boku ga zutto mae kara omotte'ru koto o hanasou ka tomodachi ni modoretara kore ijou wa mou nozomanai sa kimi ga sore de ii nara boku datte sore de kamawanai sa usotsuki no boku ga haita hantai kotoba no ai no uta Let me tell you something I've been thinking about for a long time. If we can go back to being friends, then I will ask for nothing more. As long as you're okay with it, I really don't mind. I, a liar, sang a love song with words contrary to my thoughts. kyou wa kocchi no chihou wa doshaburi no seiten deshita kinou mo zutto hima de ichinichi mankitsu shite'mashita betsu ni kimi no koto nante kangaete nanka inai sa iya de mo chotto hontou wa kangaete'ta ka mo nante ne Today's weather in the area is a clear sunny sky with a downpour. Yesterday I was making the best use of my time being idle and free. It's not like I'm thinking about you or anything. Fine, maybe I was thinking about you just a little against my will. merii goorando mitai ni mawaru boku no atama n' naka wa mou guruguru sa The inside of my head is spinning just like a merry-go-round. kono ryoute kara koboresou na hodo kimi no moratta ai wa doko ni suteyou? kagiri no aru shoumouhin nante boku wa iranai yo Since it's on the verge of spilling from my hands, where should I throw away this love you gave me? I have no need for things that diminish the more I use. boku ga zutto mae kara omotte'ru koto o hanasou ka sugata wa mienai no ni kotoba dake miechatte'ru n da boku ga shiranai koto ga aru dake de ki ga kuruisou da burasagatta kanjou ga kirei na no ka kitanai no ka boku ni wa mada wakarazu suteru ate mo nai n da Let me tell you something I've been thinking about for a long time. You can't see its shape, but you can see the words. I feel frustrated by the fact that there're things I don't know of. Are my dangling emotions beautiful or dirty? I have no idea, and I don't have a place to discard them to. kotoba no ura no ura ga mieru made matsu kara sa matsu kurai nara ii ja nai ka I'll wait until I get to bottom of the meaning of those words. Waiting doesn't sound like a bad idea at all. susumu kimi to tomatta boku no chijimaranai suki o nani de umeyou? mada sunao ni kotoba ni dekinai boku wa tensei no yowamushi sa Since you're still moving ahead while I've already stopped completely, what should I use to fill up the elongating distance between us? I, an innate coward, still can't use my words honestly. kono ryoute kara koboresou na hodo kimi ni watasu ai o dare ni yuzurou? sonna n' doko ni mo ate ga aru wake nai daro mada matsu yo Since it's on the verge of spilling from my hands, instead of you, to whom else should I give this love to? I don't think that someone else can be found so easily. Guess I'll keep waiting. mou ii kai
Lyrics Romaji: Boku ga zutto mae kara omotteru koto o hanasou ka Tomodachi ni modoretara kore ijo wa mo nozomanai sa Kimi ga sore de ii nara boku datte sore de kamawanai sa Usotsuki no boku ga haita hantai kotoba no ai no uta Kyou wa kotchi no chihou wa doshaburi no seiten deshita Kinou mo zutto hima de ichinichi mankitsu shite mashita Betsu ni kimi no koto nante kangaete nanka inai sa iya demo chotto hontou wa kangaeteta ka mo nante ne Meriigoorando mitai ni mawaru Boku no atamannaka wa mou guruguru sa Kono ryote kara koboresou na hodo Kimi ni moratta ai wa doko ni suteyou? Kagiri no aru shomohin nante boku wa iranai yo Boku ga zutto mae kara omotteru koto o hanasou ka Sugata wa mienai no ni kotoba dake miechatterun da Boku ga shiranai koto ga aru dake de ki ga kuruisou da Burasagatta kanjou ga kirei na no ka kitanai no ka Boku ni wa mada wakarazu suteru ate mo nain da Kotoba no ura no ura ga mieru made matsu kara sa Matsu kurai nara ii ja nai ka Susumu kimi to tomatta boku no chijimaranai suki o nani de umeyou? Mada sunao ni kotoba ni dekinai boku wa "Tensei no yowamushi sa" Kono ryoute kara koboresou na hodo kimi ni watasu ai o dare ni yuzurou? Sonnan doko ni mo ate ga aru wake nai daro Mada matsu yo Mou ii kai
This song is me. I’m still struggling to get over those feelings for someone even after they have told me they love someone else. Everyone says “there’s plenty of fish in the sea” but it ain’t easy replacing someone in your heart. I’m an innate coward, took me years to confess and by then it was too late. Now just a pile of love with no direction for it to go in. This song hits me in a bitter sweet place, captures all of my confusing feelings in 4 minutes.
I hope you can find someone to give that love to, soon, someone who also feels the same way towards you. For my part, I've never truly loved someone before. I'm still waiting for that day, that person to come into my life. I usually find myself feeling lonely all the time. I hope to one day find a person special to me, who feels the same towards me too.
Hey guys, lovestruck professional here. I’m so glad I read this comment and its replies, and reading about what the writer interpreted about the song’s message, I can confirm it’s actually true. As someone who has fallen for someone in my Middle School years, I was too much of a coward to move on and hold back from those feelings, because all I really want right now, is to be become the close friend I was to her back then, even if our relationship broke up when we both got to high school. Listening to this song, I start tearing up, because even if my crush is with anyone else, whoever, and even if she feels so distant, and uncomfortable with me, I’m sure deep down she’s happy that she has someone that cares for her, me. Even now, I still love her in this day and someday I do hope to fix the friendship that we had together back in the old days, whether it be affection or not And that’s all I’ll be venting here, thank you for seeing this reply, anyone who is reading this, for I wish you too luck when you find someone that you care about in your heart. PS: The dad of my crush is really happy for all the nice things I’ve done to for her, so this is a swift start to remaking my relationship with her. Wish me luck.. ;-:
I understand what you mean. I was with my ex for two years. I loved him so much and we built a lot of memories together. We even made plans for the future. But his family broke the relationship and no matter how hard I tried, he didn't listen to me. I was depressed for the whole of 2021, couldn't bring myself to do anything so I had to put a pause on uni. Eventually I completely stopped trying to reason with him. Fast forward to 2022, I'm already with my current boyfriend for nine months now, I just can't help but think about my ex and the happy memories we had together, it's painful and makes me feel bad, like I'm unfaithful. I don't usually cry towards emotional songs or movies, but after the breakup I've been very sensitive to stuff like this
@@emilyzhang5651 I'm sorry to hear that, its something that took me months to know where to put those feelings, I ended up putting it all into my work but I haven't been able to move on to someone else. The fact you were able to move on to someone else and keep it healthy is a huge step. Don't feel like you're unfaithful, feelings are feelings you can't change them, your actions are what matters now.
just wanted to vent here, and yes alot of trigger warnings. i was always a kid who was in my own world, i never really tried to speak to other people, and sometimes only hangs out to the only ones i knew well. i never got to look at my culture and unable to overall act more mature as much as i was supposed to be in that age. this caused me to be very different and yes indeed very sensitive- everything was honestly fine for me in kindergarten, i played by myself, had fun by myself, and again, just there in my own world and shaping my childhood. after i eventually entered grade school, everything kinda changed?? i was forced to interact with the other people which is a very new thing to me, with years just staying by myself. i made friends, and of course enemies at some point too. these enemies eventually turned to bully's who judge me in ways i talk, how much i talk, how i act, how much i acted weirdly, etc. this honestly impacted me lots, like i said before i am a pretty sensitive kid- when i stand infront of a big group, i start to break down into tears and shake uncontrollably lol i couldn't even stand doing presentations and tried so hard to hold back tears. i could always feel like they're laughing at me. i know deep down they're just laughing at something else, laughing to themselves about a completely different topic, but at some point even if someone near me even giggles, i start to think they were directed towards me. i don't know if this seems exaggerated but eh- eventually once i got so embarrassed in front of my whole class, i screamed at them asking " what did i even do to you? " and hmm i wonder what they would answer me- " it's all for the shit and giggles, we were just joking, you're so sensitive " etc. ouch. at some point my life was so bad i had a mental breakdown ( and probably the first mental breakdown ever? and of course i just broke down in the middle of school lmao ) i screamed, i kicked, i tried so hard to calm down but i just keep on digging stuff up from the past that reminds me of everything i've went through. i couldn't think of anything, but at the same time so many thoughts raced through my head.. it was painful. so many stuff happened, my uncle moved in, i started to scavenge through the wonders of the internet, my uncle was an absolute piece of heck and eventually made a huge ass ruckus everytime he came home, etc. ✨ the bullying just gotten worse, i had nobody to talk to, if i talk to a friend they would just compare their problems to mine, or just say " oh maybe you should just act more normally " um bietch how?? if i talk to my parents, they would talk to my bullies directly and i would be bullied even ✨more✨ i felt so lonely, i feel so.. idk how to explain it but it's just a sucky feeling where i'm stressed 24/7 ahahahahahahahaha kms. and this is where we would warn you, trigger warning for s*lf h*rm ouch- i come home, and decided to be productive and go through my stuff, and just when i was in the worse times of life, guess what i found? a razor blade 👁️👄👁️ i go to my room, i lock it, and i thought of nothing. nothing was going through my head. i didn't cry, i wasn't mad, i wasn't sad, i just was so desperate to have this whatever roller coaster to stop. and so without thinking, on the back of my left hand, i started digging, digging, cutting, scraping, i still have the photos till now. one cut was deep enough it left a scar. shiet was hecked up. i was 10. uhh i know my bullies wouldn't even read this since they're too messed up in the head to even learn english properly, but you know what? f*ck you lmao. shiet just got worse for me from there, nobody was there for me and i waited so bad for graduation. eventually it reached it's peak, i started to consider summer slide- though yes, i managed to hold myself back for 3 years. i'm still so proud of myself for that. things have gotten so much better for me in middle school. i have alot of people who knew what i was dealing with, and was there for me, i have friends, i had a greater bond with my family, and moved on from that. i know this song isn't even about this topic, but it's nice to speak out about this once in a while.
That was a lot. Good job on you for continuing to move on from that. You're really strong. And I'm very happy that you have your friends and family to look after you. Don't stop moving forward.
Hey i know I'm a stranger but your a really strong and brave person and trust me on this there are a lot of people who are thankful for you just being there, and keep moving forward becouse you never know what'll come next!
i be frank .... when i see translation and blend myself with this song i feel like iam back at my teens at the days i break with my gf and she tryin to say 'can we be a friend and thats enough' and i forget about the day we in relationship and just be friend .... but when i feel this song its bring me on verge of tears when i remember that i still love her even though the time can't be rewind i wish that i hold her in my arms and tell her not to let go .... i can only say this song bring back my priceless memory .... even if its just a memory .... i don't regret to love her even if the time go backward its still the same i never regret to love her be it before or future..........booyah!XD
@@nanavo1123 may i know whats the name of the artist that own this song?i try search in youtube but i find myself lost in because theres so many version and i don't know which one precisely original
@@caitlinmanansala9883gumi is original artist?so my doubt had been answer thanks and its ok its just a part of memory that what makes me today my motto is always 'never regret my own decision' and 'even if we feel pain that what make us alive and forge the path so we don't live near the edge' i feel like oldman already
Loved this piece of music when I first found it, the piano just fits in so perfectly giving this oddly sad and regretful feeling while sitting at the window, letting the sun hit your everything
I found this song today, it was in a reels about studio ghibli movies on instagram. I loved the song, looked it up and ended up here. I didn't listen right away cause I was about to finish the movie "when marnie was there", I finished it (really good and emotional btw) and i listened to this song now, i wanted to give it a proper caring listen, so i did and while reading the lyrics i could not stop myself from tearing up, it's exactly what i'm going through for some time now.... and it hurts... it hurts to love someone for so long and suddenly you're no longer together, it hurts not being able to discard the love or moving on to a new one, it hurts even more when this person you can't let go is already with someone else. It feels so terrible, while i'm stuck missing him and suffering, he's moving on.
Lyrics in spanish/ Letra en español: 0:14 "Dejame decirte algo importante, que desde hace tiempo te he querido contar, si me dejas ser solo tu amig@, te prometo que no te molestaré más, aunque si ahora no te importo, entonces tú tampoco me importarás, con mentiras y contradicciones, yo te cantaría la última canción de amor" 0:55 "Te digo que hubo un lindo día, aún cuando aquí ya ha empezado a llover, y aunque ayer estuve aburrid@, yo te dije que sin ti la pasé muy bien. Por supuesto que en estos días, no he pensado en ti ni una sola vez, aunque siéndote algo sincer@ , creo que sí he pensado un poquito en ti" 1:23 "Mi mente gira como un carrusel, ya no puedo y creo que, ¡Pierdo el control! ¿Donde voy a tirar... este amor que me diste? ¡No lo necesito! ¡Mi corazón! ¡No puede tener más! Sentimientos de papel, emociones que remplazarás, no los necesito más..." 2:03 "Déjame decirte algo importante, que desde hace tiempo te he querido contar, aunque quizás ya lo superaste, tus palabras yo nunca los pude olvidar. Muchas cosas quiero preguntarte, ¡Me enloquece no saber lo que piensas de mí, estas emociones que me atan, no entiendo si buenas o malas son, aún no lo sé, ni puede encontrar, un sitio en que las pueda desechar" 2:44 "Decidí quedarme a la espera, hasta que comprenda tus palabras, ¿Tan malo es esperar un poco más? 2:58 "Avanzando tu estás, y hace mucho que yo paré, ¿Cómo reducir la distancia? ¡Que crece más y más! Yo aún no puedo, expresarme con sinceridad" 3:23 "Soy un/una cobarde desde que nací" 3:26 "¿Donde voy a tirar... este amor que me diste? ¿A quién se lo entrego? Si ahora... ¡Tú no lo quieres más! Tú ya debes saber, que a nadie más voy a encontrar..." 3:50 Así, que esperaré, ¿Está bien?
This song fits for every sad anime. It sounds so peacrful and beautiful, no literal words can express my deelings to this song. Anyway I finally found the name and ...
this song this made me think of all what happened in the past to the present what happened to me and my life,my life when down hill so much that i didn't even like to do anything productive anymore rather than day dreaming all about anime stuff and all of the good memories and bad memories
@@suraimu_pyoin07 yupp plus staring at someone with so lovely smile what a beutiful imagination haha.. thanks for sharing me ur imagination it makes me smiling
I missed my childhood, I wouldnt search up any song, all the songs from the radio, laughter and fun…. joy was me, the absolute contrast, of me searching songs easing myself…. Good old days
To everyone and myself, bad times always happens so will good times. cherish your loved ones and especially those with dogs coz u will never know when u lose them. (People with pets suffers more as pets usually can tell when your sad and r always there)
boku ga zutto mae kara omot teru koto o hanaso u ka tomodachi ni modore tara kore ijou wa mou nozoma nai sa kimi ga sore de ii nara boku datte sore de kamawa nai sa usotsuki no boku ga hai ta han tai kotoba no ai no uta kyou wa kocchi no chihou wa do shaburi no seiten deshi ta kinou mo zutto hima de ichi nichi mankitsu shi te mashi ta betsuni kimi no koto nante kangae te nanka i nai sa iya demo chotto hontouha kangae te ta kamo nante meriigourando mitai ni mawaru boku no atama n naka wa mou guruguru sa kono ryoute kara kobore sou na hodo kimi ni morat ta ai wa doko ni suteyo u ? kagiri no aru shoumou hin nante boku wa ira nai yo boku ga zutto mae kara omot teru koto o hanaso u ka sugata wa mie nai noni kotoba dake mie chat teru n da boku ga shira nai koto ga aru dake de ki ga kurui sou da burasagat ta kanjou ga kirei na no ka kitanai no ka boku ni wa mada wakara zu suteru ate mo nai n da kotoba no ura no ura ga mieru made matsu kara sa matsu kurai nara ii ja nai ka susumu kimi to tomat ta boku no chijimara nai suki o nani umeyo u ? mada sunao ni kotoba ni deki nai boku wa tensei no yowamushi sa kono ryoute kara kobore sou na hodo kimi ni watasu ai o dare ni yuzuro u ? sonna n doko ni mo ate ga aru wake nai daro mada matsu yo mou ii kai
Hey, to everyone reading this... 💟 Don't give up yet. Even if you're going up slowly, don't stop! ✨ Believe it or not, here's just someone or something that's waiting for you up there... 💙And if you're tired, I or they or we will help you get up 🌹 *Don't give up yet*
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Everyone, tks for listening 💋💋
I really love the eng translation, it's so pretty
Pls do the vid
I guess I'm kinda randomly asking but does anybody know a good website to stream new tv shows online?
Welcome 😄
1:41 goosebump!!
Sounded wonderful, right?
@@BaoNguyen-vy2wo yupp
Mhm 😏😏😏
Its 1:31
Same here
Why do I feel nostalgic every time I hear this song? It feels like I've heard this song before when I was still in elem days. It also aches my kokoro.
Same
oh my they are speaking the language of gods
boku ga zutto mae kara omotte'ru koto o hanasou ka
tomodachi ni modoretara kore ijou wa mou nozomanai sa
kimi ga sore de ii nara boku datte sore de kamawanai sa
usotsuki no boku ga haita hantai kotoba no ai no uta
Let me tell you something I've been thinking about for a long time.
If we can go back to being friends, then I will ask for nothing more.
As long as you're okay with it, I really don't mind.
I, a liar, sang a love song with words contrary to my thoughts.
kyou wa kocchi no chihou wa doshaburi no seiten deshita
kinou mo zutto hima de ichinichi mankitsu shite'mashita
betsu ni kimi no koto nante kangaete nanka inai sa
iya de mo chotto hontou wa kangaete'ta ka mo nante ne
Today's weather in the area is a clear sunny sky with a downpour.
Yesterday I was making the best use of my time being idle and free.
It's not like I'm thinking about you or anything.
Fine, maybe I was thinking about you just a little against my will.
merii goorando mitai ni mawaru
boku no atama n' naka wa mou guruguru sa
The inside of my head is spinning
just like a merry-go-round.
kono ryoute kara koboresou na hodo
kimi no moratta ai wa doko ni suteyou?
kagiri no aru shoumouhin nante boku wa
iranai yo
Since it's on the verge of spilling from my hands,
where should I throw away this love you gave me?
I have no need for things
that diminish the more I use.
boku ga zutto mae kara omotte'ru koto o hanasou ka
sugata wa mienai no ni kotoba dake miechatte'ru n da
boku ga shiranai koto ga aru dake de ki ga kuruisou da
burasagatta kanjou ga kirei na no ka kitanai no ka
boku ni wa mada wakarazu suteru ate mo nai n da
Let me tell you something I've been thinking about for a long time.
You can't see its shape, but you can see the words.
I feel frustrated by the fact that there're things I don't know of.
Are my dangling emotions beautiful or dirty?
I have no idea, and I don't have a place to discard them to.
kotoba no ura no ura ga mieru made matsu kara sa
matsu kurai nara ii ja nai ka
I'll wait until I get to bottom of the meaning of those words.
Waiting doesn't sound like a bad idea at all.
susumu kimi to tomatta boku no
chijimaranai suki o nani de umeyou?
mada sunao ni kotoba ni dekinai boku wa
tensei no yowamushi sa
Since you're still moving ahead while I've already stopped completely,
what should I use to fill up the elongating distance between us?
I, an innate coward,
still can't use my words honestly.
kono ryoute kara koboresou na hodo
kimi ni watasu ai o dare ni yuzurou?
sonna n' doko ni mo ate ga aru wake nai daro
mada matsu yo
Since it's on the verge of spilling from my hands,
instead of you, to whom else should I give this love to?
I don't think that someone else can be found so easily.
Guess I'll keep waiting.
mou ii kai
Wow 👏👏👏
Lyrics Romaji:
Boku ga zutto mae kara omotteru koto
o hanasou ka
Tomodachi ni modoretara kore ijo wa mo nozomanai sa
Kimi ga sore de ii nara boku datte sore de kamawanai sa
Usotsuki no boku ga haita hantai kotoba no ai no uta
Kyou wa kotchi no chihou wa doshaburi no seiten deshita
Kinou mo zutto hima de ichinichi mankitsu shite mashita
Betsu ni kimi no koto nante kangaete nanka inai sa
iya demo chotto hontou wa kangaeteta ka mo nante ne
Meriigoorando mitai ni mawaru
Boku no atamannaka wa mou guruguru sa
Kono ryote kara koboresou na hodo
Kimi ni moratta ai wa doko ni suteyou?
Kagiri no aru shomohin nante boku wa iranai yo
Boku ga zutto mae kara omotteru koto o hanasou ka
Sugata wa mienai no ni kotoba dake miechatterun da
Boku ga shiranai koto ga aru dake de ki ga kuruisou da
Burasagatta kanjou ga kirei na no ka kitanai no ka
Boku ni wa mada wakarazu
suteru ate mo nain da
Kotoba no ura no ura ga mieru made matsu kara sa
Matsu kurai nara ii ja nai ka
Susumu kimi to tomatta boku no chijimaranai suki o nani de umeyou?
Mada sunao ni kotoba ni dekinai boku wa
"Tensei no yowamushi sa"
Kono ryoute kara koboresou na hodo kimi ni watasu ai o dare ni yuzurou?
Sonnan doko ni mo ate ga aru wake nai daro
Mada matsu yo
Mou ii kai
Anime apa ini
@@okanaprilian nama anime di gambar tu adalah your lie in april
@@meijinofficial7117 ngetroll di april
@@CridyratTheCry pi mampus lah indognesia
@@meijinofficial7117 tapi aku Malaysia
By the way the anime in the thumbnail is your lie in April
Oh yeah it is
crap I didn't even notice that Violin
@@duckiceprobably oooff
@@duckiceprobably I didn't either but the piano was pretty telling
Yup
This song is me. I’m still struggling to get over those feelings for someone even after they have told me they love someone else.
Everyone says “there’s plenty of fish in the sea” but it ain’t easy replacing someone in your heart. I’m an innate coward, took me years to confess and by then it was too late. Now just a pile of love with no direction for it to go in.
This song hits me in a bitter sweet place, captures all of my confusing feelings in 4 minutes.
I hope you can find someone to give that love to, soon, someone who also feels the same way towards you.
For my part, I've never truly loved someone before. I'm still waiting for that day, that person to come into my life.
I usually find myself feeling lonely all the time. I hope to one day find a person special to me, who feels the same towards me too.
I feel you, because I am the same.
Hey guys, lovestruck professional here. I’m so glad I read this comment and its replies, and reading about what the writer interpreted about the song’s message, I can confirm it’s actually true. As someone who has fallen for someone in my Middle School years, I was too much of a coward to move on and hold back from those feelings, because all I really want right now, is to be become the close friend I was to her back then, even if our relationship broke up when we both got to high school. Listening to this song, I start tearing up, because even if my crush is with anyone else, whoever, and even if she feels so distant, and uncomfortable with me, I’m sure deep down she’s happy that she has someone that cares for her, me. Even now, I still love her in this day and someday I do hope to fix the friendship that we had together back in the old days, whether it be affection or not
And that’s all I’ll be venting here, thank you for seeing this reply, anyone who is reading this, for I wish you too luck when you find someone that you care about in your heart.
PS: The dad of my crush is really happy for all the nice things I’ve done to for her, so this is a swift start to remaking my relationship with her. Wish me luck.. ;-:
I understand what you mean. I was with my ex for two years. I loved him so much and we built a lot of memories together. We even made plans for the future. But his family broke the relationship and no matter how hard I tried, he didn't listen to me. I was depressed for the whole of 2021, couldn't bring myself to do anything so I had to put a pause on uni. Eventually I completely stopped trying to reason with him. Fast forward to 2022, I'm already with my current boyfriend for nine months now, I just can't help but think about my ex and the happy memories we had together, it's painful and makes me feel bad, like I'm unfaithful. I don't usually cry towards emotional songs or movies, but after the breakup I've been very sensitive to stuff like this
@@emilyzhang5651 I'm sorry to hear that, its something that took me months to know where to put those feelings, I ended up putting it all into my work but I haven't been able to move on to someone else. The fact you were able to move on to someone else and keep it healthy is a huge step. Don't feel like you're unfaithful, feelings are feelings you can't change them, your actions are what matters now.
This song is so peaceful ❤
Tiru _tn yup
Agreed (◍•ᴗ•◍)
indeed
But the Lyrics kills
Peaceful yet my heart hurt inside xD, cant explain this
just wanted to vent here, and yes alot of trigger warnings. i was always a kid who was in my own world, i never really tried to speak to other people, and sometimes only hangs out to the only ones i knew well. i never got to look at my culture and unable to overall act more mature as much as i was supposed to be in that age. this caused me to be very different and yes indeed very sensitive- everything was honestly fine for me in kindergarten, i played by myself, had fun by myself, and again, just there in my own world and shaping my childhood. after i eventually entered grade school, everything kinda changed?? i was forced to interact with the other people which is a very new thing to me, with years just staying by myself. i made friends, and of course enemies at some point too. these enemies eventually turned to bully's who judge me in ways i talk, how much i talk, how i act, how much i acted weirdly, etc. this honestly impacted me lots, like i said before i am a pretty sensitive kid- when i stand infront of a big group, i start to break down into tears and shake uncontrollably lol i couldn't even stand doing presentations and tried so hard to hold back tears. i could always feel like they're laughing at me. i know deep down they're just laughing at something else, laughing to themselves about a completely different topic, but at some point even if someone near me even giggles, i start to think they were directed towards me. i don't know if this seems exaggerated but eh- eventually once i got so embarrassed in front of my whole class, i screamed at them asking " what did i even do to you? " and hmm i wonder what they would answer me- " it's all for the shit and giggles, we were just joking, you're so sensitive " etc. ouch. at some point my life was so bad i had a mental breakdown ( and probably the first mental breakdown ever? and of course i just broke down in the middle of school lmao ) i screamed, i kicked, i tried so hard to calm down but i just keep on digging stuff up from the past that reminds me of everything i've went through. i couldn't think of anything, but at the same time so many thoughts raced through my head.. it was painful. so many stuff happened, my uncle moved in, i started to scavenge through the wonders of the internet, my uncle was an absolute piece of heck and eventually made a huge ass ruckus everytime he came home, etc. ✨ the bullying just gotten worse, i had nobody to talk to, if i talk to a friend they would just compare their problems to mine, or just say " oh maybe you should just act more normally " um bietch how?? if i talk to my parents, they would talk to my bullies directly and i would be bullied even ✨more✨ i felt so lonely, i feel so.. idk how to explain it but it's just a sucky feeling where i'm stressed 24/7 ahahahahahahahaha kms. and this is where we would warn you, trigger warning for s*lf h*rm ouch- i come home, and decided to be productive and go through my stuff, and just when i was in the worse times of life, guess what i found? a razor blade 👁️👄👁️ i go to my room, i lock it, and i thought of nothing. nothing was going through my head. i didn't cry, i wasn't mad, i wasn't sad, i just was so desperate to have this whatever roller coaster to stop. and so without thinking, on the back of my left hand, i started digging, digging, cutting, scraping, i still have the photos till now. one cut was deep enough it left a scar. shiet was hecked up. i was 10. uhh i know my bullies wouldn't even read this since they're too messed up in the head to even learn english properly, but you know what? f*ck you lmao. shiet just got worse for me from there, nobody was there for me and i waited so bad for graduation. eventually it reached it's peak, i started to consider summer slide- though yes, i managed to hold myself back for 3 years. i'm still so proud of myself for that. things have gotten so much better for me in middle school. i have alot of people who knew what i was dealing with, and was there for me, i have friends, i had a greater bond with my family, and moved on from that. i know this song isn't even about this topic, but it's nice to speak out about this once in a while.
This may not seem like much from a stranger on the internet, but I’m glad you’re surrounded by loving friends and family now
tho im also a stranger,you are strong buddy ;)
I'm glad to know you kept going forward
That was a lot. Good job on you for continuing to move on from that. You're really strong. And I'm very happy that you have your friends and family to look after you. Don't stop moving forward.
Hey i know I'm a stranger but your a really strong and brave person and trust me on this there are a lot of people who are thankful for you just being there, and keep moving forward becouse you never know what'll come next!
i be frank .... when i see translation and blend myself with this song i feel like iam back at my teens at the days i break with my gf and she tryin to say 'can we be a friend and thats enough' and i forget about the day we in relationship and just be friend .... but when i feel this song its bring me on verge of tears when i remember that i still love her even though the time can't be rewind i wish that i hold her in my arms and tell her not to let go .... i can only say this song bring back my priceless memory .... even if its just a memory .... i don't regret to love her even if the time go backward its still the same i never regret to love her be it before or future..........booyah!XD
Muhammad Syamsudin It's nice that you loved it, tks u😊
@@nanavo1123 may i know whats the name of the artist that own this song?i try search in youtube but i find myself lost in because theres so many version and i don't know which one precisely original
I'm sorry, but this is the first version that I listened to and because it feels good, I subbed it
Gumi is the original artist. And I'm sorry you're gf has already moved on.
@@caitlinmanansala9883gumi is original artist?so my doubt had been answer thanks and its ok its just a part of memory that what makes me today my motto is always 'never regret my own decision' and 'even if we feel pain that what make us alive and forge the path so we don't live near the edge' i feel like oldman already
Loved this piece of music when I first found it, the piano just fits in so perfectly giving this oddly sad and regretful feeling while sitting at the window, letting the sun hit your everything
The level of emotional masochism it takes to listen to this song dozens of times! I can't help it though; it's so beautiful!
IDK, but everytime i hear this its like very familliar, like from an anime :(
idk but it reminds me of clannad or angel beats
I think its from your lie in april
Wrong. This is a cover. Gumi from Vocaloid sang the original.
I was obsessed with this song a long time ago. Its not from any anime. But I bought an official novel based on this song.
@@jamespanahon9351 The background is Your Lie in April but the song isn't from it.
thanks for English translation
Ikmal Ifan you welcome
Wahhh finally found this song!! I kept hearing this on tiktok!!! It's so beautiful 😭
Error707 tks so much☺️
💖
本当ですか。知りませんよ。
same bro
Me also
Gonna share with friends for sure ...pleasure to hear it ... I just wanna learn Japanese now 😍
Yash Gupta tks so much😊
@@nanavo1123 frnd
がんばってください。日本語どうですか。
In the summer, I listened to this song on loop for the whole season. Now here I am, blasting this song in my ears for the whole year.
This became my favorite after hearing it here , thank u❤
hitsuma kirisaki 😊 tks u
which animes song pls tell me
I found this song today, it was in a reels about studio ghibli movies on instagram. I loved the song, looked it up and ended up here. I didn't listen right away cause I was about to finish the movie "when marnie was there", I finished it (really good and emotional btw) and i listened to this song now, i wanted to give it a proper caring listen, so i did and while reading the lyrics i could not stop myself from tearing up, it's exactly what i'm going through for some time now.... and it hurts... it hurts to love someone for so long and suddenly you're no longer together, it hurts not being able to discard the love or moving on to a new one, it hurts even more when this person you can't let go is already with someone else. It feels so terrible, while i'm stuck missing him and suffering, he's moving on.
and also this video almost made me cry, remembering the one I care and love the most....thank you for sharing this..
Its_Yatori_Forever you are welcome
2:55 onward hits deifferent
I shared this to my friends hoping this video will go viral :)
Cyperial Plxyz tks u so much
1:31
Lyrics in spanish/ Letra en español:
0:14
"Dejame decirte algo importante,
que desde hace tiempo te he querido contar,
si me dejas ser solo tu amig@,
te prometo que no te molestaré más,
aunque si ahora no te importo,
entonces tú tampoco me importarás,
con mentiras y contradicciones,
yo te cantaría la última canción de amor"
0:55
"Te digo que hubo un lindo día,
aún cuando aquí ya ha empezado a llover,
y aunque ayer estuve aburrid@,
yo te dije que sin ti la pasé muy bien.
Por supuesto que en estos días,
no he pensado en ti ni una sola vez,
aunque siéndote algo sincer@ ,
creo que sí he pensado un poquito en ti"
1:23
"Mi mente gira como un carrusel,
ya no puedo y creo que,
¡Pierdo el control!
¿Donde voy a tirar...
este amor que me diste?
¡No lo necesito! ¡Mi corazón!
¡No puede tener más!
Sentimientos de papel,
emociones que remplazarás,
no los necesito más..."
2:03
"Déjame decirte algo importante,
que desde hace tiempo te he querido contar,
aunque quizás ya lo superaste,
tus palabras yo nunca los pude olvidar.
Muchas cosas quiero preguntarte,
¡Me enloquece no saber lo que piensas de mí,
estas emociones que me atan,
no entiendo si buenas o malas son,
aún no lo sé, ni puede encontrar,
un sitio en que las pueda desechar"
2:44
"Decidí quedarme a la espera,
hasta que comprenda tus palabras,
¿Tan malo es esperar un poco más?
2:58
"Avanzando tu estás,
y hace mucho que yo paré,
¿Cómo reducir la distancia?
¡Que crece más y más!
Yo aún no puedo,
expresarme con sinceridad"
3:23 "Soy un/una cobarde desde que nací"
3:26
"¿Donde voy a tirar...
este amor que me diste?
¿A quién se lo entrego?
Si ahora... ¡Tú no lo quieres más!
Tú ya debes saber,
que a nadie más voy a encontrar..."
3:50 Así, que esperaré, ¿Está bien?
Como nadie te agradeció vengo a agradecerte xd
@@Remin_23 Gracias, igual me tomó tiempo :,)
4000 views? This should be on trending! Its a really nice song. Keep up the good work
Shaushee i hope it, tks you 😊
295k views now😊
1.3M now
Everyone you don’t have to understand the words in the song just listen to this Beautiful song
Tks u
That background fits the song very well, good work !
Miner VietGaming tks you
@@feefoo745 yeah it is
Instant eargasm cant get this song off my head its too beautiful 😭
I Love this song ♡
milk tks so much
Np uwu
this song makes me teary for a while.
🙃
when you listen to this after a break up and after watching a sad anime: T_T
Sauce please
@@el-shafey2918 ok
@@เสฏฐพงศ์ปริญญาจารย์
Modern problems required modern solutions
some sad shit 🥲🥲
I love this sound it sounds so peaceful and it's so beautiful 😍😍❤️ this is my favorite song in Japanese 🇯🇵
I cried through the music alone. Reading the translation gave me more reason to cry.
This song is so peaceful 😇with the background music to 🎶:3
Curlyhead Kailee tks u
the background is like from your lie in april the one playing the violin is kouri and the one who's playing the piano is kousi
It really is
STOP!!! You’re making me cry😭😭😭
Kaori & Kousei ❤️
i was hoping they could be together but the disease 😭😭😭😭
This song is just too beautiful, i can't find the words to express it.❤
This song fits for every sad anime. It sounds so peacrful and beautiful, no literal words can express my deelings to this song. Anyway I finally found the name and ...
I listened to this song and it brought tears to my eyes 😢
This song deserves more views.
Every part of the song is beautiful but 2:57 has a different vibe
My heart can't take it.. this song is so beautiful!)
This song is so powerful. It makes me feel like no matter what is going on in my life or what ailments I have, I can always come here to find peace.
I listen to this when I'm in my emotional breakdown... it cures me and makes my heart dance
It's peaceful & emotional at the same time, my heart felt it.
I love this song I've been finding this for 4 hours
is it worth it?
It's been a few seconds I already missed you
Finally Plus Sad Anime Scene :)
1:36 this is the best moment!
No it's 1:23 this the moment
this song this made me think of all what happened in the past to the present what happened to me and my life,my life when down hill so much that i didn't even like to do anything productive anymore rather than day dreaming all about anime stuff and all of the good memories and bad memories
This song is very nice, thanks for who cover it and post it
Arigatou 😁
This song is so beautiful and calm I really love it
Kon’ nichiwa. I’m a BIG fan of Japanese anime!! And btw this song THE BEST!!
Tks u so much
Your welcome? :)
24 seconds Let's go bois. I haven't left for long have i??
The piano version feels really good
When i heard this song i feel like im staying on a calm place with a beutiful views and nice cool breeze
Also like viewing the sunrise or the sunset
@@suraimu_pyoin07 yess both of us haha..
@@nanatheslayer439 the chills and the nostalgia the music gives.. feels really like you are watching the morning or twilight skies
@@suraimu_pyoin07 yupp plus staring at someone with so lovely smile what a beutiful imagination haha.. thanks for sharing me ur imagination it makes me smiling
@@nanatheslayer439 the lyrics tho... it expressed pain💔
I missed my childhood, I wouldnt search up any song, all the songs from the radio, laughter and fun…. joy was me, the absolute contrast, of me searching songs easing myself….
Good old days
Why there's kousei and kaori😭😭 this song alone can already make me cry you know
This song sounds really nostalgic for some reason
OMG _ My tears ,, I loved it .. "Heart"
To everyone and myself, bad times always happens so will good times. cherish your loved ones and especially those with dogs coz u will never know when u lose them. (People with pets suffers more as pets usually can tell when your sad and r always there)
Idk how many days I might meet my Internet Best friend soon!!
This Song is Hurts The Feeling When Someone Love You But People Doesn't Like You And Yes This Kinda Hurts Your Feelings?🙏🙏
I can listen to this song forever
イザベラ_IM CUTE ISABELLA YT tks u so much^^
@@nanavo1123 np =￣ω￣=
Make a 1 hour version of this song so i can listen to this song in peace (๑و•̀ω•́)و
Gonz Thanks for the recommendation!😆
*MASARAP*
Mention not😎😂
@@kiragami5634 gøñz here😎✋
@@gon6649 SUBARASHI
It really relaxes my stressful day 😊😊
thanks for the lyrics
1:35 is very emotional
How to cry
In 100000mins
1.feel the pain
2.hear the song
3.nostalgia
whenever i hear this song it makes me remember my childhood memories :(
This is so beautiful how do you not have more subscribers you deserve more recognition
Yukka Rosette tks u so much❤️
No problem ❤
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*This Song Make Me Remind Of My All Fictional Crush* 💖
boku ga zutto mae kara omot teru koto o hanaso u ka
tomodachi ni modore tara kore ijou wa mou nozoma nai sa
kimi ga sore de ii nara boku datte sore de kamawa nai sa
usotsuki no boku ga hai ta han tai kotoba no ai no uta
kyou wa kocchi no chihou wa do shaburi no seiten deshi ta
kinou mo zutto hima de ichi nichi mankitsu shi te mashi ta
betsuni kimi no koto nante kangae te nanka i nai sa
iya demo chotto hontouha kangae te ta kamo nante
meriigourando mitai ni mawaru
boku no atama n naka wa mou guruguru sa
kono ryoute kara kobore sou na hodo
kimi ni morat ta ai wa doko ni suteyo u ?
kagiri no aru shoumou hin nante boku wa
ira nai yo
boku ga zutto mae kara omot teru koto o hanaso u ka
sugata wa mie nai noni kotoba dake mie chat teru n da
boku ga shira nai koto ga aru dake de ki ga kurui sou da
burasagat ta kanjou ga kirei na no ka kitanai no ka
boku ni wa mada wakara zu suteru ate mo nai n da
kotoba no ura no ura ga mieru made matsu kara sa
matsu kurai nara ii ja nai ka
susumu kimi to tomat ta boku no
chijimara nai suki o nani umeyo u ?
mada sunao ni kotoba ni deki nai boku wa
tensei no yowamushi sa
kono ryoute kara kobore sou na hodo
kimi ni watasu ai o dare ni yuzuro u ?
sonna n doko ni mo ate ga aru wake nai daro
mada matsu yo
mou ii kai
ありがとうございましたジェでさんさん
17 hours phew Just finished cleaning my house
I love this song its so beautiful
When I hear this song piece....it makes my mind peace. Thank you for this good song 😌🙂
A masterpiece💕
So peaceful
Hey, to everyone reading this... 💟 Don't give up yet. Even if you're going up slowly, don't stop! ✨ Believe it or not, here's just someone or something that's waiting for you up there... 💙And if you're tired, I or they or we will help you get up 🌹 *Don't give up yet*
Just feeling a beauty and sad vibe
This is what I'm looking for this song
To back just being friends, and I can only hope a million times that could be true.
I've found this song randomly by searching for another one. I'm addicted to it now, so beautiful
泣きます😭😭
The picture is reminding me of "Your lie in April"😢
This is Brokenhearted and very sad i love it
I love this song😭😭
Thank you so much
dont know why ,but the background is perfect for this song
when i hear this song i almost cry because i remember demon slayer the pillars especially shinobu
Same
Shinobu is going to die 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Rengoku🥺
Ive been finding this for weeks until i saw it one of the comments in tiktok. I really love the song 😭❤️❤️
This is so healing ❤ came from fb vid by Deadbunny ❤
My favorite song fav singer!!! 💕💜💜😍😍
Wow. Amazing!
Tanabata Kung tks u
@@nanavo1123 ✨
Long live the song.😭
listen with tears
good old friends good old crushes😢
When she says Guru guru sa, That hits different
Why?
I remember obsessing with this song long ago I even bought a book based off this song.
Beautiful song
*VERY NICE*
Kaori lives on in our hearts ❤️ untill our last breath