[ENG] 오하빵 채널 최초 오프라인 팬미팅💛 팬들에게 직접 만든 빵 나눔과, Q&A 인터뷰까지⁉ㅣOhhabbang
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- Опубликовано: 24 сен 2024
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오늘은 지난 1인미디어대전때
무려 2년만에!! 오프라인에서 빵다들을 만나
짧지만 즐거웠던 현장 영상입니다!!👏👏
다시 한 번 시간 내서 방문해준 빵다들 고마워요!
직접 만나지는 못했지만 온라인으로 응원해준
빵다들도 너무 고맙다요-!!💛
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오랜만에 그대들만나서 기분정말좋았다요!!💛
그대들 다시 만날때는 더맛있는 빵 대접할게요!!
오하빵 채널 주인장 한번은 꼭 보고싶네요
♡___♡
충분히 맛있었어요!!
팬 한분마다 말도 이쁘게 하고 팬서비스도 잘해주고 울컥해한 팬도 안아주고 저도 하영언니 보면 꼭 사인받고 셀카 찍고 싶고 하영언니가 만든 🥐도 먹고싶어용 그리고 저 노래들을때 덤더럼 필수록 꼭 들어욬ㅋㅋ중독성이 넘 심해서 언젠가 만날수 있는날이 한번 오길 바래요
꽤나 귀엽네...
하영언니는 현장에서 팬들로부터 자신의 정체를 의심받았습니다!😂 제 마음속엔 '진짜 오하영'이 뭐죠?💛 노래 잘하는 천사🎤, 빵 베이커리 대왕🍞, 골프 치는 대가⛳️, 게임하는 천재입니다🎮! 어쨌든 하영언니는 다재다능하고 전세계에서 가장 완벽한 사람이에요!💛
하영언니 현장에서 팬들로 부터 지신의 정체를 의심 받았습니다 제 마음속에 진짜 오하영이 뭐죠 노래 잘 하는 천사 빵 베이커리 대왕 골프 치는 대가 게임하는 전세계에서 가장 완벽한 사람이에요 하영언니 게임 잘하고 골프 잘 치고 빵 잘 만들다 못타는겠 없다😘😍
Pandas are cute and Hayoung is cuter. 🥰💛
저 판다들이 너무 부러워요ㅠㅠ실제로 보고 하영온니가 만든 빵도 먹고 질문도 읽답해주고 보는내내 계속 현기증만 났는데 저도 에이핑크를 비롯해 하영언닐 덕질한지 오래됬는데 아직 한번 본적이 없어 서러워요 그래서 저도 꼭 볼수 있는날이 오면 좋겠고 팬들에게 선물할 빵 열심히 만드느라 고생했어요 팬서비스 받는 팬들 너무 부러웠는데 5:29 6:59 그 심정들 이해해요 저였어도 처음이고 신기해서 울었을꺼에요 하영언니 항상 행복했음 좋겠고 아프지 말아요
Love you oh hayoung
하영언니는 정말 똑똑해서 많은 질문에 쉽게 대답하고 빵도 많이 만들고 1인 미디어 대전에도 나가는 하영언니가 고생 많아있어요 저는 현장 없었지만 언니의 바이오르를 통해 현장 분위기를 느꼈어요 애브하는 하영언니 정말 좋았고 연말 하영언니 건강하세요 아프지말세요 빵 잘 만들다😘😍
5:53 덤더럼 평소에 즐겨듣고 있어요! 오하영 덤더럼 라이브 대박 감미롭네 힘빼고 부르셔도 가수는 가수다 진짜..💯 멤버분 중에 목소리 색깔 자체는 거의 최고신듯;
언니 볼 수 있어서 너무 행복했던 날이었어요!
제 인생에서 가장 행복했던 순간을 뽑으라면 이때가 아닐까🤭✨ 행복한 순간 만들어줘서 고마워요💛
다음에 기회가 생긴다면 꼬옥 다시 갈게요!!
기회 있겠죠..?!! 바라고 바라면 이루어질 거라고 믿어요🥺 꼬옥 바래 볼게요☺️
I think the guy in 3:52 is like the same guy who won the bid for the dancing cats for hayoung in Hello Counselor before wow
오랜만에 오프라인에서 하영언니를 만난다는 게 너무 좋았고 현장에 갈 수 있는 친구들이 부러웠고 저도 온라인에서 감동을 듬뿍 받았어요!💛하영 언니가 진지하게 우리의 질문에 대답해주셔서 감사합니다.💛언니의 빵 메이킹 영상도 큰 힘이 됐고, 아무리 힘들어도 열심히 하면 성공할 수 있었다!💛하영 언니가 빵을 만들든 골프를 칠든 게임을 하든 라떼 도전을 하든 최선을 다해 언니를 응원할 거예요!💪
으...으아....이런걸 하셨구나...12살때부터 빵다여서 지금 13살인데 그래도 1년차 빵다라고 자랑하고다녔는데 이런거 하신지도 몰랐네..알았으면 바로 가는건데ㅠ영상으로만 봤지만 너무 재밌고 저기계신분들 모두 부럽네요 하영누나 그리고 오탁구누나 앞으로도 파이팅!
PINK WORLD 이후 1년만에 제대로 팬들과 함께 한 만남이었는데 빵다들과 함께 행복한 시간 보내서 정말 다행이에요💛 오늘 콘텐츠를 보니까 1인 미디어 대전에서 하빵을 못 본게 너무 후회가 되요 ㅠㅠ 이 날 참석한 빵다분들, 트레저헌터 직원분들, 하빵 정말 수고많았고 다음에 기회가 된다면 제빵왕 오탁구 쿠킹 스튜디오를 열어서 빵다들 앞에서 하빵이 직접 빵을 만들어주고 소통할 수 있다면 정말 좋겠어요💛 오늘 눈도 많이 오고 날씨가 다시 한번 급격히 추워졌는데 몸관리 잘하고 따뜻한 주말 보냈으면 좋겠어요💛 오늘도 덕분에 즐거웠어요💛🙏
오랜만에 빵다들 만나서 정말 즐거워 보여요! ㅎㅎ 그날 하빵이 만난 빵다들도 부럽 ㅠㅠ 다음엔 저도 하빵이가 만든 빵 맛있게 먹고 싶다용 ㅎㅎㅎㅎ
빵 누나 볼 수 있어서 너무 좋았어요💛💛 누나한테 가위바위보 올킬 당해서..빵은 못 먹었지만 ㅠㅠ
Hayoung with Pandas
Stay healthy oh Hayoung ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😘😍
I LOVE APINK!
I LOVE OH HABBANG❤
👍👍👍😉 fighting! 🙆🙆🙆
언니 오랜만에 봐서 정말 좋았어요ㅠㅠ
언니가 만든빵 못먹어소 너무 아쉽지만 가까이서 오랜만에 볼 수 있어서 좋았구 정말 좋았어용
지방 사는 판다친구랑 새벽밤새고 언니 보러 갔는데 언니 보니깐 기운이 났어요 🥰🥰❤️❤️
너무 재밌었고 유튜브로 다시 보니깐 기억이 다시 새록새록 나네용❤️😍😍
하영 언니 귀여운 💕💕
화이팅
Mmm delicious bread looks great !!!🥐🥖👌😋🙋♂️🐼❤
난 하영이는 봤는데 하빵이는 한 번도 못봤어ㅠ 나도 하빵이 보고싶어!!!! 하빵이가 만든 빵도 먹어보고싶은데....못가서 너무 아쉽다😭 그래도 이렇게라도 현장 볼수있어서 너무 좋다♥ 빵다들 질문들도 다 재밌고 하빵이도 센스있게 잘 받아주네ㅎㅎ
저 날 언니보러 너무 가고싶었는데ㅠㅠ 알바 시간을 못빼서 못갔어요ㅠㅠㅠㅠ 그래두 팬미팅 티켓팅 2층이라도 성공했으니까 31일에 꼭 언니 보러갈게요ㅠㅠㅠ 앞으로도 재밌는 영상 많이 기다릴께요💛
Like Hayoung, like Bbandas😆 Everyone there is so funny. Hope I can taste Hayoung's hand-made bread in the future🥰.
울언니 오랜만에 만나서 너무너무 반가웠어요 .. ❤️ 오하영이 젤 최고더라 .. 우리 또 곧 만나는 그날까지 .. !! 그리고 다음에 또 빵 .. 기회있으면 좋게써요 🤤🤤😢 못먹어서 아쉽 🥺 오하영 사랑해 !
오랜만에 하빵이 봐서 너무 행복했어요 ㅠㅠㅠ 다음에 꼭 함께 빵만드는 날이 왔으면 좋겠어요 💙
How hayoung holding her microphone looking like she would singing there.... I'm so jealous and want to meet her😭😭😭😭
이런 오프 나중에 또 해줘요!! 더 재밌는 질문으로 찾아뵙겠습니다 ㅋㅋ
1:44~2:00 본인질문
oh habbangggg yeppuda!!!
오하영 맞냐고 질문한 사람입니다. 실물 처음 뵙는데 너무 친절하시고 노래 불러주셔서 감동!
하빵이 오랜만에 빵다들 만나서 너무 행복해보였어요!!💜💜직접 만든 빵도 나눠주고 빵다들과 소통도 하고 즐거운 시간 보냈네요!!직접 못가서 너무 아쉬웠는데 영상으로 봐서 좋았어요!!❤❤오탁구 실력이 점점 좋아져서 이제 프로가 되어가는데 진짜 제빵왕이 되는 모습을 곧 볼 수 있을 거 같아요!!끝나고 피곤했을텐데 집에와서 피드백도 다 해주는 모습이 너무 예뻐보였어요!!앞으로 오탁구에서 더 성장해가는 모습 기대할께요!!!❤❤❤❤
감기조심하세요 주인장님~ 얼른 이시국이 종결되었으면 좋겠네요ㅠㅠ
Love you hayoung ♥️
비록 이번에 하영 언니를 만나지 못했지만, 나중에 하영 언니를 만나서 언니가 직접 만든 빵을 맛볼 수 있는 기회가 있을 거라 믿어요!💛
요새 더 이뻐졌네~~
저도 당신을 보러 갔길 바라요!😭
그 팬들은 정말 운이 좋아요!👍
당신은 정말 예뻐요!😍
몸조심하고 건강하게 지내세요!💪
팬미팅에서 봬요!🥰
사랑해!🐼❤
오하영 예쁘다!!!!!!!
저도 하영언니 만나고싶어요ㅠㅠㅠ 너무 보고싶다 언니 사랑해 평생♡
기다리는 시간은 추웠지만 오랜만에 하영언니 보니깐 반갑고 너무 너무 좋았어요 영상에는 다 나오지 않았지만 중간중간 심심하지않게 계속 말걸어주고 이야기해주고 한명 한명 인사해주고 진짜 천사 그자체셨어요 ㅜㅜ 하빵언니 혹시 다음에 빵 만드신거 멤버들 먹여주시면서 반응보기 하면 재밌을거 같은데 가능하시면 나중에 한번 부탁 드려봐도 되까요 .. ?̊̈ 팬들의 반응을 들으니깐 멤버들의 반응도 궁금해요 🥺 요즘 연습 하느라 잠도 못자시는것 같은데 건강 조심하시구 다이어트 무리하지마시구 든든히 챙겨드세요 ! 우리 31일날 봬요 ☺️
이 소녀는 서툴지만 헌신적이고 팬들을 위해 최선을 다할 것입니다 💛 저건 우리 하영이야 💛💛내가 저 머핀을 먹어볼 수 있었으면 좋겠어 ☺️
오하영 사랑해
누난 정말 노래도 잘하고 베이킹이면 베이킹, 운동, 게임 못하는게 뭐에요??? ㅋㅋ
게다가 예쁘고 팬들에게 이렇게 친절하기까지
진짜 누나한테 벽이 느껴지네요 완벽!!
ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ>
하영아^+^ 새로운 비디오를 올려서 정말 고마워용!~ 저는 오스트리아에서 왔고 네가 비디오랑 항상 한국어를 열심히 공부하고 있어요.
오랜만에 대면으로 팬들과 소통해서 행복해하는 하빵이 ㅜㅜ
정말 오랜만에 대면으로 봐서 그런지 엄청 반가웠어요!! 팬미팅때 꼭 만나요 우리😭❤
나도 가고 싶어는데 ㅠㅠ 하영 마스크써도 외모가 빛난다 😍😍
저도 너무너무 가고싶었지만..못 가서 너무 아쉬워요ㅠㅠ
그치만 그래도 이렇게나마 봐서 좋아요💛
My beautiful girl, I love you so muchhh♥️♥️♥️♥️
하빵♡
하영이 미모 전성기야 너무 예쁘다 빵도 맛있었어
This video is so wholesome, you can tell that Hayoung really missed her fans.
크항 이제 20대 후반 돼셨네 ㅎㅎㅎ
조케땅 ㅎ
😍😍😍🤩🤩🤩❤️❤️
아 2등이다
오랜만에 보는 오프만남인거 같네요 그래서인지 다들 더 반가워하는거 같네요 맴버 모두 오프로 볼 수 있는날이 오면 좋겠네요!
하영언니는 정말 똑똑해서 많은 질문에 쉽게 대답하고 빵도 많이 만들고 1인 미디어 대전에도 나가는 하영언니가 고생 많았어요!💛 저는 현장에 없었지만 언니의 브이로그를 통해 현장 분위기를 느꼈어요!👍 애드리브 하는 하영언니 정말 좋았고 연말에 하영언니 노래 들을 생각에 더 좋았죠!💛
진짜 간단히 식빵 한번 만들어주세요!!
쫄깃쫄깃 식빵 따라만들고 싶습니다!!!!
5:46 오하영 아니다! 가짜다!!
하빵양 가짜설. 😂😂😂😂
💛💛💛
하빵이는 본인 방송이나 영상 모니터링 어떻게 해요??
이렇게 잠깐 나온 것도 부끄러워서 못 보겠는데..😂
영상보고 너무 행복했던 기억이 다시 떠올랐으니 팬미팅 날까지 더 힘내서 기다릴게요!! 😊
오늘 영상도 고마워요!! 사랑해♥️
좋겠다. 😭😭
저기간판다들이부러워 ㅠㅠㅠ여전히이쁘다💕
진심 너무나도행복한 시간이었어요 하빵이 손수 만든 스콘을 선물받고 먹어보았다는게 아직도
꿈을꾼거 같아요🥰 하빵이 이날 말했던 이후에도 트헌에서 오프행사 기획했던것들 하빵과 빵다들 마주 할수있는 날이 빨리오길 바라요💛
그날 못가서 마음만 갔다왔어요~!!언니도 물론 팬들도 넘 행복해 보인다✨난 언니가 만든 캄파뉴가 먹고싶은데요…캄파뉴는 가능할까요?ㅋㅋ언니가 만든 빵은 캄파뉴 아니라도 맛있게 먹겠습니다ㅋㅋㅋ다음에는 꼭 가고싶네요😭
오하영은 진심 천사다 팬사랑 쩌러ㅠㅠ
빵터뷰 기발하네요. 꿀잼!
I was sooo sleepy cause it's almost midnight hereee but
Suddenly I feel like missing you, want to see and hear you voice... Again, that's why I came here.
😊💖💖💖💖💖💖
Hayoung so pretty💜🦋
1인 미디어 대전에 나선 하영 언니 정말 멋져요. 팬더들에게 선물을 준비하느라 밤새워 베이킹하는 하영 언니 정말 고생 많았어요!💛 저는 코로나19로 이동 제한 때문에 하영 언니를 보러 갈 기회가 없었습니다 😔언니가 만든 빵을 먹을 기회도 없었습니다 🥺그런데 영상을 통해 현장의 팬들의 열정을 느꼈습니다! 💛 하영 언니는 워낙 다재다능해서 노래만 불러서 신분을 증명할 필요 없어요!😂 코로나19 사태가 빨리 끝나 하영 언니를 만날 수 있었으면 좋겠고, 언니가 만든 🍞를 먹을 수 있었으면 좋겠어요!🙏
🥰🥰😍😍😍❤️❤️❤️❤️
TURKISH PINK PANDA 🇹🇷🇹🇷🇹🇷🐼
하빵누나 본 사람들 너무 부럽다ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
나도 보고싶어ㅠㅜ😭😭😭😭
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣
💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
넘무 예쁘다❤ㅠㅜ
English subtitle please 😆
Wow she reads so fast 😄
Hayoung so tall 💛
I'm so jealous with that panda can see you
급발진 제빵사 오탁구, 잘 보고 있어요~
언니 크리스마스기념 크리스마스케이크 만들어주세용
하영이 턱선 각도가 컴백각인데 ㅎㅎ
me alegra tanto verte feliz♡
What about trying any foreign food like italian cuisine or anything like that?
와 판다들 많이 갔네요 ㅎㅎ
피드백할때 미모 실화냐
항상 좋은 컨텐츠의 영상 올려 주셔서 감사히
잘 보고 있습니다. 영상 편집하시랴 업로드 하시랴
고생 많으셨겠습니다
저의 '좋아요'를 받아주세요!!
행복한 하루 되시고 화이팅 하세용!!
😍😍❤️❤️❤️😍😍
하영님! 저때 영상 자신이 나온 부분만 받아볼 순 없을까요? 제가 나온 부분도 보고싶어서( •_ •̥ ˳ ˳ )
군대....ㅋㅋㅋ
야이!! 그녀가 돌아왔습니다. 많은 사랑을 받으십시오.💚
얼굴.......미쳤다
I need Engsub for this vid, please staff of treasure hunter, I need to know what the beautiful Ha Young said
씁쓸하다
한국 1빠
Hii
나는 한번도 못만났는데 ㅜㅜ
I just gonna fall asleep while listening to your voice here 💛 goodnight... I LOVE YOU ♡ OHY 💛
BTW
Why you're so goddam funny but still so pretty XD
Eng sub T.T
5:20 저기 현장에 있었다면 진짜 키 몇인지 질문했을 건데 아쉽다
169입니다🤪
하지만 다들 안믿죠 2미터 조금안된다고 생각해주셔요
@@ohhabbang 172~3 정도라고 생각했는데 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Oink Oink.. I need your Heart.. I been asking for Your Heart for a long time by Now.. but it seems like YOU are Not answering me.. I hear no respond on the other side.. Please tell me.. When will you tell me Your Answer.. I am over here.. it is so Hot outside.. standing where the Sun is not on my favor.. it is so Hot out here.. Do I need a glass cup of cold water.. I am Not sure if I need to drink.. Until you tell me and give me your Answer.. I am not going to stop asking.. But it is so hot out here.. I think I be dying to death through Burning over the Heat.. Please.. why don't you ever answer Me.. Please.. tell me what YOU are thinking.. what are your thoughts about my Question.. why can't you tell me.. I need to know.. Please give me an Answer.. as I am holding the Glass jar.. I am looking through the Glass jar.. DO you see this Glass jar.. it is just an Empty Jar.. WHY can't you tell me Your Answer.. why don't you ever respond to my Question.. It is Not that Hard.. WHY are you making it so complicated when My Question is so Simple.. ALL I want.. WHAT I means is what I truly Needs.. is YOUR HEART.. that is all I am asking For.. I am asking.. Can I have your Heart.. I want to have Your Heart and I want to just Love YOUR HEART.. but I do not hear any thing on the Other side.. I am looking at this Door.. The door is closed.. WOULD you open this Door if I knock on it.. I know you will not answer.. I be standing Out here.. it is in the Middle of the Day.. when it is the most hottest part of the Day.. and I know YOU know I have come.. I am sure you heard my foot steps and Now.. can YOU Hear my voice.. I know that my voice is Loud.. so I know YOU Heard and yes.. I am with a Shoes.. when I walk with these shoes.. YOU can hear HOW LOUD the steps are as I am walking.. so I have been walking.. I am making it to be Heard.. I want YOU to hear the Steps.. hear the sounds of the foot steps telling YOU that I am Not silent.. I am making it all Known to YOU.. being so Loud so that YOU CAN HEAR me on the Other side.. Now.. YOU see me with the Glass Jar.. Both Arms holding around it.. but as YOU can see.. it is an EMPTY.. If you are wondering why did I bring an empty Glass jar with me.. and Not put water inside.. Well.. I am here to let YOU know.. Even though it may be Hot standing out here.. the Sun is burning my Head.. and I can feel sweats running down on the back and front of my Chest.. I can feel the waters pouring down.. But.. it does Not matter How Hot it is.. I can burn to death is what I am telling YOU.. and If you are still wondering about why is the Glass Jar empty.. I know that I can Put something inside this Empty Glass jar.. I been asking YOU something.. I have one simple Question.. and that is I need Your Heart.. if I come closer and I begin to knock on this Door.. Would to Please Open the Door.. it would be pointless if I knock on this Door and YOU don't open it.. it is only going to get me upset for trying but can't prove the Point.. I want YOU to open this Door.. the Door which is in front of Me.. but what If I knock and YOU don't answer.. but what would happen if I did Knock on this Door and YOU would answer it.. that is why I needs to be sure.. I want YOU to tell me that If I do Knock and YOU hear the door be knocking.. just know that ON the Other side.. I am standing by this door.. waiting for YOU.. waiting for you to Open this DOOR.. and If you do Open the Door.. can YOU promise me something.. Promise me that YOU will have Your Heart ready to give to me.. I did not come all the way down here to have the Question not to be answered or for YOU to tell me to get lost.. or YOU will not answer or Open this Door.. so Please first answer my Question.. but even though I may ask YOU many times.. I have been asking you for a long time.. But.. even till this day.. YOU have not given me any answer.. Now.. YOU may be wondering,, If I have Not receive any answers.. why do I keep on trying.. why do I keep on coming back to this Door.. why would I be standing Out here.. out where the SUN be the hottest the most and still be here.. YOU know my answer.. because I never stopped loving YOU.. do you know what YOU have done to Me.. I have my Heart be missing.. I cannot find My Heart any where.. I have been asking my own Heart.. where are YOU.. I do not even hear.. I can't even feel my Heart Beat.. I can't hear my Heart beating any more.. so I know that my Heart has decided to pack and has left Me.. wrote me a Note and told me.. My Heart has left me to GO to YOU.. I see a Picture.. on the top of my desk.. and when I looked at the Picture.. it was the Picture of YOU.. I remember one morning.. I woke UP.. my head laying on top of the desk.. as I raise UP my head.. I can hear banging hard from the Inside of my Head.. and I looked down to find a Picture.. it was YOU.. Your Beautiful smile.. Your twinkling eyes.. and I just could not forget HOW beautiful YOU are.. on the side.. I saw a SHOT glass and next to it was the empty Bottle.. it was a hard core liquor.. the One when YOU wake UP.. something Bangs hard in your Head.. and I just could Not take that Bang anymore.. I could Not feel my Heart any more.. a Note was written to me saying.. my Heart has left me for YOU.. and I would see the Picture.. I knew where YOU were.. and Just could Not believe that my Heart has left me.. I wanted to ask YOU.. what Have you done to My Heart.. why would my Heart leave me.. I never Hurt my own Heart but YOU did something to my Heart.. Now.. I needed the answers.. I want some answers because MY Heart never acted like this Before.. WHAT have you done to me.. to My Heart.. so I grab the Empty Glass Jar.. is it to get my Heart back.. NO.. I want my Heart to come back to Me and I also want to have Your Heart as well with me.. Now.. I am here standing by this Door.. I want some answers.. my Heart has left me.. Now I can't feel my Heart beating any more.. I needs to know what Have you done to Me.. what is it about you makes My Heart to fall.. runs and leaves me so that My Heart can be with YOU.. but.. I am not here because My Heart has left Me.. I want to know will YOU OPEN this Door.. can YOU Please say something to let me know will YOU answer the door.. YOU are wondering.. I can step it up and just knock right.. Yes.. I can be as simple as just to knock on this Door.. the Purpose of the knocking at this Door is.. will you open the Door.. let my Heart Out and let My Heart come with me.. and WILL you please give me YOUR HEART.. I want to win YOUR Heart.. I want to have Your Heart.. I want YOUR HEART to come with me.. but if YOU are Not going to answer the door and will Not give my Heart.. I need Your Heart.. I want to take Your Heart with me.. I need Your Heart.. so that I can do what I am the best at.. to Love YOU.. I know that I can love you like YOU have never been loved Before.. I can love YOU where your Heart will tell YOU.. are YOU HOT.. YOU be standing there like on the Middle of the Day where the SUN be the Hottest the Most.. I know that If YOU give me Your Heart.. YOU will be burning UP.. and on your Head YOU be like it be so Hot.. it burns and feels Like YOU drank a Hard core Liquor and YOU be like.. YOU can feel a Hit.. Bang on the Head.. Bang will not stop until you know that It is Me who be loving YOU like a Hard core Liquor.. to fire YOU up when YOU LOOK at the Liquor.. before YOU can pour into the Shot Glass.. YOU KNOW you can feel like I be loving YOU a Crazy Person.. I can love you like that.. I am at this Door.. standing here and just waiting.. YOU are wondering.. waiting is not going to do anything If I don't knock right.. but.. Please tell me then.. would YOU open this door.. and WILL you please give me your Heart if I do.. are you sure YOU can give me your Heart because I just do not want to knock on this DOOR for nothing.. I did not come here just to look like.. I am here to ask YOU.. and to have an answer.. I need YOU to give me the answer before I can knock.. because I do not want to knock and NO answer.. and NO Heart.. I want.. I need YOUR Answer.. I need Your Heart.. I want want.. and Yes.. I need Need your Heart.. because I want to Love YOU.. without YOUR HEART.. there is NO point of starting because the starting point comes when YOU give me the answer with the Heart and I be holding YOUR HEART.. I be carrying YOUR HEART and putting Your Heart inside this Glass Jar and celebrating that I can Make you mine.. and to See if YOU can fall in Love with Me.. I want YOU to love Me.. to fall for me and to Love me more than I can love YOU.. to love you where YOU will tell me to stop loving you but I will say to YOU.. I just can't stop loving YOU because I want more.. I want to love YOU More and More until.. YOU will say I want more.. I need Your Heart.. I want to knock on this Door.. YOU know that Standing out here.. where in the Middle of the day.. the hottest.. it is burning Hot.. very hot out here.. but.. I know I can wait till you answer.. and I would step UP closer.. and I am looking at this Door.. and I am wondering.. SHOULD I KNOCK anyways.. what am I afraid of.. I should Not be afraid of anything right.. and I put my Ear on the Door.. and I can hear the foot steps and Stops by the Door.. and I know.. it must be YOU who heard my plea for Your Love.. YOU Hear my voice on the other side.. asking YOU for Your Heart right.. I have be standing out here for an Hour Now.. and it is getting hot out here.. should I knock at this Door.. I hear Your Steps from the Inside.. I know that YOU have come closer to the Door..
CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. DO you know How much I love YOU.. I am Not sure if you know this.. that I do love YOU so much that It is so Hard to explain.. if only you know how much I love you.. I wonder how the out come would be like.. if YOU just trust and believe my words.. that I just can't stop.. I remember.. One night.. I would be walking alone.. I began to think about YOU MAH MAH.. I would stand still.. and started to think of YOU.. Pulling out the Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I wanted to run to YOU.. I wanted to get close to YOU.. But I just didn't know How.. walking alone.. I was going back to the Garden.. for some reason.. I end UP being by the Garden.. and only thing is that I would see YOU.. of course YOU were not present.. it was when YOU told me that YOU never loved Me and wanted me to Go.. it would be several days that would pass By.. I felt so Sick.. felt like I caught a Flu.. from the cold.. it felt so cold everywhere.. I just could Not but I remember looking at the Garden.. I wanted to run.. I wanted to Hide.. go as far as I can to never.. but for some reason I just could Not leave the Garden at the Moment.. as I looked up the Hill and started to walk up the Hill.. I would say.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. WHY would you hurt Me.. why don't you want to see me anymore.. what Have I done to YOU.. what Wrong have I done.. why.. and I would LOOK UP.. as I would keep on walking UP on the Hill and reach to the top of the Hill.. as I would stand and I turn to look at the Tree.. I wanted to see YOU.. and I would call out your Name.. looking at the Tree.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I know that YOU do not want to see me any more.. I know that YOU wanted me to Leave.. YOU told me to GO but what if I just can't do that.. what if I would disobey your Words because I rather choose to Love YOU instead.. would you throw me in prison.. would YOU put me in chains.. would you call the Special Guards or Your Body guards to Kill me.. I would rather Die by their swords if I have too but Please don't tell me to Leave.. Don't tell me to Go because I just can't leave YOU.. YOU know why.. it is because I keep on seeing YOU.. I just can't stop but seeing YOU everywhere I go.. then How can you tell me to GO.. so As I stand on the Hill top.. I looked at this same tree.. and I thought about YOU.. it does Not matter because what If my love is stronger for YOU.. I don't know until I keep on trying.. but if I give UP now I will never know what could.. YOU can put me in chains.. YOU can put me in Prison.. YOU can even tell the Special Guards or the Body Guards to use their Swords to strike me down.. then I will surely die if I have too but I want You to always remember that I never stopped loved YOU.. before anything can happen to me.. I want you to know by my actions How much I love you before all these things can take its place.. So I looked at this tree.. Looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. As I am looking at this tree.. I would turn my Head to look at You who was standing Next to Me.. My Hand holding to Your Wrist.. and I would say.. Tell me.. Do you love YOU.. why can't you give me your answers.. I want to know do YOU love me.. YOU already know My Heart.. YOU know how much I love YOU because I just can't stop loving YOU.. so what Am I suppose to do Now.. I have told YOU already many times that my hand does Not want to let go of Your wrist.. I just can't let YOU go.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I know that I can be in seriously trouble for Loving YOU.. and there are some lines YOU just can't cross but.. I think I have already crossed It.. so Now.. what am I suppose to DO.. You are the one who brought me to this Place.. I was Not thinking about the Garden.. was Not thinking about the Hill top or this Tree.. but Yes.. I have already made UP my mind which is to Love YOU as much as I can.. as long as I can breathe and as long as I can live.. I tried many times Not to love YOU.. I tried to Quit loving YOU and saying NO to YOU many times during the Nights.. but I would struggle many times When I tried to say No.. so what am I suppose to do Now.. How many times do I have to erase YOU off My mind and Heart but does Not Go.. I would pull your wrist.. but YOU would be turning away.. I could not see Your eyes because YOU were looking the Other way.. I am wondering.. WHY can't YOU tell me.. am I suppose to just act like it is Nothing when it is everything to Me.. and I would turn too look at the Palace.. I wonder what would be like If I was born differently.. it I was born from a Rich.. or High Noble family line.. How about from the Royal Family line.. But would I love you the same way as I am doing Now.. will the Class matter at all.. But I am sure it would been better if it was that way.. that is why I am so Hurt.. Why can't you just accept my Heart.. why can't you just accept me just the way I am.. not to think differently.. all I just want to do is Give YOU all my All.. to Love YOU.. and to love YOU more.. why can't YOU just accept me just the way I am.. who can just Love you freely because I love YOU.. Please accept My Heart.. Please accept my Love.. as I turn to Look at YOU.. and Our eyes would meet and I just can't believe.. It is the Princess.. YOU are really my Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. as I would Hear the foot steps walking UP the Hills.. I see the few Guards walking UP.. and I stood there as they reach to the Top of the Hill and they stop.. looking at Me.. my hand holding to Your wrist.. and I know that I can't let it Go.. I can't let YOU go because I hate missing YOU.. I hate losing YOU and just wondering but I knew that these Special Guards came to escort YOU.. back to the Palace YOU had to go.. but.. why does My Heart feels like it is breaking.. Why did the Princess.. CONG JU NIM brought me back to this Garden.. knowing that the Guards knew where this was.. as the Two guards walk closer.. the swords would be drawn to my neck.. telling me that I needed to let Your Wrist go.. But I know that if I let this Go.. I am not sure when I would see YOU.. will I see YOU again.. will this be my last time seeing YOU.. is it suppose to end UP over like this.. why is My Heart breaking into pieces.. My hand opens as I release.. and two lines of tears would flow Out from the eyes as I would watch YOU.. I see two more Special Guards walking UP and four Guards starts to walk.. I would watch YOU.. and I would say.. MAH MAH.. Is it really suppose to end this Way.. CONG JU NIM.. are YOU really leaving me Again.. and my hand presses on my Chest.. Do you know that YOU have been hurting My Heart.. MAH MAH.. and I see YOU not looking back.. standing in the Center of the Four Guards.. wearing a White Dress.. I see YOU walking down the Hill Top.. and I am standing.. MAH MAH..WHY did YOU come to this Tree.. why did YOU bring me back to the Garden if YOU knew they are going to come to take YOU.. WHY leave me like this.. and I don't hear NO words.. I don't hear anything.. I am watching YOU walking down the Hill.. My Hand presses on my chest Hard and I would go down on my two knees.. as I would Open my mouth and started to cry.. WHY do you keep on hurting Me.. WHY are you making me go through all this Pain again.. WHAT have I done to YOU.. if you are going to keep on hurting me.. Please kill me.. If YOU are going to keep on breaking my Heart over and over again.. Please give me a Sword.. Tell one of those Guards to strike me right here.. this pain of loving YOU I can't bear any more.. WHY are you leaving me Again.. as I see YOU out of my sight.. and I am on two knees.. I see the Moon has risen.. and I close my two eyes.. I have Not end the story yet.. I have not told YOU how much I love YOU.. I am missing some pieces.. it is when YOU have told me to get ON the Horse.. It is when YOU told me to ride with YOU and you wanted me to take me somewhere.. that there is a place YOU wanted to GO and only I can be the one to be with YOU there.. so I knew that it must be something special.. I got on the Horse.. the Horse YOU brought for me to ride with YOU.. I got on the Horse.. I would be behind YOU.. calling Out to YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. Please slow Down.. MAH MAH.. why are YOU riding so Fast.. why in such a Hurry.. Please slow Down so that I can be next to YOU.. WHY are you riding so Fast.. Please slow Down and wait for me.. I don't want to see YOU fall off and I be riding as fast as I could.. calling Out to YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. where are YOU going.. where are you taking me.. and YOU brought me to the Garden.. as I watch YOU get Off.. YOU were smiling so Big telling me it has been awhile since YOU came to this Garden.. and I wanted to know about that One prince who wanted to marry YOU.. but I just did not want to here any answers.. I saw YOU walking Up the Hill as I would be behind YOU.. as YOU kept on walking UP.. this feeling.. How much I missed YOU.. just walking next to YOU.. when we were younger.. it all came back to Me.. I must of missed YOU and this walk.. even though there was No words of exchange.. just knowing that It is YOU CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. I wanted to Be close.. but I knew that the Guards would come.. I knew soon or later they would be here But just did not understand why would you come here knowing they knew this Place.. but the memories of walking together going UP.. it felt like the first time when.. Much younger.. we were walking up the hill.. As much I missed this walk.. this simple little Walk.. I would stop
MAH MAH.. to think about.. it is the little things that makes such a Big difference.. knowing that I had to let YOU go.. knowing that it would not last at all but.. I still went along with YOU.. because it made me truly Happy.. and just loving YOU means everything as I went up to the Top of the Hill.. I saw YOU turn around as I looked at YOU.. Never saw you smiling so Much.. making me smile as much as I can as long as YOU were here.. I just loved You.. Now as I see YOU get On the Horse.. I see you riding as the Special Guards get on the Horse.. But.. It does Not matter.. I see another Group of Guards.. and I knew that they came for Me.. they came to arrest Me.. knowing that it is time for me to GO.. I know that my Time has come near.. But.. before I go.. I know that I have to tell YOU and all those around YOU.. How much I love YOU.. I know I am going to face Your Father and Mother.. the King and the Queen.. and I know if I die this very day.. I am going to let them Know how Much I love YOU.. I am ready to share My love story to Them because I love You.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I love YOU.. because YOU are my everything CONG JU NIM.. My Princess.. MAH MAH.. YOU know I love YOU.. MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. as I waited.. the Body Guards came up to the TOP of the Hill with Swords drawn to me.. I am Looking at YOU.. You with the White Dress.. and I just can't believe it is YOU.. MAH MAH.. It is My Princess.. NEH CONG JU NIM.. Still can't believe that I am standing next to YOU.. Never imagine that I be able to share my Heart to YOU.. Always felt Like I am a Shadow.. just Distance and Miles apart.. Separated from YOU.. How is it that I am able to share my Heart.. Share this Heart of Mine.. How is it possible that I am able to tell YOU.. How much I love YOU.. I remember.. this Place.. BY this Tree.. only thing that I can do was to Look across.. and Only I can be dreaming.. Wishing upon the Stars.. I would watch over.. Looking at the Sky.. Looking at the Night.. Looking at the Moon.. and just be wishing.. Only It may happen.. but.. I would only put my Hand on this Chest.. and Only can be thinking.. dreaming.. even though I may be dreaming.. will it ever come true.. Is it possible that I am able to express my Heart and share my Heart direct to YOU.. How can it be.. As I am standing By YOU.. I turn to face YOU.. Looking at YOU.. Can YOU feel what I feel.. Can YOU Hear my Heart beating for YOU.. YOU are so Near to Me.. How can this be True.. and I put my hand on my Chest.. DO you see My hand.. it is touching my Chest.. but Inside is My Heart.. touching my Heart because My Heart is beating only for YOU.. Because I love YOU.. I just can't take my eyes off of YOU.. As I look Up.. I see the Sun.. and I pull the Sword Off the sheath and I show you the Blade of the Sword.. and I turn to YOU and I show you the Sword I am holding.. For a Long Time.. I dreamed of Holding a Sword.. I dreamed of holding this Sword to Protect YOU.. to protect the Nation.. the Palace.. to protect YOU CONG JU NIM.. I wanted to show YOU someday that I can be a Warrior.. that I can fight so that I can protect YOU.. to take Charge over to show YOU that I am also a MAN.. When I first saw YOU.. I do remember that I could Not even Hold a Sword.. only a Stick in my hand.. but what can a Stick do if a Person has a Sword.. I will die and I can't even protect myself.. I remember the first time I saw YOU.. I couldn't do anything.. holding a stick.. for what.. to do Nothing on my part.. I saw YOU riding on the Horse.. the White Horse and YOU blew my Mind.. I couldn't think straight.. I felt I was going crazy over YOU.. just fell on my knees.. because YOU are so Beautiful.. I remember I asked a person who I knew.. the Person said that Young Girl who is riding on that Horse.. She is the Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH is what the person told Me.. and there is NO way YOU can even lift UP your eyes unless YOU wish to Die.. if YOU want to dig up your Own grave.. YOU can love but WILL die if the King.. or the Queen finds Out.. I remember I just could Not stop Looking at YOU.. YOU were wearing the same dress.. the White Dress on a White Horse.. going through the Fields.. fields of Flowers.. your hands would be holding.. grabbing unto the Flowers.. it was at this Same garden.. not Here at the hill top.. but at the Bottom below.. I was holding a Bucket of waters.. working and I saw YOU.. I remember the Bucket fell off my hands.. and I see YOU Off the White Horse.. walking across the field.. Your Smile.. the twinkles in your eyes sparked and felt like I saw a Shooting stars from your lovely Eyes.. and I would stand there.. the Bucket on the floor.. water across the ground.. My Heart would be pounding.. it be pounding with Beatings coming with it.. I felt like My Heart has been attacked.. Never felt this way in my Life.. I stood there.. wondering.. what just happened to My Heart.. another Boy who works with me comes and stands next to me.. and he looks at my eyes and turns to look.. and He could not believe.. I turn to look at the boy who worked with me.. he says.. that is MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. SHE is MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH NIM.. and I just couldn't believe it.. How does He knows but I don't know that.. I felt so Ashamed and I felt hurt for Not knowing but what was going to Happen to my Heart.. My Hand kept on touching my Chest.. I wanted my hand to stop.. but My Heart from the Inside kept on Beating and Pounding.. I felt I am going out of control.. HE looks at me.. He was another person who told me.. Not to think of YOU.. Don't even think about it because YOU will die.. YOU will be killed by Guards.. and yes.. I saw few Special Body Guards and Guards standing.. with Swords.. and they were watching over YOU.. and I started to Cry.. as the Boy who works with me left.. I can't believe it.. WHY.. WHY do I have to Love YOU.. I know that I am going to Die.. I know I will not live a Long time but WHY.. I asked myself.. I know it is IMPOSSIBLE to love someone who is the Princess.. But What can I do.. How can I stop if I already started to Love YOU.. I just couldn't believe it.. I be holding a stick in my hand.. and I lift to look at it.. I told myself.. Can I ever hold a sword.. what can I do with this Small stick.. Nothing I can do.. can't even protect my own self then How can I protect YOU My Princess.. as I watch YOU come and go.. I remember YOU love flowers.. I started to gather some seeds.. and I would start to sow seeds and to start planting in the Garden.. I know that the Princess.. CONG JU NIM comes to this Garden from Time to Time.. So I want to at least give YOU a Flower.. I see One Flower.. it catches my eyes.. as it begin to produce and grow and Mature.. It was the SUN FLOWER.. I would look at this Flower.. I told that Flower.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM is going to show UP to this garden again.. SO I am going to prepare so that the Princess may have this Flower.. I want to give so that It speaks what is in my Heart.. there is Nothing that I can give to MAH MAH.. what can I give.. but I want to give this Flower showing it has a special Place in my Heart.. I remember YOU came.. brought an Army with YOU.. who stood BY to watch and guard YOU.. I remember I Heard the News that YOU came to the Garden.. Would walk through the field of Flowers.. and I ran.. I grabbed the SUN FLOWER.. and I saw YOU at the field.. and YOU turn to face me.. My Heart.. I am not sure why My Heart would act UP.. I can hear loud beatings coming from the Inside.. can Hear like someone is knocking at the door.. so Loud and Clear.. Holding the SUN FLOWER in my Hand.. I asked for Your Hand.. if I can give YOU this Flower.. will YOU take and accept this Flower.. I know there is nothing I can give.. what can I give.. I am a Lowly servant Boy.. I can't give YOU anything but please.. Just remember that THIS SUN FLOWER has a Special Place in my Heart.. I was gathering some seeds.. a friend of Mine told me he had a SUN FLOWER SEED.. and gave it to me.. it be the Most Beautiful Flower in the Garden because of HOW it brings a True JOY OUT.. so I would smile as I planted and sowed with other seeds.. and MY FRIEND was right.. I feel in love because this Flower always reminds me of YOU.. Makes me Smile and stands Out of the crowd.. after I saw this Flower.. I just wanted to give and show YOU.. My Heart always felt this Happy when I saw YOU.. when No one else was around or came.. the Smile YOU GAVE ME.. the Love that is IN MY HEART started because YOU are More Beautiful than this SUN FLOWER.. and wanted to say.. How much I love YOU.. will you please take It.. will YOU please receive this Flower.. I saw YOU open YOUR HAND.. and YOU took it from My hand.. I never felt so Happy in my life.. I would be crying because I was so happy.. as I saw YOU leave.. My Heart be beating as I watch YOU..
MAH MAH.. Holding unto the Sun Flower.. Ever since that day.. I needed a Picture of YOU.. I wanted to keep on looking at YOU.. I did not want to lose my sight.. I did not want to stand here missing YOU.. but to keep on thinking of YOU and just loving YOU looking at your Picture.. I remember Standing on the Hill TOP.. I wanted YOU to come to this TOP of the HILL.. by this tree.. I wanted to ask YOU for a Favor.. if I can have a Picture of YOU.. YOU TOOK my breathe away that day.. WHEN I saw YOU walking UP the Hill TOP.. I felt like why are YOU doing this to Me.. a Part of me is saying.. I know YOU should not come.. it is wrong on my part.. but the Other side is telling me.. I love YOU.. does Not matter about my Life.. As long as YOU KNOW CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH How much I love YOU.. I am doing this to tell YOU.. this is my Heart.. it goes much More than this because I want YOUR FULL ATTENTION.. and yes.. I need Your Heart and I want Your Love as much as I want to give YOU everything that I have.. as I saw YOU walking UP the Hill top.. I am standing there.. CAN THIS BE TRUE.. and YOU asked me why I send a Word.. but YOU came.. it is MAH MAH.. it is CONG JU NIM.. the Princess.. WHY would YOU even come.. WHY WOULD YOU show UP when YOU are at the Highest level.. why would YOU come to this Poor Boy.. this lowly Life servant.. WHY WOULD YOU even come here.. but I asked.. I have a favor for YOU.. and a Boy.. who is great artist.. who draws great sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. WHEN I saw YOU.. YOU had a BABY BLUE DRESS.. SO beautiful.. my eyes wanted to wander away because I did not want YOU to think I am a creep or think I be making YOU feel uncomfortable.. But I would watch YOU stand By the Tree.. with a Smile.. the Boy would sit.. started to draw on the sketch Paper.. and I would be behind HIM looking at the Picture of YOU.. as I watch the Art.. when the Boy finished drawing on the sketch paper and He showed me the Picture of YOU.. It took my breathe away because the Image of YOU.. as beautiful as YOU are.. so was the Picture of YOU On the Sketch Paper.. I remember I showed YOU the picture.. this is How good this boy was and I paid HIM and I asked YOU.. if it is okay.. I am asking a permission if I can have this Picture of YOU because I want to look at YOU.. whenever YOU are far away and I know that I be missing YOU.. only way to get through the most difficult times is when I look at the Picture of YOU.. so that I won't miss YOU.. and YOU looked at me and gave me a smile.. I started to Love the Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU because I wanted to be close.. I wanted to feel close to YOU and tell YOU.. I love YOU.. what can I do if I love YOU.. missing YOU hurts.. but Loving YOU hurts more when YOU are not around.. I remember that Night YOU left.. I wanted to see YOU.. I wanted to be near YOU even though YOU left.. I started to cry because I kept on missing YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. Do you know how much I love YOU.. that YOU means everything to Me.. Can YOU say a word to me and tell me what do YOU think.. MAH MAH.. ever since I first laid my eyes on YOU.. I told myself that One day YOU are going to notice me.. that One day YOU are going to see me the way I am.. as I am looking at the Blade of the Sword and I look at the reflection.. able to see my face.. I turn to LOOK at YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. do you know How hard it was for me to have this Sword.. DO you know that My Heart had to break into pieces that I wanted to Hold this Sword in my hand.. I did lost My vision and My dreams once I got to know.. trying to get Close to YOU.. I became foolish in my own eyes until I saw that even the Prince.. WANG JA NIM.. He too also wanted to have YOU close in his arms.. WHEN I saw the Prince and how you brought him over.. to this same Place.. this Hill top by this tree.. My Heart.. it broke.. I couldn't believe that YOU would bring when YOU knew How much I wanted to be with YOU.. How much I adore and admire YOU and How much I love YOU.. WHEN I saw the Prince and saw HIM standing near to YOU.. I knew that it was all over.. everything went into the trash of my Heart.... I knew that I was Not the One but.. of course.. how can I be the One to be with YOU anyways.. YOU are MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. so I knew that I was finally finding my place as I was walking down.. YOU do not know How many days I would cry.. felt like mourning for a loss.. and I felt so Lonely... I feel so depressed and empty.. I would look Out the window.. walking UP the Hill top alone during the Night.. I would be at the TOP of this Hill and I would stand by this Tree.. of course I wanted YOU to be Near CONG JU NIM.. I would be waiting for YOU even though I knew YOU were Not going to Come.. just remembering the Prince.. he would be smiling Looking at me and telling me.. CONG JU NIM is going to be marrying Him.. he would laugh out loud with such a Great proud that it hurt My own Pride.. I would stand alone by this Tree.. Only If I can see YOU again.. when can I see YOU again but.. Marrying the Prince.. I should Not be thinking about YOU.. When I would be walking to the Hill TOP.. I would see a blur vision of figure.. Hoping that It was you standing by the Tree on this hill top alone.. when I came here.. I am just dreaming.. I would be unfolding the sketch paper.. the Picture of YOU.. my hand touch the face.. I would cry looking at the Picture.. the drawing art sketch Paper.. that is when I made UP my mind and started to dream.. I would hold the Stick. and Knew it was time to Hold a Sword.. and I just wanted to say Thank YOU for giving my dreams Back to me.. As a Boy.. I saw YOU in a distance.. I was holding a stick off a Branch.. Now I am holding this Sword in front of YOU.. I can protect myself but Now I know I can protect YOU with this Edge of the Sword.. because I know how much I love YOU.. I am waiting for You.. I send a Message to YOU CONG JU NIM.. and I am waiting for your Answer.. I am standing by this Tree.. it is so Hot.. so Under this Tree.. there is a Shade to COOL me Down.. I am asking YOU.. if YOU can Come and Meet me.. I saw YOU leaving.. and YOU had to Go.. it has been several weeks passing.. and I still can't get YOU off my Mind.. I want to be with YOU.. even though I know I can't.. YOU are wondering.. then WHY do I keep on asking for YOU if YOU know in your Heart.. YOU belong to a Prince.. I know that YOU belong with the Prince.. Someone who is Larger in Life.. who can give YOU so Much More than what I can give YOU.. I know.. Even though YOU be asking WHY.. I know in my Heart.. I too know that YOU do truly Belong with a Prince.. even though I may Never be A Prince.. I know that I am a Servant.. I am a Low Born Slave.. But.. I keep On thinking of YOU.. But even though YOU may be with a Prince.. WHO is able to give YOU so much More.. WHO can take you to Places and YOU can travel across the Globe.. and the Prince can buy YOU whatever YOU want.. and WHATEVER You need.. but.. I love YOU.. Can he loves YOU like the way I can Love YOU.. I know that I can give YOU LOVE and tell YOU more than Thousand.. even More than Million times.. HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. will you accept thousand kisses on your Heart.. and if my lips tell YOUR EARS.. I love YOU.. will that truly Make you Smile.. make you laugh.. give YOU happiness.. I know that I may Never be able to give you the things what A Prince can give YOU.. But.. I can tell YOU.. all from the Bottom of my Heart.. I love YOU.. I will love YOU forever and keep on loving YOU.. YOU can get sick and tired of me telling YOU I love YOU.. But.. I know that I am Not afraid to Love YOU.. I am unwilling to give UP on loving YOU.. but.. Only YOU can open your Heart.. Princess.. My Princess.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. No matter WHAT.. I can love YOU more.. I can love you where YOU can tell Me.. STOP loving YOU but.. I will still love YOU even if YOU tell me to stop.. How can YOU tell me to Stop loving YOU.. it comes within my Soul.. it comes within Me.. It starts right here.. my hand touch the Chest.. inside.. MY Heart awaits for YOU.. I am waiting for YOU.. I am holding the Sketch Paper.. and I unroll.. both hands holding the sides of the Sketch Paper.. and I am looking at the Drawing of YOU.. I hold up to see YOUR FACE.. How come YOU don't want to see Me.. Please tell me that you will come.. CONG JU NIM.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. tell me that YOU are going to keep YOUR PROMISES.. that YOU will come to visit Me.. YOU TOLD me.. that after a short Time.. we will be meeting by this Tree standing on the Hill side.. now.
MAH MAH.. several weeks went by.. I have been walking UP this Hill.. and I been standing here by this Tree.. Underneath which gives me Shades.. I would stand.. LOOKING.. at the Distance.. I see the Palace.. I see YOUR HOUSE.. and Wanting is this the Day YOU are going to show UP.. as I would walk UP the Hill.. I would stand.. watching the SUN SET.. and I would see the SUN.. and I would seen the SUN going down.. Opening up the Sketch Paper.. Looking at the Picture of YOU.. I want to tell YOU.. WHY don't you show UP.. WHY DON'T you want to see Me.. I know that I have done any wrong.. with me is the Basket.. inside is the Sun Flower YOU have left Behind.. I would watch the Sun going down.. I feel so Hurt.. I would look as the Stars fills UP the sky above Me.. I would see the Moon show UP.. I would look at the Sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. I feel so Hurt.. disappointed.. I was very excited waking UP.. and getting Out and walking UP the Hill top.. I hear voices.. TIME TO EAT.. I don't feel like I want to eat sometimes.. WHAT if I go down the Hill Top and I eat.. and YOU show UP when I am coming down.. I would missed YOU.. I don't want to do that.. I don't want to disappoint YOU or hurt You.. I rather be the One who feel the Pain.. and I will be the One to suffer.. Because I know that I am the One who Loves YOU.. as I would stand there.. looking at the Moon.. I know that the Hour goes by fast.. I would roll the Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. and I would grab the Basket.. with that One Sun Flower.. and walk down the Hill top.. it can be a long walk when YOU are sad and Heart broken.. because I want to see YOU.. that I do believe that YOU will show Up one day.. I do believe that YOU will keep your Words.. YOU WILL keep your Promises which it brings a True Happiness when I get UP.. as I am standing on the Hill Top.. waiting for YOU.. I see a Boy running UP the Hill top.. and It must be a Good news.. a Boy is coming to give me some News.. a Message.. the Boy runs up and He reach to the Top and takes a deep Breathe.. I look at the Boy.. SO.. what About CONG JU NIM.. what About CONG JU MAH MAH.. did YOU CONG JU NIM.. Did YOU not tell me that YOU were never going to come Back.. YOU told me to Leave.. that YOU wish not to see me Any More.. YOU told me that YOU were never going to come back to see Me.. and those words left Bruises in My Heart.. YOU told me when I stood by this Tree.. You were with the Prince.. and YOU looked at my eyes.. telling me to Leave and that YOU wish that YOU would not see me again.. It really torn My Heart.. it really Hurt me deep inside when YOU told me.. YOU never loved Me and that YOU wished Never to see me again.. and TOLD me to Leave.. I just could Not help it.. as I would turn the Other way.. I looked down on the Hill TOP.. started to walk down this Hill.. My Heart just could not take it any more.. as I was walking down.. I felt heavy in My Chest.. My tears just could Not help but come down very fast and very Hard.. I just could Not believe the Words I had to hear.. WHY did YOU say in a Harsh Way.. that My Heart had to fall off.. I remember as I sat in the Room.. I just kept on crying.. sitting on the Bed.. I just could Not stop.. I felt so Bad.. Unfolding.. LOOKING at the sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. and I begin to think.. why was I still having this Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. after hearing Your Words.. that YOU wanted me to Leave and Never wanted to see me again.. and How I had to linger on those words.. I was still holding unto the Sketch Paper.. I just could Not throw it away even though I knew that YOU never Loved me.. My hand pressing onto my Chest.. I would Unfold the sketch Paper.. My eyes would close.. Hand presses down on my chest.. feeling my Heart.. weeping inside and crying with Me.. I would say.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. WHY.. WHY don't you love me the way I love YOU.. is it because I am a Lowly Person.. just a servant.. is it because I don't fit Your Standards to be Your Man.. Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. I really needed to know why couldn't YOU love Me.. is there a reason WHY you chose to Not.. DID I do something wrong.. Have I said something that Made YOU change Your Mind or YOU never felt anything for Me in Your Heart.. Then How about My Heart.. WHY can't you accept the fact that I love YOU.. I am Not expecting anything back.. but just to know How much I love YOU and that I just can't stop loving YOU.. WHY tell me YOU do not want to see me anything.. Is it really that WHAT you want.. is that the real reason WHY.. as I would be looking at the Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I would be wiping the tears from my eyes.. and Now I grabbed Your Wrist.. MAH MAH.. do you not remember what YOU said to Me.. it was right here.. I was standing by this Tree.. YOU told me Never to come Back.. Never to come see YOU.. and TO Leave.. WHY can't you look me in the eyes and tell me why did you say those words to Me.. I still remember.. It hurts so bad when I think about that TIME you told me.. WHY would you say that to me and WHY would you bring me back to this Same spot where I was Hurt the Most.. And Now.. why can't YOU face me.. why are you looking at the other way.. Please.. CONG JU NIM.. Please.. turn Your Head and please look at me in the eyes.. I need the answers why.. I am still lingered of that thought because I cried all Night thinking of YOU.. is it because I am Not the prince.. Am I suppose to be the Prince.. is that WHAT YOU want.. a Prince.. but I am Not the prince.. I am now a Palace Guard.. but was a Lowly servant when YOU told me those words.. Please.. MAH MAH.. Princess.. MAH MAH tell me why.. I am trying to get YOU to look at me.. It seems like YOU did not want to answer.. I guess then I am Not going to ask YOU about it anymore.. But.. this Place.. gives me such a bad taste of memories.. I felt my Happiest but also the Worst in my Life when I was told.. YOU never loved Me.. and to Go.. as YOU can see.. I am still hurt of the Past.. don't know why because much Time has passed by.. maybe because I never let YOU go.. I always loved YOU here.. always wanted you to be Near.. always I would turn to look at the Big Palace.. asking if I can see YOU.. but.. No matter how many calling Out your name.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. PRINCESS.. I would say here.. I would Not here YOU respond Back.. it would be Me always standing.. yelling Out.. calling Out to YOU to come.. that I would be missing YOU.. and just wish that YOU would stop by to at least to say HELLO.. but many times I stand here calling Out.. I would wait with silent.. it is because I love YOU.. and Have never left that thought.. But I do remember after I left this Behind.. I did not know where to Go.. I just wanted to Die.. WHY do I have to live if there is NO way for me to Love YOU.. So I tried to end my Life.. I drank something with Poison.. and ALL I remember I fell on the Floor.. on the ground.. but for some reason.. a MAN found me laying on the street.. on the ground.. and some way.. some how.. He took me In.. older MAN and I remember I woke UP.. the Older MAN looks at me and told me why I wanted to Die.. I got better with Time and I told the Older man.. why would you save my Life.. I did Not want to live.. and He showed me something.. unfolded the Sketch paper.. the Picture of YOU.. and He looks at me.. is this the reason WHY I wanted to Die.. I told him the truth.. Yes.. and He looks at me.. THIS IS the Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. this is a Picture of MAH MAH.. and I told the Older Man.. yes.. THIS is the princess.. CONG JU NIM.. He smiles.. I have great Dreams and Vision.. but also asking for a Death.. He tells Me.. I told him How I met YOU.. and the Older man started to show Me what it means to Practice with a Sword.. started to teach Me the way of the Warrior.. told me that He worked in the palace.. was the Chief General.. and ranked up to the Commander Position.. and Knows the King.. and Knows the princess.. but I tell this Older man.. I love YOU.. it does Not matter if I die.. anyways I wanted to end My life.. the Older man smiles.. I remember he would teach me for years and told me that I was ready to take the test.. the Military portion and will pass.. I went for the Testing.. I saw YOU.. and You were in the back.. all the new men came.. I looked at YOU.. as YOU sat with the judges at the table.. My Heart.. I just could Not believe.. why DO I start to love YOU again.. for years I would be spending with the Older man.. the Commander who became my Mentor.. I begin to wonder.. if I should take this Test.. I did Not want to disappoint YOU.. and felt so Nervous.. and I was wondering.. WHY were you at the Military testing Post.. sitting with the Judges.. but I do remember I saw
MAH MAH.. YOU looking around.. and my Heart.. it kept on beating faster and faster.. Names were being called to perform.. I remember my name was called UP.. and I stood.. as I looked.. I saw YOU.. I am standing at the center of the training Ground.. I am Not sure if YOU recognized me or Not.. but I saw YOU sitting.. and YOU took my breathe away.. as I would show YOU the performance.. Holding the Sword.. I would be swinging.. I just could not take it any more.. My Heart.. it was breaking.. It was breaking into pieces as I was performing the swordsmanship.. I was hurt.. but also felt Like I needed to release this Heart of Mine.. as I would be swinging the sword with each Movement.. my tears would roll down.. remembering what YOU told me.. to Leave.. Never to be IN your presence again and Here I was.. did Not follow your orders or YOUR commands.. But I had a Dream.. to be a Soldier.. to be a warrior and to Protect the Nation.. As I finished the performance of the Art of swordsmanship.. I stood there.. and I was Not sure if YOU knew who I was because YOU acted like YOU did not know who I was.. But I saw YOU MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I saw YOU at the table.. sitting with the Judges as they gave me the passing sign.. I felt like I wanted to show YOU.. prove to YOU that by doing this.. maybe someday YOU can notice me too.. I only wanted your Love.. I wanted to know.. do YOU love me.. will you ever love Me.. will you ever look me in the eye and say.. Yes YOU love Me.. I want to know because My Heart is hurting without Your Answers being heard.. I want the answer to be Yes.. so that I know I am going on the right path.. that what I am doing is right.. tell me.. as I stood beside YOU.. I am holding your wrist.. I am pulling Your wrist.. trying to see Your eyes.. why can't YOU look me in the eyes and tell me what Your true answer is.. why do you have to pull away.. why do you have to look away from my eyes.. I know that I can get the answers if I see your eyes.. I know you can tell me the truth.. for a Long time.. I have been waiting for YOU.. for this Very day.. I been waiting for you to tell me something.. I don't like to guess.. because guessing means I am not sure.. but Now.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. Please tell me your heart.. tell me the answers that is in Your Heart.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. WHY can't you tell me the truth.. I remember I was told to be guarding the back gates of the Palace.. I was so excited that Now I was a Part.. that I am entering at the King's service.. as I would stood to watch the back gate.. I heard someone say.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH IS Coming.. Bow to Knee.. BOW to Knee and all the People inside who were attending YOU.. they fell on their face down.. Knees on the ground.. I turn to LOOK back.. I see YOU walking on a White Dress.. people were behind YOU.. with special MAH MAH.. Body guards.. and with guards.. I saw YOU walk into the Door in the Palace.. the Guard next to me tells me.. this is where the Princess stays.. the Chamber is at the TOP.. and I would stand there in awe.. could Not believe that I was so close to YOU MAH MAH.. WHO ever thought that I be this Near.. so Close.. yet felt so Far and distance because YOU are the princess of the Palace.. and I am only a guard.. by this Gate.. MAH MAH.. I see you turn to LOOK at me.. and I just want to Hold YOU still.. I want to hold YOU close in my arms.. I wanted to feel YOU so Close.. I want to see if I can feel Your Heart Beat.. can I hear the beating of Your Heart.. because My Heart is beating faster right Now.. I just want to hold YOU near and Hold you close.. wrapped in my arms and Just won't let my arms go.. I want to hold YOU where you can see the sun goes down.. with Stars sparkling through the sky and see the Same Moon.. the Moon I been talking too about YOU CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. tell me that I can Hold YOU near and that I can love YOU all over again.. Please tell me that I am allowed to love YOU.. please tell me that I can.. YOU are the only One who can give me this permission.. grant me my Wish to love YOU again.. I am Looking at YOU.. You with the White Dress.. I am standing by the Gates.. Back of the Palace.. I see the Sun.. A Messenger cries Out.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. PRINCESS.. Where are you going.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. and I turn around.. I see the YOU.. YOU are on the White Horse.. and I see YOU with a Beautiful White Dress.. my Both hands grabs the top of Bars.. and I look at you from the Distance.. MAH MAH.. I am here.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. if you can turn YOUR HEAD.. I believe YOU can Find me here.. I am at the back of the Gates.. CONG JU NIM.. PRINCESS.. MAH MAH.. where are you going.. The Messenger Lowers.. on fours looking on the ground.. and I am wondering.. WHY are you on that White Horse.. I know that YOU are suppose to get married right.. YOU know that I want to go to YOU.. But.. I heard YOU are going to get married to the Prince.. But.. its been years gone By.. many years went By.. WHY are you still here.. is that means.. Do you have a room in your Heart for Me.. Am I not the One.. or AM I wrong.. I know that YOU KNOW how much I love YOU.. what must I do to get close to YOU PRINCESS.. CONG JU NIM.. Please Tell me HOW do I get close to YOU.. if you have a secret that is sealed in your Heart.. please make me a ROOM.. give me TIME.. I need some time so that I can tell YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. CONG JU NIM.. if you can turn aside and Look.. YOU will know that I am here.. the guard next to me looks.. giving me a Sign Not to look at YOU.. but.. I know YOU make my Heart to come Alive.. I can relive the days when I was younger.. When I loved YOU.. But My Heart has never changed in Loving YOU.. just give me a time.. space.. make a Room for me.. so that I can grab Hold of Your Heart.. MAH MAH.. tell me that I can Love YOU again.. Please.. allow me to Love YOU.. and I see YOU get on the Horse.. a Crown on top of the Head.. and the Horse.. the White Horse going toward the back.. I can't believe it.. is it really Princess.. the Guard next to me.. He announces.. CONG JU NIM is COMMING.. BOW to knee.. BOW to Knee.. and me and the Other Guard.. UNLOCKS and pulls the Gate Open.. and the Other Guard Bows to Knee.. I Bow to the Knee.. My Head looking on the floor.. I am wondering.. why does the Horse stop.. I know that It is the Princess.. and the People on the Other side.. all on the Fours.. looking at the Floor.. I hear Your Voice.. asking me to lift UP my Head.. But.. I can't.. I am going to be the One to be hurting.. YOU already Hurt me before.. I just can't look at YOU CONG JU NIM.. HOW CAN I.. I ran from the Garden.. but did not think that this Palace would lead to Your CHAMBER.. I am a coward.. I can't look at you and say.. I love you.. I would turn my head looking away.. to the Floor.. I can't.. I must Not.. The Other Guard looks up and looks at me.. I hear soft words.. Another Guard comes.. he grabs my Helmet and Pulls my Head.. I am now forced to LOOK.. I see YOU.. YOU look down from the Horse and YOU see me.. I have tears in my eyes.. I am Hurt.. I am Angry because I love the Garden.. After YOU broke My Heart.. I can't look back.. as two tear drops rolls down my eyes.. I just know I can't.. you know I told YOU many times I loved YOU.. sincere from My Heart.. YOU brought the Prince to that Tree.. it was a special place I wanted to show YOU.. How I wanted to see You Near.. because when YOU are so Far from Me.. and I can't reach YOU.. Only thing I have was the sketch Paper.. the drawing of YOU.. but.. I just couldn't look at the Picture of YOU.. I wanted to see YOU.. so I would walk UP on that Hill TOP.. and would Yell Out Your Name.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I would be standing by that Tree.. Under the shades.. Hands close to my Mouth and call Out to YOU.. CONG JU NIM.. DO YOU HEAR ME.. I am standing at the Hill top.. if YOU ever miss me.. Please join me by this Tree.. YOU can see me standing there.. I be waiting for YOU because I love YOU.. why can't you hear me.. WHY can't you ever Love me.. Even though YOU are a Princess.. YOU are CONG JU NIM.. YOU are MAH MAH.. Love has No size.. Love is Not about How much Money you have.. I believe Love is all about giving and sharing with someone I love.. I just want YOU to know.. YOU should never Hold Back if YOU want to release it.. DON'T hold it back because you will regret when YOU DO.. I don't want to ever lose YOU.. I don't want to have NO regrets.. that is why I am able to tell YOU and share with YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. WHY are you holding back.. WHY are YOU when I believe YOU deserve to be Loved.. But I am here to Love YOU.. I remember I would be calling Out..