, don’t live for your family like I do, live for the one who loves you and who loves you, live for this, I understand you, but it’s better not to, sooner or later everything will work out, I believe, but don’t do it, your parents won’t cope with the loss, it’s better not to❤
I felt the same way, quit my job, gave all my possessions away and moved out of my house into a truck camper and traveled, burning up all savings, ran out, sold the truck and let the clock tick at a hotel getting drunk every night, and the time finally came. I sat down in a field and held a gun to my head... but saw a dead rabbit. And man I stared at it for hours. Truly comprehending what death is. And realized even deep sadness is better then being dead. Because atleast that can be changed. Good luck friend. I'm still getting back to where I was financially and am so happy to be here
Dude, don't do that, we love you, I love you, we all love you, you are important to us, wherever you are, I ask you to never try to kill yourself, please don't do that
Why are you waiting for nothing? Go live your life, not enclosed by stress and loneliness, just live your life to the fullest. Why wait when you can explore? Why wait when you can meet people you may never meet if you don't stop waiting for a miracle that might never happen. Maybe, tick off stuff on your bucket list... or plant flowers! 🌻If you do, send me some. *leaks address for flowers*
We had planned for her birthday dinner. I reserved dinner, visited the restaurant earlier in the day to coordinate with the manager to deliver the flowers, perfume, and birthday cake that I had purchased the morning of. She never showed up. I tried calling/texting but only to see her IG stories that she was at the club. I tried texting again a few days later and she broke it off over text. I literally waited for nothing. But that's okay, life goes on.
Coming to a close with a relationship that I chased for 8 years. Finally got it back in November and now towards the end, I feel hollow and invariably torn. I really don't want to end it as I feel like I am making a terrible mistake but at the same time, it is going nowhere and I cannot stand the loneliness either. Things are just not going where I'd like and my heart isn't in it enough anymore to where I can persist forward. I also do not want to do terrible decisions to fill the voids that exist in unfaithful manners. I feel sick over the thought of ending things and the stress has caused me to go very underweight than to my liking. I hate this current point of existence and all I can do is scream alone as I cannot talk about this with anyone. Come Sweet Death.
It's the most difficult time in our entire lives for all of us right now. Things appear to be dark and dreary, but very soon, it will all flip around, I promise. I felt like i wanted to end things for a LONG time, but I decided to hang in there, and see how this story called planet Earth ends. Trust me....being in a relationship just because you don't want to be alone is never the right path. The other person usually makes you miserable, only making things even worse. it's VERY hard to cut off people in your life, but when you do....everything does get better. The ending to this story will be incredible, so please hang on. :)
You all are :). It's very hard to see in such a distorted upside-down world, but it's there. Loving yourself is key. You don't love yourself, how can anyone else? I was in the same mindset for a decade, and only recently did I finally get myself out of that slump and changed my life around. I was the laziest person in the world, but I managed to do it. Hang in there everyone :)
I also waited for nothing, 3 years in long distance relation. Ended at the moment it was about to come true. This painful experience changed me forever.
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I decided to stop waiting. This year I will enjoy my birthday for one last time, I will visit my favourite places from my childhood, and then I will end my life. Before that I will make sure that my savings would be enough to cover my funeral. I will write a letter to my mom to forgive me I wasn't the son she deserved and that I will forever love her wherever I am.
Bro, no need, my life is a mess too, but I continue to live, no matter what, I had this too and almost even did it, but stopped bro, don’t live for your family like I do, live for the one who loves you and who loves you, live for this, I understand you, but it’s better not to, sooner or later everything will work out, I believe, but don’t do it, your parents won’t cope with the loss, it’s better not to❤
I felt the same way, quit my job, gave all my possessions away and moved out of my house into a truck camper and traveled, burning up all savings, ran out, sold the truck and let the clock tick at a hotel getting drunk every night, and the time finally came. I sat down in a field and held a gun to my head... but saw a dead rabbit. And man I stared at it for hours. Truly comprehending what death is. And realized even deep sadness is better then being dead. Because atleast that can be changed. Good luck friend. I'm still getting back to where I was financially and am so happy to be here
My dm is open stranger, were all in a dark place. I hope u read this and respond. Sorry to see u feel like this
Dude, don't do that, we love you, I love you, we all love you, you are important to us, wherever you are, I ask you to never try to kill yourself, please don't do that
Don't quit man. We're with you, stay strong 💪⚡
Why are you waiting for nothing? Go live your life, not enclosed by stress and loneliness, just live your life to the fullest.
Why wait when you can explore? Why wait when you can meet people you may never meet if you don't stop waiting for a miracle that might never happen. Maybe, tick off stuff on your bucket list... or plant flowers! 🌻If you do, send me some.
*leaks address for flowers*
Thank you for the wonderful words 💙 *trying to find your address on dark web*
I understand your thoughts process, but it's harder than that
Navo.. she broke the promise and left me alone now.
I'm so sorry to hear that my friend. Use it as an experience for future relationships. Is there anyway we can help
@@navo159 I don’t know. But. I did stupid things when I heard that she broke them all. And messaged me and said that she gives up.
sorry to hear this mate
Thats a little piece of Heaven right there🤍
I'm glad you think that way 💙
sometimes life can be nasty and sometimes pleasant and sometimes sad and sometimes joyful...
Yeah, but these days the pleasant ones are scarce.
@@GB2GЗ I don’t know you, but I completely agree with you, not much pleasant things are happening now..
That is indeed, life 💙
Pleasant? Joyful? When?
We had planned for her birthday dinner. I reserved dinner, visited the restaurant earlier in the day to coordinate with the manager to deliver the flowers, perfume, and birthday cake that I had purchased the morning of. She never showed up. I tried calling/texting but only to see her IG stories that she was at the club.
I tried texting again a few days later and she broke it off over text. I literally waited for nothing. But that's okay, life goes on.
Coming to a close with a relationship that I chased for 8 years. Finally got it back in November and now towards the end, I feel hollow and invariably torn.
I really don't want to end it as I feel like I am making a terrible mistake but at the same time, it is going nowhere and I cannot stand the loneliness either. Things are just not going where I'd like and my heart isn't in it enough anymore to where I can persist forward. I also do not want to do terrible decisions to fill the voids that exist in unfaithful manners.
I feel sick over the thought of ending things and the stress has caused me to go very underweight than to my liking. I hate this current point of existence and all I can do is scream alone as I cannot talk about this with anyone.
Come Sweet Death.
It's the most difficult time in our entire lives for all of us right now. Things appear to be dark and dreary, but very soon, it will all flip around, I promise. I felt like i wanted to end things for a LONG time, but I decided to hang in there, and see how this story called planet Earth ends.
Trust me....being in a relationship just because you don't want to be alone is never the right path. The other person usually makes you miserable, only making things even worse. it's VERY hard to cut off people in your life, but when you do....everything does get better.
The ending to this story will be incredible, so please hang on. :)
Why I cant be loved?
Keep asking myself the same question.
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You all are :). It's very hard to see in such a distorted upside-down world, but it's there.
Loving yourself is key. You don't love yourself, how can anyone else? I was in the same mindset for a decade, and only recently did I finally get myself out of that slump and changed my life around. I was the laziest person in the world, but I managed to do it. Hang in there everyone :)
I also waited for nothing, 3 years in long distance relation. Ended at the moment it was about to come true. This painful experience changed me forever.
3 and a half years for mine ....... I feel you my brother , don't give up , I'm here with you ❤️🔥
It all kind of hurts, when you realise how f*cked up life is
My crush name can be translated to "nothing"
Creative and sad 💙
Thank you navo, these have helped so much.
My pleasure my friend
Where ?
Hopefully somewhere pleasant
Is there a place ? 😊
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