I found this song by accident.. I watched Fight Club over 50 times and loved the original by The Pixies.. where has this piano version been my entire life?? It’s so sad but beautiful at the same time. Makes me reflect on my life and all the good and bad times. Survived brain cancer and having our 2nd son born this year 1/1/23, I’m just so grateful for everyone and their prayers. Been reading through all of the comments and I know we’re all connected. Please stay blessed everyone reading this 🙏🏼
It is strange how the world works.. I wonder if this is one of the ways that he is trying to communicate with you after life. Maybe I'm a bit too romantic in believing in acts after life but if it was true, I certainly hope this one is for you. I'm sorry for your loss.
My wife is in hospital for 2 weeks now ,I am now 55 and we have been together since I was 18 years old ,listening to this song daily as my comfort song knowing he will not fail me and she will make a full recovery.
@@rsenl7270 I’m not one of those Jesus fanatics but a line from the Bible best describes that feeling as, “the peace of God that passeth all understanding” You feel completely free and liberated despite losing everything and this does not make any sense. The truth is that without any attachment the ego temporarily dissolves and you experience your true self which essentially is timeless awareness devoid of name and form.
Embrace it. Hell is other people, they say. Count on yourself and you’ll never let yourself down. If you do, you’ll only have yourself to blame. Yo were there at the beginning and you’ll be there at the end, its the one thing you can guarantee.
This song is poetically beautiful .It can make me happy as I sit and think about the good times I’ve had .It can make me grateful as I watch the sun set and realise how beautiful the world we live in is .It can make you sad as you sit and think about things of the past and things that are to come in the future .It’s truly an artistic masterpiece and you know that to be true because good art ,in whatever form that may be ,makes you feel something .This song makes you feel everything and nothing at the same time and that’s beautiful.
@@charlienachname1978 perhaps, but I think you don't necessarily have to be naive to find beauty in the world. Sometimes it's precisely because we know that the world can be unimaginably cruel and senselessly chaotic but we choose to be the flickering candles in that bitter wind that aren't blown out. To choose to be the best humans we can be to change it so that there really are pockets of beauty that exist in this unforgivingly meaningless void.
If you are reading this then know that you are beautiful and that you are loved. That unexplained feeling you are experiencing right now where you yearn to feel something… to connect… to cry… that is your soul wanting to connect and go back home to where everything is perfect and in infinite love. We experience this unknown reminder when we see grand fireworks in a dark Summer sky. When we hear the soft waves of the ocean crashing upon a quiet, desolate shore. When we see the twinkle of Christmas lights lit for the first time. When we feel a puppy’s silly warmth licking our face. All these memories are intangible moments of high frequency and vibration that resonate to remind you of who you are. We don’t remember because of the amnesia that is a prerequisite to coming here, but you WANT to remember hence why you are here. It’s going to be okay. You’re going to be okay. Be kind to yourself. Be kind to others. Don’t overanalyze or overthink it. Just know that no matter how dark this realm is that you are an infinite being of light and love, that you are important and that you matter.
I wouldn't say life is going bad. I'd say it's going quite well, Actually. I just got my bird a partner for him, and seeing his little tapping feet as he stumpled towards her, made me shed tears. He's never seen another living bird before, other than himself, and he's been extremely lonely. Hearing this song for the first time really made me think about life. It can be so, so beautiful and stunning, yet also heartbreaking and just- Awful. For a long time, I've felt like I had no one to speak to, no one to listen to me. I've had several friends who felt the same way, and maybe even worse. Yet, recently, It's been getting somewhat better. I told my mum how I felt emotionally, and after that, it kind of felt like all of the pressure on me just kind of slid off. My mother didn't want me to get any help or therapy of some sorts, as she don't believe my feelings and emotions are that strong, I'm guessing. But even though, it still felt nice to just tell her that I didn't believe I was okay. It's getting better, at least I think. Although, it sounds great, I miss crying at night, being unable to breathe. I miss the nights I just let feelings out with my friends on the internet, whilst tears got shed. I miss just being sad, and I have no idea why. I'm guessing it's some kind of 'homesickness'. I think I'm lying to myself, I think about it all the time, actually. I wonder if I'm just faking my emotions, Sexuality, Life, just for the fun of it, or for attention. Even I don't know if half of what I'm saying is true. Now, all of this just takes me back to my bird somehow. I love him to bits. He's my best friend. And now, he doesn't have to be lonely anymore. He can fit in with another bird. He's not the black sheep anymore, and I fucking love and appreciate that. Everything I've just said might have not made any sense, but I felt like I needed to rant somewhere. English isn't my first language either, so I'm sorry if I made any spelling errors. If you've come this far in reading this, Thank you so much for listening to me. I hope you have a great day. Edit: Hey guys. It’s been two years since I’ve written this comment, and I just want to say thank you to everyone who’s read and in some way acknowledged me. I was 14 when I wrote this. I’m now 16, and still have lots to learn about life. I’m so grateful for my life and how far I’ve come, and it’s scary that a fourteen year old could have so much emotion. And life got better. I’ve learnt to acknowledge and accept my feelings, and I’ve learned to know that it’s okay to feel okay. You can feel good and not feel bad about it. And that has been really tough to accept. Now about my birds: the bird I got for my other bird unfortunately passed, and it took some time to get over that. But we have a new bird named Berta. And she’s living happily with Tim. Now for a life update: I moved schools, and finally didn’t feel like the black sheep anymore. I got to actually experience a healthy teenagehood, where I wasn’t bullied. I’m so grateful for that. In my new school, I also found the loveliest girlfriend I could ever have asked for. Im so grateful for how far I’ve come, and im just so happy for my life. I just want the people who’s reading this to know that you’re not alone, whoever you are. Whether you’re a 30 year old man who’s tearing up by my comment or a former child just like me. I want you to know that life gets better, and that you just have to keep going. It really helped me to think of my past self as a whole other person, and I sometimes talk to her, kinda like how you do a little sister. I’ve learnt to express myself in writing such as songs and poetry, and I’m currently working on an EP on my Spotify hahah. (Stream burn by Kristina ) I just really feel like life kicked me in the ass and kissed me on the cheek after. Like my life is finally taking a turn for the better and I can just relax, knowing it’s okay to be happy. Anyhow. I hope you’ll find somewhat peace in this huge update, and who knows, maybe we’ll see each other again someday. Thank you to anyone and everyone who’s read this far. You are loved, you are cared for. And if you feel like you aren’t, just know that there are so many people on the Internet and in life that are ready to tackle your problems beside you. You don’t need to be alone, you just need to ask for a hand. Love, Kristina.
@@khaymag7985 Aww, thank you so much, and for you to comment and acknowledge that you read it, is just so heartwarming to me. You really made my day, so I thank you a thousand times for that. I hope you have an awesome day
This is the first comment I read that made me think about life itself Can we really be happy alone? or we must seek friends and a partner to fill that empty space in our mind, but anyway I wanted to thank you for writing this amazing comment, so thanks buddy 🙏
I cried, Im not sure why, maybe the moment you witnessed is something I can relate to. Having a friend, I remember the first day of middle school I ended up in the wrong class. I sat at the very top, I felt as I have always felt, alien, different, but a kid sat next to me with a skateboard. For a long time I had someone I could relate to, he had a cleft lip, I have narcolepsy, we were just two weird kids that liked to skate and listen to Blink 182. Not sure where I was going with that, I guess thank you for sharing because it made me remember that moment of not feeling alone.
This is the last song my sister listened to, before she ended her life. I had never heard it before then. It breaks me to listen to it, but it's so beautiful too.❤️
the image translates well with this music, they are both holding hands, watching the world collapse, he doesn't know what is he doing, or why.. and she doesn't know why is she with him, he is merely a psycho, but a honest, original, indifferent, caring psycho that make her see the reality of her self and the world. they are just standing and holding hands, there is no room for anywords , just complete silence, i call it the holly moment, when the ego just dissolves and what remains is the functioning human organism. a very complicated organism that invented an ego, humans are really fragile, we come from a drop of semen and end up as dust, yet we take life so seriously, go around behaving as we already know everything, you might be caught up the vicious cycle of life, day by day you feel that your life is long, boring.. but when you look at it, you will see that 10 years already passed and you dont know how, this life is like a dream, you can never capture the moment, when it comes, its already moved into the past. since the day you are born till the last day, and it will always seem the same, no one will capture any moment, there will be just memories, and at the end, even your memories will fly away like dust, look at your self, and feel that you are conscious, try to focus on your experience, it is unbelievably insane and unnatural that you are having this experience, trillions of trillions of circumstances and conditions mixed together to finally make you able to feel what you are feeling now.
Life can get pretty tough. But we are tough, we will persevere, we will rise up, conquer our demons, our lower self will be lifted up to unimaginable heights. We will be so proud of what we have accomplished. For when we realize we only have one life that is when our second life begins. Be the best you can be. Work hard, fight for what you want. You deserve the best this world has to offer and I wish you all the best on this beautiful journey we all call life. May yours be filled with happiness, adventure, growth and most importantly love.
Maxence Cyrin is by far the most beautiful piano player I have ever heard. It takes a lot to bare both your soul & others, into the form of music. This man has a place in my heart.
Loved the original but discovered through Mr Robot and felt instantly connected. Was battling anxiety and depression and going through a divorce when I discovered this masterpiece and mr robot. Somehow I feel better after watching the show and this memory hurts and feels good
The mother of my two children left me and this was the song we listened to I'm now sharing this with the world because this is what I fall asleep to I miss my babys all of them
That is really sad and things shouldn't be that way. When you have deep sadness it seems a little healing when people acknowledge it is right to feel that way.
My gf of 4 years was living a double life with another man. I just found out after our breakup when I was just getting over her. All the memories we shared were a lie. This song helps a little
I lose my mind from time to time, due to a medical illness. I wake up days later in the hospital usually strapped down... I fight and bite, of course I don’t know what my body is doing, my mind shuts off. It scares my family and they hurt because they see dad lose his marbles. I’ve been in the hospital now 2 weeks add the effects of Lupus Sle and kidney and liver failure it makes it hard to be released. In the last month and half I’ve only been home 5 days. I’m crying as I type this, reading the comments I decided that I should share my story. I’m a father of 4 and a grandpa to one beautiful girl... who I miss terribly and now can’t be alone because that mental switch can activate at any moment and I will be back on Jupiter. This song is so amazing and hits the soul. I can fight, and will continue to until a cure is found. I don’t want to lose my mind again it takes a lot of willpower to comeback. Prayer is what I have, and a lot of hope.... I can beat lupus and my mental disorder... just like you brave people...if anyone hasn’t told you lately I love you, just know though we’ve never met I love you, I love you, you’re a beautiful soul and my world needs you.
Aww.. thank you for sharing and for your words… theres is one who can heal you the Bible says His name is Jesus the Christ. Call upon Him and He will answer you and show you mighty and great things you do not know… My prayers will be with you, your family, and your sweet granddaughter ✨
For all the people asking and wondering, this song is related to: Fight Club Mr Robot (S01E09) Criminal Minds (S08E10) u/DeepFuckingValue a.k.a Roaring Kitty a.k.a the fucking legend that called GME Now that you know all this shit. Close your eyes, drift away, go on a this adventurous trip in your mind that is likely to make you cry. Which is not a bad thing, we are emotional beings and some pieces of music speak to your soul. If it speaks to your soul, then you know it's a pretty good fucking piece. "When music speaks to me, that's when I know I'm free" - Loners Club
I took a bath filled with bubbles , in the dark night with the lights turned off , reading a book , surrounded by a bunch of fake candles and plants , with this in the backround . It was soo relaxing and romantic ! Love this .
Mr. Robot was heavily influenced by Fight Club, so you better watch or read it as soon as possible, man, this is a brilliant manifestation of non-conformistic ideas
Es ist absolut berührend wie dieser Titel mein Leben beschreibt und auch von vielen anderen Menschen genauso! Die ganzen Auf und Ab´s... Er beschreibt für mich die Tiefen,die Rückschläge,die Verluste aber auch der Zusammenhalt,das Wunder des Lebens und vorallem die Liebe die ich durch meine Familie.Freundin und meine Kinder erfahren durfte! Das Leben ist nicht immer fair... Die Zeit heilt auch nicht alle Wunden... Eine Tür schließt sich,für immer... Aber viele andere öfnnen sich bis du eines Tages vor der letzten Türe stehst... Genau dann will ich diesen Titel noch ein letztes mal hören...
Hello there future people, how’s life? Is corona still there? Right now for me life isn’t too great, I just got heartbroken for the first time.. it’s not a great feeling. I wish you luck, future people
I have HOCD, life’s not real for me anymore... all I see is is homosexual act after homosexual act, I’m getting tired of this... this constant need to confront my sexuality and reaffirm myself- i was born not knowing many things i knew I’d want to do...but loving a woman was one of them.... I loved women all my life but as soon as it got questioned... I don’t know who I am anymore....was I gay or Bi this whole time and I didn’t know it? Will I ever get over this? Will these thoughts go away? It’s feels so real to me and everyone thinks I’m crazy- no I would never have the courage to put a barrel in my mouth and pull the trigger or but a blade on a my wrist and slice it....but know one ever takes a guy seriously about his mental health until his lifeless feet are floating two inches off the air.
Wonderful music linking two epic scenes, last of which is the perfect prosecution of the first one: “ - You met me at a very strange time in my life” […] - How long this is been going on? - I don’t know - But still, I have to know: why did you do it? What did you hope to accomplish by doing all of this? - I don’t know. I wanted to save the world”
I never thought I would still be alive at this point in my life. I haven’t planned the next step. I don’t know what to do and I feel like I’m thinking everything is getting better but it isn’t. I want to turn back in time and change a lot of things but I can’t. I’m afraid and I don’t want to fail. The emptiness inside me is like a big black hole. No matter how much I try to fill it it never does. I try to make everyone happy so I can be happy to but I don’t understand why it feels so surreal. Nothing makes sense anymore. Times flies by and I can’t do nothing about it. It feels like a movie but I don’t have the remote to pause it.
You can feel inside that things aren't as they are meant to be but the mystery is why? Keep seeking and hoping because that is all we have. The Journey of Desire by Eldridge had some good thoughts for me.....
One of her favourites.. I often listen it in memory of her, we devorced, i will always love her sooooo deep and i have sooo much guiltiness for leting her away from me without explaining that i trully love her. She knows it but it's not the most high. Maybe divorcing me, i realised that i wanted to be alone so as not to make her unhappy due to my unhealed depression and all the issues life has presented to me the last years.. So, pathetically i sit and listen her songs without making a decision. Someday i will find "where is my mind" and i will ask her to marry me but who am i to wake up one day and appear to her life from nothing??? I will always want you Julia i'm sorry for all that i have caused to you, with my UNpressence.. Julia..................
one night my wife and I dropped acid and this song came on and we laid on our floor completely silent for the entire song, staring at patterns and colors dancing across the ceiling... After it was over we both had tears in our eyes and we hugged each other for what felt like forever in the best way.
This image encapsulates the mysterious nature of life. Nobody truly knows why we’re here and here are two humans embracing it. They embrace the beauty of the madness, it’s not nihilistic in nature but rather learning how to dance in the rain. It never matters what you accomplish life, stop comparing yourself to others and celebrities, we’ve all accomplished the goal of having a human vessel. Embrace the world and nature and you will gradually change, under political parties only serve to divide and conquer the masses of drones. I hate to come off as some “woke” hippie but this image reflects everything I’ve been feeling lately, we’re floating on a rock with immense levels of improbability but we occupy ourselves with such trivial matters that amount to nothing but stressing this beautiful human vessel…
Imagine this song playing during the first 7 minutes of death, replaying your life, like a montage of the most saddest and proudest moments depicting your progression to end.
Life was never meant to be easy, we are warriors on our own journeys be thankful even for your problems because there’s always someone going through worse
were is my mind It is all here with all of you.. Lets create a beter world. share the love. we are all one. add feed back group. this is my reality. Peace and love douglas.
I finally meet my peace. I feel you now, I feel everyone and most importantly, I feel myself. The moons I passed, the oceans I passed, but still I couldn't find you. You. Me. We are tiny-tiny dreams in our dream. Only time can find us, but that time tries to undefine itself.
to be honest this makes me reflect my life and what the future is for me. also makes me want to be somewhere that is high(off the ground) and look over the city lights and just do nothing but stare @ them
Im slaving over a hot keyboard at work right now jamming to this. My productivity has gone up 1000 percent as i also comptiplant the human race and where we are at as a civilization. This piece is simply, timeless. BRAVOOO
I have been falling asleep to this for 5 months now. I literally cannot find anything more relaxing to fall asleep to. It should be an 11 hour loop so I can wake up to it as well. =) (Not that I sleep 11 hours. I'm old. Maybe 6 lol)
Currently (Nov, 2022) using this to usher my daughter into Dreamland. I'm about 4 minutes in, and she's been out for 2...but I'm just gonna chill a little longer. Digging it.
I first heard this hauntingly beautiful sonata at the epilogue of a Dave Chappell special. It never ceases to amaze and delight me how much of contemporary art is infused with and perfectly complemented by classical music. For example, thanks to Bridgerton, and the brilliant recomposition by Max Richter, Vivaldi's Four Seasons is being discovered and enjoyed by a whole new generation.
If you're here, like me, just lost in thought.. Waiting, wandering, wondering.... It is right here Right now That we find our minds. As it was As it is As it will always be. Just as it should be. You are doing wonderful, better than expected. You are loved. You are missed. You are admired and hoped for. Don't give up. Don't give in. Don't give over. 💯You've got this💯
@@Tillychewz lmao, i don't really know where in your head you thought saying this was necessary or nice in any way, also seeing as i commented this over a year ago, but let me tell you: i am writer, yes, but i am also a teen, so even if i know exactly what grammar to use, when and where, i'm not gonna apply to an informal comment on a RUclips VIDEO. and also, i simply didn't want to.
Thank you so much, song of my lifetime 🎉have had the best time of my life with it, while driving my 69 käfer during the nigth in the early 90 s. Alpine and Boxster Boost on Bord. Incredible Pixies thx.
"Nathan Drake, that two-bit thief. Risking it all for some piece of treasure. I guess that's how they know me, how they'll remember me. But that's not who I am."
This gonna be in everyone’s recommendations page in a couple of years
Facts
You don't have to wait years man, it's already everyone's recommendations for a good playlist.
The mark that we were here
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a month actually
Me and Matt talking about children all night.
I found this song by accident.. I watched Fight Club over 50 times and loved the original by The Pixies.. where has this piano version been my entire life?? It’s so sad but beautiful at the same time. Makes me reflect on my life and all the good and bad times. Survived brain cancer and having our 2nd son born this year 1/1/23, I’m just so grateful for everyone and their prayers. Been reading through all of the comments and I know we’re all connected. Please stay blessed everyone reading this 🙏🏼
I wish all the best for u
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Only 4 comments ?!?!
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All the best for you and your family from Austria!
This was one of my dad’s favorite songs from one of his favorite movies and it was uploaded on his 1 year death anniversary
I’m so sorry for your loss... if it makes you feel better just know he must have loved you so much..
@@reality5840 thank you and it’s ok don’t apologize it’s not your fault
That is very sad! We are going to die some day and left behind all this things
It is strange how the world works.. I wonder if this is one of the ways that he is trying to communicate with you after life. Maybe I'm a bit too romantic in believing in acts after life but if it was true, I certainly hope this one is for you. I'm sorry for your loss.
@@nathanhogue6588 thank you and don’t be sorry it’s not your fault
I put this on in the background while working, this song is just so perfect.
You can see though the tears?
Pp+itisnotphonics
That Was Scary!
sure is beautiful !
I Listen to this while reading dostoevsky ❤️
My wife is in hospital for 2 weeks now ,I am now 55 and we have been together since I was 18 years old ,listening to this song daily as my comfort song knowing he will not fail me and she will make a full recovery.
She will recover bro. All Hope High.
Everything is fine?
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How’s your wife doing?
Hope everything turned out alright for you
“One day in retrospect the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful.” -Sigmund Freud
Eww why Quote freud? You know he hated women and thought boys phantasize about sleeping with their mothers?
“It’s Only After We’ve Lost Everything That We’re Free To Do Anything.”
my favorite line from the movie :)
That line couldn't be more true, I've been there before. You become a completely different person when you're at this point.
He who has given everything, has everything to gain.
@@rsenl7270 I’m not one of those Jesus fanatics but a line from the Bible best describes that feeling as, “the peace of God that passeth all understanding” You feel completely free and liberated despite losing everything and this does not make any sense. The truth is that without any attachment the ego temporarily dissolves and you experience your true self which essentially is timeless awareness devoid of name and form.
I am here at 1 am listening to this wonderful melody, and despite my loneliness, through music and image, I feel connected with the entire universe.
When you have music, being lonely is a little easier..
adorable
@@skibootdier9488 ❤very true
I have found a complete understanding of God’s Will and Word! This song is a musical illustration of my life
Here i am again, at 4 am listening to this, thinking about the best times i can remember in my life, almost crying and alone... always alone.
How old are You?
are you sure being alone is whats bothering you? not the emptiness? not knowing ur purpose on this world? the purpose of this world?
Do not worry enjoy what you have and make your life happier you are the key 😉
I think it's normal for 11 year old kids fo be alone at 4 am
Embrace it.
Hell is other people, they say.
Count on yourself and you’ll never let yourself down. If you do, you’ll only have yourself to blame.
Yo were there at the beginning and you’ll be there at the end, its the one thing you can guarantee.
This song is poetically beautiful .It can make me happy as I sit and think about the good times I’ve had .It can make me grateful as I watch the sun set and realise how beautiful the world we live in is .It can make you sad as you sit and think about things of the past and things that are to come in the future .It’s truly an artistic masterpiece and you know that to be true because good art ,in whatever form that may be ,makes you feel something .This song makes you feel everything and nothing at the same time and that’s beautiful.
Well said
You made tears in my eyes with your words. Exactly how i think about it.
@Ty Thornley Yes!! Thank you for putting words to exactly what I wanted to say myself. 💚💔🙏
@@charlienachname1978 perhaps, but I think you don't necessarily have to be naive to find beauty in the world. Sometimes it's precisely because we know that the world can be unimaginably cruel and senselessly chaotic but we choose to be the flickering candles in that bitter wind that aren't blown out. To choose to be the best humans we can be to change it so that there really are pockets of beauty that exist in this unforgivingly meaningless void.
If you read this out loud calmly and sombrely with the song playing in the background, it’s perfect. The end of a sad yet deep film called life.
"You met me at a very strange time of my life"
I dont know.. i just wanted to save the World.
print('hello friend')
@@vapefybeatz3322 hello friend, maybe I should give you a name? but that's a slippery slope.
@@amitm9377 you're only in my head, we have to remember that.
this movie + the matrix within 6mos of each other was one of the best years of cinema in my life
I miss you Dad , it’s been long without you , you were the one I could talk or watch telly with , I am doing fine , just barely
Hang in there buddy ❤
I hope you’ve found more good than bad in your days. Sending love ❤️
If you're listening to this you're a good person
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Or a bad person regretting what they did to a good person
If you are reading this then know that you are beautiful and that you are loved. That unexplained feeling you are experiencing right now where you yearn to feel something… to connect… to cry… that is your soul wanting to connect and go back home to where everything is perfect and in infinite love.
We experience this unknown reminder when we see grand fireworks in a dark Summer sky. When we hear the soft waves of the ocean crashing upon a quiet, desolate shore. When we see the twinkle of Christmas lights lit for the first time. When we feel a puppy’s silly warmth licking our face. All these memories are intangible moments of high frequency and vibration that resonate to remind you of who you are.
We don’t remember because of the amnesia that is a prerequisite to coming here, but you WANT to remember hence why you are here.
It’s going to be okay. You’re going to be okay. Be kind to yourself. Be kind to others. Don’t overanalyze or overthink it. Just know that no matter how dark this realm is that you are an infinite being of light and love, that you are important and that you matter.
Thank you
Thank you
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I wouldn't say life is going bad. I'd say it's going quite well, Actually.
I just got my bird a partner for him, and seeing his little tapping feet as he stumpled towards her, made me shed tears. He's never seen another living bird before, other than himself, and he's been extremely lonely.
Hearing this song for the first time really made me think about life. It can be so, so beautiful and stunning, yet also heartbreaking and just- Awful.
For a long time, I've felt like I had no one to speak to, no one to listen to me. I've had several friends who felt the same way, and maybe even worse. Yet, recently, It's been getting somewhat better.
I told my mum how I felt emotionally, and after that, it kind of felt like all of the pressure on me just kind of slid off.
My mother didn't want me to get any help or therapy of some sorts, as she don't believe my feelings and emotions are that strong, I'm guessing. But even though, it still felt nice to just tell her that I didn't believe I was okay. It's getting better, at least I think.
Although, it sounds great,
I miss crying at night, being unable to breathe.
I miss the nights I just let feelings out with my friends on the internet, whilst tears got shed.
I miss just being sad, and I have no idea why. I'm guessing it's some kind of 'homesickness'.
I think I'm lying to myself, I think about it all the time, actually. I wonder if I'm just faking my emotions, Sexuality, Life, just for the fun of it, or for attention. Even I don't know if half of what I'm saying is true.
Now, all of this just takes me back to my bird somehow. I love him to bits. He's my best friend. And now, he doesn't have to be lonely anymore. He can fit in with another bird. He's not the black sheep anymore, and I fucking love and appreciate that.
Everything I've just said might have not made any sense, but I felt like I needed to rant somewhere. English isn't my first language either, so I'm sorry if I made any spelling errors.
If you've come this far in reading this, Thank you so much for listening to me. I hope you have a great day.
Edit:
Hey guys. It’s been two years since I’ve written this comment, and I just want to say thank you to everyone who’s read and in some way acknowledged me.
I was 14 when I wrote this. I’m now 16, and still have lots to learn about life. I’m so grateful for my life and how far I’ve come, and it’s scary that a fourteen year old could have so much emotion.
And life got better. I’ve learnt to acknowledge and accept my feelings, and I’ve learned to know that it’s okay to feel okay. You can feel good and not feel bad about it. And that has been really tough to accept. Now about my birds: the bird I got for my other bird unfortunately passed, and it took some time to get over that. But we have a new bird named Berta. And she’s living happily with Tim.
Now for a life update: I moved schools, and finally didn’t feel like the black sheep anymore. I got to actually experience a healthy teenagehood, where I wasn’t bullied. I’m so grateful for that. In my new school, I also found the loveliest girlfriend I could ever have asked for. Im so grateful for how far I’ve come, and im just so happy for my life. I just want the people who’s reading this to know that you’re not alone, whoever you are. Whether you’re a 30 year old man who’s tearing up by my comment or a former child just like me. I want you to know that life gets better, and that you just have to keep going. It really helped me to think of my past self as a whole other person, and I sometimes talk to her, kinda like how you do a little sister. I’ve learnt to express myself in writing such as songs and poetry, and I’m currently working on an EP on my Spotify hahah. (Stream burn by Kristina )
I just really feel like life kicked me in the ass and kissed me on the cheek after. Like my life is finally taking a turn for the better and I can just relax, knowing it’s okay to be happy.
Anyhow. I hope you’ll find somewhat peace in this huge update, and who knows, maybe we’ll see each other again someday.
Thank you to anyone and everyone who’s read this far. You are loved, you are cared for. And if you feel like you aren’t, just know that there are so many people on the Internet and in life that are ready to tackle your problems beside you. You don’t need to be alone, you just need to ask for a hand.
Love, Kristina.
Heyy, i read everything what u typed here and i almost got tears this is beautiful. I wish you the best cause this is what you deserve
@@khaymag7985 Aww, thank you so much, and for you to comment and acknowledge that you read it, is just so heartwarming to me.
You really made my day, so I thank you a thousand times for that. I hope you have an awesome day
This is the first comment I read that made me think about life itself
Can we really be happy alone? or we must seek friends and a partner to fill that empty space in our mind, but anyway I wanted to thank you for writing this amazing comment, so thanks buddy 🙏
I cried, Im not sure why, maybe the moment you witnessed is something I can relate to. Having a friend, I remember the first day of middle school I ended up in the wrong class. I sat at the very top, I felt as I have always felt, alien, different, but a kid sat next to me with a skateboard. For a long time I had someone I could relate to, he had a cleft lip, I have narcolepsy, we were just two weird kids that liked to skate and listen to Blink 182. Not sure where I was going with that, I guess thank you for sharing because it made me remember that moment of not feeling alone.
I read the all comment and yes I felt like I felt something real.
My 22 month baby LOVES this music. He feels calm and smiles everytime i put on repeat on my phone and then he sleeps.
Its so beautiful ❤
This is the last song my sister listened to, before she ended her life. I had never heard it before then. It breaks me to listen to it, but it's so beautiful too.❤️
Sorry
@@joewalick8887 🙏🙏
I hope she's at peace now
@@amitm9377 🙏🙏
@JANA BADAWY 🙏🙏❤️
An hour later and I'm here wishing it was a 10 hour loop instead of just 1 hour.
:/ I feel u
Rightclick into the YT-screen and press LOOP... !?
I know! maybe next time !!
@@IaijutsuRonin when you’re watching on phone 💀😭
@@kyrasl use the desktop version on safari
the image translates well with this music, they are both holding hands, watching the world collapse, he doesn't know what is he doing, or why.. and she doesn't know why is she with him, he is merely a psycho, but a honest, original, indifferent, caring psycho that make her see the reality of her self and the world.
they are just standing and holding hands, there is no room for anywords , just complete silence, i call it the holly moment, when the ego just dissolves and what remains is the functioning human organism. a very complicated organism that invented an ego, humans are really fragile, we come from a drop of semen and end up as dust, yet we take life so seriously, go around behaving as we already know everything, you might be caught up the vicious cycle of life, day by day you feel that your life is long, boring.. but when you look at it, you will see that 10 years already passed and you dont know how, this life is like a dream, you can never capture the moment, when it comes, its already moved into the past. since the day you are born till the last day, and it will always seem the same, no one will capture any moment, there will be just memories, and at the end, even your memories will fly away like dust, look at your self, and feel that you are conscious, try to focus on your experience, it is unbelievably insane and unnatural that you are having this experience, trillions of trillions of circumstances and conditions mixed together to finally make you able to feel what you are feeling now.
@Luke Stay lol its from fight club
I think this is brilliant..
This is literally the best comment.. i got so invested into it
Wish the world would realize this :(
My favorite comment ever
Life can get pretty tough. But we are tough, we will persevere, we will rise up, conquer our demons, our lower self will be lifted up to unimaginable heights. We will be so proud of what we have accomplished. For when we realize we only have one life that is when our second life begins. Be the best you can be. Work hard, fight for what you want. You deserve the best this world has to offer and I wish you all the best on this beautiful journey we all call life. May yours be filled with happiness, adventure, growth and most importantly love.
what a beautifull song i just lost my mothers she reconfort me , a listing again , again , again ........
Maxence Cyrin is by far the most beautiful piano player I have ever heard. It takes a lot to bare both your soul & others, into the form of music.
This man has a place in my heart.
This piano version was used in the first season of Mr. Robot... to great effect. "I wanted to save the world"
Hey, another Mr robot fan. Same honestly.
me 3🙋
and I'm another!
Yes and I think Mr. Robot is inspired by fight club so they choose the same song!
Loved the original but discovered through Mr Robot and felt instantly connected. Was battling anxiety and depression and going through a divorce when I discovered this masterpiece and mr robot. Somehow I feel better after watching the show and this memory hurts and feels good
The mother of my two children left me and this was the song we listened to I'm now sharing this with the world because this is what I fall asleep to I miss my babys all of them
Sorry to hear it bro, this world can be cruel but you will persevere.
That is really sad and things shouldn't be that way. When you have deep sadness it seems a little healing when people acknowledge it is right to feel that way.
I hope you take no offense but do your still in contact with your babies?
My gf of 4 years was living a double life with another man. I just found out after our breakup when I was just getting over her. All the memories we shared were a lie. This song helps a little
I lose my mind from time to time, due to a medical illness. I wake up days later in the hospital usually strapped down... I fight and bite, of course I don’t know what my body is doing, my mind shuts off. It scares my family and they hurt because they see dad lose his marbles. I’ve been in the hospital now 2 weeks add the effects of Lupus Sle and kidney and liver failure it makes it hard to be released. In the last month and half I’ve only been home 5 days. I’m crying as I type this, reading the comments I decided that I should share my story. I’m a father of 4 and a grandpa to one beautiful girl... who I miss terribly and now can’t be alone because that mental switch can activate at any moment and I will be back on Jupiter. This song is so amazing and hits the soul. I can fight, and will continue to until a cure is found. I don’t want to lose my mind again it takes a lot of willpower to comeback. Prayer is what I have, and a lot of hope.... I can beat lupus and my mental disorder... just like you brave people...if anyone hasn’t told you lately I love you, just know though we’ve never met I love you, I love you, you’re a beautiful soul and my world needs you.
Hey brother, I hope you're doing well
Obrigada ❤ fique bem 😢
Aww.. thank you for sharing and for your words… theres is one who can heal you the Bible says His name is Jesus the Christ. Call upon Him and He will answer you and show you mighty and great things you do not know…
My prayers will be with you, your family, and your sweet granddaughter ✨
For all the people asking and wondering, this song is related to:
Fight Club
Mr Robot (S01E09)
Criminal Minds (S08E10)
u/DeepFuckingValue a.k.a Roaring Kitty a.k.a the fucking legend that called GME
Now that you know all this shit. Close your eyes, drift away, go on a this adventurous trip in your mind that is likely to make you cry. Which is not a bad thing, we are emotional beings and some pieces of music speak to your soul. If it speaks to your soul, then you know it's a pretty good fucking piece.
"When music speaks to me, that's when I know I'm free" - Loners Club
I took a bath filled with bubbles , in the dark night with the lights turned off , reading a book , surrounded by a bunch of fake candles and plants , with this in the backround . It was soo relaxing and romantic ! Love this .
Mr. Robot, 1st Season, Episode 09
I was introduced to this heavenly piece!
That episode just broke my heart..😭
You never seen Fight Club tho?
Criminal minds season 8 episode 10. One of my favorite episodes has introduced me this song.
Mr. Robot was heavily influenced by Fight Club, so you better watch or read it as soon as possible, man, this is a brilliant manifestation of non-conformistic ideas
@@motherofaxolotls2222 ive seen it. Mr Robot is a different ordeal though. One of the best series made ever
Es ist absolut berührend wie dieser Titel mein Leben beschreibt und auch von vielen anderen Menschen genauso! Die ganzen Auf und Ab´s... Er beschreibt für mich die Tiefen,die Rückschläge,die Verluste aber auch der Zusammenhalt,das Wunder des Lebens und vorallem die Liebe die ich durch meine Familie.Freundin und meine Kinder erfahren durfte!
Das Leben ist nicht immer fair... Die Zeit heilt auch nicht alle Wunden... Eine Tür schließt sich,für immer... Aber viele andere öfnnen sich bis du eines Tages vor der letzten Türe stehst... Genau dann will ich diesen Titel noch ein letztes mal hören...
How is this only at 8k views its so perfect to study or cry
You ok?
or both ;)
Hello there future people, how’s life? Is corona still there? Right now for me life isn’t too great, I just got heartbroken for the first time.. it’s not a great feeling.
I wish you luck, future people
@@kalifasi5657 So, do you have hope for a future after that future? perhaps in another world?
I have HOCD, life’s not real for me anymore... all I see is is homosexual act after homosexual act, I’m getting tired of this... this constant need to confront my sexuality and reaffirm myself- i was born not knowing many things i knew I’d want to do...but loving a woman was one of them.... I loved women all my life but as soon as it got questioned... I don’t know who I am anymore....was I gay or Bi this whole time and I didn’t know it? Will I ever get over this? Will these thoughts go away? It’s feels so real to me and everyone thinks I’m crazy- no I would never have the courage to put a barrel in my mouth and pull the trigger or but a blade on a my wrist and slice it....but know one ever takes a guy seriously about his mental health until his lifeless feet are floating two inches off the air.
it's all going to be okay
@@thesteffmeister1 This too shall pass.
@@rimcrackerz7726 nice
Wonderful music linking two epic scenes, last of which is the perfect prosecution of the first one:
“ - You met me at a very strange time in my life”
[…]
- How long this is been going on?
- I don’t know
- But still, I have to know: why did you do it? What did you hope to accomplish by doing all of this?
- I don’t know. I wanted to save the world”
i’ve known about this piano cover of the song for years and I’m glad it’s finally getting more recognition and appreciation
scrolling across tiktok and hearing this song, made me so happy, this will be one of my favorite comfort songs to cry to, ik it
"I have to know, why did you do it? What did you hope to accomplish by doing all this?"
"I don't know. *I wanted to save the world."*
What movie is that from?
@@StudMacher78Mr Robot, it's a series.
I never thought I would still be alive at this point in my life. I haven’t planned the next step. I don’t know what to do and I feel like I’m thinking everything is getting better but it isn’t. I want to turn back in time and change a lot of things but I can’t. I’m afraid and I don’t want to fail. The emptiness inside me is like a big black hole. No matter how much I try to fill it it never does. I try to make everyone happy so I can be happy to but I don’t understand why it feels so surreal. Nothing makes sense anymore. Times flies by and I can’t do nothing about it. It feels like a movie but I don’t have the remote to pause it.
By saying it...you broke it, congrats your now free to move on
You can feel inside that things aren't as they are meant to be but the mystery is why? Keep seeking and hoping because that is all we have. The Journey of Desire by Eldridge had some good thoughts for me.....
"I'm not emotionally numb, I just learnt to live with what life gave me."
You did it. You saved the world.
Love you, guys💖 if strangers can hate for no reasons, I can love you, a stranger for no reasons as well
beautiful soul
I have now listend to it for 4 hours and I think I am going to listen to it for the rest of my live
writing while listening to this is... simply brilliant
One of her favourites.. I often listen it in memory of her, we devorced, i will always love her sooooo deep and i have sooo much guiltiness for leting her away from me without explaining that i trully love her. She knows it but it's not the most high. Maybe divorcing me, i realised that i wanted to be alone so as not to make her unhappy due to my unhealed depression and all the issues life has presented to me the last years.. So, pathetically i sit and listen her songs without making a decision. Someday i will find "where is my mind" and i will ask her to marry me but who am i to wake up one day and appear to her life from nothing??? I will always want you Julia i'm sorry for all that i have caused to you, with my UNpressence.. Julia..................
Thank you so much for this loop, I don't know how I could live without it at the moment
this song is really beautiful the original by the pixies was and always has been a favorite and seeing it in this form is amazing i love it
i personally love this version more, more emotion to me
The Pixies are amazing. I listened to them as a punk kid, appreciate the music even more as an adult.
Today I found listening to the original by the pixies actually pulled me out of my depression.. huh weird
I like how the beginning of the loop is the end of the song and then it starts over from the beginning of the song.
This brought tears to my eyes... i could go to sleep listening to this. Thankyou for sharing xxx
my favourite piano piece ever, uploaded on my birthday!! yaaas
happy late birthday
Happy late Birthday!:D
My first time listen this song and it's a masterpiece of a good piano song, God bless this kind of artists.
@@bg-lo2lb thaaanks
@@alejandrogarciamayorga9372 thaanks
Anyone else going to play this all day today for... y'know, some pretty deep reasons?
This is so funny and true
one night my wife and I dropped acid and this song came on and we laid on our floor completely silent for the entire song, staring at patterns and colors dancing across the ceiling... After it was over we both had tears in our eyes and we hugged each other for what felt like forever in the best way.
woah
I know it probably isn’t gonna do anything, but I hope you and your wife could stop to use acid
But anyway I hope you the best 👍🏻
This image encapsulates the mysterious nature of life. Nobody truly knows why we’re here and here are two humans embracing it. They embrace the beauty of the madness, it’s not nihilistic in nature but rather learning how to dance in the rain. It never matters what you accomplish life, stop comparing yourself to others and celebrities, we’ve all accomplished the goal of having a human vessel. Embrace the world and nature and you will gradually change, under political parties only serve to divide and conquer the masses of drones. I hate to come off as some “woke” hippie but this image reflects everything I’ve been feeling lately, we’re floating on a rock with immense levels of improbability but we occupy ourselves with such trivial matters that amount to nothing but stressing this beautiful human vessel…
Hands down the best version of this song.
Imagine this song playing during the first 7 minutes of death, replaying your life, like a montage of the most saddest and proudest moments depicting your progression to end.
This hits hard very hard
Life was never meant to be easy, we are warriors on our own journeys be thankful even for your problems because there’s always someone going through worse
Been listening to this song and its many renditions since 1999. Sh*t the feelings and meroies....
were is my mind It is all here with all of you.. Lets create a beter world. share the love. we are all one. add feed back group. this is my reality. Peace and love douglas.
i listen to this song when i need to focus, cry, sh, look at the moon, etc. it just hits in a way u cant desctibe.
I finally meet my peace. I feel you now, I feel everyone and most importantly, I feel myself. The moons I passed, the oceans I passed, but still I couldn't find you. You. Me. We are tiny-tiny dreams in our dream. Only time can find us, but that time tries to undefine itself.
This song makes me feel feelings I've always wanted to feel but never knew I could.
The original version is probably one of my personal top songs and the piano version is genuinely one of the most beautiful things I’ve heard
this was my jam in year 7 and still is in year 11, this song has gotten pretty popular on tiktok, hope it gets recognised more on youtube.
Love this version, makes me feel a certain way
so much pain it is truly beautiful
to be honest this makes me reflect my life and what the future is for me. also makes me want to be somewhere that is high(off the ground) and look over the city lights and just do nothing but stare @ them
Same.
+ consdering the vacuity of this present. This world. This univers...
Glad that the people who are asking for the movie are gonna watch it and have one of the best experiencies of their lives.
idk if I writed wrong i´m high sorry
@@madcrow5235 😂😂😂
This AMAZING MASTERPIECE is my fav song to listen to while giving a massage at work!
I caught feelings while listening, a happy sadness of a sort, same fantastic song different vibe, love it!!!
What a beautiful rendition. Love it. Would be nice to fall asleep to ♥️
Didn't know I needed this until I realized it was playing for the last 20 minutes. Thanks.
I absolutely love this it helps me feel better about losing my dad and helps me sleep when i think about him
hey man mr robot would be a great show for you
uses this song and relates to losing ones dad
Im slaving over a hot keyboard at work right now jamming to this. My productivity has gone up 1000 percent as i also comptiplant the human race and where we are at as a civilization. This piece is simply, timeless. BRAVOOO
All that's happening in this world ...i question where is my mind 😢
This is heaven.
Can’t wait for this to blow up
My reason to run 4 times to cinema.
"I always knew we'd be working together someday, Elliot."
(Thank you for uploading & extended 🙏)
For me this beautiful music describes loneliness which is violent but addictive
God bless you for this
I have been falling asleep to this for 5 months now. I literally cannot find anything more relaxing to fall asleep to. It should be an 11 hour loop so I can wake up to it as well. =) (Not that I sleep 11 hours. I'm old. Maybe 6 lol)
Lol
Just use the repeat mode ❤
To speak without words..
Currently (Nov, 2022) using this to usher my daughter into Dreamland. I'm about 4 minutes in, and she's been out for 2...but I'm just gonna chill a little longer. Digging it.
This song is perfect.. genius
just.. another feeling
I first heard this hauntingly beautiful sonata at the epilogue of a Dave Chappell special. It never ceases to amaze and delight me how much of contemporary art is infused with and perfectly complemented by classical music. For example, thanks to Bridgerton, and the brilliant recomposition by Max Richter, Vivaldi's Four Seasons is being discovered and enjoyed by a whole new generation.
This song is perfect to write poetry
If you're here, like me, just lost in thought..
Waiting, wandering, wondering....
It is right here
Right now
That we find our minds.
As it was
As it is
As it will always be.
Just as it should be.
You are doing wonderful, better than expected. You are loved. You are missed. You are admired and hoped for.
Don't give up. Don't give in. Don't give over.
💯You've got this💯
Theo mind is a wonderful thing
i actually really love where is my mind, i'm a writer and this song inspires me so much for some reason
If you are a writer, why didn't you use correct grammars like most professional writers do?
@@Tillychewz lmao, i don't really know where in your head you thought saying this was necessary or nice in any way, also seeing as i commented this over a year ago, but let me tell you: i am writer, yes, but i am also a teen, so even if i know exactly what grammar to use, when and where, i'm not gonna apply to an informal comment on a RUclips VIDEO. and also, i simply didn't want to.
Thanks you for the 1hour edit. Much love to you all
I need 10hrs of this
this song makes me happy and sad at the same time
Non riesco più a smettere di ascoltarla 😍
This gives me a warm feeling 🥺
Спасибо от всей души ❤
Thank you so much, song of my lifetime 🎉have had the best time of my life with it, while driving my 69 käfer during the nigth in the early 90 s. Alpine and Boxster Boost on Bord. Incredible Pixies thx.
please, play this at my funeral...
We needed this.
I just watched this movie last night and It was the best movie experience I’ve ever felt
helps me to rid of my tinnitus for some hours. thanks!
Thank you for this ♥️
"Nathan Drake, that two-bit thief. Risking it all for some piece of treasure. I guess that's how they know me, how they'll remember me. But that's not who I am."
There it is, there is the comment I was looking for.
So beautiful, so sad, so happy, gives me so much emotions I can’t describe, thank you for this.
This song is deep fucking value, if I may say so myself.
Is that a WSB reference?
@@blubaylon yes, but i was drunk
Yea, ever since 1999 for me.
Fucking legend.
Absolutely Beautiful, my body buzzes when I hear this