im glad i got to share my story and my thoughts with everyone here thank you travis and suzi for reacting and thank you to @citizensoldier for turning my life back from the void
A lot of the songs from Citizen soldier hit home for me because I struggle more heavily than people realize with depression and those dark thoughts of feeling like everyone else would be better if you were gone and Some people may not realize that depression is a mental illness and people that suffer through it. Other people may not realize just how dark it is inside peoples heads, and I mean dark as in they just feel like they are stuck in the void that they can’t escape from.
wish you also much strenght for this stressful and heavy fight. Everyone matters but I also belive Citizien Soldiers are one of those great bands who hit the nails of teh pain and with others songs try to give us hope and strenght. We need both plentiful.
thanks for reacting to this great song and your kind words. This week was a bit better, but the past weeks and months where hard and heavy. I struggled with many body porblems, a headache which was getting more and more bad, body nervousness, tummy and heart problems. The docs always said, thats not bad, your blood is not life theatining, but we can't do anything to help. At the end, it where all symtomps of paradox reaction from my antidepressiv medicitiion in with long studies known problems. I am sad, that I trusted my docs and was so mistreated. I quited the medics and now getting better, buts a long way. I took them more then 4 years and had symptoms from the beginng who only got more and more bad. Long hard and...sometimes a bt hopless journay.
I know Citizen solider. if y'all didn't know this band has been trying to bring the attention of mental health problems to the world, through their music, and I just love this band because of it, and their music has helped me quite a bit
When every breath is a struggle and every heartbeat hurts constantly staring in the mirror and telling myself to just hold on just a little bit longer and at the same time begging God to just stop my heart from beating, just to make the pain go away. I'm stuck in darkness because I can't find the light anymore
Sometimes, the light also hurts, in my sight in my eyes in my heart. Sometimes its okay, to stay a litte in the dark, to hug yourserlfe and give you tiem to feel the scary pain with all your senses. Its overwhelming and scary as fu* but I learnd in many hard ways, that somekind of healing only happens, when I get me the chance to feel. The heart beating hurts then, but I beg yout heart and your mind, to keep fightng. You can take well deserved rest and you also can to things, that take the heart away from the pain, also if its only shortly, that helps a little bit. Netherless don't give up. You ARE worthy, BECAUSE you have those struggles thos pain. Its a heart of gold and glass. Sensitive, broken at the sametime maybe, and so with maybe with some sharp edges. But I would hug you, also if you would be a cactus. Hope you can keep fighting and can learn to get the good help, and the need you truly need. Thats sometimes so freaking hard, but it will be worth it, this fight and this hard work.
This song brought me to tears this is just like Would Anyone Care ❤😭
im glad i got to share my story and my thoughts with everyone here thank you travis and suzi for reacting and thank you to @citizensoldier for turning my life back from the void
A lot of the songs from Citizen soldier hit home for me because I struggle more heavily than people realize with depression and those dark thoughts of feeling like everyone else would be better if you were gone and Some people may not realize that depression is a mental illness and people that suffer through it. Other people may not realize just how dark it is inside peoples heads, and I mean dark as in they just feel like they are stuck in the void that they can’t escape from.
I've been there man stuck in that pit glad you are here keep up the fight friend were not really alone if we come together
Yeah admittedly I’m not a veteran but everyday people struggle with those thoughts and feelings @@sinreaper123
wish you also much strenght for this stressful and heavy fight. Everyone matters but I also belive Citizien Soldiers are one of those great bands who hit the nails of teh pain and with others songs try to give us hope and strenght. We need both plentiful.
First time hearing this. Genuine goosebumps.
This song is a literal second part of "Would Anyone Care"
Hi Suzi Travis Good to see you back with your stunning reaction keep up the good work will be watching love you both with a smile. 😅G. T.O
You guys are absolutely killing it recently found you through Arctic Monkeys and Robbie Williams, keep it up! Also no one give up!!!!
100% agree never give up were all in it together
Yoooo more citizen soldier!!
thanks for reacting to this great song and your kind words. This week was a bit better, but the past weeks and months where hard and heavy. I struggled with many body porblems, a headache which was getting more and more bad, body nervousness, tummy and heart problems. The docs always said, thats not bad, your blood is not life theatining, but we can't do anything to help. At the end, it where all symtomps of paradox reaction from my antidepressiv medicitiion in with long studies known problems. I am sad, that I trusted my docs and was so mistreated. I quited the medics and now getting better, buts a long way. I took them more then 4 years and had symptoms from the beginng who only got more and more bad. Long hard and...sometimes a bt hopless journay.
i was just looking to see if this was out awesome
I know Citizen solider. if y'all didn't know this band has been trying to bring the attention of mental health problems to the world, through their music, and I just love this band because of it, and their music has helped me quite a bit
When every breath is a struggle and every heartbeat hurts constantly staring in the mirror and telling myself to just hold on just a little bit longer and at the same time begging God to just stop my heart from beating, just to make the pain go away. I'm stuck in darkness because I can't find the light anymore
Sometimes, the light also hurts, in my sight in my eyes in my heart. Sometimes its okay, to stay a litte in the dark, to hug yourserlfe and give you tiem to feel the scary pain with all your senses. Its overwhelming and scary as fu* but I learnd in many hard ways, that somekind of healing only happens, when I get me the chance to feel. The heart beating hurts then, but I beg yout heart and your mind, to keep fightng. You can take well deserved rest and you also can to things, that take the heart away from the pain, also if its only shortly, that helps a little bit. Netherless don't give up. You ARE worthy, BECAUSE you have those struggles thos pain. Its a heart of gold and glass. Sensitive, broken at the sametime maybe, and so with maybe with some sharp edges. But I would hug you, also if you would be a cactus. Hope you can keep fighting and can learn to get the good help, and the need you truly need. Thats sometimes so freaking hard, but it will be worth it, this fight and this hard work.
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