This might sound a bit dumb, but I think this video saved my life. 2 months ago at like 4am I was looking for an escape. I was searching “how to escape reality” and “how to not exist”. I recently had dropped out of school at this point and was looking for some sort of release, and I found this video. The entire video put everything I felt at that time into perspective to me. But the undertale reference specifically hit me over the head. Undertale raised me, and was an escape for me as a kid. I decided to go on a nostalgia trip, and get back into Undertale. I then got into Deltarune. I really related to the main character, Kris, who’s a depressed teen, their family is falling apart, and their friends don’t talk to them anymore. They use escapism to escape, and to connect with others. It was really special to see a character just like me. Another thing is that Deltarunes world gave me the same whimsical feeling I got 7 years ago when I had played Undertale. At the time before I had found this video, I had felt so empty, like my life was going on without me. This video, Undertale, and Deltarune really helped me put that feeling into perspective, and how I felt about myself and the art I consume. I guess I just wanted to say thank you for making this video. It really helped me in a lot of ways.
As a 19 year old, right now I can definitively say that I feel present in 2022. Not comfortably, but the amount of endless heavy change feels like it's impossible to do anything but keep up. It has to be 2022, I don't fit into the world of 2020 any more. I'm at a point where looking back takes more effort than forcing hope for the future. My mum is moving house in two days. I'm living with her for another two months until I go to uni to design games. I can't wait for that to happen, but it feels like my only choice. The best way I can be happy is to help others escape reality. That's my dream, and I have faith in it. What more do people want than that escape? What is the best way I can help to improve lives? I can't think of any other answer that feels realistic. Thank you for the video. You capture a feeling of being addictively aware of self-destruction. It's terrifyingly good, and made me cry for the first time in a while. Get well soon x
That's honestly fair. I'll say, the majority of this we written last year, and I'd say I definitely feel more in 2022 than when I wrote that line. But idk if that's a good thing or if it's just getting worse.
This is great! This made me feel some things and I'm happy about that. I thought I wanted to escape reality, and I kind of do, but also, I want to escape the passing of time; just for a little while.
Watching this 3 days into my quarantine after catching COVID for the first time. I'm active in 2-3 hr bursts and day and night feel inverted. Roe vs Wade was just overturned and I live in Texas. The only person who has checked on me is my ex-wife (we split early 2021). I feel trapped and powerless. But I know I'm not the only one, and when I get better I'm going back out there to do what I can again.
Covid sucks so hard. I was out for two straight weeks and still have some lingering cough. I'll probably have it for the rest of my life at this point.
I'm gonna be honest...This video made me feel really bad but the thing is, I think me and you live in two different worlds. See in my world my Twitter just full of anime and mlp art, I don't watch the news so I don't have to worry about crap. I live each day and try to make each day count to live in the moment. 2020 and 2021 was a great year for me I got the chance to make so much stuff in those years that I chould never do before. Worrying about something in the future that may or may not happen is kind of dumb its like if you worried about dying every day in your life. You just gotta live in the moment enjoy what you have today, love life. I have been though a near death experience before and after that I had a greater outlook on life. You wanna know the meaning of life. Life...It's just life itself. The world is not all just a bad place, people make wonderful things. My point is you can't just have a negative outlook on life you can't just say a lot of things in life in the world is screwed up. If it is screwed up why don't you do something about it. I don't think the worlds screwed up...Sure there are screwed up things that happen in the world and screwed up people but the whole world itself isn't screwed up. My outlook on life is positive, I love my life I see things for their beauty. I don't think oh the worlds so screwed up with the news and the other crap thats going on. Cause its dumb...You can't just worry about this stuff if you do your just going to make yourself feel bad... Just just look on the bright side of things... Your video is interesting...It made me feel bad though it made me feel kinda sad...I don't know why.
What this video about is very real though. I have a feeling you may be a minor with less exposure to world events (which is okay if you are, there’s no shame in that), but my point in saying that is that there’s so much going on actively in our world that it can be difficult to avoid or ignore. Especially for those of us who are at risk of potentially losing our rights. Like the abortion ban, climate change, wars, and so on. It’s hard to live in the moment when my reality is that I’m a disabled female-born nonbinary person, and I’m having to feel constantly worried about what laws might get implemented next, if I’ll get kidnapped for human trafficking, if I’ll ever be able to retire, if the government will pay me enough to live comfortably since my chronic illness prevents me from working. On top of that is the chronic pain, constant sleepiness, depression that won’t go away; and the doctors don’t do a whole lot about it, so it’s very slow for me to get treatment. For me my twitter and tiktok also has lots of fandom content. But it also has lots of current events, since these things are actively happening, and nobody is doing anything. There are billionaires with a disgusting amount of money- they have so much money that they could donate all the money needed to fix these problems without it making a dent in how much money they have. They just don’t want to. They don’t even have to pay taxes. Yes there are many good things in life, but a ton of stuff needs to be fixed. Things that will inevitably affect us in the future.
This might sound a bit dumb, but I think this video saved my life. 2 months ago at like 4am I was looking for an escape. I was searching “how to escape reality” and “how to not exist”. I recently had dropped out of school at this point and was looking for some sort of release, and I found this video. The entire video put everything I felt at that time into perspective to me. But the undertale reference specifically hit me over the head. Undertale raised me, and was an escape for me as a kid. I decided to go on a nostalgia trip, and get back into Undertale. I then got into Deltarune. I really related to the main character, Kris, who’s a depressed teen, their family is falling apart, and their friends don’t talk to them anymore. They use escapism to escape, and to connect with others. It was really special to see a character just like me. Another thing is that Deltarunes world gave me the same whimsical feeling I got 7 years ago when I had played Undertale. At the time before I had found this video, I had felt so empty, like my life was going on without me. This video, Undertale, and Deltarune really helped me put that feeling into perspective, and how I felt about myself and the art I consume. I guess I just wanted to say thank you for making this video. It really helped me in a lot of ways.
I sleep each night hoping to stay in the dream world.
As a 19 year old, right now I can definitively say that I feel present in 2022. Not comfortably, but the amount of endless heavy change feels like it's impossible to do anything but keep up. It has to be 2022, I don't fit into the world of 2020 any more. I'm at a point where looking back takes more effort than forcing hope for the future.
My mum is moving house in two days. I'm living with her for another two months until I go to uni to design games. I can't wait for that to happen, but it feels like my only choice. The best way I can be happy is to help others escape reality. That's my dream, and I have faith in it. What more do people want than that escape? What is the best way I can help to improve lives? I can't think of any other answer that feels realistic.
Thank you for the video. You capture a feeling of being addictively aware of self-destruction. It's terrifyingly good, and made me cry for the first time in a while. Get well soon x
That's honestly fair. I'll say, the majority of this we written last year, and I'd say I definitely feel more in 2022 than when I wrote that line. But idk if that's a good thing or if it's just getting worse.
incredible video man. feel bad for leaving it in the watch-later list for as long as i did. thanks 👍
Yeah, the breadth of emotions I felt watching this has left me reeling.
Hope you got something from it
i needed this video right now, today. thank you for your company.
This should have way more views, this needs to be spoken about more! I feel the same way all the time. And I love that moment in Undertale
All his videos are a masterpiece!
This I feel my life now. Vanish - disappear no return
Just wow...
This was so beautiful and catchy
Thank you very much for making these things
This is great! This made me feel some things and I'm happy about that. I thought I wanted to escape reality, and I kind of do, but also, I want to escape the passing of time; just for a little while.
Watching this 3 days into my quarantine after catching COVID for the first time. I'm active in 2-3 hr bursts and day and night feel inverted. Roe vs Wade was just overturned and I live in Texas. The only person who has checked on me is my ex-wife (we split early 2021). I feel trapped and powerless.
But I know I'm not the only one, and when I get better I'm going back out there to do what I can again.
Covid sucks so hard. I was out for two straight weeks and still have some lingering cough. I'll probably have it for the rest of my life at this point.
Thank you for your words
Thank you. You make me think.
Well narrated
This really helped me get in touch with my feelings and the mundane act of each day repeating itself, thank you so much.
As the kids say: that's a mood.
Big mood tbh
Thanks for continuing to share your insights and ideas!
Thanks for watching.
Best RUclips channel to fuel my brain
Incredible work. Got chills several times
Yk its just hard hearing them nag all day long.
Good video. I could use a lie down about now
same.
Thanks
Nice, enjoyed.
Damn, he is literally me.
Maybe my misery will make a good story one day
I'm gonna be honest...This video made me feel really bad but the thing is, I think me and you live in two different worlds.
See in my world my Twitter just full of anime and mlp art, I don't watch the news so I don't have to worry about crap. I live each day and try to make each day count to live in the moment. 2020 and 2021 was a great year for me I got the chance to make so much stuff in those years that I chould never do before.
Worrying about something in the future that may or may not happen is kind of dumb its like if you worried about dying every day in your life. You just gotta live in the moment enjoy what you have today, love life.
I have been though a near death experience before and after that I had a greater outlook on life. You wanna know the meaning of life. Life...It's just life itself.
The world is not all just a bad place, people make wonderful things.
My point is you can't just have a negative outlook on life you can't just say a lot of things in life in the world is screwed up. If it is screwed up why don't you do something about it.
I don't think the worlds screwed up...Sure there are screwed up things that happen in the world and screwed up people but the whole world itself isn't screwed up.
My outlook on life is positive, I love my life I see things for their beauty. I don't think oh the worlds so screwed up with the news and the other crap thats going on. Cause its dumb...You can't just worry about this stuff if you do your just going to make yourself feel bad...
Just just look on the bright side of things...
Your video is interesting...It made me feel bad though it made me feel kinda sad...I don't know why.
What this video about is very real though. I have a feeling you may be a minor with less exposure to world events (which is okay if you are, there’s no shame in that), but my point in saying that is that there’s so much going on actively in our world that it can be difficult to avoid or ignore. Especially for those of us who are at risk of potentially losing our rights. Like the abortion ban, climate change, wars, and so on.
It’s hard to live in the moment when my reality is that I’m a disabled female-born nonbinary person, and I’m having to feel constantly worried about what laws might get implemented next, if I’ll get kidnapped for human trafficking, if I’ll ever be able to retire, if the government will pay me enough to live comfortably since my chronic illness prevents me from working. On top of that is the chronic pain, constant sleepiness, depression that won’t go away; and the doctors don’t do a whole lot about it, so it’s very slow for me to get treatment.
For me my twitter and tiktok also has lots of fandom content. But it also has lots of current events, since these things are actively happening, and nobody is doing anything. There are billionaires with a disgusting amount of money- they have so much money that they could donate all the money needed to fix these problems without it making a dent in how much money they have. They just don’t want to. They don’t even have to pay taxes.
Yes there are many good things in life, but a ton of stuff needs to be fixed. Things that will inevitably affect us in the future.
I think you are becoming one of my favorite writers?
huge compliment. I'm flattered.
I obtained less soy in my teppanyaki dinner then I did with this video.